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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Bquits2014 on January 02, 2014, 01:02:00 AM
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Hi Everyone,
Been dipping on and off since almost 15 years....Lost everything in life at some point and this can was my best fren through the bad times ....Feels like i cant live without it even for 20 mins....The only time i am free of dip is while eating, drinking or when i am in deep sleep...at all other times, i have been dipping it ...
I dont have anyone to stop me from doing it, my closeones lives too far and they wont be able to support, i have to quit on my own
I thought of quitting today (Jan 1 2014) but i cudn't resist the morning cravings and had to buy one ... I am going to dip as much as i can tonight ... and dump the can tom morning
Tomorrow morning, Jan 2 2014 will be my quit day...
I have tried to quit many times, many many times...it never lasted more than 2 days.
Hope its not that hard ...
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That was some weak ass intro. Where is your determination, your mean, your quitting attitude?
There are many fine quitters here but you need to bring your game.
Mogul
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Hope its not that hard ...
Stop being a pussy and be a quitter (credit smokeyg for that one). Did that last can today fix everytihing? Make everything better? Or, did you you waste more money and play another round of Russian roulette with cancer? I sure hope the can you bought today wasn't the can that kills you.
Start reading the Welcome Center, Hall of Fame speeches, and the Words of Wisdom.
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I thought of quitting today (Jan 1 2014) but i cudn't resist the morning cravings and had to buy one ... I am going to dip as much as i can tonight ... and dump the can tom morning
That is the dumbest thing I've ever heard! I can't believe how many times we've heard the exact same thing or said the same thing myself. Looking back (hindsight) that bitch nicotine addiction makes no sense.
Just flush your shit and get on with your quit. There is nothing rational about addiction.
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Well if you "hope it's not that hard", you're either stupid or you're fucked.
My best advice is to POST ROLL NOW and don't be a stupid fuck a second longer.
Of course it's hard, why do you think you tried many many times????
Jesus Christ man, pull your head out of your ass
You wanna quit, we are here for you.
If you think this is some magical place with unicorns and quit fairys, then you're whacked out of your god damned mind.
Either that or I missed all the fun stuff.
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Nothing about quiting is easy. Thats why we have the brotherhood here at KTC. To help each other through. To make that promise to all the others who are quit. By posting roll and say that you will be quit also. But you have to want it. You have to suck it up and say today nicotine will not run my life. No more bullshit. Man up and take control.
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Come on guy, use your head...... Do honestly think that " dipping as much as you can" the night before your so called quit date is going to make it any better for you? I hope you come back today with a better attitude and a shred of will power. We have 1-50+ year ex dipping men and women that are quit here. Your story isn't special or unique. We are all addicts just some of us are doing something about it. Get in here and post day one because I want to quit with you today let's get it brother. We will be waiting
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Did you crush your final tin?
Good.
Now post roll and make your promise. Today is a good day to save your life
PB
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Did you crush your final tin?
Good. You didn't need to. Just because you had some left, doesn't mean that you need to finish it. What if that last dip in the can was the one with the loaded bullet in it? What if it caused a chain reaction in your body that ultimately leads to the big C? No good comes from "Just one more". That's weak sauce.
Now post roll and make your promise. Today is a good day to save your life
PB
Fixed that for ya
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Did you crush your final tin?
Good. You didn't need to. Just because you had some left, doesn't mean that you need to finish it. What if that last dip in the can was the one with the loaded bullet in it? What if it caused a chain reaction in your body that ultimately leads to the big C? No good comes from "Just one more". That's weak sauce.
Now post roll and make your promise. Today is a good day to save your life
PB
Fixed that for ya
He loves the poison more than anything. He loves it more than his family and himself. I doubt he's going to crush the pretty little round cardboard/plastic container it comes in. He's probably licking the bottom for the last bit of poison residue right now. (yea, I've been there to, so happy to be done with that).
Hey bquits, take that round can and go to the nearest mirror. Take a good look. That's your master my friend. When you see yourself with that can do you like what you see?
You want your life back you gotta take it. The poison is not going to give it back freely. Damn right its going to be hard. How bad do you want it? Right now,,,, not to bad.
