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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: KickThisB1tch on June 01, 2013, 12:08:00 PM
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Hello everyone! My name is Jordan, I'm 23 years old and I have been addicted to chewing for 8 years now. Well, until today that is!! 'flush' Let's get into that a little bit of how I started, from what I can see that's a little bit how we do this!?
Well, I guess I'll just start the first day I ever had a dip. I was a 15 year old sophomore in High School. I had just got done with baseball practice (what a surprise haha), and my best friend, who was 17 at the time, and I went back to his house. While on the way home, he asked me,"Have you ever tried dipping?" I of course say no. But knowing that my friend had done it, I asked to see it, I can still remember the scent, Grizzly Wintergreen, looked at him looking "cool" because he was dipping and threw one in my mouth. I can still feel the high that I got when I was sitting in his room, and I was hooked.
Then all throughout high school, I would buy chew and hide it from my parents. I did everything I could to get a little dip in without them knowing. Taking my tins, hiding them in my own bathroom under towels, in my room between my bed and my frame. Anywhere I could keep it until I knew I was alone. Not to mention they always found them. Turned 18, and of course it was out of their control and I was buying my own like I had been for the last 3 years.
Fast forward another 5 years to where we are now. I am just sick of this damn bitch controlling my life. I don't even like taking them anymore but I couldn't help it. It was such a habit it almost was natural for me to just throw one in. Then I found this site a couple of days ago and bam, I made the decision for June 1st to be my first day in the quit!! FUCK THIS NICOTINE WHORE!! I DON'T NEED THIS BITCH ANYMORE!!
P.S. Any help would be greatly appreciated, I just signed up today and in doing so I want today to be my first day quit!!
Sorry if it's lengthy! I look forward to taking this crazy shit on with you all and not alone finally!!
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Welcome brother, Congratulations on your decision to quit!
Use this site, it will save your quit and make you successful every day.
Post roll daily, read read read, and listen to the advice of all these guys. They know what they are talking about.
Just pmd you my info, lets stay accountable.
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I've been a smoker on and off for 24 years but what is different this time is I finally realize it's not a bad habit. I am an addict. I'm a nice girl, good mom... I'M NOT AN ADDICT!
Oh yes I am.
Embrace now that you are an addict an that this isn't just a "bad habit" and one day at a time you can be free.
I'm quit with you today.
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I've been a smoker on and off for 24 years but what is different this time is I finally realize it's not a bad habit. I am an addict. I'm a nice girl, good mom... I'M NOT AN ADDICT!
Oh yes I am.
Embrace now that you are an addict an that this isn't just a "bad habit" and one day at a time you can be free.
I'm quit with you today.
LHG speaking the truth. Welcome to quit.
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Hello everyone! My name is Jordan, I'm 23 years old and I have been addicted to chewing for 8 years now. Well, until today that is!! 'flush' Let's get into that a little bit of how I started, from what I can see that's a little bit how we do this!?
Well, I guess I'll just start the first day I ever had a dip. I was a 15 year old sophomore in High School. I had just got done with baseball practice (what a surprise haha), and my best friend, who was 17 at the time, and I went back to his house. While on the way home, he asked me,"Have you ever tried dipping?" I of course say no. But knowing that my friend had done it, I asked to see it, I can still remember the scent, Grizzly Wintergreen, looked at him looking "cool" because he was dipping and threw one in my mouth. I can still feel the high that I got when I was sitting in his room, and I was hooked.
Then all throughout high school, I would buy chew and hide it from my parents. I did everything I could to get a little dip in without them knowing. Taking my tins, hiding them in my own bathroom under towels, in my room between my bed and my frame. Anywhere I could keep it until I knew I was alone. Not to mention they always found them. Turned 18, and of course it was out of their control and I was buying my own like I had been for the last 3 years.
Fast forward another 5 years to where we are now. I am just sick of this damn bitch controlling my life. I don't even like taking them anymore but I couldn't help it. It was such a habit it almost was natural for me to just throw one in. Then I found this site a couple of days ago and bam, I made the decision for June 1st to be my first day in the quit!! FUCK THIS NICOTINE WHORE!! I DON'T NEED THIS BITCH ANYMORE!!
P.S. Any help would be greatly appreciated, I just signed up today and in doing so I want today to be my first day quit!!
Sorry if it's lengthy! I look forward to taking this crazy shit on with you all and not alone finally!!
Brother, welcome to quit! When you get a chance, I sent you a Personal Message (PM). You can access by clicking the link that says INBOX.
Make sure you reach out if your quit really starts to beat you down. We are here to help you. And by helping you, we all help ourselves.
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Awesome intro. Make sure you post every day. This is going to suck for a few days. In fact it will be shitty shitty shitty so posting roll keeps you quit thru the suck. Once you post roll you can't dip. Roll is a promise from you to us that you will not use any form of nicotine all day. Pm me if you need anything. I am addicted to being quit and I quit with you, you badd ass!
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Well, today was my first day quit!! And I am proud to report that I have been nicotine free all day!! Went to Wal-Mart today to get some alternatives for myself and picked up 5 huge bags of seeds and the rest of their "Smokey Mountain" to help get me through these days! Oh, and my first day posting roll was a success!! Already getting help from a bunch of people! I knew this was the place to go! Thanks already!
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Well, today was my first day quit!! And I am proud to report that I have been nicotine free all day!! Went to Wal-Mart today to get some alternatives for myself and picked up 5 huge bags of seeds and the rest of their "Smokey Mountain" to help get me through these days! Oh, and my first day posting roll was a success!! Already getting help from a bunch of people! I knew this was the place to go! Thanks already!
Good job and welcome to KTC! We are some bad ass quitters here! Sounds like you will fit in. Spend as much time as you can reading, and get acquainted with how and why we do things the way we do. 40000 have come before us so the method works. Never again for any reason.... NAFAR!
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Well, today was my first day quit!! And I am proud to report that I have been nicotine free all day!! Went to Wal-Mart today to get some alternatives for myself and picked up 5 huge bags of seeds and the rest of their "Smokey Mountain" to help get me through these days! Oh, and my first day posting roll was a success!! Already getting help from a bunch of people! I knew this was the place to go! Thanks already!
Not to be the ass (those usually come after me, and I'm sure they will,) but that was a really pretty intro. It was just a little too pretty. You never gave anybody a chance to verbally and/or physically lambaste you in all the ways that new quitters typically are. You even nailed all the topics that were soon to be addressed by the vets on here.
But even though you nailed all the "bullet-proof vest" items, you failed to mention why you wanted to quit. Your intro was too pretty. Make it ugly so we can empathize with you.
Personally, I believe you probably found a decent alias for a previous quit on KTC, knew all the questions to all the answers, and decided to go pretty with this new quit. It was just too pretty. No dipper is that happy to quit. Tell us about yourself, even if you're a sorry, previously-caving quitter. (we are all sorry quitters, BTW. We all know that. But we gained integrity in that quit.) Join us, but make that quit ugly. We enjoy your anguish. It helps us.
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That's what I get for responding before reading everything from the day.
You get ONE intro!!!
I just read the ACTUAL intro. Quit on, youngster!!
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Welcome, you'll find support for quitting, information, entertainment, but not much sympathy or tolerance for failure. Basically don't screw up and chew! Before you do that call a member of your quit group (get numbers, they'll PM them on over if you ask), send PM, respond to someone's intro like i'm doing, go into the chat room and wait for someone to join in if it's empty. The site is amazing for help it can be for you.
