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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: jrod on June 25, 2013, 01:59:00 PM
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Hi folks. I'm quitting too.
I've always liked to use the line "quitting is easy, I've done it like a million times." Well, that just isn't funny to me any more.
Been chewing for 17 years, which is now officially half my life. I have 3 sons: 6, 2 and 1 month. The 6 year old is finally catching on that there's something funny about the can of "Daddy's candy" and water bottle of "coffee". There's some real responsibility in raising those boys, I don't know why I'm effing around with my health.
I'm sick of being a slave to it. I'm sick of finding new sores and wondering if - this time - I've finally gone and killed myself. I'm sick of planning my life around it.
Right now, day 2 of the quit, I still believe that I love it. There's nothing better than a dip after a day or two off, right?????????? I've checked and rechecked every tin I have to see if there's enough left-over to scrape a pinch together. I'm in a sad state. But I will not buy it. I will not. I'm committed. And in pain. And over-eating. And so damned fidgety right now.
Thanks. Don't wish me luck, I'm in control here.
PS - I figured out QLF, but someone help me with ODAAT and NAFAR.
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One Day At A Time
Never Again...For Any Reason
Welcome to the site.
Go post Roll Call in Oct of you haven't
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OK...you did post Roll.
ol LOOT left you a nugget in your group. Heed the advice bro. Heed the advice.
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Welcome to the club Jrod. This is a brotherhood like you have never seen. You will be held accountable for your actions.If you do not post, you will be stalked until you give reasons as to why. It is not brain surgery. Wake, up, post roll, dont chew...rinse and repeat. It IS THAT SIMPLE. Factor in the craves and the triggers and you get "the suck". Man-up, push through and quit for you. Not your kids but for you. If you quit for them, you will resent them when shit hits the fan. If you quit for yourself, then the only person you can resent is you and that will just make your quit that much stronger. Listen to the humans on this site. They have gotten me through a shit-ton of craves and triggers these past couple of weeks. I quit with you today bro.
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Welcome to KTC, Breezy, gets it. He has drank the Kool-aide and embracing the site like you will embrace the suck. Accountability, is everything. Make a promise every damn day you wont use Nic in any form for 24 hours. Wash Rinse and repeat.
Get your supplies ready, fake chew, seeds gum, whatever. Do it for you and be ready to fight the nic bitch head on. I did it you can too.
Quit with you today, PM me if you need anything.
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thanks. this is a pretty cool resource. I already have a bunch of messages, and I'll definitely be leaning on y'all for support.
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thanks. this is a pretty cool resource. I already have a bunch of messages, and I'll definitely be leaning on y'all for support.
embrace the SUCK.
I don't want a repeat of the withdrawal days, it does definitely get better.
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One day at a time, is the best way to get through this. Post roll every day, make yourself accountable and honor your word. Your half way through the SUCK, you will get through this day. Get rid of those empty tins, smash them with a fucking hammer.
What do you love? brown ass teeth, shit stinking breath. Thats the addict in you talking. Take your life back! I quit with you today.
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Yea brother right now you are in pain. We know, trust us we know. It gets better brother, just remember the pain as you stay the course. Just take it Minute by minute if that is how you have to go, we are here doing it with you. Read read and then read some more on this site. Post roll early be a man of your word and HOF will be here before we know it. I quit with you brother right now in this very moment!
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Look at all this support, bro. Welcome in.
All the advice you need has been given. Pay attention to it... it'll keep you quit. It'll save your life... it'll keep you free. Freedom rocks, man... glad you're joining us! You need ANYTHING pm me.
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Glad you found us. The quit Sherpas have arrived and the know the way. Read, read, read. One day at a time. Quit on friend.
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jrod glad to see you here. After a month and half I can say this gets better, not easier, but better. Like Breezy said do this for yourself not anybody else. I know the times I took breaks it was because my wife or boys wanted me too, and when I got agitated I took it out on them. I made it point that this one was for me and I have not snapped one time at them. Post roll and read, I have spent allot of time reading and it helps. Keep your word, it's weird how you don't want to let down folks you have never met, but your word will keep you quit. If you need anything feel free to shoot me a PM I will be glad to help any way I can.
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Congrats on a great decision Jarod! Read all you can on the site and arm yourself for the craves - gum, seeds, hard candy, titties, anything to put in your mouth except the weed. The tip most helpful to me - avoid alcohol for a minimum of 30 days and probably best for 90.
I quit with you today!
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Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.
And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.
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Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.
And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.
:ph43r:We call that " Ninja Dipper. "
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Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.
And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.
:ph43r:We call that " Ninja Dipper. "
She knew, you did bro.. Let her in on it.
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Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.
And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.
:ph43r:We call that " Ninja Dipper. "
She knew, you did bro.. Let her in on it.
I opened up to my wife about my quit- best thing I could have done now I have her in my corner with KTC-
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Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.
And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.
:ph43r:We call that " Ninja Dipper. "
She knew, you did bro.. Let her in on it.
I opened up to my wife about my quit- best thing I could have done now I have her in my corner with KTC-
Good choice! My wife is my biggest supporter. You need her. especially to understand why you may be moody as hell!
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what do you guys have that will scare me? I'm having a rough morning, need to be scared out of caving. Been searching the site for horror stories.
sorry to be so needy.
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http://www.killthecan.org/pics/ (http://www.killthecan.org/pics/)
Go through these pics for a while. They scare the shit out of me. I don't want to live like a monster after they cut half my face off, then die a painfully slow death while people shake their heads and worry about my kids after I die.
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what do you guys have that will scare me? I'm having a rough morning, need to be scared out of caving. Been searching the site for horror stories.
sorry to be so needy.
google mouth cancer pictures. How about your wife of ten years finding out and leaving you?
Stay on the site and Sack UP!
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what do you guys have that will scare me? I'm having a rough morning, need to be scared out of caving. Been searching the site for horror stories.
sorry to be so needy.
google mouth cancer pictures. How about your wife of ten years finding out and leaving you?
Stay on the site and Sack UP!
That there is a scare...KK you forgot and take over half of your shit.... start stuffin seeds in your head you pretend sneaky lil dipper
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Dear Lord...those pictures. Thank you. Suddenly this Smokey Mountain tastes a bit better...
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what do you guys have that will scare me? I'm having a rough morning, need to be scared out of caving. Been searching the site for horror stories.
sorry to be so needy.
google mouth cancer pictures. How about your wife of ten years finding out and leaving you?
Stay on the site and Sack UP!
I always treated nicotine as my own personal, "Beautiful Mind" experience. Everything you think nicotine is to you and your need for it is not real or true.
Nicotine is not a person so its okay to hate her. Nicotine is a parasite. Imagine having a parasite that is taking all your nutrients and eating away your flesh, destroying your brain.
When she is seducing me, I imagine her as a mistress and the adrenaline and excitement that I feel is being alive...Imagine dancing with her and she is too done up, you see an Adam's apple on her neck and the surprise when you life up her skirt and there is genitalia that doesn't arouse you??? It shocks you on how you could have been so deceived! All the sudden the seduction is over and you are in so much shock, rage and realize the con that you run as far away from her deceit.
Simply, you came here to quit because she wasn't good to you and you were done. Why then? What changed? Nothing she is the same and you are still re-wiring. Don't think about this in terms of forever.
Can you quit her for the rest of the day and keep your promise today? Then do that. You aren't quit forever or Tomorrow. Only when it's today. So remember the day you quit and why. Then stay quit today. There is no tomorrow that you think or care about.
