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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: USMCray on December 20, 2013, 11:19:00 PM
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Well first of all ladies and gents I'm a jarhead/ vegetable at the moment with no nicotine... Excuse my run on sentences and lack of punctuation.. Well my my names armando and I'm done with the can.. I grew up despising all forms of tobacco I was a pretty boy hated all narcotics alcohol etc.. But being a knuckle head ditching school with the girls and being ignorant I e dropped out got my g.e.d and joined the marine corps.. And mct training In Penelton out side the chow hall in foRmation a bud sneaked a can of SKOAL BERRY!!! And never looked back wow!! It got me by the balls with that sweet delicious tAste and relaxed buzZ... I told my self I'm a marine Iam a man ill drop the habit when I choose... Buy sure enough 8 years later a can a day wife and kids later I'm barely "dropping the habit"" and I just wish I took the time to look for a KTC!!!! Because I tried the past four years and tried and got tired of a sneaking dips from family members always telling my wife a thousand times this is "my last can" etc... Thise lonely nights when the families asleep and I'm sitting there a grown ass man crying like a baby holding that can in one hand and family portrait in the other. Hateing the can Hareing myself and finally get to points I'm chunking the can in the toilet and hours later driving down to the store to buy Another.. And throwing the can in the trash to only be scooping it out shortly after.... I tried the gums the e ciggs etc.. Til fiu on November 20th I hear my 5 year old daughter tell me that """ mommy says that if u no quit dip u die I don't want u to die daddy I wuv u daddy"" with her passionate sincere hugs... And after all this time being discrete and LIeing to my wife and family feeling all alone in regards to my grizzly straight/mint long cut.. I just hugged my daughter who I thought would be clueless to this drug I'm using I swallowed my pride opened up to my wife and finally set some doctor appointments.. Long story with doctors but I think I'm superman but obviously not.. But anyways I even started looking around the Internet regarding quitting tobacco and came along KTC and really looking forward to be in communications with people that can relate and understand... Anyways so sorry again for run ons and no punctuation Iam on my phone posting here and still a vegetable at the moment I mean eight years with a dip in four hour intervals 3-5 dips a day is a transition but its a piece of cake!!!!!! Just looking forward to the ice cream!!!
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Cray there are a lot of Marines here that will be getting a hold of you. As for myself, your telling about your daughter almost brought me to tears. I can tell you that even though I am newly quit, if you sack up and make it through the withdrawals things will get better. There are a lot of fucking bad ass quitters in here. Listen to them. Read. Learn about our addiction. It is not simply a habit. Our brains have been tricked by a substance that is a natural pesticide.Go to the welcome center and learn how to post roll. It's what we do every day. You can do this but you have to really, really want to be quit. For yourself. Nobody else. Not even your family. You have to develop a true heartfelt hate for nicotine and the big lie. Read, learn. Knowledge is power.
Welcome!
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Cray there are a lot of Marines here that will be getting a hold of you. As for myself, your telling about your daughter almost brought me to tears. I can tell you that even though I am newly quit, if you sack up and make it through the withdrawals things will get better. There are a lot of fucking bad ass quitters in here. Listen to them. Read. Learn about our addiction. It is not simply a habit. Our brains have been tricked by a substance that is a natural pesticide.Go to the welcome center and learn how to post roll. It's what we do every day. You can do this but you have to really, really want to be quit. For yourself. Nobody else. Not even your family. You have to develop a true heartfelt hate for nicotine and the big lie. Read, learn. Knowledge is power.
Welcome!
Yes sir!!!! Hell yea bud Ty for the knowledge... I'm on day 30/31 and its a good fight but shit I tell ya bud I haven't got off this website for a day and a half practically straight through... I love it just to know I not Alone and were all in this fox hole together and together well prevail... I'm new but glad I found a site like this.
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Damn it can't sleep wife and kids sound asleep... Any brother or sister going through the insomnia and constant migraines where u feel like a vegetable!??
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Damn it can't sleep wife and kids sound asleep... Any brother or sister going through the insomnia and constant migraines where u feel like a vegetable!??
I don't have headaches. But my sleep is all screwed up. I pretty much wake up at 330 or 400 every morning. That being said overall I feel tons better. From what I hear the sleep patterns will normalize. Congrats on being quit. And welcome to KTC. This is definitely the place to be if you want nicotine out of your life. One day at a time brother, I quit with you today.
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Damn it can't sleep wife and kids sound asleep... Any brother or sister going through the insomnia and constant migraines where u feel like a vegetable!??
I don't have headaches. But my sleep is all screwed up. I pretty much wake up at 330 or 400 every morning. That being said overall I feel tons better. From what I hear the sleep patterns will normalize. Congrats on being quit. And welcome to KTC. This is definitely the place to be if you want nicotine out of your life. One day at a time brother, I quit with you today.
Likewise bud, I'm on the 6am to 1pm schedule.. Looking forward to normality in due time. And congrats bud on your quit.. That's awesome you got few weeks ahead of me. So how's your focus and concentration levels right now bro?
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Damn it can't sleep wife and kids sound asleep... Any brother or sister going through the insomnia and constant migraines where u feel like a vegetable!??
I don't have headaches. But my sleep is all screwed up. I pretty much wake up at 330 or 400 every morning. That being said overall I feel tons better. From what I hear the sleep patterns will normalize. Congrats on being quit. And welcome to KTC. This is definitely the place to be if you want nicotine out of your life. One day at a time brother, I quit with you today.
Likewise bud, I'm on the 6am to 1pm schedule.. Looking forward to normality in due time. And congrats bud on your quit.. That's awesome you got few weeks ahead of me. So how's your focus and concentration levels right now bro?
Glad to see that you found the site use all of it to its advantage get to posting roll like you are doing get some numbers for accountability it was once said to stick around and make some friends also remember it is done one day at a time
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Wow!!! Still new to this site but its a life saver!!! 70% of my stress and dip cravings just drowned. Myself and my ol lAdy hasn't argued in quite some time.. But awhile Ago it was interesting and OMG grizzly was screaming for me!!! And I came to my vehicle and as I sit here before I turn on the ignition I got on Ktc and wow!!!! Seeing Dave and grizzly on here for thee daily post the two gentleman I have spoken with.. It was a huge stress releif what a site what a foundation for this quit!!!!! I don't know if I'm MAKEINg any sense!!! But because of this site and the bad ass buds in here I'm takeing off to store to not get a can of cancer but semmore flower seeds!!! Fuk yea Ty god and Ty Ktc!!!!!! One day at a time and today Iam quit!!!!!!!!!
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Wow!!! Still new to this site but its a life saver!!! 70% of my stress and dip cravings just drowned. Myself and my ol lAdy hasn't argued in quite some time.. But awhile Ago it was interesting and OMG grizzly was screaming for me!!! And I came to my vehicle and as I sit here before I turn on the ignition I got on Ktc and wow!!!! Seeing Dave and grizzly on here for thee daily post the two gentleman I have spoken with.. It was a huge stress releif what a site what a foundation for this quit!!!!! I don't know if I'm MAKEINg any sense!!! But because of this site and the bad ass buds in here I'm takeing off to store to not get a can of cancer but semmore flower seeds!!! Fuk yea Ty god and Ty Ktc!!!!!! One day at a time and today Iam quit!!!!!!!!!
Remember to get on KTC whenever you are fighting the poison hard; it helps. I can't even think about caving when I start reading anything here. You are winning.
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Wow!!! Still new to this site but its a life saver!!! 70% of my stress and dip cravings just drowned. Myself and my ol lAdy hasn't argued in quite some time.. But awhile Ago it was interesting and OMG grizzly was screaming for me!!! And I came to my vehicle and as I sit here before I turn on the ignition I got on Ktc and wow!!!! Seeing Dave and grizzly on here for thee daily post the two gentleman I have spoken with.. It was a huge stress releif what a site what a foundation for this quit!!!!! I don't know if I'm MAKEINg any sense!!! But because of this site and the bad ass buds in here I'm takeing off to store to not get a can of cancer but semmore flower seeds!!! Fuk yea Ty god and Ty Ktc!!!!!! One day at a time and today Iam quit!!!!!!!!!
Remember to get on KTC whenever you are fighting the poison hard; it helps. I can't even think about caving when I start reading anything here. You are winning.
Proud of you. Stick with it. One day at a time.
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Wow!!! Still new to this site but its a life saver!!! 70% of my stress and dip cravings just drowned. Myself and my ol lAdy hasn't argued in quite some time.. But awhile Ago it was interesting and OMG grizzly was screaming for me!!! And I came to my vehicle and as I sit here before I turn on the ignition I got on Ktc and wow!!!! Seeing Dave and grizzly on here for thee daily post the two gentleman I have spoken with.. It was a huge stress releif what a site what a foundation for this quit!!!!! I don't know if I'm MAKEINg any sense!!! But because of this site and the bad ass buds in here I'm takeing off to store to not get a can of cancer but semmore flower seeds!!! Fuk yea Ty god and Ty Ktc!!!!!! One day at a time and today Iam quit!!!!!!!!!
Remember to get on KTC whenever you are fighting the poison hard; it helps. I can't even think about caving when I start reading anything here. You are winning.
Proud of you. Stick with it. One day at a time.
Nice win. Determination, drive and accountability will get you through. If you made it through that trigger, you can make it though what ever trigger you face today. Post roll and keep you word.
Your making your way to a door. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take to get to this door, but it's so worth it. Settle in, keep your head pointed forward and make you way to the door. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it. Need anything let me know. Quit with you today.
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Wow!!! Still new to this site but its a life saver!!! 70% of my stress and dip cravings just drowned. Myself and my ol lAdy hasn't argued in quite some time.. But awhile Ago it was interesting and OMG grizzly was screaming for me!!! And I came to my vehicle and as I sit here before I turn on the ignition I got on Ktc and wow!!!! Seeing Dave and grizzly on here for thee daily post the two gentleman I have spoken with.. It was a huge stress releif what a site what a foundation for this quit!!!!! I don't know if I'm MAKEINg any sense!!! But because of this site and the bad ass buds in here I'm takeing off to store to not get a can of cancer but semmore flower seeds!!! Fuk yea Ty god and Ty Ktc!!!!!! One day at a time and today Iam quit!!!!!!!!!
Remember to get on KTC whenever you are fighting the poison hard; it helps. I can't even think about caving when I start reading anything here. You are winning.
Proud of you. Stick with it. One day at a time.
Nice win. Determination, drive and accountability will get you through. If you made it through that trigger, you can make it though what ever trigger you face today. Post roll and keep you word.
Your making your way to a door. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take to get to this door, but it's so worth it. Settle in, keep your head pointed forward and make you way to the door. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it. Need anything let me know. Quit with you today.
Great job Armando! Keep your guard up at all times as you are far from cured. Us Devil Dawgs stick together, but we all have to fight our own battles. You have the determination now, keep that up and always remember the shitty days along with the day your daughter opened your eyes.
Stay on course brother and Semper Fi,
Pinched
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Wow!!! Still new to this site but its a life saver!!! 70% of my stress and dip cravings just drowned. Myself and my ol lAdy hasn't argued in quite some time.. But awhile Ago it was interesting and OMG grizzly was screaming for me!!! And I came to my vehicle and as I sit here before I turn on the ignition I got on Ktc and wow!!!! Seeing Dave and grizzly on here for thee daily post the two gentleman I have spoken with.. It was a huge stress releif what a site what a foundation for this quit!!!!! I don't know if I'm MAKEINg any sense!!! But because of this site and the bad ass buds in here I'm takeing off to store to not get a can of cancer but semmore flower seeds!!! Fuk yea Ty god and Ty Ktc!!!!!! One day at a time and today Iam quit!!!!!!!!!
Remember to get on KTC whenever you are fighting the poison hard; it helps. I can't even think about caving when I start reading anything here. You are winning.
Proud of you. Stick with it. One day at a time.
Nice win. Determination, drive and accountability will get you through. If you made it through that trigger, you can make it though what ever trigger you face today. Post roll and keep you word.
Your making your way to a door. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take to get to this door, but it's so worth it. Settle in, keep your head pointed forward and make you way to the door. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it. Need anything let me know. Quit with you today.
Great job Armando! Keep your guard up at all times as you are far from cured. Us Devil Dawgs stick together, but we all have to fight our own battles. You have the determination now, keep that up and always remember the shitty days along with the day your daughter opened your eyes.
Stay on course brother and Semper Fi,
Pinched
Ty my brothers!!!!!
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Wow!!! Still new to this site but its a life saver!!! 70% of my stress and dip cravings just drowned. Myself and my ol lAdy hasn't argued in quite some time.. But awhile Ago it was interesting and OMG grizzly was screaming for me!!! And I came to my vehicle and as I sit here before I turn on the ignition I got on Ktc and wow!!!! Seeing Dave and grizzly on here for thee daily post the two gentleman I have spoken with.. It was a huge stress releif what a site what a foundation for this quit!!!!! I don't know if I'm MAKEINg any sense!!! But because of this site and the bad ass buds in here I'm takeing off to store to not get a can of cancer but semmore flower seeds!!! Fuk yea Ty god and Ty Ktc!!!!!! One day at a time and today Iam quit!!!!!!!!!
Remember to get on KTC whenever you are fighting the poison hard; it helps. I can't even think about caving when I start reading anything here. You are winning.
Proud of you. Stick with it. One day at a time.
Nice win. Determination, drive and accountability will get you through. If you made it through that trigger, you can make it though what ever trigger you face today. Post roll and keep you word.
Your making your way to a door. This door is hard to get to and open. I can't tell you how long it will take to get to this door, but it's so worth it. Settle in, keep your head pointed forward and make you way to the door. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it. Need anything let me know. Quit with you today.
Great job Armando! Keep your guard up at all times as you are far from cured. Us Devil Dawgs stick together, but we all have to fight our own battles. You have the determination now, keep that up and always remember the shitty days along with the day your daughter opened your eyes.
Stay on course brother and Semper Fi,
Pinched
Ty my brothers!!!!!
We know the hell you are going through... Fight like hell every second as need be and get free brother!
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Wow fellas, I must say the fog is lifting incredibly and thanks to this site and hours a day spent reading intros and words of wisdom etc.. Of course combined with flower seeds and daily PT and lots of h20... The sun is brighter the sky is bluer and OMG!!! My beautiful wife is gorgeous!!! I can go on and on.. To sum it up I just wanted to say Ty to all my present brothers and future brothers all the info I've read is so accurate and buds wisdom is so accurate aswell... I just had to vent real quick after the most amazing night with the wife in evry way.. And we've bad a miion nights together but never with out tobacco... So Ty my brothers and Ty KTC for a helping hand in giving my life back I quit with all my brothers today. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!!!
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Wow fellas, I must say the fog is lifting incredibly and thanks to this site and hours a day spent reading intros and words of wisdom etc.. Of course combined with flower seeds and daily PT and lots of h20... The sun is brighter the sky is bluer and OMG!!! My beautiful wife is gorgeous!!! I can go on and on.. To sum it up I just wanted to say Ty to all my present brothers and future brothers all the info I've read is so accurate and buds wisdom is so accurate aswell... I just had to vent real quick after the most amazing night with the wife in evry way.. And we've bad a miion nights together but never with out tobacco... So Ty my brothers and Ty KTC for a helping hand in giving my life back I quit with all my brothers today. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!!!
He glad to have you here and seeing you so active on your first days . Keep on quitting and Merry Christmas to your family
P.S. I hope them dallas cowboys kick some ass
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Morning buds, been torching myself with some extreme PT lately!!! Tear it up men!!! No lazy fat asses!!! Lets do this shit together PT AND KTC!!!! Peanut butter and jelly time!!!!
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Thanks for the contact today.
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Wow fellas, I must say the fog is lifting incredibly and thanks to this site and hours a day spent reading intros and words of wisdom etc.. Of course combined with flower seeds and daily PT and lots of h20... The sun is brighter the sky is bluer and OMG!!! My beautiful wife is gorgeous!!! I can go on and on.. To sum it up I just wanted to say Ty to all my present brothers and future brothers all the info I've read is so accurate and buds wisdom is so accurate aswell... I just had to vent real quick after the most amazing night with the wife in evry way.. And we've bad a miion nights together but never with out tobacco... So Ty my brothers and Ty KTC for a helping hand in giving my life back I quit with all my brothers today. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!!!
Fuck yeah!
This post, gentlemen, is exactly why I love this site. That "small" victory for us (through the worlds eyes) is huge and we all know how great it feels. You're going to get these victories one by one. As you pass each one, remember how muh work you've put in to get here.
Quit doesn't just happen. It is a decision, process, and victory. Every damn day.
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Wow fellas, I must say the fog is lifting incredibly and thanks to this site and hours a day spent reading intros and words of wisdom etc.. Of course combined with flower seeds and daily PT and lots of h20... The sun is brighter the sky is bluer and OMG!!! My beautiful wife is gorgeous!!! I can go on and on.. To sum it up I just wanted to say Ty to all my present brothers and future brothers all the info I've read is so accurate and buds wisdom is so accurate aswell... I just had to vent real quick after the most amazing night with the wife in evry way.. And we've bad a miion nights together but never with out tobacco... So Ty my brothers and Ty KTC for a helping hand in giving my life back I quit with all my brothers today. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!!!
Fuck yeah!
This post, gentlemen, is exactly why I love this site. That "small" victory for us (through the worlds eyes) is huge and we all know how great it feels. You're going to get these victories one by one. As you pass each one, remember how muh work you've put in to get here.
Quit doesn't just happen. It is a decision, process, and victory. Every damn day.
Great stuff!!!
Stay focused, stay strong, most of all stay QUIT!!!!!
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Opinions buddies on smokey mountain??:)
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Wintergreen is not bad, the straight classic are horrible. I like Jakes better
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The wintergreen Is actually pretty good like my friend golfpro said. It is the only one I tried, I tried fake smokey WG on my 17th day or so, and I had the worst anger outbreak I have ever had in my life, for about 2 hours long!!!! I think when I threw that chew in my body was expecting a healthy dose of nicotine and when it realized it wasn't getting anything, I went off the deep end for a bit. But after that I was fine using it. I take a pinch of smokey mountain WG about once every 2-3 days. It is good and I like it. Quit on marine!!!
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Hey buds, just finally after 37 days quit my BBQ flower seeds needed to be replaced. While Iam so confused with this smokey mountain?? I've spent hours researching it and according to its web sites and resources that its ok!! But shit I don't know if its anxiety?! But this wintergreen tastes so similar to grizzly wintergreen that its quite disturbing!! Any others spent time researching "SMOKEY MOUNTAIN"???? Iam a little in the clouds ATM....
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It's nic free so it's fine to use it if you need it.
I dipped 100% of the time I was awake so I assumed that the oral fixation was going to be difficult for me to overcome.
I purchased 4 can of SM and pretty much dipped the first two cans in two days. The third can lasted several days and I didn't even finish the fourth can. Turns out that having nothing in my mouth was a goal for me and I didn't even know it at first.
Do whatever you need to do to keep the nic out of your body.
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SM was too similar for me. All of the old " natural" habits came right back: working it with my tongue, reaching for the spitter, and the pain in my jaw after. I dumped it out after 1 dip.
Unrelated, I combine 4 of your intro threads into this one. Keep using this one. Don't start a new one each time you want to jot down a thought or ask a question.
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It's safe to use and has no nicotine, it's very good to combat craves and triggers, I used it a lot through 2-4 months of my quit, they only sell wintergreen in Walmart in my area, the last few months been hardly using it but keep a couple on hand just in case.
