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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: HipHopAnonymous on October 02, 2014, 11:04:00 AM
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Day 3 so far has been the hardest other than skipping my first dip outta my routine. Yesterday wasn't too bad. My eyes keep wandering to where my Copenhagen usually sits. I'm working a solid 60 hour week right now which keeps my mind off it (sort of). But I had to start looking around for support. My method of Cold Fucking Turkey looks like a dumb fucking idea right now. Dark Chocolate is the only thing keeping me slightly sane.
My wife never has been addicted to anything in her life and has no idea what this is like. She is the only reason I am quitting. Haven't exploded on her yet though.
My name is JesusChristThisSucks and after 10+ years; I am going to beat this.
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Day 3 so far has been the hardest other than skipping my first dip outta my routine. Yesterday wasn't too bad. My eyes keep wandering to where my Copenhagen usually sits. I'm working a solid 60 hour week right now which keeps my mind off it (sort of). But I had to start looking around for support. My method of Cold Fucking Turkey looks like a dumb fucking idea right now. Dark Chocolate is the only thing keeping me slightly sane.
My wife never has been addicted to anything in her life and has no idea what this is like. She is the only reason I am quitting. Haven't exploded on her yet though.
My name is JesusChristThisSucks and after 10+ years; I am going to beat this.
You already are beating it my friend.
Water, water, and exercise. The nicotine is on it's way out, and your addicted body is flailing. Once all the nicotine is gone, you will start healing. What you are doing is not dumb. It's fucking genius. You can't quit a drug UNLESS YOU STOP TAKING THAT DRUG. Seems like a simple enough concept, but as addicts, we like to look for the magic potions and elixirs out there that promise us heaven on earth.
I see this is your first post. Head on over to the quit group January 2015 (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/10564902/68/). You'll find quite a few guys in the same boat as you. Post roll (your promise to not use nicotine today), and buckle up. It's a helluva ride man.
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Day 3 so far has been the hardest other than skipping my first dip outta my routine. Yesterday wasn't too bad. My eyes keep wandering to where my Copenhagen usually sits. I'm working a solid 60 hour week right now which keeps my mind off it (sort of). But I had to start looking around for support. My method of Cold Fucking Turkey looks like a dumb fucking idea right now. Dark Chocolate is the only thing keeping me slightly sane.
My wife never has been addicted to anything in her life and has no idea what this is like. She is the only reason I am quitting. Haven't exploded on her yet though.
My name is JesusChristThisSucks and after 10+ years; I am going to beat this.
Get some sunflower seeds and atomic fireball jawbreakers. Drink a shit ton of water. Post roll with your quit group.
Read the fuck out of this message board. Read every last nook and cranny. This place will save your life if you want it.
I quit with you this very minute.
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Day 3 so far has been the hardest other than skipping my first dip outta my routine. Yesterday wasn't too bad. My eyes keep wandering to where my Copenhagen usually sits. I'm working a solid 60 hour week right now which keeps my mind off it (sort of). But I had to start looking around for support. My method of Cold Fucking Turkey looks like a dumb fucking idea right now. Dark Chocolate is the only thing keeping me slightly sane.
My wife never has been addicted to anything in her life and has no idea what this is like. She is the only reason I am quitting. Haven't exploded on her yet though.
My name is JesusChristThisSucks and after 10+ years; I am going to beat this.
My wife doesn't get it either, but why would she, she's not an fiend addict like me. Get a large piece of that dark chocolate you like to take so much, some seeds, some gum, or whatever and read this site. Read what success looks like then google what failure looks like. Learn how to post roll. Learn how bad ass quitters do this. For starters, they post roll every day with a promise to themselves and their brothers and sisters here not to use for TODAY. Go to the January 2015 group and I quit with you today.
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Offensive name mods, not digging that at all.
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Appreciate the Support guys. Every word helps and seeds may fix my mouth from watering every second.