She is shit, cut her throat, enjoy watching her bleed out and then let me burn the body and clean your blade with a pat on the back. Kill her now and go live your today nic free! Stop entertaining her. Get laughing. If you aren't text or call someone and say, I need to laugh. My greatest battles that were overcome happened when I went into chat and just expressed that I needed a distraction.
I would drop my jaw at some of the nonsense things. Then I would just laugh and I couldn't stop. Before I even realized it, I wasn't hurting or craving.
I am Glad for Timeless and how he could take any story back or discussions and relate it to picking up some D.C. Tranny's. Seriously doesn't make sense but it save my quit because I was laughing and wondering, "who are these nuts" I wasn't thinking about nic and that was some strategic support.
Proud of you for being humble to ask for help. Your brother have your back and help comes when we have an idea of what you need. Quit on.
Another favorite post from Dag: NO NIC Just Dick today Find some humor and get laughing. This journey is funny too!!!!!
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Farewell everybody. I suck. HereÂ’s a little story that should piss you all off.
Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.
This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.
So IÂ’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but IÂ’m going to have to wear it.
IÂ’ve unposted my roll. IÂ’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so donÂ’t hold back (KKLJINC).
Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.
jrod day1
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IÂ’ve unposted my roll.
No Honor For your Word.
Think about that for a while as it sinks in. You gave your promise and then did not back it up.
Maybe the site may not be the place right now, but look long and deep as in your Life you need to make that word of yours worth something, and right now it is not.
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
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Farewell everybody. I suck. HereÂ’s a little story that should piss you all off.
Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.
This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.
So IÂ’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but IÂ’m going to have to wear it.
IÂ’ve unposted my roll. IÂ’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so donÂ’t hold back (KKLJINC).
Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.
jrod day1
Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.
You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it
OWN IT or be OWNED!!!
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Farewell everybody. I suck. Here’s a little story that should piss you all off.
Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.
This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.
So I’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but I’m going to have to wear it.
I’ve unposted my roll. I’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so don’t hold back (KKLJINC).
Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.
jrod day1
Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.
You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it
OWN IT or be OWNED!!!
Before you come back please go to Websters (http://www.webster-dictionary.net/) and look up the definitions of Integrity, Character, and Accountability.
When you do come back, make sure and leave your little pink panties at home.
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Farewell everybody. I suck. Here’s a little story that should piss you all off.
Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.
This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.
So I’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but I’m going to have to wear it.
I’ve unposted my roll. I’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so don’t hold back (KKLJINC).
Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.
jrod day1
Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.
You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it
OWN IT or be OWNED!!!
Before you come back please go to Websters (http://www.webster-dictionary.net/) and look up the definitions of Integrity, Character, and Accountability.
When you do come back, make sure and leave your little pink panties at home.
This is the perfect illistration of what a planned cave looks like....
" I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another ".
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Farewell everybody. I suck. Here’s a little story that should piss you all off.
Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.
This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.
So I’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but I’m going to have to wear it.
I’ve unposted my roll. I’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so don’t hold back (KKLJINC).
Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.
jrod day1
Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.
You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it
OWN IT or be OWNED!!!
Before you come back please go to Websters (http://www.webster-dictionary.net/) and look up the definitions of Integrity, Character, and Accountability.
When you do come back, make sure and leave your little pink panties at home.
This is the perfect illistration of what a planned cave looks like....
" I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another ".
So you cave and then you decide to leave and throw in the towel? We do not accept half assed attempts but we do accept people who cave and come back when they man up to what they did and move on with integrity! So far you are not only showing that you lack integrity, but you are also acting like a little girl by running away and pretending that it is because you broke our trust. Leaving the site and then relapsing fully will only prove that you want death. Here there is life and support! I know cause I caved once! Yes you will get your ass handed to you, but if you are a man about it, you can move on and redeem yourself and save your life! Do not leave and act like it is because you have dishonored the site. Many have in the past and many more will in the future. If you leave it is because you WANT to be a slave. If you value your life, let your balls drop and man up here! Answer the questions and post roll for real!
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do differently?
Don't throw it all away!
JRIZZLE has this as his signature! This is something for you to think about!
"We all want progress, but if you're on the wrong road, progress means doing an about-turn and walking back to the right road; in that case, the man who turns back soonest is the most progressive."
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Farewell everybody. I suck. Here’s a little story that should piss you all off.
Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.
This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.
So I’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but I’m going to have to wear it.
I’ve unposted my roll. I’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so don’t hold back (KKLJINC).
Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.
jrod day1
Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.
You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it
OWN IT or be OWNED!!!
Before you come back please go to Websters (http://www.webster-dictionary.net/) and look up the definitions of Integrity, Character, and Accountability.
When you do come back, make sure and leave your little pink panties at home.
I just read through this intro. I'm surprised you made it as long as you did.
I, thank you. Seeing your slavery to the poison has made my quit stronger. I'm so glad I'm not you. I once was a slave to a poison that did absolutely nothing for me but take. Took my money while stripping me of my integrity and dignity. I'm so glad I'm not you. Thanks for the memories. My quit is stronger because of your weekness.
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Farewell everybody. I suck. Here’s a little story that should piss you all off.
Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.
This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.
So I’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but I’m going to have to wear it.
I’ve unposted my roll. I’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so don’t hold back (KKLJINC).
Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.
jrod day1
Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.
You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it
OWN IT or be OWNED!!!
Before you come back please go to Websters (http://www.webster-dictionary.net/) and look up the definitions of Integrity, Character, and Accountability.
When you do come back, make sure and leave your little pink panties at home.
This is the perfect illistration of what a planned cave looks like....
" I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another ".
So you cave and then you decide to leave and throw in the towel? We do not accept half assed attempts but we do accept people who cave and come back when they man up to what they did and move on with integrity! So far you are not only showing that you lack integrity, but you are also acting like a little girl by running away and pretending that it is because you broke our trust. Leaving the site and then relapsing fully will only prove that you want death. Here there is life and support! I know cause I caved once! Yes you will get your ass handed to you, but if you are a man about it, you can move on and redeem yourself and save your life! Do not leave and act like it is because you have dishonored the site. Many have in the past and many more will in the future. If you leave it is because you WANT to be a slave. If you value your life, let your balls drop and man up here! Answer the questions and post roll for real!
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do differently?
Don't throw it all away!
JRIZZLE has this as his signature! This is something for you to think about!
"We all want progress, but if you're on the wrong road, progress means doing an about-turn and walking back to the right road; in that case, the man who turns back soonest is the most progressive."
And that is JAKE being nice!
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Farewell everybody. I suck. Here’s a little story that should piss you all off.
Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.
This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.
So I’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but I’m going to have to wear it.
I’ve unposted my roll. I’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so don’t hold back (KKLJINC).
Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.
jrod day1
Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.
You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it
OWN IT or be OWNED!!!
Before you come back please go to Websters (http://www.webster-dictionary.net/) and look up the definitions of Integrity, Character, and Accountability.
When you do come back, make sure and leave your little pink panties at home.
This is the perfect illistration of what a planned cave looks like....
" I told myself “don’t buy it” then I did. I told myself “cigarettes aren’t the same as dip” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself “jump into chat, they’ll talk you down” but I didn’t. I didn’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said “think about all the guys that have been supporting you” but I didn’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said “I don’t even like this.” I took a long deep puff, then another ".
So you cave and then you decide to leave and throw in the towel? We do not accept half assed attempts but we do accept people who cave and come back when they man up to what they did and move on with integrity! So far you are not only showing that you lack integrity, but you are also acting like a little girl by running away and pretending that it is because you broke our trust. Leaving the site and then relapsing fully will only prove that you want death. Here there is life and support! I know cause I caved once! Yes you will get your ass handed to you, but if you are a man about it, you can move on and redeem yourself and save your life! Do not leave and act like it is because you have dishonored the site. Many have in the past and many more will in the future. If you leave it is because you WANT to be a slave. If you value your life, let your balls drop and man up here! Answer the questions and post roll for real!
