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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: mpscottmorgan on August 17, 2013, 08:46:00 AM
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Been dipping since i was 11, that's 18 years now. done being a hypocrite in front of my wife and kids and in front of my Soldiers. I'm damn proud to be apart of this group and to be kicking the nic bitches ass with all of you. quit day is August 17th.
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Been dipping since i was 11, that's 18 years now. done being a hypocrite in front of my wife and kids and in front of my Soldiers. I'm damn proud to be apart of this group and to be kicking the nic bitches ass with all of you. quit day is August 17th.
Scott,
Glad to have you here sir, just remember to post roll everyday, promise for you to stay quit. Be accountable for your quit, add your name in support of others and own your shit. I like you started young (12). That just means that we were retarded at an early age.
Check your PM inbox for a message from me along with my number, get many from here; it all helps with accountability and connection to the group.
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Been dipping since i was 11, that's 18 years now. done being a hypocrite in front of my wife and kids and in front of my Soldiers. I'm damn proud to be apart of this group and to be kicking the nic bitches ass with all of you. quit day is August 17th.
Welcome aboard Scott. First off thank you and all military for your service. This will likely be one of the most challenging things you've ever done but just look around your in excellent company. Read all you can. Bring the anger and rage to us and spare the family and friends.
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Been dipping since i was 11, that's 18 years now. done being a hypocrite in front of my wife and kids and in front of my Soldiers. I'm damn proud to be apart of this group and to be kicking the nic bitches ass with all of you. quit day is August 17th.
Great decision! Get up to the Welcome Center and read about the site. You need to post roll in the Nov 2013 group and commit to being nic free for today. The is the first step in taking control of your life brother. Welcome aboard!!
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thanks for all the support fellas. yesterday was pure hell, the withdrawals yesterday afternoon and evening were pretty killer, but i embraced the suck and got after it. ready to kick this bitch in the face and be done with it. heading to the gym and then getting some work done around the yard, we'll see how hard the bitch rears her head, but i'm ready when she does.
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thanks for all the support fellas. yesterday was pure hell, the withdrawals yesterday afternoon and evening were pretty killer, but i embraced the suck and got after it. ready to kick this bitch in the face and be done with it. heading to the gym and then getting some work done around the yard, we'll see how hard the bitch rears her head, but i'm ready when she does.
You made it 1 day you can do it again! Get on this site and build your arsenal. Lots of knowledge and distraction to be found here.
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This sucks, it is about as shitty of an experience I have ever had, yet today I look back and am glad I went thru it. The suck lasted awhile for me, but I now know I never want to go thru that again. We are all here to help you, trust me it helps. You can do this, hell you are doing this, your a damn bad ass!. I quit with you and I will do it however hard it takes to help you stay quit! Erussell -112-
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Congratulations Scott. It will ge better, but it might be kind of shitty for a few days. Read, read and re-read all you have time for on the site. It will provide you with information in which you formulate your own quit plan. Make your plan, protect your plan and follow through on it. You can do this. There are over 16,000 brothers ready, willing and able to help you if the road to freedom becomes blurry. Check your inbox as I have sent you my number to call me with any questions you are having right now. Let's get your party started! Wayne
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thanks for all the support fellas. yesterday was pure hell, the withdrawals yesterday afternoon and evening were pretty killer, but i embraced the suck and got after it. ready to kick this bitch in the face and be done with it. heading to the gym and then getting some work done around the yard, we'll see how hard the bitch rears her head, but i'm ready when she does.
Congrats on your decision and thank you for your service. Yesterday sucked but its well worth it. Keep your head up and realize that your worth the suck of getting control of this addiction.
It wasn't to long ago i was right where you are and i remember thinking is life worth it without my poison. Let me tell you brother,, it is well worth it! In time (shorter than you think) you will want to kick yourself right in the ass for ever being stupid enough to put the filthy disgusting poison in your pie hole.
Stray the course and believe it will get better. Quit with you today.
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thanks for the words brothers. not as bad of a day yesterday, the fog is what's killing me. walking around like a zombie on painkillers. long day at work today with a lot of hours on the road, it will be a test but i'm not worried. loaded up on water, coffee, herbal dip (or whatever its called), and sunflower seeds. kicking this bitch in the teeth everyday.
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thanks for the words brothers. not as bad of a day yesterday, the fog is what's killing me. walking around like a zombie on painkillers. long day at work today with a lot of hours on the road, it will be a test but i'm not worried. loaded up on water, coffee, herbal dip (or whatever its called), and sunflower seeds. kicking this bitch in the teeth everyday.
