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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: TxTornadoinOK on November 11, 2013, 12:32:00 PM
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Hey y'all. I have been dipping pouches for 7 years. Switched from smoking after 13 years. I never had a problem putting it down until about a year ago. I honestly hate it now. I get dizzy, feel weak, and there is a distinct self-loathing every time I put one in. When I try to go without it, I get angry. I feel like the world is against me and I cannot tolerate anyone or anything. Is this normal?
I want to quit. I will quit. I have been saying "This is my last can" for several months now. You can find a million support groups and products for quitting smoking, but few I can find for dipping.
Okay, an introduction. I am from Texas, outdoors my whole life. I am Oklahoma now. In my 30's, a redneck girl from my toes up. everyone I know dips, and think it is cool that I, a gal, do. I cannot go an hour without it. My EXCUSE for dipping was that I couldn't smoke around the kids, so I can dip in the house. WRONG. I hate that I have spit bottles around. I hate that my kids bring me my dip can when they find it. I am not okay with the example I am setting. I am done.
Thanks for listening. It is great to meet y'all. I love that y'all are hard and blunt, no excuses.
Today, November 11, 2013, I am over this chain on me. 'help'
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Well first of all you caught my attention with the "I am DONE", now let's see if I can help you get your quits started.
Now read up the info on the site Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13)
Learn how to post roll How to Post Roll (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
Then post Roll here Pre-HOF February 2014 Quit Group (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8993)
Post Roll daily. This is your promise to stay quit, understand that KTC is all about brotherhood and Accountability. Make sure that these words mean something to you. Also understand that all of us quitters care so when a cave happens people will take that shit personally. We invest time into people and the quit groups are like tight families of quit.
Now, find an alternative, fake dip, candy, gum, mints, etc. Drink lots of water, so much that you cannot pass a bathroom without having to piss.
P.S. All of the above underlined words are links to the site.
Finally, as you probably assume this site is populated primarily by men, however, we do have some fantastic ladies on here that will be reaching out to you real soon as well. The ladies in here are some of the toughest chicks I have come across, and I am sure that you can fit right in as well. We men are normally crude assholes that lack a filter between brain and mouth.
If there is anything I can do to help you please do not hesitate to let me know. Also, check your inbox in the upper right hand corner for an PM from me.
Pinched
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Well first of all you caught my attention with the "I am DONE", now let's see if I can help you get your quits started.
Now read up the info on the site Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13)
Learn how to post roll How to Post Roll (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
Then post Roll here Pre-HOF February 2014 Quit Group (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8993)
Post Roll daily. This is your promise to stay quit, understand that KTC is all about brotherhood and Accountability. Make sure that these words mean something to you. Also understand that all of us quitters care so when a cave happens people will take that shit personally. We invest time into people and the quit groups are like tight families of quit.
Now, find an alternative, fake dip, candy, gum, mints, etc. Drink lots of water, so much that you cannot pass a bathroom without having to piss.
P.S. All of the above underlined words are links to the site.
Finally, as you probably assume this site is populated primarily by men, however, we do have some fantastic ladies on here that will be reaching out to you real soon as well. The ladies in here are some of the toughest chicks I have come across, and I am sure that you can fit right in as well. We men are normally crude assholes that lack a filter between brain and mouth.
If there is anything I can do to help you please do not hesitate to let me know. Also, check your inbox in the upper right hand corner for an PM from me.
Pinched
ditto to what pinched says!
This is a second by second hold on tight fight at the beginning and it all starts with your daily promise ( posting roll) to abstain from using nicotine today.
We do this every damn day but take it only one day at a time.
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When I try to go without it, I get angry. I feel like the world is against me and I cannot tolerate anyone or anything. Is this normal?
Unfortunately this is normal. My whole life I have had a short fuse, my motto was always fight first and ask questions later. Then I joined the Marine Corps and got my ass handed to me for 13 weeks, then was again back on the high horse of wanting to fight anything and everything. Then I had kids, learned to control that aggression, hence the 120# punching bag hanging up in my basement.
Finally, after all that I QUIT my use of nicotine and tobacco cold turkey 120 days ago. I read the info on this site, swapped numbers with quite a few people and I learned that my anger is still there, nicotine made it worse for a couple of weeks. Now I sit at 120 days, which is almost 4 months and no one has been hurt, maimed or killed in the making of this quit. Direct your anger at Big Tobacco and the ass clowns that told us for years that we were invincible and that smoking was the nasty habit. Use your words to vent, let it all out and use the physical anger to push you through each day, one day at a time.
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When I try to go without it, I get angry. I feel like the world is against me and I cannot tolerate anyone or anything. Is this normal?
Unfortunately this is normal. My whole life I have had a short fuse, my motto was always fight first and ask questions later. Then I joined the Marine Corps and got my ass handed to me for 13 weeks, then was again back on the high horse of wanting to fight anything and everything. Then I had kids, learned to control that aggression, hence the 120# punching bag hanging up in my basement.
Finally, after all that I QUIT my use of nicotine and tobacco cold turkey 120 days ago. I read the info on this site, swapped numbers with quite a few people and I learned that my anger is still there, nicotine made it worse for a couple of weeks. Now I sit at 120 days, which is almost 4 months and no one has been hurt, maimed or killed in the making of this quit. Direct your anger at Big Tobacco and the ass clowns that told us for years that we were invincible and that smoking was the nasty habit. Use your words to vent, let it all out and use the physical anger to push you through each day, one day at a time.
Thank you for that. I have anger issues because I want to control everything in my life. My husband is a long haul trucker and I home school my kids. I get no down time. It really helps to know that I am not alone. I realized this morning that in my need to control everything, I have let this control me. Not cool.
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Hey Tx- here is a quick primer on anger.
nicotine causes forced release of adrenaline and other fight or flight chemicals.
Anger releases adrenaline and other flight or fight chemicals.
When you quit using nicotine your brain is screaming for the toxic chemical cocktail it has become accustom to. Getting angry is the bodies back door mechanism to try to fix the lack of nicotine.
Do NOT take your anger out on your family, coworkers etc. It isnt their fault that you feel shitty, it's the price your gonna pay to earn your freedom from that crap. Come here and vent instead, we get it.
I know you don't want this kind of addiction for your kids. So lets show em how it's done.
You can do this
sM
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If you want to know another "gal" in your group here name is Hope.
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If you want to know another "gal" in your group here name is Hope.
Knowing there are females here is reassuring. I have no issue with guys at all, just feel stereotyped that it is either "weird" or "cool". Right now, I am on hour 10 and I think I am going nuts. I feel angry at every little sound and interruption. I am twitchy yet tired.Can't sit still for anything. I am going out of my head here.
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Anyone around to chat? Or just talk? I feel like an idiot, but getting that can is ALL I can think about. I have papers to grade, work to do, ect. I am getting nothing done because I cannot focus on anything but that damn ball and chain.