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Hey buds, just finally after 37 days quit my BBQ flower seeds needed to be replaced. While Iam so confused with this smokey mountain?? I've spent hours researching it and according to its web sites and resources that its ok!! But shit I don't know if its anxiety?! But this wintergreen tastes so similar to grizzly wintergreen that its quite disturbing!! Any others spent time researching "SMOKEY MOUNTAIN"???? Iam a little in the clouds ATM....
Hey US. As I tried to quit before I tried using a fake chew. I also found it to be too similar and ended up going back to the real deal. Maybe you should try pumpkin seeds or gum to get through the craves. I still do that at work which is my worst time.
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Is he gone????????????????
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Is he gone????????????????
Think so. Texts to him bounce back.
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Welcome back USMCRAY. Dont think for a minute that you can just sneak back in and start posting in June, without any explination. I know you joined nov 29th and have 51 posts from that day to now. That tells me that you just came here to stop for a bit. You are amongst the wrong people for a fly by stoppage. So awnser these 3 questions, dig deep and awnser them truthfully. Post them in here and your old group, which i beleieve was March or Febuary. We will be waiting.
What Happened ?
Why did it happen ?
What are you going to do differently ?
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Hey ladies and gents I'm back!!! Caved like a pussy thought I was motivated enough to do it with out posting daily because of work,family ladadada!!!got to day 77 and lost sight and got blinded and caved!!! Took fir granted and abandoned my KTC family and Always thought I come back on day 100 to post but didn't get that far!!i can blab on and on but it's not my first time to this rodeo!!! I just got to grab my balls and not be a pussy again and that's what Iam here to do!! As a man I may be man enough to serve my corps abd provide and raise my family and conquer all I've set to conquer!! But obviously wasn't man enough to quit on my own!!! If I can do one day to 77 I can do 777777 days!!! No more excuses or non sense I just got to get it done!!! And to all my brothers from freedom fighters and my future brothers I'm deeply sorry I caved like a pussy but never again and I'm sorry I wasted y'all's time!!! I thought I had my ducks in a row!!! But this brother hood at KTC!!! Is the formula for success!!!! SO LET'S GETTER DONE!!!
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Hey ladies and gents I'm back!!! Caved like a pussy thought I was motivated enough to do it with out posting daily because of work,family ladadada!!!got to day 77 and lost sight and got blinded and caved!!! Took fir granted and abandoned my KTC family and Always thought I come back on day 100 to post but didn't get that far!!i can blab on and on but it's not my first time to this rodeo!!! I just got to grab my balls and not be a pussy again and that's what Iam here to do!! As a man I may be man enough to serve my corps abd provide and raise my family and conquer all I've set to conquer!! But obviously wasn't man enough to quit on my own!!! If I can do one day to 77 I can do 777777 days!!! No more excuses or non sense I just got to get it done!!! And to all my brothers from freedom fighters and my future brothers I'm deeply sorry I caved like a pussy but never again and I'm sorry I wasted y'all's time!!! I thought I had my ducks in a row!!! But this brother hood at KTC!!! Is the formula for success!!!! SO LET'S GETTER DONE!!!
I'm just worried with today bub.
Fuck the future.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you doing differently this time?
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Hey ladies and gents I'm back!!! Caved like a pussy thought I was motivated enough to do it with out posting daily because of work,family ladadada!!!got to day 77 and lost sight and got blinded and caved!!! Took fir granted and abandoned my KTC family and Always thought I come back on day 100 to post but didn't get that far!!i can blab on and on but it's not my first time to this rodeo!!! I just got to grab my balls and not be a pussy again and that's what Iam here to do!! As a man I may be man enough to serve my corps abd provide and raise my family and conquer all I've set to conquer!! But obviously wasn't man enough to quit on my own!!! If I can do one day to 77 I can do 777777 days!!! No more excuses or non sense I just got to get it done!!! And to all my brothers from freedom fighters and my future brothers I'm deeply sorry I caved like a pussy but never again and I'm sorry I wasted y'all's time!!! I thought I had my ducks in a row!!! But this brother hood at KTC!!! Is the formula for success!!!! SO LET'S GETTER DONE!!!
I'm just worried with today bub.
Fuck the future.
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you doing differently this time?
We have a major problem here USMCray. You say you caved on day 77. But you posted roll with us in Feb 2014 on days 78, 79, 81, 82. Please explain yourself.
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Welcome back USMCRAY. Dont think for a minute that you can just sneak back in and start posting in June, without any explination. I know you joined nov 29th and have 51 posts from that day to now. That tells me that you just came here to stop for a bit. You are amongst the wrong people for a fly by stoppage. So awnser these 3 questions, dig deep and awnser them truthfully. Post them in here and your old group, which i beleieve was March or Febuary. We will be waiting.
What Happened ?
Why did it happen ?
What are you going to do differently ? ;Ironman:
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We have a major problem here USMCray. You say you caved on day 77. But you posted roll with us in Feb 2014 on days 78, 79, 81, 82. Please explain yourself.
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Bud I didn't even do the math, haven't had a dip in 12 hours caved last week and the suck with drawback period is kicking my ass.cant sleep or think just want to get back to that happy place I made it to fir a little while.i kidded my self and thought I could do it without posting, but truth is my beautiful wife family and all can't connect and bond in the daily tobacco war as all y'all accomplished brothers. And the only formula is setting the foundation daily with posting roll. And for it to not happen again I can't miss roll call and let myself and y'all down again. Everyone's got a family job and life to live and it speaks volumes of a man I seem like by wasteung y'all's time and wisdom on some one who is a ADDICT!! That's one word I never used on any post on here or with my family but truth is Iam a addict and not the man I thought I was by caving.anyways I apologize I really done know if Ian majoring any sense and luckily for my phone it's spell checking to some degree but i put my self back in the SUCK days and I will get back out of here and take it one day at a time be
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By the way congrats to all of y'all and y'all's continued success and LOYALTY to KTC!!!
I personally surgically removed my vagina last night!!!
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Bud I didn't even do the math, haven't had a dip in 12 hours caved last week and the suck with drawback period is kicking my ass.cant sleep or think just want to get back to that happy place I made it to fir a little while.i kidded my self and thought I could do it without posting, but truth is my beautiful wife family and all can't connect and bond in the daily tobacco war as all y'all accomplished brothers. And the only formula is setting the foundation daily with posting roll. And for it to not happen again I can't miss roll call and let myself and y'all down again. Everyone's got a family job and life to live and it speaks volumes of a man I seem like by wasteung y'all's time and wisdom on some one who is a ADDICT!! That's one word I never used on any post on here or with my family but truth is Iam a addict and not the man I thought I was by caving.anyways I apologize I really done know if Ian majoring any sense and luckily for my phone it's spell checking to some degree but i put my self back in the SUCK days and I will get back out of here and take it one day at a time be
Well you didnt awnser the 3 questions. I would like to point out a part of what you just said, something about the only formula is to post roll daily. Thats wrong bud, thats just part of the formula. You need to be active and involved with your quit, you need to do more than just fly by and drop a number and leave. You need to own your quit, you need to reach out and exchange numbers with multiple quitters, old group and new. You need to change your attitude, its not ok to cave bro. And the reason im saying all this, is because I posted roll for 78 days in the Nov skydivers, i was a 100% poster, and you know what??? I caved. So the formula isnt to just post roll daily. You got to WANT AND OWN THIS BITCH. Now you better awnser those 3 questions, and make it good before the veterans sign on here, they along with febuary and june are going to want true awnsers. QLF USMCRAY, you are a Marine. I know you are mentaly and physically tough. You just have to want it.
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We have a major problem here USMCray. You say you caved on day 77. But you posted roll with us in Feb 2014 on days 78, 79, 81, 82. Please explain yourself.
If this is true, this is the worst fucking offense out there. Caving is one thing but posting roll while under the influence of nicotine is inexcusable.
That tears at the spirit of this brotherhood. This is all built on trust. If you don't want to be quit, then don't quit. Do not say you are quit when you have a chew in. That is a kick in the nuts to everyone who has balls enough to quit.
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We have a major problem here USMCray. You say you caved on day 77. But you posted roll with us in Feb 2014 on days 78, 79, 81, 82. Please explain yourself.
If this is true, this is the worst fucking offense out there. Caving is one thing but posting roll while under the influence of nicotine is inexcusable.
That tears at the spirit of this brotherhood. This is all built on trust. If you don't want to be quit, then don't quit. Do not say you are quit when you have a chew in. That is a kick in the nuts to everyone who has balls enough to quit.
Usmcray, I wish you would clarify the date of your cave.
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Welcome back USMCRAY. Dont think for a minute that you can just sneak back in and start posting in June, without any explination. I know you joined nov 29th and have 51 posts from that day to now. That tells me that you just came here to stop for a bit. You are amongst the wrong people for a fly by stoppage. So awnser these 3 questions, dig deep and awnser them truthfully. Post them in here and your old group, which i beleieve was March or Febuary. We will be waiting.
What Happened ?
Why did it happen ?
What are you going to do differently ? ;Ironman:
Let's get with the program here. I'm holding you to a higher standard here brother. You of all peeps here knows what accountability is so answer the questions that my good friends Winter Green and wastepanel have asked of you.
Answering those questions are you ticket back to the fold. Look, most of us have caved at some points in our quits. You fell of the horse, now, get back on answer the questions here, your old group, and your new group.
Here are the questions again that you need to answer:
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you doing differently this time?
Check your PM too!
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We have a major problem here USMCray. You say you caved on day 77. But you posted roll with us in Feb 2014 on days 78, 79, 81, 82. Please explain yourself.
If this is true, this is the worst fucking offense out there. Caving is one thing but posting roll while under the influence of nicotine is inexcusable.
That tears at the spirit of this brotherhood. This is all built on trust. If you don't want to be quit, then don't quit. Do not say you are quit when you have a chew in. That is a kick in the nuts to everyone who has balls enough to quit.
Usmcray, I wish you would clarify the date of your cave.
Hey USMCray, I apologize to you. I am very sorry. I read the wrong line on the spreadsheet. Your last post in our group was on your day 71, 1/29/2014.
Again, I sincerely apologize for calling you out on that. I made a mistake in reading the spreadsheet, and read the line below yours. And a big thanks to Dave1903 for calling me and letting me know.
That being said, it would be very good for you thoughtfully answer the three questions and fully commit yourself to the this program.
I quit with you today. Don't miss roll call.
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We have a major problem here USMCray. You say you caved on day 77. But you posted roll with us in Feb 2014 on days 78, 79, 81, 82. Please explain yourself.
If this is true, this is the worst fucking offense out there. Caving is one thing but posting roll while under the influence of nicotine is inexcusable.
That tears at the spirit of this brotherhood. This is all built on trust. If you don't want to be quit, then don't quit. Do not say you are quit when you have a chew in. That is a kick in the nuts to everyone who has balls enough to quit.
Usmcray, I wish you would clarify the date of your cave.
Hey USMCray, I apologize to you. I am very sorry. I read the wrong line on the spreadsheet. Your last post in our group was on your day 71, 1/29/2014.
Again, I sincerely apologize for calling you out on that. I made a mistake in reading the spreadsheet, and read the line below yours. And a big thanks to Dave1903 for calling me and letting me know.
That being said, it would be very good for you thoughtfully answer the three questions and fully commit yourself to the this program.
I quit with you today. Don't miss roll call.
BAD GRIZZLY, NO NO!!! * Swats him with a news paper *
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We have a major problem here USMCray. You say you caved on day 77. But you posted roll with us in Feb 2014 on days 78, 79, 81, 82. Please explain yourself.
If this is true, this is the worst fucking offense out there. Caving is one thing but posting roll while under the influence of nicotine is inexcusable.
That tears at the spirit of this brotherhood. This is all built on trust. If you don't want to be quit, then don't quit. Do not say you are quit when you have a chew in. That is a kick in the nuts to everyone who has balls enough to quit.
Usmcray, I wish you would clarify the date of your cave.
Hey USMCray, I apologize to you. I am very sorry. I read the wrong line on the spreadsheet. Your last post in our group was on your day 71, 1/29/2014.
Again, I sincerely apologize for calling you out on that. I made a mistake in reading the spreadsheet, and read the line below yours. And a big thanks to Dave1903 for calling me and letting me know.
That being said, it would be very good for you thoughtfully answer the three questions and fully commit yourself to the this program.
I quit with you today. Don't miss roll call.
BAD GRIZZLY, NO NO!!! * Swats him with a news paper *
I deserve that. I feel horrible.
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Welcome back USMCRAY. Dont think for a minute that you can just sneak back in and start posting in June, without any explination. I know you joined nov 29th and have 51 posts from that day to now. That tells me that you just came here to stop for a bit. You are amongst the wrong people for a fly by stoppage. So awnser these 3 questions, dig deep and awnser them truthfully.  Post them in here and your old group, which i beleieve was March or Febuary. We will be waiting.
What Happened ?
Why did it happen ?
What are you going to do differently ? ;Ironman:
Let's get with the program here. I'm holding you to a higher standard here brother. You of all peeps here knows what accountability is so answer the questions that my good friends Winter Green and wastepanel have asked of you.
Answering those questions are you ticket back to the fold. Look, most of us have caved at some points in our quits. You fell of the horse, now, get back on answer the questions here, your old group, and your new group.
Here are the questions again that you need to answer:
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you doing differently this time?
Check your PM too!
Back on topic.
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Welcome back USMCRAY. Dont think for a minute that you can just sneak back in and start posting in June, without any explination. I know you joined nov 29th and have 51 posts from that day to now. That tells me that you just came here to stop for a bit. You are amongst the wrong people for a fly by stoppage. So awnser these 3 questions, dig deep and awnser them truthfully.  Post them in here and your old group, which i beleieve was March or Febuary. We will be waiting.
What Happened ?
Why did it happen ?
What are you going to do differently ? ;Ironman:
Let's get with the program here. I'm holding you to a higher standard here brother. You of all peeps here knows what accountability is so answer the questions that my good friends Winter Green and wastepanel have asked of you.
Answering those questions are you ticket back to the fold. Look, most of us have caved at some points in our quits. You fell of the horse, now, get back on answer the questions here, your old group, and your new group.
Here are the questions again that you need to answer:
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you doing differently this time?
Check your PM too!
Back on topic.
Bump
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Come on Devil Dawg...take your life back, own up confess and let's move on. You have many KTC Veterans, some fellow Marines and many others ready to support you but the questions need to be answered. None of us need to hear the answers to the questions but you yourself need to be honest with the answers because they help you much more than the do anyone else.
1 - What Happened?
2 - Why did it happen?
3 - What are you going to do differently?
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Bud I didn't even do the math, haven't had a dip in 12 hours caved last week and the suck with drawback period is kicking my ass.cant sleep or think just want to get back to that happy place I made it to fir a little while.i kidded my self and thought I could do it without posting, but truth is my beautiful wife family and all can't connect and bond in the daily tobacco war as all y'all accomplished brothers. And the only formula is setting the foundation daily with posting roll. And for it to not happen again I can't miss roll call and let myself and y'all down again. Everyone's got a family job and life to live and it speaks volumes of a man I seem like by wasteung y'all's time and wisdom on some one who is a ADDICT!! That's one word I never used on any post on here or with my family but truth is Iam a addict and not the man I thought I was by caving.anyways I apologize I really done know if Ian majoring any sense and luckily for my phone it's spell checking to some degree but i put my self back in the SUCK days and I will get back out of here and take it one day at a time be
Was just checking who's hitting milestones this week and saw "USMCRay hits the hall", and realized this is the same USMCRay that I called out in support in the June roll this morning. I'm not predicating my support based on the posting of the responses to the 3 questions, but I would like to know I'm backing someone who's serious about his quit. Your post earlier today was understandably rambling and convoluted from the suck setting in again, but it looked like there were some elements of coherent responses to the questions. So, at the risk of beating a dead horse:
1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What are you going to do differently?
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Sorry fellas, just got a chance to respond but ok
I really didn't my wife's situation out there but she gave me permission too.
What happened-I caved with health scares with evryone in my family eceythung is good except my wife got diagnosed with lupus last week. My wife has more balls and takes it head on I take it head on in front of her and my kids but truth is only 28 years old and she's my world.i put my self in a dark place where just a pinch n a can were my only light in my tunnel.so I let the nic bitch ass rape me and convince me just one pinch to continue to cope.
So of course evey day stresses thatvevryone has but just the wife situation was the straw.
So the nic bitch took my manhood at my weakest point.
And this time I must stay more involved with my group because I was strongest WHEn I was involved with my freedom fighter brothers.then drifted away thinking I could do it by myself. And life kicked me in the nuts and for abandoning my Ktc brothers the nic bitch convinced me she was all I had and needed to stay strong for my wife.
And brothers I didn't come to sneak In and post roll on same account.i just thought the process would require a couple of weeks at least before I got any communication.and brothers give it to me I spent so much time reading and reading from November to December and I seen the tough love so feel free to call me a pussy a cum bubble,dick head etc.. I caved like a vagina and dared showed my face back to the brothers I gave my word to I wouldn't without asking permission or calling it rain.
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Sorry fellas, just got a chance to respond but ok
I really didn't my wife's situation out there but she gave me permission too.
What happened-I caved with health scares with evryone in my family eceythung is good except my wife got diagnosed with lupus last week. My wife has more balls and takes it head on I take it head on in front of her and my kids but truth is only 28 years old and she's my world.i put my self in a dark place where just a pinch n a can were my only light in my tunnel.so I let the nic bitch ass rape me and convince me just one pinch to continue to cope.
So of course evey day stresses thatvevryone has but just the wife situation was the straw.
So the nic bitch took my manhood at my weakest point.
And this time I must stay more involved with my group because I was strongest WHEn I was involved with my freedom fighter brothers.then drifted away thinking I could do it by myself. And life kicked me in the nuts and for abandoning my Ktc brothers the nic bitch convinced me she was all I had and needed to stay strong for my wife.
And brothers I didn't come to sneak In and post roll on same account.i just thought the process would require a couple of weeks at least before I got any communication.and brothers give it to me I spent so much time reading and reading from November to December and I seen the tough love so feel free to call me a pussy a cum bubble,dick head etc.. I caved like a vagina and dared showed my face back to the brothers I gave my word to I wouldn't without asking permission or calling it rain.
You and I had struck the deal that you had to get my permission to cave. And I had to to do the Same if I was going to cave. I'm glad you remember that and I hope you feel like shit.
Here is how it works (and don't fuck it up this time):
You post roll every morning with your new June group
You post roll every afternoon with your old FEB Group
You send PMs to at least 30 people in your new group and give them your number and ask for theirs
You text them and make the deal we struck
You don't miss a day of roll call, be a leader. Show them how someone quits every day.
Now remember when you post roll that is your promise to not use nicotine. So you have to honor your word.
Now please answer this question:
How do you predict you will fuck up this time?
My suggestion:i
List off all the ways you can think of that will make you fuck up your quit. Refer to that list whenever you think you're going to cave.
Don't go this alone this time. Be man enough to be completely honest with yourself. You are addicted to something that will kill you. Quit.
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Sorry fellas, just got a chance to respond but ok
I really didn't my wife's situation out there but she gave me permission too.
What happened-I caved with health scares with evryone in my family eceythung is good except my wife got diagnosed with lupus last week. My wife has more balls and takes it head on I take it head on in front of her and my kids but truth is only 28 years old and she's my world.i put my self in a dark place where just a pinch n a can were my only light in my tunnel.so I let the nic bitch ass rape me and convince me just one pinch to continue to cope.
