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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Emulator on January 03, 2014, 12:14:00 PM
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After more than thirty years of the stuff Exhaustion is kicking my rear.
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It is mental exhaustion and if I were in your shoes I would be happy and document every painful detail about what your addiction has done to you. This is the part that all of us refer to as the suck.
Find a way to pull through. Drink lots of water, exercise. It may sound weird to exercise when you are tired but it is a mental thing causing your feeling of exhaustion, so get your mind right by a brisk run, lift some weights, do some push ups and sit ups.
Do anything but let that weed that you abused for 30 years continue to control your life.
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Your beginning to build a new you. The new you is the one that was intended to walk this earth free from control of a filthy disgusting poison. The new you will eventually begin seeing the world differently. The new you won't need or even want the poison anymore. The new you will want to kick the old you right in the azz for letting lies control you for 30 years. The new you will be one bad dude.
This will take time, but you can do it. You know how i know? 1000 s are living proof including me. There is nothing special about you here. Your just like i was. An addicted slave. You and i will always be addicts but all be damned if we are slaves to this poison any longer. One day at a time and you can have back a lot of what the poison has stolen. Never again for any reason and you can keep it. Glad to be quit with you. Need a number let me know.
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Hi Emulator. Hey buddy. I know you struggling here but you got this. It's supposed to be hard so we remember it. The water is a great idea as we talked about and get some exercise. Even if you just walk around somewhere! Hang in there. Remember I told you I went to bed at 630 on day two! Man, it was rough but you are half way thru the 72 hours of hell. Stay strong. I quit with you again today!
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Hey Emulator. Are you going to join us or just post up your physiological assessment? If you decide to join our little community of quitters, you will need to commit to the program and post roll. Roll is your daily promise to yourself and all of your new brothers and sisters that you will not use tobacco in any form that day. You will post your name and the number of days you are quit each day in the April, 2014 quit group. Each and every day you will post your promise. No exceptions. That is the price of admission to KTC. Nothing more and nothing less. Simple and easy. The reason you are put in April is that will be the month if you join us today that you will celebrate being 100 days free of nicotineÂ…your Hall of Fame date.
Now that you know the basics, it is time to read all you can on this site. Go to the welcome center and that will get you started. Post roll and look up at your inbox (1). That is a personal message from me with my telephone number. Lets get your quit started today. Wayne
How to post roll.
index.php?showtopic=50 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
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How to Post ROLL CALL - Roll Call Instructions
Step 1 - Find the last Roll Call
Step 2 - Hit the "Quote" button in the upper right hand corner.
Step 3 - Click your mouse ANYWHERE in The bottom Box.
Step 4 - Hit Ctrl and "A" at the Same time so it looks like a solid blue box.
Step 5 - Hit Ctrl and "X" at the same time so there is NOTHING in Either Box.
Step 6 - Click your mouse anywhere in the TOP BOX
Step 7 - Hit Ctrl and "V" at the same time to Paste the info into the top box AND ADD YOUR info to the bottom of the list
Step 8 - Hit ADD REPLY below the bottom box
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Lots of good advice here Emulator. Keep this going, you can do it.
Good job posting roll today, wake up in the morning and do it again.
You have my number, use it!
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Guess this should have came earlier.. Regardless here is my intro.... better late than never..
I started chewing at an early age. I do not exactly remember how old I was but I think that I was in the fifth or sixth grade. Every morning I would get on the school bus in our rural community in Kentucky. The driver of the bus, who was a very nice man, would always off me some chewing tobacco. One day I took some and that was well over three decades ago. Every morning I would get chew from the bus driver until the day he told me That I was going to have to buy my own... I moved from Red Man to the new up and coming tobacco.. Skoal fine cut for several years then I moved to Copenhagen for more of a punch. I chewed that for about five years then moved to skoal original fine cut. Then when I was about 28... I quit.. I was off the stuff for two years, two years then in a moment of deep despair (The loss of my son)... I don't even remember where it came from or how I got the stuff.. but it was back..... I am 48 now and want to be rid of the friend that only wants to kill me not console me... Thanks jbradley and Ginet for your persistence.
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Better late than never..
I started chewing at an early age. I do not exactly remember how old I was but I think that I was in the fifth or sixth grade. Every morning I would get on the school bus in our rural community in Kentucky. The driver of the bus, who was a very nice man, would always off me some chewing tobacco. One day I took some and that was well over three decades ago. Every morning I would get chew from the bus driver until the day he told me That I was going to have to buy my own... I moved from Red Man to the new up and coming tobacco.. Skoal fine cut for several years then I moved to Copenhagen for more of a punch. I chewed that for about five years then moved to skoal original fine cut. Then when I was about 28... I quit.. I was off the stuff for two years, two years then in a moment of deep despair (The loss of my son)... I don't even remember where it came from or how I got the stuff.. but it was back..... I am 48 now and want to be rid of the friend that only wants to kill me not console me... Thanks jbradley and Ginet for your persistence.
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Quitting is really simple.
Read everything on here, post roll call each morning and don't dip. Wow....that sounds so easy, doesn't it?
If you read through the other intro's you may see some of my same words on them but they always hold true so I will just repeat them...
You are in for one nasty fight but you have the tools here to make it.
Go load yourself up with gum, mints, fake chew, seeds and beef jerky. Also get some member phone numbers right now, they will help you through the rough parts.
Next, exercise to exhaustion every single day and drink so much water that you feel like you may bust. Both of these will help.
Make sure your wife reads about what you are going through. 99% chance that you are going to be a short fussed dick for the next 3-4 weeks. Try not to take it out on her and the kids. Get on here and take it out on us, we will be fine.
I quit with you.
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What kind of sick bastard hooks little kids on the poison!! Glad your getting now. Pm me if you need anything. Keep your intro limited to one that way you can track your progress easier.
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Intros merged
MJ
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Better late than never..
I started chewing at an early age. I do not exactly remember how old I was but I think that I was in the fifth or sixth grade. Every morning I would get on the school bus in our rural community in Kentucky. The driver of the bus, who was a very nice man, would always off me some chewing tobacco. One day I took some and that was well over three decades ago. Every morning I would get chew from the bus driver until the day he told me That I was going to have to buy my own... I moved from Red Man to the new up and coming tobacco.. Skoal fine cut for several years then I moved to Copenhagen for more of a punch. I chewed that for about five years then moved to skoal original fine cut. Then when I was about 28... I quit.. I was off the stuff for two years, two years then in a moment of deep despair (The loss of my son)... I don't even remember where it came from or how I got the stuff.. but it was back..... I am 48 now and want to be rid of the friend that only wants to kill me not console me... Thanks jbradley and Ginet for your persistence.
Keep at the quit man, you can do it. There is no friend that should be poisoning you (as you said).
Friends help one another fight against the common enemy.
I will stand right beside you in this war, one day at a time.
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Thee fog is bad today.. I know this is day three but ..
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Hang tough Emulator. It is WORTH all the pain you will endure to rid yourself of that crap!!! Hour by hour, minute by minute if necessary! You can DO this if you really want it!!! Proud to be quit with you today!
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Hang tough Emulator. It is WORTH all the pain you will endure to rid yourself of that crap!!! Hour by hour, minute by minute if necessary! You can DO this if you really want it!!! Proud to be quit with you today!
You can do this Em...I promise....ODAAT.
You will beeeee sooooo glad you did.
Give your body a break...30 years of abuse vs a few days quit...You got this.
1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems.
Never Again for any reason or anyone! NAFAR
Glad you are here...taking you life back from slavery.
We were not born with this poison in our mouths!!
I'll quit with you Today. Just today. Tomorrow is not real yet. We don't do the past. Today is a gift...that's why it is called the Present.
Cheers to You.
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Only a few hours til the 72 hour mark.. 10pm 01/04/2013..
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Happy 72 hours EM! Now this is a great achievement. But, your fight doesn't stop here. What's the good news? You can remain quit and you will never have to do day One, Two or Three again!
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Keep it up Emulator. I remember those days well. I could barely open a door or have a conversation. The fog was so thick. Those were dark dark days. As they say on here, embrace the suck. This is the price to pay for freedom. You are winning bro, stay the course. It is worth it, it gets better. This pain is temporary, having your jaw resected is forever. PM me is you need another number.
Ryan
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Thanks, This has been the strangest experience. Rage out of no where, insomnia, dizziness, fog head, Severe,severe exhaustion I fell asleep driving to work then staayed at home the next day and slept on and off for days. Now it seems that I can only sleep in the early morning hours. But it getting better 'bang head'
Keep it up Emulator. I remember those days well. I could barely open a door or have a conversation. The fog was so thick. Those were dark dark days. As they say on here, embrace the suck. This is the price to pay for freedom. You are winning bro, stay the course. It is worth it, it gets better. This pain is temporary, having your jaw resected is forever. PM me is you need another number.
Ryan
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This is the fog, and it will lift. Everyone is different. Some have it easy. mine was pretty messed up to. You will get through it.
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This is the fog, and it will lift. Everyone is different. Some have it easy. mine was pretty messed up to. You will get through it.
You might feel crappy for some time but it will get better. Right now... Stay focused on one thing and that is not dipping today. In the fog u have to keep your eye on that prize. Get thru the day clean and you win. You can do it bro. Quit with you today,
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This is the fog, and it will lift. Everyone is different. Some have it easy. mine was pretty messed up to. You will get through it.
You might feel crappy for some time but it will get better. Right now... Stay focused on one thing and that is not dipping today. In the fog u have to keep your eye on that prize. Get thru the day clean and you win. You can do it bro. Quit with you today,
The day started really good . I thought that I was going to get through this with out a hitch. Then here comes the freaking wall of death that I hit today after going back to work and finding out that I was secretly ensuring that I would never run out of the Nic B. I found stuff that I didn't know that I had. I had left soda cans out on my desk over the weekend (since Wednesday of last week). I threw the dip cans in the trash but the odor after a couple of hours drove me to the point of wanting the Nic B back in my life. Thanks JBradley for answering that text so fast. You were able to help me clear my head so I could empty my freaking trash can and spray some deodorizer in the office. I'm good now. Your only as good as your word... and I made roll this morning.
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This is the fog, and it will lift. Everyone is different. Some have it easy. mine was pretty messed up to. You will get through it.
You might feel crappy for some time but it will get better. Right now... Stay focused on one thing and that is not dipping today. In the fog u have to keep your eye on that prize. Get thru the day clean and you win. You can do it bro. Quit with you today,
The day started really good . I thought that I was going to get through this with out a hitch. Then here comes the freaking wall of death that I hit today after going back to work and finding out that I was secretly ensuring that I would never run out of the Nic B. I found stuff that I didn't know that I had. I had left soda cans out on my desk over the weekend (since Wednesday of last week). I threw the dip cans in the trash but the odor after a couple of hours drove me to the point of wanting the Nic B back in my life. Thanks JBradley for answering that text so fast. You were able to help me clear my head so I could empty my freaking trash can and spray some deodorizer in the office. I'm good now. Your only as good as your word... and I made roll this morning.
anytime brother, anytime.
It may not feel like it but this is a huge win. Taking the steps to stay quit (sending a text, throwing out your work stash) on your own means you are in this! You were at a crossroads, and you chose the right path! Awesome win bro.
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Emulator, I am really happy to hear how you rocked it today at work! I am glad jbrad was able to pick up that phone. Love this place! Keep it up!
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This is the fog, and it will lift. Everyone is different. Some have it easy. mine was pretty messed up to. You will get through it.
You might feel crappy for some time but it will get better. Right now... Stay focused on one thing and that is not dipping today. In the fog u have to keep your eye on that prize. Get thru the day clean and you win. You can do it bro. Quit with you today,
The day started really good . I thought that I was going to get through this with out a hitch. Then here comes the freaking wall of death that I hit today after going back to work and finding out that I was secretly ensuring that I would never run out of the Nic B. I found stuff that I didn't know that I had. I had left soda cans out on my desk over the weekend (since Wednesday of last week). I threw the dip cans in the trash but the odor after a couple of hours drove me to the point of wanting the Nic B back in my life. Thanks JBradley for answering that text so fast. You were able to help me clear my head so I could empty my freaking trash can and spray some deodorizer in the office. I'm good now. Your only as good as your word... and I made roll this morning.
anytime brother, anytime.