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hey guys Mogul, Evil_Won, Wt57, Diesel2112, Fireheeler, Winter Green, pbrain04, wastepanel, srans,
On the quit day, Jan 2 .... woke up, i threw the can......I tried to stay away through out the day had severe headache in the evening and cudnt even do anything else ......... dizzy, headache, brain freeze.....my body was craving for the lost nictone, my mind tricked me, i kept saying to myself i dont want to dip but head says "dude u r getting headache coz u dint dip, do it 1 more time , do it, do it"....I cud't sleep due to the headache and i was constantly only thinking abt the dip so i went to the store, bought a can and dipped............
i wanted to wait for a day before roll call ......... since i lost , i didnt do the roll call..
I want to do a second/final attempt tomorrow, Jan 04....Hope this time, i can go dip free...
Im reading ur replies as well...........
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hey guys Mogul, Evil_Won, Wt57, Diesel2112, Fireheeler, Winter Green, pbrain04, wastepanel, srans,
On the quit day, Jan 2 .... woke up, i threw the can......I tried to stay away through out the day had severe headache in the evening and cudnt even do anything else ......... dizzy, headache, brain freeze.....my body was craving for the lost nictone, my mind tricked me, i kept saying to myself i dont want to dip but head says "dude u r getting headache coz u dint dip, do it 1 more time , do it, do it"....I cud't sleep due to the headache and i was constantly only thinking abt the dip so i went to the store, bought a can and dipped............
i wanted to wait for a day before roll call ......... since i lost , i didnt do the roll call..
I want to do a second/final attempt tomorrow, Jan 04....Hope this time, i can go dip free...
Im reading ur replies as well...........
Every time you give in to your addiction and let it win, you lose! Don't you think we understand what you went through? That's the fucking suck that each of us went through. We won, you lose! We may seem unsympathetic but that's not the case; we just know that it is possible and we won't take your lame excuses. Now listen, I'm a fricking 40+ year addict that has used every excuses you can imagine and a whole lot more. If you want to quit get back on the damn horse and fight like your life depends on it, IT DOES! Get some numbers, post roll and man up! Let me tell you something else; when I "manned up" that meant a 56 year old grandfather laying on the floor crying my eyes out from the pain of wanting just 1 more. I know you can do this if you really want it. My #'s always available for the asking by serious quitters.
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You're being weak. Do you know how to be strong? Dig deep. Do it. Unless you want to replace your jawbone with one of your back ribs at some point. You'll only stay quit if you want it.
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hey guys Mogul, Evil_Won, Wt57, Diesel2112, Fireheeler, Winter Green, pbrain04, wastepanel, srans,
On the quit day, Jan 2 .... woke up, i threw the can......I tried to stay away through out the day had severe headache in the evening and cudnt even do anything else ......... dizzy, headache, brain freeze.....my body was craving for the lost nictone, my mind tricked me, i kept saying to myself i dont want to dip but head says "dude u r getting headache coz u dint dip, do it 1 more time , do it, do it"....I cud't sleep due to the headache and i was constantly only thinking abt the dip so i went to the store, bought a can and dipped............
i wanted to wait for a day before roll call ......... since i lost , i didnt do the roll call..
I want to do a second/final attempt tomorrow, Jan 04....Hope this time, i can go dip free...
Im reading ur replies as well...........
Issue #1 - You waited. This time give your word first thing in the morning. This then takes the option off the table for yourself to dip that day. Remember 1 day at a time.
Issue #2 - Contact Anyone = (sounds like NO). Here in the brotherhood before we act, we contact a fellow quitter, Whether it be via text, phone call or jumping into the live chat. So learn this for the next time.
Issue #3 - The big "C" - take this to mean Cancer or Cave. Either way it should scare you cause this is a life or death situation. So learn this for this next time so you can decide down deep to be and remain quit.
Issue #4 - Never plan out to quit. Quit Today (ok I just saw this so today is the 4th). But if you fall just get right back up and never say to wait to get up.
Learn that you can do this and I will stand shoulder to shoulder with you through this.