So of course evey day stresses thatvevryone has but just the wife situation was the straw.
So the nic bitch took my manhood at my weakest point.
And this time I must stay more involved with my group because I was strongest WHEn I was involved with my freedom fighter brothers.then drifted away thinking I could do it by myself. And life kicked me in the nuts and for abandoning my Ktc brothers the nic bitch convinced me she was all I had and needed to stay strong for my wife.
And brothers I didn't come to sneak In and post roll on same account.i just thought the process would require a couple of weeks at least before I got any communication.and brothers give it to me I spent so much time reading and reading from November to December and I seen the tough love so feel free to call me a pussy a cum bubble,dick head etc.. I caved like a vagina and dared showed my face back to the brothers I gave my word to I wouldn't without asking permission or calling it rain.
Damn, another one bites the dust. Oh well. Hey wait a minute, didn't I hear something before like:
1 Problem + nicotine = 2 Problems
Maybe it went like this for you USM. Your wife got cured of lupus because you dipped! Did that happen? Oh maybe you actually felt better about the fact that your wife now has lupus since you dipped the cancer dirt again. Maybe you actually saw the light at the end of the tunnel because you took a dip.
Yeah,, none of this probably happened. You are going to have to get to a place in your mind that can tell you that you don't dip anymore when things like this come up again. Sorry I'm a little behind here, but it has kept me out of trouble many times. I just don't dip anymore. Think about it.....
There isn't Any raping going on, there isn't anybody slapping you around out there to make you dip. You just have to stay quit dude and that is it!!!!!!!!
Now when you said I've got to stay more involved with my group, and I drifted away, those things rang true and you need to remember those things. This drug is serious shit. It isn't something you can fool around with and quit when you want and dip when you want. I'm at 160 today and still think about it. I'm not going to dip it, but I know I don't have it in me to quit by myself.... Have a nice day!!!
DOC
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USMCray,
Glad you came back and admitted your downfalls. However being in your Feb quit group I take it a bit personal as well. If you have time go back and read JDubthe2nd's intro. That dude went through some shitty shit just like you are. He stayed strong.
The difference is he would text us in his group that he was struggling and didn't know what to do. He reached out in his intro. He had a dozen or more people reach out to him when he was having a hard time. I suspect this is why he is days away from the hall and not posting up in June.
Also go read TxTornado's intro. She is dealing with unimaginable medical issues right now and she has hit the HOF.
It looks like you have answered questions 1 and 2, I still haven't seen an answer to 3. I see what Griz put together for you as a plan. What are YOU going to do different this time?
Being a guy myself that caved after 4 years I had to answer what I was going to do different. I am executing on that plan and feel my 99 day quit is stronger than my original 4 year quit. In my 4 year quit I didn't have anyone to reach out to as I had walked away from the site. Now I can't go a damned day missing a post without hearing from Griz and Dave. If it hits 5-6PM I'm getting texts, and I am grateful that these guys look out for me!
Accountability, accountability, accountability. You can't have it simply by posting on a website with a bunch of strangers. You need to get to know these strangers. That way it means something when you post that +1
On a side note my best friends mom has had lupus for years. It's a bit inconvenient but she makes it work. You have my sympathy as does your wife. I hope the best for her, and know you can be her rock without stuffing shit in your face!
My 2 cents. PM me if you want another set of digits to track ya down.
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NO, No, No, No NO!!!!!!
If another caver calls themselves weak and that is why they caved, just know it pisses me off.
I am a weak addict and never caved to Nicotine since joining KTC. Please correct your thinking and mindset.
Cavers don't cave because of weakness. They cave because they are dumb enough to listen to the nic bitch!
Caving is Stupid
Caving is full of pride - Won't make a call for support (in the weakest moment)
Caving is about not being honest
Caving is about thinking about being quit past today
Caving is a mindfucking scam on self
Weak? That describes me and I haven't caved!!!!!!
If you are weak and want to quit.
You will admit you are addicted and need help
You will be humbled and follow the plan with exactness. Post roll? Every danm day because I know I am weak. Keep my word? Hell yes, addiction can not thrive as a parasite when the host is honest. Think about my quit tomorrow or for the long term? Hell no. I am weak and an addicted mind can't imagine never having it again. Your mind can handle only today. Anyone who forgets that you only quit today still is prideful and doesn't get it yet.
When I am weak, I bust out call, texts, get into chat and scream that I'm in danger. Why do I do that. Because I am weak. I am not afraid to ask or give support.
Any dumb ass planning a cave...Its just too much and you don't want to be talked out of it....Make the call first! If you can not be talked out of it, you'll still cave but reach out first. I promise you, your quit will go to a new level if you call someone you respect.
All addicts are weak. The weak don't cave. The dumb, independent, prideful addict caves.
Rant over.
This is my view of a caver = 'puking' Hey Dog; You like licking up your own vomit?
Caving isn't a result of weakness, your just an addicted dog like quitter. Lick it up but weak doesn't define caving. IMO. Come back if you are weak and want to quit. If you just want to feel better about surrendering....I have no advice for you but you won't feel comfortable here.
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NO, No, No, No NO!!!!!!
If another caver calls themselves weak and that is why they caved, just know it pisses me off.
I am a weak addict and never caved to Nicotine since joining KTC. Please correct your thinking and mindset.
Cavers don't cave because of weakness. They cave because they are dumb enough to listen to the nic bitch!
Caving is Stupid
Caving is full of pride - Won't make a call for support (in the weakest moment)
Caving is about not being honest
Caving is about thinking about being quit past today
Caving is a mindfucking scam on self
Weak? That describes me and I haven't caved!!!!!!
If you are weak and want to quit.
You will admit you are addicted and need help
You will be humbled and follow the plan with exactness. Post roll? Every danm day because I know I am weak. Keep my word? Hell yes, addiction can not thrive as a parasite when the host is honest. Think about my quit tomorrow or for the long term? Hell no. I am weak and an addicted mind can't imagine never having it again. Your mind can handle only today. Anyone who forgets that you only quit today still is prideful and doesn't get it yet.
When I am weak, I bust out call, texts, get into chat and scream that I'm in danger. Why do I do that. Because I am weak. I am not afraid to ask or give support.
Any dumb ass planning a cave...Its just too much and you don't want to be talked out of it....Make the call first! If you can not be talked out of it, you'll still cave but reach out first. I promise you, your quit will go to a new level if you call someone you respect.
All addicts are weak. The weak don't cave. The dumb, independent, prideful addict caves.
Rant over.
This is my view of a caver = 'puking' Hey Dog; You like licking up your own vomit?
You're not weak, your just an addicted dog like quitter. Lick it up but weak doesn't define a quitter IMO. Come back if you are weak and want to quit. If you just want to feel better about surrendering....I have no advice for you but you won't feel comfortable here.
Don't think past today really strikes a chord with me.....don't mindfuck yourself that way....Worry about today, because that is the only place you will ever live
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My brothers and sisters being quit, makes me quit. Brothers caving makes me want to cave. Please, no more caving. My point::: if you read the words of recent cavers one thing stands out, THEY ALL THOUGHT THIS BROTHERHOOD HERE AT KTC WAS NOT NECESSARY AND THEY COULD DO IT ALONE. Make no mistake, posting roll is your way to being quit. You don't have to post on everybody's intro or support every quitter out there. Just post roll and keep your word. Amen
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Roger that buds, damn! But it's gospel and the truth reading y'all's posts.TY, and today this addict is quit.
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Sorry fellas, just got a chance to respond but ok
I really didn't my wife's situation out there but she gave me permission too.
What happened-I caved with health scares with evryone in my family eceythung is good except my wife got diagnosed with lupus last week. My wife has more balls and takes it head on I take it head on in front of her and my kids but truth is only 28 years old and she's my world.i put my self in a dark place where just a pinch n a can were my only light in my tunnel.so I let the nic bitch ass rape me and convince me just one pinch to continue to cope.
So of course evey day stresses thatvevryone has but just the wife situation was the straw.
So the nic bitch took my manhood at my weakest point.
And this time I must stay more involved with my group because I was strongest WHEn I was involved with my freedom fighter brothers.then drifted away thinking I could do it by myself. And life kicked me in the nuts and for abandoning my Ktc brothers the nic bitch convinced me she was all I had and needed to stay strong for my wife.
And brothers I didn't come to sneak In and post roll on same account.i just thought the process would require a couple of weeks at least before I got any communication.and brothers give it to me I spent so much time reading and reading from November to December and I seen the tough love so feel free to call me a pussy a cum bubble,dick head etc.. I caved like a vagina and dared showed my face back to the brothers I gave my word to I wouldn't without asking permission or calling it rain.
You and I had struck the deal that you had to get my permission to cave. And I had to to do the Same if I was going to cave. I'm glad you remember that and I hope you feel like shit.
Here is how it works (and don't fuck it up this time):
You post roll every morning with your new June group
You post roll every afternoon with your old FEB Group
You send PMs to at least 30 people in your new group and give them your number and ask for theirs
You text them and make the deal we struck
You don't miss a day of roll call, be a leader. Show them how someone quits every day.
Now remember when you post roll that is your promise to not use nicotine. So you have to honor your word.
Now please answer this question:
How do you predict you will fuck up this time?
My suggestion:i
List off all the ways you can think of that will make you fuck up your quit. Refer to that list whenever you think you're going to cave.
Don't go this alone this time. Be man enough to be completely honest with yourself. You are addicted to something that will kill you. Quit.
This bad ass quitter is laying a solid quit plan at your feet. If you really want to quit you will listen to these wise quitters and follow their example. Quit doesn't happen on accident. Either follow the quit plan laid out or come up with your own. If your plan is to be more involved and post roll daily then please be specific. I am going to post my daily promise in (x) number of groups daily which includes my old and new group. I am going to exchange numbers with (x) number of people who I will hold accountable and who will hold me accountable.
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Sorry fellas, just got a chance to respond but ok
I really didn't my wife's situation out there but she gave me permission too.
What happened-I caved with health scares with evryone in my family eceythung is good except my wife got diagnosed with lupus last week. My wife has more balls and takes it head on I take it head on in front of her and my kids but truth is only 28 years old and she's my world.i put my self in a dark place where just a pinch n a can were my only light in my tunnel.so I let the nic bitch ass rape me and convince me just one pinch to continue to cope.
So of course evey day stresses thatvevryone has but just the wife situation was the straw.
So the nic bitch took my manhood at my weakest point.
And this time I must stay more involved with my group because I was strongest WHEn I was involved with my freedom fighter brothers.then drifted away thinking I could do it by myself. And life kicked me in the nuts and for abandoning my Ktc brothers the nic bitch convinced me she was all I had and needed to stay strong for my wife.
And brothers I didn't come to sneak In and post roll on same account.i just thought the process would require a couple of weeks at least before I got any communication.and brothers give it to me I spent so much time reading and reading from November to December and I seen the tough love so feel free to call me a pussy a cum bubble,dick head etc.. I caved like a vagina and dared showed my face back to the brothers I gave my word to I wouldn't without asking permission or calling it rain.
You and I had struck the deal that you had to get my permission to cave. And I had to to do the Same if I was going to cave. I'm glad you remember that and I hope you feel like shit.
Here is how it works (and don't fuck it up this time):
You post roll every morning with your new June group
You post roll every afternoon with your old FEB Group
You send PMs to at least 30 people in your new group and give them your number and ask for theirs
You text them and make the deal we struck
You don't miss a day of roll call, be a leader. Show them how someone quits every day.
Now remember when you post roll that is your promise to not use nicotine. So you have to honor your word.
Now please answer this question:
How do you predict you will fuck up this time?
My suggestion:i
List off all the ways you can think of that will make you fuck up your quit. Refer to that list whenever you think you're going to cave.
Don't go this alone this time. Be man enough to be completely honest with yourself. You are addicted to something that will kill you. Quit.
This bad ass quitter is laying a solid quit plan at your feet. If you really want to quit you will listen to these wise quitters and follow their example. Quit doesn't happen on accident. Either follow the quit plan laid out or come up with your own. If your plan is to be more involved and post roll daily then please be specific. I am going to post my daily promise in (x) number of groups daily which includes my old and new group. I am going to exchange numbers with (x) number of people who I will hold accountable and who will hold me accountable.
Are we still quit here, What group is he in?
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Sorry fellas, just got a chance to respond but ok
I really didn't my wife's situation out there but she gave me permission too.
What happened-I caved with health scares with evryone in my family eceythung is good except my wife got diagnosed with lupus last week. My wife has more balls and takes it head on I take it head on in front of her and my kids but truth is only 28 years old and she's my world.i put my self in a dark place where just a pinch n a can were my only light in my tunnel.so I let the nic bitch ass rape me and convince me just one pinch to continue to cope.
So of course evey day stresses thatvevryone has but just the wife situation was the straw.
So the nic bitch took my manhood at my weakest point.
And this time I must stay more involved with my group because I was strongest WHEn I was involved with my freedom fighter brothers.then drifted away thinking I could do it by myself. And life kicked me in the nuts and for abandoning my Ktc brothers the nic bitch convinced me she was all I had and needed to stay strong for my wife.
And brothers I didn't come to sneak In and post roll on same account.i just thought the process would require a couple of weeks at least before I got any communication.and brothers give it to me I spent so much time reading and reading from November to December and I seen the tough love so feel free to call me a pussy a cum bubble,dick head etc.. I caved like a vagina and dared showed my face back to the brothers I gave my word to I wouldn't without asking permission or calling it rain.
You and I had struck the deal that you had to get my permission to cave. And I had to to do the Same if I was going to cave. I'm glad you remember that and I hope you feel like shit.
Here is how it works (and don't fuck it up this time):
You post roll every morning with your new June group
You post roll every afternoon with your old FEB Group
You send PMs to at least 30 people in your new group and give them your number and ask for theirs
You text them and make the deal we struck
You don't miss a day of roll call, be a leader. Show them how someone quits every day.
Now remember when you post roll that is your promise to not use nicotine. So you have to honor your word.
Now please answer this question:
How do you predict you will fuck up this time?
My suggestion:i
List off all the ways you can think of that will make you fuck up your quit. Refer to that list whenever you think you're going to cave.
Don't go this alone this time. Be man enough to be completely honest with yourself. You are addicted to something that will kill you. Quit.
This bad ass quitter is laying a solid quit plan at your feet. If you really want to quit you will listen to these wise quitters and follow their example. Quit doesn't happen on accident. Either follow the quit plan laid out or come up with your own. If your plan is to be more involved and post roll daily then please be specific. I am going to post my daily promise in (x) number of groups daily which includes my old and new group. I am going to exchange numbers with (x) number of people who I will hold accountable and who will hold me accountable.
Are we still quit here, What group is he in?
No clue. June.
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Sorry fellas, just got a chance to respond but ok
I really didn't my wife's situation out there but she gave me permission too.
What happened-I caved with health scares with evryone in my family eceythung is good except my wife got diagnosed with lupus last week. My wife has more balls and takes it head on I take it head on in front of her and my kids but truth is only 28 years old and she's my world.i put my self in a dark place where just a pinch n a can were my only light in my tunnel.so I let the nic bitch ass rape me and convince me just one pinch to continue to cope.
So of course evey day stresses thatvevryone has but just the wife situation was the straw.
So the nic bitch took my manhood at my weakest point.
And this time I must stay more involved with my group because I was strongest WHEn I was involved with my freedom fighter brothers.then drifted away thinking I could do it by myself. And life kicked me in the nuts and for abandoning my Ktc brothers the nic bitch convinced me she was all I had and needed to stay strong for my wife.
And brothers I didn't come to sneak In and post roll on same account.i just thought the process would require a couple of weeks at least before I got any communication.and brothers give it to me I spent so much time reading and reading from November to December and I seen the tough love so feel free to call me a pussy a cum bubble,dick head etc.. I caved like a vagina and dared showed my face back to the brothers I gave my word to I wouldn't without asking permission or calling it rain.
You and I had struck the deal that you had to get my permission to cave. And I had to to do the Same if I was going to cave. I'm glad you remember that and I hope you feel like shit.
Here is how it works (and don't fuck it up this time):
You post roll every morning with your new June group
You post roll every afternoon with your old FEB Group
You send PMs to at least 30 people in your new group and give them your number and ask for theirs
You text them and make the deal we struck
You don't miss a day of roll call, be a leader. Show them how someone quits every day.
Now remember when you post roll that is your promise to not use nicotine. So you have to honor your word.
Now please answer this question:
How do you predict you will fuck up this time?
My suggestion:i
List off all the ways you can think of that will make you fuck up your quit. Refer to that list whenever you think you're going to cave.
Don't go this alone this time. Be man enough to be completely honest with yourself. You are addicted to something that will kill you. Quit.
This bad ass quitter is laying a solid quit plan at your feet. If you really want to quit you will listen to these wise quitters and follow their example. Quit doesn't happen on accident. Either follow the quit plan laid out or come up with your own. If your plan is to be more involved and post roll daily then please be specific. I am going to post my daily promise in (x) number of groups daily which includes my old and new group. I am going to exchange numbers with (x) number of people who I will hold accountable and who will hold me accountable.
Are we still quit here, What group is he in?
I apoligize now if im jumping to conclusions. But your last activity was March 2nd, and I sent you a text this morning with no reply. I guess im going to have to put your number in a glory hole booth. Nobody ignors the WG
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Sorry fellas, just got a chance to respond but ok
I really didn't my wife's situation out there but she gave me permission too.
What happened-I caved with health scares with evryone in my family eceythung is good except my wife got diagnosed with lupus last week. My wife has more balls and takes it head on I take it head on in front of her and my kids but truth is only 28 years old and she's my world.i put my self in a dark place where just a pinch n a can were my only light in my tunnel.so I let the nic bitch ass rape me and convince me just one pinch to continue to cope.
So of course evey day stresses thatvevryone has but just the wife situation was the straw.
So the nic bitch took my manhood at my weakest point.
And this time I must stay more involved with my group because I was strongest WHEn I was involved with my freedom fighter brothers.then drifted away thinking I could do it by myself. And life kicked me in the nuts and for abandoning my Ktc brothers the nic bitch convinced me she was all I had and needed to stay strong for my wife.
And brothers I didn't come to sneak In and post roll on same account.i just thought the process would require a couple of weeks at least before I got any communication.and brothers give it to me I spent so much time reading and reading from November to December and I seen the tough love so feel free to call me a pussy a cum bubble,dick head etc.. I caved like a vagina and dared showed my face back to the brothers I gave my word to I wouldn't without asking permission or calling it rain.
You and I had struck the deal that you had to get my permission to cave. And I had to to do the Same if I was going to cave. I'm glad you remember that and I hope you feel like shit.
Here is how it works (and don't fuck it up this time):
You post roll every morning with your new June group
You post roll every afternoon with your old FEB Group
You send PMs to at least 30 people in your new group and give them your number and ask for theirs
You text them and make the deal we struck
You don't miss a day of roll call, be a leader. Show them how someone quits every day.
Now remember when you post roll that is your promise to not use nicotine. So you have to honor your word.
Now please answer this question:
How do you predict you will fuck up this time?
My suggestion:i
List off all the ways you can think of that will make you fuck up your quit. Refer to that list whenever you think you're going to cave.
Don't go this alone this time. Be man enough to be completely honest with yourself. You are addicted to something that will kill you. Quit.
