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Title: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: ernestovelveta7 on July 17, 2012, 09:28:00 PM
Ladies and Gentlemen,
I would like to introduce myself as ErnestoVelveta7. Not "Ernesto", not "Ernie", not "VelvetaBoy" (only my gf calls me that :lol: ). This is my fake name but stick around and you will figure out my name soon enough.
I have come here because I need help and I am sick of the drama of chewing tobacco or nicotine. I felt like a slave to the tobacco and it literally made me act like a little girl because it relinquished my intensity as a human being. I am choosing to live outside of the haze of having a dip in/of the empty temporary satisfaction/of paying $6 a tin (ny.......).
I am successful in other parts of my life (3.9 college GPA, just lost 35 pounds, go out every weekend to pick up girls, tight internship, learning conversational hypnosis and writing a thesis about it) and I feel like this is really holding me back as a human being. My school is becoming tobacco free in the fall and I just say screw it, no girls like it (although they accept it cuz I tell them to 'Crazy' ). I just want to feel alright and take control of my body again. Plus, I want to see how much better the sex is :lol:
Anyway, I have a wild sense of humor so if I say anything that sounds crazy out of line or like I am going to damage myself, I AM JOKING! THIS IS MY WAY OF DEALING WITH QUITTING! IF I REALLY AM SERIOUS, I WILL SAY I AM SERIOUS
As proof of my craziness, type in "Worlds greatest dating coach" on youtube. This is an example of my crazy mind and I made that video like 3 years ago.

Anyway I'm a fucking nutcase, but hey, I'm crazy enough to actually decide to change my life instead of just remaining a little comfortable chode in my comfort zone. If there is a way that I can help you, just ask because I'll be doing the same to you 'Crazy'
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: SirDerek on July 17, 2012, 10:03:00 PM
Glad to have a nut amongst us. Join the crew. But remember to always be on the guard for the nic bitch as you never know where she may turn up.

read up from the welcome center and i see you have joined us in the October quit group. That joining and posting each day is your promise to yourself and to use as a group to say that you will put no nicotene in your body for the day. So fight through that 1 day, then come back tomorrow and promise the day again.

I quit with you and like me take the advice from the vets on the site (I know I do).

Derek
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: Wt57 on July 17, 2012, 10:56:00 PM
Quote from: SirDerek
Glad to have a nut amongst us. Join the crew. But remember to always be on the guard for the nic bitch as you never know where she may turn up.

read up from the welcome center and i see you have joined us in the October quit group. That joining and posting each day is your promise to yourself and to use as a group to say that you will put no nicotene in your body for the day. So fight through that 1 day, then come back tomorrow and promise the day again.

I quit with you and like me take the advice from the vets on the site (I know I do).

Derek
This whole damn place is full and nut Jobs. You will fit in wonderfully! It may take you a while but you'll learn who not to turn your back on, or bend over in front of!!! I'll let you figure that out on your own. Quit one day at a time! You didn't tell us are you male or female velvetaboy?
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: Roamcountry on July 18, 2012, 03:34:00 AM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: SirDerek
Glad to have a nut amongst us. Join the crew. But remember to always be on the guard for the nic bitch as you never know where she may turn up.

read up from the welcome center and i see you have joined us in the October quit group. That joining and posting each day is your promise to yourself and to use as a group to say that you will put no nicotene in your body for the day. So fight through that 1 day, then come back tomorrow and promise the day again.

I quit with you and like me take the advice from the vets on the site (I know I do).

Derek
This whole damn place is full and nut Jobs. You will fit in wonderfully! It may take you a while but you'll learn who not to turn your back on, or bend over in front of!!! I'll let you figure that out on your own. Quit one day at a time! You didn't tell us are you male or female velvetaboy?
Welcome to the club mr murray. I noticed in your video your first dating subject was a man "pretending" to be a woman, but nonetheless you chose....a man.....hmmm. And then you proceeded to lick your lips at him all the while stressing the tongue motion. Interesting. I am going to guess shemale ;).