Update your intro from time to time to let the guys know what's up. My tip: post roll early, that way you won't stop by the convenience store on the way to work for a can.
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That's what I get for responding before reading everything from the day.
You get ONE intro!!!
I just read the ACTUAL intro. Quit on, youngster!!
I knew I was doing something wrong right away! Dammit. Lol, from now on I'll just post on my ACTUAL Intro labeled: "NEW QUITTER"
Thank you though!!
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Awesome intro. Make sure you post every day. This is going to suck for a few days. In fact it will be shitty shitty shitty so posting roll keeps you quit thru the suck. Once you post roll you can't dip. Roll is a promise from you to us that you will not use any form of nicotine all day. Pm me if you need anything. I am addicted to being quit and I quit with you, you badd ass!
From what I have seen on here, The shit hasn't even hit the fan yet! Good looks on all the help!
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DAY 1 was a success. Went the whole day without nicotine, thought I was going to kill somebody though. Couldn't fall asleep for shit and Woke up today earlier than I have in the last few months. Plus my phone just decided it doesn't want to get past my startup screen...just wondrous....fuck. Staying nic free though!!! I will not cave!!!
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DAY 1 was a success. Went the whole day without nicotine, thought I was going to kill somebody though. Couldn't fall asleep for shit and Woke up today earlier than I have in the last few months. Plus my phone just decided it doesn't want to get past my startup screen...just wondrous....fuck. Staying nic free though!!! I will not cave!!!
Damn straight you won't cave. You're already one day too far to even think of turning back now. I was in your shoes 629 days ago on day 1 now day 2. I remember what you're going through. But let me tell you, it gets easier and a lot better.
I was 14 when I started. Grizzly Wintergreen was my dip of choice. 12 years later and I'm quit. Don't let these next 4 years go by with you dipping. I'm turning 28 on Saturday of next week. It's going to be my second birthday quit. And it feels freaking awesome.
The sleeping will get better. Can't tell you when as its different for everybody. But it will. Go to a CVS or something and pick up some Melatonin or Valerian Root. It'll help you get to sleep.
Have you posted roll yet? Click on the welcome center link at the top and learn to post roll. Go hang out in live chat. You'll meet a lot of badass quitters there. I lived there my first few weeks. Shit I still do. Post in the wildcard section. Get involved with somebody newer than you. The more you're involved in the site, the greater the chance your quit will stick. That is a guarantee right there. All you need to do is work at it.
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DAY 1 was a success. Went the whole day without nicotine, thought I was going to kill somebody though. Couldn't fall asleep for shit and Woke up today earlier than I have in the last few months. Plus my phone just decided it doesn't want to get past my startup screen...just wondrous....fuck. Staying nic free though!!! I will not cave!!!
The day 1. I remember that,, what a bear. I never want that again, it will go down as one of the worst and best days of my life. The WORST DAY because I really loved the poison so much, even though it done absolutely nothing for me. After time l have learned to hate it. I hate it so much I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
The BEST DAY because it was the first day I said no in over 25 plus years. It was the first day I began the journey of taking my life back. The first day I didn't go down to the corner store, throw away 5 dollars on something that was killing me, taking my integrity, stealing precious time from my family.
The poison had me bound, tied and gagged. NOT ANY MORE! Now you have broke free. You have a lot of wounds that need to heal and it will take time, but will be so worth it. You will have some bruises, but they will be reminders of breaking free. I quit with you my friend.
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DAY 1 was a success. Went the whole day without nicotine, thought I was going to kill somebody though. Couldn't fall asleep for shit and Woke up today earlier than I have in the last few months. Plus my phone just decided it doesn't want to get past my startup screen...just wondrous....fuck. Staying nic free though!!! I will not cave!!!
Damn straight you won't cave. You're already one day too far to even think of turning back now. I was in your shoes 629 days ago on day 1 now day 2. I remember what you're going through. But let me tell you, it gets easier and a lot better.
I was 14 when I started. Grizzly Wintergreen was my dip of choice. 12 years later and I'm quit. Don't let these next 4 years go by with you dipping. I'm turning 28 on Saturday of next week. It's going to be my second birthday quit. And it feels freaking awesome.
The sleeping will get better. Can't tell you when as its different for everybody. But it will. Go to a CVS or something and pick up some Melatonin or Valerian Root. It'll help you get to sleep.
Get involved with somebody newer than you. The more you're involved in the site, the greater the chance your quit will stick. That is a guarantee right there. All you need to do is work at it.
Have you posted roll yet? Click on the welcome center link at the top and learn to post roll. Go hang out in live chat. You'll meet a lot of badass quitters there. I lived there my first few weeks. Shit I still do. Post in the wildcard section.
I think that I have. I believe that I successfully posted yesterday and today. In the Slutember Slayers!
Ok Thanks for the advice, that is probably where I'll end up quite a bit I think, especially until I get the hang of things on here.
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Hey man congrats on day two. You go you bass ass quitter. Yes it is gonna suck for a few more days and then get slowly better.
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Hey man congrats on day two. You go you bass ass quitter. Yes it is gonna suck for a few more days and then get slowly better.
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Hey man congrats on day two. You go you bass ass quitter. Yes it is gonna suck for a few more days and then get slowly better.
Thank you!! It was a looong rough day but I made it!! Got through it by working out and taking my mind off of it! Quit another day!!
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So here I sit at the end of day two. My ass is being kicked but I am still and will remain quit!! I found myself down at Wal-Mart again spending $20 on candy, seeds and fake chew. Way more than I need but hey, I guess I'll be prepared for a little bit. I'm going to try and get some sleep tonight....if I can fall asleep. Goodnight to all my bad ass quitters out there!! Talk to you in the AM.
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So here I sit at the end of day two. My ass is being kicked but I am still and will remain quit!! I found myself down at Wal-Mart again spending $20 on candy, seeds and fake chew. Way more than I need but hey, I guess I'll be prepared for a little bit. I'm going to try and get some sleep tonight....if I can fall asleep. Goodnight to all my bad ass quitters out there!! Talk to you in the AM.
KTB as unpleasant as the lack of sleep may be it will not kill you.The $20 your dropping at Wally World inconvenient maybe....won't kill ya.One day at a time....Hell yes!! Worth it in every imaginable way possible.NAFAR!!
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KTB1! I am day 6 saving whatever $70-$90 whatever. I went to the chineese buffet on day 2, got me a 90 minute massage (no happy ending joint I went to someplace reputable) on day 3, bought fast food for dinner day 4 and 5. I have spnt $23.74 on gum, $3.58 on beef jerky chew, $18.78 on seeds, and buy just adding h2o I have ressurected my $73.99 box of Bacc-Off from 30 months ago. Long story short I don't care if you need to watch Behind the Candilabra and deep throat your fat sisters purple dildo; just do whatever you need to to keep that nasty tobacco poison out of your mouth
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KTB as unpleasant as the lack of sleep may be it will not kill you.The $20 your dropping at Wally World inconvenient maybe....won't kill ya.One day at a time....Hell yes!! Worth it in every imaginable way possible.NAFAR!! [/QUOTE]
Oh I would much rather pay the 20 bucks for the stuff that I bought at Wal-Mart than I did that nasty ass poison I have been putting in there forever!