As far as the name, it was made out of haste. It was not meant as a derogatory statement. But if people are offended I'll change it. whatever. Not here for attention. Just support and to be apart of community.
Thanks again guys.
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Appreciate the Support guys. Every word helps and seeds may fix my mouth from watering every second.
As far as the name, it was made out of haste. It was not meant as a derogatory statement. But if people are offended I'll change it. whatever. Not here for attention. Just support and to be apart of community.
Thanks again guys.
Not trying to be a prude, but it is offensive to some people. I'm not sure if you can change it.
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JCTS,
Congrats on making a great choice. Post roll, read all you can and repeat. And just think...if you can't stay quit, perhaps you'll get the opportunity to register your complain with the Big Man in person? Might want to put something else on your name tag, though...Mike Hunt, Seymor Butts or something?
Stay stong!
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That has got to be thee most idiotic name on this entire site. Mod's please change this shit!
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Appreciate the Support guys. Every word helps and seeds may fix my mouth from watering every second.
As far as the name, it was made out of haste. It was not meant as a derogatory statement. But if people are offended I'll change it. whatever. Not here for attention. Just support and to be apart of community.
Thanks again guys.
Not trying to be a prude, but it is offensive to some people. I'm not sure if you can change it.
Just PM me and let me know what you'd like your new name to be and I'll get it changed.
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Appreciate the Support guys. Every word helps and seeds may fix my mouth from watering every second.
As far as the name, it was made out of haste. It was not meant as a derogatory statement. But if people are offended I'll change it. whatever. Not here for attention. Just support and to be apart of community.
Thanks again guys.
Not trying to be a prude, but it is offensive to some people. I'm not sure if you can change it.
Just PM me and let me know what you'd like your new name to be and I'll get it changed.
Never got a response to my PM, so went ahead and changed your name. Just get back to me with a new moniker and I will make the change.
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Appreciate the Support guys. Every word helps and seeds may fix my mouth from watering every second.
As far as the name, it was made out of haste. It was not meant as a derogatory statement. But if people are offended I'll change it. whatever. Not here for attention. Just support and to be apart of community.
Thanks again guys.
Not trying to be a prude, but it is offensive to some people. I'm not sure if you can change it.
Just PM me and let me know what you'd like your new name to be and I'll get it changed.
Never got a response to my PM, so went ahead and changed your name. Just get back to me with a new moniker and I will make the change.
Thank you Gmann, not trying to dampen the dudes quit, but a modicum of tact is nice.
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On hour 62ish. See title of post.
Once I get the new name straightened up I will join the SIGN TO AGREE.
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JCTS,
Congrats on making a great choice. Post roll, read all you can and repeat. And just think...if you can't stay quit, perhaps you'll get the opportunity to register your complain with the Big Man in person? Might want to put something else on your name tag, though...Mike Hunt, Seymor Butts or something?
Stay stong!
I like Mike Hunt. Let's give that one to Gmann. G, you can have Mike Hunt.
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On hour 62ish. See title of post.
Once I get the new name straightened up I will join the SIGN TO AGREE.
Congrats on the quit - come on over to Jan15 and join us in kicking the nicbitch in the teeth.
I'll have a PM in your inbox soon with all sorts of info
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Number and info in your inbox. Stay strong and drink GALLONS of water. hit me up if you need to
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Well quitter, you've drawn attention. I understand the hatred on day 3. We all quit cold turkey, anything else is far from quitting. I have a problem with your original post; you said your wife is the only reason your quitting. That is one of the best ways to fail. Quitting must be about you. I tried to quitting for 40 years for others, until I made the move for me I failed.
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Dammit, Phil McCrackin would have been so funny 3 hours ago. Quit with HipHop today.
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G, you can have Mike Hunt.
You do have one. Wastepanel told me.