What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you going to do differently?
Don't throw it all away!
JRIZZLE has this as his signature! This is something for you to think about!
"We all want progress, but if you're on the wrong road, progress means doing an about-turn and walking back to the right road; in that case, the man who turns back soonest is the most progressive."
And that is JAKE being nice!
I just sent you a message
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What happened?
I caved. IÂ’m that guy. I bought and smoked a cigarette. I hate cigarettes, always have. I allowed myself to give in to my weakness, ignoring all that I want and all IÂ’ve learned here. I embraced nicotine slavery.
Why did it happen?
I wish I could understand that moment more clearly, because I knew I wasn’t going to enjoy it. I knew it wouldn’t fill any holes in my life. I don’t want to make any excuses, so the only “why” I can give is that I didn’t take this seriously: myself, all of you, and the program.
What are you going to do differently?
Before I post roll again, I need to bring my wife into the equation. I was what you call a “ninja dipper” and have hidden my addiction from everyone except you folks, including my wife. I need to tell my wife and get her in my corner. I need to rebuild my life based on honesty, integrity, character and accountability. I do know these definitions, but obviously fail miserably in the application.
When I do post again, I will begin by getting phone numbers. I spoke with CBird65 less than an hour after my cave post, and just speaking with an actual person made the concept of KTC accountability more real to me.
I want this quit, and I will work for it.
I am happy to give more info and answer any questions.
Thank you CBird65 and Jake Frawley for reaching out to me. I don't deserve your grace, but I will earn back your trust.
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What happened?
I caved. IÂ’m that guy. I bought and smoked a cigarette. I hate cigarettes, always have. I allowed myself to give in to my weakness, ignoring all that I want and all IÂ’ve learned here. I embraced nicotine slavery.
Why did it happen?
I wish I could understand that moment more clearly, because I knew I wasn’t going to enjoy it. I knew it wouldn’t fill any holes in my life. I don’t want to make any excuses, so the only “why” I can give is that I didn’t take this seriously: myself, all of you, and the program.
What are you going to do differently?
Before I post roll again, I need to bring my wife into the equation. I was what you call a “ninja dipper” and have hidden my addiction from everyone except you folks, including my wife. I need to tell my wife and get her in my corner. I need to rebuild my life based on honesty, integrity, character and accountability. I do know these definitions, but obviously fail miserably in the application.
When I do post again, I will begin by getting phone numbers. I spoke with CBird65 less than an hour after my cave post, and just speaking with an actual person made the concept of KTC accountability more real to me.
I want this quit, and I will work for it.
I am happy to give more info and answer any questions.
Thank you CBird65 and Jake Frawley for reaching out to me. I don't deserve your grace, but I will earn back your trust.
Better choice then leaving.... So when are you going to tell your wife and post roll again? I'm interested because I am going to watch for it. I'm more interested in seeing you here and fighting then not here and dying!
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What happened?
I caved. IÂ’m that guy. I bought and smoked a cigarette. I hate cigarettes, always have. I allowed myself to give in to my weakness, ignoring all that I want and all IÂ’ve learned here. I embraced nicotine slavery.Â
Why did it happen?
I wish I could understand that moment more clearly, because I knew I wasnÂ’t going to enjoy it. I knew it wouldnÂ’t fill any holes in my life. I donÂ’t want to make any excuses, so the only “why” I can give is that I didnÂ’t take this seriously: myself, all of you, and the program.Â
What are you going to do differently?
Before I post roll again, I need to bring my wife into the equation. I was what you call a “ninja dipper” and have hidden my addiction from everyone except you folks, including my wife. I need to tell my wife and get her in my corner. I need to rebuild my life based on honesty, integrity, character and accountability. I do know these definitions, but obviously fail miserably in the application.
When I do post again, I will begin by getting phone numbers. I spoke with CBird65 less than an hour after my cave post, and just speaking with an actual person made the concept of KTC accountability more real to me.
I want this quit, and I will work for it.
I am happy to give more info and answer any questions.
Thank you CBird65 and Jake Frawley for reaching out to me. I don't deserve your grace, but I will earn back your trust.
Better choice then leaving.... So when are you going to tell your wife and post roll again? I'm interested because I am going to watch for it. I'm more interested in seeing you here and fighting then not here and dying!
I will tell her tomorrow. We have a lot of guests coming tonight, so not the best idea. Thx
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What happened?
I caved. IÂ’m that guy. I bought and smoked a cigarette. I hate cigarettes, always have. I allowed myself to give in to my weakness, ignoring all that I want and all IÂ’ve learned here. I embraced nicotine slavery.Â
Why did it happen?
I wish I could understand that moment more clearly, because I knew I wasnÂ’t going to enjoy it. I knew it wouldnÂ’t fill any holes in my life. I donÂ’t want to make any excuses, so the only “why” I can give is that I didnÂ’t take this seriously: myself, all of you, and the program.Â
What are you going to do differently?
Before I post roll again, I need to bring my wife into the equation. I was what you call a “ninja dipper” and have hidden my addiction from everyone except you folks, including my wife. I need to tell my wife and get her in my corner. I need to rebuild my life based on honesty, integrity, character and accountability. I do know these definitions, but obviously fail miserably in the application.
When I do post again, I will begin by getting phone numbers. I spoke with CBird65 less than an hour after my cave post, and just speaking with an actual person made the concept of KTC accountability more real to me.
I want this quit, and I will work for it.
I am happy to give more info and answer any questions.
Thank you CBird65 and Jake Frawley for reaching out to me. I don't deserve your grace, but I will earn back your trust.
Better choice then leaving.... So when are you going to tell your wife and post roll again? I'm interested because I am going to watch for it. I'm more interested in seeing you here and fighting then not here and dying!
I will tell her tomorrow. We have a lot of guests coming tonight, so not the best idea. Thx
OK I expect to see you again!
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What happened?
I caved. IÂ’m that guy. I bought and smoked a cigarette. I hate cigarettes, always have. I allowed myself to give in to my weakness, ignoring all that I want and all IÂ’ve learned here. I embraced nicotine slavery.Â
Why did it happen?
I wish I could understand that moment more clearly, because I knew I wasnÂ’t going to enjoy it. I knew it wouldnÂ’t fill any holes in my life. I donÂ’t want to make any excuses, so the only “why” I can give is that I didnÂ’t take this seriously: myself, all of you, and the program.Â
What are you going to do differently?
Before I post roll again, I need to bring my wife into the equation. I was what you call a “ninja dipper” and have hidden my addiction from everyone except you folks, including my wife. I need to tell my wife and get her in my corner. I need to rebuild my life based on honesty, integrity, character and accountability. I do know these definitions, but obviously fail miserably in the application.
When I do post again, I will begin by getting phone numbers. I spoke with CBird65 less than an hour after my cave post, and just speaking with an actual person made the concept of KTC accountability more real to me.
I want this quit, and I will work for it.
I am happy to give more info and answer any questions.
Thank you CBird65 and Jake Frawley for reaching out to me. I don't deserve your grace, but I will earn back your trust.
Better choice then leaving.... So when are you going to tell your wife and post roll again? I'm interested because I am going to watch for it. I'm more interested in seeing you here and fighting then not here and dying!
I will tell her tomorrow. We have a lot of guests coming tonight, so not the best idea. Thx
OK I expect to see you again!
