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Title: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on December 16, 2013, 04:01:00 PM
Hello all!

I am a 44 year old that has been Nicotine free for 8 days. I stumbled across the site and it has really helped me stay firm in my decision to quit.

I have been using one form or another of Tobacco since I was 13. It is very scary to admit I have been addicted for 31 years. I have been strictly using smokeless chew for the last year. I would buy about 3 cans a week.

I feel guilt and am ashamed that I have done this to myself for so long. My motivation is my wife and wonderful two boys (10 and 8).

I look forward to reading more from others and helping others staying committed.

My forum name is Screw Grizzly and I am going to beat this shit!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: T-Cell on December 16, 2013, 04:13:00 PM
Quote from: Screw
Hello all!

I am a 44 year old that has been Nicotine free for 8 days. I stumbled across the site and it has really helped me stay firm in my decision to quit.

I have been using one form or another of Tobacco since I was 13. It is very scary to admit I have been addicted for 31 years. I have been strictly using smokeless chew for the last year. I would buy about 3 cans a week.

I feel guilt and am ashamed that I have done this to myself for so long. My motivation is my wife and wonderful two boys (10 and 8).

I look forward to reading more from others and helping others staying committed.

My forum name is Screw Grizzly and I am going to beat this shit!
Welcome SG, great decision to become a quitter. You will not regret it.
Read everything in the salmon-colored tab on the banner called WELCOME CENTER. Especially learn how to post roll every morning. Post roll, make some contacts, don't dip. It really is that simple, but not that easy. However there is lots of proof within this membership that this method works. PM me if I can assist you. Welcome to your freedom!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Wt57 on December 16, 2013, 04:20:00 PM
Quote from: T-Cell
Quote from: Screw
Hello all!

I am a 44 year old that has been Nicotine free for 8 days. I stumbled across the site and it has really helped me stay firm in my decision to quit.

I have been using one form or another of Tobacco since I was 13. It is very scary to admit I have been addicted for 31 years. I have been strictly using smokeless chew for the last year. I would buy about 3 cans a week.

I feel guilt and am ashamed that I have done this to myself for so long. My motivation is my wife and wonderful two boys (10 and 8).

I look forward to reading more from others and helping others staying committed.

My forum name is Screw Grizzly and I am going to beat this shit!
Welcome SG, great decision to become a quitter. You will not regret it.
Read everything in the salmon-colored tab on the banner called WELCOME CENTER. Especially learn how to post roll every morning. Post roll, make some contacts, don't dip. It really is that simple, but not that easy. However there is lots of proof within this membership that this method works. PM me if I can assist you. Welcome to your freedom!
Just like T-cell said it's simple, but still one of the hardest things you've ever done. Now that nicotine is out of your system the mind games begin and every conceivable reason for just one dip will enter your head. That's why you need the brotherhood and support. You will find it in posting roll!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on December 16, 2013, 04:53:00 PM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: T-Cell
Quote from: Screw
Hello all!

I am a 44 year old that has been Nicotine free for 8 days. I stumbled across the site and it has really helped me stay firm in my decision to quit.

I have been using one form or another of Tobacco since I was 13. It is very scary to admit I have been addicted for 31 years. I have been strictly using smokeless chew for the last year. I would buy about 3 cans a week.

I feel guilt and am ashamed that I have done this to myself for so long. My motivation is my wife and wonderful two boys (10 and 8).

I look forward to reading more from others and helping others staying committed.

My forum name is Screw Grizzly and I am going to beat this shit!
Welcome SG, great decision to become a quitter. You will not regret it.
Read everything in the salmon-colored tab on the banner called WELCOME CENTER. Especially learn how to post roll every morning. Post roll, make some contacts, don't dip. It really is that simple, but not that easy. However there is lots of proof within this membership that this method works. PM me if I can assist you. Welcome to your freedom!
Just like T-cell said it's simple, but still one of the hardest things you've ever done. Now that nicotine is out of your system the mind games begin and every conceivable reason for just one dip will enter your head. That's why you need the brotherhood and support. You will find it in posting roll!
Thanks! Wt57 and T-Cell!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Mogul on December 16, 2013, 06:08:00 PM
Hey Screw Grizz---- do us all a favor please! Post up who you really quit for. That is you! You need to quit for you and only you. Otherwise, well you will be re-posting day 1 someday soon. Let your kids and wife be the beneficiaries of what you are doing for you.

Mogul
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Its_Got2Happen on December 16, 2013, 07:49:00 PM
Quote from: Screw
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: T-Cell
Quote from: Screw
Hello all!