On a serious note I hope you stay strong in your quit. Like sd and wt said listen and learn from the vets here. Research all you can on here and gather the tools you need to succeed. Humor is a great deflection tool, but at some point, you will need to reach deep down and face the addiction at its core. Then let the rage out that is hiding behind the humor. We can take it. Q.U.I.T with you today.
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: Wt57 on July 20, 2012, 10:16:00 AM
Quote from: ernestovelveta7
Ladies and Gentlemen,
I would like to introduce myself as ErnestoVelveta7. Not "Ernesto", not "Ernie", not "VelvetaBoy" (only my gf calls me that :lol: ). This is my fake name but stick around and you will figure out my name soon enough.
I have come here because I need help and I am sick of the drama of chewing tobacco or nicotine. I felt like a slave to the tobacco and it literally made me act like a little girl because it relinquished my intensity as a human being. I am choosing to live outside of the haze of having a dip in/of the empty temporary satisfaction/of paying $6 a tin (ny.......).
I am successful in other parts of my life (3.9 college GPA, just lost 35 pounds, go out every weekend to pick up girls, tight internship, learning conversational hypnosis and writing a thesis about it) and I feel like this is really holding me back as a human being. My school is becoming tobacco free in the fall and I just say screw it, no girls like it (although they accept it cuz I tell them to 'Crazy' ). I just want to feel alright and take control of my body again. Plus, I want to see how much better the sex is :lol:
Anyway, I have a wild sense of humor so if I say anything that sounds crazy out of line or like I am going to damage myself, I AM JOKING! THIS IS MY WAY OF DEALING WITH QUITTING! IF I REALLY AM SERIOUS, I WILL SAY I AM SERIOUS
As proof of my craziness, type in "Worlds greatest dating coach" on youtube. This is an example of my crazy mind and I made that video like 3 years ago.

Anyway I'm a fucking nutcase, but hey, I'm crazy enough to actually decide to change my life instead of just remaining a little comfortable chode in my comfort zone. If there is a way that I can help you, just ask because I'll be doing the same to you 'Crazy'
Hey quitters get know this crazy nut your life will be better for it!
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: lhelms12 on July 20, 2012, 09:54:00 PM
Ernest... It has only been 4 days and you already missed roll. I don't want to have to bust your balls, but we are all about accountability. Nut case or not, I expect you to be serious about your quit. During my time here on KTC, those that post early and everyday stay quit. The ones that don't take roll posting serious and start missing roll cave. We want the strongest quit outta ya! We expect nothing less.

Helms
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: tarpon17 on July 25, 2012, 11:03:00 AM
Velvetaboy!

Tarp here, ready for some extra accountability? We've been selected to do provocative things in the adopt a noob program. Drop me a PM and we'll ride this road of quit!
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: cbird65 on July 31, 2013, 01:37:00 PM
Seeing a Day 1 posting in Nov 13

Explain yourself

(1) What happened?

(2) Why did it happen?

(3) What are you doing differently this time?
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: SirDerek on July 31, 2013, 01:42:00 PM
Quote from: CBird65
Seeing a Day 1 posting in Nov 13

Explain yourself

(1) What happened?

(2) Why did it happen?

(3) What are you doing differently this time?
Do we call you cheese boy this time, or maybe whiner,,,,,

My thoughts are for you that this has to be something made up in your mind that you want to do this time, not need, or not think you can, but make it up that you ARE GOING TO QUIT TODAY and for ONE DAY AT A TIME.

that is all......(unless you want to look back at Oct12 and see where you could be now.....)
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: Nolaq on July 31, 2013, 01:47:00 PM
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: CBird65
Seeing a Day 1 posting in Nov 13

Explain yourself

(1) What happened?

(2) Why did it happen?

(3) What are you doing differently this time?
Do we call you cheese boy this time, or maybe whiner,,,,,

My thoughts are for you that this has to be something made up in your mind that you want to do this time, not need, or not think you can, but make it up that you ARE GOING TO QUIT TODAY and for ONE DAY AT A TIME.

that is all......(unless you want to look back at Oct12 and see where you could be now.....)
I guess shit's not so funny this time. _
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: 30isEnuff on July 31, 2013, 02:13:00 PM
Quote from: Nolaq
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: CBird65
Seeing a Day 1 posting in Nov 13

Explain yourself

(1) What happened?

