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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: dbc on October 03, 2011, 01:01:00 PM
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I've been a nic bitch slave for ~15yrs. I started dipping when I was 15 playing baseball. I remember having Skoal Mint cans rolling around in my ball bag, my mom never looked there. Dip turned into cigs during my drinking days, I smoked for ~9yrs :(
When I met my wife I finally quit, at least that's what I thought. I quit smoking but the nic bitch was calling my name. Since I dipped in the past I thought why not.
It's been 4yrs of Skoal Mint sitting in the permanently eroded cheek and gum and it's time to quit!
Fuck you nic bitch! You're my bitch now!!
dbc
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I've been a nic bitch slave for ~15yrs. I started dipping when I was 15 playing baseball. I remember having Skoal Mint cans rolling around in my ball bag, my mom never looked there. Dip turned into cigs during my drinking days, I smoked for ~9yrs :(
When I met my wife I finally quit, at least that's what I thought. I quit smoking but the nic bitch was calling my name. Since I dipped in the past I thought why not.
It's been 4yrs of Skoal Mint sitting in the permanently eroded cheek and gum and it's time to quit!
Fuck you nic bitch! You're my bitch now!!
dbc
I have a similar story with the cigs to snuff thing. Its almost been 2 full days and so worth it. The greatest thing so far is the feeling of control. Just keep up the strong attitude and plow through it. You are not alone!
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I see you posted roll. Awesome! You can do this. Read, read, read. PM me if you need any help.
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Ditto that same story here. Nice day 1 post, I'm proud to be quit with you today. You talk about switching to dip when you got married, I essentially did the same thing. It was easier to hide from everyone. Welcome to the suck. Stay close to this site, PM me or anyone here anytime if you need anything. There's the LIVE CHAT link in the upper right, go there for some good advice or to vent.
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Day 3 and had major crave when I got home from work. Got on KTC and read some posts and saw that some peeps were dipping smokey mountain (fake dip). Decided to get some and it helped!! Feeling great now that i'm still QUIT!! One day at a time is the only way. Nic bitch (aka hairy naked fat guy with sweaty balls), suck my mother fuckin.........
dbc
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Something to think about.
http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary ... y/r064.gif (http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary/Recovery/r064.gif)
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Nic bitch is all up in my grill tonight! AHHHH!!! FUCKING WHORE!! I'm quit! Back the fuck up...!!!
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Something to think about.
http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary ... y/r064.gif (http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary/Recovery/r064.gif)
Interesting graph.
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Something to think about.
http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary ... y/r064.gif (http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary/Recovery/r064.gif)
Interesting graph.
I think I'm above average today. I've had a lot more than 4 craves today. The time frame seems right on though.
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Something to think about.
http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary ... y/r064.gif (http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary/Recovery/r064.gif)
Interesting graph.
I think I'm above average today. I've had a lot more than 4 craves today. The time frame seems right on though.
You got a plan when the craves hit? You got a plan of defense?
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Something to think about.
http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary ... y/r064.gif (http://whyquit.com/freedom/ImageLibrary/Recovery/r064.gif)
Interesting graph.
I think I'm above average today. I've had a lot more than 4 craves today. The time frame seems right on though.
You got a plan when the craves hit? You got a plan of defense?
I do.. I come to KTC and read about all the bad shit that's happened to other people. The sad gut wrenching stories smack me in the face. Especially, the ones with daddy's little girls.
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I'm feeling great today. The last 4 days have been a bit brutal. Being a ninja dipper from my wife for so long and finally coming out and saying, I'm an addict, and joining this site has helped be stay quit!
All the vets have said it, read, read, and read more. It helps you stay QUIT!
I'm quit today with all you mufukas!
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I'm feeling great today. The last 4 days have been a bit brutal. Being a ninja dipper from my wife for so long and finally coming out and saying, I'm an addict, and joining this site has helped be stay quit!
All the vets have said it, read, read, and read more. It helps you stay QUIT!
I'm quit today with all you mufukas!
:)
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Just threw a fat dip of smokey mountain in to combat this massive crave. After seeing a few quit wannabes cave, just because... wtf!!.. makes it hard to not just join them. Today had it's struggles. I about ripped my two wiener dog's heads off just for being themselves. My wife was telling me about my 3mo old daughters last feeding and all i could think about was a fat dip of skoal mint!!! She walked off with the look of disappointment in her eye. I know she supports me but, she's never been a slave to the nic bitch. She just doesn't understand the fucking pain i'm going through.
I'm getting through this. Having a place to vent really makes a difference.
Much love KTC!
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Just threw a fat dip of smokey mountain in to combat this massive crave. After seeing a few quit wannabes cave, just because... wtf!!.. makes it hard to not just join them. Today had it's struggles. I about ripped my two wiener dog's heads off just for being themselves. My wife was telling me about my 3mo old daughters last feeding and all i could think about was a fat dip of skoal mint!!! She walked off with the look of disappointment in her eye. I know she supports me but, she's never been a slave to the nic bitch. She just doesn't understand the fucking pain i'm going through.
I'm getting through this. Having a place to vent really makes a difference.
Much love KTC!
Reading "Skoal mint" made me crave, but this gum feels so much better. I'm on day 6...it's my best day yet. Just asked my wife today if she ever thought she'd see me go thru one day without a dip. She asked me if I wanted her honest answer...i said yes. She said she didn't think it would happen until I had cancer.