Jake impressive. Way to hold him accountable! I sure hope he tells his wife. Being honest in losses and victory is stepping us all closer to successes.
Surrender is a fail.
KTC is just a proving and testing ground for becoming successful in life.
We may be addicts but I believe that if we stay away from the kryptonite, our intelligence and creative genius is revealed.
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Will be looking for you tomorrow :ph43r:
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Will be looking for you tomorrow :ph43r:
Jrod, We want to see you succeed, but We can't succeed for you. There will be times when your going to feel the tempter again. The poison knows you better than you do. Look at yourself. You were a dipper, not a smoker. WTF! Your answers seemed sincere, but the poison doesn't care about them answers. It could care less. Right now the poison knows it can have you back and it won't even take much persuading.
Do I think you can do this,,, YES!!!! I know you can do this. Why,, Because I did it. Jake did it. Cbird did it. What do we do different to keep us quit??
WE POST ROLL AND KEEP OUR WORD, NO MATTER WHAT!! AS CBIRD WOULD PUT IT,,, EVERY DAMN DAY!!!! No big secret here. Post roll, keep your word. I sent you a pm with my number. Use the numbers bro. Your right, it make a difference talking to someone. It makes all the difference in the world. Calling someone will most likely save your LIFE!!
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What happened?
I caved. IÂ’m that guy. I bought and smoked a cigarette. I hate cigarettes, always have. I allowed myself to give in to my weakness, ignoring all that I want and all IÂ’ve learned here. I embraced nicotine slavery.Â
Why did it happen?
I wish I could understand that moment more clearly, because I knew I wasnÂ’t going to enjoy it. I knew it wouldnÂ’t fill any holes in my life. I donÂ’t want to make any excuses, so the only “why” I can give is that I didnÂ’t take this seriously: myself, all of you, and the program.Â
What are you going to do differently?
Before I post roll again, I need to bring my wife into the equation. I was what you call a “ninja dipper” and have hidden my addiction from everyone except you folks, including my wife. I need to tell my wife and get her in my corner. I need to rebuild my life based on honesty, integrity, character and accountability. I do know these definitions, but obviously fail miserably in the application.
When I do post again, I will begin by getting phone numbers. I spoke with CBird65 less than an hour after my cave post, and just speaking with an actual person made the concept of KTC accountability more real to me.
I want this quit, and I will work for it.
I am happy to give more info and answer any questions.
Thank you CBird65 and Jake Frawley for reaching out to me. I don't deserve your grace, but I will earn back your trust.
Better choice then leaving.... So when are you going to tell your wife and post roll again? I'm interested because I am going to watch for it. I'm more interested in seeing you here and fighting then not here and dying!
I will tell her tomorrow. We have a lot of guests coming tonight, so not the best idea. Thx
OK I expect to see you again!
Jake impressive. Way to hold him accountable! I sure hope he tells his wife. Being honest in losses and victory is stepping us all closer to successes.
Surrender is a fail.
KTC is just a proving and testing ground for becoming successful in life.
We may be addicts but I believe that if we stay away from the kryptonite, our intelligence and creative genius is revealed.
I would like for you to think about and answer the why question again.
How exactly did you let yourself "buy a pack of cigarettes" against your better judgement? Obviously, you knew what the right choice was. Why didn't you reach out for help?
My quit is very important to me and every person in my life knows about it (even the people that had "no idea". Get her involved.
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What happened?
I caved. IÂ’m that guy. I bought and smoked a cigarette. I hate cigarettes, always have. I allowed myself to give in to my weakness, ignoring all that I want and all IÂ’ve learned here. I embraced nicotine slavery.Â
Why did it happen?
I wish I could understand that moment more clearly, because I knew I wasnÂ’t going to enjoy it. I knew it wouldnÂ’t fill any holes in my life. I donÂ’t want to make any excuses, so the only “why” I can give is that I didnÂ’t take this seriously: myself, all of you, and the program.Â
What are you going to do differently?
Before I post roll again, I need to bring my wife into the equation. I was what you call a “ninja dipper” and have hidden my addiction from everyone except you folks, including my wife. I need to tell my wife and get her in my corner. I need to rebuild my life based on honesty, integrity, character and accountability. I do know these definitions, but obviously fail miserably in the application.
When I do post again, I will begin by getting phone numbers. I spoke with CBird65 less than an hour after my cave post, and just speaking with an actual person made the concept of KTC accountability more real to me.
I want this quit, and I will work for it.
I am happy to give more info and answer any questions.
Thank you CBird65 and Jake Frawley for reaching out to me. I don't deserve your grace, but I will earn back your trust.
Better choice then leaving.... So when are you going to tell your wife and post roll again? I'm interested because I am going to watch for it. I'm more interested in seeing you here and fighting then not here and dying!
I will tell her tomorrow. We have a lot of guests coming tonight, so not the best idea. Thx
OK I expect to see you again!
Jake impressive. Way to hold him accountable! I sure hope he tells his wife. Being honest in losses and victory is stepping us all closer to successes.
Surrender is a fail.
KTC is just a proving and testing ground for becoming successful in life.
We may be addicts but I believe that if we stay away from the kryptonite, our intelligence and creative genius is revealed.
I would like for you to think about and answer the why question again.
How exactly did you let yourself "buy a pack of cigarettes" against your better judgement? Obviously, you knew what the right choice was. Why didn't you reach out for help?
My quit is very important to me and every person in my life knows about it (even the people that had "no idea". Get her involved.
You know exactly where I stand on this - you pissed on this site and everyone here-
You need to get your house in order - do it - but DO NOT come back here and try that half assed sh*t again.
Said it before ... EVERY DAMN DAY
Own it or be owned
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What happened?
I caved. IÂ’m that guy. I bought and smoked a cigarette. I hate cigarettes, always have. I allowed myself to give in to my weakness, ignoring all that I want and all IÂ’ve learned here. I embraced nicotine slavery.Â
Why did it happen?
I wish I could understand that moment more clearly, because I knew I wasnÂ’t going to enjoy it. I knew it wouldnÂ’t fill any holes in my life. I donÂ’t want to make any excuses, so the only “why” I can give is that I didnÂ’t take this seriously: myself, all of you, and the program.Â
What are you going to do differently?
Before I post roll again, I need to bring my wife into the equation. I was what you call a “ninja dipper” and have hidden my addiction from everyone except you folks, including my wife. I need to tell my wife and get her in my corner. I need to rebuild my life based on honesty, integrity, character and accountability. I do know these definitions, but obviously fail miserably in the application.
When I do post again, I will begin by getting phone numbers. I spoke with CBird65 less than an hour after my cave post, and just speaking with an actual person made the concept of KTC accountability more real to me.
I want this quit, and I will work for it.
I am happy to give more info and answer any questions.
Thank you CBird65 and Jake Frawley for reaching out to me. I don't deserve your grace, but I will earn back your trust.
Better choice then leaving.... So when are you going to tell your wife and post roll again? I'm interested because I am going to watch for it. I'm more interested in seeing you here and fighting then not here and dying!
I will tell her tomorrow. We have a lot of guests coming tonight, so not the best idea. Thx
OK I expect to see you again!
Jake impressive. Way to hold him accountable! I sure hope he tells his wife. Being honest in losses and victory is stepping us all closer to successes.
Surrender is a fail.
KTC is just a proving and testing ground for becoming successful in life.
We may be addicts but I believe that if we stay away from the kryptonite, our intelligence and creative genius is revealed.
I would like for you to think about and answer the why question again.
How exactly did you let yourself "buy a pack of cigarettes" against your better judgement? Obviously, you knew what the right choice was. Why didn't you reach out for help?