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Holy shit today has sucked so bad! My phone wasn't working forever, then it had rained. Blah, blah, blah all I could think about though was the promise I made to you guys and it got me through all that shit! Still got a tough couple hours ahead of me with this damn Heat game!!! Let's go heat!
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Holy shit today has sucked so bad! My phone wasn't working forever, then it had rained. Blah, blah, blah all I could think about though was the promise I made to you guys and it got me through all that shit! Still got a tough couple hours ahead of me with this damn Heat game!!! Let's go heat!
Hey bro it gets better trust me. Just keep keeping on, keep your promise. Your doing awesome bro.
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Holy shit today has sucked so bad! My phone wasn't working forever, then it had rained. Blah, blah, blah all I could think about though was the promise I made to you guys and it got me through all that shit! Still got a tough couple hours ahead of me with this damn Heat game!!! Let's go heat!
Hey bro it gets better trust me. Just keep keeping on, keep your promise. Your doing awesome bro.
2 days, feels like two weeks i bet. Feels like you been in a war don't it. Good! Remember it. Embrace it. Never forget, keep the suck forever embedded in your mind. Never again for any reason. Your free brother. Now your fighting to keep that freedom. Freedom Cost is total suck for just a little while, but it's worth it. I quit with you. Lets wake up tomorrow and do the same.
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Holy shit today has sucked so bad! My phone wasn't working forever, then it had rained. Blah, blah, blah all I could think about though was the promise I made to you guys and it got me through all that shit! Still got a tough couple hours ahead of me with this damn Heat game!!! Let's go heat!
Hey bro it gets better trust me. Just keep keeping on, keep your promise. Your doing awesome bro.
2 days, feels like two weeks i bet. Feels like you been in a war don't it. Good! Remember it. Embrace it. Never forget, keep the suck forever embedded in your mind. Never again for any reason. Your free brother. Now your fighting to keep that freedom. Freedom Cost is total suck for just a little while, but it's worth it. I quit with you. Lets wake up tomorrow and do the same.
Stay the course. It takes time to rid the shit from your system. This sucks bad, but it is normal. We know exactly how you are feeling, you can do this. Stay the course. Remember this shit is life and death man.
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Holy shit today has sucked so bad! My phone wasn't working forever, then it had rained. Blah, blah, blah all I could think about though was the promise I made to you guys and it got me through all that shit! Still got a tough couple hours ahead of me with this damn Heat game!!! Let's go heat!
Hey bro it gets better trust me. Just keep keeping on, keep your promise. Your doing awesome bro.
2 days, feels like two weeks i bet. Feels like you been in a war don't it. Good! Remember it. Embrace it. Never forget, keep the suck forever embedded in your mind. Never again for any reason. Your free brother. Now your fighting to keep that freedom. Freedom Cost is total suck for just a little while, but it's worth it. I quit with you. Lets wake up tomorrow and do the same.
Stay the course. It takes time to rid the shit from your system. This sucks bad, but it is normal. We know exactly how you are feeling, you can do this. Stay the course. Remember this shit is life and death man.
Russ- I know it will. It was a rough day but hey I'm stickin' to it! There is nothing that will make me cave!
Srans- WAR...Perfect description of how this feels right now. There is no way I could forget it nor will I. I CANNOT go through this suck again! Haha. We shall endure yet another day!
IG2H- Damn right, I don't need to let the nic bitch control my life. I decide when I will live and die!
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So as I sit here as day three is dwindling down, I'm sitting here watching the Heat game with my roommate, and he pulls out his tin. Packs that shit up and throws a fat chaw in his lip. I looked right at him and took out my bag of suckers. The look of disappointment on his face was priceless. I think because he knows that I quit with all of you bad asses...and he is still a slave to the bitch!! That alone right there will help push me through this suck tonight! Goodnight fellow quitters!
Thanks for all of your support through the first couple of days already!
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So as I sit here as day three is dwindling down, I'm sitting here watching the Heat game with my roommate, and he pulls out his tin. Packs that shit up and throws a fat chaw in his lip. I looked right at him and took out my bag of suckers. The look of disappointment on his face was priceless. I think because he knows that I quit with all of you bad asses...and he is still a slave to the bitch!! That alone right there will help push me through this suck tonight! Goodnight fellow quitters!
Thanks for all of your support through the first couple of days already!
Stay strong bro. It does get better. I promise. I am on day 15 of my quit and its alot better than the first 4 days were. Tell your roommate to act like he has a set of balls and join you in quitting. I quit with you today.
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So as I sit here as day three is dwindling down, I'm sitting here watching the Heat game with my roommate, and he pulls out his tin. Packs that shit up and throws a fat chaw in his lip. I looked right at him and took out my bag of suckers. The look of disappointment on his face was priceless. I think because he knows that I quit with all of you bad asses...and he is still a slave to the bitch!! That alone right there will help push me through this suck tonight! Goodnight fellow quitters!
Thanks for all of your support through the first couple of days already!
Might I suggest finding a new roommate? I know that might not be possible, but there will (THERE WILL) come a time when you've had too much to drink or you're pissed off at a girl or a boss or a stoplight and you simply say, "Fuck it" and cave on the spot because the dip is in the same room.
Roommate might be your best friend, but you're in the lust phase of quitting. Lust works both ways. Right now, you're all gung-ho, rah rah quit. What happens in ten days when it's only a mind game and your BFF roommate is dipping while you try to figure out why you aren't?
We all want you to quit, dude. Check your inbox. You'll find my number. Call me if roomie's tin is ever more powerful than your quit. I suspect it WILL happen. If you're stronger than me, it won't. If you're weak like me, it WILL HAPPEN!!
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So as I sit here as day three is dwindling down, I'm sitting here watching the Heat game with my roommate, and he pulls out his tin. Packs that shit up and throws a fat chaw in his lip. I looked right at him and took out my bag of suckers. The look of disappointment on his face was priceless. I think because he knows that I quit with all of you bad asses...and he is still a slave to the bitch!! That alone right there will help push me through this suck tonight! Goodnight fellow quitters!
Thanks for all of your support through the first couple of days already!
Might I suggest finding a new roommate? I know that might not be possible, but there will (THERE WILL) come a time when you've had too much to drink or you're pissed off at a girl or a boss or a stoplight and you simply say, "Fuck it" and cave on the spot because the dip is in the same room.
Roommate might be your best friend, but you're in the lust phase of quitting. Lust works both ways. Right now, you're all gung-ho, rah rah quit. What happens in ten days when it's only a mind game and your BFF roommate is dipping while you try to figure out why you aren't?
We all want you to quit, dude. Check your inbox. You'll find my number. Call me if roomie's tin is ever more powerful than your quit. I suspect it WILL happen. If you're stronger than me, it won't. If you're weak like me, it WILL HAPPEN!!
Ahh see the thing with the roommate is that I am trying to get him to hop on the quit with me. When I told him that I was quitting, he had tried with me while I was on my second day...He apparently wasn't "ready" yet. But I had told myself that plenty of times. I told him that he needs to make that decision within the next two weeks because his birthday is coming up in September....So I said,"What a better gift to give yourself than to join the Slutember Slayers and be free of this controlling bitch that is nicotine." And it really sunk in. We'll see if I can persuade him into joining the quit with me! However I will check my inbox! Thank you for joining me in the fight!
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So as I sit here as day three is dwindling down, I'm sitting here watching the Heat game with my roommate, and he pulls out his tin. Packs that shit up and throws a fat chaw in his lip. I looked right at him and took out my bag of suckers. The look of disappointment on his face was priceless. I think because he knows that I quit with all of you bad asses...and he is still a slave to the bitch!! That alone right there will help push me through this suck tonight! Goodnight fellow quitters!