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If you want to know another "gal" in your group here name is Hope.
Knowing there are females here is reassuring. I have no issue with guys at all, just feel stereotyped that it is either "weird" or "cool". Right now, I am on hour 10 and I think I am going nuts. I feel angry at every little sound and interruption. I am twitchy yet tired.Can't sit still for anything. I am going out of my head here.
I will not say settle down or relax, but I will ask a couple of questions:
1 - when are you going to post roll?
2 - have you found an alternative yet?
3 - have you drank enough water that you feel like your bladder is going to rupture?
4 - should I mail you my punching bag?
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Let us have it. We can take it. type whatever you want. Make it all caps so it reads like screaming. deep breaths and realize you are in a battle to take back control.
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I haven't posted roll because I am ashamed that it hasn't been a whole day yet. Doing it now. I am PISSED that f-in nicotine is holding me like this. I feel like a dang crack addict without a fix. HOW is this possible.
1.posting roll now.
2.drinking water like a madman
3.punching bag would be awesome, think I will go for a run after I finish this AA like confrontation that I obviously need
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I think I posted roll. Honestly not sure, now can't find the dang link. I am shaking and it is so freaking dumb. I figured the first day would be the easiest. Can someone check and see if I did it right? If not, link me to the dang forum to do it.
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TxTornadoinOK-Day 1-feeling like a slave to a dam tiny DIP. I WILL NOT LOSE THIS BATTLE
Atta girl!!!
I helped correct your roll post, but let me say well done for a first timer. I put your name up with your group in lieu of with the supporters on the bottom.
Now repeat after me..."FUCK YOU NICOTINE"
You got this dear and on top of that you got a network of strong supporters who are here to help you along the way. This fight is not easy but it is totally worth it.
Much easier to face life with all parts of your jaw and gums intact.
Here is the link, click and save this as one of your favorites:
Pre-HOF February 2014 Quit Group (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8993)
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Yea! Got it, thanks. FUCK YOU NICOTINE! Seriously. How is day 1 the hardest?
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Yea! Got it, thanks. FUCK YOU NICOTINE! Seriously. How is day 1 the hardest?
Right now you are telling your brain and your body that you are taking back control, and while you are doing that that chemical part of Nicotine which is still in your body for about 4 days is fighting back.
Then when the Nicotine is out of your system the mental part of the fight begins. One of my fellow quitters and now brothers Paradigm Dawg I am sure will post you his timeline for his quit. You will notice that in most of us the first week sucks total ass.
Like CBird stated earlier, we quit daily. This fight sucked and was hard on several days for me. However, I refused to lose and as a retired Marine that is stubborn, thickheaded and as a tendency to be a complete ass; I had to take control. I refused to lose for 120 days now.
I was an addict for over 24 years though and I will continue to consider myself an addict every day. You have my number and if the fight ever gets bad enough that you are ready to throw in the towel, then please use that as a lifeline. Plus like I said I have older sisters so if you want to call me bitching and acting like I am the anti-Christ in your quit then please do so; I happen to love a good argument too.
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Yea! Got it, thanks. FUCK YOU NICOTINE! Seriously. How is day 1 the hardest?
Right now you are telling your brain and your body that you are taking back control, and while you are doing that that chemical part of Nicotine which is still in your body for about 4 days is fighting back.
Then when the Nicotine is out of your system the mental part of the fight begins. One of my fellow quitters and now brothers Paradigm Dawg I am sure will post you his timeline for his quit. You will notice that in most of us the first week sucks total ass.
Like CBird stated earlier, we quit daily. This fight sucked and was hard on several days for me. However, I refused to lose and as a retired Marine that is stubborn, thickheaded and as a tendency to be a complete ass; I had to take control. I refused to lose for 120 days now.
I was an addict for over 24 years though and I will continue to consider myself an addict every day. You have my number and if the fight ever gets bad enough that you are ready to throw in the towel, then please use that as a lifeline. Plus like I said I have older sisters so if you want to call me bitching and acting like I am the anti-Christ in your quit then please do so; I happen to love a good argument too.
I do love a good heated debate. I am feeling a little more calm now. Going to go thrash a steak for dinner. I have a feeling right after i finish eating I am gonna be on here or texting someone. Something tells me it is going to suck balls. Right after I eat is my worst trigger. Thanks y'all.
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Yea! Got it, thanks. FUCK YOU NICOTINE! Seriously. How is day 1 the hardest?
Right now you are telling your brain and your body that you are taking back control, and while you are doing that that chemical part of Nicotine which is still in your body for about 4 days is fighting back.
Then when the Nicotine is out of your system the mental part of the fight begins. One of my fellow quitters and now brothers Paradigm Dawg I am sure will post you his timeline for his quit. You will notice that in most of us the first week sucks total ass.
Like CBird stated earlier, we quit daily. This fight sucked and was hard on several days for me. However, I refused to lose and as a retired Marine that is stubborn, thickheaded and as a tendency to be a complete ass; I had to take control. I refused to lose for 120 days now.
I was an addict for over 24 years though and I will continue to consider myself an addict every day. You have my number and if the fight ever gets bad enough that you are ready to throw in the towel, then please use that as a lifeline. Plus like I said I have older sisters so if you want to call me bitching and acting like I am the anti-Christ in your quit then please do so; I happen to love a good argument too.
I do love a good heated debate. I am feeling a little more calm now. Going to go thrash a steak for dinner. I have a feeling right after i finish eating I am gonna be on here or texting someone. Something tells me it is going to suck balls. Right after I eat is my worst trigger. Thanks y'all.
If you haven't yet located an alternative to dip then drink a shot of hot sauce right after that steak!
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Yea! Got it, thanks. FUCK YOU NICOTINE! Seriously. How is day 1 the hardest?
Right now you are telling your brain and your body that you are taking back control, and while you are doing that that chemical part of Nicotine which is still in your body for about 4 days is fighting back.
Then when the Nicotine is out of your system the mental part of the fight begins. One of my fellow quitters and now brothers Paradigm Dawg I am sure will post you his timeline for his quit. You will notice that in most of us the first week sucks total ass.
Like CBird stated earlier, we quit daily. This fight sucked and was hard on several days for me. However, I refused to lose and as a retired Marine that is stubborn, thickheaded and as a tendency to be a complete ass; I had to take control. I refused to lose for 120 days now.
I was an addict for over 24 years though and I will continue to consider myself an addict every day. You have my number and if the fight ever gets bad enough that you are ready to throw in the towel, then please use that as a lifeline. Plus like I said I have older sisters so if you want to call me bitching and acting like I am the anti-Christ in your quit then please do so; I happen to love a good argument too.
I do love a good heated debate. I am feeling a little more calm now. Going to go thrash a steak for dinner. I have a feeling right after i finish eating I am gonna be on here or texting someone. Something tells me it is going to suck balls. Right after I eat is my worst trigger. Thanks y'all.