It may not feel like it but this is a huge win. Taking the steps to stay quit (sending a text, throwing out your work stash) on your own means you are in this! You were at a crossroads, and you chose the right path! Awesome win bro.
That ^^^^^^ is how it works!
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This is the fog, and it will lift. Everyone is different. Some have it easy. mine was pretty messed up to. You will get through it.
You might feel crappy for some time but it will get better. Right now... Stay focused on one thing and that is not dipping today. In the fog u have to keep your eye on that prize. Get thru the day clean and you win. You can do it bro. Quit with you today,
The day started really good . I thought that I was going to get through this with out a hitch. Then here comes the freaking wall of death that I hit today after going back to work and finding out that I was secretly ensuring that I would never run out of the Nic B. I found stuff that I didn't know that I had. I had left soda cans out on my desk over the weekend (since Wednesday of last week). I threw the dip cans in the trash but the odor after a couple of hours drove me to the point of wanting the Nic B back in my life. Thanks JBradley for answering that text so fast. You were able to help me clear my head so I could empty my freaking trash can and spray some deodorizer in the office. I'm good now. Your only as good as your word... and I made roll this morning.
anytime brother, anytime.
It may not feel like it but this is a huge win. Taking the steps to stay quit (sending a text, throwing out your work stash) on your own means you are in this! You were at a crossroads, and you chose the right path! Awesome win bro.
That ^^^^^^ is how it works!
Stay the course Emulator.
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This is the fog, and it will lift. Everyone is different. Some have it easy. mine was pretty messed up to. You will get through it.
You might feel crappy for some time but it will get better. Right now... Stay focused on one thing and that is not dipping today. In the fog u have to keep your eye on that prize. Get thru the day clean and you win. You can do it bro. Quit with you today,
The day started really good . I thought that I was going to get through this with out a hitch. Then here comes the freaking wall of death that I hit today after going back to work and finding out that I was secretly ensuring that I would never run out of the Nic B. I found stuff that I didn't know that I had. I had left soda cans out on my desk over the weekend (since Wednesday of last week). I threw the dip cans in the trash but the odor after a couple of hours drove me to the point of wanting the Nic B back in my life. Thanks JBradley for answering that text so fast. You were able to help me clear my head so I could empty my freaking trash can and spray some deodorizer in the office. I'm good now. Your only as good as your word... and I made roll this morning.
anytime brother, anytime.
It may not feel like it but this is a huge win. Taking the steps to stay quit (sending a text, throwing out your work stash) on your own means you are in this! You were at a crossroads, and you chose the right path! Awesome win bro.
That ^^^^^^ is how it works!
Stay the course Emulator.
Great choice, nicely done.
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Thanks too all. This was a very stressful day that did not end, it will actually continue into tomorrow. I just got home and will likely be called back before the night is over.. That being said I did a lot of cursing today, hurt many feelings and was extremely rude to my boss (None of these things reflect my personality) but I did not kiss the ass on the Nic Bitch. I would rather loose friends , co-workers and my job than to give The Nic Bitch the time of day...
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Thanks too all. This was a very stressful day that did not end, it will actually continue into tomorrow. I just got home and will likely be called back before the night is over.. That being said I did a lot of cursing today, hurt many feelings and was extremely rude to my boss (None of these things reflect my personality) but I did not kiss the ass on the Nic Bitch. I would rather loose friends , co-workers and my job than to give The Nic Bitch the time of day...
You go son! Keep using that suck as motivation. Do what you have to do to whip the NB once and for all.
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Thanks too all. This was a very stressful day that did not end, it will actually continue into tomorrow. I just got home and will likely be called back before the night is over.. That being said I did a lot of cursing today, hurt many feelings and was extremely rude to my boss (None of these things reflect my personality) but I did not kiss the ass on the Nic Bitch. I would rather loose friends , co-workers and my job than to give The Nic Bitch the time of day...
You go son! Keep using that suck as motivation. Do what you have to do to whip the NB once and for all.
Thanks man... got called back to work at 4 am. this morning. Rough day but all is well. No Nic promise maintained.
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I would rather lose friends , co-workers and my job than to give The Nic Bitch the time of day...
This is a pretty hardcore statement, one that is only made by a badass quitter. I love this about KTC, you can be a newbie in your first week of quit and be as badass as the guy 500+ days into his quit. Proud to be quitting with you Emulator. Keep it up brother.
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I would rather lose friends , co-workers and my job than to give The Nic Bitch the time of day...
This is a pretty hardcore statement, one that is only made by a badass quitter. I love this about KTC, you can be a newbie in your first week of quit and be as badass as the guy 500+ days into his quit. Proud to be quitting with you Emulator. Keep it up brother.
Boom!! This guy now has it figured out. It has to be just that important. You have to be willing to bite, claw, dig, scratch and fight your way out of this mess. Quit must be priority #1, above all else, at least for the first month or so. Things will settle down after that, maybe sooner for some people.
I am proud of you Emulator.
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Day 10- Well here is sit. cowboy fighting through another day. Wondering if the 14 day wall will be hard.
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Day 10- Well here is sit. cowboy fighting through another day. Wondering if the 14 day wall will be hard.
Don't worry about day 14 until it's here. Win the battle on day 10 today. You can't do anything about day 14 until it's day 14. Stay ODAAT or you're going to lose your mind (or your quit which is even worse). Fight that B down today, win today all day. Wake up tomorrow and pick another fight with her.
Stay strong today Emu and congrats on double digits.
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Day 10- Well here is sit. cowboy fighting through another day. Wondering if the 14 day wall will be hard.
You got this Emu dont let her back in your life!!. Keep pushing through!! Find the gym, and water, others keep saying it but in only day 4 of my quit going from 1-2 cans a day to nothing, I have found that those things are my best friends. Make the gym your addiction and get your mind off of things that no longer are. I quit with you today!!
-Justin
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The suck has been hard today. Throat sore, find myself chewing on the inside of mouth subconsciously. Seems that she has been on my mind most of the day. But I understand that I have been cheating on my wife and family with this home wrecker. I could have had many more happy hours with my family.. my son that I lost and miss so much. Its just hard. But each time I had a mouth full of that shit, I was not communicating with the ones that I love. I was with the one that I was infatuated with instead. I feel ashamed having spent so much time with what I see as a disease ridden whore.
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I quit with you Emulator, and am sorry for the loss of your child.
My kids are my world - I can't imagine losing one.
I'm on day 4 so you're out front a bit on me - way to set a good example.
Let's quit together tomorrow
We got this
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The suck has been hard today. Throat sore, find myself chewing on the inside of mouth subconsciously. Seems that she has been on my mind most of the day. But I understand that I have been cheating on my wife and family with this home wrecker. I could have had many more happy hours with my family.. my son that I lost and miss so much. Its just hard. But each time I had a mouth full of that shit, I was not communicating with the ones that I love. I was with the one that I was infatuated with instead. I feel ashamed having spent so much time with what I see as a disease ridden whore.
First of all, my deepest sympathies for you loss. I have two things for you to take with you to bed tonight: 1) 1 problem + nic = 2 problems. Even something as devastating as losing a child doesn't get a scintilla better by dipping, it just makes your addiction worse. 2) Don't be ashamed. We've all been there. Use it as motivation to quit as hard as you possibly can today.
You've got this man. Let the suck fuel your fire. You're well on your way to zapping the NB once and for all.
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Brothers, and sisters, the quit is a bitch. We all know that. We know how grueling it is. It tears you up mentally as well as physically. Some days we don't know how we feel, how to communicate or what the fuck is going on. But you're winning. You're not letting nicotine call the shots. For once you stopped letting a wad of shit in your mouth determine how you're going to live your life. I don't care if you're on day 1 or day 10,000. Be proud of yourself for not cracking. I'm proud of you and quit with you.
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Brothers, and sisters, the quit is a bitch. We all know that. We know how grueling it is. It tears you up mentally as well as physically. Some days we don't know how we feel, how to communicate or what the fuck is going on. But you're winning. You're not letting nicotine call the shots. For once you stopped letting a wad of shit in your mouth determine how you're going to live your life. I don't care if you're on day 1 or day 10,000. Be proud of yourself for not cracking. I'm proud of you and quit with you.
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The suck has been hard today. Throat sore, find myself chewing on the inside of mouth subconsciously. Seems that she has been on my mind most of the day. But I understand that I have been cheating on my wife and family with this home wrecker. I could have had many more happy hours with my family.. my son that I lost and miss so much. Its just hard. But each time I had a mouth full of that shit, I was not communicating with the ones that I love. I was with the one that I was infatuated with instead. I feel ashamed having spent so much time with what I see as a disease ridden whore.
Concerning your addiction, it is important to remember as hard as it is, that the past is done. Do not beat yourself up for missing time with your family, because there is nothing that can be done to change the past. I am very sorry for your loss as well. I will not pretend to be in your situation, but please accept my condolences.
We do understand how you feel though, most of us have or will have wondered how our lives would be different if we had not been addicts. I was not a "ninja" but I can't count how many times I left my family to spend time with the bitch. Let alone the 100's of thousands of dollars spent feeding the very same addiction that could have killed me. But once again, dwelling on this subject will not do any good (a little reflection is ok as that can be a motivator to hate the poison that took you away from your life).
Think of today, today you won! Today you slammed your fist on the table and said NO! Today you posted roll and let the world know that you were taking your life back. Today you said 'Finger' to that disease ridden whore!
Yesterday is done
Tomorrow is just a dream
Today I will control my actions and take my life back
I quit with you today Emulator
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The suck has been hard today. Throat sore, find myself chewing on the inside of mouth subconsciously. Seems that she has been on my mind most of the day. But I understand that I have been cheating on my wife and family with this home wrecker. I could have had many more happy hours with my family.. my son that I lost and miss so much. Its just hard. But each time I had a mouth full of that shit, I was not communicating with the ones that I love. I was with the one that I was infatuated with instead. I feel ashamed having spent so much time with what I see as a disease ridden whore.
Concerning your addiction, it is important to remember as hard as it is, that the past is done. Do not beat yourself up for missing time with your family, because there is nothing that can be done to change the past. I am very sorry for your loss as well. I will not pretend to be in your situation, but please accept my condolences.
We do understand how you feel though, most of us have or will have wondered how our lives would be different if we had not been addicts. I was not a "ninja" but I can't count how many times I left my family to spend time with the bitch. Let alone the 100's of thousands of dollars spent feeding the very same addiction that could have killed me. But once again, dwelling on this subject will not do any good (a little reflection is ok as that can be a motivator to hate the poison that took you away from your life).
Think of today, today you won! Today you slammed your fist on the table and said NO! Today you posted roll and let the world know that you were taking your life back. Today you said 'Finger' to that disease ridden whore!
Yesterday is done
Tomorrow is just a dream
Today I will control my actions and take my life back
I quit with you today Emulator
Listen to JBradley man, he is speaking the truth to you.
Stay the course Emulator, it gets so much better. You will heal, you will feel normal again. You do NOT need nicotine now and you never did. You family forgives you for the past, I know this, you don't even have to ask them. Now forgive yourself. You are in control of today, yesterday is done. I quit with you today. Ryan
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'Remshot' Kill DA wabbit, Kill DA wabbit Instead of being stalked all day by the NIC BITCH, I am going on the offensive. BRING IT , for today I am ready for you and will kick your ass any time.. any place. Wheather Im in the woods hunting, fishing or on a long driving trip... I just say bring it. FU US Tobacco Company your my BITCH TODAY.
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Brothers, and sisters, the quit is a bitch. We all know that. We know how grueling it is. It tears you up mentally as well as physically. Some days we don't know how we feel, how to communicate or what the fuck is going on. But you're winning. You're not letting nicotine call the shots. For once you stopped letting a wad of shit in your mouth determine how you're going to live your life. I don't care if you're on day 1 or day 10,000. Be proud of yourself for not cracking. I'm proud of you and quit with you.