Thanks for all of your support through the first couple of days already!
Stay strong bro. It does get better. I promise. I am on day 15 of my quit and its alot better than the first 4 days were. Tell your roommate to act like he has a set of balls and join you in quitting. I quit with you today.
KC As unbelievable as it may sound, those are pretty close to the words that I told him! Haha. When he said he wasn't "ready" I told him...neither was I but tomorrow never comes...Shit needs to happen now! I quit with you today as well brother!
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So as I sit here as day three is dwindling down, I'm sitting here watching the Heat game with my roommate, and he pulls out his tin. Packs that shit up and throws a fat chaw in his lip. I looked right at him and took out my bag of suckers. The look of disappointment on his face was priceless. I think because he knows that I quit with all of you bad asses...and he is still a slave to the bitch!! That alone right there will help push me through this suck tonight! Goodnight fellow quitters!
Thanks for all of your support through the first couple of days already!
Stay strong bro. It does get better. I promise. I am on day 15 of my quit and its alot better than the first 4 days were. Tell your roommate to act like he has a set of balls and join you in quitting. I quit with you today.
KC As unbelievable as it may sound, those are pretty close to the words that I told him! Haha. When he said he wasn't "ready" I told him...neither was I but tomorrow never comes...Shit needs to happen now! I quit with you today as well brother!
Welcome to the site. Glad to have you!!!! You're a smart man.
Please excuse me, I speak very bluntly...
Fuck your roommate. Your 3 days quit, which is tits, but fuck worrying about getting your roommate to quit. Worry about YOU and your quit. Nothing else.
You tried to get him to quit but he had some bullshit excuse. Don't waste any more energy on him. Save it for your quit.
Nice respect for your quit by the way. Finger banging and loading up right in front of you.
He may be your boy, but when he's got a terd in his mouth tell him he looks like a fucking idiot spitting into a bottle and leave it at that.
You need some support, come here. We will help you. He will not. So like I said, fuck him.
Have a nice night.
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Welcome to the site. Glad to have you!!!! You're a smart man.
Please excuse me, I speak very bluntly...
Fuck your roommate. Your 3 days quit, which is tits, but fuck worrying about getting your roommate to quit. Worry about YOU and your quit. Nothing else.
You tried to get him to quit but he had some bullshit excuse. Don't waste any more energy on him. Save it for your quit.
Nice respect for your quit by the way. Finger banging and loading up right in front of you.
He may be your boy, but when he's got a terd in his mouth tell him he looks like a fucking idiot spitting into a bottle and leave it at that.
You need some support, come here. We will help you. He will not. So like I said, fuck him.
Have a nice night. [/QUOTE]
DIESEL - Haha no need to excuse yourself...the best way to get a point through is to be very blunt about it. Hell yeah man, I completely agree with you. I am not going to waste my time if he isn't going to take it seriously, it's tough enough for me to do it!
Thank God I got all of you guys though!
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Alright, Day 4. Long day ahead of me, I got a lot of bullshit work I need to do around the house today...A lot of which were triggers for me to throw in a chaw...so I can assume I'll be on this site a lot today! I already posted roll so you know that means I will be quit with all of you today!
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Alright, Day 4. Long day ahead of me, I got a lot of bullshit work I need to do around the house today...A lot of which were triggers for me to throw in a chaw...so I can assume I'll be on this site a lot today! I already posted roll so you know that means I will be quit with all of you today!
I think we have oursleves a quitter here. Made a promise, and bound to keep it. Simple yet profound.
You are doing great man, one day at a time.
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Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted all day. It was a busy ass day. I had to do some laundry and clean up my apartment. Couldn't stop thinking about taking a dip so I worked out for a solid two hours and then ran a mile afterwords to take my mind off of it. Another day down and damn it feels good to be nicotine free for the first time in 8 years!! 'Finger' NIC WHORE!!
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Day 5 has only just begun and already I have been having these crazy ass cravings!! I woke up and the first thing I thought about was a dip. Thank God I remembered about the site. As soon as I was feeling weak, I hopped on here, posted roll and that took my mind off of it for a good 45 minutes. Then made breakfast, and again right after, a craving. Busted out my tootsie pops and got rid of that. Still got quite a day ahead of me but I will prevail!! I remain quit with you brothers one day at a time!
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Day 5 has only just begun and already I have been having these crazy ass cravings!! I woke up and the first thing I thought about was a dip. Thank God I remembered about the site. As soon as I was feeling weak, I hopped on here, posted roll and that took my mind off of it for a good 45 minutes. Then made breakfast, and again right after, a craving. Busted out my tootsie pops and got rid of that. Still got quite a day ahead of me but I will prevail!! I remain quit with you brothers one day at a time!
Keep the ball rolling bro. One step at a time. You're in the heat of the battle right now. Like the first 20 minutes of Saving Private Ryan. Stay alive and make it to the beach!!!! We are waiting and here to help.
Make it to the beach and it gets even sweeter. Like your the star of Saving Ryan's Privates, or Shaving Ryan's privates if you swing that way.
Regardless, keep it up!!!!
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Another day, another quit! There were a few times today where I really thought it would be nice to have a dip....Thankfully I had my Smokey Mountain and I posted roll earlier this morning! Goodnight Y'all! Talk to you tomorrow!
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Wash Rinse and Repeat my friend.
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Day 8: Holy shit. Yesterday was absolutely crazy. I had an insane day at work...working 12 hours instead of the 7 I was scheduled. However I did get a nice surprice in the mail when I got home. I had told my parents about my quit and they sent me a "care package" filled with 2 bags of seeds, a huge bag of jolly rancher suckers, and a big 12-pack of gum with the flavor of "Fearful Fruit." How fitting, that helped me out bigtime! After that long day I called a girl I know and went to her place for a little late night booty call. Great end to a long day. Didn't even want a dip afterwards. Then after sleeping for 8 hours for the first time in a week, I finally was able to make it home! I did wake up with a huge craving for a dip but I just ate some breakfast, had a little morning fun time with this girl 'boob' and here we sit...on my 8th day without Nicotine and it feels so good! Staying strong another day!
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So I'm on my way home this morning from this girl's house I stayed at last night. I had to stop in the gas station and get some coffee and some gas. Mind you this is the gas station I used to go to every single day to buy a tin(or a couple). So I get my coffee and a couple of snacks, and the guy just had Grizzly Wintergreen sitting there waiting for me...It was so hard for me not to buy it and just say fuck it. But I did all I could and said, "No thanks bro, I actually just quit last week." Yes!!! Score 1 for me and none for you nic bitch! 'na na'
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So I'm on my way home this morning from this girl's house I stayed at last night. I had to stop in the gas station and get some coffee and some gas. Mind you this is the gas station I used to go to every single day to buy a tin(or a couple). So I get my coffee and a couple of snacks, and the guy just had Grizzly Wintergreen sitting there waiting for me...It was so hard for me not to buy it and just say fuck it. But I did all I could and said, "No thanks bro, I actually just quit last week." Yes!!! Score 1 for me and none for you nic bitch! 'na na'
Fantastic job Kick. Keep strong. Make sure you get tight with your group_ you will need them and they will need you.
One Day AT A Time.
I quit with you today!
