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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: E&C's Dad on March 20, 2014, 08:45:00 AM
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Hi my name is Jad and I have been addicted to nicotine for 14 years. I started dipping when I quit smoking in 2007. Can a day dipper and ready for a change. I am here for me and me alone it is time. I am on day 2 and found the site by mistake when I was trying to understand "the fog" that I was in yesterday. Day two here we go
"I will not use nicotine in any form today!" 'Finger' dip
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Hi my name is Jad and I have been addicted to nicotine for 14 years. I started dipping when I quit smoking in 2007. Can a day dipper and ready for a change. I am here for me and me alone it is time. I am on day 2 and found the site by mistake when I was trying to understand "the fog" that I was in yesterday. Day two here we go
"I will not use nicotine in any form today!" 'Finger' dip
Nice attitude. No nic day is all that matters. Worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. Basically you have 48 hours left of nic in your system and its you and your brain after that. Posting up 1st thing in the morning is how we roll here. See you in June 2014.
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Welcome to the Nut House. It has been crazy in here the past few days. You did not find us by mistake, you were led here just as I was led here and so many others.
We are 100% nicotine free. No patches, gum, smokes, etc. That's the very basic rule. The most important rule is Posting Roll daily which I noticed you have already done. Nice. Now just keep your word and use no nic for today. Don't worry about tomorrow. We take it one day at a time.
You are going to get a bunch of advice and I suggest you listen to it wisely. Look at people's intro pages, check out the other quit groups, read, read, and read some more. Be active in your quit.
It's gonna suck and then it won't. Your body will be screaming at you for a bit but hang on. It's a bumpy ride but SO worth it. I had headaches for the first 2 weeks but I remained strong and now after 21 days I feel great. Drinking a TON of water helps.
Glad to be quit with you.
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Thanks for the support guys. I needed a community like this no patches gum or any other bull shit you are not quit if you have nicotine in your system. I have been hitting the water hard and chewing a bunch of gum and mints.
Last night was weird. I woke up every fifteen minutes or so between 1 and 6am when I get up for work. Kind of half a wake and half asleep and everything looked like it had a white tint to it. It eff'd with my head but I made it to morning of day two. I will do this.
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Thanks for the support guys. I needed a community like this no patches gum or any other bull shit you are not quit if you have nicotine in your system. I have been hitting the water hard and chewing a bunch of gum and mints.
Last night was weird. I woke up every fifteen minutes or so between 1 and 6am when I get up for work. Kind of half a wake and half asleep and everything looked like it had a white tint to it. It eff'd with my head but I made it to morning of day two. I will do this.
Welcome aboard! Go to the WELCOME CENTER, upper left and learn how to post roll with the June2014 Group. It's the first daily step you must take. Stick around, some pretty cool stuff happens in here.
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Welcome aboard get ready for the ride to freedom... I am about ready to make a trip around the sun soon. which means I have got to experience a ton of firsts. I still feel like I am a rooky here. You can do it too you do it one day at a time ODAAT.
Remember the feeling your are having and how bad it feels its called the suck. One of the best pieces of advice I got when I landed here (thank God) was embrace the suck. Your body is getting rid of the most addictive poisons on the planet. EMBRACE it. If you haven't posted roll get your ass in that mad house group you are going to join and post.
PM me if you need anything.
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sleep sucked till it didn't. It'll get back to normal, not fast enough but it will. Invest in KTC, invest in your quit group and it will pay dividends. It seems like just yesterday I was posting my first day at KTC. You're going to hear "it gets better" more than once, that's because it does. Check your inbox, you've got my number, feel free to use it.
mich 34
Ben
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EC's Dad,
Congrats on making the decision to quit, and double congrats on joining KTC. This website is a godsend for us quitters, but you have to be active because you only get out of it what you put in.
Welcome to the June group, we're filled with drama, but don't worry when it comes down to it we're serious about our quit and we'll quit with you every day.
PM me if you need anything; a number or just to chat.
Mike aka MCO
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Welcome. You've made the right choice, and you've come to the right place. Get some numbers and spend as much time as you can here and we will quit with you one day at a time.
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Glad to have you here bro! This is the place to be, no question. We're all in this together and we all got your back. Stay tough and hang in there. If you need anything, don't hesitate to get a hold of me or someone on here.
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Hey dad, you ever told E and C to own it!? Take responsibility? Well, it's your turn. You have been an addict for awhile now and you are going to have to suffer the consequences. Be prepared because YOU CAN get through this. I did so you can. It's just a decision. Each time you crave for the bitch make the decision to say NO. IN FACT. DECIDE RIGHT NOW YOU WILL ALWAYS SAY NO. Then one day at a time live with your decision. Grab some skin sack and man up. It is going to suck, the sleep, the fog, dizziness, it's all coming. You will sleep what feels like hours only to look at the clock and realize it has been 15 minutes. You will shit little amounts a dozen times a day. Your bowels will have more gas than British petroleum. You won't even remember to wipe your ass til it starts itching. Get ready, it's coming.
Answer to these problems is to stay here and read. Post and read. We all know because we have been there.
Mogul
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Wow day three really is the SUCK! I am committed bring it on. I did this to myself I need to remember what this feels like so I never let that bitch back in my body.
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Wow day three really is the SUCK! I am committed bring it on. I did this to myself I need to remember what this feels like so I never let that bitch back in my body.
right there with you bud...on my day 3. remember it...i forgot it and thats why i'm back on day 3. You never want to go through this again and the good thing is you and i don't have too! we have today...you can't change yesterday and you can't predict the future...there is just today.
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Embrace the suck. Take in all of the shitty feelings you experience from the first few days of your quit. Then, remember them as you keep adding +1's. They're motivation to keep you quit. They're what the Nic bitch put you through.
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Wow day three really is the SUCK! I am committed bring it on. I did this to myself I need to remember what this feels like so I never let that bitch back in my body.
Hang in there Dad. You're winning. Nicocine is leaving your body.
Gut it out!
Quit with you today!
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Wow day three really is the SUCK! I am committed bring it on. I did this to myself I need to remember what this feels like so I never let that bitch back in my body.
Hang in there Dad. You're winning. Nicocine is leaving your body.
Gut it out!
Quit with you today!
You know what 3 days means. It means for three days you haven't went down to the corner store and wasted your your hard earned money on something that stinks, looks like dirt and does absolutely nothing for you.
Note that taste is not in the first paragraph. I don't like to mention taste. Thinking of the taste makes me gag. Thinking of the taste puts a tear in my eye. The taste means cave, loss of dignity, loss of integrity and lowest of lows. Our word being lost, Our word meaning absolutely nothing. The taste is for losers.
Your a winner! Freedom, smell it and feel it. Take a GOOD TASTE of that. That is what this is all about. Freedom tastes sweet. It will get better. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it.
I looked back and didn't see a role post from you! Are you posting roll? Take this quit to the next level. Give your word for the day. Take caving completely off the table.
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Wow day three really is the SUCK! I am committed bring it on. I did this to myself I need to remember what this feels like so I never let that bitch back in my body.
Hang in there Dad. You're winning. Nicocine is leaving your body.
Gut it out!
Quit with you today!
You know what 3 days means. It means for three days you haven't went down to the corner store and wasted your your hard earned money on something that stinks, looks like dirt and does absolutely nothing for you.
Note that taste is not in the first paragraph. I don't like to mention taste. Thinking of the taste makes me gag. Thinking of the taste puts a tear in my eye. The taste means cave, loss of dignity, loss of integrity and lowest of lows. Our word being lost, Our word meaning absolutely nothing. The taste is for losers.
Your a winner! Freedom, smell it and feel it. Take a GOOD TASTE of that. That is what this is all about. Freedom tastes sweet. It will get better. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it.
I looked back and didn't see a role post from you! Are you posting roll? Take this quit to the next level. Give your word for the day. Take caving completely off the table.
Thanks for the words of wisdom I have posted roll each day and will continue to. There is no way in hell I am going back to the bitch.
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Wow day three really is the SUCK! I am committed bring it on. I did this to myself I need to remember what this feels like so I never let that bitch back in my body.
Hang in there Dad. You're winning. Nicocine is leaving your body.
Gut it out!
Quit with you today!
You know what 3 days means. It means for three days you haven't went down to the corner store and wasted your your hard earned money on something that stinks, looks like dirt and does absolutely nothing for you.
Note that taste is not in the first paragraph. I don't like to mention taste. Thinking of the taste makes me gag. Thinking of the taste puts a tear in my eye. The taste means cave, loss of dignity, loss of integrity and lowest of lows. Our word being lost, Our word meaning absolutely nothing. The taste is for losers.
Your a winner! Freedom, smell it and feel it. Take a GOOD TASTE of that. That is what this is all about. Freedom tastes sweet. It will get better. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it.
I looked back and didn't see a role post from you! Are you posting roll? Take this quit to the next level. Give your word for the day. Take caving completely off the table.
Thanks for the words of wisdom I have posted roll each day and will continue to. There is no way in hell I am going back to the bitch.
Atta boy.
Stay on the path bro... it leads to a better place.
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You're doing it man-- hang in there! get through this, you're almost to some breathing space. Soak it up when relief comes, it will come and go for a while. Read up and learn about the addiction you are walking away from....
The Welcome Center here has a lot of good stuff. I also learned a lot from this link...
Nicotine Addiction 101 (http://whyquit.com/whyquit/linksaaddiction.html)
Also keep reaching out, building out a network of supporters. Get phone numbers to build an accoutability and support network- that'll keep you quit.
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Wow day three really is the SUCK! I am committed bring it on. I did this to myself I need to remember what this feels like so I never let that bitch back in my body.
Hang in there Dad. You're winning. Nicocine is leaving your body.
Gut it out!
Quit with you today!
You know what 3 days means. It means for three days you haven't went down to the corner store and wasted your your hard earned money on something that stinks, looks like dirt and does absolutely nothing for you.
Note that taste is not in the first paragraph. I don't like to mention taste. Thinking of the taste makes me gag. Thinking of the taste puts a tear in my eye. The taste means cave, loss of dignity, loss of integrity and lowest of lows. Our word being lost, Our word meaning absolutely nothing. The taste is for losers.