Amen brother. Preach on
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'Remshot' Kill DA wabbit, Kill DA wabbit Instead of being stalked all day by the NIC BITCH, I am going on the offensive. BRING IT , for today I am ready for you and will kick your ass any time.. any place. Wheather Im in the woods hunting, fishing or on a long driving trip... I just say bring it. FU US Tobacco Company your my BITCH TODAY.
that's the attitude....remember slow burn as to not burn out that flame though, and when you need jump back on the site for the re-fueling
right beside you ....
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'Remshot' Kill DA wabbit, Kill DA wabbit Instead of being stalked all day by the NIC BITCH, I am going on the offensive. BRING IT , for today I am ready for you and will kick your ass any time.. any place. Wheather Im in the woods hunting, fishing or on a long driving trip... I just say bring it. FU US Tobacco Company your my BITCH TODAY.
that's the attitude....remember slow burn as to not burn out that flame though, and when you need jump back on the site for the re-fueling
right beside you ....
You're doing it EM!
ODAAT and NAFAR period!
You got this Today I promise.
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Got to be more careful in my challenges to the Nic B. Been craving all day. chewing gum seems to make the crave worse. Non the less day is almost over and I have won the day, though it was tougher than i thought.
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Got to be more careful in my challenges to the Nic B. Been craving all day. chewing gum seems to make the crave worse. Non the less day is almost over and I have won the day, though it was tougher than i thought.
You win. Nice job. Keep it up buddy.
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Got to be more careful in my challenges to the Nic B. Been craving all day. chewing gum seems to make the crave worse. Non the less day is almost over and I have won the day, though it was tougher than i thought.
You win. Nice job. Keep it up buddy.
Awesome win today.
If chewing gum makes it worse for you, pitch it. Get some seeds, jerky, atomic fireballs, try anything and everything, except nic, fu nic!
It does not feel like it right now but it will get better. Keep slogging away you are doing this right.
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Day 12- All is more clear today, I have been without the fog for several days now.Day eleven had more cravings than expected, they lasted throughout the day. I spent most of the day on KTC talking to quitters drawing from their strength in my time of despair. I will be more careful in just making it through the day. I will not use nicotine today and will check on Bigron, I know he must be hurting pretty bad , it is day three or four for him. jbradley and Ginet are out there if I get into trouble. Thanks guys, I hope that today will be a reprieve from the crave.
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Day 12- All is more clear today, I have been without the fog for several days now.Day eleven had more cravings than expected, they lasted throughout the day. I spent most of the day on KTC talking to quitters drawing from their strength in my time of despair. I will be more careful in just making it through the day. I will not use nicotine today and will check on Bigron, I know he must be hurting pretty bad , it is day three or four for him. jbradley and Ginet are out there if I get into trouble. Thanks guys, I hope that today will be a reprieve from the crave.
Nicely done using the tools available to you. Remember that those craves will get easier to manage. You are doing great.
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Day 12- All is more clear today, I have been without the fog for several days now.Day eleven had more cravings than expected, they lasted throughout the day. I spent most of the day on KTC talking to quitters drawing from their strength in my time of despair. I will be more careful in just making it through the day. I will not use nicotine today and will check on Bigron, I know he must be hurting pretty bad , it is day three or four for him. jbradley and Ginet are out there if I get into trouble. Thanks guys, I hope that today will be a reprieve from the crave.
Nicely done using the tools available to you. Remember that those craves will get easier to manage. You are doing great.
Awesome! I quite with you today Emulator...we got this!
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Day 12- All is more clear today, I have been without the fog for several days now.Day eleven had more cravings than expected, they lasted throughout the day. I spent most of the day on KTC talking to quitters drawing from their strength in my time of despair. I will be more careful in just making it through the day. I will not use nicotine today and will check on Bigron, I know he must be hurting pretty bad , it is day three or four for him. jbradley and Ginet are out there if I get into trouble. Thanks guys, I hope that today will be a reprieve from the crave.
Nicely done using the tools available to you. Remember that those craves will get easier to manage. You are doing great.
Awesome! I quite with you today Emulator...we got this!
Good work my friend. Those first two weeks were a solid climb out of hell for me. There was little to no reprieve. But trust me here, there are better days not to far around the corner. Its a roller coaster for sure, but damn the downhill parts get more and more fun.
Keep climbing,
-Grizzfall
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Day 12- All is more clear today, I have been without the fog for several days now.Day eleven had more cravings than expected, they lasted throughout the day. I spent most of the day on KTC talking to quitters drawing from their strength in my time of despair. I will be more careful in just making it through the day. I will not use nicotine today and will check on Bigron, I know he must be hurting pretty bad , it is day three or four for him. jbradley and Ginet are out there if I get into trouble. Thanks guys, I hope that today will be a reprieve from the crave.
Nicely done using the tools available to you. Remember that those craves will get easier to manage. You are doing great.
Awesome! I quite with you today Emulator...we got this!
Good work my friend. Those first two weeks were a solid climb out of hell for me. There was little to no reprieve. But trust me here, there are better days not to far around the corner. Its a roller coaster for sure, but damn the downhill parts get more and more fun.
Keep climbing,
-Grizzfall
Emulator,
As they say "embrace the suck", you can conquer it. It will make you stronger and solidify your resolve. It doesn't matter how hard it is right now. You are stronger and you have the tools. I promise you, chemotherapy is harder. Jaw resection is harder. Telling your loved ones that you are dying is harder. Stay the course, IT IS WORTH IT!! You are doing great.
Ryan
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Day 13 still fighting but ok.internet at house down, relying on phone. Made org thought the day. Crave not so bad today.
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Day 13 still fighting but ok.internet at house down, relying on phone. Made org thought the day. Crave not so bad today.
Hey good here you are on day 13 just remember one day at a time also I am going to send you a pm with number in case that phone goes down so we can get you on roll if that would happen
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Hi Emulator. I sent you a text. Looking for a reply buddy. I need you here with me. I got your back. Make the call. We got this Em!
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I am good. Just a trip out of town for a couple of days. Missed family really bad the craves came pretty strong during the early evenings.. Remembered this is day 15 and realized it was a bad time to be away from home and away from the group . I had my phone to post roll but that was about it until it died. No charger if that's what you were thinking. went out and got one but took long time for the phone to come back on . It is a screwed up phone anyway.. Has a mind of its own. Made it through couple of days and made it back home nicotine free. The rage came back today but not as bad as the first time and I was able to ID the Bitch before it hit and control it. Same with the cravings... though they were constant for a few hours which was unusual
End of day 15
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Day 16- Lets see how this day goes. I think that I hit the 2 week wall and made it through. the rage is gone and the craves are gone for the most part. I will not let my Guard down . Like a Police Office.... the second you let your guard down and become complacent is the second you die....Never forget the Nic B. is alway waiting for you to drop your guard..
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Day 16- Lets see how this day goes. I think that I hit the 2 week wall and made it through. the rage is gone and the craves are gone for the most part. I will not let my Guard down . Like a Police Office.... the second you let your guard down and become complacent is the second you die....Never forget the Nic B. is alway waiting for you to drop your guard..
'clap'
Here is a man that is ready for a war! I quit with you, I fight side by side and I will protect this sanctuary of Quit!
We will never fail if we can post roll daily and be men of honor and keep our promise made to each other.
I would feel sorry for nicotine if she had a heart. Without a heart, I don't feel sorry for her. Here we are and I'm ready for anything you got. You can not seduce me to lie for you, you are no longer a secret. I will never bow to you and give you my loyalty. Worshiping any form of nicotine is over and has been for 674 days now.
She may have many can humpers and followers but as for me; I am no longer a party to that crowd. I am an enemy to nicotine and all who promote and profit from her. From the corporate execs to the stores that pimp her out I do not agree or go along with your tactics. I am your enemy. You are my enemy.
If you are reading this and have a dip in your mouth.....Go hump your can somewhere else! Go bow to your idol and worship your god someplace else. 'Finger'
Nicotine: You think you want to fuck with us? We are watching, waiting. Ready and united to destroy you.
LET'S ROLL! Every quitter, win your match today. Nicotine is scum.
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Day 17- The day went well and not many craves. I feel for the peeps that are going through the first few days of torment , fog and rage. Guys just hang in there and come to the forum or text a friend. Today was ok making a plan for the weekend.... checking to see if Jbradley is still in speed dial. Have a good one guys from one Resolute Bastard to another... 'bang head' No nic. Bitch this weekend.
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Emulator, proud to quit with you again today. Glad you are here too when I need the extra push!
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Day 17- The day went well and not many craves. I feel for the peeps that are going through the first few days of torment , fog and rage. Guys just hang in there and come to the forum or text a friend. Today was ok making a plan for the weekend.... checking to see if Jbradley is still in speed dial. Have a good one guys from one Resolute Bastard to another... 'bang head' No nic. Bitch this weekend.
yup still here, tried texting a couple times and no response. Phone working ok?
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Day - 18= Better than yesterday... that is the theme that seems to be coming out of the quit. Each day seems to be a little better at this point. It is important to tnote that you must quit each day when you rise from your slumber or pass the midnight mark. Today in my home state of Kentucky .. it is 17 degrees and cold. I remember what I used to do on these days, now I must put my plan in to action and get busy. I will pray, cook, love my family, remember the family on KTC and know they are there if needed. JB and "G" I have your numbers. That reminds me... I need to check on Bigron today. Hope he is cooking bacon this morning...
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Day - 18= Better than yesterday... that is the theme that seems to be coming out of the quit. Each day seems to be a little better at this point. It is important to tnote that you must quit each day when you rise from your slumber or pass the midnight mark. Today in my home state of Kentucky .. it is 17 degrees and cold. I remember what I used to do on these days, now I must put my plan in to action and get busy. I will pray, cook, love my family, remember the family on KTC and know they are there if needed. JB and "G" I have your numbers. That reminds me... I need to check on Bigron today. Hope he is cooking bacon this morning...
18 days of pure quit is great. Your demonstrating all the skills of a serious quitter. Determination, drive and accountability.
There is a door you need to get to. This door is hard to get to and open. Sharpen your tools, settle in and make your way to the door. I can't tell you how far the door is or how long it will be before you get to this door. You WILL get there one day at a time. I make you one promise and you can take it to the bank. You stay the course, and live by ntfar (not today for any reason) you will love where this quit takes you. Life is so much better without the poison.
My worst day with out poison is better than my best day with it. Need another number let me know.
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Day - 18= Better than yesterday... that is the theme that seems to be coming out of the quit. Each day seems to be a little better at this point. It is important to tnote that you must quit each day when you rise from your slumber or pass the midnight mark. Today in my home state of Kentucky .. it is 17 degrees and cold. I remember what I used to do on these days, now I must put my plan in to action and get busy. I will pray, cook, love my family, remember the family on KTC and know they are there if needed. JB and "G" I have your numbers. That reminds me... I need to check on Bigron today. Hope he is cooking bacon this morning...
18 days of pure quit is great. Your demonstrating all the skills of a serious quitter. Determination, drive and accountability.
There is a door you need to get to. This door is hard to get to and open. Sharpen your tools, settle in and make your way to the door. I can't tell you how far the door is or how long it will be before you get to this door. You WILL get there one day at a time. I make you one promise and you can take it to the bank. You stay the course, and live by ntfar (not today for any reason) you will love where this quit takes you. Life is so much better without the poison.
My worst day with out poison is better than my best day with it. Need another number let me know.
You have a great quit going on....cold here in Pittsburgh as well this AM around 15 degrees. Caught Big Ron in chat two days ago. Seems to be doing well. PM me if you want more digits.
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Day 19 - finds me back at day 2 or 3 . like yesterday exhaustion / insomnia set in , I am sure that you know what im talking about. I think of these "relapses" of the Nic Bitch are just the death writhes of a bitch that never really dies but just comes back ever so often to let you know she will always be there.
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Day 19 - finds me back at day 2 or 3 . like yesterday exhaustion / insomnia set in , I am sure that you know what im talking about. I think of these "relapses" of the Nic Bitch are just the death writhes of a bitch that never really dies but just comes back ever so often to let you know she will always be there.
You used for 30 years?
Your ratio is like 10,959:19
I know it's hard, but you need to give yourself some time and don't be so hard on yourself. These things will fade with time.
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Day 19 - finds me back at day 2 or 3 . like yesterday exhaustion / insomnia set in , I am sure that you know what im talking about. I think of these "relapses" of the Nic Bitch are just the death writhes of a bitch that never really dies but just comes back ever so often to let you know she will always be there.