I am a 44 year old that has been Nicotine free for 8 days. I stumbled across the site and it has really helped me stay firm in my decision to quit.

I have been using one form or another of Tobacco since I was 13. It is very scary to admit I have been addicted for 31 years. I have been strictly using smokeless chew for the last year. I would buy about 3 cans a week.

I feel guilt and am ashamed that I have done this to myself for so long. My motivation is my wife and wonderful two boys (10 and 8).

I look forward to reading more from others and helping others staying committed.

My forum name is Screw Grizzly and I am going to beat this shit!
Welcome SG, great decision to become a quitter. You will not regret it.
Read everything in the salmon-colored tab on the banner called WELCOME CENTER. Especially learn how to post roll every morning. Post roll, make some contacts, don't dip. It really is that simple, but not that easy. However there is lots of proof within this membership that this method works. PM me if I can assist you. Welcome to your freedom!
Just like T-cell said it's simple, but still one of the hardest things you've ever done. Now that nicotine is out of your system the mind games begin and every conceivable reason for just one dip will enter your head. That's why you need the brotherhood and support. You will find it in posting roll!
Thanks! Wt57 and T-Cell!
You say, "I am going to beat this shit". I like that affirmation. That is exactly the attitude that will ensure your success in this endeavor. You see, we do not TRY to quit here. We just DO IT. One day at a time, nose to the grindstone. Make no mistake, it is difficult at first. But you will get easier and you will get better as you go. If you need any help reach out. I sure as hell did.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Derk40 on December 16, 2013, 09:28:00 PM
Welcome Screw Grizz. Great decision to quit and congrats on 8 days.

My recommendation is to forget about the shame  guilt you feel. You can't do nothing about the past. What is done is done. You found the light brother.... KTC.

Similar concept is how we quit. ODAAT. We wake up, post roll and quit for today only. We don't worry about the future whether it be 1 day, 1 week, 1 year... Because we don't control the future. We control our actions today. We control whether or not we throw poison in our lip today. And we just flat out don't do it -- we keep our word and we stay quit.

You can do this. Keep fighting today. I'm quit with you all day long.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on December 17, 2013, 09:32:00 AM
Quote from: mogul
Hey Screw Grizz---- do us all a favor please! Post up who you really quit for. That is you! You need to quit for you and only you. Otherwise, well you will be re-posting day 1 someday soon. Let your kids and wife be the beneficiaries of what you are doing for you.

Mogul
Mogul...Yes I am quitting for me!

Thanks for the support!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on December 17, 2013, 09:33:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Welcome Screw Grizz. Great decision to quit and congrats on 8 days.

My recommendation is to forget about the shame  guilt you feel. You can't do nothing about the past. What is done is done. You found the light brother.... KTC.

Similar concept is how we quit. ODAAT. We wake up, post roll and quit for today only. We don't worry about the future whether it be 1 day, 1 week, 1 year... Because we don't control the future. We control our actions today. We control whether or not we throw poison in our lip today. And we just flat out don't do it -- we keep our word and we stay quit.

You can do this. Keep fighting today. I'm quit with you all day long.
Thanks Derk40!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: brettlees on December 17, 2013, 09:39:00 AM
I smell a quitter here! I like your determination SG. You have some strong vets watching you. Follow their tips, reach out to others, and weave a web of accountabith and support in here. PM me if you want my number. I see a lot of me in your intro, and a lot of Oomph in your quit!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on December 22, 2013, 11:23:00 PM
Nicotine lies to you. It makes you believe that you can't mow the grass without it. You can't fish or watch a ball game without it. The lies go on and on. Well after 105 days I beg to differ. I have done all of those things without Nicotine. And guess what? My life is so much more enjoyable.

I just read this in KC Guy's HOF message. It was the right message at the right time.

I haven't cheated. I haven't quit.

I am still worried of how I do activities am not throw a dip in. It really is bizarre how I am able to knock off one activity after another off my list with ease, but I still stress about future days.

I am so happy I found this forum.

See you are 100 March Rollers!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: pbrain04 on December 22, 2013, 11:48:00 PM
Quote from: Screw
Nicotine lies to you. It makes you believe that you can't mow the grass without it.
oh shit!!! I didn't even think about how I will mow my lawn!!

Mowing the lawn without dip? It sounds French. Its like peanut butter  jelly.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: B-loMatt on December 22, 2013, 11:53:00 PM
Quote from: pbrain04
Quote from: Screw
Nicotine lies to you. It makes you believe that you can't mow the grass without it.
oh shit!!! I didn't even think about how I will mow my lawn!!