Your a winner! Freedom, smell it and feel it. Take a GOOD TASTE of that. That is what this is all about. Freedom tastes sweet. It will get better. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it.
I looked back and didn't see a role post from you! Are you posting roll? Take this quit to the next level. Give your word for the day. Take caving completely off the table.
Thanks for the words of wisdom I have posted roll each day and will continue to. There is no way in hell I am going back to the bitch.
Keep it up. We're all in this together.
I know you have kids and so do I. One thing that keeps me going is, I keep asking myself, how would I explain to my daughters that Daddy was a selfish bastard, kept putting shit in his lip and now has cancer. Sorry I won't be able to walk you down the aisle one day because I thought Skoal was more important than you. Pretty fucked up thought, but it works for me.
Stay strong. For you and them.
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You're doing it man-- hang in there! get through this, you're almost to some breathing space. Soak it up when relief comes, it will come and go for a while. Read up and learn about the addiction you are walking away from....
The Welcome Center here has a lot of good stuff. I also learned a lot from this link...
Nicotine Addiction 101 (http://whyquit.com/whyquit/linksaaddiction.html)
Also keep reaching out, building out a network of supporters. Get phone numbers to build an accoutability and support network- that'll keep you quit.
That link was very helpful. Thanks for taking the time to share it.
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The fog... its thick, the suck.... well it sucks... but this is the first time in 14+ years that I haven't had nicotine coursing through my veins every waking hour....And that my friends is pretty fucking cool.
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The fog... its thick, the suck.... well it sucks... but this is the first time in 14+ years that I haven't had nicotine coursing through my veins every waking hour....And that my friends is pretty fucking cool.
Damn straight it is cool! You are winning today bro... Soak it in!
Keep fighting today. Keep your word and stay quit. By all means necessary!
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Day 4, 2 hr road trip with the fam....this will be interesting.
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you got it....fireballs man...i love me some fireballs.
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Day 4, 2 hr road trip with the fam....this will be interesting.
At that point in my quit, I would find something to put in my mouth (anything but nic) think long before I spoke.
That helped some. My wife still said I was an ass during that time. LOL.
1000% better now after 80 days....
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Day 4, 2 hr road trip with the fam....this will be interesting.
At that point in my quit, I would find something to put in my mouth (anything but nic) think long before I spoke.
That helped some. My wife still said I was an ass during that time. LOL.
1000% better now after 80 days....
Fireballs, toothpicks, candy, titty, straw the list goes on. Anything but the poison. Pop the hood of the car/yourself and you won't find a proper place for the poison.
I drive for a living. I wondered how in the world I was going to make it daily without the poison. It's so nice not having to rely on the poison to make a trip now. It helped nothing,, i can tell you that. I use to think it helped with the stress of driving, that is such bull. It does absolutely nothing but make things more stressful.
Get though the drive and each time you get behind the wheel it will get easier and easier. Take it one drive at a time. Quit with you today.
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Day 4, 2 hr road trip with the fam....this will be interesting.
At that point in my quit, I would find something to put in my mouth (anything but nic) think long before I spoke.
That helped some. My wife still said I was an ass during that time. LOL.
1000% better now after 80 days....
Fireballs, toothpicks, candy, titty, straw the list goes on. Anything but the poison. Pop the hood of the car/yourself and you won't find a proper place for the poison.
I drive for a living. I wondered how in the world I was going to make it daily without the poison. It's so nice not having to rely on the poison to make a trip now. It helped nothing,, i can tell you that. I use to think it helped with the stress of driving, that is such bull. It does absolutely nothing but make things more stressful.
Get though the drive and each time you get behind the wheel it will get easier and easier. Take it one drive at a time. Quit with you today.
Thanks guys. I am a man of my word no cave in this fella. Corn nuts and fireballs helped me get here. A few hour visit and back in the car.
Ps my wife also thinks i am an ass B)
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Day 5 starting to feel a bit more normal. I have been thinking alot about my relationship with the nic bitch. As the fog begins to clear I am realizing what I have been missing out on due to my relationship with her. I will not cave I will not go back ODAAT.
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Day 5 starting to feel a bit more normal. I have been thinking alot about my relationship with the nic bitch. As the fog begins to clear I am realizing what I have been missing out on due to my relationship with her. I will not cave I will not go back ODAAT.
The nic bitch is a poisonous stealer...of your time and your life.
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Day 5 starting to feel a bit more normal. I have been thinking alot about my relationship with the nic bitch. As the fog begins to clear I am realizing what I have been missing out on due to my relationship with her. I will not cave I will not go back ODAAT.
Keep focusing on quitting one day at a time. As struggles arise, she'll rear her ugly head and try to get you to cave. Remember that you can come to anyone on this board for help if she tries to get you to give up.
Stay strong and quit on!
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Day 6. I have to say last night was the worst one since the night I quit. Cold sweats and only 15 minutes of sleep at a time. I felt really good yesterday so this was disappointing to say the least. I guess its all part of going in the right direction. ODAAT
Can anyone who has recently gone from day 7-14 let me know what to expect.
Thanks for the support.
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Day 6. I have to say last night was the worst one since the night I quit. Cold sweats and only 15 minutes of sleep at a time. I felt really good yesterday so this was disappointing to say the least. I guess its all part of going in the right direction. ODAAT
Can anyone who has recently gone from day 7-14 let me know what to expect.
Thanks for the support.
Anyone else feel free to chime in...
I tried to keep a log of my quit pretty good so that I could always remember the things i went through, so feel free to look at that. Probably on the first page. See if this link will get you there... LINK (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=9018&st=90)
Also check other quitters' logs.
You're sort of keeping the same sort of a record already, and I like that- It really is helpful.
Quit on, and be sure you keep building out a network of support- great job reaching out for assistance and staying on the site!
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Day 6. I have to say last night was the worst one since the night I quit. Cold sweats and only 15 minutes of sleep at a time. I felt really good yesterday so this was disappointing to say the least. I guess its all part of going in the right direction. ODAAT
Can anyone who has recently gone from day 7-14 let me know what to expect.
Thanks for the support.
Anyone else feel free to chime in...
I tried to keep a log of my quit pretty good so that I could always remember the things i went through, so feel free to look at that. Probably on the first page. See if this link will get you there... LINK (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=9018&st=90)
Also check other quitters' logs.
You're sort of keeping the same sort of a record already, and I like that- It really is helpful.
Quit on, and be sure you keep building out a network of support- great job reaching out for assistance and staying on the site!
http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/wha ... t-dipping/ (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Quite honestly, I found this to be pretty accurate. I would only add that I really had a rough day around day 10. I drank to much coffee one Saturday morning and was so on edge and raging; I only know how to describe it as wanting to claw my own face off. That said, it gets better incrementally. Although I did not realize it at the time, I really feel like the fog was more like a month than just a few days. I got addicted to my quit, I spent a lot of work time and personal time reading on this website, responding to others and in chat.
All of that said, trust it will get better, but you only have to worry about keeping your promise today.
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Day 6. I have to say last night was the worst one since the night I quit. Cold sweats and only 15 minutes of sleep at a time. I felt really good yesterday so this was disappointing to say the least. I guess its all part of going in the right direction. ODAAT
Can anyone who has recently gone from day 7-14 let me know what to expect.
Thanks for the support.
Anyone else feel free to chime in...
I tried to keep a log of my quit pretty good so that I could always remember the things i went through, so feel free to look at that. Probably on the first page. See if this link will get you there... LINK (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=9018&st=90)
Also check other quitters' logs.
You're sort of keeping the same sort of a record already, and I like that- It really is helpful.
Quit on, and be sure you keep building out a network of support- great job reaching out for assistance and staying on the site!
http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/wha ... t-dipping/ (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Quite honestly, I found this to be pretty accurate. I would only add that I really had a rough day around day 10. I drank to much coffee one Saturday morning and was so on edge and raging; I only know how to describe it as wanting to claw my own face off. That said, it gets better incrementally. Although I did not realize it at the time, I really feel like the fog was more like a month than just a few days. I got addicted to my quit, I spent a lot of work time and personal time reading on this website, responding to others and in chat.
All of that said, trust it will get better, but you only have to worry about keeping your promise today.
It's rough bro. Hang tough it will get better. You got this shit.
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Day 6. I have to say last night was the worst one since the night I quit. Cold sweats and only 15 minutes of sleep at a time. I felt really good yesterday so this was disappointing to say the least. I guess its all part of going in the right direction. ODAAT
Can anyone who has recently gone from day 7-14 let me know what to expect.
Thanks for the support.
Anyone else feel free to chime in...
I tried to keep a log of my quit pretty good so that I could always remember the things i went through, so feel free to look at that. Probably on the first page. See if this link will get you there... LINK (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=9018&st=90)
Also check other quitters' logs.
You're sort of keeping the same sort of a record already, and I like that- It really is helpful.
Quit on, and be sure you keep building out a network of support- great job reaching out for assistance and staying on the site!
http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/wha ... t-dipping/ (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Quite honestly, I found this to be pretty accurate. I would only add that I really had a rough day around day 10. I drank to much coffee one Saturday morning and was so on edge and raging; I only know how to describe it as wanting to claw my own face off. That said, it gets better incrementally. Although I did not realize it at the time, I really feel like the fog was more like a month than just a few days. I got addicted to my quit, I spent a lot of work time and personal time reading on this website, responding to others and in chat.
All of that said, trust it will get better, but you only have to worry about keeping your promise today.
It's rough bro. Hang tough it will get better. You got this shit.
Right with you my friend. The no sleep thing sucks but it's only for a small number of days compared to a lifetime of freedom. I"m with you rumbling stumbling bumbling but we're on the right path. Keep on keepin' on.
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Jump back in your quit group and ask this question. It's always nice to get a converstaion going in the group and it looks like you've got a few quitters in the 30's so they are about as recent as you're going to find. Remember to scroll down through the day in your quit group - you might find a golden nugget.
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Day 7!
One week away from the NIC BITCH!
I never thought I would be able to achieve that "cold turkey". A week ago I'd have a dip in from the time a woke up until I went to bed. What a slave I truly was. I will not go back. I quit with all of KTC today.