You used for 30 years?
Your ratio is like 10,959:19
I know it's hard, but you need to give yourself some time and don't be so hard on yourself. These things will fade with time.
yes listen to Diesel as we have all been there my friend. This is a roller coaster as you give your body the time to heal, to mend what the poison has done after all of those years.
So on days like this do not take it too hard. Keep a level head as they will happen. Just remember your word and start to replace the damage that nic has done with the better of life (clean air, clean water, your own self confidence, your own adrenaline from exercise).
you Can and Are doing this. And I will stand right beside you today. Ask me tomorrow and I will most likely tell you the same, but that is tomorrow.
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Day 19- end of day .... O.K. sanity comes and goes ..thanks for the advice guys but I can say "Suck It Bitch" easier this afternoon than this morning. Good day of freezing my ass of and shooting guns with my kids. That was good stuff right there. Family, friends and peeps in here...that's all I need today.
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Day 19- end of day .... O.K. sanity comes and goes ..thanks for the advice guys but I can say "Suck It Bitch" easier this afternoon than this morning. Good day of freezing my ass of and shooting guns with my kids. That was good stuff right there. Family, friends and peeps in here...that's all I need today.
You are right on track Emulator. Stay the course. One day a time we quit the poison.
Try not to feel as though you are "giving something up". You really aren't "giving up" anything. Nicotine never did anything good for you. It is all a big lie. Addiction is a big lie.
Nicotine removed the withdrawal that nicotine caused.
That's it man. All the great things that you do, at home, at work, in your free time, you do without nicotine, as you demonstrated yesterday at the shooting range. I used to believe that I couldnt hunt, fish, camp, shoot guns, etc unless I has my precious can. Well fuck that, I can do it all and I can do it all better. The same is true for you my friend. You will see. Stay the course.
Ryan
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Day 19- end of day .... O.K. sanity comes and goes ..thanks for the advice guys but I can say "Suck It Bitch" easier this afternoon than this morning. Good day of freezing my ass of and shooting guns with my kids. That was good stuff right there. Family, friends and peeps in here...that's all I need today.
You are right on track Emulator. Stay the course. One day a time we quit the poison.
Try not to feel as though you are "giving something up". You really aren't "giving up" anything. Nicotine never did anything good for you. It is all a big lie. Addiction is a big lie.
Nicotine removed the withdrawal that nicotine caused.
That's it man. All the great things that you do, at home, at work, in your free time, you do without nicotine, as you demonstrated yesterday at the shooting range. I used to believe that I couldnt hunt, fish, camp, shoot guns, etc unless I has my precious can. Well fuck that, I can do it all and I can do it all better. The same is true for you my friend. You will see. Stay the course.
Ryan
Determination, drive and accountability. These are the traits of a reel quitter. I'm observing this all over this intro. YOUR WORTH IT EMULATOR! Ask your family,, I'll bet they'll agree.
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Day 19- end of day .... O.K. sanity comes and goes ..thanks for the advice guys but I can say "Suck It Bitch" easier this afternoon than this morning. Good day of freezing my ass of and shooting guns with my kids. That was good stuff right there. Family, friends and peeps in here...that's all I need today.
You are right on track Emulator. Stay the course. One day a time we quit the poison.
Try not to feel as though you are "giving something up". You really aren't "giving up" anything. Nicotine never did anything good for you. It is all a big lie. Addiction is a big lie.
Nicotine removed the withdrawal that nicotine caused.
That's it man. All the great things that you do, at home, at work, in your free time, you do without nicotine, as you demonstrated yesterday at the shooting range. I used to believe that I couldnt hunt, fish, camp, shoot guns, etc unless I has my precious can. Well fuck that, I can do it all and I can do it all better. The same is true for you my friend. You will see. Stay the course.
Ryan
Determination, drive and accountability. These are the traits of a reel quitter. I'm observing this all over this intro. YOUR WORTH IT EMULATOR! Ask your family,, I'll bet they'll agree.
Emulator, you are all over this quit! Sure she tries to throw a few curve balls at you, but YOU'VE GOT THIS! Oh, guess what. I quit today too!
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Day 19- end of day .... O.K. sanity comes and goes ..thanks for the advice guys but I can say "Suck It Bitch" easier this afternoon than this morning. Good day of freezing my ass of and shooting guns with my kids. That was good stuff right there. Family, friends and peeps in here...that's all I need today.
You are right on track Emulator. Stay the course. One day a time we quit the poison.
Try not to feel as though you are "giving something up". You really aren't "giving up" anything. Nicotine never did anything good for you. It is all a big lie. Addiction is a big lie.
Nicotine removed the withdrawal that nicotine caused.
That's it man. All the great things that you do, at home, at work, in your free time, you do without nicotine, as you demonstrated yesterday at the shooting range. I used to believe that I couldnt hunt, fish, camp, shoot guns, etc unless I has my precious can. Well fuck that, I can do it all and I can do it all better. The same is true for you my friend. You will see. Stay the course.
Ryan
Determination, drive and accountability. These are the traits of a reel quitter. I'm observing this all over this intro. YOUR WORTH IT EMULATOR! Ask your family,, I'll bet they'll agree.
Emulator, you are all over this quit! Sure she tries to throw a few curve balls at you, but YOU'VE GOT THIS! Oh, guess what. I quit today too!
Keep it simple Em.
ODAAT and NAFAR.
1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems.
I quit with YOU Today.
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Day 20- Day went well. the craves were slight and I was able to help a fellow quitter keep the faith a couple times. I was rude to some of my co - workers. I feel that is ok because they were being asses anyway. Everything is good on this quit day. Everything will remain good on this quit day. ODAAT
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Day 21- Keeping he faith and the promise to the brotherhood and myself. ODAAT NAFAR. I does get better as time goes on, this is true. Beginning to understand about embracing the suck. Its going to come anyway sooo make it your mortal enemy to be prepared for...... not feared. Good day to quit.
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mortal enemy to be prepared for...... not feared.
^^^^True that! Warrior fashion- I'm loving it! Quit on!
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Day 21- Keeping he faith and the promise to the brotherhood and myself. ODAAT NAFAR. I does get better as time goes on, this is true. Beginning to understand about embracing the suck. Its going to come anyway sooo make it your mortal enemy to be prepared for...... not feared. Good day to quit.
You have no idea how much better it gets! Keep fighting and you will get there.
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Day 22- The crave came today. she clawed at my door for most all day. I think it was brought about by trying to help a smoker to quit. She wanted to smoke so badly and as I would encourage her that she had the will not to smoke etc, I could see the deep longing for the Nic Bitch in the depths of her eyes. That made me want to want the nic bitch as well. I told myself inside that there was no room for the evil one. The craves continue still to this hour but I will not succumb to her today.. I have made a promise and I will keep it. ODAAT NAFAR.
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Day 22- The crave came today. she clawed at my door for most all day. I think it was brought about by trying to help a smoker to quit. She wanted to smoke so badly and as I would encourage her that she had the will not to smoke etc, I could see the deep longing for the Nic Bitch in the depths of her eyes. That made me want to want the nic bitch as well. I told myself inside that there was no room for the evil one. The craves continue still to this hour but I will not succumb to her today.. I have made a promise and I will keep it. ODAAT NAFAR.
You are bad ass EM!
I love my quit with you!
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Day 23- Well just great it turned out to be a day that included all my friends; Crave, Hunger , Rage and of all days ..........................................................I cant find my "Give a F_ _ _". :rolleyes: 'Finger' 'arse' :angry:
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Day 23- Well just great it turned out to be a day that included all my friends; Crave, Hunger , Rage and of all days ..........................................................I cant find my "Give a F_ _ _". :rolleyes: 'Finger' 'arse' :angry:
Each day you +1 is another day closer to a better place. Keep that anger focused on ust and their poison. Try getting some exercise too. Great way to burn off some of the frustrations.
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Day 23- Well just great it turned out to be a day that included all my friends; Crave, Hunger , Rage and of all days ..........................................................I cant find my "Give a F_ _ _". :rolleyes:Â 'Finger'Â 'arse'Â :angry:
Each day you +1 is another day closer to a better place. Keep that anger focused on ust and their poison. Try getting some exercise too. Great way to burn off some of the frustrations.
Hey Em,
You have my number. Use it anytime. Won't leave you here alone. We got this. Just battle thru today. Keep on keepin on!
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Day 24- We, the brotherhood, made it through another day. Some craves were evident throughout the day but not bad. I hope all my friends like jbradley (Mentor), ginet, bigron, and others are doing well with their quits. thanks to people like jb for being a guiding light when the fog comes around unexpectedly. That is all. It seems like I have fewer and fewer comments to make in the forum. I hope all the quitters stay quit for God sake..... Just an FYI- Will place a friend in the ground tomorrow. He chewed while he fished, he loved fishing almost as much as his chew. He smoked as well not much just a little......"They" say that "They" dont really know if chewing tobacco or smoking had any impact on his condition or not but "They" suspect it probably didnt help. November 2013 he woke up and didnt feel right so he went to the doctor.... he was diagnosed with liver and kidney cancer with mets to the brain. they gave him three months he passed peacefully on his couch watching TV with his son and father Thursday night, he was 49. The chemicals in Dip are carcinogens that cause cancer, The warning signs on the containers do not Guarantee Oral Cancer do they?
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Day 24- We, the brotherhood, made it through another day. Some craves were evident throughout the day but not bad. I hope all my friends like jbradley (Mentor), ginet, bigron, and others are doing well with their quits. thanks to people like jb for being a guiding light when the fog comes around unexpectedly. That is all. It seems like I have fewer and fewer comments to make in the forum. I hope all the quitters stay quit for God sake..... Just an FYI- Will place a friend in the ground tomorrow. He chewed while he fished, he loved fishing almost as much as his chew. He smoked as well not much just a little......"They" say that "They" dont really know if chewing tobacco or smoking had any impact on his condition or not but "They" suspect it probably didnt help. November 2013 he woke up and didnt feel right so he went to the doctor.... he was diagnosed with liver and kidney cancer with mets to the brain. they gave him three months he passed peacefully on his couch watching TV with his son and father Thursday night, he was 49. The chemicals in Dip are carcinogens that cause cancer, The warning signs on the containers do not Guarantee Oral Cancer do they?
My condolances brother.
FYI- I need to help you as much as you need the help, you just can't see it from where you are right now. You have my number, use it anytime.
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Day 24- We, the brotherhood, made it through another day. Some craves were evident throughout the day but not bad. I hope all my friends like jbradley (Mentor), ginet, bigron, and others are doing well with their quits. thanks to people like jb for being a guiding light when the fog comes around unexpectedly. That is all. It seems like I have fewer and fewer comments to make in the forum. I hope all the quitters stay quit for God sake..... Just an FYI- Will place a friend in the ground tomorrow. He chewed while he fished, he loved fishing almost as much as his chew. He smoked as well not much just a little......"They" say that "They" dont really know if chewing tobacco or smoking had any impact on his condition or not but "They" suspect it probably didnt help. November 2013 he woke up and didnt feel right so he went to the doctor.... he was diagnosed with liver and kidney cancer with mets to the brain. they gave him three months he passed peacefully on his couch watching TV with his son and father Thursday night, he was 49. The chemicals in Dip are carcinogens that cause cancer, The warning signs on the containers do not Guarantee Oral Cancer do they?
My condolances brother.
FYI- I need to help you as much as you need the help, you just can't see it from where you are right now. You have my number, use it anytime.
Emulator, my condolences. Thoughts and prayers to you and his family during this difficult time. I'll leave my ringer on in case you need to call! Proud to quit with each day.
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Day 24- We, the brotherhood, made it through another day. Some craves were evident throughout the day but not bad. I hope all my friends like jbradley (Mentor), ginet, bigron, and others are doing well with their quits. thanks to people like jb for being a guiding light when the fog comes around unexpectedly. That is all. It seems like I have fewer and fewer comments to make in the forum. I hope all the quitters stay quit for God sake..... Just an FYI- Will place a friend in the ground tomorrow. He chewed while he fished, he loved fishing almost as much as his chew. He smoked as well not much just a little......"They" say that "They" dont really know if chewing tobacco or smoking had any impact on his condition or not but "They" suspect it probably didnt help. November 2013 he woke up and didnt feel right so he went to the doctor.... he was diagnosed with liver and kidney cancer with mets to the brain. they gave him three months he passed peacefully on his couch watching TV with his son and father Thursday night, he was 49. The chemicals in Dip are carcinogens that cause cancer, The warning signs on the containers do not Guarantee Oral Cancer do they?
