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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: DeterminedinAZ on September 26, 2013, 12:45:00 PM
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I started dipping cope at age 13 and i am 55 now. I have qiut once before and made it 3 years before relapsing. I am on day two now and thought i would intorduce myself to the group. My head is in a fog and this morning i had to put a piece of beef jerky in my lip in order to drink my coffee. I tried some herbal snuff yesterday and it tasted like crap. gonna stick to jerkey, gum and seeds.
I am just trying to fly under the radar right now and do a little bit of hiding at work. I dont want to screw anything up.
I will check in later, thanks guys
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You didn't quit before. you took a temporary hiatus.
You WILL quit this time.
You can do this.
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I started dipping cope at age 13 and i am 55 now. I have qiut once before and made it 3 years before relapsing. I am on day two now and thought i would intorduce myself to the group. My head is in a fog and this morning i had to put a piece of beef jerky in my lip in order to drink my coffee. I tried some herbal snuff yesterday and it tasted like crap. gonna stick to jerkey, gum and seeds.
I am just trying to fly under the radar right now and do a little bit of hiding at work. I dont want to screw anything up.
I will check in later, thanks guys
You can do this Determined. One day at a time (ODAAT) is a motto you'll hear a lot on here and just remember that today is the only day that you have any control over. You can't control the last 42 years, nor can you control tomorrow morning (yet). Just work through today and each day thereafter and you'll start accumulating them quickly.
Everybody here has their story for why this is so difficult and it sounds like you do too, but remember that freedom awaits you each and every day you choose to not give in to the tin.
Stay strong and reach out to people on this site, especially the vets that have seen the light at the end of the tunnel.
peace and quit.
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Welcome! Some of the wiley vets will hop in here and say the right things you want to hear that really make you want to beat this and kick nicotine's ass, but I am on day 3. We will be in the same group of January 14. reach out to me at anytime in a PM for chat if you are feeling a little weary.
Check out my intro and let's quit this thing together. Remember I quit with you today and we will do it again tomorrow. There is no trying, we are fully committed to today.
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Welcome! Some of the wiley vets will hop in here and say the right things you want to hear that really make you want to beat this and kick nicotine's ass, but I am on day 3. We will be in the same group of January 14. reach out to me at anytime in a PM for chat if you are feeling a little weary.
Check out my intro and let's quit this thing together. Remember I quit with you today and we will do it again tomorrow. There is no trying, we are fully committed to today.
Vets nothing...you have jzzyzag01 in your group and mark my words, he is going to be one of the best quitters ever.
AZ....I quit with you buddy. Go out and look at the beautiful state that you live in. If I were you, I would hop on my mountain bike and no one would be me for about 100 days and then I would come back and post my HOF speech.
BTW....if you do this you still have to post roll each day.
QLF
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Great choice, Determined. The Fog sucks...but embrace it. It is the feeling of healing. You need to click on the Welcome Center link above and read everything...then re-read it.
Nobody gets freedom for the asking. You must EARN it. And you will...One Day at A Time. In fact, that is your new life's focus...ODAAT. Figure out how to Post Roll (if you need help, say so). Then Post Roll, stay quit all day, and do it again.
You can't change the past. What's done is done...so fuck it. And we can't do anything about the future because it's not here yet. So, forget about tomorrow, next week, next month, etc. We'll deal with them when they get here. ALL you need to focus on is doing whatever the hell you have to do to not stick any nicotine in your body today.
It's gonna suck...you know that. So turn the tables on the Nic Bitch. Choose to enjoy your new freedom. I'm pumped you're here, brother. You took the first step, we've got your back the rest of the way. Post roll, stay quit, repeat.
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Completely agree with these guys. Just re-read Beans post for me, and I'lll move along. He and I are in the same group, and have been posting together for quite a while.
Reach out if you need any help.
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Welcome aboard Determined. It won't be a picnic for a few weeks but it will get better. Follow the advice of the guys that posted below...for they know of what they speak my friend. Look up at the Inbox(1) and open it. You will find my telephone number. Call me if you need to scream, cry, vent or just shoot the shit. But remember, call this number before you even think about going out and getting a can of shit. Now, read all the information you can in the Welcome Center tab, especially on how to post Roll. You will need to post up Day 2 in the January 2014 quit group. That group just opened up a couple of days ago, so there are not that many new quitters signed up yet...but there will be soon. Congratulations and welcome to your new life. Wayne
PS. 17 years of Marlboro and 28 years of Cope abuse. Now on Day 314 of my quit and it is fantastic without the shit in my mouth and my life! You can do this too, so suck it up and lets get your quit party started!
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Just want to add, GO POST ROLL! Sent you a pm with my # in it. Shoot me yours back.
