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Title: My two sons
Post by: Jack and Dominic on June 20, 2013, 03:51:00 PM
Hey Brothers,

My name is Sam Rocco. I've been chewing a can a day for 12 years now. I quit a few times but only made it a month. I can remember vividly the day I started. It was a fall day and opening week for the NFL was starting. I was at work Friday afternoon and decided to get a tin (I messed with it prior to this having a dip maybe 5 times). I went to a store near by and all they had was Cherry Skoal. I hate that S***. After that I've been dipping Kodiak/Copenhagen for 12 years straight. Today I bought a tin of Cherry Skoal to end it where I started. So tomorrow will be my first day. I'mgonna need your help....
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: loot on June 20, 2013, 03:57:00 PM
Quote from: Jack
Hey Brothers,

My name is Sam Rocco. I've been chewing a can a day for 12 years now. I quit a few times but only made it a month. I can remember vividly the day I started. It was a fall day and opening week for the NFL was starting. I was at work Friday afternoon and decided to get a tin (I messed with it prior to this having a dip maybe 5 times). I went to a store near by and all they had was Cherry Skoal. I hate that S***. After that I've been dipping Kodiak/Copenhagen for 12 years straight. Today I bought a tin of Cherry Skoal to end it where I started. So tomorrow will be my first day. I'mgonna need your help....
Let's just hope the dip that eventually kills you isn't in that can bro...for your sons sake.

Hows about you do us both a favor and go flush that shit and let's get to quitting.

Holy hell...addicts can use some fuct up logic from time to time.

Think about it. Re-read your post and ask yourself..."Why wait until tomorrow?"

We both know tomorrow never comes and you'll come up with a million reasons not to quit the next time that big firey ball rises in the sky.

Welcome to the site Sam Rocco.

PS. You never quit. You stopped. Big difference.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Jack and Dominic on June 20, 2013, 04:08:00 PM
You're right brother. I'm flushing as we speak. The fu***** sad thing that is I have twin boys and they're only 18 months and now grab small toys acting like they're packing a tin. Or put their tongue in their lip trying to be like Dad. I've got a very addictive personality not just with dip and I have to quit them all for my son's sake.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: gettinbreezy on June 20, 2013, 04:14:00 PM
Quote from: Jack
You're right brother. I'm flushing as we speak. The fu***** sad thing that is I have twin boys and they're only 18 months and now grab small toys acting like they're packing a tin. Or put their  tongue in their lip trying to be like Dad.  I've got a very addictive personality not just with dip and I have to quit them all for my son's sake.
Welcome aboard brother. The first thing you have to do is realize that it isnt for your sons sake and that it is for your own sake. If you do it for anyone but yourself it will be easy to blame them when you are going through "the suck" and you will lash out at them them. Believe me, been there done that. This time around I am quit for myself and no one else. My 3 children and lovely life will benefit from my quit but I am not doing it for them......I quit with you today brother.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: FuFuTheSnu on June 20, 2013, 04:15:00 PM
Quote from: Jack
You're right brother. I'm flushing as we speak. The fu***** sad thing that is I have twin boys and they're only 18 months and now grab small toys acting like they're packing a tin. Or put their tongue in their lip trying to be like Dad. I've got a very addictive personality not just with dip and I have to quit them all for my son's sake.
Well, you've come to the right place. A lot of people with "very addictive personalities" runnin around this joint. Read everything you can on this site. Chances are you'll read some shit you can relate to - and that helps. By the way, no need for the asterisks. You can say FUCK all you want. Sometimes I pop into threads just to fucking swear. It's a good fucking way to vent when I'm fucking craving fucking nicotine. Shit, motherfucker. Anyway, congrats on your quit. You're done. It's over. Now you just need to white knuckle it through the physical withdrawal. One day (or hour or minute) at a time. If the oozing pussies on this site can do it (myself included), so can you. Glad to be quit with you today.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Murph8804 on June 20, 2013, 04:16:00 PM
Quote from: loot
Quote from: Jack
Hey Brothers,
 
    My name is Sam Rocco. I've been chewing a can a day for 12 years now. I quit a few times but only made it a month.  I can remember vividly the day I started. It was a fall day and opening week for the NFL was starting. I was at work Friday afternoon and decided to get a tin (I messed with it prior to this having a dip maybe 5 times). I went to a store near by and all they had was Cherry Skoal. I hate that S***. After that I've been dipping Kodiak/Copenhagen for 12 years straight.  Today I bought a tin of Cherry Skoal to end it where I started. So tomorrow will be my first day. I'mgonna need your help....
Let's just hope the dip that eventually kills you isn't in that can bro...for your sons sake.