My condolances brother.
FYI- I need to help you as much as you need the help, you just can't see it from where you are right now. You have my number, use it anytime.
Emulator, my condolences. Thoughts and prayers to you and his family during this difficult time. I'll leave my ringer on in case you need to call! Proud to quit with each day.
Very sad emulator. Stories like this are why I am glad we finally made it here. Peace for you today!
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Day 24- We, the brotherhood, made it through another day. Some craves were evident throughout the day but not bad. I hope all my friends like jbradley (Mentor), ginet, bigron, and others are doing well with their quits. thanks to people like jb for being a guiding light when the fog comes around unexpectedly. That is all. It seems like I have fewer and fewer comments to make in the forum. I hope all the quitters stay quit for God sake..... Just an FYI- Will place a friend in the ground tomorrow. He chewed while he fished, he loved fishing almost as much as his chew. He smoked as well not much just a little......"They" say that "They" dont really know if chewing tobacco or smoking had any impact on his condition or not but "They" suspect it probably didnt help. November 2013 he woke up and didnt feel right so he went to the doctor.... he was diagnosed with liver and kidney cancer with mets to the brain. they gave him three months he passed peacefully on his couch watching TV with his son and father Thursday night, he was 49. The chemicals in Dip are carcinogens that cause cancer, The warning signs on the containers do not Guarantee Oral Cancer do they?
My condolances brother.
FYI- I need to help you as much as you need the help, you just can't see it from where you are right now. You have my number, use it anytime.
Emulator, my condolences. Thoughts and prayers to you and his family during this difficult time. I'll leave my ringer on in case you need to call! Proud to quit with each day.
Very sad emulator. Stories like this are why I am glad we finally made it here. Peace for you today!
My condolences em. I can relate my friend. My mother in law passed away a year ago. Lung cancer/smoker
I got a good friend right now battling for his life. Throat cancer/dipper. My friend stopped using years ago so it's scary to see him get cancer in the throat this long after he quit. This stuff can get you years after, this is the truth. Did we quit soon enough? ODAAT AND NAFAR! Quit with you today.
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Day 25- Imagine this ... three inches of snow and the community acts like its a flippin nuclear war. Wrecks all over the place spent most of day (After funeral) digging friend out of woods when he wrecked suv. Realizing there are a lot of stupid ways to kill yourself ]... Dont let nicotine be one of them..
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Day 26- The tiredness came again today and I slept on and off. Seems like I cant sleep an entire night through. Gong to try some nyquill tonight. All is good........................ One day at a time sweet Jesus
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Day 27- Doing good had a good day ..always on guard for the nic bitch.
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Day 27- Doing good had a good day ..always on guard for the nic bitch.
Sleep any better last night? I've had some bouts of insomnia myself but it seems to be improving. Things are calmer and less jittery....
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Day 27- Doing good had a good day ..always on guard for the nic bitch.
Sleep any better last night? I've had some bouts of insomnia myself but it seems to be improving. Things are calmer and less jittery....
Nyquill worked.. just have to be willing to go to bed early enough for the side effects to wear off. Days seem to be getting better but the Nic. B comes and goes staying only long enough to tease before moving along.
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Day 27- Doing good had a good day ..always on guard for the nic bitch.
Sleep any better last night? I've had some bouts of insomnia myself but it seems to be improving. Things are calmer and less jittery....
Nyquill worked.. just have to be willing to go to bed early enough for the side effects to wear off. Days seem to be getting better but the Nic. B comes and goes staying only long enough to tease before moving along.
That a boy! ;)
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Day 28- Each day is a little better than the last. I am a little bit more in control and the Nic Bitch is a little less in control +1 is the way to go.
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Day 28- Each day is a little better than the last. I am a little bit more in control and the Nic Bitch is a little less in control +1 is the way to go.
My first 28 felt like 1 year. The next 28 will go by much quicker and easier. 3 decades!!! You have no idea what's around the corner. You have been doing a great job,, keep it up. The reward is worth the fight.
My worst day without the poison is better then my best day with it. Glad to be quit with you.
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Day 28- Each day is a little better than the last. I am a little bit more in control and the Nic Bitch is a little less in control +1 is the way to go.
My first 28 felt like 1 year. The next 28 will go by much quicker and easier. 3 decades!!! You have no idea what's around the corner. You have been doing a great job,, keep it up. The reward is worth the fight.
My worst day without the poison is better then my best day with it. Glad to be quit with you.
Well, crap the rage came at the wrong time today. Hope I have a job tomorrow. Had a board meeting today and one of the owners just pissed in my oat meal. So I told them all to go "F" themselves and excused myself from the board meeting. oh well. Still have my health. ;) We will see what tomorrow brings...
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Day 28- Each day is a little better than the last. I am a little bit more in control and the Nic Bitch is a little less in control +1 is the way to go.
My first 28 felt like 1 year. The next 28 will go by much quicker and easier. 3 decades!!! You have no idea what's around the corner. You have been doing a great job,, keep it up. The reward is worth the fight.
My worst day without the poison is better then my best day with it. Glad to be quit with you.
Well, crap the rage came at the wrong time today. Hope I have a job tomorrow. Had a board meeting today and one of the owners just pissed in my oat meal. So I told them all to go "F" themselves and excused myself from the board meeting. oh well. Still have my health. ;) We will see what tomorrow brings...
That sucks to hear, but we humans tend to 'awfulize' everything and expect the worst.
Hoping it's not as bad as is feared. Nothing that dip will help, my friend!
Quit with you!
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Feel free to quote my avatar to your boss :rolleyes:
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Feel free to quote my avatar to your boss :rolleyes:
All is well..........
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Feel free to quote my avatar to your boss :rolleyes:
All is well..........
You gotta turn that rage somewhere that is acceptable. Feel free to call or text anytime and tell me to f off. It's ok I can handle it. So can the guys in chat, and here in your intro. We get it. I bet there is nothing that you can say that we haven't said or heard before. Rage on us, we can handle it. I am glad everything turned out ok, next time it may not work out so well.
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Day 30- YEAH I made it this far. Going to kick the nicotine bitches ass the rest of the way or die trying. That all I have to say about that..
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Day 30- YEAH I made it this far. Going to kick the nicotine bitches ass the rest of the way or die trying. That all I have to say about that..
QLFEDD. I got your back E. Keep up the good fight!
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Day 30- YEAH I made it this far. Going to kick the nicotine bitches ass the rest of the way or die trying. That all I have to say about that..
QLFEDD. I got your back E. Keep up the good fight!
Excellent, Egg-Cell-Ent, Egg Salad...shit I am hungry...Awesome first month Brother!!!
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Day 30- YEAH I made it this far. Going to kick the nicotine bitches ass the rest of the way or die trying. That all I have to say about that..
QLFEDD. I got your back E. Keep up the good fight!
Excellent, Egg-Cell-Ent, Egg Salad...shit I am hungry...Awesome first month Brother!!!
Your coming around that quit corner em. Great job. 30 days is no joke. To me the first 30 or 40 were the hardest. You might as well stay quit now brother. You've come to far and worked to hard. Quit with you today.
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Day 31- lot of rage.
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Day 31- lot of rage.
Day 36- I did not post for several days and was absent from the sight except for posting roll. Reasoning, I identified that I had went into an unknown "Funk" is what I call it. The Vets may recognize it and may have another name or not.. But I can only describe it as an intense rage, stronger than any i have experienced with having quit. This was accompanied by a strong crave. It was like the crave fed off the rage and vise verse. I decided to stay away from people for a while because the crave and rage was only making me look for a fight. The crave is still strong today as it has been for the last 5 or 6 days. the rage has subsided a bit, but still there. If any of you Vets read this and if it sounds familiar please sound off. I have been trying to exercise and drink water but I just want to eat everything in sight. I did visit the chat last night and the mindless banter seemed to help.
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Day 31- lot of rage.
Day 36- I did not post for several days and was absent from the sight except for posting roll. Reasoning, I identified that I had went into an unknown "Funk" is what I call it. The Vets may recognize it and may have another name or not.. But I can only describe it as an intense rage, stronger than any i have experienced with having quit. This was accompanied by a strong crave. It was like the crave fed off the rage and vise verse. I decided to stay away from people for a while because the crave and rage was only making me look for a fight. The crave is still strong today as it has been for the last 5 or 6 days. the rage has subsided a bit, but still there. If any of you Vets read this and if it sounds familiar please sound off. I have been trying to exercise and drink water but I just want to eat everything in sight. I did visit the chat last night and the mindless banter seemed to help.
Some call that the "Fuck its" where you have those days where nothing matters, you are surrounded by assholes and morons and they can all just fuck off.
Glad you made it through, it will come again. The best thing is to want to quit, once you have that no urge, crave or rage can bring you back to finger banging a tin.
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Day 31- lot of rage.
Day 36- I did not post for several days and was absent from the sight except for posting roll. Reasoning, I identified that I had went into an unknown "Funk" is what I call it. The Vets may recognize it and may have another name or not.. But I can only describe it as an intense rage, stronger than any i have experienced with having quit. This was accompanied by a strong crave. It was like the crave fed off the rage and vise verse. I decided to stay away from people for a while because the crave and rage was only making me look for a fight. The crave is still strong today as it has been for the last 5 or 6 days. the rage has subsided a bit, but still there. If any of you Vets read this and if it sounds familiar please sound off. I have been trying to exercise and drink water but I just want to eat everything in sight. I did visit the chat last night and the mindless banter seemed to help.
I'm not a vet. I'm on the same quit day as you are, but I know the "funk" you are talking about. It's a bit better today, but the last two days were hell.
I replied via email to an insurance agent yesterday exactly what I thought about him. That spurred a call from the owner of the agency today..... LOL
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Day 31- lot of rage.
Day 36- I did not post for several days and was absent from the sight except for posting roll. Reasoning, I identified that I had went into an unknown "Funk" is what I call it. The Vets may recognize it and may have another name or not.. But I can only describe it as an intense rage, stronger than any i have experienced with having quit. This was accompanied by a strong crave. It was like the crave fed off the rage and vise verse. I decided to stay away from people for a while because the crave and rage was only making me look for a fight. The crave is still strong today as it has been for the last 5 or 6 days. the rage has subsided a bit, but still there. If any of you Vets read this and if it sounds familiar please sound off. I have been trying to exercise and drink water but I just want to eat everything in sight. I did visit the chat last night and the mindless banter seemed to help.
Some call that the "Fuck its" where you have those days where nothing matters, you are surrounded by assholes and morons and they can all just fuck off.
Glad you made it through, it will come again. The best thing is to want to quit, once you have that no urge, crave or rage can bring you back to finger banging a tin.
glad to see you back as well. I too had my toughest time in the day 30 range, not with the raging, but with more of what Pinched quotes as the "Fuck-its".
its that roller coaster, and is normal. Best thing is there should not be too many more days that low and you should be on the way up.
just keep giving and honoring your word and you will break through...
well done.
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I'm on day 22 and it's all I can do not to drive my truck into someone I see running a red or driving like an asshole..
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Day 31- lot of rage.
Day 36- I did not post for several days and was absent from the sight except for posting roll. Reasoning, I identified that I had went into an unknown "Funk" is what I call it. The Vets may recognize it and may have another name or not.. But I can only describe it as an intense rage, stronger than any i have experienced with having quit. This was accompanied by a strong crave. It was like the crave fed off the rage and vise verse. I decided to stay away from people for a while because the crave and rage was only making me look for a fight. The crave is still strong today as it has been for the last 5 or 6 days. the rage has subsided a bit, but still there. If any of you Vets read this and if it sounds familiar please sound off. I have been trying to exercise and drink water but I just want to eat everything in sight. I did visit the chat last night and the mindless banter seemed to help.