(2) Why did it happen?

(3) What are you doing differently this time?
Do we call you cheese boy this time, or maybe whiner,,,,,

My thoughts are for you that this has to be something made up in your mind that you want to do this time, not need, or not think you can, but make it up that you ARE GOING TO QUIT TODAY and for ONE DAY AT A TIME.

that is all......(unless you want to look back at Oct12 and see where you could be now.....)
I guess shit's not so funny this time. _
span style='font-size:8pt;line-height:100%'Another young one without humility, balls or backbone...probably still lives with Mommy.
Come back when you grow a pair...you'll need them if you're gonna accomplish anything on this earth.
ODAAT and NAFAR
/span
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: duathman on July 31, 2013, 02:59:00 PM
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Nolaq
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: CBird65
Seeing a Day 1 posting in Nov 13

Explain yourself

(1) What happened?

(2) Why did it happen?

(3) What are you doing differently this time?
Do we call you cheese boy this time, or maybe whiner,,,,,

My thoughts are for you that this has to be something made up in your mind that you want to do this time, not need, or not think you can, but make it up that you ARE GOING TO QUIT TODAY and for ONE DAY AT A TIME.

that is all......(unless you want to look back at Oct12 and see where you could be now.....)
I guess shit's not so funny this time. _
span style='font-size:8pt;line-height:100%'Another young one without humility, balls or backbone...probably still lives with Mommy.
Come back when you grow a pair...you'll need them if you're gonna accomplish anything on this earth.
ODAAT and NAFAR
/span
I sent you a PM and you haven't returned it cheese. Whats up? Oh I know when you created your account a year ago you put in a bogus email account because you didn't know if this site is full of weirdos or maybe they might track your ass down if there was a problem. So when you come back and post day 2 tomorrow and look around again and see this on your intro, change your email address in the settings section to one that actually works and will be notified when you get a PM.
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: ERDVM on July 31, 2013, 03:52:00 PM
Quote from: duathman
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Nolaq
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: CBird65
Seeing a Day 1 posting in Nov 13

Explain yourself

(1) What happened?

(2) Why did it happen?

(3) What are you doing differently this time?
Do we call you cheese boy this time, or maybe whiner,,,,,

My thoughts are for you that this has to be something made up in your mind that you want to do this time, not need, or not think you can, but make it up that you ARE GOING TO QUIT TODAY and for ONE DAY AT A TIME.

that is all......(unless you want to look back at Oct12 and see where you could be now.....)
I guess shit's not so funny this time. _
span style='font-size:8pt;line-height:100%'Another young one without humility, balls or backbone...probably still lives with Mommy.
Come back when you grow a pair...you'll need them if you're gonna accomplish anything on this earth.
ODAAT and NAFAR
/span
I sent you a PM and you haven't returned it cheese. Whats up? Oh I know when you created your account a year ago you put in a bogus email account because you didn't know if this site is full of weirdos or maybe they might track your ass down if there was a problem. So when you come back and post day 2 tomorrow and look around again and see this on your intro, change your email address in the settings section to one that actually works and will be notified when you get a PM.
Easy guys.... Never ever piss off a "conversational hypnotist".
:scowick:

*we really need a douchenozzle emoticon
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: mich 34 on July 31, 2013, 10:23:00 PM
Quote from: ERDVM
Quote from: duathman
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Nolaq
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: CBird65
Seeing a Day 1 posting in Nov 13

Explain yourself

(1) What happened?

(2) Why did it happen?