If you haven't yet located an alternative to dip then drink a shot of hot sauce right after that steak!
Nice job bro. Hit the steak hard and when you are done thumb your nose at the nic B. You got this thing. Don't go into your post dinner battle conceding that this will suck balls. Fight to make it not suck balls. QLF!!
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Yea! Got it, thanks. FUCK YOU NICOTINE! Seriously. How is day 1 the hardest?
Right now you are telling your brain and your body that you are taking back control, and while you are doing that that chemical part of Nicotine which is still in your body for about 4 days is fighting back.
Then when the Nicotine is out of your system the mental part of the fight begins. One of my fellow quitters and now brothers Paradigm Dawg I am sure will post you his timeline for his quit. You will notice that in most of us the first week sucks total ass.
Like CBird stated earlier, we quit daily. This fight sucked and was hard on several days for me. However, I refused to lose and as a retired Marine that is stubborn, thickheaded and as a tendency to be a complete ass; I had to take control. I refused to lose for 120 days now.
I was an addict for over 24 years though and I will continue to consider myself an addict every day. You have my number and if the fight ever gets bad enough that you are ready to throw in the towel, then please use that as a lifeline. Plus like I said I have older sisters so if you want to call me bitching and acting like I am the anti-Christ in your quit then please do so; I happen to love a good argument too.
I do love a good heated debate. I am feeling a little more calm now. Going to go thrash a steak for dinner. I have a feeling right after i finish eating I am gonna be on here or texting someone. Something tells me it is going to suck balls. Right after I eat is my worst trigger. Thanks y'all.
If you haven't yet located an alternative to dip then drink a shot of hot sauce right after that steak!
Nice job bro. Hit the steak hard and when you are done thumb your nose at the nic B. You got this thing. Don't go into your post dinner battle conceding that this will suck balls. Fight to make it not suck balls. QLF!!
Yeah enjoy your meal then get busy. You have only roughly 4 hours and your quit is a victory and you quit all day! Fight and go to bed. If you wake, post first think and take that day on! We will be quitting with you tomorrow.
Make KTC your sanctuary. This is The Real Church of Quit.
No nice tries here. You post roll, keep your word to us and focus on Today. What you did yesterday is over and what you do tomorrow is too far to even worry about.
Quit today. When Tomorrow becomes today...repeat.
KiNd of Ironic. How many times have we said, heard, read and preached this. The plan is so simple. The work and application is a dog fight but if we post roll, keep our word for the day and every morning we wake...
YOU CAN'T FAIL. YOU WON'T FAIL. YOU FAIL WHEN YOU DON'T APPLY THE PLAN DAILY.
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So, I am ashamed. I was sitting and playing xbox. Grabbed my can (I thought was empty) and mindlessly put it in my mouth. 2 seconds later my daughter asked me what I thought I was doing. Spit it out and went through the house throwing all of my "emergency supply" out. Day 1 starts again. I have no excuse. I am pixxed at myself and I have too many people I could text or post here to have ANY reason why it happened. I have no more. I start NOW damnit! 'bang head'
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So, I am ashamed. I was sitting and playing xbox. Grabbed my can (I thought was empty) and mindlessly put it in my mouth. 2 seconds later my daughter asked me what I thought I was doing. Spit it out and went through the house throwing all of my "emergency supply" out. Day 1 starts again. I have no excuse. I am pixxed at myself and I have too many people I could text or post here to have ANY reason why it happened. I have no more. I start NOW damnit! 'bang head'
Toss it all.
Rule number 1 to quitting is never, ever, ever give yourself a chance to fail. Why do you need a trophy can if you aren't going to use the stuff anymore? And don't just throw it away. Flush it. Trust me. I've dumpster dove before. 'puking'
Post day 1, and get to this quit. No more fucking around.
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Or you could be like me and eat the rest of it. guaranteed you won't buy another can if you have to eat it. Don't believe me? try eating a full can... You will puke for hours.
Mogul
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So I screwed up after 20 freaking hours. It is NOW day 1. No tobacco in the house. No going to get any. DONE damnit, DONE.
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Rule number 1 to quitting is never, ever, ever give yourself a chance to fail. Why do you need a trophy can if you aren't going to use the stuff anymore? And don't just throw it away. Flush it. Trust me. I've dumpster dove before. 'puking'
Post day 1, and get to this quit. No more fucking around.
Did it. Yea, I threw it in with the cat litter I scooped. Pretty damn desperate at times, but not THAT desperate.
Mogul, I screw up again, I will. Trust that. I will do what it takes to get this damn chain off of me.
Did it. Yea, I threw it in with the cat litter I scooped. Pretty damn desperate at times, but not THAT desperate.
Mogul, I screw up again, I will. Trust that. I will do what it takes to get this damn chain off of me.
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For some of us, we must hate it to get rid of it.
I don't know girl, how bad do you want this. We will support you, but we can't hold your hand.
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For some of us, we must hate it to get rid of it.
I don't know girl, how bad do you want this. We will support you, but we can't hold your hand.
I don't want anyone to hold my damn hand. I WILL do this. I don't back down from anything. After all these years I know now that it has a hold of me. Beyond the BS it has told me for years, I cannot abide anything having control over me. I am done. It is ALL gone. Not a damn excuse left to get me to take it back. I screwed up. Accountability. Period. I could not say I "made" day 1, when I damn well didn't. I will be on this site until I go to bed. When I get up, roll call is # 1. That is how it will be. Period.
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Rule number 1 to quitting is never, ever, ever give yourself a chance to fail. Why do you need a trophy can if you aren't going to use the stuff anymore? And don't just throw it away. Flush it. Trust me. I've dumpster dove before. 'puking'
Post day 1, and get to this quit. No more fucking around.
Did it. Yea, I threw it in with the cat litter I scooped. Pretty damn desperate at times, but not THAT desperate.
Mogul, I screw up again, I will. Trust that. I will do what it takes to get this damn chain off of me.
Did it. Yea, I threw it in with the cat litter I scooped. Pretty damn desperate at times, but not THAT desperate.
Mogul, I screw up again, I will. Trust that. I will do what it takes to get this damn chain off of me.
You couldn't even make it a day??? You THOUGHT your can was empty and "mindlessly" put it on your mouth....ahhh, ok. And I'm the Jolly Green giant.
Get serious about this please. We didn't just fall off the turnip truck. You don't reach for a can and put some cancer candy in your mouth on accident. Especially after you were on here much of the day, talking about your struggles.
I have serious doubts you have what it takes to quit. Sorry, I'm not gonna sugar coat things for you, because you're a girl.
You got a lot of solid support/advice today and you pissed it away.
Get your shit together. You want to quit, this is the place. You just have to follow the game plan.