Hows about you do us both a favor and go flush that shit and let's get to quitting.

Holy hell...addicts can use some fuct up logic from time to time.

Think about it. Re-read your post and ask yourself..."Why wait until tomorrow?"

We both know tomorrow never comes and you'll come up with a million reasons not to quit the next time that big firey ball rises in the sky.

Welcome to the site Sam Rocco.

PS. You never quit. You stopped. Big difference.
Loot is right, think about how many times, you've bought your "last" can... I know I've bought hundreds. I found this site, and still had two cans I was saving because i didn't want to waste money. How stupid was that logic, the chat saved me and convinced me to toss them... Its not the money, its the nicotine, wanting to stay in your life. Dump the last tin, before you want that one last Copenhagen, then you'll buy a tin tomorrow, and the trend will continue. Dump the can, embrace the suck and go from there. PM if you need me!
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: loot on June 20, 2013, 04:17:00 PM
Quote from: Jack
You're right brother. I'm flushing as we speak. The fu***** sad thing that is I have twin boys and they're only 18 months and now grab small toys acting like they're packing a tin. Or put their tongue in their lip trying to be like Dad. I've got a very addictive personality not just with dip and I have to quit them all for my son's sake.
We've all been in your shoes sugar. You are in good company. Follow the salmon colored Welcome Center link in the upper left. Understand WHY we post Roll Call. Then read about HOW we post Roll Call.

Go to Quit Groups...you are in Sept '13 (you'll hit 100 days in Sept). Once in Sept Group...post that badass Day 1 and let's get this shit rolling.

Roll Call...everyday. No exceptions. Then all you have to do is be man of your word.

We can't quit for you...but we can damned sure help you through it. You can do this man. It's hard as a mofo, likely the hardest thing you've ever done, but you now have living, breathing, unselfish examples of how to do it.

Don't quit for the kids dude. This is about YOU. Only YOU.

Make some friends here. There will be ample opportunity. Get involved and read, read, read. There are tons of hidden nuggets here, search them out. Hall of Fame speeches and Words of Wisdom are damned fine places to start.

Ol LOOT'll go post Roll Call with you in Sept.

Others will start piling in here to offer their support as well.

PMA (positive mental attitude)...WE will do this together.

Welcome to the club.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Jack and Dominic on June 20, 2013, 04:19:00 PM
Thanks guys....its gonna be rough. I'm "addicted" to this site already. Going to be on this site for a while checking everything out thanks for everything. Talk to you guys soon
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Bean on June 20, 2013, 05:00:00 PM
Congrats on a great choice, Sam. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Smokeyg on June 20, 2013, 05:49:00 PM
Quote from: Bean
Congrats on a great choice, Sam. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
Good stuff Rocco. Don't disappoint yourself, your sons, or Loot.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Diesel2112 on June 20, 2013, 07:06:00 PM
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: Bean
Congrats on a great choice, Sam.  YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
Good stuff Rocco. Don't disappoint yourself, your sons, or Loot.
'loot03'

But listen to him anyway.

Quitting for your boys is a good jumping off point but ultimately you must quit for YOU!!! For years I used to tuck my now 10  8 year old son in daughter in at night and think to myself "I'm quitting now. For THEM". An hour later I was "running out" for some bullshit reason getting my night cap in.

I like that you're addicted to the site. There's TONS of great stuff to read and it will take your mind off of stuffing posionous shit in your cakehole as well.

Quit on.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: dipweasel on June 21, 2013, 12:19:00 AM
Quote from: Jack
You're right brother. I'm flushing as we speak. The fu***** sad thing that is I have twin boys and they're only 18 months and now grab small toys acting like they're packing a tin. Or put their tongue in their lip trying to be like Dad. I've got a very addictive personality not just with dip and I have to quit them all for my son's sake.
Great to see a quitter with balls! Congrats on choosing life over death and enslavement today!
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Matt F on June 21, 2013, 06:10:00 AM
Hey Sam! Welcome to KTC / Slutember quit group. Keep on posting your progress, and there's a ton of support on this site as you know. I'm there with you posting roll every day and that's stronger than the nicotine. Feels great to be nicotine free for 2 weeks plus, once your through the suck portion you'll see that as well.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: KC Bronco on June 24, 2013, 03:01:00 PM
Welcome Sam! I let 25 years go by before I gave it up. I proudly hit day 206 today. But it wasn't all puppies and ice cream. I STILL STRUGGLE EVERY SINGLE DAY! I never hated dip. I loved it and I still do. Nothing was better than 5:00 after work and throwing in my after work fattie. Now I just pocket the $8.00 a day I was spending on my can and 1/2 day habbit.