(3) What are you doing differently this time?
Do we call you cheese boy this time, or maybe whiner,,,,,

My thoughts are for you that this has to be something made up in your mind that you want to do this time, not need, or not think you can, but make it up that you ARE GOING TO QUIT TODAY and for ONE DAY AT A TIME.

that is all......(unless you want to look back at Oct12 and see where you could be now.....)
I guess shit's not so funny this time. _
span style='font-size:8pt;line-height:100%'Another young one without humility, balls or backbone...probably still lives with Mommy.
Come back when you grow a pair...you'll need them if you're gonna accomplish anything on this earth.
ODAAT and NAFAR
/span
I sent you a PM and you haven't returned it cheese. Whats up? Oh I know when you created your account a year ago you put in a bogus email account because you didn't know if this site is full of weirdos or maybe they might track your ass down if there was a problem. So when you come back and post day 2 tomorrow and look around again and see this on your intro, change your email address in the settings section to one that actually works and will be notified when you get a PM.
Easy guys.... Never ever piss off a "conversational hypnotist".
:scowick:

*we really need a douchenozzle emoticon
adding this here too because I'm not too sure you'll scroll down in November 13. You seem more like a post and run guy. Prove me wrong, step up as someone who's been here and be a positive for your group, not just another body.

Ernestovelveta7-Day 1-My gums are purple

Mine aren't, perhaps that's because I'm on day 377, we've had 3 guys in October 12 hit 400 this week. You used to be part of our quit group. 69 posts total while you quit with us. Going to change anything this time? Going to answer the questions you've been asked? Or are you just here to tell us all about your boss purple gums? If you're here to quit this time answer up in this group and swing by Oct. 12 and answer them for us too. The questions are not asked to rub your nose in shit like a bad dog, they are asked to make your quit stronger. If you don't have the desire to quit our way rather than try like you did last time don't waste the time of the guys here who want this. If you don't respect these quitters enough to answer questions that have been asked to help you why are you here?
Title: Re: Dipping was the only thing that kept me sane.
Post by: FIGHTIN-IGNORANCE on July 31, 2013, 10:38:00 PM
Quote from: mich
Quote from: ERDVM
Quote from: duathman
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Nolaq
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: CBird65
Seeing a Day 1 posting in Nov 13

Explain yourself

(1) What happened?

(2) Why did it happen?

(3) What are you doing differently this time?
Do we call you cheese boy this time, or maybe whiner,,,,,

My thoughts are for you that this has to be something made up in your mind that you want to do this time, not need, or not think you can, but make it up that you ARE GOING TO QUIT TODAY and for ONE DAY AT A TIME.

that is all......(unless you want to look back at Oct12 and see where you could be now.....)
I guess shit's not so funny this time. _
span style='font-size:8pt;line-height:100%'Another young one without humility, balls or backbone...probably still lives with Mommy.
Come back when you grow a pair...you'll need them if you're gonna accomplish anything on this earth.
ODAAT and NAFAR
/span
I sent you a PM and you haven't returned it cheese. Whats up? Oh I know when you created your account a year ago you put in a bogus email account because you didn't know if this site is full of weirdos or maybe they might track your ass down if there was a problem. So when you come back and post day 2 tomorrow and look around again and see this on your intro, change your email address in the settings section to one that actually works and will be notified when you get a PM.
Easy guys.... Never ever piss off a "conversational hypnotist".
:scowick:

*we really need a douchenozzle emoticon
adding this here too because I'm not too sure you'll scroll down in November 13. You seem more like a post and run guy. Prove me wrong, step up as someone who's been here and be a positive for your group, not just another body.

Ernestovelveta7-Day 1-My gums are purple

Mine aren't, perhaps that's because I'm on day 377, we've had 3 guys in October 12 hit 400 this week. You used to be part of our quit group. 69 posts total while you quit with us. Going to change anything this time? Going to answer the questions you've been asked? Or are you just here to tell us all about your boss purple gums? If you're here to quit this time answer up in this group and swing by Oct. 12 and answer them for us too. The questions are not asked to rub your nose in shit like a bad dog, they are asked to make your quit stronger. If you don't have the desire to quit our way rather than try like you did last time don't waste the time of the guys here who want this. If you don't respect these quitters enough to answer questions that have been asked to help you why are you here?
I just love the special butterfly...Scowick is genius..hehehehe.. Anyway, I really don't think there is anything more to say. If he is real then he will act. However, I am having difficulty fanning this large stench of 'B.S.'
Come on, you have been here before. Do you really need words of motivation or a freakin motivational smack upside the head. Purple gums... So, mine are pick.. who gives a shit what color they are if you don't stay quit. Strengthen your quit! Glad your back now get busy!