Some call that the "Fuck its" where you have those days where nothing matters, you are surrounded by assholes and morons and they can all just fuck off.
Glad you made it through, it will come again. The best thing is to want to quit, once you have that no urge, crave or rage can bring you back to finger banging a tin.
glad to see you back as well. I too had my toughest time in the day 30 range, not with the raging, but with more of what Pinched quotes as the "Fuck-its".
its that roller coaster, and is normal. Best thing is there should not be too many more days that low and you should be on the way up.
just keep giving and honoring your word and you will break through...
well done.
Hey Em,
Funk is gonna come around. Just don't lose focus on what you are after while waiting for that funky fog to lift again. You are going to deal with today, and soon enough it will be gone. It will be history, and another day down and nic free.
So, when that fog lifts, you will see me still there....three days out on the path we are taking......I cant let you catch me buddy but I can sure as hell make sure you are still in the same spot on my rearview as we crush this shit.
Quit on Em....and you have my number when you are getting pissy. I am a pistol. I can take it.
Ginet
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Day 35-40 : They were a different sort of days, filled with a continuing funk of sorts. The crave was almost constant and I could tell that rage was just beneath the surface ready to spring at the first sign of any belligerent statement, action or implied statement or action. What I have learned from this: I worked on my patience with other people , family most of all. I have learned that even though I feel rage inside... the real situation that the rest of the world sees ... does not necessarily call for being an ASS, even if your mind is screaming that you must be an ASS to fix the stupid... thus the age old saying was able to take root and I am able to walk away from situations again because we all know that you cant fix stupid ... not even rage can fix it.. its just a waste of energy and is a part of the evil one. so I learned to let it go.. ODAAT:NAFAR
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EM, don't run away from the site when you hit a funk 'finger point'
Thats when you NEED to be here.
If your going thru it I guarantee 1/2 a dozen guys in your group are going thru the same thing. It helps to post up about it. Sometimes knowing others are feeling as shitty as you actually helps.
At day 30 some punk kid lurched his car at me in a crosswalk just to be a douche. I followed him into his place of employment and almost yanked him over the counter.
I also once got out of my car, blocking traffic, to tell a woman what I thought of her, her car, her ancestors, and her haircut because she honked at me.....twice. 'Crazy'
I know of another quitter who threw a trash can at one of his employee's.
The rage is literally a chemical response triggered by the quit. You need to pay attention to it and figure out a release for it. In my experience it will go away as your brain chemistry gets back to normal.
Get back on the bus gus , lets get this done.
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EM, don't run away from the site when you hit a funk 'finger point'
Thats when you NEED to be here.
If your going thru it I guarantee 1/2 a dozen guys in your group are going thru the same thing. It helps to post up about it. Sometimes knowing others are feeling as shitty as you actually helps.
At day 30 some punk kid lurched his car at me in a crosswalk just to be a douche. I followed him into his place of employment and almost yanked him over the counter.
I also once got out of my car, blocking traffic, to tell a woman what I thought of her, her car, her ancestors, and her haircut because she honked at me.....twice. 'Crazy'
I know of another quitter who threw a trash can at one of his employee's.
The rage is literally a chemical response triggered by the quit. You need to pay attention to it and figure out a release for it. In my experience it will go away as your brain chemistry gets back to normal.
Get back on the bus gus , lets get this done.
Good words from Sm. 30 to 40 was no joke. The emotional roller coaster is very taxing to say the least. Its hard to see the forest through the trees. Your making your way to that door my friend. Keep pressing forward. Its all going to start making sense and look more clear once you get through that door.
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Day 40-45- This log is intended to help me reflect on how far my will take me. I want to look back and see how far I have come and i will not forget the quit,.....The crave was pretty bad for the day mentioned .. but with the help of aall my brothers here I won each battle. Ginet comes out of the blue and knows when to touch base. Jbrad is the same way and I thank them . Others will text support at just the right time ( I only have numbers but no names) But I know it my brothers out there in the darkness4r reaching out. Yesterday was a challenge sitting on interstate for hours outside of Cincinnati . But heading to the Creation Museum today, Tubing tonight at perfect north,then Newport Aquarium tomorrow with the family... These are better days to be alive with out nicotine. ODAAT NAFAR brothers. Its worth it guys, its worth it..
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Day 40-45- This log is intended to help me reflect on how far my will take me. I want to look back and see how far I have come and i will not forget the quit,.....The crave was pretty bad for the day mentioned .. but with the help of aall my brothers here I won each battle. Ginet comes out of the blue and knows when to touch base. Jbrad is the same way and I thank them . Others will text support at just the right time ( I only have numbers but no names) But I know it my brothers out there in the darkness4r reaching out. Yesterday was a challenge sitting on interstate for hours outside of Cincinnati . But heading to the Creation Museum today, Tubing tonight at perfect north,then Newport Aquarium tomorrow with the family... These are better days to be alive with out nicotine. ODAAT NAFAR brothers. Its worth it guys, its worth it..
These are the posts I really like to read. A week or two ago you were all screwed up. Acting like the world had come to an end as you new it.
Now your moving to the top of the world. Having a good time with the family and owning this quit. Your going to have some ups and downs, but as your finding the ups are worth going through the downs.
Keep doing what your doing em. Things will get better and better. Proud to be quit with you.
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Day 40-45- This log is intended to help me reflect on how far my will take me. I want to look back and see how far I have come and i will not forget the quit,.....The crave was pretty bad for the day mentioned .. but with the help of aall my brothers here I won each battle. Ginet comes out of the blue and knows when to touch base. Jbrad is the same way and I thank them . Others will text support at just the right time ( I only have numbers but no names) But I know it my brothers out there in the darkness4r reaching out. Yesterday was a challenge sitting on interstate for hours outside of Cincinnati . But heading to the Creation Museum today, Tubing tonight at perfect north,then Newport Aquarium tomorrow with the family... These are better days to be alive with out nicotine. ODAAT NAFAR brothers. Its worth it guys, its worth it..
These are the posts I really like to read. A week or two ago you were all screwed up. Acting like the world had come to an end as you new it.
Now your moving to the top of the world. Having a good time with the family and owning this quit. Your going to have some ups and downs, but as your finding the ups are worth going through the downs.
Keep doing what your doing em. Things will get better and better. Proud to be quit with you.
Thanks SRANS ! It looks like the clouds are beginning to lift a bit. Thank for your support throughout. WHo knew how big this nicotine whore was... I know the people like you knew how big she is and I appreciate you and the others sticking around to help others.
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Day 40-45- This log is intended to help me reflect on how far my will take me. I want to look back and see how far I have come and i will not forget the quit,.....The crave was pretty bad for the day mentioned .. but with the help of aall my brothers here I won each battle. Ginet comes out of the blue and knows when to touch base. Jbrad is the same way and I thank them . Others will text support at just the right time ( I only have numbers but no names) But I know it my brothers out there in the darkness4r reaching out. Yesterday was a challenge sitting on interstate for hours outside of Cincinnati . But heading to the Creation Museum today, Tubing tonight at perfect north,then Newport Aquarium tomorrow with the family... These are better days to be alive with out nicotine. ODAAT NAFAR brothers. Its worth it guys, its worth it..
These are the posts I really like to read. A week or two ago you were all screwed up. Acting like the world had come to an end as you new it.
Now your moving to the top of the world. Having a good time with the family and owning this quit. Your going to have some ups and downs, but as your finding the ups are worth going through the downs.
Keep doing what your doing em. Things will get better and better. Proud to be quit with you.
Thanks SRANS ! It looks like the clouds are beginning to lift a bit. Thank for your support throughout. WHo knew how big this nicotine whore was... I know the people like you knew how big she is and I appreciate you and the others sticking around to help others.
I like it. You're owning your quit like a bad ass!
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Days 45-50: The days are much better , less craves and when they come it is easier to deal with them. I know I am an addict and will stay on guard for the blind sided craves and temptation. I feel much better physically. My head is clearer, but not completely. Hunger and overeating is almost gone. . I had the most problems with the rage.. that too has dissipated to almost nothing and is controllable with exercise and water. I owe a lot to my brothers and sisters here. Jbrad you the man, Ginet.. there is no other like you. Havoc, francis, Exnuke, winter green, Bigron, MJ, srans,skoal monster, Sir Derick, Etaggie, grizzlyhasclaws, MN-,penguin,pinched, rdad, sam83, Bubba, Sluggo, and many others i have watched you in you quits and sometime had to "emulate" your style to keep going when mine was failing. I appreciate the patience of all through the weird fucked up rages. ... I just stay Thanks to the big guy Evil_Won and other admins and mods. You have done good with this site. ODAAT NAFAR
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Days 45-50: The days are much better , less craves and when they come it is easier to deal with them. I know I am an addict and will stay on guard for the blind sided craves and temptation. I feel much better physically. My head is clearer, but not completely. Hunger and overeating is almost gone. . I had the most problems with the rage.. that too has dissipated to almost nothing and is controllable with exercise and water. I owe a lot to my brothers and sisters here. Jbrad you the man, Ginet.. there is no other like you. Havoc, francis, Exnuke, winter green, Bigron, MJ, srans,skoal monster, Sir Derick, Etaggie, grizzlyhasclaws, MN-,penguin,pinched, rdad, Bubba, Sluggo, and many others i have watched you in you quits and sometime had to "emulate" your style to keep going when mine was failing. I appreciate the patience of all through the weird fucked up rages. ... I just stay Thanks to the big guy Evil_Won and other admins and mods. You have done good with this site. ODAAT NAFAR
This has got BAD ASS written all over it. You are doing one hell of a job man. Stay active, stay involved and stay committed, i don't think you will have a problem with any of those. You are winning. And keep with the logs, it will be fun to look back and see what you went through. And good for the newbies that stroll in here foggier than shit. All in all Em, great job
Winter Green
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Days 45-50: The days are much better , less craves and when they come it is easier to deal with them. I know I am an addict and will stay on guard for the blind sided craves and temptation. I feel much better physically. My head is clearer, but not completely. Hunger and overeating is almost gone. . I had the most problems with the rage.. that too has dissipated to almost nothing and is controllable with exercise and water. I owe a lot to my brothers and sisters here. Jbrad you the man, Ginet.. there is no other like you. Havoc, francis, Exnuke, winter green, Bigron, MJ, srans,skoal monster, Sir Derick, Etaggie, grizzlyhasclaws, MN-,penguin,pinched, rdad, Bubba, Sluggo, and many others i have watched you in you quits and sometime had to "emulate" your style to keep going when mine was failing. I appreciate the patience of all through the weird fucked up rages. ... I just stay Thanks to the big guy Evil_Won and other admins and mods. You have done good with this site. ODAAT NAFAR
This has got BAD ASS written all over it. You are doing one hell of a job man. Stay active, stay involved and stay committed, i don't think you will have a problem with any of those. You are winning. And keep with the logs, it will be fun to look back and see what you went through. And good for the newbies that stroll in here foggier than shit. All in all Em, great job
Winter Green
Nice job on 50 Em! Doing crazy good! Love quittin with you! Crush this today!
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Days 45-50: The days are much better , less craves and when they come it is easier to deal with them. I know I am an addict and will stay on guard for the blind sided craves and temptation. I feel much better physically. My head is clearer, but not completely. Hunger and overeating is almost gone. . I had the most problems with the rage.. that too has dissipated to almost nothing and is controllable with exercise and water. I owe a lot to my brothers and sisters here. Jbrad you the man, Ginet.. there is no other like you. Havoc, francis, Exnuke, winter green, Bigron, MJ, srans,skoal monster, Sir Derick, Etaggie, grizzlyhasclaws, MN-,penguin,pinched, rdad, Bubba, Sluggo, and many others i have watched you in you quits and sometime had to "emulate" your style to keep going when mine was failing. I appreciate the patience of all through the weird fucked up rages. ... I just stay Thanks to the big guy Evil_Won and other admins and mods. You have done good with this site. ODAAT NAFAR
This has got BAD ASS written all over it. You are doing one hell of a job man. Stay active, stay involved and stay committed, i don't think you will have a problem with any of those. You are winning. And keep with the logs, it will be fun to look back and see what you went through. And good for the newbies that stroll in here foggier than shit. All in all Em, great job
Winter Green
Nice job on 50 Em! Doing crazy good! Love quittin with you! Crush this today!