Thankfully due to some great advice from a fellow member here I was able to get the best nights rest I have had since I quit (avoided caffeine all day yesterday) feeling strong today. Looking forward to kicking some craves in the teeth today.
ODAAT 'Remshot'
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Day 7!
One week away from the NIC BITCH!
I never thought I would be able to achieve that "cold turkey". A week ago I'd have a dip in from the time a woke up until I went to bed. What a slave I truly was. I will not go back. I quit with all of KTC today.
Thankfully due to some great advice from a fellow member here I was able to get the best nights rest I have had since I quit (avoided caffeine all day yesterday) feeling strong today. Looking forward to kicking some craves in the teeth today.
ODAAT 'Remshot'
That a boy, Dad! E C should be proud. You got this.
I quit with you today.
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Day 7!
One week away from the NIC BITCH!
I never thought I would be able to achieve that "cold turkey". A week ago I'd have a dip in from the time a woke up until I went to bed. What a slave I truly was. I will not go back. I quit with all of KTC today.
Thankfully due to some great advice from a fellow member here I was able to get the best nights rest I have had since I quit (avoided caffeine all day yesterday) feeling strong today. Looking forward to kicking some craves in the teeth today.
ODAAT 'Remshot'
That a boy, Dad! E C should be proud. You got this.
I quit with you today.
A week of quit -- outstanding! A good nights sleep always feels good. You can and are doing this quit thing! Freedom is a beautiful thing. Keep at it today. Quit with you all day long.
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Day 7!
One week away from the NIC BITCH!
I never thought I would be able to achieve that "cold turkey". A week ago I'd have a dip in from the time a woke up until I went to bed. What a slave I truly was. I will not go back. I quit with all of KTC today.
Thankfully due to some great advice from a fellow member here I was able to get the best nights rest I have had since I quit (avoided caffeine all day yesterday) feeling strong today. Looking forward to kicking some craves in the teeth today.
ODAAT 'Remshot'
That a boy, Dad! E C should be proud. You got this.
I quit with you today.
A week of quit -- outstanding! A good nights sleep always feels good. You can and are doing this quit thing! Freedom is a beautiful thing. Keep at it today. Quit with you all day long.
The light begins to get through the fog! I quit with you.
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Busy weekend with quite a few firsts. I am now at day 13 without the bitch. That feels good in and of itself. I still sleep like shit but the days have been getting much better and the craves has been few and far between. It has helped that I took the time to learn what the Nic Bitch actually does and doesn't do. When I feel stressed I now know that the bitch won't make it better and that its all a fucking sham.
Firsts from this past weekend
1- first time fishing without her. It was bad ......worse than first thing in the morning or after meals. I made it but it took a few extra sticks of gum.
2- first round of golf without her. Not as bad as fishing but a steady supply of seeds helped the craves.
coming up on 2 weeks ODAAT
'Finger' Nic Bitch 'arse'
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Busy weekend with quite a few firsts. I am now at day 13 without the bitch. That feels good in and of itself. I still sleep like shit but the days have been getting much better and the craves has been few and far between. It has helped that I took the time to learn what the Nic Bitch actually does and doesn't do. When I feel stressed I now know that the bitch won't make it better and that its all a fucking sham.
Firsts from this past weekend
1- first time fishing without her. It was bad ......worse than first thing in the morning or after meals. I made it but it took a few extra sticks of gum.
2- first round of golf without her. Not as bad as fishing but a steady supply of seeds helped the craves.
coming up on 2 weeks ODAAT
'Finger' Nic Bitch 'arse'
Just keep flipping her the bird and she will stay away but be careful because she is one crafty bitch. Fishing will be my next test as well but I plan on arming myself with some fake just to be safe. Seeds are good but I don't want all they crap in my boat. You are doing great. Glad to be quit with ya.
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Well 21 days since I made the best decision I have made in a long time. I feel fanfreakingtastic right now. The cravings have been few and far between and finally I have been sleeping through the night again. I ordered some hooch for an upcoming turkey hunting trip and I have to say it was not enjoyable at all I think I will bring it with me but will likely stick to my trident ( I have been keeping them in business singlehandedly).
I feel a little guilty that quitting has been easy for me so far when I see so many of my quit brothers constantly hurting. I struggled like everyone for the first 5-7 days but since then it has been simple. I follow the program post roll EDD, go thru my day and repeat. It also helped me to read about nicotine and to understand the lies I believed for many years. I always believed that I was so addicted to nicotine that there was no chance of me quitting. I truly owe my life to this community of quitters addicts.
I was in such a fog when I did my original intro that I thought I would share a little more about my addiction.
I am only 32 and started with smoking as a teen but was exclusively on Grizzly since march of 2008. I remember being proud that I quit smoking and told all my family and friends that I was smokefree. Little did they or I know how very addicted to nicotine I was. I started dipping about a can a week in 2008 and by the time I quit I dipped from the time I woke up until I went to sleep only taking it out for meals. I used the grizzly pouches you know the kind that don't leave shit in your teeth (although it was like eating pussy through pantyhose). There wasn't a meeting, conference, dinner party or anything ever(I AM NOT EXAGERATING) that I couldn't conceal one of those fucking pouches in my cheek. I got so good at hiding it that I didn't even have to hide it. My moment of clarity came when my doc told me I had high bp....at 32 I thought....no shit.....and right then I flushed my cans. I guess the point of this rant is if a newby ever reads this and thinks I can't quit.....bullshit you can quit.... follow the program!
That is all just wanted to put this into print for later.
I quit will all of KTC today and everyday!
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Well 21 days since I made the best decision I have made in a long time. I feel fanfreakingtastic right now. The cravings have been few and far between and finally I have been sleeping through the night again. I ordered some hooch for an upcoming turkey hunting trip and I have to say it was not enjoyable at all I think I will bring it with me but will likely stick to my trident ( I have been keeping them in business singlehandedly).
I feel a little guilty that quitting has been easy for me so far when I see so many of my quit brothers constantly hurting. I struggled like everyone for the first 5-7 days but since then it has been simple. I follow the program post roll EDD, go thru my day and repeat. It also helped me to read about nicotine and to understand the lies I believed for many years. I always believed that I was so addicted to nicotine that there was no chance of me quitting. I truly owe my life to this community of quitters addicts.
I was in such a fog when I did my original intro that I thought I would share a little more about my addiction.
I am only 32 and started with smoking as a teen but was exclusively on Grizzly since march of 2008. I remember being proud that I quit smoking and told all my family and friends that I was smokefree. Little did they or I know how very addicted to nicotine I was. I started dipping about a can a week in 2008 and by the time I quit I dipped from the time I woke up until I went to sleep only taking it out for meals. I used the grizzly pouches you know the kind that don't leave shit in your teeth (although it was like eating pussy through pantyhose). There wasn't a meeting, conference, dinner party or anything ever(I AM NOT EXAGERATING) that I couldn't conceal one of those fucking pouches in my cheek. I got so good at hiding it that I didn't even have to hide it. My moment of clarity came when my doc told me I had high bp....at 32 I thought....no shit.....and right then I flushed my cans. I guess the point of this rant is if a newby ever reads this and thinks I can't quit.....bullshit you can quit.... follow the program!
That is all just wanted to put this into print for later.
I quit will all of KTC today and everyday!
3 weeks is huge and you should be damned proud. Now, be careful and watch out for complacency. You may have had an easy first 3 weeks but it will hit you at some point like a freight train. Keep your guard up have the tools ready to go into action at a moment's notice.
Congrats on 3 weeks of your life back, those plus ones add up fast don't they?
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Well 21 days since I made the best decision I have made in a long time. I feel fanfreakingtastic right now. The cravings have been few and far between and finally I have been sleeping through the night again. I ordered some hooch for an upcoming turkey hunting trip and I have to say it was not enjoyable at all I think I will bring it with me but will likely stick to my trident ( I have been keeping them in business singlehandedly).
I feel a little guilty that quitting has been easy for me so far when I see so many of my quit brothers constantly hurting. I struggled like everyone for the first 5-7 days but since then it has been simple. I follow the program post roll EDD, go thru my day and repeat. It also helped me to read about nicotine and to understand the lies I believed for many years. I always believed that I was so addicted to nicotine that there was no chance of me quitting. I truly owe my life to this community of quitters addicts.
I was in such a fog when I did my original intro that I thought I would share a little more about my addiction.
I am only 32 and started with smoking as a teen but was exclusively on Grizzly since march of 2008. I remember being proud that I quit smoking and told all my family and friends that I was smokefree. Little did they or I know how very addicted to nicotine I was. I started dipping about a can a week in 2008 and by the time I quit I dipped from the time I woke up until I went to sleep only taking it out for meals. I used the grizzly pouches you know the kind that don't leave shit in your teeth (although it was like eating pussy through pantyhose). There wasn't a meeting, conference, dinner party or anything ever(I AM NOT EXAGERATING) that I couldn't conceal one of those fucking pouches in my cheek. I got so good at hiding it that I didn't even have to hide it. My moment of clarity came when my doc told me I had high bp....at 32 I thought....no shit.....and right then I flushed my cans. I guess the point of this rant is if a newby ever reads this and thinks I can't quit.....bullshit you can quit.... follow the program!
That is all just wanted to put this into print for later.
I quit will all of KTC today and everyday!
3 weeks is huge and you should be damned proud. Now, be careful and watch out for complacency. You may have had an easy first 3 weeks but it will hit you at some point like a freight train. Keep your guard up have the tools ready to go into action at a moment's notice.
Congrats on 3 weeks of your life back, those plus ones add up fast don't they?
NO COMPLACENCY HERE....EVER
I have no illusions about my addiction. The tools are in my possession at all times. NAFAR Nic Bitch .... NAFAR
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Well 21 days since I made the best decision I have made in a long time. I feel fanfreakingtastic right now. The cravings have been few and far between and finally I have been sleeping through the night again. I ordered some hooch for an upcoming turkey hunting trip and I have to say it was not enjoyable at all I think I will bring it with me but will likely stick to my trident ( I have been keeping them in business singlehandedly).
