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Title: Weird day...
Post by: Anthony. on January 17, 2017, 10:33:00 AM
I am almost 7 full days in and have made it through the fog, made it through the anger, etc.... I thought... but I woke up today freaking out with cravings, and it hasn't let up all day. That little voice in my head keeps screaming at me to just take one pinch and it wont hurt and then we will get right back on board and all will be good. I know that I cant do that but good god I am literally feeling like a crack feign right now!! Any help would be so greatly appreciated!



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Title: Re: Weird day...
Post by: MikeK on January 17, 2017, 11:00:00 AM
Quote from: Anthony.
I am almost 7 full days in and have made it through the fog, made it through the anger, etc.... I thought... but I woke up today freaking out with cravings, and it hasn't let up all day. That little voice in my head keeps screaming at me to just take one pinch and it wont hurt and then we will get right back on board and all will be good. I know that I cant do that but good god I am literally feeling like a crack feign right now!! Any help would be so greatly appreciated!



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Welcome Anthony .

Good job on going 7 Days alone. Go to the April HOF group and make your promise not to use any nicotine that means no Nicotine replacement ( patch , gum) . Here is some info on how to post single/?p=9627077t=11541539 (http://forum.killthecan.org/single/?p=9627077&t=11541539) . Be a man of your word and make your promise early every day and keep it . Welcome to KTC buddy Stay Strong and Stay Quit...
Title: Re: Weird day...
Post by: Airborne on January 17, 2017, 11:06:00 AM
Quote from: Anthony.
I am almost 7 full days in and have made it through the fog, made it through the anger, etc.... I thought... but I woke up today freaking out with cravings, and it hasn't let up all day. That little voice in my head keeps screaming at me to just take one pinch and it wont hurt and then we will get right back on board and all will be good. I know that I cant do that but good god I am literally feeling like a crack feign right now!! Any help would be so greatly appreciated!



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Don't let those fuckers beat you! I know exactly what you mean, things are going good then BAM dip dip dip dip dip. Big tobacco is counting on your cravings to fill their pockets.
Title: Re: Weird day...
Post by: Skidwilly on January 17, 2017, 12:03:00 PM
Hang strong! Stay committed. Recognize the voice of the addict. He will say anything to get you to crack. Fuck him. Acknowledge him. My voice had me looking in my garage for an old can. Then I asked him what would I do with it?
Title: Re: Weird day...
Post by: bstimmle on January 17, 2017, 12:19:00 PM
just know, actually know it, that you're better than that. Embrace that shitty feeling and make it your bitch. You got this!
Title: Re: Weird day...
Post by: Anthony. on January 17, 2017, 12:34:00 PM
Quote from: Skidwilly
Hang strong! Stay committed. Recognize the voice of the addict. He will say anything to get you to crack. Fuck him. Acknowledge him. My voice had me looking in my garage for an old can. Then I asked him what would I do with it?
Dude thats an awesome way to look at it, is it weird i got a chill when you said you asked him what would i do with it? Haha, i want this bad and i will succeed!
Title: Re: Weird day...
Post by: MN_Engineer on January 17, 2017, 02:31:00 PM
Welcome Anthony! And congrats on making one of the best decisions of you life!

Here is a little non-quit discussion to take your raging nic-deprived brain off of things - you a fan of the Hellcat? If so, which one - Charger? Challenger? The new Grand Cherokee coming soon?! All of the above? Thoughts on the leaked hints about the new Demon?
Title: Re: Weird day...
Post by: Anthony. on January 17, 2017, 02:39:00 PM
Quote from: MNxEngineer314
Welcome Anthony! And congrats on making one of the best decisions of you life!

Here is a little non-quit discussion to take your raging nic-deprived brain off of things - you a fan of the Hellcat? If so, which one - Charger? Challenger? The new Grand Cherokee coming soon?! All of the above? Thoughts on the leaked hints about the new Demon?
Thanks a lot man!
I am a big fan of the hellcat, more so the challenger than the charger or jeep but the teasers of the demon coming in the near future are pretty frickin enticing! I grew up in a Mopar family , my dad bracket races a 75 dart with a 440 big block, runs 9.90's and I am in the middle of building a 69 Dart GTS drag car. I drive a ram truck, my beater commuter car is a stratus lol, my first car was a lebaron, then a 96 ram with a 5.9 magnum and now I have an 08 Ram with a Hemi. Chrysler products run deep in my blood haha. My ultimate goal for a vehicle is to own a viper one day but that will be many years down the road lol, doesn't hurt to dream... least now that im done with this bullshit I may be around to make that dream come true!! Thanks for asking though man that took my mind right off the dumb shit for a few min anyways!
Title: Re: Weird day...
Post by: MN_Engineer on January 17, 2017, 02:58:00 PM
Quote from: Anthony.
Quote from: MNxEngineer314
Welcome Anthony! And congrats on making one of the best decisions of you life!

Here is a little non-quit discussion to take your raging nic-deprived brain off of things - you a fan of the Hellcat? If so, which one - Charger? Challenger? The new Grand Cherokee coming soon?! All of the above? Thoughts on the leaked hints about the new Demon?
Thanks a lot man!
I am a big fan of the hellcat, more so the challenger than the charger or jeep but the teasers of the demon coming in the near future are pretty frickin enticing! I grew up in a Mopar family , my dad bracket races a 75 dart with a 440 big block, runs 9.90's and I am in the middle of building a 69 Dart GTS drag car. I drive a ram truck, my beater commuter car is a stratus lol, my first car was a lebaron, then a 96 ram with a 5.9 magnum and now I have an 08 Ram with a Hemi. Chrysler products run deep in my blood haha. My ultimate goal for a vehicle is to own a viper one day but that will be many years down the road lol, doesn't hurt to dream... least now that im done with this bullshit I may be around to make that dream come true!! Thanks for asking though man that took my mind right off the dumb shit for a few min anyways!
I am so jealous of all that! I'm a hardcore Mopar fan myself but I'm pretty young (just had our first child, a daughter, back in December) so I haven't had a chance to experience many of the toys for myself yet. Someday I hope to have a Hellcat Challenger in the garage sitting along side a 440 '68 Charger. I'm excited to see what this Demon is that has been teased all over the internet; I doubt it will disappoint whatever it is that they reveal.

I have ridden in a Hellcat challenger but have not had the opportunity to drive one yet. Would you opt for the six speed manual or eight speed automatic?

Check out the link below. It is a nitro Hellcat challenger on the dyno. Gives me chills every time I watch it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oil0YdlPC70 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oil0YdlPC70)

I shot you a PM (upper right corner of your screen) with my digits. Quit on!