My quit is very important to me and every person in my life knows about it (even the people that had "no idea". Get her involved.
You know exactly where I stand on this - you pissed on this site and everyone here-
You need to get your house in order - do it - but DO NOT come back here and try that half assed sh*t again.
Said it before ... EVERY DAMN DAY
Own it or be owned
jrod... I am 7 days into the fight and far be it from me to offer advice. I just want to pass on one of my favorite quotes which I use from time to time.
"Once you've decided, don't delay. The best is the enemy of the good... a good plan violently executed now is better than a perfect plan next week." (Gen. George S. Patton Jr.)
Looking forward to seeing you back in the fight!
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Okay guys, the deed is done. I sat down with my wife and explained it all. It was surprisingly easy, and she took it really well, although it was pretty heart breaking to see the look on her face when I referred to myself as an addict. So now I have her support and a huge weight off my chest.
Wastepanel - Thanks for asking me to dig deeper into the “why” question. I think what I said is accurate, that I didn’t take it seriously, but I think there’s a much more simple and straightforward answer. I didn’t want it. Sure, I wanted to be free of the addiction, but I didn’t want to put forth the effort required to make it happen. The truth is, if I really wanted it, there’s no way I would have caved. I think “I didn’t really want it” is the only honest way for anyone to answer the “why” question (unless you were held captive and forced to chew).
Razd611 – Regarding my little pink panties, don’t knock ‘em until you’ve tried ‘em.
Derk40 – Thanks for the quote. Powerful. And 7 days is pretty impressive to some of us…
Posting roll for real on Sunday.
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Okay guys, the deed is done. I sat down with my wife and explained it all. It was surprisingly easy, and she took it really well, although it was pretty heart breaking to see the look on her face when I referred to myself as an addict. So now I have her support and a huge weight off my chest.
Wastepanel - Thanks for asking me to dig deeper into the “why” question. I think what I said is accurate, that I didn’t take it seriously, but I think there’s a much more simple and straightforward answer. I didn’t want it. Sure, I wanted to be free of the addiction, but I didn’t want to put forth the effort required to make it happen. The truth is, if I really wanted it, there’s no way I would have caved. I think “I didn’t really want it” is the only honest way for anyone to answer the “why” question (unless you were held captive and forced to chew).
Razd611 – Regarding my little pink panties, don’t knock ‘em until you’ve tried ‘em.
Derk40 – Thanks for the quote. Powerful. And 7 days is pretty impressive to some of us…
Posting roll for real on Sunday.
Nice job jrod. U motivated me to talk to my wife last night. I knew it had to be done, but could not pull trigger to talk. Read ur post and could not figure out what was holding me back. It went off great and my wife is aboard. Your decisions make a difference. Helped me yesterday. Stay quit brother. Do whatever it takes to stay fucking clean -- Whatever it takes. Priority 1 mission for u right now. It is mine! Quit with u today.
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Okay guys, the deed is done. I sat down with my wife and explained it all. It was surprisingly easy, and she took it really well, although it was pretty heart breaking to see the look on her face when I referred to myself as an addict. So now I have her support and a huge weight off my chest.
Wastepanel - Thanks for asking me to dig deeper into the “why” question. I think what I said is accurate, that I didnÂ’t take it seriously, but I think thereÂ’s a much more simple and straightforward answer. I didnÂ’t want it. Sure, I wanted to be free of the addiction, but I didnÂ’t want to put forth the effort required to make it happen. The truth is, if I really wanted it, thereÂ’s no way I would have caved. I think “I didnÂ’t really want it” is the only honest way for anyone to answer the “why” question (unless you were held captive and forced to chew).Â
Razd611 – Regarding my little pink panties, don’t knock ‘em until you’ve tried ‘em.
Derk40 – Thanks for the quote. Powerful. And 7 days is pretty impressive to some of us…
Posting roll for real on Sunday.
Nice job jrod. U motivated me to talk to my wife last night. I knew it had to be done, but could not pull trigger to talk. Read ur post and could not figure out what was holding me back. It went off great and my wife is aboard. Your decisions make a difference. Helped me yesterday. Stay quit brother. Do whatever it takes to stay fucking clean -- Whatever it takes. Priority 1 mission for u right now. It is mine! Quit with u today.
I liked what I read. Yea, this won't be easy but you don't have to do this alone. Help a brother out. Call for help when you need it. Take it one day at a time. In due time, you will create a new you.
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Feeling strong, but I have a 3 hour commute Tuesday morning that I'm not too excited about. I make this trip every other week, but never without three 1-hour chews. I'm equipped with phone numbers, but if there be any praying men among you, feel free to throw a prayer up for your pal jrod. The Big Guy knows me as Jarod.
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Feeling strong, but I have a 3 hour commute Tuesday morning that I'm not too excited about. I make this trip every other week, but never without three 1-hour chews. I'm equipped with phone numbers, but if there be any praying men among you, feel free to throw a prayer up for your pal jrod. The Big Guy knows me as Jarod.
You dont need divine intervention to get through this. If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack or whatever it takes to get through it.
I suggest taking some seeds and a cup along to give your mouth something to do- I also like to alternate some atomic fireballs in there- Piece of cake it will be over before you know it and then you wont have to say wow I used to poison myself when I did this you can now say I have a clean body and mind when I do this and its fucking wonderful- like running naked through a field of daisies and having fairies lick... uhh where was I going with that?
Stay Quit!
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
No joke bro, we're all doing it.
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
No joke bro, we're all doing it.
All the cool quit kids have swollen nuts... er... yeah...
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
No joke bro, we're all doing it.
All the cool quit kids have swollen nuts... er... yeah...
So glad I'm a girl.
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
No joke bro, we're all doing it.
All the cool quit kids have swollen nuts... er... yeah...
So glad I'm a girl.
Your nuts will eventually turn to steel.
Even you Lioness.
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
No joke bro, we're all doing it.
All the cool quit kids have swollen nuts... er... yeah...
So glad I'm a girl.
Your nuts will eventually turn to steel.
Even you Lioness.
I've had to stop. Breaking too many drawers. HEYYYYY OHHHHH.
Seriously, try it.
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
No joke bro, we're all doing it.
All the cool quit kids have swollen nuts... er... yeah...
So glad I'm a girl.
Your nuts will eventually turn to steel.
Even you Lioness.
I've had to stop. Breaking too many drawers. HEYYYYY OHHHHH.
Seriously, try it.
But you gotta do it really hard or it does not work!
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
No joke bro, we're all doing it.
All the cool quit kids have swollen nuts... er... yeah...
So glad I'm a girl.
Your nuts will eventually turn to steel.
Even you Lioness.
I've had to stop. Breaking too many drawers. HEYYYYY OHHHHH.
Seriously, try it.
But you gotta do it really hard or it does not work!
Ok guys, I trust you implicitly. If there's one thing this site has taught me it's to be 100% open and honest, so I know you wouldn't lead me astray. Thanks so much for entrusting me with this secret of the Masters.
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If you feel like caving thump yourself in the nutsack
I've gotten this same advice like 5 times over the last week. Does anyone really do this, or is this just a trick the vets play on newbies?
You know what, I don't care, I'm going to start hitting myself in the balls if there's any chance it will help get my mind off the craves.
No joke bro, we're all doing it.
All the cool quit kids have swollen nuts... er... yeah...
So glad I'm a girl.
Your nuts will eventually turn to steel.
Even you Lioness.
I've had to stop. Breaking too many drawers. HEYYYYY OHHHHH.
Seriously, try it.
But you gotta do it really hard or it does not work!