Stay strong sir! You are making the toughest/smartest/best decision of your life... Weaker people than you have quit, I'm sure of that. QLF with you today MP
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If I can quit in my 72 degree office as I'm not really even doing anything...surely you can quit while you are out there protecting my freedom.
That's a joke BTW, Thank you for your service.
If you read through the other intro's you may see some of my same words on them but they always hold true so I will just repeat them...
You are in for one nasty fight but you have the tools here to make it.
Read everything on here, post roll call each morning and don't dip. Wow....that sounds so easy, doesn't it?
Go load yourself up with gum, mints, fake chew, seeds and beef jerky. Also get some member phone numbers right now, they will help you through the rough parts.
Next, exercise to exhaustion every single day and drink so much water that you feel like you may bust. Both of these will help.
Make sure your wife reads about what you are going through. 99% chance that you are going to be a short fussed dick for the next 3-4 weeks. Try not to take it out on her and the kids. Get on here and take it out on us, we will be fine.
I quit with you.
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You can do this.
Semper Fi.
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on day 5 and feeling good. i find that the busier i am the easier it is. i know there's tough days to come, so i'm loading up on as much good as i can right now. the roughest has been the long drives through southeast oklahoma. i hate being a recruiter and all the time on my ass and dipping used to provide a comfort, finding a new comfort now.
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on day 5 and feeling good. i find that the busier i am the easier it is. i know there's tough days to come, so i'm loading up on as much good as i can right now. the roughest has been the long drives through southeast oklahoma. i hate being a recruiter and all the time on my ass and dipping used to provide a comfort, finding a new comfort now.
Way to be strong sir! Continue to kick this QUIT in the ass every day. I am convinced that you can and will do it. Our military beats the vagina out of men regardless of which branch they beat you with.
You got my number text or call anytime you need help or a boot in your ass.
Yours in QUIT,
Pinched
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I cannot add any more information about the suck - the guys below have covered it pretty well. It sucks but just own it. What I can add is that I am right in front of you - follow me. You have the right attitude to beat this bitch. I was where you are not too long ago. Keep going, life gets WAY better once you get through this.
Listen to these guys who have posted below. Guys like Erussel, Srans and Paradigmdawg supported me and helped me quit.
Listen up and know that we are all proud to be quit with you.
Right here with you bro...
Jayhawk
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on day 5 and feeling good. i find that the busier i am the easier it is. i know there's tough days to come, so i'm loading up on as much good as i can right now. the roughest has been the long drives through southeast oklahoma. i hate being a recruiter and all the time on my ass and dipping used to provide a comfort, finding a new comfort now.
Scott - THANK YOU for your service, and congrats on your quit! I can tell you that as the weeks and months go by, it does get easier. There are still good days and bad days, but the overall trend is UP.*
* I say these words just to encourage you to keep up the fight today, not to look ahead or worry about the future. Continue to take it one day at a time, as that is the only way to succeed.
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We head back west towards the plains of Oklahoma to pick up our next quitter, mpscottmorgan. Scott is an Army man currently doing recruitment duty. He is married with 2 daughters. Scott started dipping at the ripe old age of 12, and poison of choice was Copenhagen snuff. He enjoys fishing and drives a Ford (Watch out for Trauma and JakeFrawley Scott!) and is a big Dallas cowboys fan (Sorry man....). Scott will be celebrating his 100th day with his family and did not even hesitate to mention he will be signing up for 200 and beyond! His words of wisdom for the group are "When I started I thought 100 days was the finish line, in all actuality it's just a small milestone. It's just +1 after day 99. Day 2 is just as meaningful and just as important as day 100. ODAAT is the most important thing you can buy in to." Scott welcomes the tough love that KTC brings with it and when asked about who inspired and supported him, "Brian (bjarrett) hands down, Dean (dabean) and Corey (pinched) reached out immediately and have been pillars throughout. Scott (Sportsfan) is like having Michael Jordan on speed dial when you can't hit a jumper; and Brian reached out and posted for me when I was disconnected and showed me what being a part of this site was all about." Well said Scott.
Congrats on your 100 days of quit!
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Nice job brother...
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Congrats man, great job.
Easy on my Bears next time around!!!!!!