I feel a little guilty that quitting has been easy for me so far when I see so many of my quit brothers constantly hurting. I struggled like everyone for the first 5-7 days but since then it has been simple. I follow the program post roll EDD, go thru my day and repeat. It also helped me to read about nicotine and to understand the lies I believed for many years. I always believed that I was so addicted to nicotine that there was no chance of me quitting. I truly owe my life to this community of quitters addicts.
I was in such a fog when I did my original intro that I thought I would share a little more about my addiction.
I am only 32 and started with smoking as a teen but was exclusively on Grizzly since march of 2008. I remember being proud that I quit smoking and told all my family and friends that I was smokefree. Little did they or I know how very addicted to nicotine I was. I started dipping about a can a week in 2008 and by the time I quit I dipped from the time I woke up until I went to sleep only taking it out for meals. I used the grizzly pouches you know the kind that don't leave shit in your teeth (although it was like eating pussy through pantyhose). There wasn't a meeting, conference, dinner party or anything ever(I AM NOT EXAGERATING) that I couldn't conceal one of those fucking pouches in my cheek. I got so good at hiding it that I didn't even have to hide it. My moment of clarity came when my doc told me I had high bp....at 32 I thought....no shit.....and right then I flushed my cans. I guess the point of this rant is if a newby ever reads this and thinks I can't quit.....bullshit you can quit.... follow the program!
That is all just wanted to put this into print for later.
I quit will all of KTC today and everyday!
3 weeks is huge and you should be damned proud. Now, be careful and watch out for complacency. You may have had an easy first 3 weeks but it will hit you at some point like a freight train. Keep your guard up have the tools ready to go into action at a moment's notice.
Congrats on 3 weeks of your life back, those plus ones add up fast don't they?
NO COMPLACENCY HERE....EVER
I have no illusions about my addiction. The tools are in my possession at all times. NAFAR Nic Bitch .... NAFAR
I quit with ^^^^^ this kool-aid drinker any damn day!
ODDAT and NAFAR
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Well 21 days since I made the best decision I have made in a long time. I feel fanfreakingtastic right now. The cravings have been few and far between and finally I have been sleeping through the night again. I ordered some hooch for an upcoming turkey hunting trip and I have to say it was not enjoyable at all I think I will bring it with me but will likely stick to my trident ( I have been keeping them in business singlehandedly).
I feel a little guilty that quitting has been easy for me so far when I see so many of my quit brothers constantly hurting. I struggled like everyone for the first 5-7 days but since then it has been simple. I follow the program post roll EDD, go thru my day and repeat. It also helped me to read about nicotine and to understand the lies I believed for many years. I always believed that I was so addicted to nicotine that there was no chance of me quitting. I truly owe my life to this community of quitters addicts.
I was in such a fog when I did my original intro that I thought I would share a little more about my addiction.
I am only 32 and started with smoking as a teen but was exclusively on Grizzly since march of 2008. I remember being proud that I quit smoking and told all my family and friends that I was smokefree. Little did they or I know how very addicted to nicotine I was. I started dipping about a can a week in 2008 and by the time I quit I dipped from the time I woke up until I went to sleep only taking it out for meals. I used the grizzly pouches you know the kind that don't leave shit in your teeth (although it was like eating pussy through pantyhose). There wasn't a meeting, conference, dinner party or anything ever(I AM NOT EXAGERATING) that I couldn't conceal one of those fucking pouches in my cheek. I got so good at hiding it that I didn't even have to hide it. My moment of clarity came when my doc told me I had high bp....at 32 I thought....no shit.....and right then I flushed my cans. I guess the point of this rant is if a newby ever reads this and thinks I can't quit.....bullshit you can quit.... follow the program!
That is all just wanted to put this into print for later.
I quit will all of KTC today and everyday!
3 weeks is huge and you should be damned proud. Now, be careful and watch out for complacency. You may have had an easy first 3 weeks but it will hit you at some point like a freight train. Keep your guard up have the tools ready to go into action at a moment's notice.
Congrats on 3 weeks of your life back, those plus ones add up fast don't they?
NO COMPLACENCY HERE....EVER
I have no illusions about my addiction. The tools are in my possession at all times. NAFAR Nic Bitch .... NAFAR
I quit with ^^^^^ this kool-aid drinker any damn day!
ODDAT and NAFAR
Love a good koolaid drinker!
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Well 21 days since I made the best decision I have made in a long time. I feel fanfreakingtastic right now. The cravings have been few and far between and finally I have been sleeping through the night again. I ordered some hooch for an upcoming turkey hunting trip and I have to say it was not enjoyable at all I think I will bring it with me but will likely stick to my trident ( I have been keeping them in business singlehandedly).
I feel a little guilty that quitting has been easy for me so far when I see so many of my quit brothers constantly hurting. I struggled like everyone for the first 5-7 days but since then it has been simple. I follow the program post roll EDD, go thru my day and repeat. It also helped me to read about nicotine and to understand the lies I believed for many years. I always believed that I was so addicted to nicotine that there was no chance of me quitting. I truly owe my life to this community of quitters addicts.
I was in such a fog when I did my original intro that I thought I would share a little more about my addiction.
I am only 32 and started with smoking as a teen but was exclusively on Grizzly since march of 2008. I remember being proud that I quit smoking and told all my family and friends that I was smokefree. Little did they or I know how very addicted to nicotine I was. I started dipping about a can a week in 2008 and by the time I quit I dipped from the time I woke up until I went to sleep only taking it out for meals. I used the grizzly pouches you know the kind that don't leave shit in your teeth (although it was like eating pussy through pantyhose). There wasn't a meeting, conference, dinner party or anything ever(I AM NOT EXAGERATING) that I couldn't conceal one of those fucking pouches in my cheek. I got so good at hiding it that I didn't even have to hide it. My moment of clarity came when my doc told me I had high bp....at 32 I thought....no shit.....and right then I flushed my cans. I guess the point of this rant is if a newby ever reads this and thinks I can't quit.....bullshit you can quit.... follow the program!
That is all just wanted to put this into print for later.
I quit will all of KTC today and everyday!
3 weeks is huge and you should be damned proud. Now, be careful and watch out for complacency. You may have had an easy first 3 weeks but it will hit you at some point like a freight train. Keep your guard up have the tools ready to go into action at a moment's notice.
Congrats on 3 weeks of your life back, those plus ones add up fast don't they?
NO COMPLACENCY HERE....EVER
I have no illusions about my addiction. The tools are in my possession at all times. NAFAR Nic Bitch .... NAFAR
I quit with ^^^^^ this kool-aid drinker any damn day!
ODDAT and NAFAR
Love a good koolaid drinker!
Nice job Quitter!! Keep it up 'oh yeah'
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Day 31... One month of having my freedom and making a conscious choice to live a cleaner and healthier life. Damn it feels good to be a quitter! I had a couple rough days over the last week or so but dare I say it is starting not to suck on a consistent basis.
So thankful that I ended up here!
'Remshot' Nic ODAAT
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Day 31... One month of having my freedom and making a conscious choice to live a cleaner and healthier life. Damn it feels good to be a quitter! I had a couple rough days over the last week or so but dare I say it is starting not to suck on a consistent basis.
So thankful that I ended up here!
'Remshot' Nic ODAAT
you're a bad ass
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Day 38, I had a really good run of 2 or 3 weeks in there now I am feeling very anxious and craving almost as bad as week 1 the fog is also back. I have all the tools and choose to QLF everyday but I sure hope feeling this way ends soon. Sending this from the fog.
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Day 38, I had a really good run of 2 or 3 weeks in there now I am feeling very anxious and craving almost as bad as week 1 the fog is also back. I have all the tools and choose to QLF everyday but I sure hope feeling this way ends soon. Sending this from the fog.
Use your tools. There will be days that are worse than others. The good times will last longer as the days stack up. I had my 4 worst days around day 80 after weeks of practically no problems. You got this.
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Day 38, I had a really good run of 2 or 3 weeks in there now I am feeling very anxious and craving almost as bad as week 1 the fog is also back. I have all the tools and choose to QLF everyday but I sure hope feeling this way ends soon. Sending this from the fog.
Use your tools. There will be days that are worse than others. The good times will last longer as the days stack up. I had my 4 worst days around day 80 after weeks of practically no problems. You got this.
It's funny how our days are the same and i've got similar shit going on...no fog, but i've been unusually angry at work yesterday and today. I don't know if i can account it to dip rage or just working with a fucking moron but i'm thankful i have some hooch!
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Day 38, I had a really good run of 2 or 3 weeks in there now I am feeling very anxious and craving almost as bad as week 1 the fog is also back. I have all the tools and choose to QLF everyday but I sure hope feeling this way ends soon. Sending this from the fog.
Use your tools. There will be days that are worse than others. The good times will last longer as the days stack up. I had my 4 worst days around day 80 after weeks of practically no problems. You got this.
It's funny how our days are the same and i've got similar shit going on...no fog, but i've been unusually angry at work yesterday and today. I don't know if i can account it to dip rage or just working with a fucking moron but i'm thankful i have some hooch!
Keep pushing brother! You're willing to go through anything to stay quit. It will get better!
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Day 38, I had a really good run of 2 or 3 weeks in there now I am feeling very anxious and craving almost as bad as week 1 the fog is also back. I have all the tools and choose to QLF everyday but I sure hope feeling this way ends soon. Sending this from the fog.
Use your tools. There will be days that are worse than others. The good times will last longer as the days stack up. I had my 4 worst days around day 80 after weeks of practically no problems. You got this.
It's funny how our days are the same and i've got similar shit going on...no fog, but i've been unusually angry at work yesterday and today. I don't know if i can account it to dip rage or just working with a fucking moron but i'm thankful i have some hooch!
Keep pushing brother! You're willing to go through anything to stay quit. It will get better!
Thanks guys. It is great to be able to come here and read and talk to those who actually understand this battle. It would be much more difficult alone. All I know is that I quit for today no matter what!
Jayd- I feel your pain on the work stuff! It certainly doesn't make things any easier. I too have had some blowups recently!