Ok guys, I trust you implicitly. If there's one thing this site has taught me it's to be 100% open and honest, so I know you wouldn't lead me astray. Thanks so much for entrusting me with this secret of the Masters.
now you are getting this Jrod you got believe us trust me...you can be the king of quit
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
My Webpage (http://http//www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
lets try it this way
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
My Webpage (http://http//www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
lets try it this way
Thank you. This is perfect. I've tried to explain in my own words why I have been so short-tempered, tired and borderline depressed, and this explains it clearly.
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For a ton of additional information click here to take you to KilltheCan.org (http://www.killthecan.org/) or simply click on the KillthCan.org next to the Welcome Center.
Knowledge is power!!!
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
My Webpage (http://http//www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
lets try it this way
Thank you. This is perfect. I've tried to explain in my own words why I have been so short-tempered, tired and borderline depressed, and this explains it clearly.
If they are not addicts they wont get it. I told mine ok since you dont get it lets go get a box of patches and double patch you for one month on then I will stop the nicotine and then you can see why I am such a prince. Even when I thought I was doing good I was probably an incredible ass hole. I had to bite my tongue all the time if I could stop myself. Nicotine should be illegal if you ask me everything else that is that addictive is. There is just too much money to be made thats why it isnt.
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
My Webpage (http://http//www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
lets try it this way
Thank you. This is perfect. I've tried to explain in my own words why I have been so short-tempered, tired and borderline depressed, and this explains it clearly.
If they are not addicts they wont get it. I told mine ok since you dont get it lets go get a box of patches and double patch you for one month on then I will stop the nicotine and then you can see why I am such a prince. Even when I thought I was doing good I was probably an incredible ass hole. I had to bite my tongue all the time if I could stop myself. Nicotine should be illegal if you ask me everything else that is that addictive is. There is just too much money to be made thats why it isnt.
She doesn't get it now, which is why I'd like her to read that spouse section. I don't need her to really understand the addiction, but it's helpful to have a 3rd party say "your husband will be an asshole for a while, this is the reason, and this is normal."
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
My Webpage (http://http//www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
lets try it this way
Thank you. This is perfect. I've tried to explain in my own words why I have been so short-tempered, tired and borderline depressed, and this explains it clearly.
If they are not addicts they wont get it. I told mine ok since you dont get it lets go get a box of patches and double patch you for one month on then I will stop the nicotine and then you can see why I am such a prince. Even when I thought I was doing good I was probably an incredible ass hole. I had to bite my tongue all the time if I could stop myself. Nicotine should be illegal if you ask me everything else that is that addictive is. There is just too much money to be made thats why it isnt.
She doesn't get it now, which is why I'd like her to read that spouse section. I don't need her to really understand the addiction, but it's helpful to have a 3rd party say "your husband will be an asshole for a while, this is the reason, and this is normal."
Agreed.... My wife is a mental health counselor, and though she does not know addiction first hand she understands the chemical changes it has made to our brains.... so it helps to have our wives at least understand the why. Sometimes I have a thought that I think is genius about my addiction and then she ruins it for me and explains the clinical reason for what I thought was an original idea!. Damn!
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
My Webpage (http://http//www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
lets try it this way
Thank you. This is perfect. I've tried to explain in my own words why I have been so short-tempered, tired and borderline depressed, and this explains it clearly.
If they are not addicts they wont get it. I told mine ok since you dont get it lets go get a box of patches and double patch you for one month on then I will stop the nicotine and then you can see why I am such a prince. Even when I thought I was doing good I was probably an incredible ass hole. I had to bite my tongue all the time if I could stop myself. Nicotine should be illegal if you ask me everything else that is that addictive is. There is just too much money to be made thats why it isnt.
She doesn't get it now, which is why I'd like her to read that spouse section. I don't need her to really understand the addiction, but it's helpful to have a 3rd party say "your husband will be an asshole for a while, this is the reason, and this is normal."
should read your husband is going to be more of an ass WHOLE...lol She prolly wont get it but as long as it is written on the internet it has to be true. Mine didnt like the part how it says dont nag your partner... blah blah but now she sees the positive parts about me being quit. Now and then she will toss out a hey what day are you on...
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
My Webpage (http://http//www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
lets try it this way
Thank you. This is perfect. I've tried to explain in my own words why I have been so short-tempered, tired and borderline depressed, and this explains it clearly.
If they are not addicts they wont get it. I told mine ok since you dont get it lets go get a box of patches and double patch you for one month on then I will stop the nicotine and then you can see why I am such a prince. Even when I thought I was doing good I was probably an incredible ass hole. I had to bite my tongue all the time if I could stop myself. Nicotine should be illegal if you ask me everything else that is that addictive is. There is just too much money to be made thats why it isnt.
She doesn't get it now, which is why I'd like her to read that spouse section. I don't need her to really understand the addiction, but it's helpful to have a 3rd party say "your husband will be an asshole for a while, this is the reason, and this is normal."
should read your husband is going to be more of an ass WHOLE...lol She prolly wont get it but as long as it is written on the internet it has to be true. Mine didnt like the part how it says dont nag your partner... blah blah but now she sees the positive parts about me being quit. Now and then she will toss out a hey what day are you on...
Yeah I saw that the first words of #1 are "Don't nag." Doesn't seem like the best way to start.
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I'm told there is a spouse section on the site. can't find it for the life of me. help a brother out.
Spousal Support: You Can Help
http://Spousal (http://[url=http://Spousal) Support: You Can Help]My Webpage[/url]
My Webpage (http://http//www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
lets try it this way
Thank you. This is perfect. I've tried to explain in my own words why I have been so short-tempered, tired and borderline depressed, and this explains it clearly.
If they are not addicts they wont get it. I told mine ok since you dont get it lets go get a box of patches and double patch you for one month on then I will stop the nicotine and then you can see why I am such a prince. Even when I thought I was doing good I was probably an incredible ass hole. I had to bite my tongue all the time if I could stop myself. Nicotine should be illegal if you ask me everything else that is that addictive is. There is just too much money to be made thats why it isnt.
She doesn't get it now, which is why I'd like her to read that spouse section. I don't need her to really understand the addiction, but it's helpful to have a 3rd party say "your husband will be an asshole for a while, this is the reason, and this is normal."
should read your husband is going to be more of an ass WHOLE...lol She prolly wont get it but as long as it is written on the internet it has to be true. Mine didnt like the part how it says dont nag your partner... blah blah but now she sees the positive parts about me being quit. Now and then she will toss out a hey what day are you on...
Yeah I saw that the first words of #1 are "Don't nag." Doesn't seem like the best way to start.
oh there's the rub - quitting is difficult but it does not give us license to be a jerk or an ass to our spouses. Workouts helped me release the rage that would build up. Similarly to identifying the crave waves, you will start to see warning signals about your rage level which is when you man up and say time up - walk away and get on the site or call a quit guardian -brother. You might tell her well before hand that you are not trying to run away but trying to develop more self control.
Remember we are reaping what we sowed for too damn long. It will pass just like the fog.
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jrod.. saw that you posted on a thread that you did not like posting about your quit since right now it sucks. So I will do it for you. You have been quit for 30 days and you are a badass! Not many people have the guts to do what you are doing. You are reaching out to quitters new and old and making their quits stronger. In turn, it is making your quit stronger. Everyone's quit has and ebb and flood to it - sometimes you are up and sometimes you are down. The key is to keep your eye on the prize - and that is being QLF ODAAT! You are that "quit guy"! Proud to be quit with you bro! I am quit with you today!
