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Title: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: Seahawks25 on December 29, 2012, 12:34:00 AM
Had my last chew Xmas night, I know it's only been three days but seems a lot longer. I found this web site probably like the rest of you googling tips for quitting and it's already helped me a ton in my short time. This is a stupid post I know I just needed to say something as I sit here in a fog blank staring at the tv, im thankful I found this website hopefully I'm as strong as a lot of you guys.FUCK THiS STUFF IM BETTER THAN THIS POISON!!!!
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: FatStanley on December 29, 2012, 12:46:00 AM
I'm about 36 hrs behind you. Last dip about 36 hrs ago...

Sucking on some mint chew. Surprisingly occupying, but it's harder to hide from my wife...

Hang in there - You're not alone.
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: Nickald on December 29, 2012, 01:06:00 AM
Welcome to KTC. I have been here for four days and the support has been great. Come and see us in the april quitters group. See the pink WELCOME CENTER above for fun stuff. The first three days were the worst but it is getting better. So keep the shit out of your lip and have a good night.
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: lospenguinos on December 29, 2012, 04:59:00 AM
Welcome to the team fellas. You can ALL DO THIS. I was in your place 2 years ago, and yeah it gets better but just like anything in life that is worth the effort, it is hard work and sucks for a while. Embrace the suck and remember the shitty feelings, you do not want to go back and start that shit over. Stick to your guns and the site. Lean on your new family for help, we've all been there and know exactly what you're goign through. Shout if you need anything.
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: redtrain14 on December 29, 2012, 07:32:00 AM
Welcome Seabags! A couple things here. First, head over to April '13 and post roll call. That is your daily promise not to use nicotine in any form. Keep your promise for 24hrs then repeat. Second, hopefully is for the Seabags making the Super Bowl, there is no room for that in your vocabulary in quitting.

You can do this, there are thousands of quitters here that have your back.
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: Phil16 on December 29, 2012, 09:02:00 AM
I'm in the April 13 quit group, my last chew was december26th at 815 am. Reach out and post roll call each morning. You can do it!
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: Diesel2112 on December 29, 2012, 09:08:00 AM
Quote from: Seahawks25
Had my last chew Xmas night, I know it's only been three days but seems a lot longer. I found this web site probably like the rest of you googling tips for quitting and it's already helped me a ton in my short time. This is a stupid post I know I just needed to say something as I sit here in a fog blank staring at the tv, im thankful I found this website hopefully I'm as strong as a lot of you guys.FUCK THiS STUFF IM BETTER THAN THIS POISON!!!!
If I can do this, ANYBODY can!!! I was the biggest pussy ktc has ever seen. I was the sitting in the corner sucking my thumb rocking back and forth crying type pussy.

I didn't know how to quit, if I wanted to quit , who the Fuck all these "weirdos" were offering ME their phone numbers. I didn't know what the Fuck was going on. I was walking around blind without a cane. I had never once tried tried to quit. I was scared shitless and had no confidence I would last a week let alone 208 days. Hell I even left the site for a few weeks because I was scared of...EVERYTHING.

Thankfully though, I never gave up and most importantly the "weirdos" on this site never gave up on me. Wedge actually continued to text me even after I told him I quit the site.

Eventually I came back to the site. Nobody was mad, infact they welcomed me back and told my dumb ass to start posting role.

Slooowly day by day I started to feel better, my quit started to go from a liquid to a semi solid state thanks to the "weirdos". Then sometime in the 70's-80's my quit really took off when I dawned on me, life IS possible without dip. I honestly wasn't sure until then.

Once I really realized that my quit went from semi solid to rock hard and every day it gets stronger and stronger. Sure there are still some bumps in the road but they are much further between and much less jagged.

Bottom line...don't come into this with a pussy type attitude like I did. Don't have the illusion that we all came into this like some badasses who were kicking ass right out the gates. Not all of us were. Especially my pussy ass.

Like I said. If I can do it, ANYBODY can.

Need anything, pm me anytime.

-Diesel2112
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: Seahawks25 on December 29, 2012, 10:34:00 AM
Thanks for the support guys and yeah I finally figured out how to post roll call this morning after an hour. Also redtrain if the hawks win the Super Bowl this will be the best year of my life dip free and a Super Bowl, it doesn't get any better than that.
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: kana on December 29, 2012, 11:18:00 AM
Quote from: Seahawks25
Thanks for the support guys and yeah I finally figured out how to post roll call this morning after an hour. Also redtrain if the hawks win the Super Bowl this will be the best year of my life dip free and a Super Bowl, it doesn't get any better than that.
dip free  ALIVE is not bad too. stay strong, one day at a time... before you know it you'll be free as well.. take diesels advice. I have personally watched him transform into a confident rock solid quitter.. so proud  thankful for him.. he showed me the way...life is good...
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: ShawnB on December 29, 2012, 12:39:00 PM
As a Rams fan I can't wait for the seachickens to get smoked! As a fellow quitter welcome aboard! Need anything feel free to ask.

ShawnB 102
Title: Re: Hopefully strong enough
Post by: wastepanel on December 29, 2012, 10:40:00 PM
You can do this.

You just have to want this more than anything else right now.

Right now.

Not later.

Right now.

Fuck tomorrow.

You are strong enough because you are doing this.

Very proud of you man.

Your coach is a doosh.