This bad ass quitter is laying a solid quit plan at your feet. If you really want to quit you will listen to these wise quitters and follow their example. Quit doesn't happen on accident. Either follow the quit plan laid out or come up with your own. If your plan is to be more involved and post roll daily then please be specific. I am going to post my daily promise in (x) number of groups daily which includes my old and new group. I am going to exchange numbers with (x) number of people who I will hold accountable and who will hold me accountable.
Are we still quit here, What group is he in?
I apoligize now if im jumping to conclusions. But your last activity was March 2nd, and I sent you a text this morning with no reply. I guess im going to have to put your number in a glory hole booth. Nobody ignors the WG
This guy is in June, hasn't posted since 2/28. Nothing to see here, no quit, just keep moving,folks.
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Hello my name is Armando also usmcray... Couldn't access my email from the first time I joined but I have a urgent question?) plz!! Respond!! Has anyone had abnormal growths around the upper and bottom lip and inner cheek of any kind some slight bumps beneath the surface of the tissue and other weird feeling growths?? Not easily visible but felt with applied tongue or finger pressure??
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Hello my name is Armando also usmcray... Couldn't access my email from the first time I joined but I have a urgent question?) plz!! Respond!! Has anyone had abnormal growths around the upper and bottom lip and inner cheek of any kind some slight bumps beneath the surface of the tissue and other weird feeling growths?? Not easily visible but felt with applied tongue or finger pressure??
we aren't docs nor do we play one on tv......
it sounds as if you should make an appointment with your personal physician. That is the only way to ascertain your own level of good health....
There are a lot of adverse effects to using smokeless tobacco.....
That said.....we can help you quit....
The first thing we do is post roll in our quit groups.....yours will be October 2014 and can be found here.....
topic/10359552/170/ (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/10359552/170/)
Here is the welcome center.....
forum/55560/ (http://forum.killthecan.org/forum/55560/)
you can learn who we are and the basics here.....go to #3 and learn how to post roll in your group.....
posting roll is your promise to your group and everyone on this site that you will not use any nicotine in any form today.....
Quitting will be the best proactive first step on your journey to freedom and better health.
Let's get started......
let me know if I can help you
mule
ps
I will reset your password on your original account and pm you with the information. Once you get it, pm me back so I can disable your second account....
everybody gets just one......and is held accountable to their original member information.
thanks
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First, you need to answer the 3 questions for what appears to be the third time. As for what is going on with your mouth, I agree with Mule, go to a doctor and get it checked out, literally could be dozens of things. From minor to serious..... Not to sound like a dick but you should be 200+ days quit at this point and Grizzlyhasclaws invested in you the first time and you ignored that, so please if you are going to come around KTC again get serious and lets quit.
For any other newbies reading this, take this for what it is but this quitting is some serious shit and I would bet Armando would love to go back at this point and be 200+ days into his quit!
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Thanks mule, and I definitely agree.i made a appointment for this week just wanted to know if anyone has had similar symptoms in the personal experience..just to ease the mind a little.
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Menace, I would in a heart beat!!!! And yes it's probably minor but then again why gamble and roll the dice for just a few more dips when it can take a half a century or more of life!!!
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Menace, I would in a heart beat!!!! And yes it's probably minor but then again why gamble and roll the dice for just a few more dips when it can take a half a century or more of life!!!
yeah.....was getting to that after I got the multiple membership dealt with.....
you really have a lot of amends to make up for.....
i'll be honest....whether it is the case or not....I've always felt that at some point...there was "one more" that was one "too many".....and for me at least....would be the "catalyst".
again...just makes sense to me.....kind of like when playing Russian roulette.....at some point.....bang.
that said...and I don't mean to sound like an ass regarding your fears.....you need to quit....and not just "stop". Your word is shit on this site.....until you earn the respect and trust back that you squandered.....it is not an easy thing to quit....
your quit will be much harder.....due to your choices....and your failure.
what will you do different this time.....
or are you going to keep playing Russian roulette until........bang.
your call.....your choice....
it would really suck to have found this site.....seen so much success.....have the opportunity to quit successfully and be a part of something so much bigger than yourself or any one of us....and finally gain control of your addiction.....
only to squander that and give in....
and have that failure create a much bigger battle.....
I hope you are fine.....but remember this feeling.....
and stop playing quit.....
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
I had symptoms like that. Mine went away, but be safe. Have them checked out.
I worried for years about bumps and burns in my lip.... Gave up chew a few times because of fear. Each time I found out that I was in the clear, I would start back up again. I was a dumbass. I got lucky. Dunno how much longer that luck would have continued if I had not quit.
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
how bout posting roll......
confirming you are quit......
we've all had "scares"....bumps, patches, raw spots, sore throats that scared the hell out of us.....
I do not know what you have.....or don't have.....you should see your doctor.
I know you have failed at least once.....I did not see where you posted roll on our site yesterday.....
If you want to quit.....post roll and lets get started......we can help you....
if you want assurances that you are ok.....so you can keep on dipping....
you will not find that here.
Your choice....your life.....
As I said....at some point....."one more"....is one "too many"......
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
I had symptoms like that. Mine went away, but be safe. Have them checked out.
I worried for years about bumps and burns in my lip.... Gave up chew a few times because of fear. Each time I found out that I was in the clear, I would start back up again. I was a dumbass. I got lucky. Dunno how much longer that luck would have continued if I had not quit.
People get bumps in their mouth all the time, Usmcray. Dippers and non-dippers alike. I had a bump in my mouth last week, it went away in a couple of days. Hopefully they are the just the result of stress and your recent stoppage from nicotine. I suggest seeing a doctor after another week if you're still concerned.
Are you going to actually quit this time? Or is this just another one of your patented short term stoppages?
Good luck this time. Is this try #4 on KTC? Can you please read the welcome center this time? It would be nice to be able to take you seriously.
Grizclaws (day 257 of no nicotine)
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
I had symptoms like that. Mine went away, but be safe. Have them checked out.
I worried for years about bumps and burns in my lip.... Gave up chew a few times because of fear. Each time I found out that I was in the clear, I would start back up again. I was a dumbass. I got lucky. Dunno how much longer that luck would have continued if I had not quit.
People get bumps in their mouth all the time, Usmcray. Dippers and non-dippers alike. I had a bump in my mouth last week, it went away in a couple of days. Hopefully they are the just the result of stress and your recent stoppage from nicotine. I suggest seeing a doctor after another week if you're still concerned.
Are you going to actually quit this time? Or is this just another one of your patented short term stoppages?
Good luck this time. Is this try #4 on KTC? Can you please read the welcome center this time? It would be nice to be able to take you seriously.
Grizclaws (day 257 of no nicotine)
Just happened to notice USMCray didn't post roll today...
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
I had symptoms like that. Mine went away, but be safe. Have them checked out.
I worried for years about bumps and burns in my lip.... Gave up chew a few times because of fear. Each time I found out that I was in the clear, I would start back up again. I was a dumbass. I got lucky. Dunno how much longer that luck would have continued if I had not quit.
People get bumps in their mouth all the time, Usmcray. Dippers and non-dippers alike. I had a bump in my mouth last week, it went away in a couple of days. Hopefully they are the just the result of stress and your recent stoppage from nicotine. I suggest seeing a doctor after another week if you're still concerned.
Are you going to actually quit this time? Or is this just another one of your patented short term stoppages?
Good luck this time. Is this try #4 on KTC? Can you please read the welcome center this time? It would be nice to be able to take you seriously.
Grizclaws (day 257 of no nicotine)
Just happened to notice USMCray didn't post roll today...
Does that surprise you?
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
I had symptoms like that. Mine went away, but be safe. Have them checked out.
I worried for years about bumps and burns in my lip.... Gave up chew a few times because of fear. Each time I found out that I was in the clear, I would start back up again. I was a dumbass. I got lucky. Dunno how much longer that luck would have continued if I had not quit.
People get bumps in their mouth all the time, Usmcray. Dippers and non-dippers alike. I had a bump in my mouth last week, it went away in a couple of days. Hopefully they are the just the result of stress and your recent stoppage from nicotine. I suggest seeing a doctor after another week if you're still concerned.
Are you going to actually quit this time? Or is this just another one of your patented short term stoppages?
Good luck this time. Is this try #4 on KTC? Can you please read the welcome center this time? It would be nice to be able to take you seriously.
Grizclaws (day 257 of no nicotine)
Just happened to notice USMCray didn't post roll today...
Does that surprise you?
nor did he answer my pm asking why......
*sigh*......
Ole mule pours the Kool-Aid back in the pitcher.....
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
I had symptoms like that. Mine went away, but be safe. Have them checked out.
I worried for years about bumps and burns in my lip.... Gave up chew a few times because of fear. Each time I found out that I was in the clear, I would start back up again. I was a dumbass. I got lucky. Dunno how much longer that luck would have continued if I had not quit.
People get bumps in their mouth all the time, Usmcray. Dippers and non-dippers alike. I had a bump in my mouth last week, it went away in a couple of days. Hopefully they are the just the result of stress and your recent stoppage from nicotine. I suggest seeing a doctor after another week if you're still concerned.
Are you going to actually quit this time? Or is this just another one of your patented short term stoppages?
Good luck this time. Is this try #4 on KTC? Can you please read the welcome center this time? It would be nice to be able to take you seriously.
Grizclaws (day 257 of no nicotine)
Just happened to notice USMCray didn't post roll today...
Does that surprise you?
nor did he answer my pm asking why......
*sigh*......
Ole mule pours the Kool-Aid back in the pitcher.....
He has trouble committing.
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
I had symptoms like that. Mine went away, but be safe. Have them checked out.
I worried for years about bumps and burns in my lip.... Gave up chew a few times because of fear. Each time I found out that I was in the clear, I would start back up again. I was a dumbass. I got lucky. Dunno how much longer that luck would have continued if I had not quit.
People get bumps in their mouth all the time, Usmcray. Dippers and non-dippers alike. I had a bump in my mouth last week, it went away in a couple of days. Hopefully they are the just the result of stress and your recent stoppage from nicotine. I suggest seeing a doctor after another week if you're still concerned.
Are you going to actually quit this time? Or is this just another one of your patented short term stoppages?
Good luck this time. Is this try #4 on KTC? Can you please read the welcome center this time? It would be nice to be able to take you seriously.
Grizclaws (day 257 of no nicotine)
Just happened to notice USMCray didn't post roll today...
Does that surprise you?
nor did he answer my pm asking why......
*sigh*......
Ole mule pours the Kool-Aid back in the pitcher.....
He has trouble committing.
If you play with fire you will get burned.
It sounded more like he needed to justify his addiction. "Whew it's just bumps! Nothing to worry about apparently! Now I can go back to locking a cat turd of death into my lip. Thanks guys, you are the best! See you in a few more months when I have a sore throat and need reassurance that it's probably just allergies".
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Wow!! No one can relate to similar symptoms of any kind as described above?
Could be anything dude. How big are they? There are a lot of saliva ducts around your mouth that feel like bumps. I have a permanent white bump inside my upper lip in the middle near my mouth opening. There is a patch of bumpy skin that I think are also saliva ducts inside my right cheek. I had torn up gums before but now they are smoother. There is still a small something inside my cheek down below the gum line that hasn't gone away. I think it would be fair to join back up with us before soliciting too much advice from anyone here. Best thing I have heard so far and ever heard here is get to a doctor. An oral surgeon would be your best bet or your regular doctor!! Get in October '14 and answer the 3 questions and get quitting. Don't wait to hear the 'news' about your problems.... best excuse you'll ever need to never quit!!!
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Fuck you guys, I don't need to quit. I'm outta here.
Gets a sore in his mouth...frantically runs back here demanding immediate answers about what's going on with his mouth.
Gets some honest replies, that most likely it's nothing, but why continue to tempt fate.
Leaves.
What a fucking asshole.
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Hey pussy, I found your old intro. You gonna post role and quit or are you just gonna use us to.make yourself feel better about your fucked up sore infested mouth and keep dipping.
Oooooorah...you must rally be living again.
Weak sauce.
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I feel used like a cheap whore.
Dude takes what he needs at the moment and takes off!
Fucker.
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He graced the Titan's of October with his presence this fine Sunday evening:
Usmcray-day 7 fuk u
That was it ... nice, dude sigh.
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He graced the Titan's of October with his presence this fine Sunday evening:
Usmcray-day 7 fuk u
That was it ... nice, dude sigh.
Lucky us...
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He graced the Titan's of October with his presence this fine Sunday evening:
Usmcray-day 7 fuk u
That was it ... nice, dude sigh.
Lucky us...
I believe they saved a seat for his ass over at lite. Ktc doesn't need assholes that can't commit to quitting. He tries and fails and repeats. He doesn't belong on this site.
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This fool is making a mockery of this site and it's members.
Take a hike you weak fuck. You don't belong here.
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He graced the Titan's of October with his presence this fine Sunday evening:
Usmcray-day 7 fuk u
That was it ... nice, dude sigh.
Lucky us...
I believe they saved a seat for his ass over at lite. Ktc doesn't need assholes that can't commit to quitting. He tries and fails and repeats. He doesn't belong on this site.
Until he gets some kind of sore, then he frantically comes running back.
Has he answered the 3 questions?
The October group should be ALL OVER his ass.
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He graced the Titan's of October with his presence this fine Sunday evening:
Usmcray-day 7 fuk u
That was it ... nice, dude sigh.
Lucky us...
I believe they saved a seat for his ass over at lite. Ktc doesn't need assholes that can't commit to quitting. He tries and fails and repeats. He doesn't belong on this site.
Until he gets some kind of sore, then he frantically comes running back.
Has he answered the 3 questions?
The October group should be ALL OVER his ass.
They are jumping his ass on their roll call that he shit on. They also just had one of their own cave that is being addressed.
I've never known a marine with as little honor in their word as this guy!
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He graced the Titan's of October with his presence this fine Sunday evening:
Usmcray-day 7 fuk u
That was it ... nice, dude sigh.
Lucky us...
I believe they saved a seat for his ass over at lite. Ktc doesn't need assholes that can't commit to quitting. He tries and fails and repeats. He doesn't belong on this site.
Until he gets some kind of sore, then he frantically comes running back.
Has he answered the 3 questions?
The October group should be ALL OVER his ass.
They are jumping his ass on their roll call that he shit on. They also just had one of their own cave that is being addressed.
I've never known a marine with as little honor in their word as this guy!
Good for them!
I see Minor caved and is out of here. Damn shame...
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The title of this thread contains an error.
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He graced the Titan's of October with his presence this fine Sunday evening:
Usmcray-day 7 fuk u
That was it ... nice, dude sigh.
Lucky us...
I believe they saved a seat for his ass over at lite. Ktc doesn't need assholes that can't commit to quitting. He tries and fails and repeats. He doesn't belong on this site.
Until he gets some kind of sore, then he frantically comes running back.
Has he answered the 3 questions?
The October group should be ALL OVER his ass.
They are jumping his ass on their roll call that he shit on. They also just had one of their own cave that is being addressed.
I've never known a marine with as little honor in their word as this guy!
Good for them!
I see Minor caved and is out of here. Damn shame...
Smells dooshy in here...
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He graced the Titan's of October with his presence this fine Sunday evening:
Usmcray-day 7 fuk u
That was it ... nice, dude sigh.
Lucky us...
I believe they saved a seat for his ass over at lite. Ktc doesn't need assholes that can't commit to quitting. He tries and fails and repeats. He doesn't belong on this site.
Until he gets some kind of sore, then he frantically comes running back.
Has he answered the 3 questions?
The October group should be ALL OVER his ass.
They are jumping his ass on their roll call that he shit on. They also just had one of their own cave that is being addressed.
I've never known a marine with as little honor in their word as this guy!
Good for them!
I see Minor caved and is out of here. Damn shame...
Smells dooshy in here...
Smeds quiefed.
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Afternoon gents!!!!! We'll i don't have three questions to answer I tried the conventional route and it may work for some but not for most!!! I quit and I'm over it and I'm not going to dwell on it!! What's done is done I'm over it.but my new approach on this quit is fuk u tobacco I'm done!!
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
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Afternoon gents!!!!! We'll i don't have three questions to answer I tried the conventional route and it may work for some but not for most!!! I quit and I'm over it and I'm not going to dwell on it!! What's done is done I'm over it.but my new approach on this quit is fuk u tobacco I'm done!!
Might help if you actually typed the word tobacco at the end of your roll post instead of shitting on yet another group of quitters trying to stay quit!
Usmcray - day 8 - fu
Oh wait ... No, it probably won't. 'bang head'
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Afternoon gents!!!!! We'll i don't have three questions to answer I tried the conventional route and it may work for some but not for most!!! I quit and I'm over it and I'm not going to dwell on it!! What's done is done I'm over it.but my new approach on this quit is fuk u tobacco I'm done!!
Might help if you actually typed the word tobacco at the end of your roll post instead of shitting on yet another group of quitters trying to stay quit!
Usmcray - day 8 - fu
Oh wait ... No, it probably won't. 'bang head'
Now it smells dooshier than before. If that's possible.
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This dude is a waste of time.... 'Remshot'
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
Quitting doesn't take balls. Staying QUIT does.
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
Fukin seriously. We all see how well your cup of tea worked last time. I don't give a frogs fat ass how old anybody is. Addiction doesn't pick you by your age.
Maybe if you took the time to understand the three questions and what they can actually do for you instead of using your head as an anal probe you will have a better chance at suceeding than you did last time you jerked us off.
Quit being an asshat, answer the three questions with some self reflection, and learn some humility or find somewhere to quit that you can be an doosh and noone will care.
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
Fukin seriously. We all see how well your cup of tea worked last time. I don't give a frogs fat ass how old anybody is. Addiction doesn't pick you by your age.
Maybe if you took the time to understand the three questions and what they can actually do for you instead of using your head as an anal probe you will have a better chance at suceeding than you did last time you jerked us off.
Quit being an asshat, answer the three questions with some self reflection, and learn some humility or find somewhere to quit that you can be an doosh and noone will care.
'Popcorn'
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
Fukin seriously. We all see how well your cup of tea worked last time. I don't give a frogs fat ass how old anybody is. Addiction doesn't pick you by your age.
Maybe if you took the time to understand the three questions and what they can actually do for you instead of using your head as an anal probe you will have a better chance at suceeding than you did last time you jerked us off.
Quit being an asshat, answer the three questions with some self reflection, and learn some humility or find somewhere to quit that you can be an doosh and noone will care.
I'm done replying to this disrespectful 2 + 7 year old. Waste of time, waste of Kool-Aid ...
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
Fukin seriously. We all see how well your cup of tea worked last time. I don't give a frogs fat ass how old anybody is. Addiction doesn't pick you by your age.
Maybe if you took the time to understand the three questions and what they can actually do for you instead of using your head as an anal probe you will have a better chance at suceeding than you did last time you jerked us off.
Quit being an asshat, answer the three questions with some self reflection, and learn some humility or find somewhere to quit that you can be an doosh and noone will care.
I'm done replying to this disrespectful 2 + 7 year old. Waste of time, waste of Kool-Aid ...
I'm out. Going to support quitters. Find a way that works, USMCRay.
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
Fukin seriously. We all see how well your cup of tea worked last time. I don't give a frogs fat ass how old anybody is. Addiction doesn't pick you by your age.
Maybe if you took the time to understand the three questions and what they can actually do for you instead of using your head as an anal probe you will have a better chance at suceeding than you did last time you jerked us off.
Quit being an asshat, answer the three questions with some self reflection, and learn some humility or find somewhere to quit that you can be an doosh and noone will care.