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Welcome and congrats on quitting!!! First thing to do is go post roll, reach out to your quit brothers sisters and get yourself some numbers. I see that Jbrad already sent you some digits and thats a bad ass quitter right their. If you need anything at all feel free to pm. I will shoot you a pm with my # as well.
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I started dipping cope at age 13 and i am 55 now. I have qiut once before and made it 3 years before relapsing. I am on day two now and thought i would intorduce myself to the group. My head is in a fog and this morning i had to put a piece of beef jerky in my lip in order to drink my coffee. I tried some herbal snuff yesterday and it tasted like crap. gonna stick to jerkey, gum and seeds.
I am just trying to fly under the radar right now and do a little bit of hiding at work. I dont want to screw anything up.
I will check in later, thanks guys
Welcome determined all the best to you! I see you've already got all the best advice from the veterans, so all I can add is PM me if you want another number.
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OK guys im half way through day three. Headache is gone but i feel like someone has beat the shit out of me with a baseball bat. I know it will get better tomorrow. I am having trouble concentrating and thefore i am haveing difficulty reading the instructions for roll call. maybe tomorrow it will make sense. For now know that i am doing fair today.
My new favorite thing today is toothpicks!
Thanks
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OK guys im half way through day three. Headache is gone but i feel like someone has beat the shit out of me with a baseball bat. I know it will get better tomorrow. I am having trouble concentrating and thefore i am haveing difficulty reading the instructions for roll call. maybe tomorrow it will make sense. For now know that i am doing fair today.
My new favorite thing today is toothpicks!
Thanks
You feel like that because you have been in a fight for your life. Guess what... You are winning it. The nic is almost all of the way gone from your system.
As for roll post.. It is important, probably the most important thing we do here, so give it a shot. If it comes out all weird, nobody will care, you are still in the fog.
Just do it.
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How are you getting along? Still in the quit?
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How are you getting along? Still in the quit?
My new favorite thing today is toothpicks!
Is this ^^^^ still your favorite thing??
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I sense you are not taking this seriously. How about removing your head from your ass and show up daily. If you don't give a damn about your quit why should anyone else?
We don't play games here, this is real shit here. People are addicted and trying daily to beat it, your laid back attitude is not going to win you any friends here.
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I sense you are not taking this seriously. How about removing your head from your ass and show up daily. If you don't give a damn about your quit why should anyone else?
We don't play games here, this is real shit here. People are addicted and trying daily to beat it, your laid back attitude is not going to win you any friends here.
unless you were in exile in a cave deep underground someplace I do not see how you can only have 4 total posts with a 25 SEP 13 join date. 4 posts in 15 days wtf not paying it forward or backward. Just freelancing on your own doing your own program. I suggest you get more involved with your quit and help out with whatever you have left over in your tank to someone that might be on day 1 getting ready to cave.
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Hey Jack ass, how about you answer people's questions, or are you oo fucking good to do that? I mean hell, you did not even show up yesterday until the afternoon. If you think you are doing it "your" way on the site, think again. We have a way and everyone here follows it and I suggest you start doing the same as well.
Stop being an ass.
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Determined, I hope you realize that over the last few days you're getting guys to come out pour out their best for you, putting all their emotions energy into this. You've got guys ready willing to go to the ends of the earth for you. As does everybody I've seen on this site that isn't getting involved. If you don't want to that's fine, but know that they're not advocating you do it "their" way, they're advocating you do it the successful way. With guys willing to go to the ends of the earth. So why not let them know how it's going, or not going anymore.
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I think it's bullshit that you missed roll 2 days in a row, posted one day and then missed another 2 days. Everybody is busy and has lives but it takes 2 minutes to make a promise to the rest of us killers that you won't use today.
One can only assume that you caved and are too chicken shit to own up. Prove us wrong by posting up.
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I think it's bullshit that you missed roll 2 days in a row, posted one day and then missed another 2 days. Everybody is busy and has lives but it takes 2 minutes to make a promise to the rest of us killers that you won't use today.
One can only assume that you caved and are too chicken shit to own up. Prove us wrong by posting up.
Yep....do you ever remember ever being too busy to go buy a can when you ran out of dip back when we were dippers? Never happened....
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I think it's bullshit that you missed roll 2 days in a row, posted one day and then missed another 2 days. Everybody is busy and has lives but it takes 2 minutes to make a promise to the rest of us killers that you won't use today.
One can only assume that you caved and are too chicken shit to own up. Prove us wrong by posting up.
Yep....do you ever remember ever being too busy to go buy a can when you ran out of dip back when we were dippers? Never happened....
Yeah that never happened, not once, even if you'd be a few mins late to work going out to the field or wherever there was ALWAYS time to stop at the gas station. Posting roll, or in your intro, takes much less time than that stop.
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What a bunch of BS. Determined my ass.
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What a bunch of BS. Determined my ass.
DipwreckedinAZ... new screen name. later T out