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Well quitter, you've drawn attention. I understand the hatred on day 3. We all quit cold turkey, anything else is far from quitting. I have a problem with your original post; you said your wife is the only reason your quitting. That is one of the best ways to fail. Quitting must be about you. I tried to quitting for 40 years for others, until I made the move for me I failed.
My wife opened myself to the idea. Before her, I never truly had a problem with dipping.
But I have seen many close to me go down with cancer recently and some with chewing tobacco related. Plus the video of Curt Schilling describing his battle with cancer was truly eye opening. It was a wake up call. I looked up to him as a youngin.
I sir, am quitting for myself.
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Do YOU want to be quit?
If your wife is the only reason you are quitting you will grow to resent her. And you won't be quit. You'll just stop abusing nicotine and your body for a bit and then you'll go back to finger fucking the cancer can.
The only way this works is if you quit for yourself.
I'm glad your wife got you to stop using nicotine but now it's time to quit. There are countless stories on this web site about guys who ninja dipped and lied to their wife about being quit- why is that? Because they didn't really want to quit- they just wanted to please their wife, while they hid their addiction for years.
Don't be one of those dudes. Quit for you.
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A fan of big Dady I see...
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Do YOU want to be quit?
If your wife is the only reason you are quitting you will grow to resent her. And you won't be quit. You'll just stop abusing nicotine and your body for a bit and then you'll go back to finger fucking the cancer can.
The only way this works is if you quit for yourself.
I'm glad your wife got you to stop using nicotine but now it's time to quit. There are countless stories on this web site about guys who ninja dipped and lied to their wife about being quit- why is that? Because they didn't really want to quit- they just wanted to please their wife, while they hid their addiction for years.
Don't be one of those dudes. Quit for you.
I am quitting. If I were doing it FOR my wife. I would have done it years ago.
This is for me.
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This is for me.
Now you've got it!
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Do YOU want to be quit?
If your wife is the only reason you are quitting you will grow to resent her. And you won't be quit. You'll just stop abusing nicotine and your body for a bit and then you'll go back to finger fucking the cancer can.
The only way this works is if you quit for yourself.
I'm glad your wife got you to stop using nicotine but now it's time to quit. There are countless stories on this web site about guys who ninja dipped and lied to their wife about being quit- why is that? Because they didn't really want to quit- they just wanted to please their wife, while they hid their addiction for years.
Don't be one of those dudes. Quit for you.
I am quitting. If I were doing it FOR my wife. I would have done it years ago.
This is for me.
that ^^^^ was a really good answer. So true, too.
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Do YOU want to be quit?
If your wife is the only reason you are quitting you will grow to resent her. And you won't be quit. You'll just stop abusing nicotine and your body for a bit and then you'll go back to finger fucking the cancer can.
The only way this works is if you quit for yourself.
I'm glad your wife got you to stop using nicotine but now it's time to quit. There are countless stories on this web site about guys who ninja dipped and lied to their wife about being quit- why is that? Because they didn't really want to quit- they just wanted to please their wife, while they hid their addiction for years.
Don't be one of those dudes. Quit for you.
I am quitting. If I were doing it FOR my wife. I would have done it years ago.
This is for me.
that ^^^^ was a really good answer. So true, too.
Really is a good answer............make sense.
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Do YOU want to be quit?
If your wife is the only reason you are quitting you will grow to resent her. And you won't be quit. You'll just stop abusing nicotine and your body for a bit and then you'll go back to finger fucking the cancer can.
The only way this works is if you quit for yourself.
I'm glad your wife got you to stop using nicotine but now it's time to quit. There are countless stories on this web site about guys who ninja dipped and lied to their wife about being quit- why is that? Because they didn't really want to quit- they just wanted to please their wife, while they hid their addiction for years.
Don't be one of those dudes. Quit for you.
I am quitting. If I were doing it FOR my wife. I would have done it years ago.
This is for me.
that ^^^^ was a really good answer. So true, too.
Really is a good answer............make sense.
Yep, it has to be for YOU. If you quit if for someone else it gives you an out and you might start resenting your wife or whomever.