I'm done replying to this disrespectful 2 + 7 year old. Waste of time, waste of Kool-Aid ...
And who are these bums yapping there gums jumping on the bandwagon shit talking diva bull shit!!! I know who the real troopers are and who I let down now y'all bros can smash me until your blue in the face and it will be relevant and ill respect it I'm evry way... But some newbies talking shit or dudes I never heard a word from when I did fail the first time I quit for 50 days.. So please get off my dick unless u were there from the beginning damn!! Bunch of bandwagon cheer leaders!!
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
Fukin seriously. We all see how well your cup of tea worked last time. I don't give a frogs fat ass how old anybody is. Addiction doesn't pick you by your age.
Maybe if you took the time to understand the three questions and what they can actually do for you instead of using your head as an anal probe you will have a better chance at suceeding than you did last time you jerked us off.
Quit being an asshat, answer the three questions with some self reflection, and learn some humility or find somewhere to quit that you can be an doosh and noone will care.
I'm done replying to this disrespectful 2 + 7 year old. Waste of time, waste of Kool-Aid ...
And who are these bums yapping there gums jumping on the bandwagon shit talking diva bull shit!!! I know who the real troopers are and who I let down now y'all bros can smash me until your blue in the face and it will be relevant and ill respect it I'm evry way... But some newbies talking shit or dudes I never heard a word from when I did fail the first time I quit for 50 days.. So please get off my dick unless u were there from the beginning damn!! Bunch of bandwagon cheer leaders!!
I see neither humility nor the English language are strong points for you. i will ride your ass as I see fit, till you either get with the program or get gone. Your choice.
50 days, that's pretty impressive. 'jerk' Dosen't seem like you learned a thing during that time. What you don't understand is you let everyone on this site down.
'party'
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
You never quit. You're an insult to the word. You stopped for a little bit. Big fucking deal. Any asshole can stop for awhile. You're proof of that.
Yeah, most of us are older than you and have chewed longer but so what? An addict is an addict, regardless of age of time of useage. What, you think you're less addicted because you haven't used as long as me? That's bullshit.
I'm 778-0 since I quit. I'm kicking the ever living shit out of your young, punk ass.
But I wish I wasn't, because this isn't a competition. This isn't young guys vs old guys. This is US vs nicotine.
I wish you would listen to us old guys and get with the program, rather than deflect your failure by shifting the attention to our age. I wish we were fighting side by side.
Instead your ego is doing all the talking while your brain is stuck up your ass.
I don't get how you "tried" the 3 questions, but they didn't work? Can you explain that a little better.
You obviously were not humbled by your failure, and it's obvious you didn't learn anything from it.
So what I see here, is a young punk who is scared shirtless to quit. A pussy who despite ripping on us "old guys" came running back looking for our advice when you had some sores in your mouth. Someone who thinks they have it all figured out but has no fucking clue.
A straight up bitch.
You don't want to be here, so just move along you little bitch.
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We exchanged pm's a few days ago regarding symptoms that you had... bumps under the skin and the like. I went a bit gentle on you, cause it seemed like you were freaked out... I can see that may have been a mistake
I knew this guy, had a sore throat for a while. Went to the doctor... diagnosed with throat cancer.
He's dead now. Died in December of 2011. 51 years old. His name was Keith, and he was my older brother.
That means at 27 his life was more than half over.
Think about it.
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If you feel you are above answering the 3 questions then you don't belong here. You have been given multiple chances. You think the KTC way doesn't work and you know how it's done then get the hell off KTC and do it yourself. Until you do things the way that has proven to work then you will not succeed.
By the way when you jump on roll call and say fuk you and then get pissed because of how it was read and then tell everyone fuck you again....you are an asshole! You deserve no respect because you give no respect... you are worthless to the site because your word means nothing...Do everyone a favor and go to quitsmokeless.org. You have a better chance with them because clearly you don't get what this site is all about.
I'm not get in to a major childish diva back and forth with some old folks regarding chewing tobacco when over half of y'all got me in chewing by years if not decades!!! If it was so easy why the hell is mostly everyone over thirty or forty years old.. I quit and caved and came back on as myself not a new account!!! And tried the 3 questions and didn't work! Call me crazy because this world is what it is because enough craZy people thought they could make difference on there perspective and approach!!! Your cup of yea isn't my cup of tea!!! And before y'all start yapping gums look in the mirror and count the wrinkles on your face before I had the balls to finally quit then talk to me I'm 27 half y'all dudes where stuffing halls face at that age and older so please!! Just if helps u not cave running your suck hole then more power to but it really effect on me I know I'm quit and know I'm done!!! So....
Not to bump t these fine file, but I am your huckleberry.
Quit just before my 30th birthday. Now sitting at 1275 days quit, just over 33.
I know for a fact there are many quitters your age or younger that are doing this. So stop being a whiny bitch with no balls.
No one ever said this wasnt hard.
Don't use your age as another excuse to cave or buck the system. This works. You can do it if you are willing to at least look in the mirror and be honest with yourself. Go to the words of wisdom and read why we ask the the questions. Pm wastepanel and ask him what the the questions meant to him.
It's your call. Or way practically guarantees success if you are able to keep your word for 24 hours. Your way? Good luck with that 2x caver.
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I'm 25. I bet at my age you were stuffing your face full of tobacco.
See how stupid that sounds?
We all used nicotine, we were all slaves. You are not "better" than anyone here just because you used for less time. I understand you're defensive stance, but you disrespected this place that we all hold dear. Caving is taboo here. You came back asking to be a part of the house of quit again, don't come running your mouth about how you're going to "do it your way". You want to do it your way? Leave. You want to do it our way? Then suck it up and show some respect to the people you disrespected by abusing the system (everyone here).
Nicotine addiction is life or death. Piss on those that are fighting for life here and you're going to get backlash. The frustrations voiced here are well deserved after your fuck up, and we need to make sure that you are serious this time. Take it, shut up, and post roll to show us that you want to be a part of the brotherhood. Keep fighting back and you're going to end up like the countless other special butterflies who took that approach - slaves to the can, destroying their lives.
I hope this levels out man, I really do. But you need to educate yourself here and understand where we are coming from.
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I'm 25. I bet at my age you were stuffing your face full of tobacco.
See how stupid that sounds?
We all used nicotine, we were all slaves. You are not "better" than anyone here just because you used for less time. I understand you're defensive stance, but you disrespected this place that we all hold dear. Caving is taboo here. You came back asking to be a part of the house of quit again, don't come running your mouth about how you're going to "do it your way". You want to do it your way? Leave. You want to do it our way? Then suck it up and show some respect to the people you disrespected by abusing the system (everyone here).
Nicotine addiction is life or death. Piss on those that are fighting for life here and you're going to get backlash. The frustrations voiced here are well deserved after your fuck up, and we need to make sure that you are serious this time. Take it, shut up, and post roll to show us that you want to be a part of the brotherhood. Keep fighting back and you're going to end up like the countless other special butterflies who took that approach - slaves to the can, destroying their lives.
I hope this levels out man, I really do. But you need to educate yourself here and understand where we are coming from.
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I can take a verbal ass beating, I'll be the first one to acknowledge it's granted for my past caves.but from worthy gents I quit with and who had my back when I was weak etc.. But as a man I wouldn't go bash someone's head in like a coward who I never took the time to ask me how's his quit going or reach out to him.i have to be a punk bitch to talk shit to a man with enough balls to show his face after he caved.. Now I would get a hold of his contacts through pm and have em express my disappointment and frustrations and year his ass a new one a
Through yhe worthy gents who deservingly so can bash the caver in!!! So if we never communicated or helped each other out or exchanged contacts numbers please go about it maturely and properly..and waste that time to reach out to a more worthy brother who hasn't pusses out and cave before and so if he ever does u will be granted rightfully so to tear him a new one!! Common sense gents were all men here!! To call me anything less then a man if I don't know u personally through this "temporary" stoppages I've had and never heard from u during the stoppage says!! Your certified bitch!!! Go waste that message reaching out to a quiter in need!!!
I'm quit today!! I been there done it!! But failed!! I may not be able to do everything but I will do something and that something is being quit day by day!!
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I'm 25. I bet at my age you were stuffing your face full of tobacco.
See how stupid that sounds?
We all used nicotine, we were all slaves. You are not "better" than anyone here just because you used for less time. I understand you're defensive stance, but you disrespected this place that we all hold dear. Caving is taboo here. You came back asking to be a part of the house of quit again, don't come running your mouth about how you're going to "do it your way". You want to do it your way? Leave. You want to do it our way? Then suck it up and show some respect to the people you disrespected by abusing the system (everyone here).
Nicotine addiction is life or death. Piss on those that are fighting for life here and you're going to get backlash. The frustrations voiced here are well deserved after your fuck up, and we need to make sure that you are serious this time. Take it, shut up, and post roll to show us that you want to be a part of the brotherhood. Keep fighting back and you're going to end up like the countless other special butterflies who took that approach - slaves to the can, destroying their lives.
I hope this levels out man, I really do. But you need to educate yourself here and understand where we are coming from.
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I can take a verbal ass beating, I'll be the first one to acknowledge it's granted for my past caves.but from worthy gents I quit with and who had my back when I was weak etc.. But as a man I wouldn't go bash someone's head in like a coward who I never took the time to ask me how's his quit going or reach out to him.i have to be a punk bitch to talk shit to a man with enough balls to show his face after he caved.. Now I would get a hold of his contacts through pm and have em express my disappointment and frustrations and year his ass a new one a
Through yhe worthy gents who deservingly so can bash the caver in!!! So if we never communicated or helped each other out or exchanged contacts numbers please go about it maturely and properly..and waste that time to reach out to a more worthy brother who hasn't pusses out and cave before and so if he ever does u will be granted rightfully so to tear him a new one!! Common sense gents were all men here!! To call me anything less then a man if I don't know u personally through this "temporary" stoppages I've had and never heard from u during the stoppage says!! Your certified bitch!!! Go waste that message reaching out to a quiter in need!!!
I'm quit today!! I been there done it!! But failed!! I may not be able to do everything but I will do something and that something is being quit day by day!!
It's not about the dunk. It's about the journey...the surrendering...
You are quit today.
For that, I'm glad and happy for you.
Everybody has the right to be quit. However, the "right to quit" does not equate to the "willingness to quit". Hell, I can't even define in days what the "right to quit" is, but quitting is mere moment in our lives. It's a decision, and it's backed up with our actions.
A quit starts with one decision. It's one moment. It's a light bulb coming on.
But that moment passes, and we find ourselves in the present. Then that moment passes and we are yet still in the present. You see, what I'm getting at is that your decision to be quit has passed. The goal now is to keep you quit.
We do that by learning from our mistakes.
You've been here twice already. You made it a whopping 50 days before failing. You came back for a 10 day vacation a month later. This is now your third time here. You've started it off by telling off anybody that confronts you. You've missed multiple days of roll. You show up to fight. Sir...you haven't learned shit.
Posting a day 1 here is like being baptized. It's our chance to denounce the nicotine devil and all her works. It's that moment that we declare our quit, and accept our position in this battle. It's a shedding of our past, and our rebirth as badass quitters. It is a beautiful, scary moment that passes very quickly.
But, like my quote says above, it's not about the dunk.
Quitting is not about that moment. It's a great memory, but that's all it is. No...quitting is every moment since that time. When did I quit? June 28, 2011. I've been quitting every moment since for 1,120 days. And quitting here at the KTC requires just a little more than regarding our personal quits. It means that we have to watch others' quits as well. Their brotherhood will lead to our success. When a new quitter "gets it", you can see the excitement in their posts. They might struggle on occasion with their quit, but the you don't see their faith in this program falter.
When I see you give a middle finger to the 3 questions, that tells me that you aren't there. You still believe that quitting is just a dunk in the water. You aren't there, and I don't know if you ever will be. That's up to you. Quitting is your right, but I don't see you willing to do EVERYTHING in your power to be there. I see you holding onto doubt, and it's sad. Maybe you need to go elsewhere. We can't hold this quit for you, but we can help.
You can do this. Let go. Surrender. Quit.
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Usmcray, why did you cave last time? What was the reason you went back to nicotine after stopping for a while?
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I'm 25. I bet at my age you were stuffing your face full of tobacco.
See how stupid that sounds?
We all used nicotine, we were all slaves. You are not "better" than anyone here just because you used for less time. I understand you're defensive stance, but you disrespected this place that we all hold dear. Caving is taboo here. You came back asking to be a part of the house of quit again, don't come running your mouth about how you're going to "do it your way". You want to do it your way? Leave. You want to do it our way? Then suck it up and show some respect to the people you disrespected by abusing the system (everyone here).
Nicotine addiction is life or death. Piss on those that are fighting for life here and you're going to get backlash. The frustrations voiced here are well deserved after your fuck up, and we need to make sure that you are serious this time. Take it, shut up, and post roll to show us that you want to be a part of the brotherhood. Keep fighting back and you're going to end up like the countless other special butterflies who took that approach - slaves to the can, destroying their lives.
I hope this levels out man, I really do. But you need to educate yourself here and understand where we are coming from.
-KO
I can take a verbal ass beating, I'll be the first one to acknowledge it's granted for my past caves.but from worthy gents I quit with and who had my back when I was weak etc.. But as a man I wouldn't go bash someone's head in like a coward who I never took the time to ask me how's his quit going or reach out to him.i have to be a punk bitch to talk shit to a man with enough balls to show his face after he caved.. Now I would get a hold of his contacts through pm and have em express my disappointment and frustrations and year his ass a new one a
Through yhe worthy gents who deservingly so can bash the caver in!!! So if we never communicated or helped each other out or exchanged contacts numbers please go about it maturely and properly..and waste that time to reach out to a more worthy brother who hasn't pusses out and cave before and so if he ever does u will be granted rightfully so to tear him a new one!! Common sense gents were all men here!! To call me anything less then a man if I don't know u personally through this "temporary" stoppages I've had and never heard from u during the stoppage says!! Your certified bitch!!! Go waste that message reaching out to a quiter in need!!!
I'm quit today!! I been there done it!! But failed!! I may not be able to do everything but I will do something and that something is being quit day by day!!
It's not about the dunk. It's about the journey...the surrendering...
You are quit today.
For that, I'm glad and happy for you.
Everybody has the right to be quit. However, the "right to quit" does not equate to the "willingness to quit". Hell, I can't even define in days what the "right to quit" is, but quitting is mere moment in our lives. It's a decision, and it's backed up with our actions.
A quit starts with one decision. It's one moment. It's a light bulb coming on.
But that moment passes, and we find ourselves in the present. Then that moment passes and we are yet still in the present. You see, what I'm getting at is that your decision to be quit has passed. The goal now is to keep you quit.
We do that by learning from our mistakes.
You've been here twice already. You made it a whopping 50 days before failing. You came back for a 10 day vacation a month later. This is now your third time here. You've started it off by telling off anybody that confronts you. You've missed multiple days of roll. You show up to fight. Sir...you haven't learned shit.
Posting a day 1 here is like being baptized. It's our chance to denounce the nicotine devil and all her works. It's that moment that we declare our quit, and accept our position in this battle. It's a shedding of our past, and our rebirth as badass quitters. It is a beautiful, scary moment that passes very quickly.
But, like my quote says above, it's not about the dunk.
Quitting is not about that moment. It's a great memory, but that's all it is. No...quitting is every moment since that time. When did I quit? June 28, 2011. I've been quitting every moment since for 1,120 days. And quitting here at the KTC requires just a little more than regarding our personal quits. It means that we have to watch others' quits as well. Their brotherhood will lead to our success. When a new quitter "gets it", you can see the excitement in their posts. They might struggle on occasion with their quit, but the you don't see their faith in this program falter.
When I see you give a middle finger to the 3 questions, that tells me that you aren't there. You still believe that quitting is just a dunk in the water. You aren't there, and I don't know if you ever will be. That's up to you. Quitting is your right, but I don't see you willing to do EVERYTHING in your power to be there. I see you holding onto doubt, and it's sad. Maybe you need to go elsewhere. We can't hold this quit for you, but we can help.
You can do this. Let go. Surrender. Quit.
You joined 11-30 and you received a number of pm from me between then and 2-27 when you decided purposefully to put the shackles of nicotine slavery back on.
You won't accept the advice of successful quitters who are older, weren't in your group or who didn't reach out to you but you blatantly told the ones who did to pound sand by not accepting the helping hand and the attempt to hold your sorry ass accountable.
Selective accountability ??? This is accountability site - not a pick and choose
QLFEDD or blow
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I'm 25. I bet at my age you were stuffing your face full of tobacco.
See how stupid that sounds?
We all used nicotine, we were all slaves. You are not "better" than anyone here just because you used for less time. I understand you're defensive stance, but you disrespected this place that we all hold dear. Caving is taboo here. You came back asking to be a part of the house of quit again, don't come running your mouth about how you're going to "do it your way". You want to do it your way? Leave. You want to do it our way? Then suck it up and show some respect to the people you disrespected by abusing the system (everyone here).
Nicotine addiction is life or death. Piss on those that are fighting for life here and you're going to get backlash. The frustrations voiced here are well deserved after your fuck up, and we need to make sure that you are serious this time. Take it, shut up, and post roll to show us that you want to be a part of the brotherhood. Keep fighting back and you're going to end up like the countless other special butterflies who took that approach - slaves to the can, destroying their lives.
I hope this levels out man, I really do. But you need to educate yourself here and understand where we are coming from.
-KO
I can take a verbal ass beating, I'll be the first one to acknowledge it's granted for my past caves.but from worthy gents I quit with and who had my back when I was weak etc.. But as a man I wouldn't go bash someone's head in like a coward who I never took the time to ask me how's his quit going or reach out to him.i have to be a punk bitch to talk shit to a man with enough balls to show his face after he caved.. Now I would get a hold of his contacts through pm and have em express my disappointment and frustrations and year his ass a new one a
Through yhe worthy gents who deservingly so can bash the caver in!!! So if we never communicated or helped each other out or exchanged contacts numbers please go about it maturely and properly..and waste that time to reach out to a more worthy brother who hasn't pusses out and cave before and so if he ever does u will be granted rightfully so to tear him a new one!! Common sense gents were all men here!! To call me anything less then a man if I don't know u personally through this "temporary" stoppages I've had and never heard from u during the stoppage says!! Your certified bitch!!! Go waste that message reaching out to a quiter in need!!!
I'm quit today!! I been there done it!! But failed!! I may not be able to do everything but I will do something and that something is being quit day by day!!
It's not about the dunk. It's about the journey...the surrendering...
You are quit today.
For that, I'm glad and happy for you.
Everybody has the right to be quit. However, the "right to quit" does not equate to the "willingness to quit". Hell, I can't even define in days what the "right to quit" is, but quitting is mere moment in our lives. It's a decision, and it's backed up with our actions.
A quit starts with one decision. It's one moment. It's a light bulb coming on.
But that moment passes, and we find ourselves in the present. Then that moment passes and we are yet still in the present. You see, what I'm getting at is that your decision to be quit has passed. The goal now is to keep you quit.
We do that by learning from our mistakes.
You've been here twice already. You made it a whopping 50 days before failing. You came back for a 10 day vacation a month later. This is now your third time here. You've started it off by telling off anybody that confronts you. You've missed multiple days of roll. You show up to fight. Sir...you haven't learned shit.
Posting a day 1 here is like being baptized. It's our chance to denounce the nicotine devil and all her works. It's that moment that we declare our quit, and accept our position in this battle. It's a shedding of our past, and our rebirth as badass quitters. It is a beautiful, scary moment that passes very quickly.