Congrats on 50! Proud to be quit with you! 'oh yeah'
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Days 45-50: The days are much better , less craves and when they come it is easier to deal with them. I know I am an addict and will stay on guard for the blind sided craves and temptation. I feel much better physically. My head is clearer, but not completely. Hunger and overeating is almost gone. . I had the most problems with the rage.. that too has dissipated to almost nothing and is controllable with exercise and water. I owe a lot to my brothers and sisters here. Jbrad you the man, Ginet.. there is no other like you. Havoc, francis, Exnuke, winter green, Bigron, MJ, srans,skoal monster, Sir Derick, Etaggie, grizzlyhasclaws, MN-,penguin,pinched, rdad, Bubba, Sluggo, and many others i have watched you in you quits and sometime had to "emulate" your style to keep going when mine was failing. I appreciate the patience of all through the weird fucked up rages. ... I just stay Thanks to the big guy Evil_Won and other admins and mods. You have done good with this site. ODAAT NAFAR
This has got BAD ASS written all over it. You are doing one hell of a job man. Stay active, stay involved and stay committed, i don't think you will have a problem with any of those. You are winning. And keep with the logs, it will be fun to look back and see what you went through. And good for the newbies that stroll in here foggier than shit. All in all Em, great job
Winter Green
Nice job on 50 Em! Doing crazy good! Love quittin with you! Crush this today!
Congrats on 50! Proud to be quit with you! 'oh yeah'
50, congrats, Em!!
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Days 45-50: The days are much better , less craves and when they come it is easier to deal with them. I know I am an addict and will stay on guard for the blind sided craves and temptation. I feel much better physically. My head is clearer, but not completely. Hunger and overeating is almost gone. . I had the most problems with the rage.. that too has dissipated to almost nothing and is controllable with exercise and water. I owe a lot to my brothers and sisters here. Jbrad you the man, Ginet.. there is no other like you. Havoc, francis, Exnuke, winter green, Bigron, MJ, srans,skoal monster, Sir Derick, Etaggie, grizzlyhasclaws, MN-,penguin,pinched, rdad, Bubba, Sluggo, and many others i have watched you in you quits and sometime had to "emulate" your style to keep going when mine was failing. I appreciate the patience of all through the weird fucked up rages. ... I just stay Thanks to the big guy Evil_Won and other admins and mods. You have done good with this site. ODAAT NAFAR
This has got BAD ASS written all over it. You are doing one hell of a job man. Stay active, stay involved and stay committed, i don't think you will have a problem with any of those. You are winning. And keep with the logs, it will be fun to look back and see what you went through. And good for the newbies that stroll in here foggier than shit. All in all Em, great job
Winter Green
Nice job on 50 Em! Doing crazy good! Love quittin with you! Crush this today!
Congrats on 50! Proud to be quit with you! 'oh yeah'
50, congrats, Em!!
Nice 50! Keep it going one day at a time!
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Emulator, I wanted to transfer this to your intro for future use.
Blackhawks caved today and you wrote:
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NAFAR
NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY (FUCKING ) REASON.
DO THESE WORDS SOUND FAMILIAR? I DO NOT EVEN KNOW YOU YET I AM PISSED FOR THE SITE, THE PEOPLE HERE, THE EFFORTS. WILL YOU CAUSE SOMEONE TO CAVE BY YOUR ACTIONS?
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Remember that no one has permission to cave because another person caves or leaves the site. You can't use Blackhawks as a scapegoat for your decisions. Quittin and Caving is a personal choice. You... and only you... make the decision to quit and stay quit every day. No one does it for you.
If you choose to be weak and cave... you can't blame anyone but yourself for your actions.
As I said on Blackhawks page... Just because one of us jumps off the cliff, don't mean the rest of us need to follow.
Choose to quit. Own it, or be owned!
You are doing great my friend. Keep up the good quit today!
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Emulator, I wanted to transfer this to your intro for future use.
Blackhawks caved today and you wrote:
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NAFAR
NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY (FUCKING ) REASON.
DO THESE WORDS SOUND FAMILIAR? I DO NOT EVEN KNOW YOU YET I AM PISSED FOR THE SITE, THE PEOPLE HERE, THE EFFORTS. WILL YOU CAUSE SOMEONE TO CAVE BY YOUR ACTIONS?
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Remember that no one has permission to cave because another person caves or leaves the site. You can't use Blackhawks as a scapegoat for your decisions. Quittin and Caving is a personal choice. You... and only you... make the decision to quit and stay quit every day. No one does it for you.
If you choose to be weak and cave... you can't blame anyone but yourself for your actions.
As I said on Blackhawks page... Just because one of us jumps off the cliff, don't mean the rest of us need to follow.
Choose to quit. Own it, or be owned!
You are doing great my friend. Keep up the good quit today!
I like the passion!
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Day 50-55: The days are more tolerable, life seems more normal than it has in a long time. The rage has dissipated the craves still come but with much less intensity and are easily defeated. It is easier to identify friends instead of people that piss me off, that is a welcomed change for sure. I have been through road trips, late nights and most of my triggers now.. not saying it is easy by any means , just saying its easier.... I am an addict and must always place my quit first. I now wake up with quit on my mind instead of the nic bitch...late at night I think of my quit and how important it is to me... not skoal and how I must have it.. The ridges on my jaws are gone ( where I chewed on them for the first few days of my quit) . My oral fix has been Atomic fire balls.. I really did not want to get fixated on anything like the dip. Just my personal pref. nothing wrong with the fake. I find myself trying.. lets say learning to help new quitters by watching the vets practice their trade. The brotherhood lives on.. as time moves forward I see how paying it forward benefits not only some new quitter but myself as well..Thanks KTC you know who you are..ODAAT NAFAR
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Day 50-55: The days are more tolerable, life seems more normal than it has in a long time. The rage has dissipated the craves still come but with much less intensity and are easily defeated. It is easier to identify friends instead of people that piss me off, that is a welcomed change for sure. I have been through road trips, late nights and most of my triggers now.. not saying it is easy by any means , just saying its easier.... I am an addict and must always place my quit first. I now wake up with quit on my mind instead of the nic bitch...late at night I think of my quit and how important it is to me... not skoal and how I must have it.. The ridges on my jaws are gone ( where I chewed on them for the first few days of my quit) . My oral fix has been Atomic fire balls.. I really did not want to get fixated on anything like the dip. Just my personal pref. nothing wrong with the fake. I find myself trying.. lets say learning to help new quitters by watching the vets practice their trade. The brotherhood lives on.. as time moves forward I see how paying it forward benefits not only some new quitter but myself as well..Thanks KTC you know who you are..ODAAT NAFAR
Emulator, you definitely came here to quit. Congrats on your newfound freedom. I love to read positive posts like this! Thank you.
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Day 50-55: The days are more tolerable, life seems more normal than it has in a long time. The rage has dissipated the craves still come but with much less intensity and are easily defeated. It is easier to identify friends instead of people that piss me off, that is a welcomed change for sure. I have been through road trips, late nights and most of my triggers now.. not saying it is easy by any means , just saying its easier.... I am an addict and must always place my quit first. I now wake up with quit on my mind instead of the nic bitch...late at night I think of my quit and how important it is to me... not skoal and how I must have it.. The ridges on my jaws are gone ( where I chewed on them for the first few days of my quit) . My oral fix has been Atomic fire balls.. I really did not want to get fixated on anything like the dip. Just my personal pref. nothing wrong with the fake. I find myself trying.. lets say learning to help new quitters by watching the vets practice their trade. The brotherhood lives on.. as time moves forward I see how paying it forward benefits not only some new quitter but myself as well..Thanks KTC you know who you are..ODAAT NAFAR
Emulator, you definitely came here to quit. Congrats on your newfound freedom. I love to read positive posts like this! Thank you.
I see a strong quit happening here! Well done bro.
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Day 50-55: The days are more tolerable, life seems more normal than it has in a long time. The rage has dissipated the craves still come but with much less intensity and are easily defeated. It is easier to identify friends instead of people that piss me off, that is a welcomed change for sure. I have been through road trips, late nights and most of my triggers now.. not saying it is easy by any means , just saying its easier.... I am an addict and must always place my quit first. I now wake up with quit on my mind instead of the nic bitch...late at night I think of my quit and how important it is to me... not skoal and how I must have it.. The ridges on my jaws are gone ( where I chewed on them for the first few days of my quit) . My oral fix has been Atomic fire balls.. I really did not want to get fixated on anything like the dip. Just my personal pref. nothing wrong with the fake. I find myself trying.. lets say learning to help new quitters by watching the vets practice their trade. The brotherhood lives on.. as time moves forward I see how paying it forward benefits not only some new quitter but myself as well..Thanks KTC you know who you are..ODAAT NAFAR
Emulator, you definitely came here to quit. Congrats on your newfound freedom. I love to read positive posts like this! Thank you.
I see a strong quit happening here! Well done bro.
I love quitting with you Emulator!
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Day 50-55: The days are more tolerable, life seems more normal than it has in a long time. The rage has dissipated the craves still come but with much less intensity and are easily defeated. It is easier to identify friends instead of people that piss me off, that is a welcomed change for sure. I have been through road trips, late nights and most of my triggers now.. not saying it is easy by any means , just saying its easier.... I am an addict and must always place my quit first. I now wake up with quit on my mind instead of the nic bitch...late at night I think of my quit and how important it is to me... not skoal and how I must have it.. The ridges on my jaws are gone ( where I chewed on them for the first few days of my quit) . My oral fix has been Atomic fire balls.. I really did not want to get fixated on anything like the dip. Just my personal pref. nothing wrong with the fake. I find myself trying.. lets say learning to help new quitters by watching the vets practice their trade. The brotherhood lives on.. as time moves forward I see how paying it forward benefits not only some new quitter but myself as well..Thanks KTC you know who you are..ODAAT NAFAR
Emulator, you definitely came here to quit. Congrats on your newfound freedom. I love to read positive posts like this! Thank you.
I see a strong quit happening here! Well done bro.
That's awesome emulator! I quit with you.
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Day 50-55: The days are more tolerable, life seems more normal than it has in a long time. The rage has dissipated the craves still come but with much less intensity and are easily defeated. It is easier to identify friends instead of people that piss me off, that is a welcomed change for sure. I have been through road trips, late nights and most of my triggers now.. not saying it is easy by any means , just saying its easier.... I am an addict and must always place my quit first. I now wake up with quit on my mind instead of the nic bitch...late at night I think of my quit and how important it is to me... not skoal and how I must have it.. The ridges on my jaws are gone ( where I chewed on them for the first few days of my quit) . My oral fix has been Atomic fire balls.. I really did not want to get fixated on anything like the dip. Just my personal pref. nothing wrong with the fake. I find myself trying.. lets say learning to help new quitters by watching the vets practice their trade. The brotherhood lives on.. as time moves forward I see how paying it forward benefits not only some new quitter but myself as well..Thanks KTC you know who you are..ODAAT NAFAR
Emulator, you definitely came here to quit. Congrats on your newfound freedom. I love to read positive posts like this! Thank you.
I see a strong quit happening here! Well done bro.
That's awesome emulator! I quit with you.
50 +. Great job em. I'm glad to see your having some better days. Enjoy the good but keep them tools sharp for the bad. i can tell by your attitude and demeanor your in it to win it. Great things coming.
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Hi friend. Just stopping in to say "Nice 60 days"!
Love it Em!
LF
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Hi friend. Just stopping in to say "Nice 60 days"!
Love it Em!
LF
^^^^^amen!!! Awesome to be quit with you!
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Emulator. Pro quitter. Need I say more?
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Hi friend. Just stopping in to say "Nice 60 days"!
Love it Em!