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I quit in August of 2013, and if you'd have asked me a year ago, there was no chance I could ever put that shit back in my mouth. Well, here I sit, 8 months into a relapse. I caved during a high stress point right before I started the deployment I'm currently wrapping up. I was in the middle of a point of being a weak bitch, and instead of coming here or asking for support, I put that horse shit back in my mouth. I promised my wife I would quit again before I came home. Obviously I wasn't quitting for me so I wasn't taking anything seriously. I finally decided that I'm not quitting for her or my kids, I'm quitting for me. Proud to come and join the November HOF group, and I'm here to stay. I dumped out a can and a half of Copenhagen snuff last night, and I'm going strong through 1500 today...but the fog is setting in.
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I quit in August of 2013, and if you'd have asked me a year ago, there was no chance I could ever put that shit back in my mouth. Well, here I sit, 8 months into a relapse. I caved during a high stress point right before I started the deployment I'm currently wrapping up. I was in the middle of a point of being a weak bitch, and instead of coming here or asking for support, I put that horse shit back in my mouth. I promised my wife I would quit again before I came home. Obviously I wasn't quitting for me so I wasn't taking anything seriously. I finally decided that I'm not quitting for her or my kids, I'm quitting for me. Proud to come and join the November HOF group, and I'm here to stay. I dumped out a can and a half of Copenhagen snuff last night, and I'm going strong through 1500 today...but the fog is setting in.
Thank you for your service. Did you have an original intro?
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I quit in August of 2013, and if you'd have asked me a year ago, there was no chance I could ever put that shit back in my mouth. Well, here I sit, 8 months into a relapse. I caved during a high stress point right before I started the deployment I'm currently wrapping up. I was in the middle of a point of being a weak bitch, and instead of coming here or asking for support, I put that horse shit back in my mouth. I promised my wife I would quit again before I came home. Obviously I wasn't quitting for me so I wasn't taking anything seriously. I finally decided that I'm not quitting for her or my kids, I'm quitting for me. Proud to come and join the November HOF group, and I'm here to stay. I dumped out a can and a half of Copenhagen snuff last night, and I'm going strong through 1500 today...but the fog is setting in.
Thank you for your service. Did you have an original intro?
I'm sure I did, I'll dig through my old posts and find it. I'm a moron on a computer.
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New Intro and old Intro
I quit in August of 2013, and if you'd have asked me a year ago, there was no chance I could ever put that shit back in my mouth. Well, here I sit, 8 months into a relapse. I caved during a high stress point right before I started the deployment I'm currently wrapping up. I was in the middle of a point of being a weak bitch, and instead of coming here or asking for support, I put that horse shit back in my mouth. I promised my wife I would quit again before I came home. Obviously I wasn't quitting for me so I wasn't taking anything seriously. I finally decided that I'm not quitting for her or my kids, I'm quitting for me. Proud to come and join the November HOF group, and I'm here to stay. I dumped out a can and a half of Copenhagen snuff last night, and I'm going strong through 1500 today...but the fog is setting in.
Thank you for your service. Did you have an original intro?
I'm sure I did, I'll dig through my old posts and find it. I'm a moron on a computer.
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I quit in August of 2013, and if you'd have asked me a year ago, there was no chance I could ever put that shit back in my mouth. Well, here I sit, 8 months into a relapse. I caved during a high stress point right before I started the deployment I'm currently wrapping up. I was in the middle of a point of being a weak bitch, and instead of coming here or asking for support, I put that horse shit back in my mouth. I promised my wife I would quit again before I came home. Obviously I wasn't quitting for me so I wasn't taking anything seriously. I finally decided that I'm not quitting for her or my kids, I'm quitting for me. Proud to come and join the November HOF group, and I'm here to stay. I dumped out a can and a half of Copenhagen snuff last night, and I'm going strong through 1500 today...but the fog is setting in.
Thank you for your service. Did you have an original intro?
I'm sure I did, I'll dig through my old posts and find it. I'm a moron on a computer.
just bumped it to the top
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I quit in August of 2013, and if you'd have asked me a year ago, there was no chance I could ever put that shit back in my mouth. Well, here I sit, 8 months into a relapse. I caved during a high stress point right before I started the deployment I'm currently wrapping up. I was in the middle of a point of being a weak bitch, and instead of coming here or asking for support, I put that horse shit back in my mouth. I promised my wife I would quit again before I came home. Obviously I wasn't quitting for me so I wasn't taking anything seriously. I finally decided that I'm not quitting for her or my kids, I'm quitting for me. Proud to come and join the November HOF group, and I'm here to stay. I dumped out a can and a half of Copenhagen snuff last night, and I'm going strong through 1500 today...but the fog is setting in.
Thank you for your service. Did you have an original intro?
I'm sure I did, I'll dig through my old posts and find it. I'm a moron on a computer.
just bumped it to the top
And Merged.