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Title: Here I go.
Post by: wcummingsiv on July 14, 2011, 07:47:00 PM
It took me all day to even sign up. Signing up meant I was actually going to do it. I have quit for almost 24 hours now. I couldn't concentrate at work today because I was having mental arguments with myself. Should I sign up today or put off quitting for tomorrow. I am sick of putting it off. I am sick of needing something that everyone I care about hates. I am sick of lying. I am sick of hiding. I am sick of justifying something that kills me. I am done. Actually I have just begun.

I was scared before I started typing that paragraph. I didn't know what I was going to say but that is what came out. And man I feel empowered now. I am dipfree for July 14, 2011.


-Will
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: 30yraddict on July 14, 2011, 07:52:00 PM
Welcome Will.

There is one thing that I know. I know that you can do this. The next couple of days are going to be intense as nicotine leaves your body. Never forget how they feel and know that you never have to go through a day 1, 2, or 3 again.

Glad to be quit with you,

30

PS.
Mosey on over to the october quit group (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=4873) and post roll- today would be day 2 for you, as you actually stopped using nicotine yesterday. Click on the welcome center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13) to learn how to post roll.
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: nicofiend on July 14, 2011, 08:24:00 PM
Yep Will it sounds like you got it going down the right track! You got to get fucking fed up with the nic bitch , and kick her out of your bed! Stay strong and post roll today and then get up in the morning and post roll again and promise not to stuff none of that shit into your pie hole, take it one day at a time and embrace the suck its going to be a hell of a roller coaster ride for the first few days but it gets better I promise. Nicofiend
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: DennyX on July 14, 2011, 08:37:00 PM
That is one of the BEST intro's I've read, it's like you read my Day 1 mind. You've got this 100%, proud to be quit with you today. Drop into chat if you're having a rough time, read EVERYTHING on this website. You can do this, go post roll right now to solidify your day 1. Good job. PM me if you need anything.
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: Scowick65 on July 14, 2011, 08:47:00 PM
Quote from: DennyX
That is one of the BEST intro's I've read, it's like you read my Day 1 mind. You've got this 100%, proud to be quit with you today. Drop into chat if you're having a rough time, read EVERYTHING on this website. You can do this, go post roll right now to solidify your day 1. Good job. PM me if you need anything.
X2
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Post by: husker06484 on July 14, 2011, 08:49:00 PM
Bravo bravo. Great decision! Will now is where we seperate the men from the boys. Understand you are making a decision that is saving your life. You sound like many of us on day 1. Its going to suck for a bit. Fight through and keep your word. Quit for today and worry about tomorrow when it gets here. You got this. You need anything PM me and I got your back. Proud to be quit with you. Don't be scared anymore today is the day you are free.
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: dante on July 14, 2011, 09:38:00 PM
Quote from: wcummingsiv
It took me all day to even sign up. Signing up meant I was actually going to do it. I have quit for almost 24 hours now. I couldn't concentrate at work today because I was having mental arguments with myself. Should I sign up today or put off quitting for tomorrow. I am sick of putting it off. I am sick of needing something that everyone I care about hates. I am sick of lying. I am sick of hiding. I am sick of justifying something that kills me. I am done. Actually I have just begun.

I was scared before I started typing that paragraph. I didn't know what I was going to say but that is what came out. And man I feel empowered now. I am dipfree for July 14, 2011.


-Will
This is awesome...proud to be quit with you today!
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: G on July 14, 2011, 10:24:00 PM
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: DennyX
That is one of the BEST intro's I've read, it's like you read my Day 1 mind.  You've got this 100%, proud to be quit with you today. Drop into chat if you're having a rough time, read EVERYTHING on this website.  You can do this, go post roll right now to solidify your day 1.  Good job. PM me if you need anything.
X2
Just plain badass.
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: per034 on July 14, 2011, 10:33:00 PM
Quote from: gmann
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: DennyX
That is one of the BEST intro's I've read, it's like you read my Day 1 mind.  You've got this 100%, proud to be quit with you today. Drop into chat if you're having a rough time, read EVERYTHING on this website.  You can do this, go post roll right now to solidify your day 1.  Good job. PM me if you need anything.
X2
Just plain badass.
Goddam that's a fine ass intro. I'll quit with you any day Will. You just keep on quittin'
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: Souliman on July 15, 2011, 12:55:00 AM
I like your quit Will. I like it a lot. Your conviction will touch other quitters and that is a tremendous thing for them and you. Don't let that hesitation or fear prior to signing up fool you. You have made a decision that is bold and powerful. Congratulations. I fucking quit with you today bro.
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Post by: LLCope on July 15, 2011, 06:54:00 AM
W,



Post Roll every day---keep your word

Every day you do this it will get easier---I promise


Pm me if you need anything--You have my support!

LL
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: Jtricher on July 15, 2011, 07:20:00 AM
Will - I'm quit with you today. Welcome to freedom. I'm sure you feel like shit right now in your new quit. Embrace it. It is your body fighting a brutal war against the most addictive substance known to man. Post everyday and keep your word. Reach out if you need to. Just stay quit. Congrats on your decision.
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Post by: MikeA on July 15, 2011, 09:38:00 AM
I am quit with wcummingsiv also. Great decision bro. Watch out for the weekend. They can be quit killers.
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Post by: tazmed on July 15, 2011, 09:59:00 AM
I'll quit with you today as well. Get some numbers from your October group and don't be afraid to use them. If you need more, PM anyone of these guys who have replied (including me) and you got it. Hang tough through the weekend...we got your back.
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Post by: jaygib on July 15, 2011, 11:33:00 AM
Freedom is scary because it is the unknown Will, but it is much better than serving the can. Proud to be quit with you today.
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Post by: Leahy16 on July 15, 2011, 11:33:00 AM
Awesome post Will. Proud to be quit with you today
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: wcummingsiv on July 15, 2011, 02:37:00 PM
The support here is amazing. I see how this is really a brotherhood.

Toady is actually my day 3 because I posted on my day 2 not day 1.

Either way, the drive to work sucked this morning. But I am starting to sense a light at the end of the tunnel. It still looks far away but its not so dark as it was yesterday.

I am quit until bedtime tonight. I will worry about tomorrow when it gets here.
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: miles on July 15, 2011, 02:46:00 PM
Keep up the good work. It gets better with time.
Title: Re: Here I go.
Post by: Scowick65 on July 15, 2011, 02:59:00 PM
Quote from: wcummingsiv
The support here is amazing. I see how this is really a brotherhood.

Toady is actually my day 3 because I posted on my day 2 not day 1.

Either way, the drive to work sucked this morning. But I am starting to sense a light at the end of the tunnel. It still looks far away but its not so dark as it was yesterday.

I am quit until bedtime tonight. I will worry about tomorrow when it gets here.
That method will take you where you want to be.