But, like my quote says above, it's not about the dunk.
Quitting is not about that moment. It's a great memory, but that's all it is. No...quitting is every moment since that time. When did I quit? June 28, 2011. I've been quitting every moment since for 1,120 days. And quitting here at the KTC requires just a little more than regarding our personal quits. It means that we have to watch others' quits as well. Their brotherhood will lead to our success. When a new quitter "gets it", you can see the excitement in their posts. They might struggle on occasion with their quit, but the you don't see their faith in this program falter.
When I see you give a middle finger to the 3 questions, that tells me that you aren't there. You still believe that quitting is just a dunk in the water. You aren't there, and I don't know if you ever will be. That's up to you. Quitting is your right, but I don't see you willing to do EVERYTHING in your power to be there. I see you holding onto doubt, and it's sad. Maybe you need to go elsewhere. We can't hold this quit for you, but we can help.
You can do this. Let go. Surrender. Quit.
You joined 11-30 and you received a number of pm from me between then and 2-27 when you decided purposefully to put the shackles of nicotine slavery back on.
You won't accept the advice of successful quitters who are older, weren't in your group or who didn't reach out to you but you blatantly told the ones who did to pound sand by not accepting the helping hand and the attempt to hold your sorry ass accountable.
Selective accountability ??? This is accountability site - not a pick and choose
QLFEDD or blow
The more you quit, the more you'll quit.
The more you cave, the more you'll cave.
We are human bodies, not angelic or indestructive.
Cave=cancer, slavery.
Quit=healthy, freedom.
Your choice every day that your feet hit the floor.
drop the addict cognitive stuff, make up your mind no more poison. You're not special, but the poison is...get it?
we are ALL here for a reason (because we are dumbass addicts), noone here has everyone's number, everyone here wants you to "be quit".
You know you can, but you gotta reeeeeaaaaalllllyyyyy want to for You.
Cheers.
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I'm taking time out of my busy day counting my wrinkles to post here on this new fangled computery thingy. I find it interesting that you are attacking us old folk in our 40's when all we are doing is offering support. But you seem to want something in the lines of ??? an apology ???? for us having traveled around the sun a few more times than you? Sure thing, I hope it helps.
I am old and stupid, I poisoned myself for 17 years until the age of 44, and need to post roll call and be accountable to strangers because I am an addict, and if I don't post roll every day, I risk being complacent and caving. I attempted to quit over 50 times in 17 years, and this KTC method works.
You are young and smart, because you are attempting to be quit at a young age. If you can accomplish this task, you are much smarter than me. I hope you do accomplish staying quit.
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I was a complete addict moron for many years and I do not hide or sugar coat that in any way. Pony up your quit, stop raging through typed words and make the decisions to either quit and use the anger to add days or roll on down the highway.
If you are looking for sympathy..it can be found in the dictionary in-between shit and syphilis.
If you are looking to quit then stay right here, post a PLUS 1 each day and take what works for you and then leave the rest. Perhaps you cannot see that though some might be poking you with a stick it is to provoke you and when you use words like this it will continue.
If you want to actually talk about it I am here brother, PM me, let's exchange digits and I will count my wrinkles while talking to you on my iQuit.
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Dude...there's like 20,000 members here. We can't possibly reach out to every single one, especially those who were here for only 50 days.
I've been here 779 days and LOVE when anybody, especially someone I had not heard from before reaches out to me in my intro. And if I ever caved I would hope the entire site would jump my ass because I would desserve it. I wouldn't be a bitch about it and say that only certain people could rip me for caving. Because even though they may have never posted on my intro; sent me a pm, got my phone number, etc....we are all still brothers in quit. Perhaps they had read something I wrote in my thread or in someone else's and it reached them even though we never interacted directly.
The ktc flow chart is very fluid. There's no straight line...A helped B, B helped C, C helped D E who helped F G so only A, B, ,C, D, E , F and G can comment on each other. That's ridiculous.
My question is what are you going to do different this time to avoid a repeat cave? What, if anything did you learn? What's your nee plan of attack?
These answers may not only help you, but maybe someone else who might be reading this, someone who you or I will never interact with, again.
That's what it's all about.
Think about it.
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Listen, child, you have way too many old farts here trying to fucking teach you something, but you, you ignorant fuck, are too young and stupid to know it.
Young and bulletproof, right? Badass Marine, don't wanna hear shit from no one. "The fucking SgtMaj don't know dick. The fucking CO don't know dick. Platoon Sgt don't know dick, my squad leader don't know dick. I know everything cuz I'm young and new."
Moron.
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Holy crap Cray...you asked for veteran response, and boy did you get it. I've been there since your beginning, a March Iron Man. I am one of the elite 18 quitters who remain. You've been here long enough to know the drill and many have already pummeled this into you. Your price of admission is to post roll and answer the 3 questions. So what if it didn't work for you last time, you owe it to us to answer them again. Shit, even Diesel went from the waste of time go F yourself position to one of reluctant support. At least pay him the courtesy to pay the price of readmission the way it needs to be done.
I expect that you now realize, you either commit or you're out at this point. Ball is in your cour; your actions will dictate how much respect you get from here on out.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
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Listen, child, you have way too many old farts here trying to fucking teach you something, but you, you ignorant fuck, are too young and stupid to know it.
Young and bulletproof, right? Badass Marine, don't wanna hear shit from no one. "The fucking SgtMaj don't know dick. The fucking CO don't know dick. Platoon Sgt don't know dick, my squad leader don't know dick. I know everything cuz I'm young and new."
Moron.
Now look what you've done USMCray, you've got this guy ^^^ pissed off. We're all going to have to go out to the pit for some fun and games thanks to you
BTW!!! I contacted you via PM on Feb 24 2014, 09:38 AM and lent some support on your second attempt. You could not even give me a courtesy of a reach around.
I hope you all know where this is going. Just a thought!
USMCray, you get with the program and answer the three questions and post roll every morning for a week without interruption and I'll support you. Other than that, you have not proven anything other than you are a serial caver. I can't speak for anyone but myself but I know there are more than a few guys here that will support you in your quit.
Happy trails!
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
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now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily
This is part of why people have been asking you to answer the the questions. All we have is our word. You have given your word to all of these guys twice before and then faded off into some weening off of the nic bitch's teet. I hope you are serious this time.nIn order to prove you are, you will have to work at proving to these guys your word still means something.
I think the best way to do that is to post roll each morning, one day at a time. I hope you can keep your word for one day.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
better......
time will tell....
glad the bumps were just that....bumps.
I'll take a chance on your word......today. Prove today to me and maybe i'll extend some credit on taking your word in the morning......first thing....before you do any thing else.....
My word is good.....I'm counting on your word getting there.
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Everybody's quit is different on how they do it, but the end result is the same, fuck the nic bitch!! Hate it, grab it by its slimy throat and fuck the dogshit out of it!! Do not accept failing the next time, if you start to crazy call some of your buddies on here and ask for permission to have just one......btw, let me know how that goes.
Quit with you all day long.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
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Everybody's quit is different on how they do it, but the end result is the same, fuck the nic bitch!! Hate it, grab it by its slimy throat and fuck the dogshit out of it!! Do not accept failing the next time, if you start to crazy call some of your buddies on here and ask for permission to have just one......btw, let me know how that goes.
Quit with you all day long.
Why the hell didn't you just say all that to begin with? It's honest and gives some insight into what went wrong and why this time will be different.
Rinse and repeat. You get some shit in your hair, come here for some support. Even some old guys might be of assistance.
Quit on...
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Now, that wasn't really that difficult was it? Hopefully you learned from this experiment.
One thing I really do honestly want to know is what is your plan for when the bitch comes a calling in the middle of the night or when you are away from the site.
I want to know this becaues it has happened twice already and you didn't have a plan so you caved (FAILED).
What are you going to do to prevent that again?
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"It's OK to step on your crank, just don't mark time on the mother fucker!" - SgtMaj J.J. Sixta
Quit marking time on it, shit bird.
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Now, that wasn't really that difficult was it? Hopefully you learned from this experiment.
One thing I really do honestly want to know is what is your plan for when the bitch comes a calling in the middle of the night or when you are away from the site.
I want to know this becaues it has happened twice already and you didn't have a plan so you caved (FAILED).
What are you going to do to prevent that again?
I am waiting. This is now the most important thing you can figure out.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Spirit fingers!
-
I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Spirit fingers!
Jazz hands!
-
I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Spirit fingers!
Jazz hands!
Hand Jive (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5FXpc1nPr0)
-
I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Spirit fingers!
Jazz hands!
Hand Jive (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5FXpc1nPr0)
Nice vid Pinched. If you wait all the way until the end she takes her shirt off.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Spirit fingers!
Jazz hands!
Hand Jive (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5FXpc1nPr0)
Pinched for the win! 'roflmao'
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Now, that wasn't really that difficult was it? Hopefully you learned from this experiment.
One thing I really do honestly want to know is what is your plan for when the bitch comes a calling in the middle of the night or when you are away from the site.
I want to know this becaues it has happened twice already and you didn't have a plan so you caved (FAILED).
What are you going to do to prevent that again?
I am waiting. This is now the most important thing you can figure out.
..................
Well?????
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Now, that wasn't really that difficult was it? Hopefully you learned from this experiment.
One thing I really do honestly want to know is what is your plan for when the bitch comes a calling in the middle of the night or when you are away from the site.
I want to know this becaues it has happened twice already and you didn't have a plan so you caved (FAILED).
What are you going to do to prevent that again?
I am waiting. This is now the most important thing you can figure out.
..................
Well?????
Mr raz..my apologies this iPhone limits me on this dandy awesome website.. But yea I'm going to reach out to brothers via text,call,or Ktc..I'll be sure to spend five minutes doing so then 5000 hours trying to figure out how to explain to myself my wife and Ktc brothers I failed again!! If I expected to possibly fail again I would of made a new account or joined another website if i thought failure is an option but i have several different foundations through life and Ktc!!!to lean on when weak and hope brothers reach out to me when the nic chick comes a calling as well,lol Ktc has all the foundation one needs with all the "old farts" and "young punks" ???
My goal is to inhale the older gents wisdom and knowledge and the younger gents knowledge..KTC!!! Grizzly/cope can defeat us individually but can't defeat us as a team!!!
I don't know if I'm making any damn sense right now lol my brain is still transitioning but besides that I have had not to many suck periods YET!!! Yea YET!!! There coming they always do but I'm better equipped to knock the nic bisquit out of the park one day at a time!!
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Spirit fingers!
Jazz hands!
Hand Jive (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5FXpc1nPr0)
Pinched for the win! 'roflmao'
I feel violated and gooey inside lmaoo!! SPIRIT FINGERS!! Hahaha
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Now, that wasn't really that difficult was it? Hopefully you learned from this experiment.
One thing I really do honestly want to know is what is your plan for when the bitch comes a calling in the middle of the night or when you are away from the site.
I want to know this becaues it has happened twice already and you didn't have a plan so you caved (FAILED).
What are you going to do to prevent that again?
I am waiting. This is now the most important thing you can figure out.
..................
Well?????
Mr raz..my apologies this iPhone limits me on this dandy awesome website.. But yea I'm going to reach out to brothers via text,call,or Ktc..I'll be sure to spend five minutes doing so then 5000 hours trying to figure out how to explain to myself my wife and Ktc brothers I failed again!! If I expected to possibly fail again I would of made a new account or joined another website if i thought failure is an option but i have several different foundations through life and Ktc!!!to lean on when weak and hope brothers reach out to me when the nic chick comes a calling as well,lol Ktc has all the foundation one needs with all the "old farts" and "young punks" #55357;#56836;#55357;#56836;#55357;#56836;
My goal is to inhale the older gents wisdom and knowledge and the younger gents knowledge..KTC!!! Grizzly/cope can defeat us individually but can't defeat us as a team!!!
I don't know if I'm making any damn sense right now lol my brain is still transitioning but besides that I have had not to many suck periods YET!!! Yea YET!!! There coming they always do but I'm better equipped to knock the nic bisquit out of the park one day at a time!!
This old punk will hold you to this. All we have here is our word. I see you say you will contact quit brothers from now on. I will never ever accept that you failed without reaching out first for permission. You make sure you call every number you have from KTC and see if you can find one person that will allow you to fail.
After you have exhausted every number you have in your phone, go tell your wife that you just can't do it and that you are giving up and see if she says you can fail.
If you make it though all of that and stiill feel like you want to throw in the towel, you give ole Razd a ring and see what I have to say. PM Sent.
Never Again!!!
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Now, that wasn't really that difficult was it? Hopefully you learned from this experiment.
One thing I really do honestly want to know is what is your plan for when the bitch comes a calling in the middle of the night or when you are away from the site.
I want to know this becaues it has happened twice already and you didn't have a plan so you caved (FAILED).
What are you going to do to prevent that again?
I am waiting. This is now the most important thing you can figure out.
..................
Well?????
Mr raz..my apologies this iPhone limits me on this dandy awesome website.. But yea I'm going to reach out to brothers via text,call,or Ktc..I'll be sure to spend five minutes doing so then 5000 hours trying to figure out how to explain to myself my wife and Ktc brothers I failed again!! If I expected to possibly fail again I would of made a new account or joined another website if i thought failure is an option but i have several different foundations through life and Ktc!!!to lean on when weak and hope brothers reach out to me when the nic chick comes a calling as well,lol Ktc has all the foundation one needs with all the "old farts" and "young punks" ������
My goal is to inhale the older gents wisdom and knowledge and the younger gents knowledge..KTC!!! Grizzly/cope can defeat us individually but can't defeat us as a team!!!
I don't know if I'm making any damn sense right now lol my brain is still transitioning but besides that I have had not to many suck periods YET!!! Yea YET!!! There coming they always do but I'm better equipped to knock the nic bisquit out of the park one day at a time!!
This old punk will hold you to this. All we have here is our word. I see you say you will contact quit brothers from now on. I will never ever accept that you failed without reaching out first for permission. You make sure you call every number you have from KTC and see if you can find one person that will allow you to fail.
After you have exhausted every number you have in your phone, go tell your wife that you just can't do it and that you are giving up and see if she says you can fail.
If you make it though all of that and stiill feel like you want to throw in the towel, you give ole Razd a ring and see what I have to say. PM Sent.
Never Again!!!
Someone was drinking some serious Kool-Aid the past 24 hours. Nice job USMCray! You've got some serious quitters here that have your back! Group hug is over! Let's get to that quittin' thang!
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Now, that wasn't really that difficult was it? Hopefully you learned from this experiment.
One thing I really do honestly want to know is what is your plan for when the bitch comes a calling in the middle of the night or when you are away from the site.
I want to know this becaues it has happened twice already and you didn't have a plan so you caved (FAILED).
What are you going to do to prevent that again?
I am waiting. This is now the most important thing you can figure out.
..................
Well?????
Mr raz..my apologies this iPhone limits me on this dandy awesome website.. But yea I'm going to reach out to brothers via text,call,or Ktc..I'll be sure to spend five minutes doing so then 5000 hours trying to figure out how to explain to myself my wife and Ktc brothers I failed again!! If I expected to possibly fail again I would of made a new account or joined another website if i thought failure is an option but i have several different foundations through life and Ktc!!!to lean on when weak and hope brothers reach out to me when the nic chick comes a calling as well,lol Ktc has all the foundation one needs with all the "old farts" and "young punks" ������
My goal is to inhale the older gents wisdom and knowledge and the younger gents knowledge..KTC!!! Grizzly/cope can defeat us individually but can't defeat us as a team!!!
I don't know if I'm making any damn sense right now lol my brain is still transitioning but besides that I have had not to many suck periods YET!!! Yea YET!!! There coming they always do but I'm better equipped to knock the nic bisquit out of the park one day at a time!!
This old punk will hold you to this. All we have here is our word. I see you say you will contact quit brothers from now on. I will never ever accept that you failed without reaching out first for permission. You make sure you call every number you have from KTC and see if you can find one person that will allow you to fail.
After you have exhausted every number you have in your phone, go tell your wife that you just can't do it and that you are giving up and see if she says you can fail.
If you make it though all of that and stiill feel like you want to throw in the towel, you give ole Razd a ring and see what I have to say. PM Sent.
Never Again!!!
Someone was drinking some serious Kool-Aid the past 24 hours. Nice job USMCray! You've got some serious quitters here that have your back! Group hug is over! Let's get to that quittin' thang!
YeZzir!!!!! Nothing to it but to do it!!
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Any vets here with the history on "LOOT" I been reading everything on this life saving web site including vets all the way from 2006 and 2007!! Wow!! We'll if any veg got the history on loot I appreciate it.
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I don't know how you came across the name, but LooT is banned from KTC. The only info available would be the posts he made throughout his time here, which are linked to the profile.
Hope the quit is going well man. I'm glad you're reading up throughout the site, that's HUGE!
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
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I don't know how you came across the name, but LooT is banned from KTC. The only info available would be the posts he made throughout his time here, which are linked to the profile.
Hope the quit is going well man. I'm glad you're reading up throughout the site, that's HUGE!
Hell yea buddy!!! Wife's got Facebook And I got K!!!T!!!C!!!quit on bro!!
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Wastepanel edit: please don't put your number in your intro or on the main board. The intros are open to the public.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
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Don't be stupid and out yourself in bad situations. Maybe you should avoid alcohol for a while.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
What 30 said and why are you hitting on a waiter '01' and not a waitress........
-
I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
What 30 said and why are you hitting on a waiter '01' and not a waitress........
I quit with all y'all mfers!!!
-
I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
What 30 said and why are you hitting on a waiter '01' and not a waitress........
I quit with all y'all mfers!!!
Saturday night party like a mfer!!! And stay quit like fuck!! Alcohol called me and said tabacco is a Nasty slut with herpes and aids!! So he don't fuck with that hoe!!!
-
I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
What 30 said and why are you hitting on a waiter '01' and not a waitress........
I quit with all y'all mfers!!!
Saturday night party like a mfer!!! And stay quit like fuck!! Alcohol called me and said tabacco is a Nasty slut with herpes and aids!! So he don't fuck with that hoe!!!
I love all you brothers to take the time out of your day to deal with my last caves!! When my own brother and relatives tell me you got money your successful and that's your life u deserve to do as u please!! But y'all old mfers bastards tell me the truth and the shit my own family can't tell me I love u mfers Iam a handsome rich bitch but y'all mfers treat me like the punk addict I am I'm a FUKCJEN failure in two previous occasions but never again day 13 and I promise y'all mfrs I will see day 8900!! If not moderators better bann my ass because I don't deserve to disrespect y'all brothers I love dearly I may be drunk as fuck but I really do love y'all oldgers
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
What 30 said and why are you hitting on a waiter '01' and not a waitress........
I quit with all y'all mfers!!!
Saturday night party like a mfer!!! And stay quit like fuck!! Alcohol called me and said tabacco is a Nasty slut with herpes and aids!! So he don't fuck with that hoe!!!
I love all you brothers to take the time out of your day to deal with my last caves!! When my own brother and relatives tell me you got money your successful and that's your life u deserve to do as u please!! But y'all old mfers bastards tell me the truth and the shit my own family can't tell me I love u mfers Iam a handsome rich bitch but y'all mfers treat me like the punk addict I am I'm a FUKCJEN failure in two previous occasions but never again day 13 and I promise y'all mfrs I will see day 8900!! If not moderators better bann my ass because I don't deserve to disrespect y'all brothers I love dearly I may be drunk as fuck but I really do love y'all oldgers
I have my friends on stand by asking me to get off the fucjeb phone!!! But y'all are my true Mfkn brothers and friends these mfers just want the company and fun y'all better get y'all brains fuked tonight or I'm seeking up a web site for hookers to show up at your front door and fuck your brains out
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
What 30 said and why are you hitting on a waiter '01' and not a waitress........