Stay strong. Don't ! I have almost caved 30 times at least. Not worth it I promise. Just keep going......I quit with you brother. KC Bronco aka Jason
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Diesel2112 on June 24, 2013, 04:33:00 PM
Quote from: KC
Welcome Sam! I let 25 years go by before I gave it up. I proudly hit day 206 today. But it wasn't all puppies and ice cream. I STILL STRUGGLE EVERY SINGLE DAY! I never hated dip. I loved it and I still do. Nothing was better than 5:00 after work and throwing in my after work fattie. Now I just pocket the $8.00 a day I was spending on my can and 1/2 day habbit.

Stay strong. Don't ! I have almost caved 30 times at least. Not worth it I promise. Just keep going......I quit with you brother. KC Bronco aka Jason
Bronco, You STILL love dip? I find this disturbing. 200 days in and still looking back fondly on it?

You still think a "fatty" will enhance 5:00 quitting time?

Damn. You still got some learning to do bro. No wonder you STILL STRUGGLE EVERY SINGLE DAY.

You make quitting sound like torture with the only benefit is saving $8 a day.

Rocco...and Bronco for that matter, you gotta get it out of your head that you LOVED that shit, and especially that you STILL do.

How can you LOVE a weed that controls you and tries to kill you? What's to love? The sore lip, the erroding gums, the brown teeth, the achy toungue, the shit breath, the possibility of having half your face removed, the terror of not having your tin, the fear of dieing and leaving behind multiple loved ones? Yeah baby, I LOOOOOVVVVEEEE ALL THAT SHIT.

Loading a fatty at 5:00. Nothing beats it. Not my wife, not my kids, not my family and friends, and certainly not my life.

Ahhh...the good old days, when I was slowly committing suicide.

Bullshit.

Lemme tell you something Sam, I fucking HATE dip. Its the most disgusting and addictive activity known to man. Spewing brown slime into a bottle over spending time with my family? I LOATHE every second I spent with that whore. She fucked me UP!!! BAD!!!!

But guess what brother...it gets easier. I DON'T struggle EVERY SINGLE DAY. In fact most days I fucking feel fucking great.

You don't need the shit. You never did...
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: LionHeartedGirl on June 24, 2013, 04:39:00 PM
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: KC
Welcome Sam!  I let 25 years go by before I gave it up.  I proudly hit day 206 today.  But it wasn't all puppies and ice cream.  I STILL STRUGGLE EVERY SINGLE DAY!  I never hated dip.  I loved it and I still do.  Nothing was better than 5:00 after work and throwing in my after work fattie.  Now I just pocket the $8.00 a day I was spending on my can and 1/2 day habbit.

Stay strong.  Don't  !  I have almost caved 30 times at least.  Not worth it I promise.  Just keep going......I quit with you brother.  KC Bronco aka Jason
Bronco, You STILL love dip? I find this disturbing. 200 days in and still looking back fondly on it?

You still think a "fatty" will enhance 5:00 quitting time?

Damn. You still got some learning to do bro. No wonder you STILL STRUGGLE EVERY SINGLE DAY.

You make quitting sound like torture with the only benefit is saving $8 a day.

Rocco...and Bronco for that matter, you gotta get it out of your head that you LOVED that shit, and especially that you STILL do.

How can you LOVE a weed that controls you and tries to kill you? What's to love? The sore lip, the erroding gums, the brown teeth, the achy toungue, the shit breath, the possibility of having half your face removed, the terror of not having your tin, the fear of dieing and leaving behind multiple loved ones? Yeah baby, I LOOOOOVVVVEEEE ALL THAT SHIT.

Loading a fatty at 5:00. Nothing beats it. Not my wife, not my kids, not my family and friends, and certainly not my life.

Ahhh...the good old days, when I was slowly committing suicide.

Bullshit.

Lemme tell you something Sam, I fucking HATE dip. Its the most disgusting and addictive activity known to man. Spewing brown slime into a bottle over spending time with my family? I LOATHE every second I spent with that whore. She fucked me UP!!! BAD!!!!