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So I'm on my way home this morning from this girl's house I stayed at last night. I had to stop in the gas station and get some coffee and some gas. Mind you this is the gas station I used to go to every single day to buy a tin(or a couple). So I get my coffee and a couple of snacks, and the guy just had Grizzly Wintergreen sitting there waiting for me...It was so hard for me not to buy it and just say fuck it. But I did all I could and said, "No thanks bro, I actually just quit last week." Yes!!! Score 1 for me and none for you nic bitch! 'na na'
Awesome victory! I love moments like that because they show you how strong you actually are!
You're killing it!
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So I'm on my way home this morning from this girl's house I stayed at last night. I had to stop in the gas station and get some coffee and some gas. Mind you this is the gas station I used to go to every single day to buy a tin(or a couple). So I get my coffee and a couple of snacks, and the guy just had Grizzly Wintergreen sitting there waiting for me...It was so hard for me not to buy it and just say fuck it. But I did all I could and said, "No thanks bro, I actually just quit last week." Yes!!! Score 1 for me and none for you nic bitch! 'na na'
That's bad ass!!! And not easy. I know from experience.
Congrats on hitting doble digit days quit. Also bad ass. Sounds like you got a strong quit brewing here and are enjoying the victories.
Keep it up. I wont always be easy, but it will always be worth it.
Rock on!!!
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KCCO kick... that is one of those things I need to avoid still - I have not been near my "dealer" C store since day 1 of quit... I will not even drive past and its it literally at the end of my street.
That was a solid kick ass win for you and I am sure a big confidence boost!!
way to go
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Thanks for all the love with my big victory guys! That shit felt so good! But let me tell you, I'm having a rough day today. I woke up and couldn't stop thinking about a dip, and throughout the day so far I've already wanted like 3. Seeds and Smokey Mountain doin work today.
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Thanks for all the love with my big victory guys! That shit felt so good! But let me tell you, I'm having a rough day today. I woke up and couldn't stop thinking about a dip, and throughout the day so far I've already wanted like 3. Seeds and Smokey Mountain doin work today.
The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper, I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. Screw the poison. Screw the craves, screw the mental games, screw everything and anything about it. I quit with you today.
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Thanks for all the love with my big victory guys! That shit felt so good! But let me tell you, I'm having a rough day today. I woke up and couldn't stop thinking about a dip, and throughout the day so far I've already wanted like 3. Seeds and Smokey Mountain doin work today.
The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper, I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. Screw the poison. Screw the craves, screw the mental games, screw everything and anything about it. I quit with you today.
Beautiful thing about today...... Its almost over. And when you wake up tomorrow you get to post a +1. Doesn't get better then that! Hold your head up! You got this!
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So I had my first Nic dream last night....and in that dream....
It was horrible, I was hanging out with all of my friends and we were downtown doing the whole bar hopping thing. Pretty sure somebody started chasing after us or some shit, I don't really remember. But one thing that I can clearly remember is in the midst of trying to escape all of these psycho dreamers, I was driving, and what did I do in my dream...? Threw in a fat chaw to get me through whatever it was that I was escaping from. I woke up covered in sweat, thinking that I caved but to my pleasant surprise I just sat up in my bed, came out to the living room and posted roll. That was one of the most intense dreams I've ever had simply because I thought I had thrown away my first two weeks being NIC free in almost a decade. Thank God it was just a dream and I remain quit!!
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So I had my first Nic dream last night....and in that dream....
It was horrible, I was hanging out with all of my friends and we were downtown doing the whole bar hopping thing. Pretty sure somebody started chasing after us or some shit, I don't really remember. But one thing that I can clearly remember is in the midst of trying to escape all of these psycho dreamers, I was driving, and what did I do in my dream...? Threw in a fat chaw to get me through whatever it was that I was escaping from. I woke up covered in sweat, thinking that I caved but to my pleasant surprise I just sat up in my bed, came out to the living room and posted roll. That was one of the most intense dreams I've ever had simply because I thought I had thrown away my first two weeks being NIC free in almost a decade. Thank God it was just a dream and I remain quit!!
Nic dreams are the most realistic dreams I've ever had. If you didn't find a can around with your fingerprints on it then quit on my friend.
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Alright so another day down!! I'm almost to 2 weeks! At tomorrows end will be my 2nd week quit! FUCK YES!
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Alright so another day down!! I'm almost to 2 weeks! At tomorrows end will be my 2nd week quit! FUCK YES!
Congrats KTB! I quit with you today.
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Proud of you brother!! Every day we quit is another day of victory, another day of paradise. I'm excited for our Sep group; a lot of legit peeps we have in there. Quitting with folks like you is an absolute honor.
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Proud of you brother!! Every day we quit is another day of victory, another day of paradise. I'm excited for our Sep group; a lot of legit peeps we have in there. Quitting with folks like you is an absolute honor.
Also proud of you ktb. You weren't lying when you said you were dropping this poison, were you? I say me, you and jrizzle post early and quit again today. I haven't got anything better to do. I bet you jrizzle hasn't got anything better to do. Looking at your posts it sounds like you rather enjoy quitting. Hell lets do it.. I quit with you brother. Need anything pm.
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Proud of you brother!! Every day we quit is another day of victory, another day of paradise. I'm excited for our Sep group; a lot of legit peeps we have in there. Quitting with folks like you is an absolute honor.
Also proud of you ktb. You weren't lying when you said you were dropping this poison, were you? I say me, you and jrizzle post early and quit again today. I haven't got anything better to do. I bet you jrizzle hasn't got anything better to do. Looking at your posts it sounds like you rather enjoy quitting. Hell lets do it.. I quit with you brother. Need anything pm.
Hell yeah JRizzle! I feel the absolute same! It fucking rocks to have the support of all you bad ass motherfuckers going through this shit together! We shall quit another day brothers!
Srans - you're damn right I wasn't lying when I said I was dropping this poison! Early roll for me works! Every day from now on maybe? I know I got nothing better to do than quit with y'all every damn day!
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So here we are fellas! I've made it 2 weeks successfully with the help of all you guys! Had a couple times where I was almost caved this last week but there is NO FUCKING WAY I'm going through those first 3 days...EVER AGAIN! I really hate going through the weekends....and what sucks worse is that I won't have a working phone until Tuesday! Shit.
Anyways, going to Wally World today to pick up some more Smokey Mountain today (That shit does work, let me tell you. Haha). Other than that, nothing new to report except that you guys are all bad asses!
I QUIT WITH ALL OF YOU BROTHERS AND SISTERS OF THE KTC COMMUNITY!!
P.S. Chive on! :)
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Proud of you brother!! Every day we quit is another day of victory, another day of paradise. I'm excited for our Sep group; a lot of legit peeps we have in there. Quitting with folks like you is an absolute honor.
Also proud of you ktb. You weren't lying when you said you were dropping this poison, were you? I say me, you and jrizzle post early and quit again today. I haven't got anything better to do. I bet you jrizzle hasn't got anything better to do. Looking at your posts it sounds like you rather enjoy quitting. Hell lets do it.. I quit with you brother. Need anything pm.
Hell yeah JRizzle! I feel the absolute same! It fucking rocks to have the support of all you bad ass motherfuckers going through this shit together! We shall quit another day brothers!
Srans - you're damn right I wasn't lying when I said I was dropping this poison! Early roll for me works! Every day from now on maybe? I know I got nothing better to do than quit with y'all every damn day!