I quit with all y'all mfers!!!
Saturday night party like a mfer!!! And stay quit like fuck!! Alcohol called me and said tabacco is a Nasty slut with herpes and aids!! So he don't fuck with that hoe!!!
I love all you brothers to take the time out of your day to deal with my last caves!! When my own brother and relatives tell me you got money your successful and that's your life u deserve to do as u please!! But y'all old mfers bastards tell me the truth and the shit my own family can't tell me I love u mfers Iam a handsome rich bitch but y'all mfers treat me like the punk addict I am I'm a FUKCJEN failure in two previous occasions but never again day 13 and I promise y'all mfrs I will see day 8900!! If not moderators better bann my ass because I don't deserve to disrespect y'all brothers I love dearly I may be drunk as fuck but I really do love y'all oldgers
I have my friends on stand by asking me to get off the fucjeb phone!!! But y'all are my true Mfkn brothers and friends these mfers just want the company and fun y'all better get y'all brains fuked tonight or I'm seeking up a web site for hookers to show up at your front door and fuck your brains out
Bro...you may want to lay off the sauce.
Not sure any words would reach you right now, so I will simply say stay quit and post role in the AM.
Quit on...
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
[/b]
You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
What 30 said and why are you hitting on a waiter '01' and not a waitress........
I quit with all y'all mfers!!!
Saturday night party like a mfer!!! And stay quit like fuck!! Alcohol called me and said tabacco is a Nasty slut with herpes and aids!! So he don't fuck with that hoe!!!
I love all you brothers to take the time out of your day to deal with my last caves!! When my own brother and relatives tell me you got money your successful and that's your life u deserve to do as u please!! But y'all old mfers bastards tell me the truth and the shit my own family can't tell me I love u mfers Iam a handsome rich bitch but y'all mfers treat me like the punk addict I am I'm a FUKCJEN failure in two previous occasions but never again day 13 and I promise y'all mfrs I will see day 8900!! If not moderators better bann my ass because I don't deserve to disrespect y'all brothers I love dearly I may be drunk as fuck but I really do love y'all oldgers
I have my friends on stand by asking me to get off the fucjeb phone!!! But y'all are my true Mfkn brothers and friends these mfers just want the company and fun y'all better get y'all brains fuked tonight or I'm seeking up a web site for hookers to show up at your front door and fuck your brains out
Bro...you may want to lay off the sauce.
Not sure any words would reach you right now, so I will simply say stay quit and post role in the AM.
Quit on...
He reminds me a bit of BigNasty w/o CAPS.
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I personally don't think he has the resolve to stay quit. I hope I'm wrong.
Mcray, answer the questions. Be humble. Get with the program. It's the only way.
- Why did you cave? (please tell us what you thought about when you shoved a dip in your mouth)
- What will you do differently? (give us your strategy for staying quit)
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You need to examine yourself. You need to eliminate failure as an option. Is it in you to do this?
I CAVED!!! I dipped!!! But out of respect for this awesome program I tried and tried to avoid getting in to detail..because truth is personally I tried cold turky quitting and failed because as motivated as I was and dedicated as I thought i knew I was a addict but I didn't have a passion of hate for it..I was quitting for me and my family would benefit but for me my family came first and I chose to dip because I was only harming my self my tunnel vision said..so I tried a new formula that has given me a inner strength I can't explain and it's simply tapered off litte by little I was a can a day for years and with dips hours on In my mouth per session..so I did a dip for 40-30-20 minutes decreasing..cut daily dips in half etc..I just simply tapered off I tried to just jump on in and says"FUK IT" I'm quit!!! And I read the forums and some of em put this grown man to tears!!
But I needed to find that passion of hate for it to build this inner strength to live with out it and prove to my self personally that I can live with out it I can function with out it I can breathe with out it I can work,shit, etc!! With out it!!! So I tapered off and little by little defined so many moments in proven to myself I can cope with out it!! Call me young dumb or whatever I don't give a fuk I just found what working for me!!! I tried to avoid the questions because I didn't want to dis respect the web site but honesty is what I'll give but by all means the Ktc brotherhood is real and helpful and I envy you old farts for having more strength and wisdom to do it the exact cold turky Ktc way!! But I needed to taper off to get where Iam at in my frame of mind and strength..and the I haven't had much suck or fog period yet but it will come I know... But I assessed each and evry possible situation that would always include a dip while I was tapering off..and wired my brain to cope with those red flag areas..but I'm here back because for all I know it's going easy now but maybe the fog slams me later so I do beleive in posting roll and leaning on bros when weak and being there for them when strong etc..but as far as the cold turky it may just be me but I failed at it and had to recalculate my approach..so anyways I'm quit and done with all forms of NICOTENE!! One week I'll never forget was two weeks ago when during the tapering off I was so disgusted with the tobacco and input dips and felt like a experiment project and that's when I knew my QUIT had arrived but still finished my taper off dips up til planned date but it's not dip proof because after being done tapering I checked my self oral check and felt some worrisome things and I wavered slightly but it was a numb waver where I would have to be injected with that nasty smelly crap FUCK U TOBACCO AND ALL YOU ARE ABD ALL YOU TORTURE DESTROY AND KILL!!!but today I'm one with u!! For that if I keep u by my side and near u can never sneak up and stab me in the back!!!
Good progress.
What are you going to do when shit hits the fan again? What are you going to do when that next stressful event inevitably rears it's head? Are you prepared for that time? How are you prepared?
Mr.grizz, it's already hit the fan daily.. Daly stresses and wife and kids anxiety and work etc...not to mention the dentist saying I have perfect gums and healthy teeth and yah the bumps and growths our normal muscle tissue and I'm all clear.. But naturally I want to beleive diferent..so everyday until I retire in a nice beach some where with piña caladas is going to be stressful and a daily battle.now as long as I keep my word after posting roll daily and take more and more wisdom from all these old farts ;) I'll be able to stay quit. I drove my self back to the ball park with my head held high.. And it's bottoms of the ninth I'm 2 caves in=2 strikes!! Bottoms of the ninth bases loaded down by 3 runs!! May not be as old or wise as most yall gents but one thing Iam is CLUTCH!!! Iam knock the nic bitch out the park today!!!
Okay, getting better.
But the last two times that you stopped with KTC you quit posting roll.
You were all gung ho for a a couple of weeks and then start skipping days here and there. And then you went MIA altogether.
Why should we trust your commitment this time. Will you fade away again when the going gets tough?
Just my suggestion... I would get mr grizz's phone number and I would send him a text. You have a 5-star mentor. This process is hard - but it is easier with support and a mentor in your corner.
So, what do you think about this roll thing?
When asking what are you gonna do different... Recommend starting there. That is really important. You need to make a commitment every day. Otherwise you lose the fact that you are an addict. Own that. Post roll and commit to quitting for the day.
Recommend putting together a quit plan and work it. You have to work it today. When u get thru today... Get up tomorrow and work it again. I say that but I don't want u worrying about tomorrow until then.
You can do this... Forget the 2 strikes and bottom of ninth. Let's put together a plan and stay quit today. You are not on the ropes. You can do this.
Slow clap.
Every dude who responded after you answered the questions (which, I thank you for doing) is in my accountability network. I am at day 223 as of this writing, because of their support and my promise to them every damn day to stay quit. Go check the rolls - I quit with them and they quit with me. Cray, you gotta want this more than anything in this world and you need to fight to stay quit just as hard.
Almost every badass veteran has jumped on this thread and ripped you, and ripped you hard. Mere child's play compared to how your nicotine can rip you apart and put you 6 feet under. Post roll every day, post with the Iron men, and show me and my pillars of quit that you are worthy of being a pillar too.
IF U BAD MOTHA FUCKER QUITTER TODAY?!?!?!
CAN I GET A OOOOOORAH!!!
Been reading through your intro. Looks like you are finally feeling the hate. Do you hate the Nic bitch? Then yell it out loud with me. "I FUCKING HATE YOU NIC BITCH".
I tell her that daily as my reminder of why I am here and why I post roll.
OOOOHRAH RAIDER!!! I FUKCJEH HATE U NIC BIATCH!!! Rah rah!!! I love that motivating shit brother!!! Keep it coming kept it going keep it fucking that nic bitchs ear hole!!! ( I'm married) ear hole the most I can do!! But anyways hell yea buddy!!!
Somebody kill my buzz ASAP!!! Out with wife n kids at Apple bees and just got chewefmd out for flirting with a waiter when I clearly was not!! Text me n call me a puzzy a bitch something anything xxxxxxxxxx!! Fukkjjjj
Ok bullet dodge had some drinks was on that nic bitch crave!!!!i was possibly over dramatic lol I'm buzzed but I didn't think I cave but I I had to drive by my usual store everyday on the way home!! But all is good!! Where!!!
Thanx WP and doc!!I was at Apple bees and the last time I felt that itch was when I caved before but never again and I kind of acted out of panic of knowing the road I didn't want to go down again..thanx for taking off my number I wasn't thinking clearly with the alcohol present at that moment.while just two days ago I was trying to explain how the hell I hadn't hit a severe fog suck period yet? But there she was knocking on my door with her sweet whispers and my addict brain could hear her but instead of opening that damn door to let her hooker ass in!! I picked up the phone and called 911(Ktc)!! I'll tell ya just getting on the web site makes that suck crave period ease so rapidly.and shout out to knockout!! You the man buddy!! Thanx for some healthy helping words in time of need!!
dunno about flirting with a waiter... but you are playing with fire drinking this early in your quit. When quit, life goes on... you get in fights with your spouse, get accused of flirting with a waiter, have bad days at work... Those are things we have to get through. And then suddenly, staying quit becomes easier.
Understand that your addict mind has convinced you that a dip will help you deal with the inevitable problems that come up. We have an equation that deals with this:
nicotine + 1 problem = 2 problems
Understand the enemy. Call her out on her lies.
What 30 said and why are you hitting on a waiter '01' and not a waitress........
I quit with all y'all mfers!!!
Saturday night party like a mfer!!! And stay quit like fuck!! Alcohol called me and said tabacco is a Nasty slut with herpes and aids!! So he don't fuck with that hoe!!!
I love all you brothers to take the time out of your day to deal with my last caves!! When my own brother and relatives tell me you got money your successful and that's your life u deserve to do as u please!! But y'all old mfers bastards tell me the truth and the shit my own family can't tell me I love u mfers Iam a handsome rich bitch but y'all mfers treat me like the punk addict I am I'm a FUKCJEN failure in two previous occasions but never again day 13 and I promise y'all mfrs I will see day 8900!! If not moderators better bann my ass because I don't deserve to disrespect y'all brothers I love dearly I may be drunk as fuck but I really do love y'all oldgers
I have my friends on stand by asking me to get off the fucjeb phone!!! But y'all are my true Mfkn brothers and friends these mfers just want the company and fun y'all better get y'all brains fuked tonight or I'm seeking up a web site for hookers to show up at your front door and fuck your brains out
Bro...you may want to lay off the sauce.
Not sure any words would reach you right now, so I will simply say stay quit and post role in the AM.
Quit on...
He reminds me a bit of BigNasty w/o CAPS.
QAF!!!! But "LOVE,RICH"" I don't know about that sissy bull shit!! Lol!! I was feeling great!! Obviously.
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
Hahaha!! I like it^^i got a better one, GET OFF MY DICK,dick!! Lol oooorah!!
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
Hahaha!! I like it^^i got a better one, GET OFF MY DICK,dick!! Lol oooorah!!
You're a disrespectful punk.
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
Hahaha!! I like it^^i got a better one, GET OFF MY DICK,dick!! Lol oooorah!!
You're a disrespectful punk.
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That's a devil dog brother (Nolaq)/moderator/slash a mfken legend from our corps to the quitting war!!! Ooorah!!!! It's a different world and sense of humor with a fellow devil dog, nothing personal.he knows that...
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
Hahaha!! I like it^^i got a better one, GET OFF MY DICK,dick!! Lol oooorah!!
You're a disrespectful punk.
????? :/
That's a devil dog brother (Nolaq)/moderator/slash a mfken legend from our corps to the quitting war!!! Ooorah!!!! It's a different world and sense of humor with a fellow devil dog, nothing personal.he knows that...
Hey bro. Appreciate the props.
Diesel is right. Don't get hammered and jump on here with that nonsense. It's getting in the way of other Quits.
Keep it up, and we'll shut you down.
-Semper
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
Hahaha!! I like it^^i got a better one, GET OFF MY DICK,dick!! Lol oooorah!!
You're a disrespectful punk.
????? :/
That's a devil dog brother (Nolaq)/moderator/slash a mfken legend from our corps to the quitting war!!! Ooorah!!!! It's a different world and sense of humor with a fellow devil dog, nothing personal.he knows that...
Hey bro. Appreciate the props.
Diesel is right. Don't get hammered and jump on here with that nonsense. It's getting in the way of other Quits.
Keep it up, and we'll shut you down.
-Semper
What are you waiting on?
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
Hahaha!! I like it^^i got a better one, GET OFF MY DICK,dick!! Lol oooorah!!
You're a disrespectful punk.
????? :/
That's a devil dog brother (Nolaq)/moderator/slash a mfken legend from our corps to the quitting war!!! Ooorah!!!! It's a different world and sense of humor with a fellow devil dog, nothing personal.he knows that...
Hey bro. Appreciate the props.
Diesel is right. Don't get hammered and jump on here with that nonsense. It's getting in the way of other Quits.
Keep it up, and we'll shut you down.
-Semper
What are you waiting on?
mogul, cause the first few days suck, and we are hoping battleboy is going to snap out of it.
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MCray.
STOP.
Do yourself a favor. don't drink. If you get drunk, don't type.
you gotta get your shit together.
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
Hahaha!! I like it^^i got a better one, GET OFF MY DICK,dick!! Lol oooorah!!
You're a disrespectful punk.
????? :/
That's a devil dog brother (Nolaq)/moderator/slash a mfken legend from our corps to the quitting war!!! Ooorah!!!! It's a different world and sense of humor with a fellow devil dog, nothing personal.he knows that...
Hey bro. Appreciate the props.
Diesel is right. Don't get hammered and jump on here with that nonsense. It's getting in the way of other Quits.
Keep it up, and we'll shut you down.
-Semper
What are you waiting on?
mogul, cause the first few days suck, and we are hoping battleboy is going to snap out of it.
fair enough brother. I guess I didn't read far enough back to understand that he was in his first few days. I do understand that.
Mogul
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Stop acting the fool, fool.
Hahaha!! I like it^^i got a better one, GET OFF MY DICK,dick!! Lol oooorah!!
You're a disrespectful punk.
????? :/
That's a devil dog brother (Nolaq)/moderator/slash a mfken legend from our corps to the quitting war!!! Ooorah!!!! It's a different world and sense of humor with a fellow devil dog, nothing personal.he knows that...
Hey bro. Appreciate the props.
Diesel is right. Don't get hammered and jump on here with that nonsense. It's getting in the way of other Quits.
Keep it up, and we'll shut you down.
-Semper
What are you waiting on?
mogul, cause the first few days suck, and we are hoping battleboy is going to snap out of it.
fair enough brother. I guess I didn't read far enough back to understand that he was in his first few days. I do understand that.
Mogul
it's alright mogul. I hope he doesn't make us regret the chance we are giving him to get his shit together.
DONT MAKE ME REGRET THIS MCray!!! Thin ice. real thin ice.
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
..... ????
FUCK YEA!!! I QUIT WITH U TODAY BUD!!! No nic at all!! Post roll,Read,coffee,read,shit,read,fuck,read,text,read,work,read..and just to break the ice,there's tow things I do with precision in this world?.DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN!!! And fuck!! I'm all out of Booz!!!
Just to refresh your memory of what a dumb ass you were in this post. I don't call that support. Were trying to help new quitters through the early process of quitting and they need good advice from those that have the experience or are currently experiencing the suck of quitting. One thing you could learn is quitting requires; 1-posting roll, at .5 posts per day your not exactly a example of that.
I understand your still young and lack the maturity to understand much about life and with your attitude you probably will require a lot of years to learn. Your one of those quitters that I say good luck, your gonna need a lot of it, not just in quitting.
Your an ass!
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
..... ????
FUCK YEA!!! I QUIT WITH U TODAY BUD!!! No nic at all!! Post roll,Read,coffee,read,shit,read,fuck,read,text,read,work,read..and just to break the ice,there's tow things I do with precision in this world?.DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN!!! And fuck!! I'm all out of Booz!!!
Just to refresh your memory of what a dumb ass you were in this post. I don't call that support. Were trying to help new quitters through the early process of quitting and they need good advice from those that have the experience or are currently experiencing the suck of quitting. One thing you could learn is quitting requires; 1-posting roll, at .5 posts per day your not exactly a example of that.
I understand your still young and lack the maturity to understand much about life and with your attitude you probably will require a lot of years to learn. Your one of those quitters that I say good luck, your gonna need a lot of it, not just in quitting.
Your an ass!
KEEP READING THEN BUD, why If u do you'll see Iam a occasional/rare drinker and I apologized if it was out of line for posting while intoxicated. "LUCK" well I might start playing the lottery because I was so lucky to make it through serving my country and being a very successful self employed business man. But thank god "luck"was my savior. Anyways so like I said previously for the slow ones, I APOLOGIZE IF I MAY OFFENDED ANYONE FOR POSTING IN MY INTRO WHILE BEING INTOXICATED, i acess Ktc mostly through my phone busy gone from house working all damn day.so it's easy access to Ktc. As I said aswell I felt slight flash backs of when I caved previously so ...... Anyways I'm done and over this topic I quit with all you today!!!
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
..... ????
FUCK YEA!!! I QUIT WITH U TODAY BUD!!! No nic at all!! Post roll,Read,coffee,read,shit,read,fuck,read,text,read,work,read..and just to break the ice,there's tow things I do with precision in this world?.DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN!!! And fuck!! I'm all out of Booz!!!
Just to refresh your memory of what a dumb ass you were in this post. I don't call that support. Were trying to help new quitters through the early process of quitting and they need good advice from those that have the experience or are currently experiencing the suck of quitting. One thing you could learn is quitting requires; 1-posting roll, at .5 posts per day your not exactly a example of that.
I understand your still young and lack the maturity to understand much about life and with your attitude you probably will require a lot of years to learn. Your one of those quitters that I say good luck, your gonna need a lot of it, not just in quitting.
Your an ass!
KEEP READING THEN BUD, why If u do you'll see Iam a occasional/rare drinker and I apologized if it was out of line for posting while intoxicated. "LUCK" well I might start playing the lottery because I was so lucky to make it through serving my country and being a very successful self employed business man. But thank god "luck"was my savior. Anyways so like I said previously for the slow ones, I APOLOGIZE IF I MAY OFFENDED ANYONE FOR POSTING IN MY INTRO WHILE BEING INTOXICATED, i acess Ktc mostly through my phone busy gone from house working all damn day.so it's easy access to Ktc. As I said aswell I felt slight flash backs of when I caved previously so ...... Anyways I'm done and over this topic I quit with all you today!!!