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OK, Let's roll sister. You have my number I know. Use it if you need help. I'm sure there are others that will help. Reach out if you need too. Don't do this by yourself.
Chris
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You fucked up. You don't get to hit the "reset button" with a new intro. Hopefully a moderator will merge this into your original one soon. This needs to go in your quit history. One day, if your really do have what it takes to quit, you will look back at this and think, "that Diesel guy was a real asshole".
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You fucked up. You don't get to hit the "reset button" with a new intro. Hopefully a moderator will merge this into your original one soon. This needs to go in your quit history. One day, if your really do have what it takes to quit, you will look back at this and think, "that Diesel guy was a real asshole".
Looks like they did.
DO THIS!!!
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Rule number 1 to quitting is never, ever, ever give yourself a chance to fail. Why do you need a trophy can if you aren't going to use the stuff anymore? And don't just throw it away. Flush it. Trust me. I've dumpster dove before. 'puking'
Post day 1, and get to this quit. No more fucking around.
Did it. Yea, I threw it in with the cat litter I scooped. Pretty damn desperate at times, but not THAT desperate.
Mogul, I screw up again, I will. Trust that. I will do what it takes to get this damn chain off of me.
Did it. Yea, I threw it in with the cat litter I scooped. Pretty damn desperate at times, but not THAT desperate.
Mogul, I screw up again, I will. Trust that. I will do what it takes to get this damn chain off of me.
You couldn't even make it a day??? You THOUGHT your can was empty and "mindlessly" put it on your mouth....ahhh, ok. And I'm the Jolly Green giant.
Get serious about this please. We didn't just fall off the turnip truck. You don't reach for a can and put some cancer candy in your mouth on accident. Especially after you were on here much of the day, talking about your struggles.
I have serious doubts you have what it takes to quit. Sorry, I'm not gonna sugar coat things for you, because you're a girl.
You got a lot of solid support/advice today and you pissed it away.
Get your shit together. You want to quit, this is the place. You just have to follow the game plan.
Exactly how I feel right now. So you are an asshole. Good. Anyone who sugarcoats anything for me gets put in the ignore file. This is merged now. I was told to repost. Did it wrong, ok. All one now, I can re-read it. No cans for me to reach for. No damn excuses. Don't play the "girl" card, though. I don't need that. I was dumb enough to get into this mess, now I am going to get out of it. I am done. have what it takes? I guess I am going to find out. It is gonna suck. So be it. here I am. I am not going away so get used to it. Going to bed now. Posting roll call when I wake up. You are right, it DOES sound like bs, because it IS. I wouldn't believe anyone who told me either. Night all.
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So, I am ashamed. I was sitting and playing xbox. Grabbed my can (I thought was empty) and mindlessly put it in my mouth. 2 seconds later my daughter asked me what I thought I was doing. Spit it out and went through the house throwing all of my "emergency supply" out. Day 1 starts again. I have no excuse. I am pixxed at myself and I have too many people I could text or post here to have ANY reason why it happened. I have no more. I start NOW damnit! 'bang head'
Now tomorrow go to the local Walmart, and get yourself some Smokie Mountain fake dip, lifesavers mints, chewing gum and some atomic fireballs.
Being an addict myself I could have driven, walked, rode, skipped to the local c store.
I am glad you are ashamed and I too hope you can come around but if you can cave that easy after some awesome quitters came out to support you I don't have the utmost in faith in you.
Now prove me wrong if you think you can,
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The last dip I took was this exact same day a year ago. I read your intro and have been unimpressed. I am rooting for you because we share a common date, but you haven't proven to me you have what it takes. Women up and quit. No more bullshit emergency can excuses. You want to quit, post roll and keep your word. Either you are quit or you are not. Which one do you choose?
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So, I am ashamed. I was sitting and playing xbox. Grabbed my can (I thought was empty) and mindlessly put it in my mouth. 2 seconds later my daughter asked me what I thought I was doing. Spit it out and went through the house throwing all of my "emergency supply" out. Day 1 starts again. I have no excuse. I am pixxed at myself and I have too many people I could text or post here to have ANY reason why it happened. I have no more. I start NOW damnit! 'bang head'
Now tomorrow go to the local Walmart, and get yourself some Smokie Mountain fake dip, lifesavers mints, chewing gum and some atomic fireballs.
Being an addict myself I could have driven, walked, rode, skipped to the local c store.
I am glad you are ashamed and I too hope you can come around but if you can cave that easy after some awesome quitters came out to support you I don't have the utmost in faith in you.
Now prove me wrong if you think you can,
This has to be the worst excuse for a cave ever. I would love to hear the truth. Give me a break.
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So, I am ashamed. I was sitting and playing xbox. Grabbed my can (I thought was empty) and mindlessly put it in my mouth. 2 seconds later my daughter asked me what I thought I was doing. Spit it out and went through the house throwing all of my "emergency supply" out. Day 1 starts again. I have no excuse. I am pixxed at myself and I have too many people I could text or post here to have ANY reason why it happened. I have no more. I start NOW damnit! 'bang head'
Now tomorrow go to the local Walmart, and get yourself some Smokie Mountain fake dip, lifesavers mints, chewing gum and some atomic fireballs.
Being an addict myself I could have driven, walked, rode, skipped to the local c store.
I am glad you are ashamed and I too hope you can come around but if you can cave that easy after some awesome quitters came out to support you I don't have the utmost in faith in you.
Now prove me wrong if you think you can,
This has to be the worst excuse for a cave ever. I would love to hear the truth. Give me a break.
Some of the most badass quitters on this site reached out to you. You gave them your word. They offered their support. You played a video game and reached for a can that was at arms length and caved? This site is built on several core principles... Integrity, respect, support, honor.
Without honor, without integrity, and without respect, the support is meaningless. Actually, it is worse than meaningless. Because the time those badasses spent supporting you could have been spent supporting a quitter. I guess what I'm getting at is that you cave didn't just impact you, it impacted those that supported you and the quitters that didn't get the attention you received. What a shame.
Look deep within. Because if you have a can at arms length and a video game triggered a lack of integrity, you sure don't sound like a quitter to me. The best I can give you, until you change your quit value system, is this... Good luck.
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So, I am ashamed. I was sitting and playing xbox. Grabbed my can (I thought was empty) and mindlessly put it in my mouth. 2 seconds later my daughter asked me what I thought I was doing. Spit it out and went through the house throwing all of my "emergency supply" out. Day 1 starts again. I have no excuse. I am pixxed at myself and I have too many people I could text or post here to have ANY reason why it happened. I have no more. I start NOW damnit! 'bang head'
Now tomorrow go to the local Walmart, and get yourself some Smokie Mountain fake dip, lifesavers mints, chewing gum and some atomic fireballs.
Being an addict myself I could have driven, walked, rode, skipped to the local c store.