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Day 38, I had a really good run of 2 or 3 weeks in there now I am feeling very anxious and craving almost as bad as week 1 the fog is also back. I have all the tools and choose to QLF everyday but I sure hope feeling this way ends soon. Sending this from the fog.
Use your tools. There will be days that are worse than others. The good times will last longer as the days stack up. I had my 4 worst days around day 80 after weeks of practically no problems. You got this.
It's funny how our days are the same and i've got similar shit going on...no fog, but i've been unusually angry at work yesterday and today. I don't know if i can account it to dip rage or just working with a fucking moron but i'm thankful i have some hooch!
Keep pushing brother! You're willing to go through anything to stay quit. It will get better!
Thanks guys. It is great to be able to come here and read and talk to those who actually understand this battle. It would be much more difficult alone. All I know is that I quit for today no matter what!
Jayd- I feel your pain on the work stuff! It certainly doesn't make things any easier. I too have had some blowups recently!
yeah i have to kinda bury it...the guy that is the source of my frustration is in his early 70's and i'm not gonna yell at an old man...he just brings absolutely nothing to our little company and really is kind of bad for business but there's not a whole lot i can do.
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Day 38, I had a really good run of 2 or 3 weeks in there now I am feeling very anxious and craving almost as bad as week 1 the fog is also back. I have all the tools and choose to QLF everyday but I sure hope feeling this way ends soon. Sending this from the fog.
Use your tools. There will be days that are worse than others. The good times will last longer as the days stack up. I had my 4 worst days around day 80 after weeks of practically no problems. You got this.
It's funny how our days are the same and i've got similar shit going on...no fog, but i've been unusually angry at work yesterday and today. I don't know if i can account it to dip rage or just working with a fucking moron but i'm thankful i have some hooch!
Keep pushing brother! You're willing to go through anything to stay quit. It will get better!
Thanks guys. It is great to be able to come here and read and talk to those who actually understand this battle. It would be much more difficult alone. All I know is that I quit for today no matter what!
Jayd- I feel your pain on the work stuff! It certainly doesn't make things any easier. I too have had some blowups recently!
yeah i have to kinda bury it...the guy that is the source of my frustration is in his early 70's and i'm not gonna yell at an old man...he just brings absolutely nothing to our little company and really is kind of bad for business but there's not a whole lot i can do.
Damn I work for a smaller organization too and can relate on so many levels! Not much you can do if the owners don't see it the way you see it though. Sack up and soldier on I guess.
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I'm having a rough day too, guts are all messed up and foggy on Day 22. I quit with you today, let's be bad asses together and feel better tomorrow.
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I'm having a rough day too, guts are all messed up and foggy on Day 22. I quit with you today, let's be bad asses together and feel better tomorrow.
Thumblewort you got it brother. Quit with you too. take that cowboy NIC
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Day 38, I had a really good run of 2 or 3 weeks in there now I am feeling very anxious and craving almost as bad as week 1 the fog is also back. I have all the tools and choose to QLF everyday but I sure hope feeling this way ends soon. Sending this from the fog.
Use your tools. There will be days that are worse than others. The good times will last longer as the days stack up. I had my 4 worst days around day 80 after weeks of practically no problems. You got this.
It's funny how our days are the same and i've got similar shit going on...no fog, but i've been unusually angry at work yesterday and today. I don't know if i can account it to dip rage or just working with a fucking moron but i'm thankful i have some hooch!
Keep pushing brother! You're willing to go through anything to stay quit. It will get better!
Thanks guys. It is great to be able to come here and read and talk to those who actually understand this battle. It would be much more difficult alone. All I know is that I quit for today no matter what!
Jayd- I feel your pain on the work stuff! It certainly doesn't make things any easier. I too have had some blowups recently!
yeah i have to kinda bury it...the guy that is the source of my frustration is in his early 70's and i'm not gonna yell at an old man...he just brings absolutely nothing to our little company and really is kind of bad for business but there's not a whole lot i can do.
Damn I work for a smaller organization too and can relate on so many levels! Not much you can do if the owners don't see it the way you see it though. Sack up and soldier on I guess.
Not sure if you are exercising but if not... When you start to feel a crave try to go for a walk outside or a short run.
When I get stressed out I still feel those craves. Some sort of physical activity gets the blood moving and often helps.
Do whatever you need to do to stay quit. You are winning this battle today. Nice job coming to the site and keeping us in tune. Keep at it!
Quit on.
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yeah i got 5 cans of hooch in my desk drawer if it comes down to it. Only used it a few times but it does the trick...quit on...
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Day 41 had a better couple of Days over the weekend. Thanks Derk40 for the exercise recommendation it really has been helpful over the last few days.
Last night I had my first dip dream. So vivid and I felt like I let myself down. I know I don't want to feel that way ever so I will kick the nic bitch in the teeth again today.
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I like your quit style man. You communicate, you follow advice, and you pay it back and forward with others. Way to build a quit! There will be ups and downs ahead but you will weather the tough times with this approach. Keep it up! Freedom tastes great doesn't it!??!
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I like your quit style man. You communicate, you follow advice, and you pay it back and forward with others. Way to build a quit! There will be ups and downs ahead but you will weather the tough times with this approach. Keep it up! Freedom tastes great doesn't it!??!
Thanks Brettlees and yes freedom tastes great. I am thankful I stumbled across this group of bad ass quitters.
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Its day 50 for me half way to the hall, with a lifetime to go. I can't help but remember that first week. It was brutal, thick fog, headaches and craves that were out of control. I never thought I would make it even this far. I am very thankful I found this place and bought into the program and drank the Kool-Aid. There are and will continue to be ups and downs but I know that I can do this and I know that I never have to go back to day 1 as long as I keep my word everyday. I believe with every fiber of my being that I will not use nicotine again ever! I also know that I am an addict forever. I never thought I would have pride in quitting when one of my mottos is finish what you start so here is to never quitting quitting!
I quit with all of KTC today.
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Is half a HoF 9 inches? Nevermind, gratz on day 50 brother.
This will make you all laugh, I'll be 45 in 6 days, and this Saturday I'll be making my world debut text message to none other than E C.
Not sure if he should be honored or scared. I'll have a teenager or 2 around me to make sure I do it correctly, as I have only had my track phone for a couple weeks.
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Its day 50 for me half way to the hall, with a lifetime to go. I can't help but remember that first week. It was brutal, thick fog, headaches and craves that were out of control. I never thought I would make it even this far. I am very thankful I found this place and bought into the program and drank the Kool-Aid. There are and will continue to be ups and downs but I know that I can do this and I know that I never have to go back to day 1 as long as I keep my word everyday. I believe with every fiber of my being that I will not use nicotine again ever! I also know that I am an addict forever. I never thought I would have pride in quitting when one of my mottos is finish what you start so here is to never quitting quitting!
I quit with all of KTC today.
Good stuff bro! I feel the same way you do about this quit. There is no turning back at this point. With the accountability we've established, if you cave, you're weak as shit and not a man of his word. I have to much damn pride to ruin my reputation for a 5 min "head buzz". F that man, go for a run, watch a game, drink some water or beer 'Cheers'. There is no excuse for nic to enter our blood stream at this point in the game. QLF w/you today! Congrats on 50!
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Its day 50 for me half way to the hall, with a lifetime to go. I can't help but remember that first week. It was brutal, thick fog, headaches and craves that were out of control. I never thought I would make it even this far. I am very thankful I found this place and bought into the program and drank the Kool-Aid. There are and will continue to be ups and downs but I know that I can do this and I know that I never have to go back to day 1 as long as I keep my word everyday. I believe with every fiber of my being that I will not use nicotine again ever! I also know that I am an addict forever. I never thought I would have pride in quitting when one of my mottos is finish what you start so here is to never quitting quitting!
I quit with all of KTC today.
Good stuff bro! I feel the same way you do about this quit. There is no turning back at this point. With the accountability we've established, if you cave, you're weak as shit and not a man of his word. I have to much damn pride to ruin my reputation for a 5 min "head buzz". F that man, go for a run, watch a game, drink some water or beer 'Cheers'. There is no excuse for nic to enter our blood stream at this point in the game. QLF w/you today! Congrats on 50!
You've made it past where few dare to tread. Congrats! Keep doing the same you've been doing a nd stacking up the plus ones. It gets even better! Good work!
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Its day 50 for me half way to the hall, with a lifetime to go. I can't help but remember that first week. It was brutal, thick fog, headaches and craves that were out of control. I never thought I would make it even this far. I am very thankful I found this place and bought into the program and drank the Kool-Aid. There are and will continue to be ups and downs but I know that I can do this and I know that I never have to go back to day 1 as long as I keep my word everyday. I believe with every fiber of my being that I will not use nicotine again ever! I also know that I am an addict forever. I never thought I would have pride in quitting when one of my mottos is finish what you start so here is to never quitting quitting!
I quit with all of KTC today.
Good stuff bro! I feel the same way you do about this quit. There is no turning back at this point. With the accountability we've established, if you cave, you're weak as shit and not a man of his word. I have to much damn pride to ruin my reputation for a 5 min "head buzz". F that man, go for a run, watch a game, drink some water or beer 'Cheers'. There is no excuse for nic to enter our blood stream at this point in the game. QLF w/you today! Congrats on 50!
You've made it past where few dare to tread. Congrats! Keep doing the same you've been doing a nd stacking up the plus ones. It gets even better! Good work!
You're a badass quitter EC! Proud to be quit with you.
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Its day 50 for me half way to the hall, with a lifetime to go. I can't help but remember that first week. It was brutal, thick fog, headaches and craves that were out of control. I never thought I would make it even this far. I am very thankful I found this place and bought into the program and drank the Kool-Aid. There are and will continue to be ups and downs but I know that I can do this and I know that I never have to go back to day 1 as long as I keep my word everyday. I believe with every fiber of my being that I will not use nicotine again ever! I also know that I am an addict forever. I never thought I would have pride in quitting when one of my mottos is finish what you start so here is to never quitting quitting!
I quit with all of KTC today.