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jrod.. saw that you posted on a thread that you did not like posting about your quit since right now it sucks. So I will do it for you. You have been quit for 30 days and you are a badass! Not many people have the guts to do what you are doing. You are reaching out to quitters new and old and making their quits stronger. In turn, it is making your quit stronger. Everyone's quit has and ebb and flood to it - sometimes you are up and sometimes you are down. The key is to keep your eye on the prize - and that is being QLF ODAAT! You are that "quit guy"! Proud to be quit with you bro! I am quit with you today!
^^^^^And this is why this site works. We feel a bit off not ourselves and poof here comes a bro or sis to quote Cbird carry the water for you. Nice looking out for each other.
Jrod keep your head up trust me it gets better you just gotta pay your dues right now. You didn't F yourself up over night you wont get better that quick either. You body is going through all kinds of changes right now at the same time. Your brain is rewiring you muscles are and all your organs are getting more O2 you are learning to make your own go juice instead or getting it out of a can.
You will get there just keep doing what you are doing +1's
quit w you today
PM me if you need anything
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Also bro... You need to be posting how hellish this all is. There will probably come a time down the road where you need to be reminded, by YOURSELF, how much right now sucks. Sucks balls. Sucks big hairy sweaty balls. Never again bro. This is your diary to your future self... "I am quit. I am wading through this shit and winning! Don't put me through this again!"
Quit on brother!
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I just want to shout out to my buddy Jrod. One of my daily text buds and a bad ass October quitter! Proud to be quit with you today brother!
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Thanks fellas. jrod is feeling the love.
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Quick summary of quit for the diary:
Day 1: Woohoo! I'm quit! Thanks CBird for getting my head on straight!
Days 2-4: Huh? Wha-? Ugh. I'm quit.
Days 5-8: Fog fading, feeling proud, thank heavens for Derk40 pulling me along.
Day 9-14: Brutal. Kill me know. Thank you 2mch2lv4 company in the chat room for encouragement.
Days 15-23: Cruising. Easy as can be. Excited to help some newbies. Happy! Finally!
Day 24: Feels like day 2 again. WTF? She whispers. She whispers...
Day 25-29: Depressed. Tired. Bored. Depressed. Tired. Bored.
Day 30-31: Feel more like myself. Normal life. Hopefully...
I'm sure there will be plenty more ups and downs on this journey. All I know is that I'm happy to have this messy 1st month behind me. Thanks to all for the support so far. I will require at least an equal amount going forward. Quit today!
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Quick summary of quit for the diary:
Day 1: Woohoo! I'm quit! Thanks CBird for getting my head on straight!
Days 2-4: Huh? Wha-? Ugh. I'm quit.
Days 5-8: Fog fading, feeling proud, thank heavens for Derk40 pulling me along.
Day 9-14: Brutal. Kill me know. Thank you 2mch2lv4 company in the chat room for encouragement.
Days 15-23: Cruising. Easy as can be. Excited to help some newbies. Happy! Finally!
Day 24: Feels like day 2 again. WTF? She whispers. She whispers...
Day 25-29: Depressed. Tired. Bored. Depressed. Tired. Bored.
Day 30-31: Feel more like myself. Normal life. Hopefully...
I'm sure there will be plenty more ups and downs on this journey. All I know is that I'm happy to have this messy 1st month behind me. Thanks to all for the support so far. I will require at least an equal amount going forward. Quit today!
Atta boy!
Seriously man... Where you are at right now is HUUUGE! I was so proud to be where you are at. I still felt crappy but I was proud to be winning at something so damn difficult! This healing process may be slow but it's putting down deep roots. Never. Again! Keep your head up dude... You're rockin it.
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Quick summary of quit for the diary:
Day 1: Woohoo! I'm quit! Thanks CBird for getting my head on straight!
Days 2-4: Huh? Wha-? Ugh. I'm quit.
Days 5-8: Fog fading, feeling proud, thank heavens for Derk40 pulling me along.
Day 9-14: Brutal. Kill me know. Thank you 2mch2lv4 company in the chat room for encouragement.
Days 15-23: Cruising. Easy as can be. Excited to help some newbies. Happy! Finally!
Day 24: Feels like day 2 again. WTF? She whispers. She whispers...
Day 25-29: Depressed. Tired. Bored. Depressed. Tired. Bored.
Day 30-31: Feel more like myself. Normal life. Hopefully...
I'm sure there will be plenty more ups and downs on this journey. All I know is that I'm happy to have this messy 1st month behind me. Thanks to all for the support so far. I will require at least an equal amount going forward. Quit today!
Atta boy!
Seriously man... Where you are at right now is HUUUGE! I was so proud to be where you are at. I still felt crappy but I was proud to be winning at something so damn difficult! This healing process may be slow but it's putting down deep roots. Never. Again! Keep your head up dude... You're rockin it.
Nice summary. Proud to be a Fip Quitting Ducker with you today!
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Whoo hoo! Remember the Suck!! Quit like fuck forever. Right here with you bro.
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Quick summary of quit for the diary:
Day 1: Woohoo! I'm quit! Thanks CBird for getting my head on straight!
Days 2-4: Huh? Wha-? Ugh. I'm quit.
Days 5-8: Fog fading, feeling proud, thank heavens for Derk40 pulling me along.
Day 9-14: Brutal. Kill me know. Thank you 2mch2lv4 company in the chat room for encouragement.
Days 15-23: Cruising. Easy as can be. Excited to help some newbies. Happy! Finally!
Day 24: Feels like day 2 again. WTF? She whispers. She whispers...
Day 25-29: Depressed. Tired. Bored. Depressed. Tired. Bored.
Day 30-31: Feel more like myself. Normal life. Hopefully...
I'm sure there will be plenty more ups and downs on this journey. All I know is that I'm happy to have this messy 1st month behind me. Thanks to all for the support so far. I will require at least an equal amount going forward. Quit today!
All I can say is "DIDO!"
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Flawed logic. Here are some of the more ridiculous things I used to tell myself:
1. Chewing is good for me when IÂ’m sick, it helps get the phlegm up.
2. If I keep a good rotation of dip location (left, right, middle) I should be safe from any harmful effects.
3. If I tell my dentist that I eat a lot of sunflower seeds, that should explain the white, puckered flesh.
4. If I manage to cut down from 10 dips/day to 5, IÂ’m doing pretty good! Halfway quit!
5. My dad is 65 and smokes like a chimney. My genes will save me!
6. Antioxidants will save me! More dark chocolate, please.
7. If I get a can with a warning label that says “This Product is not a safe alternative to cigarettes” or “Smokeless tobacco is addictive” I’m completely happy and carefree. “This product can cause gum disease and tooth loss” makes me slightly uncomfortable. “This product may cause mouth cancer” makes me panic a little and avert my eyes from the can.
Makes me sad to think that I spent so many years lying to myself. Freedom and honesty taste sweeter every day.
+1
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Flawed logic. Here are some of the more ridiculous things I used to tell myself:
1. Chewing is good for me when IÂ’m sick, it helps get the phlegm up.
2. If I keep a good rotation of dip location (left, right, middle) I should be safe from any harmful effects.
3. If I tell my dentist that I eat a lot of sunflower seeds, that should explain the white, puckered flesh.
4. If I manage to cut down from 10 dips/day to 5, IÂ’m doing pretty good! Halfway quit!
5. My dad is 65 and smokes like a chimney. My genes will save me!
6. Antioxidants will save me! More dark chocolate, please.
7. If I get a can with a warning label that says “This Product is not a safe alternative to cigarettes” or “Smokeless tobacco is addictive” I’m completely happy and carefree. “This product can cause gum disease and tooth loss” makes me slightly uncomfortable. “This product may cause mouth cancer” makes me panic a little and avert my eyes from the can.