I am glad you are ashamed and I too hope you can come around but if you can cave that easy after some awesome quitters came out to support you I don't have the utmost in faith in you.
Now prove me wrong if you think you can,
This has to be the worst excuse for a cave ever. I would love to hear the truth. Give me a break.
Some of the most badass quitters on this site reached out to you. You gave them your word. They offered their support. You played a video game and reached for a can that was at arms length and caved? This site is built on several core principles... Integrity, respect, support, honor.
Without honor, without integrity, and without respect, the support is meaningless. Actually, it is worse than meaningless. Because the time those badasses spent supporting you could have been spent supporting a quitter. I guess what I'm getting at is that you cave didn't just impact you, it impacted those that supported you and the quitters that didn't get the attention you received. What a shame.
Look deep within. Because if you have a can at arms length and a video game triggered a lack of integrity, you sure don't sound like a quitter to me. The best I can give you, until you change your quit value system, is this... Good luck.
Really???? This is your excuse for caving?
Why do you have tins lying around your house in the first place? Didn't you quit? Any quitter gets all the stash out of their house... It all gets dumped!
We don't mindlessly do anything here. YOU chose to cave. YOU wanted to cave. Dipping is not a natural body occurrence that just happens. It comes with a choice. YOU choose your fate.
Until you decide to quit not much anyone here can do for you. You have to want it more than this. The good old Xbox cave....
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I'm awake. Posted roll. Nothing in the house for me to use as an excuse. I want this. Mornings are the hardest for me, I will get through it. Time to read the hell out of the site, I guess.
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I'm awake. Posted roll. Nothing in the house for me to use as an excuse. I want this. Mornings are the hardest for me, I will get through it. Time to read the hell out of the site, I guess.
Your intro is eerily similar to mine, weak excuses, early cave ..... I know what your thinking and that's the problem. You can't trust your own thoughts right now, your in the suck, your body will be screaming for nicotine.
Read everything you can here and keep the shit out of your pie hole, just for today. Can you do that?
Quitting is hard, maybe the hardest thing you'll ever do, but you have to want to be quit. We can only encourage and support you.
I'll quit with you today.
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I played Call of Duty Ghosts with my 11 year old last night and I remained quit. Sure it would have been pretty easy to sneak one in; then I would have to answer to my 11 year old about why I threw away 120 days or forgot about the $1,080 I saved in that 120 days. But I didn't!
Be determined today, I wish I could make you quit but I can't you have to want it. I want it for you as much as I did yesterday and look where that got us.
It is a nasty disgusting habit and expensive as hell. The $4-5 a can is not why I call it expensive but rather the cost of life. Those precious kids of your need a role model, if their father and your husband is an OTR Truck driver, than that means they see you more. Don't quit for me, don't quit for them just quit for you.
Go read all the stories on here and see if that doesn't help you stay motivated. Other than that no fucking around today. You posted roll early so now you have a whole day to get under your belt.
Let's do this shit!
Pinched
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Ummm....I don't have time to read all your intro this morning but I have a bad feeling you may be a Sooner.....lol....we will address that later....
Here is a brief timeline on how my quit is going, I'm not sure if it's helpful or not but I made it for another new quitter and he seemed to like it.
The good news is that you understand how to use your tools and you have some good fight in you. The better news is that it gets so much easier very quickly. Now, I realize that "quickly" is a very relative term- as when you are suffering minute to minute, 5 or 6 weeks seem like 100 years. In reality, 5 or 6 weeks is not a very long time.
Keep in mind, I am no expert and I am just going off of what I have experienced the past 73 days. My "suck scale" looked something like this:
Day 1-3: bad fog, my brain didn't work at all. Very little sleep and couldn't take a dump to save my life. I wanted a dip every second of each day.
Day 4-10: Pretty much out of the fog but bad, bad cravings and headache every second of the day
Day 11-14: My cruise control days, I didn't think about dipping much and craves were few and far between. Sleeping good but too much.
Day 15-21 Starting to get my energy level back up. Craves about 2-4 per day and short. The first thing every morning, I started to get an empty and sick feeling in my stomach when I thought about not being able to dip. Started losing my temper easily.
Day 22-25 No real changes, cruising along but feeling a little depressed. I started learning how to hate my addiction and was really mad about it.
Day 26- 30: Wow, I was starting to gain a lot of weight. Weird how I replaced Cope with Ice Cream and cake. I don't even eat sweets but here I am 10 lbs heavier. I don't care, I'm not dipping and the craves are mild.
Day 31-38: Freaking fog was back, some nasty craves and my temper way out of control. WTF!
Day 39-60: The roller coaster days. Mod craves followed by no craves, bad temper and mild depression. A difficult time but I was not giving up at this point.
Day 61-73: The best days by far. Seldom think about dip, temper is way better, sleeping like a normal person and just feeling pretty darn good. I am stacking up these good days to recharge my batteries and prepare for the next round of fights".
Day 74- 85: Really good days. Strong cravings when I have too many drinks so I have been careful with drinking. Normal days are now 0-1 crave. My temper has been completely under control for 2 weeks now.
Day 86-99: Zero craves, zero dip dreams and temper under control. The strong craves when I drink are also gone. I am disgusted when I see someone dip. Proudly watching my group hit HOF one at a time; which is just how we quit, one day at a time. My guard is still held high as I know the fight is far from over.
Day 100-115: I am on a high as I have reached my first goal. My guard is held the highest it has ever been in because I will not disappoint all those who have helped me.
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I'm awake. Posted roll. Nothing in the house for me to use as an excuse. I want this. Mornings are the hardest for me, I will get through it. Time to read the hell out of the site, I guess.
We got those that want to quit. We got those that pretend to quit. Then we have those that use drive, determination and accountability to just plain quit.
Ask yourself one question. Am i worth it? Ask your family am i worth it? I bet they will say the same as me,, yes! One day at a time and you can do this. Make this quit the most important thing in your life because it is. Quit with you today.
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I'm awake. Posted roll. Nothing in the house for me to use as an excuse. I want this. Mornings are the hardest for me, I will get through it. Time to read the hell out of the site, I guess.
We got those that want to quit. We got those that pretend to quit. Then we have those that use drive, determination and accountability to just plain quit.
Ask yourself one question. Am i worth it? Ask your family am i worth it? I bet they will say the same as me,, yes! One day at a time and you can do this. Make this quit the most important thing in your life because it is. Quit with you today.
that is the best thing you can do. Read the hell out of this site and get involved in helping other people. I haven't been able to get on the site as much as I wanted in the last week or so but I can promise you it helps. Helping others with their quit helps you and reading how others struggled and made it gives you the confidence you need to make it through this tough time. if you need any help let me know I will be glad to assist you with you quit.
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Well, it's after lunch. A big BBQ lunch at that. 12 noon, I feel like it has been 3 days. Gotta run to the 7-11 for my daughter, have to fight the urge to buy a can.