But guess what brother...it gets easier. I DON'T struggle EVERY SINGLE DAY. In fact most days I fucking feel fucking great.

You don't need the shit. You never did...
I read Bronco's words and thought, "I hope Diesel weighs in on this."

All I can say is you did not disappoint. Bravo and well said!
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Dougie on June 24, 2013, 04:46:00 PM
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: KC
Welcome Sam!  I let 25 years go by before I gave it up.  I proudly hit day 206 today.  But it wasn't all puppies and ice cream.  I STILL STRUGGLE EVERY SINGLE DAY!  I never hated dip.  I loved it and I still do.  Nothing was better than 5:00 after work and throwing in my after work fattie.  Now I just pocket the $8.00 a day I was spending on my can and 1/2 day habbit.

Stay strong.  Don't  !  I have almost caved 30 times at least.  Not worth it I promise.  Just keep going......I quit with you brother.  KC Bronco aka Jason
Bronco, You STILL love dip? I find this disturbing. 200 days in and still looking back fondly on it?

You still think a "fatty" will enhance 5:00 quitting time?

Damn. You still got some learning to do bro. No wonder you STILL STRUGGLE EVERY SINGLE DAY.

You make quitting sound like torture with the only benefit is saving $8 a day.

Rocco...and Bronco for that matter, you gotta get it out of your head that you LOVED that shit, and especially that you STILL do.

How can you LOVE a weed that controls you and tries to kill you? What's to love? The sore lip, the erroding gums, the brown teeth, the achy toungue, the shit breath, the possibility of having half your face removed, the terror of not having your tin, the fear of dieing and leaving behind multiple loved ones? Yeah baby, I LOOOOOVVVVEEEE ALL THAT SHIT.

Loading a fatty at 5:00. Nothing beats it. Not my wife, not my kids, not my family and friends, and certainly not my life.

Ahhh...the good old days, when I was slowly committing suicide.

Bullshit.

Lemme tell you something Sam, I fucking HATE dip. Its the most disgusting and addictive activity known to man. Spewing brown slime into a bottle over spending time with my family? I LOATHE every second I spent with that whore. She fucked me UP!!! BAD!!!!

But guess what brother...it gets easier. I DON'T struggle EVERY SINGLE DAY. In fact most days I fucking feel fucking great.

You don't need the shit. You never did...
Fucking A right Diesel-

I never loved dip- I always despised myself for being a pathetic weakling- I hated the shit for years but was too big of a CUNT to quit. I am quit now and I fucking hate that shit even more than I did 5 minutes ago.

don't romanticize the shit- demonize it
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Dougie on June 24, 2013, 04:52:00 PM
No roll post over the weekend and no roll post today-

whats up? decided it was too hard? not worth the temporary pain of quitting?
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Smokeyg on June 26, 2013, 12:08:00 AM
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: Bean
Congrats on a great choice, Sam.  YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
Good stuff Rocco. Don't disappoint yourself, your sons, or Loot.
3 days off? Even if you're still quit and enjoying happy times with JD, I have a feeling that Loot is none too pleased.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Scowick65 on June 26, 2013, 12:11:00 AM
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: Bean
Congrats on a great choice, Sam.  YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
Good stuff Rocco. Don't disappoint yourself, your sons, or Loot.
3 days off? Even if you're still quit and enjoying happy times with JD, I have a feeling that Loot is none too pleased.
Poof. Quitting no longer a ?
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Adigg on June 26, 2013, 12:13:00 AM
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: Bean
Congrats on a great choice, Sam.  YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
Good stuff Rocco. Don't disappoint yourself, your sons, or Loot.
3 days off? Even if you're still quit and enjoying happy times with JD, I have a feeling that Loot is none too pleased.
This is why you quit for yourself. Everyone has there own catalyst, but in the end you need to quit for yourself.
Title: Re: My two sons
Post by: Diesel2112 on June 26, 2013, 12:19:00 AM
Quote from: Adigg
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: Smokeyg
Quote from: Bean
Congrats on a great choice, Sam.  YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
Good stuff Rocco. Don't disappoint yourself, your sons, or Loot.
3 days off? Even if you're still quit and enjoying happy times with JD, I have a feeling that Loot is none too pleased.
This is why you quit for yourself. Everyone has there own catalyst, but in the end you need to quit for yourself.
Son of a bitch.

Piggy backing off Adigg...

If anyone ever needed proof you need to quit for YOURSELF. Look no further then this thread.