Just keep coming here and vent on and with us. Only this group alone understands just how fucking bad nic addiction is. In fact, nothing is worse than discussing our addiction with someone never in our shoes. Your are in the right place.
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Do YOU want to be quit?
If your wife is the only reason you are quitting you will grow to resent her. And you won't be quit. You'll just stop abusing nicotine and your body for a bit and then you'll go back to finger fucking the cancer can.
The only way this works is if you quit for yourself.
I'm glad your wife got you to stop using nicotine but now it's time to quit. There are countless stories on this web site about guys who ninja dipped and lied to their wife about being quit- why is that? Because they didn't really want to quit- they just wanted to please their wife, while they hid their addiction for years.
Don't be one of those dudes. Quit for you.
I am quitting. If I were doing it FOR my wife. I would have done it years ago.
This is for me.
that ^^^^ was a really good answer. So true, too.
Really is a good answer............make sense.
Yep, it has to be for YOU. If you quit if for someone else it gives you an out and you might start resenting your wife or whomever.
Just keep coming here and vent on and with us. Only this group alone understands just how fucking bad nic addiction is. In fact, nothing is worse than discussing our addiction with someone never in our shoes. Your are in the right place.
Why didn't you take "Ebby Calvin 'Nuke' LaLoosh?"
Edit - We hate you too.
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Do YOU want to be quit?
If your wife is the only reason you are quitting you will grow to resent her. And you won't be quit. You'll just stop abusing nicotine and your body for a bit and then you'll go back to finger fucking the cancer can.
The only way this works is if you quit for yourself.
I'm glad your wife got you to stop using nicotine but now it's time to quit. There are countless stories on this web site about guys who ninja dipped and lied to their wife about being quit- why is that? Because they didn't really want to quit- they just wanted to please their wife, while they hid their addiction for years.
Don't be one of those dudes. Quit for you.
I am quitting. If I were doing it FOR my wife. I would have done it years ago.
This is for me.
that ^^^^ was a really good answer. So true, too.
Really is a good answer............make sense.
Yep, it has to be for YOU. If you quit if for someone else it gives you an out and you might start resenting your wife or whomever.
Just keep coming here and vent on and with us. Only this group alone understands just how fucking bad nic addiction is. In fact, nothing is worse than discussing our addiction with someone never in our shoes. Your are in the right place.
Why didn't you take "Ebby Calvin 'Nuke' LaLoosh?"
Edit - We hate you too.
Glad to be here. 3 days in the books. Feels good man.
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Do YOU want to be quit?
If your wife is the only reason you are quitting you will grow to resent her. And you won't be quit. You'll just stop abusing nicotine and your body for a bit and then you'll go back to finger fucking the cancer can.
The only way this works is if you quit for yourself.
I'm glad your wife got you to stop using nicotine but now it's time to quit. There are countless stories on this web site about guys who ninja dipped and lied to their wife about being quit- why is that? Because they didn't really want to quit- they just wanted to please their wife, while they hid their addiction for years.
Don't be one of those dudes. Quit for you.
I am quitting. If I were doing it FOR my wife. I would have done it years ago.
This is for me.
that ^^^^ was a really good answer. So true, too.
Really is a good answer............make sense.
Yep, it has to be for YOU. If you quit if for someone else it gives you an out and you might start resenting your wife or whomever.
Just keep coming here and vent on and with us. Only this group alone understands just how fucking bad nic addiction is. In fact, nothing is worse than discussing our addiction with someone never in our shoes. Your are in the right place.
Why didn't you take "Ebby Calvin 'Nuke' LaLoosh?"
Edit - We hate you too.
Glad to be here. 3 days in the books. Feels good man.
Drink a bunch of water for the next few days. Do what you need to do to stay quit.
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Keep on grinding!
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You still around? DidnÂ’t see you on roll yesterday.
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Why did you miss roll call?