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hey guys Mogul, Evil_Won, Wt57, Diesel2112, Fireheeler, Winter Green, pbrain04, wastepanel, srans,
On the quit day, Jan 2 .... woke up, i threw the can......I tried to stay away through out the day had severe headache in the evening and cudnt even do anything else ......... dizzy, headache, brain freeze.....my body was craving for the lost nictone, my mind tricked me, i kept saying to myself i dont want to dip but head says "dude u r getting headache coz u dint dip, do it 1 more time , do it, do it"....I cud't sleep due to the headache and i was constantly only thinking abt the dip so i went to the store, bought a can and dipped............
i wanted to wait for a day before roll call ......... since i lost , i didnt do the roll call..
I want to do a second/final attempt tomorrow, Jan 04....Hope this time, i can go dip free...
Im reading ur replies as well...........
Issue #1 - You waited. This time give your word first thing in the morning. This then takes the option off the table for yourself to dip that day. Remember 1 day at a time.
Issue #2 - Contact Anyone = (sounds like NO). Here in the brotherhood before we act, we contact a fellow quitter, Whether it be via text, phone call or jumping into the live chat. So learn this for the next time.
Issue #3 - The big "C" - take this to mean Cancer or Cave. Either way it should scare you cause this is a life or death situation. So learn this for this next time so you can decide down deep to be and remain quit.
Issue #4 - Never plan out to quit. Quit Today (ok I just saw this so today is the 4th). But if you fall just get right back up and never say to wait to get up.
Learn that you can do this and I will stand shoulder to shoulder with you through this.
There is a lot of attempts and trying all over your statements. How about you get rid of all that trying, wishing and attempting.
Sir derek gave you some sound advice. Start using the tools man. How bad do you want this? Are we wasting our time? Are you tired of being a slave yet? Maybe the last couple days of use will not lead to this.
http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures ... -pictures/ (http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures/cancer-pictures/)
You can do this bquits.
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I want to do a second/final attempt tomorrow, Jan 04....Hope this time, i can go dip free...
Do you mean to tell us that if you cave again, that's it? You're just going to succumb to the fact that you're a dipper. That you're an addict. That there's nothing left you can do? Â…after 2 pussy ass attempts?
Wt57, you're the F'n man and bquits, I'm quoting this for Wt57 again because this is one of the most badass quit statements I've read on this site, "I "manned up" that meant a 56 year old grandfather laying on the floor crying my eyes out from the pain of wanting just 1 more." This epitomizes what it means to want it so badly, you'll do anything to quit.
There isn't a single person on this board, on this site, in this brother/sisterhood known as KTC that hasn't experienced what you're going through in some way, shape, or form. I guarantee there are many who had it worse than you. Listen to these dudes, they are legends of quit. Drop the nicotine and break free from those chains of addiction. Gather all of your might and just do itÂ…and if/when you do, I'll think of you as a badass quitter like us.
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this is the place of the elite.. the best of the best.. you have to EARN your place here.. nothing is free, and some things cost more than others.. If you want pity you will get none. If you want help you will get showered with support.. make up your mind.. are you a pussy, or a fuggin badass?
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Listen to these guys, they know that which they speak. One last thing to add though: take a good long look at those cancer pics that srans posted. Ask yourself why you are paying somebody to look like that someday. Ask yourself what you'll tell your wife/kids when you're dying from cancer. What will your last words to them be? I was too selfish to quit that worm dirt habit?
You can do this thing. You have to reach deeper than the nic has infected you. Deep enough to reach some of the untainted parts of your being to beat this bitch. We're here for you brother and you can and WILL do it if you put your mind to it.
PM me for a number if you need one.
JZ
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Seriously. Grow a pair of balls quit NOW. Don't wait until tomorrow.
What the fuck.
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Before you leave for good, go read Ginet's intro. Read all of the replies. Read her statement about how good it felt to beat Kodiak for just one day. She is winning, and we all know how good it feels. Do yourself that favor.
Mogul
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See ya on the flip side.
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Give the guy a break...he got a headache...
He didn't have it easy like the rest of us whom just quit dipping and never thought about it again....
'crackup'