Mowing the lawn without dip? It sounds French. Its like peanut butter  jelly.
I grew 5 varieties of mint and had a big herbal mint chew for lots of my lawn mowing 2013... In fact the last big wad of mint I had broke my oral fixation. Chew the fresh herbs like redman.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Grizzfall on December 23, 2013, 08:34:00 AM
Quote from: B-loMatt
Quote from: pbrain04
Quote from: Screw
Nicotine lies to you. It makes you believe that you can't mow the grass without it.
oh shit!!! I didn't even think about how I will mow my lawn!!

Mowing the lawn without dip? It sounds French. Its like peanut butter  jelly.
I grew 5 varieties of mint and had a big herbal mint chew for lots of my lawn mowing 2013... In fact the last big wad of mint I had broke my oral fixation. Chew the fresh herbs like redman.
To expand on B-lo's point....i used to pick wild mint as a kid. Maybe 10-12 years old. We helped a neighboring farmer put in hay and it grew at the edges of the field. We kids chewed it like dip and it made us feel tough like the old kids.
My conclusion is that mint is gateway drug. It can open and close the gate, it just depends on what you do with it.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Erussell on December 28, 2013, 05:05:00 PM
I saw you asked for more numbers in you roll post. I Just dropped you my number in your in box bro! Welcome to the brotherhood.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on December 30, 2013, 11:43:00 AM
Day 22 and I am doing great. I sat in a bar watching football with two other dippers yesterday. I wasn't tempted even with a good beer buzz.

I don't want to feel the pain again and my focus and disgust it still very strong.

Thanks to everyone with offer up the numbers in support. I haven't cheated and I am really embracing the whole process. It just makes sense and works.

A few questions for others:

Have you ever woken up in the morning a felt like your mouth is all busted up. Like I was back and and dipping a ton? My moth felt like I went on a big weekend bender and my gums were raw. I hope I am not sleep dipping. :) That would mean I would have to be driving to the store in the middle of the night.

Has anyone been abler to get off their BP medicine? It really is scary how low my BP has been since I gave it up. It really shows how damaging the nicotine is.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Derk40 on December 31, 2013, 08:35:00 AM
Quote from: Screw
Day 22 and I am doing great. I sat in a bar watching football with two other dippers yesterday. I wasn't tempted even with a good beer buzz.

I don't want to feel the pain again and my focus and disgust it still very strong.

Thanks to everyone with offer up the numbers in support. I haven't cheated and I am really embracing the whole process. It just makes sense and works.

A few questions for others:

Have you ever woken up in the morning a felt like your mouth is all busted up. Like I was back and and dipping a ton? My moth felt like I went on a big weekend bender and my gums were raw. I hope I am not sleep dipping. :) That would mean I would have to be driving to the store in the middle of the night.

Has anyone been abler to get off their BP medicine? It really is scary how low my BP has been since I gave it up. It really shows how damaging the nicotine is.
Way to stay quit. Be careful about the beer buzz and hanging around your dipping buds. That is a dangerous game to play right now. Take it EZ on the beer early on here.

Your body is going thru changes as it gets back to normal. Your mouth will hurt, your throat, etc. It takes time to heal the damage that we caused on our bodies.

Quit on!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on December 31, 2013, 09:25:00 AM
Quote from: derk40
Quote from: Screw
Day 22 and I am doing great. I sat in a bar watching football with two other dippers yesterday. I wasn't tempted even with a good beer buzz.

I don't want to feel the pain again and my focus and disgust it still very strong.

Thanks to everyone with offer up the numbers in support. I haven't cheated and I am really embracing the whole process. It just makes sense and works.

A few questions for others:

Have you ever woken up in the morning a felt like your mouth is all busted up. Like I was back and and dipping a ton? My moth felt like I went on a big weekend bender and my gums were raw. I hope I am not sleep dipping. :) That would mean I would have to be driving to the store in the middle of the night.

Has anyone been abler to get off their BP medicine? It really is scary how low my BP has been since I gave it up. It really shows how damaging the nicotine is.
Way to stay quit. Be careful about the beer buzz and hanging around your dipping buds. That is a dangerous game to play right now. Take it EZ on the beer early on here.

Your body is going thru changes as it gets back to normal. Your mouth will hurt, your throat, etc. It takes time to heal the damage that we caused on our bodies.

Quit on!
Thanks Derk40!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on January 07, 2014, 07:33:00 PM
30 days quit today. The site is a blessing!