Good stuff bro! I feel the same way you do about this quit. There is no turning back at this point. With the accountability we've established, if you cave, you're weak as shit and not a man of his word. I have to much damn pride to ruin my reputation for a 5 min "head buzz". F that man, go for a run, watch a game, drink some water or beer 'Cheers'. There is no excuse for nic to enter our blood stream at this point in the game. QLF w/you today! Congrats on 50!
You've made it past where few dare to tread. Congrats! Keep doing the same you've been doing a nd stacking up the plus ones. It gets even better! Good work!
You're a badass quitter EC! Proud to be quit with you.
EC... Congrats on 51 days quit! Well done. You are doing great.
Something to think about... Don't get ahead of yourself with comments like "... , with a lifetime to go."
Remember we quit ODAAT. Live in the momemt. Live this day quit. It is all we control. Worry about making your decision about tomorrow... well, ... tomorrow.
Proud to be quit with you today!
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Its day 50 for me half way to the hall, with a lifetime to go. I can't help but remember that first week. It was brutal, thick fog, headaches and craves that were out of control. I never thought I would make it even this far. I am very thankful I found this place and bought into the program and drank the Kool-Aid. There are and will continue to be ups and downs but I know that I can do this and I know that I never have to go back to day 1 as long as I keep my word everyday. I believe with every fiber of my being that I will not use nicotine again ever! I also know that I am an addict forever. I never thought I would have pride in quitting when one of my mottos is finish what you start so here is to never quitting quitting!
I quit with all of KTC today.
Good stuff bro! I feel the same way you do about this quit. There is no turning back at this point. With the accountability we've established, if you cave, you're weak as shit and not a man of his word. I have to much damn pride to ruin my reputation for a 5 min "head buzz". F that man, go for a run, watch a game, drink some water or beer 'Cheers'. There is no excuse for nic to enter our blood stream at this point in the game. QLF w/you today! Congrats on 50!
You've made it past where few dare to tread. Congrats! Keep doing the same you've been doing a nd stacking up the plus ones. It gets even better! Good work!
You're a badass quitter EC! Proud to be quit with you.
EC... Congrats on 51 days quit! Well done. You are doing great.
Something to think about... Don't get ahead of yourself with comments like "... , with a lifetime to go."
Remember we quit ODAAT. Live in the momemt. Live this day quit. It is all we control. Worry about making your decision about tomorrow... well, ... tomorrow.
Proud to be quit with you today!
Thanks guys I appreciate all of the words of encouragement and advice. Couldn't ask for a better group of dudes to quit with. Quit with each and every one of you today.
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Keep this thing going! Don't let yourself get complacent, but also enjoy the freedom you're earning!
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Keep this thing going! Don't let yourself get complacent, but also enjoy the freedom you're earning!
Thanks Bret! Its easy to forget about the freedom. I appreciate you engaging yourself in my quit!
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Keep this thing going! Don't let yourself get complacent, but also enjoy the freedom you're earning!
Thanks Bret! Its easy to forget about the freedom. I appreciate you engaging yourself in my quit!
It's the real reason to do this quit thing, and it's what's at stake every day-- the reason to make that promise and live up to it.
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it is you, and everyone else in my group, and on this site that makes it possible for me to make it to my tomorrow. quit with you today and see you at roll tomorrow.
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Amen scoot
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Loving your posts E C, I'll hit you up on a text later today, I forgot where I put my phone this weekend, but I found it now. Fukkin happy to be quit with your crazy Ohio ass today.
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It has been quite a while since I posted here but at day 77 I feel the need to come here to vent. I am not caving hell I am not even craving. I just have a major case of the fuck it's. My fuse is as short as ever and I am bored with everything. I know it's a funk and I know it will pass but heaven help the next mother fucker who does some stupid shit in front of me. Fffffffffuuuuuuuccccckkkkk!
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It has been quite a while since I posted here but at day 77 I feel the need to come here to vent. I am not caving hell I am not even craving. I just have a major case of the fuck it's. My fuse is as short as ever and I am bored with everything. I know it's a funk and I know it will pass but heaven help the next mother fucker who does some stupid shit in front of me. Fffffffffuuuuuuuccccckkkkk!
psst
'no' 'Crazy' 'sos2' 'fart' 'TheD2' 'booby' 'Moe' 'chief' 'spin' 'spin' 'spin' 'spin' 'spin' 'spin'
hang in there.....it'll get better....
fuckits are a definite sign of healing bro....
you are winning
good thread for the fuckits.....I remember laughing my ass off at some of this shit.....
topic/1006508/1/ (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/1006508/1/)
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It has been quite a while since I posted here but at day 77 I feel the need to come here to vent. I am not caving hell I am not even craving. I just have a major case of the fuck it's. My fuse is as short as ever and I am bored with everything. I know it's a funk and I know it will pass but heaven help the next mother fucker who does some stupid shit in front of me. Fffffffffuuuuuuuccccckkkkk!
I know exactly how you feel brother. When I was dipping it seemed like I was just kinda flatlined all the time. Never really up or down. Now after over 6 months it seems I feel everything more. I get happier, and sadder and more pissed at the world than I used to. Don't kill anyone you care about!
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You got this E C, send me a picture of your ass if it helps.
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It has been quite a while since I posted here but at day 77 I feel the need to come here to vent. I am not caving hell I am not even craving. I just have a major case of the fuck it's. My fuse is as short as ever and I am bored with everything. I know it's a funk and I know it will pass but heaven help the next mother fucker who does some stupid shit in front of me. Fffffffffuuuuuuuccccckkkkk!
I had a few of those days around the 70's. Just the Nic bitch fucking with ya. Tell her to get lost and move on. You are doing great.
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You got this E C, send me a picture of your ass if it helps.
I think we should ALL send a picture of our asses to Thumble. 'arse'
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You got this E C, send me a picture of your ass if it helps.
I think we should ALL send a picture of our asses to Thumble. 'arse'
I'd recognize your "open 24/7 tattoo" Raider.
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You got this E C, send me a picture of your ass if it helps.
I think we should ALL send a picture of our asses to Thumble. 'arse'
I'd recognize your "open 24/7 tattoo" Raider.
LOL
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It has been quite a while since I posted here but at day 77 I feel the need to come here to vent. I am not caving hell I am not even craving. I just have a major case of the fuck it's. My fuse is as short as ever and I am bored with everything. I know it's a funk and I know it will pass but heaven help the next mother fucker who does some stupid shit in front of me. Fffffffffuuuuuuuccccckkkkk!
Welcome to "The Funk" my friend.
Here it is... push on through. The HOF is right around the corner
http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures ... nk-part-1/ (http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures/explaining-the-funk-part-1/)
http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures ... nk-part-2/ (http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures/explaining-the-funk-part-2/)
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Thanks everyone for the positive reinforcement. I am heading to the range this evening to burn through some ammo. I think I will download some pictures of UST products for my targets tonight. cowboy
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Thanks everyone for the positive reinforcement. I am heading to the range this evening to burn through some ammo. I think I will download some pictures of UST products for my targets tonight. cowboy
Shoot 'em to hell and back brother!
UST does "not" have You!
You're quit Today and every day that ends with a "Y".
You're not a slave, you're a badass quitter who "chooses" to be quit.
It gets much, much better....press on. Quit on. You got this!
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Thanks everyone for the positive reinforcement. I am heading to the range this evening to burn through some ammo. I think I will download some pictures of UST products for my targets tonight. cowboy
This I like.....very much.
Epic solution to the fuckits.....
'Remshot'
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Thanks everyone for the positive reinforcement. I am heading to the range this evening to burn through some ammo. I think I will download some pictures of UST products for my targets tonight. cowboy
This I like.....very much.
Epic solution to the fuckits.....
'Remshot'
Glad to her this bro. I was reflecting on my own quit this morning after you text me and said you were in a "funk" today. I know what you're feeling exactly. That's what makes this place (KTC) awesome. You can talk to people all day long who have never used nic or aren't addicts to it and they won't understand. I know you aren't thinking about caving. I know you aren't having strong ass craves. I know you're just "bored" and have nothing much to look forward to. Or so you think. I know because I had this same feeling in the late 70s and even 80s days of my quit.
I'd gotten over the first euphoric week of being quit. I'd crossed 25 days being quit. Next was 50 days, half way to the hall! Next was the ever awesome 75 days, 3/4 of the way to the HOF! I could smell it! But, then it all hits you. It almost seems like you'll never reach 100 days. Almost like this HOF milestone is fictional. No way could I, THansen (Tyler) reach the HOF on a badass quit site like KTC, with badass quitters surrounding me, and cheering loud as fuck for my success. Guess what man? You already know what I'm going to say.....I'm in the HOF. I'm in the HOF as a 100% poster. It's real, it does exist, and it's nice! You know as much as I do that the HOF isn't a finish line. Rather a milestone, that you should be beyond proud of! One day at a time....Remember why you quit....blow past this funk! I'm saving you a seat on the train bro! Day 101 and I'm quitting like fuck with you!
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Thanks everyone for the positive reinforcement. I am heading to the range this evening to burn through some ammo. I think I will download some pictures of UST products for my targets tonight. cowboy
This I like.....very much.
Epic solution to the fuckits.....
'Remshot'
Glad to her this bro. I was reflecting on my own quit this morning after you text me and said you were in a "funk" today. I know what you're feeling exactly. That's what makes this place (KTC) awesome. You can talk to people all day long who have never used nic or aren't addicts to it and they won't understand. I know you aren't thinking about caving. I know you aren't having strong ass craves. I know you're just "bored" and have nothing much to look forward to. Or so you think. I know because I had this same feeling in the late 70s and even 80s days of my quit.
I'd gotten over the first euphoric week of being quit. I'd crossed 25 days being quit. Next was 50 days, half way to the hall! Next was the ever awesome 75 days, 3/4 of the way to the HOF! I could smell it! But, then it all hits you. It almost seems like you'll never reach 100 days. Almost like this HOF milestone is fictional. No way could I, THansen (Tyler) reach the HOF on a badass quit site like KTC, with badass quitters surrounding me, and cheering loud as fuck for my success. Guess what man? You already know what I'm going to say.....I'm in the HOF. I'm in the HOF as a 100% poster. It's real, it does exist, and it's nice! You know as much as I do that the HOF isn't a finish line. Rather a milestone, that you should be beyond proud of! One day at a time....Remember why you quit....blow past this funk! I'm saving you a seat on the train bro! Day 101 and I'm quitting like fuck with you!