Getting some quit on today boys and let me tell you the water is fine. If you two don't have anything else going on this weekend (and even if you do) let's get some quit going. Feels good to reclaim your life 1 day at a time, doesn't it? Who woulda thought that some of the most legit men I'd ever meet in my life would be introduced to me via this website?
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Proud of you brother!! Every day we quit is another day of victory, another day of paradise. I'm excited for our Sep group; a lot of legit peeps we have in there. Quitting with folks like you is an absolute honor.
Also proud of you ktb. You weren't lying when you said you were dropping this poison, were you? I say me, you and jrizzle post early and quit again today. I haven't got anything better to do. I bet you jrizzle hasn't got anything better to do. Looking at your posts it sounds like you rather enjoy quitting. Hell lets do it.. I quit with you brother. Need anything pm.
Hell yeah JRizzle! I feel the absolute same! It fucking rocks to have the support of all you bad ass motherfuckers going through this shit together! We shall quit another day brothers!
Srans - you're damn right I wasn't lying when I said I was dropping this poison! Early roll for me works! Every day from now on maybe? I know I got nothing better to do than quit with y'all every damn day!
Getting some quit on today boys and let me tell you the water is fine. If you two don't have anything else going on this weekend (and even if you do) let's get some quit going. Feels good to reclaim your life 1 day at a time, doesn't it? Who woulda thought that some of the most legit men I'd ever meet in my life would be introduced to me via this website?
Hot damn brothers! Just reading this got me fired up. I am going to post in some other quit groups now! I quit with you badasses today too.
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Proud of you brother!! Every day we quit is another day of victory, another day of paradise. I'm excited for our Sep group; a lot of legit peeps we have in there. Quitting with folks like you is an absolute honor.
Also proud of you ktb. You weren't lying when you said you were dropping this poison, were you? I say me, you and jrizzle post early and quit again today. I haven't got anything better to do. I bet you jrizzle hasn't got anything better to do. Looking at your posts it sounds like you rather enjoy quitting. Hell lets do it.. I quit with you brother. Need anything pm.
Hell yeah JRizzle! I feel the absolute same! It fucking rocks to have the support of all you bad ass motherfuckers going through this shit together! We shall quit another day brothers!
Srans - you're damn right I wasn't lying when I said I was dropping this poison! Early roll for me works! Every day from now on maybe? I know I got nothing better to do than quit with y'all every damn day!
Getting some quit on today boys and let me tell you the water is fine. If you two don't have anything else going on this weekend (and even if you do) let's get some quit going. Feels good to reclaim your life 1 day at a time, doesn't it? Who woulda thought that some of the most legit men I'd ever meet in my life would be introduced to me via this website?
Hot damn brothers! Just reading this got me fired up. I am going to post in some other quit groups now! I quit with you badasses today too.
Fuck yes! I'm loving all of this motivation we're starting up here on this thread!!! Let's move this inspiration along to other troubled bad ass quitters!!
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So I have been thinking for the last couple of days...
I just ran out of my Smokey Mountain today. I was thinking that tomorrow I am going to do my best to just not even use that at all tomorrow. Just my candies, seeds, and gum. And if all else fails, I can just drive up to Wal-Mart and buy it if it gets to be unbearable.
Just my thought of the night..
Goodnight bad asses!
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So I have been thinking for the last couple of days...
I just ran out of my Smokey Mountain today. I was thinking that tomorrow I am going to do my best to just not even use that at all tomorrow. Just my candies, seeds, and gum. And if all else fails, I can just drive up to Wal-Mart and buy it if it gets to be unbearable.
Just my thought of the night..
Goodnight bad asses!
If you think you're ready, then by all means.
Good night John Boy!
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So I have been thinking for the last couple of days...
I just ran out of my Smokey Mountain today. I was thinking that tomorrow I am going to do my best to just not even use that at all tomorrow. Just my candies, seeds, and gum. And if all else fails, I can just drive up to Wal-Mart and buy it if it gets to be unbearable.
Just my thought of the night..
Goodnight bad asses!
If you think you're ready, then by all means.
Good night John Boy!
It's something what the addict can think about for two days, isn't it? Keep the real stuff out brother. Honor your word. You got this one day at a time.
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So I have been thinking for the last couple of days...
I just ran out of my Smokey Mountain today. I was thinking that tomorrow I am going to do my best to just not even use that at all tomorrow. Just my candies, seeds, and gum. And if all else fails, I can just drive up to Wal-Mart and buy it if it gets to be unbearable.
Just my thought of the night..
Goodnight bad asses!
If you think you're ready, then by all means.
Good night John Boy!
It's something what the addict can think about for two days, isn't it? Keep the real stuff out brother. Honor your word. You got this one day at a time.
Well I did it! I made it the whole day without the smokey mountain and I am still nic free! However, I do think I'm going to go grab some tomorrow because it was pretty damn difficult. But it was totally worth it but that stuff helps wonders, I won't lie.
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So I have been thinking for the last couple of days...
I just ran out of my Smokey Mountain today. I was thinking that tomorrow I am going to do my best to just not even use that at all tomorrow. Just my candies, seeds, and gum. And if all else fails, I can just drive up to Wal-Mart and buy it if it gets to be unbearable.
Just my thought of the night..
Goodnight bad asses!
If you think you're ready, then by all means.
Good night John Boy!
It's something what the addict can think about for two days, isn't it? Keep the real stuff out brother. Honor your word. You got this one day at a time.
Well I did it! I made it the whole day without the smokey mountain and I am still nic free! However, I do think I'm going to go grab some tomorrow because it was pretty damn difficult. But it was totally worth it but that stuff helps wonders, I won't lie.
One thing at a time. Gotta use fake to keep the shit out your mouth...use it.
I used it off and on for a bit, but everyone is different.
Keep up the good fight my man.
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So I have been thinking for the last couple of days...
I just ran out of my Smokey Mountain today. I was thinking that tomorrow I am going to do my best to just not even use that at all tomorrow. Just my candies, seeds, and gum. And if all else fails, I can just drive up to Wal-Mart and buy it if it gets to be unbearable.
Just my thought of the night..
Goodnight bad asses!
If you think you're ready, then by all means.
Good night John Boy!
It's something what the addict can think about for two days, isn't it? Keep the real stuff out brother. Honor your word. You got this one day at a time.
Well I did it! I made it the whole day without the smokey mountain and I am still nic free! However, I do think I'm going to go grab some tomorrow because it was pretty damn difficult. But it was totally worth it but that stuff helps wonders, I won't lie.
At this point in your quit it's the mental fucking game one must play....anything though is better than sticking a shit turd in your mouth (of real Nic). IMHO try another day or 2 without and see how you feel then. No matter what keep fighting the good fight. Proud to be quit with you today.
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You have been doing great ktb. If the only thing you have been concerned about everday is whether to put the fake in your pie hole or not then you got this bro. I don't know why this is such a big deal for some. I used it the first 40. I never even considered not using it because my 25 year addiction had my mind all screwed up. Bottom line the stuff helped. Screw what other people thought. After I hit 40 or so, I wanted to kick it and did so with no problem. Don't beat yourself up to bad about it. i would recommend it early in the quit in a heart beat. I quit with you today.
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Well, I tried my best to go all day yesterday without getting the fake stuff and I was doing pretty well, but went and grabbed a can of Smokey Mountain at about 3 PM yesterday. Only ended up using it twice but it was a nice accomplishment to not have it for a full day and then some. So from here on out, I'm going to go as long as I can without using it. I quit another day brothers and sisters!!