I'm good not being a junkie anymore.
Keep it up!
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Just threw a fat dip of smokey mountain in to combat this massive crave. After seeing a few quit wannabes cave, just because... wtf!!.. makes it hard to not just join them. Today had it's struggles. I about ripped my two wiener dog's heads off just for being themselves. My wife was telling me about my 3mo old daughters last feeding and all i could think about was a fat dip of skoal mint!!! She walked off with the look of disappointment in her eye. I know she supports me but, she's never been a slave to the nic bitch. She just doesn't understand the fucking pain i'm going through.
I'm getting through this. Having a place to vent really makes a difference.
Much love KTC!
Reading "Skoal mint" made me crave, but this gum feels so much better. I'm on day 6...it's my best day yet. Just asked my wife today if she ever thought she'd see me go thru one day without a dip. She asked me if I wanted her honest answer...i said yes. She said she didn't think it would happen until I had cancer.
I'm good not being a junkie anymore.
Keep it up!
Keep fighting you ballsy bastards. Freedom is the shit man. Fuck. Nothing like it.
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Just threw a fat dip of smokey mountain in to combat this massive crave. After seeing a few quit wannabes cave, just because... wtf!!.. makes it hard to not just join them. Today had it's struggles. I about ripped my two wiener dog's heads off just for being themselves. My wife was telling me about my 3mo old daughters last feeding and all i could think about was a fat dip of skoal mint!!! She walked off with the look of disappointment in her eye. I know she supports me but, she's never been a slave to the nic bitch. She just doesn't understand the fucking pain i'm going through.
I'm getting through this. Having a place to vent really makes a difference.
Much love KTC!
Reading "Skoal mint" made me crave, but this gum feels so much better. I'm on day 6...it's my best day yet. Just asked my wife today if she ever thought she'd see me go thru one day without a dip. She asked me if I wanted her honest answer...i said yes. She said she didn't think it would happen until I had cancer.
I'm good not being a junkie anymore.
Keep it up!
Hell yes! Damn impressive. Made me stronger, thanks for sharing.
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Just threw a fat dip of smokey mountain in to combat this massive crave. After seeing a few quit wannabes cave, just because... wtf!!.. makes it hard to not just join them. Today had it's struggles. I about ripped my two wiener dog's heads off just for being themselves. My wife was telling me about my 3mo old daughters last feeding and all i could think about was a fat dip of skoal mint!!! She walked off with the look of disappointment in her eye. I know she supports me but, she's never been a slave to the nic bitch. She just doesn't understand the fucking pain i'm going through.
I'm getting through this. Having a place to vent really makes a difference.
Much love KTC!
Reading "Skoal mint" made me crave, but this gum feels so much better. I'm on day 6...it's my best day yet. Just asked my wife today if she ever thought she'd see me go thru one day without a dip. She asked me if I wanted her honest answer...i said yes. She said she didn't think it would happen until I had cancer.
I'm good not being a junkie anymore.
Keep it up!
That's what I'm talkin' 'bout - "quit wannabes"....they don't have the balls to stick with it like you are gonna do. Craves are bullshit. Fuck 'em.
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HAHA... Sitting here drinking a beer and I hesitated to take a sip. I hesitated because I didn't want to drink my dip spit as i've done many of times in the past. The thing is, i don't have to worry about that anymore because I DON'T DIP!
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Trying to get my best friend to post Day 1. He's given me two excuses, I'm quitting on the 14th (today is the 14th) and now, I'm getting LASIK, I don't want to be miserable all weekend I'll post Monday. The nic bitch has him right where she wants him.
I hope he posts his Day 1. He has no idea how great the feeling of freedom is. Freedom of the can feels amazing. When I think about it my nipples get hard and I get chills.
You can do this BW! Post fucking roll and lets do this!
dbc
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Trying to get my best friend to post Day 1. He's given me two excuses, I'm quitting on the 14th (today is the 14th) and now, I'm getting LASIK, I don't want to be miserable all weekend I'll post Monday. The nic bitch has him right where she wants him.
I hope he posts his Day 1. He has no idea how great the feeling of freedom is. Freedom of the can feels amazing. When I think about it my nipples get hard and I get chills.Â
You can do this BW! Post fucking roll and lets do this!
dbc
I have a lot of friends that still chew. It is hard to talk a nicotine addict into quitting. If your friend does not want to quit, he won't, no matter how much you try to tell him he needs too.
The approach I take is to tell them how great it is for me being quit. When ever I see my friends one of the first things I tell them is how many days quit I am (82 days as of today). I always try to bring up the benifts of not chewing, and how my life has improved since quitting. I do not tell them what they need to do, because every addict has a counter reason why not to quit (I know I always did). Instead I use the "Inception" approach. I chip away at their armor, try to plant the idea in theire head that "quitting is good and it is possible", and then I hope that they decide for themselves to quit.
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I'm on day 16 and was wondering has anyone noticed their vision getting better or am I just seeing things?
Nothing but love going out to Hawkins!.
dbc
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I'm on day 16 and was wondering has anyone noticed their vision getting better or am I just seeing things?
Nothing but love going out to Hawkins!.
dbc
Where u at?
I didn't see you post yesterday.
pm me if you have a chance