Man I know exactly where you are with the funk. I have these crazy roller coaster like days from time to time. Let me promise you the swings get shallower and they get much less frequent. When you are in the funk, consider writing in your intro page. I find myself from time to time putting my thoughts are here to share with others and you may very well benefit as I have. 60 days in is no small feat but small in comparison to so,e of the bad asses here. The key is to stay quit. On the days you are I'm the funk come in here, write, reds, chat, whatever it takes to get you through. Knowing others are dealing with the same thing you are going through makes your day feel not so bad. Keep up the quit man.
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I had a weird cave dream last night. I didn't even cave to dip! In my dream I was on the golf course and someone offered me a fine cigar and I obliged. It wasn't until I woke up that I felt awful. I think I have come to grips with NAFAR yet my subconscious addict mind has not. WE MUST ALWAYS REMAIN VIGILIANT!
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I had a weird cave dream last night. I didn't even cave to dip! In my dream I was on the golf course and someone offered me a fine cigar and I obliged. It wasn't until I woke up that I felt awful. I think I have come to grips with NAFAR yet my subconscious addict mind has not. WE MUST ALWAYS REMAIN VIGILIANT!
My first cave dream involved a cig with my 2 brothers, one of them doesn't even smoke. We were in a bar, he doesn't drink either (reformed AA). Weirdest damn dream I have had in a long time.
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Here's a big FUCK YEAH for the HoF and my friend E C. E C is the dude who taught me how to text! And he also sent me a video on Cincinatti chili.........on speghetti, really? Enjoy your day brother, you make my quit stronger on the daily!
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Here's a big FUCK YEAH for the HoF and my friend E C. E C is the dude who taught me how to text! And he also sent me a video on Cincinatti chili.........on speghetti, really? Enjoy your day brother, you make my quit stronger on the daily!
Nice EC!!! Quit on Brother!!!
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Here's a big FUCK YEAH for the HoF and my friend E C. E C is the dude who taught me how to text! And he also sent me a video on Cincinatti chili.........on speghetti, really? Enjoy your day brother, you make my quit stronger on the daily!
Nice EC!!! Quit on Brother!!!
Awesome! Congrats. Enjoy your day and keep moving forward ODAAT.
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Here's a big FUCK YEAH for the HoF and my friend E C. E C is the dude who taught me how to text! And he also sent me a video on Cincinatti chili.........on speghetti, really? Enjoy your day brother, you make my quit stronger on the daily!
Nice EC!!! Quit on Brother!!!
Awesome! Congrats. Enjoy your day and keep moving forward ODAAT.
Let me add to the celebration here- you've done a great job getting and using the tools and paying it forward. I'm glad you made it here and appreciate your contributions. Keep quitting on!
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Here's a big FUCK YEAH for the HoF and my friend E C. E C is the dude who taught me how to text! And he also sent me a video on Cincinatti chili.........on speghetti, really? Enjoy your day brother, you make my quit stronger on the daily!
Nice EC!!! Quit on Brother!!!
Awesome! Congrats. Enjoy your day and keep moving forward ODAAT.
Let me add to the celebration here- you've done a great job getting and using the tools and paying it forward. I'm glad you made it here and appreciate your contributions. Keep quitting on!
Nice. Congrats. How are you celebratin'?
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Here's a big FUCK YEAH for the HoF and my friend E C. E C is the dude who taught me how to text! And he also sent me a video on Cincinatti chili.........on speghetti, really? Enjoy your day brother, you make my quit stronger on the daily!
Nice EC!!! Quit on Brother!!!
Awesome! Congrats. Enjoy your day and keep moving forward ODAAT.
Let me add to the celebration here- you've done a great job getting and using the tools and paying it forward. I'm glad you made it here and appreciate your contributions. Keep quitting on!
Nice. Congrats. How are you celebratin'?
well done indeed
congrats
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Here's a big FUCK YEAH for the HoF and my friend E C. E C is the dude who taught me how to text! And he also sent me a video on Cincinatti chili.........on speghetti, really? Enjoy your day brother, you make my quit stronger on the daily!
Nice EC!!! Quit on Brother!!!
Awesome! Congrats. Enjoy your day and keep moving forward ODAAT.
Let me add to the celebration here- you've done a great job getting and using the tools and paying it forward. I'm glad you made it here and appreciate your contributions. Keep quitting on!
Nice. Congrats. How are you celebratin'?
well done indeed
congrats
Congrats on HOF EC D! Well done. Keep er Rollin.
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Here's a big FUCK YEAH for the HoF and my friend E C. E C is the dude who taught me how to text! And he also sent me a video on Cincinatti chili.........on speghetti, really? Enjoy your day brother, you make my quit stronger on the daily!
Nice EC!!! Quit on Brother!!!
Awesome! Congrats. Enjoy your day and keep moving forward ODAAT.
Let me add to the celebration here- you've done a great job getting and using the tools and paying it forward. I'm glad you made it here and appreciate your contributions. Keep quitting on!
Nice. Congrats. How are you celebratin'?
well done indeed
congrats
Congrats on HOF EC D! Well done. Keep er Rollin.
yep, congrats! keep it up now
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Adding my sincere congratulations on the milestone....celebrate the small and large victories.
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Adding my sincere congratulations on the milestone....celebrate the small and large victories.
You, sir, are bad ass.
congrats on the first milestone of many.
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Thank you everyone for the well wishes. Feels good to hit the first floor and the view from here is quite nice. I look forward to continuing to post roll every day and beat the bitch ODAAT. Thanks for all of the support especially Thansen, Brettlees, Derk40, Thumblewort, Kicku2sleep, Tarpon, Franpro, Loot, Natemcpherson, Conbud, Bronc and whoever I forgot to mention. I give you all my word that I will post roll everyday and try to pay it forward as best I can.
+1 with all you addicts!
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Thank you everyone for the well wishes. Feels good to hit the first floor and the view from here is quite nice. I look forward to continuing to post roll every day and beat the bitch ODAAT. Thanks for all of the support especially Thansen, Brettlees, Derk40, Thumblewort, Kicku2sleep, Tarpon, Franpro, Loot, Natemcpherson, Conbud, Bronc and whoever I forgot to mention. I give you all my word that I will post roll everyday and try to pay it forward as best I can.
+1 with all you addicts!
I applaud your accomplishment, my friend.
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Thank you everyone for the well wishes. Feels good to hit the first floor and the view from here is quite nice. I look forward to continuing to post roll every day and beat the bitch ODAAT. Thanks for all of the support especially Thansen, Brettlees, Derk40, Thumblewort, Kicku2sleep, Tarpon, Franpro, Loot, Natemcpherson, Conbud, Bronc and whoever I forgot to mention. I give you all my word that I will post roll everyday and try to pay it forward as best I can.
+1 with all you addicts!
I applaud your accomplishment, my friend.
Life is good. Be proud.
(This deserves a second "you're awesome" post.)
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Day 114. Someone told me early in this thread that it will "suck ass until it doesn't and then it won't".
These words are profound. It really doesn't suck anymore, I am still an addict and will remain ever vigilant but it DOES NOT SUCK! Thank you KTC and all of my brothers on here for giving me my freedom back. I have earned it myself but couldn't have done it without each and every one you.
'bj' nic bitch
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Day 114. Someone told me early in this thread that it will "suck ass until it doesn't and then it won't".
These words are profound. It really doesn't suck anymore, I am still an addict and will remain ever vigilant but it DOES NOT SUCK! Thank you KTC and all of my brothers on here for giving me my freedom back. I have earned it myself but couldn't have done it without each and every one you.
'bj' nic bitch
That is one of the hardest lines to grasp the first week or two, but once you see the light it is kind of fun to make shadow puppets isn't it?
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Day 114. Someone told me early in this thread that it will "suck ass until it doesn't and then it won't".
These words are profound. It really doesn't suck anymore, I am still an addict and will remain ever vigilant but it DOES NOT SUCK! Thank you KTC and all of my brothers on here for giving me my freedom back. I have earned it myself but couldn't have done it without each and every one you.
'bj' nic bitch
That is one of the hardest lines to grasp the first week or two, but once you see the light it is kind of fun to make shadow puppets isn't it?
Dad, I loved reading that. I am so glad it doesn't suck anymore, because once you're there, you're there. Now it is just staying the course. Congrats my friend. I wish the newbies could read and understand that.
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Day 114. Someone told me early in this thread that it will "suck ass until it doesn't and then it won't".
These words are profound. It really doesn't suck anymore, I am still an addict and will remain ever vigilant but it DOES NOT SUCK! Thank you KTC and all of my brothers on here for giving me my freedom back. I have earned it myself but couldn't have done it without each and every one you.
'bj' nic bitch
That is one of the hardest lines to grasp the first week or two, but once you see the light it is kind of fun to make shadow puppets isn't it?
Dad, I loved reading that. I am so glad it doesn't suck anymore, because once you're there, you're there. Now it is just staying the course. Congrats my friend. I wish the newbies could read and understand that.
Nice work EC....but I think you mean
nic bitch -- 'bj' ---EC
B)B
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Day 114. Someone told me early in this thread that it will "suck ass until it doesn't and then it won't".
These words are profound. It really doesn't suck anymore, I am still an addict and will remain ever vigilant but it DOES NOT SUCK! Thank you KTC and all of my brothers on here for giving me my freedom back. I have earned it myself but couldn't have done it without each and every one you.
'bj' nic bitch
That is one of the hardest lines to grasp the first week or two, but once you see the light it is kind of fun to make shadow puppets isn't it?
Dad, I loved reading that. I am so glad it doesn't suck anymore, because once you're there, you're there. Now it is just staying the course. Congrats my friend. I wish the newbies could read and understand that.
Nice work EC....but I think you mean
nic bitch -- 'bj' ---EC
B)B
It's an Ohio thing to give blowies to the thing you hate.
The odds of me being here at Day 99 would be much lower if I didn't have E C's support, so despite his oral dyslexia I quit with him EDD, all day long! You nailed it brother.