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So Another day down, and another day I have posted roll. I've found out that the hardest times for me during the day are right when I wake up and right before bed. Both of those were huge triggers for me. First thing I used to do when I woke up, is throw in a fat chaw before I brushed my teeth...gross. And then another right before I fell asleep and sometimes wouldn't brush my teeth before bed...Even more gross! But anyways, another day I quit with all of you!
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So Another day down, and another day I have posted roll. I've found out that the hardest times for me during the day are right when I wake up and right before bed. Both of those were huge triggers for me. First thing I used to do when I woke up, is throw in a fat chaw before I brushed my teeth...gross. And then another right before I fell asleep and sometimes wouldn't brush my teeth before bed...Even more gross! But anyways, another day I quit with all of you!
Replace the trigger. Like brushing your teeth every day, first thing in the morning, post roll. While typing your name you will make that promise to your brothers. That is a good habit that allows you to be free for the rest of the day.
It gets soooooo much easier especially if you post roll first thing in the morning and just win your battles today.
464 day nic free for me and my quit is as easy as brushing my teeth morning and night. I love quitting. I love not being controlled by my addiction. My early quit was a nightmare and hell but I quit every damn day. Today it is easier. Stay true to your promise and word today. Screw forecasting and put your heart and soul into today.
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So Another day down, and another day I have posted roll. I've found out that the hardest times for me during the day are right when I wake up and right before bed. Both of those were huge triggers for me. First thing I used to do when I woke up, is throw in a fat chaw before I brushed my teeth...gross. And then another right before I fell asleep and sometimes wouldn't brush my teeth before bed...Even more gross! But anyways, another day I quit with all of you!
Replace the trigger. Like brushing your teeth every day, first thing in the morning, post roll. While typing your name you will make that promise to your brothers. That is a good habit that allows you to be free for the rest of the day.
It gets soooooo much easier especially if you post roll first thing in the morning and just win your battles today.
464 day nic free for me and my quit is as easy as brushing my teeth morning and night. I love quitting. I love not being controlled by my addiction. My early quit was a nightmare and hell but I quit every damn day. Today it is easier. Stay true to your promise and word today. Screw forecasting and put your heart and soul into today.
Thanks MThomas, I actually did that today when I woke up. First thing I did, got up and brushed my teeth, and shit that felt WAYY better than putting in that cancer shit in my lip. Already posted roll and have made my commitment to stay nic free today!
Also, I convinced my roommate to finally quit!! He has joined us brothers and sisters in this never ending fight against this addiction!! Go show him some love and help him out on here as well. His name is "SuckMyDip" HAHAHAHAHA
P.S. MIAMI HEAT NBA CHAMPS BABY!!!!!
KCCO
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So Another day down, and another day I have posted roll. I've found out that the hardest times for me during the day are right when I wake up and right before bed. Both of those were huge triggers for me. First thing I used to do when I woke up, is throw in a fat chaw before I brushed my teeth...gross. And then another right before I fell asleep and sometimes wouldn't brush my teeth before bed...Even more gross! But anyways, another day I quit with all of you!
Replace the trigger. Like brushing your teeth every day, first thing in the morning, post roll. While typing your name you will make that promise to your brothers. That is a good habit that allows you to be free for the rest of the day.
It gets soooooo much easier especially if you post roll first thing in the morning and just win your battles today.
464 day nic free for me and my quit is as easy as brushing my teeth morning and night. I love quitting. I love not being controlled by my addiction. My early quit was a nightmare and hell but I quit every damn day. Today it is easier. Stay true to your promise and word today. Screw forecasting and put your heart and soul into today.
Thanks MThomas, I actually did that today when I woke up. First thing I did, got up and brushed my teeth, and shit that felt WAYY better than putting in that cancer shit in my lip. Already posted roll and have made my commitment to stay nic free today!
Also, I convinced my roommate to finally quit!! He has joined us brothers and sisters in this never ending fight against this addiction!! Go show him some love and help him out on here as well. His name is "SuckMyDip" HAHAHAHAHA
P.S. MIAMI HEAT NBA CHAMPS BABY!!!!!
KCCO
You'll find in time ktb that the triggers that happen on a daily basis are the easy ones to deal with. Heck, they happen everyday, so you'll beat them down with out a problem in no time.
It's the ones that sneak up on you. Those are the ones that are a little more difficult. Not to scare you,, just prepare you. You are doing great man, stay the course. Glad to be quit with you.
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Holy shit, I've kind of been MIA for this last weekend. Sorry guys. It has been one hell of a weekend, let me tell ya.
First off, we had an unofficial Chive meetup on Saturday in Downtown Fort Lauderdale. That was crazy. Went out there had, quite a few drinks and chatted with some awesome folks. However, that night, my roommate was so wasted that she wanted me to call her a cab home, so I did and as soon as she hopped in, she shut my fingers in the door!!! Didn't break em luckily (Thank you alcohol). Lol.
Then, that same night, this other girl that I was hanging out with apparently went to the hospital, and nobody knew until the next day because she just wandered out of the bar.
Dropped my brand new phone in a drink...great. But I am getting a new one today in the mail. Man these last couple days have been pretty frustrating, but I'm happy to report again that I am still going strong and will continue to go strong!! Quit on brothers and sisters!
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Holy shit, I've kind of been MIA for this last weekend. Sorry guys. It has been one hell of a weekend, let me tell ya.
First off, we had an unofficial Chive meetup on Saturday in Downtown Fort Lauderdale. That was crazy. Went out there had, quite a few drinks and chatted with some awesome folks. However, that night, my roommate was so wasted that she wanted me to call her a cab home, so I did and as soon as she hopped in, she shut my fingers in the door!!! Didn't break em luckily (Thank you alcohol). Lol.
Then, that same night, this other girl that I was hanging out with apparently went to the hospital, and nobody knew until the next day because she just wandered out of the bar.
Dropped my brand new phone in a drink...great. But I am getting a new one today in the mail. Man these last couple days have been pretty frustrating, but I'm happy to report again that I am still going strong and will continue to go strong!! Quit on brothers and sisters!
There is a new one. One of those craves hit just shut your fingers in a car door. I bet it was a few before you thought of dipping again. Glad your alright. ft lauderdale. Not to far from Me and a few other awesome quitters. I'll send you a pm later when i get time. I quit with you my friend.
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Turns out the only working computer works only when it's plugged in at all times. The battery no longer charges, and it is really fucking annoying!
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So here we are...8 days after my last post. Kind of shitty. But for the most part I've been making sure I can post roll. I haven't had a working computer for a week now, so I have been posting through my cell and it sucked ass. Qualified as a VIP so I can log in through my phone much easier! So nice!
But on some random news, I said the only working computer is if it is plugged in, well I took care of that and spend $90 on a new battery...not the worst but I guess this battery is supposed to kick ass!
The 4th was absolutely insane for me. I haven't gotten that drunk in a long time...crazy. And let me tell you it was so hard not to cave!! My phone died at about 7 PM because I was on the beach all day using it. Ha. I had people offering me cigarettes and dip left and right and all I could keep saying is no I have been quit for over a month now, it's NOT worth that one little drag. I may have even inspired some of my friends to quit!! Woot Woot!
P.S. Watching Anderson Silva get knocked out last Saturday was amazing.