I have given myself a free pass on the booze and diet.

What do you vets think about me attacking more vices? Too soon.....or go for it?

'tough'
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: SirDerek on January 07, 2014, 08:07:00 PM
Quote from: Screw
30 days quit today. The site is a blessing!

I have given myself a free pass on the booze and diet.

What do you vets think about me attacking more vices? Too soon.....or go for it?

'tough'
awesome on the 1 month my friend, just do not get overconfident or complacent as there is still a long way to go.

For me its been taking its time, it was more than 8 months before I tackled the weight, and now a year and a half to tackle a little alcohol control.

So give it time and do what you think is best as each person is his own person.

again kudos and keep on the path.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on January 07, 2014, 10:40:00 PM
Thanks SirDerek!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on January 10, 2014, 01:20:00 PM
http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nati ... s/4409501/ (http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2014/01/10/tobacco-corrective-statements/4409501/)

I know this isn't shocking, but is there no level they won't sink to?
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: jzzyzag01 on January 10, 2014, 01:39:00 PM
Quote from: Screw
http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nati ... s/4409501/ (http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2014/01/10/tobacco-corrective-statements/4409501/)

I know this isn't shocking, but is there no level they won't sink to?
Thanks for posting. This is the same shit different day, we're just getting wiser to it now that it doesn't enslave us any more.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Screw Grizzly on March 02, 2014, 08:19:00 AM
Quitting Nicotine has me feeling like I have awaken from coma. It is time for me to get serious about losing weight. I am reviving the weight loss thread.

I am sure there are plenty of people that can help support each other. I was already heavy and the 83 days of nic quit has helped me pack on some more uncomfortable weight.

Anyone care to join?

index.php?showtopic=79 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=79)
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: rdad on March 18, 2014, 11:58:00 AM
Way to be Griz! Congrats on 100! You are ;Ironman: !
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: MonsterMedic on March 18, 2014, 12:24:00 PM
Congrats on 100!!!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: SAM83 on March 18, 2014, 01:48:00 PM
Congrats on HOF! The first of many accomplishments as a quitter!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: golfpro9696 on March 18, 2014, 02:22:00 PM
Congrat Grizz! Proud to be quit with you
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: rdad on June 26, 2014, 01:10:00 PM
Quote from: golfpro9696
Congrat Grizz! Proud to be quit with you
Congrats on the 2nd floor Grizz! Way to be!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: starr_78 on June 26, 2014, 05:24:00 PM
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: golfpro9696
Congrat Grizz! Proud to be quit with you
Congrats on the 2nd floor Grizz! Way to be!
Grizz reaching up and grabbing the 2nd floor by the horns. Way to go brother!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Banjosteve on June 26, 2014, 09:15:00 PM
Quote from: starr_78
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: golfpro9696
Congrat Grizz! Proud to be quit with you
Congrats on the 2nd floor Grizz! Way to be!
Grizz reaching up and grabbing the 2nd floor by the horns. Way to go brother!
Great job Screwie. Keep quittin on!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: Grizzlyhasclaws on June 26, 2014, 09:32:00 PM
Quote from: banjosteve
Quote from: starr_78
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: golfpro9696
Congrat Grizz! Proud to be quit with you
Congrats on the 2nd floor Grizz! Way to be!
Grizz reaching up and grabbing the 2nd floor by the horns. Way to go brother!
Great job Screwie. Keep quittin on!
Nice job on the deuce. Now let's go for the trifecta!
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: wastepanel on June 27, 2014, 02:49:00 AM
Quote from: grizzlyhasclaws
Quote from: banjosteve
Quote from: starr_78
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: golfpro9696
Congrat Grizz! Proud to be quit with you
Congrats on the 2nd floor Grizz! Way to be!
Grizz reaching up and grabbing the 2nd floor by the horns. Way to go brother!
Great job Screwie. Keep quittin on!
Nice job on the deuce. Now let's go for the trifecta!
Way to double up, and proud to have you on board here man. Stay awesome.

Please, watch out for a little funk shortly. It comes on quickly.
Title: Re: New Member Intro - Screw Grizzly
Post by: rdad on June 27, 2014, 12:02:00 PM
ScrewGrizz
Why are you not gonna post roll with us anymore? Its obviously working and it doesn't take that long. Hate to see you go and it worries me too after seeing Apogeeammos post yesterday. Not saying it has to be that way for you but why take a chance. I know that daily promise I make is the extra insurance I need to stay clean today. Think about it. That is all.