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Well, it's after lunch. A big BBQ lunch at that. 12 noon, I feel like it has been 3 days. Gotta run to the 7-11 for my daughter, have to fight the urge to buy a can.
Go somewhere else; someplace that doesn't sell dip! Why face tempation on day 1?
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Well, it's after lunch. A big BBQ lunch at that. 12 noon, I feel like it has been 3 days. Gotta run to the 7-11 for my daughter, have to fight the urge to buy a can.
I'm in chat now. come back if you can.
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Well, it's after lunch. A big BBQ lunch at that. 12 noon, I feel like it has been 3 days. Gotta run to the 7-11 for my daughter, have to fight the urge to buy a can.
Go somewhere else; someplace that doesn't sell dip! Why face tempation on day 1?
Very valid point. I was the big man at my 7-11, they would pull my 4 cans when they saw my car hit the parking lot and have them on the counter for me as I walked in. They would brag that they saved me the freshest dates. I was so cool... 'bang head'
I haven't been back to that 7-11, that I visited twice a week for 10 years, in 115 days now as I don't want to put myself in that position.
You know how to keep from cheating with that big boob, sexy blond at the office?
You never go near her...
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You know how to keep from cheating with that big boob, sexy blond at the office?
You never go near her...
not sure if that scerario applies here, but valid analogy none the less.
If there is a will to be quit; there is a way to be quit.
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You know how to keep from cheating with that big boob, sexy blond at the office?
You never go near her...
not sure if that scerario applies here, but valid analogy none the less.
If there is a will to be quit; there is a way to be quit.
When you look at those cans behind the counter visualize/associate something disgusting with them. It actually worked for me. Every time I looked at the cans I immediately thought of an open sore full of puse and maggots that I was about to lick. The cans grossed me out.
Try it. It can't hurt, right?
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You know how to keep from cheating with that big boob, sexy blond at the office?
You never go near her...
not sure if that scerario applies here, but valid analogy none the less.
If there is a will to be quit; there is a way to be quit.
When you look at those cans behind the counter visualize/associate something disgusting with them. It actually worked for me. Every time I looked at the cans I immediately thought of an open sore full of puse and maggots that I was about to lick. The cans grossed me out.
Try it. It can't hurt, right?
That kind of turned me on..... :o
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Sorry guys, just got home from taking the little ones into town. As far as shopping somewhere else, there is nowhere really. We got 7-11 and walmart. I don't give a flip though, brought my boy with me so could call me out if I did. Nope, I did well. I am now 23 hours in and pissed. Got a headache, and craving like crazy. I'll be fine. Nothing around for me to get a hold of anyhow.
Yep, I hear ya on the gross thing. I have actually felt that way for a while now, but not strong enough to stop me. Thanks for the maggot image. I HATE those damn things. That will work for sure.
I got this.
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Sorry guys, just got home from taking the little ones into town. As far as shopping somewhere else, there is nowhere really. We got 7-11 and walmart. I don't give a flip though, brought my boy with me so could call me out if I did. Nope, I did well. I am now 23 hours in and pissed. Got a headache, and craving like crazy. I'll be fine. Nothing around for me to get a hold of anyhow.
Yep, I hear ya on the gross thing. I have actually felt that way for a while now, but not strong enough to stop me. Thanks for the maggot image. I HATE those damn things. That will work for sure.
I got this.
Whatever it takes.
WHAT EVER IT TAKES.
Things will get better!!!!
This is will be a tiny window of SUCK in what will hopefully be a long and healthy life. A moment in time, if you will.
It just SEEMS like an eternity right now.
It really isn't.
Maggots...yummmmmy 'puking'
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Stay strong the suck will be gone in a couple days and each day after that will be better. You just need to push through this phase,,,,you got this!
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Stay strong the suck will be gone in a couple days and each day after that will be better. You just need to push through this phase,,,,you got this!
Thanks. Doing better today. Day 3.
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just a reminder: make sure when you start to feel the rage (and you will) you jump on here - or chat - to vent. your kids didn't stuff that shit in your mouth, so don't vent on them.
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Focus on today. Laser focus on today. :ph43r:
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just a reminder: make sure when you start to feel the rage (and you will) you jump on here - or chat - to vent. your kids didn't stuff that shit in your mouth, so don't vent on them.
Thanks Syndrome. Someone told me that the first day I was here and let me tell you, that bit of advice has saved me big time. I have been somewhere on this site virtually 24-7 since I took the oath to quit and posted roll. As far as I am concerned, I will be here all the time. Not "until I feel stronger" or "until I am over dip". I am an ADDICT. I will always be an addict. However, I AM quit. Thanks y'all.
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just a reminder: make sure when you start to feel the rage (and you will) you jump on here - or chat - to vent. your kids didn't stuff that shit in your mouth, so don't vent on them.
Thanks Syndrome. Someone told me that the first day I was here and let me tell you, that bit of advice has saved me big time. I have been somewhere on this site virtually 24-7 since I took the oath to quit and posted roll. As far as I am concerned, I will be here all the time. Not "until I feel stronger" or "until I am over dip". I am an ADDICT. I will always be an addict. However, I AM quit. Thanks y'all.
Stick to that plan, and you will stay quit for sure! Use the rage to strengthen your quit.
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just a reminder: make sure when you start to feel the rage (and you will) you jump on here - or chat - to vent. your kids didn't stuff that shit in your mouth, so don't vent on them.
Thanks Syndrome. Someone told me that the first day I was here and let me tell you, that bit of advice has saved me big time. I have been somewhere on this site virtually 24-7 since I took the oath to quit and posted roll. As far as I am concerned, I will be here all the time. Not "until I feel stronger" or "until I am over dip". I am an ADDICT. I will always be an addict. However, I AM quit. Thanks y'all.
Stick to that plan, and you will stay quit for sure! Use the rage to strengthen your quit.
;)
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You know how to keep from cheating with that big boob, sexy blond at the office?
You never go near her...
not sure if that scerario applies here, but valid analogy none the less.
If there is a will to be quit; there is a way to be quit.
I think I just now understood what you meant.... 'bang head'
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PDAWG, I'm laughing with ya...
C
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Mostly done with day 5. Despite more stress and triggers than I have had in months, I have not even freaked out about a crave. Just told it shut the fuck up and moved on. I got this. Thanks to y'all. too.
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Mostly done with day 5. Despite more stress and triggers than I have had in months, I have not even freaked out about a crave. Just told it shut the fuck up and moved on. I got this. Thanks to y'all. too.
Get mad at that filthy disgusting dirt. It will fuel your quit. Read my signature line. Never mind I'll just place it right in your intro.
I hate the poison. I hated it this morning and i hated it at noon. I hated it at supper and i hate it tonight. When i go to bed I'm going to continue hating the dirt. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it.