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So here we are...8 days after my last post. Kind of shitty. But for the most part I've been making sure I can post roll. I haven't had a working computer for a week now, so I have been posting through my cell and it sucked ass. Qualified as a VIP so I can log in through my phone much easier! So nice!
But on some random news, I said the only working computer is if it is plugged in, well I took care of that and spend $90 on a new battery...not the worst but I guess this battery is supposed to kick ass!
The 4th was absolutely insane for me. I haven't gotten that drunk in a long time...crazy. And let me tell you it was so hard not to cave!! My phone died at about 7 PM because I was on the beach all day using it. Ha. I had people offering me cigarettes and dip left and right and all I could keep saying is no I have been quit for over a month now, it's NOT worth that one little drag. I may have even inspired some of my friends to quit!! Woot Woot!
P.S. Watching Anderson Silva get knocked out last Saturday was amazing.
glad you had fun but protect your quit booze is a huge killer of quits. Glad you were able to defend yourself this time I wouldnt spin the revolver too many times the chamber just might line up on you. Not worth it
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So here we are...8 days after my last post. Kind of shitty. But for the most part I've been making sure I can post roll. I haven't had a working computer for a week now, so I have been posting through my cell and it sucked ass. Qualified as a VIP so I can log in through my phone much easier! So nice!
But on some random news, I said the only working computer is if it is plugged in, well I took care of that and spend $90 on a new battery...not the worst but I guess this battery is supposed to kick ass!
The 4th was absolutely insane for me. I haven't gotten that drunk in a long time...crazy. And let me tell you it was so hard not to cave!! My phone died at about 7 PM because I was on the beach all day using it. Ha. I had people offering me cigarettes and dip left and right and all I could keep saying is no I have been quit for over a month now, it's NOT worth that one little drag. I may have even inspired some of my friends to quit!! Woot Woot!
P.S. Watching Anderson Silva get knocked out last Saturday was amazing.
glad you had fun but protect your quit booze is a huge killer of quits. Glad you were able to defend yourself this time I wouldnt spin the revolver too many times the chamber just might line up on you. Not worth it
Keep it up KTB, you are winning. The wins dont have to be pretty they just have to be wins. If you end each day without having filled your face with cancer wads then you have won. Make another promise tomorrow KTB, I will quit with you.
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Glad you had fun but protect your quit booze is a huge killer of quits. Glad you were able to defend yourself this time I wouldnt spin the revolver too many times the chamber just might line up on you. Not worth it
I completely agree. That was the last time that I will drink so much. Maybe a few here or there, but it was a tough night to ward off all of those nasty ass things. A real eye opener to see how difficult it really is to continually say no for hours.
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IG2H damn straight!! I love waking up now knowing that I won't be putting that nasty shit in my lip. Every day I'm getting stronger and stronger and there is nothin the nic bitch can do about it!!
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So I bought a can of Smokey Mountain about a week and a half ago...I've taken one "dip" out of it since I got it, and when I had that "dip", I maybe had it in for 10-15 minutes and all I could think to myself is how disgusting this feels. I don't know how many of them I will be having anymore...I think I'll stick to my seeds and candy. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm going to keep it around just in case I get that sudden huge urge...which we all know happens more often than we'd like. Haha.
I am just so shocked to say that I've only taken one! wow. Talk about an improvement so far!
QUIT ON MY FELLOW BAD ASSES! Enjoy your weekend!
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So I bought a can of Smokey Mountain about a week and a half ago...I've taken one "dip" out of it since I got it, and when I had that "dip", I maybe had it in for 10-15 minutes and all I could think to myself is how disgusting this feels. I don't know how many of them I will be having anymore...I think I'll stick to my seeds and candy. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm going to keep it around just in case I get that sudden huge urge...which we all know happens more often than we'd like. Haha.
I am just so shocked to say that I've only taken one! wow. Talk about an improvement so far!
QUIT ON MY FELLOW BAD ASSES! Enjoy your weekend!
You've come a long ways ktb. Look back through your intro. Your turning into a lean mean quitting machine. NAFAR and ODAAT. Glad to be quit with you.
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Damn KTC. I haven't been on here in over a month!! However, without any of these resources I have managed to stay quit and have actually hit 100 days quit!!! WOO HOO!!!!! I apologize deeply to all of my brothers and sisters that I haven't been on.
Now let me give you a little explanation on why that is. I don't really want to get too in depth because it is quite personal. But, I had gotten laid off from my job in the beginning of July. I Wasn't able to get a job until just last week actually. I had to shut off my phone, cable and internet and was only a couple weeks away from getting kicked out of my apartment. I did what I had to do to keep myself from being homeless.
So on that note, I have a new job, phone is back on and I have my cable internet back!
Again, I'm sorry to all my bad ass brothers and sisters who have stayed quit with me this whole time!
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P.S. Can you guys let me know what's going on around the site nowadays??
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Damn KTC. I haven't been on here in over a month!! However, without any of these resources I have managed to stay quit and have actually hit 100 days quit!!! WOO HOO!!!!! I apologize deeply to all of my brothers and sisters that I haven't been on.
Now let me give you a little explanation on why that is. I don't really want to get too in depth because it is quite personal. But, I had gotten laid off from my job in the beginning of July. I Wasn't able to get a job until just last week actually. I had to shut off my phone, cable and internet and was only a couple weeks away from getting kicked out of my apartment. I did what I had to do to keep myself from being homeless.
So on that note, I have a new job, phone is back on and I have my cable internet back!
Again, I'm sorry to all my bad ass brothers and sisters who have stayed quit with me this whole time!
Damn, well you are a great example of how life can happen and you can remain quit. Glad to hear that you remained quit through it all and I hope you can continue to be a quitter.
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Damn KTC. I haven't been on here in over a month!! However, without any of these resources I have managed to stay quit and have actually hit 100 days quit!!! WOO HOO!!!!! I apologize deeply to all of my brothers and sisters that I haven't been on.
Now let me give you a little explanation on why that is. I don't really want to get too in depth because it is quite personal. But, I had gotten laid off from my job in the beginning of July. I Wasn't able to get a job until just last week actually. I had to shut off my phone, cable and internet and was only a couple weeks away from getting kicked out of my apartment. I did what I had to do to keep myself from being homeless.
So on that note, I have a new job, phone is back on and I have my cable internet back!
Again, I'm sorry to all my bad ass brothers and sisters who have stayed quit with me this whole time!
Damn, well you are a great example of how life can happen and you can remain quit. Glad to hear that you remained quit through it all and I hope you can continue to be a quitter.
Wow!!! Apology accepted. No excuses...I like it. You're a good example. Good luck in your new job and welcome to the HOF! Stay quit, brother!
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Damn KTC. I haven't been on here in over a month!! However, without any of these resources I have managed to stay quit and have actually hit 100 days quit!!! WOO HOO!!!!! I apologize deeply to all of my brothers and sisters that I haven't been on.
Now let me give you a little explanation on why that is. I don't really want to get too in depth because it is quite personal. But, I had gotten laid off from my job in the beginning of July. I Wasn't able to get a job until just last week actually. I had to shut off my phone, cable and internet and was only a couple weeks away from getting kicked out of my apartment. I did what I had to do to keep myself from being homeless.
So on that note, I have a new job, phone is back on and I have my cable internet back!
Again, I'm sorry to all my bad ass brothers and sisters who have stayed quit with me this whole time!
Congrats on the 100 days especially in the face of such adversity!!