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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: mhwoods90 on May 04, 2017, 01:11:00 PM
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So i have dipped on and off for about 10 years or so now (mostly on than off). I can't even count how many times I have quit this B.S. I am hoping this is my last 1st day, which I think it will be because this is the shittiest 1st day I have ever had. Really foggy, really achy, etc....I guess that serves me right for dipping more per day over the last 6 months than I ever have. I came here after realizing that my addiction to dip was so bad that for the last little while I was like "yea...it may kill me...it may give me cancer one day...but thats ok if I die a bit sooner than expected"....Lately I was like wait what so putting fucking leaves in your mouth today trumps an early death tomorrow. Fuck that....Anyways...working on getting through this and hoping that this website is the key I need to make it nic free for life!
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So i have dipped on and off for about 10 years or so now (mostly on than off). I can't even count how many times I have quit this B.S. I am hoping this is my last 1st day, which I think it will be because this is the shittiest 1st day I have ever had. Really foggy, really achy, etc....I guess that serves me right for dipping more per day over the last 6 months than I ever have. I came here after realizing that my addiction to dip was so bad that for the last little while I was like "yea...it may kill me...it may give me cancer one day...but thats ok if I die a bit sooner than expected"....Lately I was like wait what so putting fucking leaves in your mouth today trumps an early death tomorrow. Fuck that....Anyways...working on getting through this and hoping that this website is the key I need to make it nic free for life!
Welcome mhwoods!! I want to start off by saying there is no "hoping". I actually named my intro "Hoping to Quit for Good" and folks on here made me quickly realize that we don't sit in a circle and hope to be quit. We post roll EVERY DAMN DAY right away in the morning that we will not use nicotine that day. Then we focus on just keeping that promise for the next 24 hours. Today is all we can control. Tomorrow will take care of itself.
I was in your shoes a year ago. Today I posted my Day 375. Hope didn't get me this far. Giving my word, keeping it every day and creating a network of accountability with my fellow quitters is what keeps me quit. We are addicts and will be that way forever. The nic bitch will always be trying to get us to go back but we fight alongside each other day in and day out.
I am happy you are here and proud to be quit with you today! Put your shoulder down, drink more water than a fish and start to immerse yourself in this site and your new August group. QUIT ON!
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Welcome mhwoods90.
You are making the decision that I did 107 days ago. I am thankful that I found this site. It will work for you if you are truly dedicated to quitting.
Proud to quit with You!!
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MHWOODS90 --
You should be in my quit group -- I'm new too. and yes if you're HOPING to be successful, you're already saying you probably will relapse. post roll, and commit, one day at a time. Hope to see you posting roll today, tomorrow, and every day thereafter. Let me know if you need anything (DM me or look for me on boards) Happy to quit with you
Keep Calm and quit on
DavidS
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MHWOODS90 --
You should be in my quit group -- I'm new too. and yes if you're HOPING to be successful, you're already saying you probably will relapse. post roll, and commit, one day at a time. Hope to see you posting roll today, tomorrow, and every day thereafter. Let me know if you need anything (DM me or look for me on boards) Happy to quit with you
Keep Calm and quit on
DavidS
^^^^^^^^ True statement right there!!! 24 hours at a time, its that easy.. Wake up and do it all again tomorrow. You will have tons of support here, just use it!!!