Keep making your way to the door. Good things behind that door. Quit with you.
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Mostly done with day 5. Despite more stress and triggers than I have had in months, I have not even freaked out about a crave. Just told it shut the fuck up and moved on. I got this. Thanks to y'all. too.
Get mad at that filthy disgusting dirt. It will fuel your quit. Read my signature line. Never mind I'll just place it right in your intro.
I hate the poison. I hated it this morning and i hated it at noon. I hated it at supper and i hate it tonight. When i go to bed I'm going to continue hating the dirt. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it.
Keep making your way to the door. Good things behind that door. Quit with you.
Nice work. As someone told me, you aren't responsible for the thoughts that come into your mind, but you are responsible for what you do with them. Immediately tell the nic-bitch to move on, don't sit there flirting with her.
That is how it's done.
Quit with you today.
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Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!! I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already. Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this.
Last night the nightmares hit me hard. I woke up terrified. Only had about an hour of sleep. Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks. No better today on the anxiety front. Scared to go back to sleep. Not gonna stop me though.
I am quit.
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Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!! I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already. Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this.
Last night the nightmares hit me hard. I woke up terrified. Only had about an hour of sleep. Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks. No better today on the anxiety front. Scared to go back to sleep. Not gonna stop me though.
I am quit.
9 days in and a 5 page intro?
Keddy better watch out!
Proud of you.
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Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!! I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already. Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this.Â
Last night the nightmares hit me hard. I woke up terrified. Only had about an hour of sleep. Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks. No better today on the anxiety front. Scared to go back to sleep. Not gonna stop me though.
I am quit.
9 days in and a 5 page intro?
Keddy better watch out!
Proud of you.
Wastepanel obviously doesn't know that you can change your setting to show 90 post per page and that greatly reduces the number of pages.
Nic bitch sucks hit me up if you need anything.
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Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!! I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already. Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this.Â
Last night the nightmares hit me hard. I woke up terrified. Only had about an hour of sleep. Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks. No better today on the anxiety front. Scared to go back to sleep. Not gonna stop me though.
I am quit.
9 days in and a 5 page intro?
Keddy better watch out!
Proud of you.
Wastepanel obviously doesn't know that you can change your setting to show 90 post per page and that greatly reduces the number of pages.
Nic bitch sucks hit me up if you need anything.
Good job tx. 9 days and 5 pages of quit, that's what this all equates to.
For at least 8 days you haven't went down to the corner store and wasted your hard earned money on a good for nothing filthy disgusting can of dirt. This is your 9th day you have demonstrated you love yourself, family and friends more than the poison.
Keep calculating them one day and page at a time. You'll get a degree in quit before you know it TX. Glad to be quit with you.
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Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!! I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already. Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this.Â
Last night the nightmares hit me hard. I woke up terrified. Only had about an hour of sleep. Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks. No better today on the anxiety front. Scared to go back to sleep. Not gonna stop me though.
I am quit.
9 days in and a 5 page intro?
Keddy better watch out!
Proud of you.
Wastepanel obviously doesn't know that you can change your setting to show 90 post per page and that greatly reduces the number of pages.
Nic bitch sucks hit me up if you need anything.
Good job tx. 9 days and 5 pages of quit, that's what this all equates to.
For at least 8 days you haven't went down to the corner store and wasted your hard earned money on a good for nothing filthy disgusting can of dirt. This is your 9th day you have demonstrated you love yourself, family and friends more than the poison.
Keep calculating them one day and page at a time. You'll get a degree in quit before you know it TX. Glad to be quit with you.
You sister are hitting the quit with both barrels. Keep it strong. You will bust this out.
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(TxTornadoinOK @ Dec 19, 2013, 7:11 pm)
Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
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I will say a prayer for you and your family. All the best.
PB
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
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Thoughts and prayers are with you.
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
With you Sister
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
With you Sister
I'm quittin and praying with you all day long. Day 40 is great. Keep battling today! Proud as heck to be quit with you today!
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
With you Sister
I'm quittin and praying with you all day long. Day 40 is great. Keep battling today! Proud as heck to be quit with you today!
Thoughts and prayers..
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Tx. What can we, you quit brothers and sisters, do for you and your family? Seriously. What can we do to be of help ? Post it here. PM me and others. We want to help you.
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
With you Sister
I'm quittin and praying with you all day long. Day 40 is great. Keep battling today! Proud as heck to be quit with you today!
Thoughts and prayers..
Sister I continue to pray for you and your family. I wish all the best for you. May God's full mercy and wonder fall upon you.
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
With you Sister
I'm quittin and praying with you all day long. Day 40 is great. Keep battling today! Proud as heck to be quit with you today!
Thoughts and prayers..
Sister I continue to pray for you and your family. I wish all the best for you. May God's full mercy and wonder fall upon you.
God bless you and your family this Christmas and always. You are so awesome such an inspiration to me. I'm so sorry you're sick, TxT!!! Proud to be quit with you.
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
With you Sister
I'm quittin and praying with you all day long. Day 40 is great. Keep battling today! Proud as heck to be quit with you today!
Thoughts and prayers..
Sister I continue to pray for you and your family. I wish all the best for you. May God's full mercy and wonder fall upon you.
God bless you and your family this Christmas and always. You are so awesome such an inspiration to me. I'm so sorry you're sick, TxT!!! Proud to be quit with you.
Prayers sent, time to reflect. Thanks for being a part of ktc.
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
With you Sister
I'm quittin and praying with you all day long. Day 40 is great. Keep battling today! Proud as heck to be quit with you today!
Thoughts and prayers..
Sister I continue to pray for you and your family. I wish all the best for you. May God's full mercy and wonder fall upon you.
God bless you and your family this Christmas and always. You are so awesome such an inspiration to me. I'm so sorry you're sick, TxT!!! Proud to be quit with you.
Prayers sent, time to reflect. Thanks for being a part of ktc.
You my friend are one very strong person!
Anyone wandering into this intro should take the time to read this and realize that even with the end in sight, TxTornado is still quit and from the sounds of things plans to stay that way!
Never Again For Any Reason
May peace be with you! :wub:
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Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.
You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.
Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!
After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!
A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!
Prayers for you and yours
Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.
My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.
Enjoy every moment you have left, and when the time comes, may you slip through that door peacefully and with grace.
I'm both humbled and inspired by you.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
God bless....you are inspiring to us all
With you Sister
I'm quittin and praying with you all day long. Day 40 is great. Keep battling today! Proud as heck to be quit with you today!
Thoughts and prayers..
Sister I continue to pray for you and your family. I wish all the best for you. May God's full mercy and wonder fall upon you.
God bless you and your family this Christmas and always. You are so awesome such an inspiration to me. I'm so sorry you're sick, TxT!!! Proud to be quit with you.
Prayers sent, time to reflect. Thanks for being a part of ktc.