You seriously are a disgrace. From the minute you came back you've done nothing but made an ass out of yourself. You wouldn't answer the questions because you were smarter than everyone and now this bullshit. Way to represent. Thank God we've got other service men in here that represent with honor and dignity.
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I work for an alcohol company. I quit drinking for the first 150 days. More people fail at quitting because of booze than anything else, and I am determined to succeed. So, if I can quit drinking and make quitting a priority... You can too.
I once took a management class where they handed out boomerangs with "the decisions you make seal your fate" printed on them. Think about it. Make this quit your priority.
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
..... ????
FUCK YEA!!! I QUIT WITH U TODAY BUD!!! No nic at all!! Post roll,Read,coffee,read,shit,read,fuck,read,text,read,work,read..and just to break the ice,there's tow things I do with precision in this world?.DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN!!! And fuck!! I'm all out of Booz!!!
Just to refresh your memory of what a dumb ass you were in this post. I don't call that support. Were trying to help new quitters through the early process of quitting and they need good advice from those that have the experience or are currently experiencing the suck of quitting. One thing you could learn is quitting requires; 1-posting roll, at .5 posts per day your not exactly a example of that.
I understand your still young and lack the maturity to understand much about life and with your attitude you probably will require a lot of years to learn. Your one of those quitters that I say good luck, your gonna need a lot of it, not just in quitting.
Your an ass!
KEEP READING THEN BUD, why If u do you'll see Iam a occasional/rare drinker and I apologized if it was out of line for posting while intoxicated. "LUCK" well I might start playing the lottery because I was so lucky to make it through serving my country and being a very successful self employed business man. But thank god "luck"was my savior. Anyways so like I said previously for the slow ones, I APOLOGIZE IF I MAY OFFENDED ANYONE FOR POSTING IN MY INTRO WHILE BEING INTOXICATED, i acess Ktc mostly through my phone busy gone from house working all damn day.so it's easy access to Ktc. As I said aswell I felt slight flash backs of when I caved previously so ...... Anyways I'm done and over this topic I quit with all you today!!!
You seriously are a disgrace. From the minute you came back you've done nothing but made an ass out of yourself. You wouldn't answer the questions because you were smarter than everyone and now this bullshit. Way to represent. Thank God we've got other service men in here that represent with honor and dignity.
wait.
MCray, did you answer the 3 questions?
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do differently this time?
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
..... ????
FUCK YEA!!! I QUIT WITH U TODAY BUD!!! No nic at all!! Post roll,Read,coffee,read,shit,read,fuck,read,text,read,work,read..and just to break the ice,there's tow things I do with precision in this world?.DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN!!! And fuck!! I'm all out of Booz!!!
Just to refresh your memory of what a dumb ass you were in this post. I don't call that support. Were trying to help new quitters through the early process of quitting and they need good advice from those that have the experience or are currently experiencing the suck of quitting. One thing you could learn is quitting requires; 1-posting roll, at .5 posts per day your not exactly a example of that.
I understand your still young and lack the maturity to understand much about life and with your attitude you probably will require a lot of years to learn. Your one of those quitters that I say good luck, your gonna need a lot of it, not just in quitting.
Your an ass!
KEEP READING THEN BUD, why If u do you'll see Iam a occasional/rare drinker and I apologized if it was out of line for posting while intoxicated. "LUCK" well I might start playing the lottery because I was so lucky to make it through serving my country and being a very successful self employed business man. But thank god "luck"was my savior. Anyways so like I said previously for the slow ones, I APOLOGIZE IF I MAY OFFENDED ANYONE FOR POSTING IN MY INTRO WHILE BEING INTOXICATED, i acess Ktc mostly through my phone busy gone from house working all damn day.so it's easy access to Ktc. As I said aswell I felt slight flash backs of when I caved previously so ...... Anyways I'm done and over this topic I quit with all you today!!!
You seriously are a disgrace. From the minute you came back you've done nothing but made an ass out of yourself. You wouldn't answer the questions because you were smarter than everyone and now this bullshit. Way to represent. Thank God we've got other service men in here that represent with honor and dignity.
wait.
MCray, did you answer the 3 questions?
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do differently this time?
never mind... I see your answers.
Alright. lets get this done MCray.
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
..... ????
FUCK YEA!!! I QUIT WITH U TODAY BUD!!! No nic at all!! Post roll,Read,coffee,read,shit,read,fuck,read,text,read,work,read..and just to break the ice,there's tow things I do with precision in this world?.DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN!!! And fuck!! I'm all out of Booz!!!
Just to refresh your memory of what a dumb ass you were in this post. I don't call that support. Were trying to help new quitters through the early process of quitting and they need good advice from those that have the experience or are currently experiencing the suck of quitting. One thing you could learn is quitting requires; 1-posting roll, at .5 posts per day your not exactly a example of that.
I understand your still young and lack the maturity to understand much about life and with your attitude you probably will require a lot of years to learn. Your one of those quitters that I say good luck, your gonna need a lot of it, not just in quitting.
Your an ass!
KEEP READING THEN BUD, why If u do you'll see Iam a occasional/rare drinker and I apologized if it was out of line for posting while intoxicated. "LUCK" well I might start playing the lottery because I was so lucky to make it through serving my country and being a very successful self employed business man. But thank god "luck"was my savior. Anyways so like I said previously for the slow ones, I APOLOGIZE IF I MAY OFFENDED ANYONE FOR POSTING IN MY INTRO WHILE BEING INTOXICATED, i acess Ktc mostly through my phone busy gone from house working all damn day.so it's easy access to Ktc. As I said aswell I felt slight flash backs of when I caved previously so ...... Anyways I'm done and over this topic I quit with all you today!!!
You're an occasional/rare drinker who does two things in this world with precision..."DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN..."
You said this to a newbie quitter who admitted he drank too much and wanted to address that but knew it would be tough giving up two vices at once.
Not exactly sage nor timely advice. Couple that with your drunk ramblings about getting us all hookers as well as your smart ass comments when you came back and you can see where your rep is being built from.
Quit on...
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
..... ????
FUCK YEA!!! I QUIT WITH U TODAY BUD!!! No nic at all!! Post roll,Read,coffee,read,shit,read,fuck,read,text,read,work,read..and just to break the ice,there's tow things I do with precision in this world?.DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN!!! And fuck!! I'm all out of Booz!!!
Just to refresh your memory of what a dumb ass you were in this post. I don't call that support. Were trying to help new quitters through the early process of quitting and they need good advice from those that have the experience or are currently experiencing the suck of quitting. One thing you could learn is quitting requires; 1-posting roll, at .5 posts per day your not exactly a example of that.
I understand your still young and lack the maturity to understand much about life and with your attitude you probably will require a lot of years to learn. Your one of those quitters that I say good luck, your gonna need a lot of it, not just in quitting.
Your an ass!
KEEP READING THEN BUD, why If u do you'll see Iam a occasional/rare drinker and I apologized if it was out of line for posting while intoxicated. "LUCK" well I might start playing the lottery because I was so lucky to make it through serving my country and being a very successful self employed business man. But thank god "luck"was my savior. Anyways so like I said previously for the slow ones, I APOLOGIZE IF I MAY OFFENDED ANYONE FOR POSTING IN MY INTRO WHILE BEING INTOXICATED, i acess Ktc mostly through my phone busy gone from house working all damn day.so it's easy access to Ktc. As I said aswell I felt slight flash backs of when I caved previously so ...... Anyways I'm done and over this topic I quit with all you today!!!
You're an occasional/rare drinker who does two things in this world with precision..."DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN..."
You said this to a newbie quitter who admitted he drank too much and wanted to address that but knew it would be tough giving up two vices at once.
Not exactly sage nor timely advice. Couple that with your drunk ramblings about getting us all hookers as well as your smart ass comments when you came back and you can see where your rep is being built from.
Quit on...
Really????-you were a Marine?-your an embarrasment to the eagle globe and anchor! I must be fucking hallucinating.Go by a lottery ticket you limp dick motherfucker.
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Lets see what he does with this folks. He has apologized. The coming few days will tell if the message sunk in, and if the apology was sincere.
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Lets see what he does with this folks. He has apologized. The coming few days will tell if the message sunk in, and if the apology was sincere.
He'll get shitfaced this weekend and embarrass himself agin. He smells trolly and dooshy.
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Lets see what he does with this folks. He has apologized. The coming few days will tell if the message sunk in, and if the apology was sincere.
He'll get shitfaced this weekend and embarrass himself agin. He smells trolly and dooshy.
'Popcorn'
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Lets see what he does with this folks. He has apologized. The coming few days will tell if the message sunk in, and if the apology was sincere.
He'll get shitfaced this weekend and embarrass himself agin. He smells trolly and dooshy.
'Popcorn'
Just be cool Mcray. Stay calm and quit on. 'tread'
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Lets see what he does with this folks. He has apologized. The coming few days will tell if the message sunk in, and if the apology was sincere.
He'll get shitfaced this weekend and embarrass himself agin. He smells trolly and dooshy.
'Popcorn'
X 2
There's a quit going on under all that hard ass shit. Once he stops flailing, it should shine through.
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Mcray I just read some of your bullshit on another intro thread.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's no secret that alcohol is a known quit killer, so stop glorifying it.
This ain't Facebook where you post "selfies" of you and your butt buddies all liquored up trying to act cool and then hashtagging it with something stupid like #ballalife or some shit.
You aren't impressing anybody here.
This is a quit nicotine site. Period. Nobody wants to hear you bragging about your drinking escapades and nobody thinks it's cool when you're all hammered and you come on here and posting stupid, teenaged bullshit.
Grow the fuck up and just quit.
WTF!! Did I miss?!?!? All I been is heping to support new quitters, read the intros again sir,yes Friday was a moment where I felt the crave creeping up,so I reached out in time of need.thats why I been taken time out of a 28 year olds day as u all know all u hard working men know at 28 it's work work work and more work.but even so I took the time out to reach out to new quitters as brothers helped me when I was week this weekend..hence ("lean when your weak and get leaned on when your strong")now I apologized for giving shout outs and showing much love and respect to all of Ktc when I was drunk..now I see some view alcohol as a trigger,my apologies I if anything showed a lot of sentiment towards Ktc..and if I disrespected anybody that was my family and friends here IN person..anyways what ever to each his own, all Idgaf and all I know is I'm quit as fuck!! Goodnight boys!!!
One more thing,for the record,Iam a casual drinker as I rarely drink but when I do I tend to feel it.but I see it is a trigger for many.so I'll make sure to keep my far and few between drinking "escapades" to my self.NOTED!! Night boys
Man... I just read this thread. Wow.
Dude... Pull your head out. Stop drinking. Shut up. Get it together. Keep your head down and just quit. That's your only goal right now.
Do it.
just to be clear....
when AJ says to pull your head out...
he means out of YOUR ASS, man. get your shit together and grow up.
..... ????
FUCK YEA!!! I QUIT WITH U TODAY BUD!!! No nic at all!! Post roll,Read,coffee,read,shit,read,fuck,read,text,read,work,read..and just to break the ice,there's tow things I do with precision in this world?.DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN!!! And fuck!! I'm all out of Booz!!!
Just to refresh your memory of what a dumb ass you were in this post. I don't call that support. Were trying to help new quitters through the early process of quitting and they need good advice from those that have the experience or are currently experiencing the suck of quitting. One thing you could learn is quitting requires; 1-posting roll, at .5 posts per day your not exactly a example of that.
I understand your still young and lack the maturity to understand much about life and with your attitude you probably will require a lot of years to learn. Your one of those quitters that I say good luck, your gonna need a lot of it, not just in quitting.
Your an ass!
KEEP READING THEN BUD, why If u do you'll see Iam a occasional/rare drinker and I apologized if it was out of line for posting while intoxicated. "LUCK" well I might start playing the lottery because I was so lucky to make it through serving my country and being a very successful self employed business man. But thank god "luck"was my savior. Anyways so like I said previously for the slow ones, I APOLOGIZE IF I MAY OFFENDED ANYONE FOR POSTING IN MY INTRO WHILE BEING INTOXICATED, i acess Ktc mostly through my phone busy gone from house working all damn day.so it's easy access to Ktc. As I said aswell I felt slight flash backs of when I caved previously so ...... Anyways I'm done and over this topic I quit with all you today!!!
You're an occasional/rare drinker who does two things in this world with precision..."DRINK ALCOHOL AND QUIT DIPPIN..."
You said this to a newbie quitter who admitted he drank too much and wanted to address that but knew it would be tough giving up two vices at once.
Not exactly sage nor timely advice. Couple that with your drunk ramblings about getting us all hookers as well as your smart ass comments when you came back and you can see where your rep is being built from.
Quit on...
Really????-you were a Marine?-your an embarrasment to the eagle globe and anchor! I must be fucking hallucinating.Go by a lottery ticket you limp dick motherfucker.
Ok bobby!! I see you have more issues then just quitting tobacco on your hands!!
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NO ALCOHOL!!! I quit with all y'all!! And in try to avoid the alcohol the first thirty days or so!! And curse the next man who expresses a little emotion during his possible intoxication!!
SO FOR THE LAST TIME IAM SORRY FOR KTC'g and DRINKING!! Never again!!! For that man will get crucified, unreal!! But I get it. I quit with all u.
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NO ALCOHOL!!! I quit with all y'all!! And in try to avoid the alcohol the first thirty days or so!! And curse the next man who expresses a little emotion during his possible intoxication!!
SO FOR THE LAST TIME IAM SORRY FOR KTC'g and DRINKING!! Never again!!! For that man will get crucified, unreal!! But I get it. I quit with all u.
We care. Most of us are probably talking to you like we wish someone older had talked to us when we were your age. Nothing personal, but you've exhibited some destructive behavior, and it was pointed out by people who want to see you quit.
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NO ALCOHOL!!! I quit with all y'all!! And in try to avoid the alcohol the first thirty days or so!! And curse the next man who expresses a little emotion during his possible intoxication!!
SO FOR THE LAST TIME IAM SORRY FOR KTC'g and DRINKING!! Never again!!! For that man will get crucified, unreal!! But I get it. I quit with all u.
We care. Most of us are probably talking to you like we wish someone older had talked to us when we were your age. Nothing personal, but you've exhibited some destructive behavior, and it was pointed out by people who want to see you quit.
X2
If we didn't give a shit, we wouldn't say shit.
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NO ALCOHOL!!! I quit with all y'all!! And in try to avoid the alcohol the first thirty days or so!! And curse the next man who expresses a little emotion during his possible intoxication!!
SO FOR THE LAST TIME IAM SORRY FOR KTC'g and DRINKING!! Never again!!! For that man will get crucified, unreal!! But I get it. I quit with all u.
We care. Most of us are probably talking to you like we wish someone older had talked to us when we were your age. Nothing personal, but you've exhibited some destructive behavior, and it was pointed out by people who want to see you quit.
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If we didn't give a shit, we wouldn't say shit.
Definitely, definitely. Good points.
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WTF did I just read 'bang head'
Keep up the quit.
I know all this has been talked about but I must throw my 2 cents out there. All that talk about how you are a "handsome rich mf'er" with money and all this crap really makes you look ignorant. There are guys on here that make 6 figures and never flaunt a word about it. Have some humility man, and respect what's going on here. Nobody gives 2 fucks about how much money you have or any of that b.s.... Come in here, post roll, and support quitters...leave that other bullshit on facebook and twitter.
Just leave the alcohol alone, forget about it until you are solid. You can cross that bridge at a later date. I know first hand, alcohol WILL ruin your quit. You get in that drunken mindset and next thing you know, you are puffin' on a cigg or have a lip turd in....instant CAVE status. If you are using alcohol to cope with your quit withdrawals, then what are you really accomplishing? You are just replacing one mind altering substance with another mind altering substance. Alcohol is still a drug no matter how much society deems it acceptable.
You were in the marines so I know they instilled discipline in you and how to act. I'm a soldier and I was taught this so I know you understand because the marines are way more hardcore about that. You can take the man out of the military but you can't take the military out of a man. Remember what you learned and fix yourself *insert command hand*
I quit with you bro.
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All that talk about how you are a "handsome rich mf'er" with money
You forgot "and, gosh darnit, people like me!"
I'm with you today, Stuart. You're doing this.
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WTF did I just read 'bang head'
Keep up the quit.
I know all this has been talked about but I must throw my 2 cents out there. All that talk about how you are a "handsome rich mf'er" with money and all this crap really makes you look ignorant. There are guys on here that make 6 figures and never flaunt a word about it. Have some humility man, and respect what's going on here. Nobody gives 2 fucks about how much money you have or any of that b.s.... Come in here, post roll, and support quitters...leave that other bullshit on facebook and twitter.
Just leave the alcohol alone, forget about it until you are solid. You can cross that bridge at a later date. I know first hand, alcohol WILL ruin your quit. You get in that drunken mindset and next thing you know, you are puffin' on a cigg or have a lip turd in....instant CAVE status. If you are using alcohol to cope with your quit withdrawals, then what are you really accomplishing? You are just replacing one mind altering substance with another mind altering substance. Alcohol is still a drug no matter how much society deems it acceptable.
You were in the marines so I know they instilled discipline in you and how to act. I'm a soldier and I was taught this so I know you understand because the marines are way more hardcore about that. You can take the man out of the military but you can't take the military out of a man. Remember what you learned and fix yourself *insert command hand*
I quit with you bro.
Buddy bud, on my very next post a knowledged them exact words just hours later and referred that whole message which was under the influence.and was totally aimed at showing love to my Ktc brothers and insulting my biological family under the influence if I may add again..but again i see under the influence I was out of line. Now, am i a 100% convinced i was out of line?no. But I 100% respect my quit and 100% respect y'all brothers and the Ktc program. So being a occasional drinker respects and accepts the knowledge from more experienced drinkers and personal facts and I'm committed to not flirt with my occasional (1-2 a month drink) drink for another couple of weeks. Why I don't know if I mentioned I have a 5 and 6 year old and a religious wife for the most part so I don't ever drink in the comfort of my own house and only drink at get together a (restraunts,public/personal events) and beer taste like piss.. So of course the good stuff is going to hit a occasional drinker a lot harder then beer and a more consistent drinker so, obviously led to a message of sorts during that encounter that evening. It's Thursday boys July,31 a month and half away from my boys whooping on the niners ass!!! I love how with out tobacco the dates and days matter.. Iam QAF with all you!!
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It's Thursday boys July,31 a month and half away from my boys whooping on the niners ass!!!
This young man might just be ok after all.
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It's Thursday boys July,31 a month and half away from my boys whooping on the niners ass!!!
This young man might just be ok after all.
I don't know.
Dude seems delusional to me. Cowboys put up as much defense as G does in a truck stop bathroom.
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It's Thursday boys July,31 a month and half away from my boys whooping on the niners ass!!!
This young man might just be ok after all.
I don't know.
Dude seems delusional to me. Cowboys put up as much defense as G does in a truck stop bathroom.
Hahaha!!! I wish I could counter that, but I see a division title with this early-mid 90's stone wall O-LINE.10-6/division champs!! Now we'll talk playoffs at the appropriate time.lol. Depends on how bad the injury big continues to hit us come December :(
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GOOD WEEKEND GENTS!!! Glad to report I didn't have one of my rare alcohol "Escapades". ( well I did blaze some refer and meth) ( kidding so kidding) In all seriousness just work and family time. Now good day buds and Iam QAF with all u gents!!! And also Gordon and bobby boo-shey!!!Lol
( sorry) below the belt couldn't help my self Gordon/bobby all humor nothing personal. QAF :)
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