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Day 114. Someone told me early in this thread that it will "suck ass until it doesn't and then it won't".
These words are profound. It really doesn't suck anymore, I am still an addict and will remain ever vigilant but it DOES NOT SUCK! Thank you KTC and all of my brothers on here for giving me my freedom back. I have earned it myself but couldn't have done it without each and every one you.
'bj' nic bitch
That is one of the hardest lines to grasp the first week or two, but once you see the light it is kind of fun to make shadow puppets isn't it?
Dad, I loved reading that. I am so glad it doesn't suck anymore, because once you're there, you're there. Now it is just staying the course. Congrats my friend. I wish the newbies could read and understand that.
Nice work EC....but I think you mean
nic bitch -- 'bj' ---EC
B)B
It's an Ohio thing to give blowies to the thing you hate.
The odds of me being here at Day 99 would be much lower if I didn't have E C's support, so despite his oral dyslexia I quit with him EDD, all day long! You nailed it brother.
Thanks for clearing up the bj confusion boys. Hopefully some new guys take the time to think about it. Thanks for all the support
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Hi my name is Jad and I have been addicted to nicotine for 14 years. I started dipping when I quit smoking in 2007. Can a day dipper and ready for a change. I am here for me and me alone it is time. I am on day 2 and found the site by mistake when I was trying to understand "the fog" that I was in yesterday. Day two here we go
"I will not use nicotine in any form today!" 'Finger' dip
Don't u come knocking on my boxes mr. With your bologne on me mr. You noob quitter talking to me like that dude u better chill out u understand me
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You made the big time Jad, Bobby Cum Bubbles posted on your intro! That's kinda like Elvis giving you a sweaty scarf. I'll quit with your newb ass EDD brother!
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You made the big time Jad, Bobby Cum Bubbles posted on your intro! That's kinda like Elvis giving you a sweaty scarf. I'll quit with your newb ass EDD brother!
I know right. He dug up a post that is 139 days old good for him apparently the search feature is quite user friendly. However the ability to understand date stamps is clearly lost on him. 139 days of following the system to a T every damn day. Proud to have you as a friend thumb!
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You made the big time Jad, Bobby Cum Bubbles posted on your intro! That's kinda like Elvis giving you a sweaty scarf. I'll quit with your newb ass EDD brother!
I know right. He dug up a post that is 139 days old good for him apparently the search feature is quite user friendly. However the ability to understand date stamps is clearly lost on him. 139 days of following the system to a T every damn day. Proud to have you as a friend thumb!
LMFAO...
Does anyone understand anything Bobby Cumbubble says?
Congrats on being graced by his majesty!
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
That's great! Labcorp literally jerked you around.
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
That's great! Labcorp literally jerked you around.
That smoke scene you described is no joke. I recall seeing that and almost passing out...
Quit on ec (and nobody else's) dad!
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I was going to say something, but since I'm one of the 5 most sick bitches on this site, I will refrain. but let me tell you, it was dirty.
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
I don't care who you are, thats funny right there!
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
I don't care who you are, thats funny right there!
My wife watched mine, and chit chatted with the doc as it was being done. I did get her back by explaining she had to help me get the sample out, otherwise it would be a sin.......Catholic guilt FTW.
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Because 200 hundo and the man who taught me to text is bad assery! Gratz bro, send me the bill for the chili on top of speghetti!
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Because 200 hundo and the man who taught me to text is bad assery! Gratz bro, send me the bill for the chili on top of speghetti!
Congrats on 200 big ones!!!!!!
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Because 200 hundo and the man who taught me to text is bad assery! Gratz bro, send me the bill for the chili on top of speghetti!
Congrats on 200 big ones!!!!!!
Thanks for noticing. NAFAR! Quit with you both today
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Because 200 hundo and the man who taught me to text is bad assery! Gratz bro, send me the bill for the chili on top of speghetti!
Congrats on 200 big ones!!!!!!
Thanks for noticing. NAFAR! Quit with you both today
That's why I get the big bucks around here - that, and the trollhunting services. I really should live in Norway.
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Because 200 hundo and the man who taught me to text is bad assery! Gratz bro, send me the bill for the chili on top of speghetti!
Congrats on 200 big ones!!!!!!
Thanks for noticing. NAFAR! Quit with you both today
That's why I get the big bucks around here - that, and the trollhunting services. I really should live in Norway.
Great job EC! I love quitters who break all ties from the nic bitch. It's the only way.
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
That's some funny shit EC. Thanks for all your support in July, you're one solid dude.
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
That's some funny shit EC. Thanks for all your support in July, you're one solid dude.
I agree 100%. Bad ass quitter right here.
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
That's some funny shit EC. Thanks for all your support in July, you're one solid dude.
I agree 100%. Bad ass quitter right here.
Also ... 'BanDog'
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So in light of recent events this week I feel the need to lighten the mood at my own expense. A couple weeks ago my buddies and I were discussing vasectomies and I was telling him that I had one back in June and was a little upset seeing smoke rising up from the nether region during the procedure.
Fast forward about 3 months to this morning. I needed to provide a sample to make certain that Michael Phelps was fully retired. So at my 7:45 am apt I was informed that LabCorp couldn't do my semen analysis so I was directed to the lab at the regional medical center. Shut down again! Call your insurance company they said. Provides me with the address of yet another LabCorp. This one is a billing office not at clinic. They send me 25miles south to another Labcorp who says then can't help me but they will call customer service. CS tells nurse Cratchete to give me a specimen bottle, have me fill it and get it to yet another LabCorp 10miles further south...this all has to be done within an hour of when the sample is taken! So I ask the nurse where I am supposed to give the sample? She says "well there's a church across the street from the other labcorp and they have a big parking lot! Are you fucking kidding me!!! You want me to go jerk off in public in a church parking lot no less?!? "Sorry sir, That's all I can tell you".
So I drive around for 30 minutes until I find a no-tell motel parking lot that looks half abandoned, park in the back and pray to god stage freight doesn't take over. After 20 minutes or so I got one into custody and off to the 4th Labcorp of the day. I walk in to hand over my baby batter with my script and she says "We can't take that here" I just about blow up! Then she says we only test post-op samples. I grit my teeth as I say this IS FUCKING POST-OP! She then says well you didn't have to drive all the way down here, any labcorp could have taken it! SERENITY NOW! Only I could have this much trouble jerking off!
That's some funny shit EC. Thanks for all your support in July, you're one solid dude.
I agree 100%. Bad ass quitter right here.
Also ... 'BanDog'
LMAO!
as a fellow sterile man. No more killing, we just have sex for the sport of it. Right?
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
Way to quit man, way to quit! 'boob'
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
Way to quit man, way to quit! 'boob'
Great job, one whole trip around the sun without nicotine. Congratulations!
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
Way to quit man, way to quit! 'boob'
Great job, one whole trip around the sun without nicotine. Congratulations!
Full circle. Great job.
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
Way to quit man, way to quit! 'boob'
Great job, one whole trip around the sun without nicotine. Congratulations!
Full circle. Great job.
Awesome, man! Good on ya...
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
Way to quit man, way to quit! 'boob'
Great job, one whole trip around the sun without nicotine. Congratulations!
Full circle. Great job.
Awesome, man! Good on ya...
Thank you all very much. It certainly doesn't seem possible that my foggy ass stumbled in here just about 1 year ago. I truly never thought I could quit, As I said many times I never even gave a half assed attempt at quitting. If I can do it believe me you can do it. That's the great thing about KTC if you are reading this and you want to quit you can. There is no maybe I can quit...YOU CAN QUIT!
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
Way to quit man, way to quit! 'boob'
Great job, one whole trip around the sun without nicotine. Congratulations!
Full circle. Great job.
Awesome, man! Good on ya...
Thank you all very much. It certainly doesn't seem possible that my foggy ass stumbled in here just about 1 year ago. I truly never thought I could quit, As I said many times I never even gave a half assed attempt at quitting. If I can do it believe me you can do it. That's the great thing about KTC if you are reading this and you want to quit you can. There is no maybe I can quit...YOU CAN QUIT!
Way to be my man!
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
Way to quit man, way to quit! 'boob'
Great job, one whole trip around the sun without nicotine. Congratulations!
Full circle. Great job.
Awesome, man! Good on ya...
Thank you all very much. It certainly doesn't seem possible that my foggy ass stumbled in here just about 1 year ago. I truly never thought I could quit, As I said many times I never even gave a half assed attempt at quitting. If I can do it believe me you can do it. That's the great thing about KTC if you are reading this and you want to quit you can. There is no maybe I can quit...YOU CAN QUIT!
Way to be my man!
THX TW
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Congrats on 365 days of saying 'Finger' to the nic bitch.
Way to quit man, way to quit! 'boob'
Great job, one whole trip around the sun without nicotine. Congratulations!
Full circle. Great job.
Awesome, man! Good on ya...
Thank you all very much. It certainly doesn't seem possible that my foggy ass stumbled in here just about 1 year ago. I truly never thought I could quit, As I said many times I never even gave a half assed attempt at quitting. If I can do it believe me you can do it. That's the great thing about KTC if you are reading this and you want to quit you can. There is no maybe I can quit...YOU CAN QUIT!
Way to be my man!
THX TW
Congrats on a trip around the sun. I bet EC are proud!
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400 days of winning, not bad at all bro! Enjoy the day!
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400 days of winning, not bad at all bro! Enjoy the day!
Thanks for noticing old buddy. Hope you are doing well and thanks again for saving my life!
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400 days of winning, not bad at all bro! Enjoy the day!
Thanks for noticing old buddy. Hope you are doing well and thanks again for saving my life!
Awesome job EC on Your 4th Floor milestone.
Be well, be proud, be quit, behave.
Cheers to you and your family.
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Just re-read my intro at day 701....oh what a ride!
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Just re-read my intro at day 701....oh what a ride!
Quitting ain't for pussies chili man. Quit with again today!
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Just re-read my intro at day 701....oh what a ride!
Quitting ain't for pussies chili man. Quit with again today!
I still recall the vasectomy / parking lot story. That was one of my favorite posts ever on this website.