Makes me sad to think that I spent so many years lying to myself. Freedom and honesty taste sweeter every day.
+1
I will quit with this guy any day!
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Flawed logic. Here are some of the more ridiculous things I used to tell myself:
1. Chewing is good for me when IÂ’m sick, it helps get the phlegm up.
2. If I keep a good rotation of dip location (left, right, middle) I should be safe from any harmful effects.
3. If I tell my dentist that I eat a lot of sunflower seeds, that should explain the white, puckered flesh.
4. If I manage to cut down from 10 dips/day to 5, IÂ’m doing pretty good! Halfway quit!
5. My dad is 65 and smokes like a chimney. My genes will save me!
6. Antioxidants will save me! More dark chocolate, please.
7. If I get a can with a warning label that says “This Product is not a safe alternative to cigarettes” or “Smokeless tobacco is addictive” I’m completely happy and carefree. “This product can cause gum disease and tooth loss” makes me slightly uncomfortable. “This product may cause mouth cancer” makes me panic a little and avert my eyes from the can.
Makes me sad to think that I spent so many years lying to myself. Freedom and honesty taste sweeter every day.
+1
I will quit with this guy any day!
We are quitting with this Fipper each day all day long! QUACK!QUACK!
Jrod, I was a fellow idiotic, ignorant, nincompoop as well. I used the same stupid logic and the ones that didn't work...well, I just didn't care. I was consumed by the addiction and my thoughts still are at times.
You are creating a great self-awareness that is and will continue to strengthen your quit along with those who read these posts. Nice Work Duck Fip!
'winker'
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Flawed logic. Here are some of the more ridiculous things I used to tell myself:
1. Chewing is good for me when IÂ’m sick, it helps get the phlegm up.
2. If I keep a good rotation of dip location (left, right, middle) I should be safe from any harmful effects.
3. If I tell my dentist that I eat a lot of sunflower seeds, that should explain the white, puckered flesh.
4. If I manage to cut down from 10 dips/day to 5, IÂ’m doing pretty good! Halfway quit!
5. My dad is 65 and smokes like a chimney. My genes will save me!
6. Antioxidants will save me! More dark chocolate, please.
7. If I get a can with a warning label that says “This Product is not a safe alternative to cigarettes” or “Smokeless tobacco is addictive” I’m completely happy and carefree. “This product can cause gum disease and tooth loss” makes me slightly uncomfortable. “This product may cause mouth cancer” makes me panic a little and avert my eyes from the can.
Makes me sad to think that I spent so many years lying to myself. Freedom and honesty taste sweeter every day.
+1
I will quit with this guy any day!
We are quitting with this Fipper each day all day long! QUACK!QUACK!
Jrod, I was a fellow idiotic, ignorant, nincompoop as well. I used the same stupid logic and the ones that didn't work...well, I just didn't care. I was consumed by the addiction and my thoughts still are at times.
You are creating a great self-awareness that is and will continue to strengthen your quit along with those who read these posts. Nice Work Duck Fip!
'winker'
Addicts are the best at lying to ourselves! We also tend to believe everything the NIC bitch tells us! But as addicts who are clean today we are even better at recognizing the NIC bitches lies for what they really are! We are victorious because we woke up to the lies and now stand for something better! Regaining our freedom! You are doing it, well done!
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Flawed logic. Here are some of the more ridiculous things I used to tell myself:
1. Chewing is good for me when IÂ’m sick, it helps get the phlegm up.
2. If I keep a good rotation of dip location (left, right, middle) I should be safe from any harmful effects.
3. If I tell my dentist that I eat a lot of sunflower seeds, that should explain the white, puckered flesh.
4. If I manage to cut down from 10 dips/day to 5, IÂ’m doing pretty good! Halfway quit!
5. My dad is 65 and smokes like a chimney. My genes will save me!
6. Antioxidants will save me! More dark chocolate, please.
7. If I get a can with a warning label that says “This Product is not a safe alternative to cigarettes” or “Smokeless tobacco is addictive” I’m completely happy and carefree. “This product can cause gum disease and tooth loss” makes me slightly uncomfortable. “This product may cause mouth cancer” makes me panic a little and avert my eyes from the can.
Makes me sad to think that I spent so many years lying to myself. Freedom and honesty taste sweeter every day.
+1
I will quit with this guy any day!
We are quitting with this Fipper each day all day long! QUACK!QUACK!
Jrod, I was a fellow idiotic, ignorant, nincompoop as well. I used the same stupid logic and the ones that didn't work...well, I just didn't care. I was consumed by the addiction and my thoughts still are at times.
You are creating a great self-awareness that is and will continue to strengthen your quit along with those who read these posts. Nice Work Duck Fip!
'winker'
Addicts are the best at lying to ourselves! We also tend to believe everything the NIC bitch tells us! But as addicts who are clean today we are even better at recognizing the NIC bitches lies for what they really are! We are victorious because we woke up to the lies and now stand for something better! Regaining our freedom! You are doing it, well done!
Jarod, you are a bad man I am proud to be quit with you! Keep slaying it brother! EDD!
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Crazy day. Had to evacuate my house due to the Yosemite Rim Fire. We're safe at my in-laws, but needless to say my stress level has been through the roof.
Fortunately I am thinking very clearly through all of this. My job is to protect my family and pray for the best. My job is NOT to use this intense stress as an excuse to give up on my quit.
Quit today.
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Crazy day. Had to evacuate my house due to the Yosemite Rim Fire. We're safe at my in-laws, but needless to say my stress level has been through the roof.
Fortunately I am thinking very clearly through all of this. My job is to protect my family and pray for the best. My job is NOT to use this intense stress as an excuse to give up on my quit.
Quit today.
Good work today. There will be days when you will want to say "Fuck it", but never forget that a problem + nicotine = 2 problems.
Be safe. Keep your family safe.
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Crazy day. Had to evacuate my house due to the Yosemite Rim Fire. We're safe at my in-laws, but needless to say my stress level has been through the roof.
Fortunately I am thinking very clearly through all of this. My job is to protect my family and pray for the best. My job is NOT to use this intense stress as an excuse to give up on my quit.
Quit today.
Good work today. There will be days when you will want to say "Fuck it", but never forget that a problem + nicotine = 2 problems.
Be safe. Keep your family safe.
Glad to hear that you are all safe, the fact that you are still quit is important but very happy that your family is safe.
Quit on Duck!
QFQQ,
Pinched
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Welcome to the HOF brother.
Now we head over back to California to pick up a real special rose of a quitter. While touching lives he quietly embraces our hearts will grace. After stents in therapy he walked alone for many a years always carrying a lucky whiffleball. This ball was the spark to his life. Attempts have been made to capture said whiffleball and this badass quitter has will not stand for that at all. Even though he loves his 3 boys, wife, Ford F-150, his bay area teams and all that it was his whiffleball that he loves. He holds it close and guards it with all his might. JRod is his name and let him explain a bit. "IÂ’m 33 with an angelÂ’s face and a heart of gold. I enjoy sunsets and long walks on the beach. I am deadly with a fly swatter. I eat breakfast for breakfast. Every time I play catch at the park I manage to hit 13-year-old female bystanders in the face. My favorite color is orange. I poop at 9:00am every morning. My next-door neighbor is 85 and his name is Dick. I am a mediocre guitar player. I bought a fixer-upper but I donÂ’t know crap about construction. I am proud to be quit." Well said deadly fly swatter whiffleballer you. Hop aboard the KTC train and grab a seat. I saved one for your whiffleball too.
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Congrats on reaching HoF!