You my friend are one very strong person!
Anyone wandering into this intro should take the time to read this and realize that even with the end in sight, TxTornado is still quit and from the sounds of things plans to stay that way!
Never Again For Any Reason
May peace be with you! :wub:
My prayers are with you as well.
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Next we are headed to Oklahoma City to pick up super bad ass quitter and inspiration to many TxTornadoinOK. She reports being married for a duration only listed as “a long time” She has 3 children and homeschools all of them. She’s originally from Texas Hill Country, I suppose that explains her choice in name.
She started smoking at the very tender age of 12 and started dipping when she was 21. As many of you FFFoQ’s know she decided to quit chewing because she has brain cancer and because “it was time”. Lucky for us she knows how to cook, and unlike everyone else who brings booze on the train TxT is bringing us all some wonderful homemade lasagna and some sweet tea to wash it down. In case of an accident on the train she would like us to contact her husband, and to celebrate making it to day 100 and the Hall of Fame she is going to sign up for an additional 100 days.
Her words of wisdom to other quitters are to Post, chat and text. Her favorite hobby is playing video games. She fears Pinched and Evil_Won getting on her ass the most, and she finds all of us on KTC to be unspiring, but especially iizphilister. TxTornadoinOK must be a poetry lover. Her favorite movie quote is “We are not promised tomorrow” from the wizard of oz. and her answer to the question Has there been someone from KTC who has helped you? If so, who? And what did they do? brought a tear to this conductors eye. She said “So many people have been here every day for me. I may not have much longer to be here, but I want to enjoy every day of this quit with y'all.”
Welcome aboard girl, you did it. 100 days of freedom. Congrats
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Next we are headed to Oklahoma City to pick up super bad ass quitter and inspiration to many TxTornadoinOK. She reports being married for a duration only listed as “a long time” She has 3 children and homeschools all of them. She’s originally from Texas Hill Country, I suppose that explains her choice in name.
She started smoking at the very tender age of 12 and started dipping when she was 21. As many of you FFFoQ’s know she decided to quit chewing because she has brain cancer and because “it was time”. Lucky for us she knows how to cook, and unlike everyone else who brings booze on the train TxT is bringing us all some wonderful homemade lasagna and some sweet tea to wash it down. In case of an accident on the train she would like us to contact her husband, and to celebrate making it to day 100 and the Hall of Fame she is going to sign up for an additional 100 days.
Her words of wisdom to other quitters are to Post, chat and text. Her favorite hobby is playing video games. She fears Pinched and Evil_Won getting on her ass the most, and she finds all of us on KTC to be unspiring, but especially iizphilister. TxTornadoinOK must be a poetry lover. Her favorite movie quote is “We are not promised tomorrow” from the wizard of oz. and her answer to the question Has there been someone from KTC who has helped you? If so, who? And what did they do? brought a tear to this conductors eye. She said “So many people have been here every day for me. I may not have much longer to be here, but I want to enjoy every day of this quit with y'all.”
Welcome aboard girl, you did it. 100 days of freedom. Congrats
a huge congratulations to you. enjoy your day.
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Next we are headed to Oklahoma City to pick up super bad ass quitter and inspiration to many TxTornadoinOK. She reports being married for a duration only listed as “a long time” She has 3 children and homeschools all of them. She’s originally from Texas Hill Country, I suppose that explains her choice in name.
She started smoking at the very tender age of 12 and started dipping when she was 21. As many of you FFFoQ’s know she decided to quit chewing because she has brain cancer and because “it was time”. Lucky for us she knows how to cook, and unlike everyone else who brings booze on the train TxT is bringing us all some wonderful homemade lasagna and some sweet tea to wash it down. In case of an accident on the train she would like us to contact her husband, and to celebrate making it to day 100 and the Hall of Fame she is going to sign up for an additional 100 days.
Her words of wisdom to other quitters are to Post, chat and text. Her favorite hobby is playing video games. She fears Pinched and Evil_Won getting on her ass the most, and she finds all of us on KTC to be unspiring, but especially iizphilister. TxTornadoinOK must be a poetry lover. Her favorite movie quote is “We are not promised tomorrow” from the wizard of oz. and her answer to the question Has there been someone from KTC who has helped you? If so, who? And what did they do? brought a tear to this conductors eye. She said “So many people have been here every day for me. I may not have much longer to be here, but I want to enjoy every day of this quit with y'all.”
Welcome aboard girl, you did it. 100 days of freedom. Congrats
a huge congratulations to you. enjoy your day.
Just. Epic.
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Next we are headed to Oklahoma City to pick up super bad ass quitter and inspiration to many TxTornadoinOK. She reports being married for a duration only listed as “a long time” She has 3 children and homeschools all of them. She’s originally from Texas Hill Country, I suppose that explains her choice in name.
She started smoking at the very tender age of 12 and started dipping when she was 21. As many of you FFFoQ’s know she decided to quit chewing because she has brain cancer and because “it was time”. Lucky for us she knows how to cook, and unlike everyone else who brings booze on the train TxT is bringing us all some wonderful homemade lasagna and some sweet tea to wash it down. In case of an accident on the train she would like us to contact her husband, and to celebrate making it to day 100 and the Hall of Fame she is going to sign up for an additional 100 days.
Her words of wisdom to other quitters are to Post, chat and text. Her favorite hobby is playing video games. She fears Pinched and Evil_Won getting on her ass the most, and she finds all of us on KTC to be unspiring, but especially iizphilister. TxTornadoinOK must be a poetry lover. Her favorite movie quote is “We are not promised tomorrow” from the wizard of oz. and her answer to the question Has there been someone from KTC who has helped you? If so, who? And what did they do? brought a tear to this conductors eye. She said “So many people have been here every day for me. I may not have much longer to be here, but I want to enjoy every day of this quit with y'all.”
Welcome aboard girl, you did it. 100 days of freedom. Congrats
a huge congratulations to you. enjoy your day.
Just. Epic.
Proud of you TXT! So glad you're in our group.
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One bad ass quitter right here! Txtornado, my girl! Love from CO. Check your FB! Keep quittin like a chic! Proud to quit with you each day! Congrats friend!
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Yea! Congratulations! So glad you have come this far!
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You have been an inspiration to the Feb Group. Congrats for making it to 100. Look forward to seeing you post to the second floor.
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Way-to-go. Proud to be quit with you.
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Hell yeah!!!' Proud to be quit with you!!!!!!
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Well Done!!!
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Congrats Tx! Proud to have you in our Feb group!
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Damn girl, you took on this quit head on and are winning so far. The score is 100-0, I remember your first days and I sure as hell hope you do too. Congrats on hitting the HOF today.
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Congrats on reaching the HOF being quit 100 days. You are an inspirational quitter to me. Keep it rolling! Proud to be quit with you today!
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Well done :D
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Nice job kicking ass Tex!
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