LF
Yesterday was Day 60..I am proud to be a part of the greatest group on the net. Screw the Justin Beiber.. I dont want to be a beiliber.. Screw all the porn sites..not into that. I want a site that draws people together against one common enemy so strongly that there is no way Evil can penetrate. I want a site where there are women with steel Balls as big as mine (Ginet) that can knock a nic bitch down and out in one blow. I pity the fool that tries to mess with one of our quits in here. As newbies we have the protection of the Vets that beat the shit out of us until we get it right. They make sure that we know what to do to be a soldier in their army of quitters. You bunch of bad ASSES COMMANDERS, I can't name you all but you know who you are. I want a site that we can share laughs about new peoples triumphs over the bloat and gassing poor little girls in a gym (slugo) stories that make you want to cry... from laughter or pity. I want a site where we stand behind a quitter 100% when she is faced with a spouse that just wont give it up(Ginet) no matter how much harder it makes her life. I want a site where when the rage comes and you hurt your friends.. they understand (ExNuke) and the Vets know how to set you straight without condemnation (Evil_Won). I want a site where your phone jingles at just the right time in a crave and the voice says "You got this" (Jbradley) and unknowingly saves your life.. again and until the craves become manageable. I accidentally found this site and a buch of asses had me quit in five minutes and I have never been so glad of anything in all my life, at Day 60 I can see the life that I missed with dip and will never go back. My quit is my life now. Free at last, Free at last Free at last thank God I'm free at last... ONE DAY AT A TIME. Thanks to every quitter in this forum... from the Day 1's to the Day 5000.... Robbie
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Hi friend. Just stopping in to say "Nice 60 days"!
Love it Em!
LF
Yesterday was Day 60..I am proud to be a part of the greatest group on the net. Screw the Justin Beiber.. I dont want to be a beiliber.. Screw all the porn sites..not into that. I want a site that draws people together against one common enemy so strongly that there is no way Evil can penetrate. I want a site where there are women with steel Balls as big as mine (Ginet) that can knock a nic bitch down and out in one blow. I pity the fool that tries to mess with one of our quits in here. As newbies we have the protection of the Vets that beat the shit out of us until we get it right. They make sure that we know what to do to be a soldier in their army of quitters. You bunch of bad ASSES COMMANDERS, I can't name you all but you know who you are. I want a site that we can share laughs about new peoples triumphs over the bloat and gassing poor little girls in a gym (slugo) stories that make you want to cry... from laughter or pity. I want a site where we stand behind a quitter 100% when she is faced with a spouse that just wont give it up(Ginet) no matter how much harder it makes her life. I want a site where when the rage comes and you hurt your friends.. they understand (ExNuke) and the Vets know how to set you straight without condemnation (Evil_Won). I want a site where your phone jingles at just the right time in a crave and the voice says "You got this" (Jbradley) and unknowingly saves your life.. again and until the craves become manageable. I accidentally found this site and a buch of asses had me quit in five minutes and I have never been so glad of anything in all my life, at Day 60 I can see the life that I missed with dip and will never go back. My quit is my life now. Free at last, Free at last Free at last thank God I'm free at last... ONE DAY AT A TIME. Thanks to every quitter in this forum... from the Day 1's to the Day 5000.... Robbie
March rules, April drools ! ;Ironman:
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Hi friend. Just stopping in to say "Nice 60 days"!
Love it Em!
LF
Yesterday was Day 60..I am proud to be a part of the greatest group on the net. Screw the Justin Beiber.. I dont want to be a beiliber.. Screw all the porn sites..not into that. I want a site that draws people together against one common enemy so strongly that there is no way Evil can penetrate. I want a site where there are women with steel Balls as big as mine (Ginet) that can knock a nic bitch down and out in one blow. I pity the fool that tries to mess with one of our quits in here. As newbies we have the protection of the Vets that beat the shit out of us until we get it right. They make sure that we know what to do to be a soldier in their army of quitters. You bunch of bad ASSES COMMANDERS, I can't name you all but you know who you are. I want a site that we can share laughs about new peoples triumphs over the bloat and gassing poor little girls in a gym (slugo) stories that make you want to cry... from laughter or pity. I want a site where we stand behind a quitter 100% when she is faced with a spouse that just wont give it up(Ginet) no matter how much harder it makes her life. I want a site where when the rage comes and you hurt your friends.. they understand (ExNuke) and the Vets know how to set you straight without condemnation (Evil_Won). I want a site where your phone jingles at just the right time in a crave and the voice says "You got this" (Jbradley) and unknowingly saves your life.. again and until the craves become manageable. I accidentally found this site and a buch of asses had me quit in five minutes and I have never been so glad of anything in all my life, at Day 60 I can see the life that I missed with dip and will never go back. My quit is my life now. Free at last, Free at last Free at last thank God I'm free at last... ONE DAY AT A TIME. Thanks to every quitter in this forum... from the Day 1's to the Day 5000.... Robbie
March rules, April drools ! ;Ironman:
Sounds like you have assembled a badass team of quit all around you. Proud to be a part of your quit and honored that you are part of mine!
Proud to quit with you today!
PS Watch out for Evil, he will try to penetrate you!
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Hi friend. Just stopping in to say "Nice 60 days"!
Love it Em!
LF
Yesterday was Day 60..I am proud to be a part of the greatest group on the net. Screw the Justin Beiber.. I dont want to be a beiliber.. Screw all the porn sites..not into that. I want a site that draws people together against one common enemy so strongly that there is no way Evil can penetrate. I want a site where there are women with steel Balls as big as mine (Ginet) that can knock a nic bitch down and out in one blow. I pity the fool that tries to mess with one of our quits in here. As newbies we have the protection of the Vets that beat the shit out of us until we get it right. They make sure that we know what to do to be a soldier in their army of quitters. You bunch of bad ASSES COMMANDERS, I can't name you all but you know who you are. I want a site that we can share laughs about new peoples triumphs over the bloat and gassing poor little girls in a gym (slugo) stories that make you want to cry... from laughter or pity. I want a site where we stand behind a quitter 100% when she is faced with a spouse that just wont give it up(Ginet) no matter how much harder it makes her life. I want a site where when the rage comes and you hurt your friends.. they understand (ExNuke) and the Vets know how to set you straight without condemnation (Evil_Won). I want a site where your phone jingles at just the right time in a crave and the voice says "You got this" (Jbradley) and unknowingly saves your life.. again and until the craves become manageable. I accidentally found this site and a buch of asses had me quit in five minutes and I have never been so glad of anything in all my life, at Day 60 I can see the life that I missed with dip and will never go back. My quit is my life now. Free at last, Free at last Free at last thank God I'm free at last... ONE DAY AT A TIME. Thanks to every quitter in this forum... from the Day 1's to the Day 5000.... Robbie
March rules, April drools ! ;Ironman:
Sounds like you have assembled a badass team of quit all around you. Proud to be a part of your quit and honored that you are part of mine!
Proud to quit with you today!
PS Watch out for Evil, he will try to penetrate you!
Guess I will have to get Slug.go to be my wing man... or ass man
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Hi friend. Just stopping in to say "Nice 60 days"!
Love it Em!
LF
Yesterday was Day 60..I am proud to be a part of the greatest group on the net. Screw the Justin Beiber.. I dont want to be a beiliber.. Screw all the porn sites..not into that. I want a site that draws people together against one common enemy so strongly that there is no way Evil can penetrate. I want a site where there are women with steel Balls as big as mine (Ginet) that can knock a nic bitch down and out in one blow. I pity the fool that tries to mess with one of our quits in here. As newbies we have the protection of the Vets that beat the shit out of us until we get it right. They make sure that we know what to do to be a soldier in their army of quitters. You bunch of bad ASSES COMMANDERS, I can't name you all but you know who you are. I want a site that we can share laughs about new peoples triumphs over the bloat and gassing poor little girls in a gym (slugo) stories that make you want to cry... from laughter or pity. I want a site where we stand behind a quitter 100% when she is faced with a spouse that just wont give it up(Ginet) no matter how much harder it makes her life. I want a site where when the rage comes and you hurt your friends.. they understand (ExNuke) and the Vets know how to set you straight without condemnation (Evil_Won). I want a site where your phone jingles at just the right time in a crave and the voice says "You got this" (Jbradley) and unknowingly saves your life.. again and until the craves become manageable. I accidentally found this site and a buch of asses had me quit in five minutes and I have never been so glad of anything in all my life, at Day 60 I can see the life that I missed with dip and will never go back. My quit is my life now. Free at last, Free at last Free at last thank God I'm free at last... ONE DAY AT A TIME. Thanks to every quitter in this forum... from the Day 1's to the Day 5000.... Robbie
March rules, April drools ! ;Ironman:
Sounds like you have assembled a badass team of quit all around you. Proud to be a part of your quit and honored that you are part of mine!
Proud to quit with you today!
PS Watch out for Evil, he will try to penetrate you!
Guess I will have to get Slug.go to be my wing man... or ass man
Be an honor to be your wingman, Em!
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
The nic bitch is losing control of you, and she knows it. Your addict mind is trying desperately to sway you. A dream is now as close as she can get. Nice victory today. Stay the course AMDD never let your guard down
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
The nic bitch is losing control of you, and she knows it. Your addict mind is trying desperately to sway you. A dream is now as close as she can get. Nice victory today. Stay the course AMDD never let your guard down
Yes Emulator, she is slowly dying. Stay vigilant and active here. (Just like you've been doing) You are winning this war.
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
The nic bitch is losing control of you, and she knows it. Your addict mind is trying desperately to sway you. A dream is now as close as she can get. Nice victory today. Stay the course AMDD never let your guard down
Em,
Thanks for sharing it. I've had a couple of wild nic dreams myself. I believe those dreams are part of the purging process even this deep into our quits. Your physical craves might be mostly gone, but your subconscious is still acting the addiction out. Let it play and enjoy those freaky dreams. It makes good reading for the rest of us, too, because we understand. Quit with you brother...night AND day!
ZC
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!
:ph43r: :ph43r:
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!
First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....
I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!
Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!
First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....
I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!
Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!
It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!
First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....
I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!
Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!
It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.
EM - these dreams are unbelievable and shake me when I have one. All part of the healing and you are a rock star!
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!
First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....
I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!
Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!
It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.
EM - these dreams are unbelievable and shake me when I have one. All part of the healing and you are a rock star!
EM- Day 60-80 quitters may experience a funk. " the 70's funk"
It's short- keep putting up +1 and it will pass soon enough.
Back to basics now. have a plan. protect your quit.
You've climbed too far to look back now
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!
First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....
I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!
Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!
It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.
EM - these dreams are unbelievable and shake me when I have one. All part of the healing and you are a rock star!
EM- Day 60-80 quitters may experience a funk. " the 70's funk"
It's short- keep putting up +1 and it will pass soon enough.
Back to basics now. have a plan. protect your quit.
You've climbed too far to look back now
Thanks for the insight into what to expect from the 70's funk!
The scariest part of Emulator's post to me was Evil's avatar standing over him! Talk about nightmare fuel!
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Oh My God Help me I dipped..... I was clawing at my mouth and lips spitting and cursing trying to get it out. My poor wife scared to death abruptly awakened to screams and curses and me exclaiming how will I tell them and rambling strange names and begging forgiveness, James , sluggo, ginet EXnuke and a miriad of others which I had to explain........ when I woke up.... Day 65 like a teen aged boy and his first wet dream... I had my first dip dream. I had heard others talk but didnt think much of it never having experienced one, i didnt think they could be that bad. The realness, feeling of textures as the three fingered loaded dip enters your lip at just the right spot. then the taste.. it started to make me gag... it was a stale taste. That taste when you expect a really good dip and the can is a little dry... horrible. The feeling of guilt was the worst, for some reason I saw Evil's and srans avatar and though Oh shit they saw me... and I was trying to hide but I couldnt..... Days 60-65 have brought a new kinda funk before the dream came around, I experienced some depression for a few days and didnt care about much but thanks again to a few good peeps we made it through One Day At A Time.... Ginet thanks for being a pathfinder (Ask slug military term) and warning me of things to come and cutting the path through the quit... :) .
wow, what a dream. What a post. You made it real. thanks for sharing Em. Keeping quit with ya.
:ph43r:
I woke up to a text from Emulator today regarding this very thing. Unfortunately, those damn dreams happen. Fortunately, we have a pretty close group of quitters that are available all the time when we need them. That's the pack we made....never leave each other hangin'. Thankfully, these days are not a complete surprise. We have been warned about them from day one. Keep reaching out Em......I will be there. LF
THIS^^^^^^IS WHY I'M PROUD TO BE A MEMBER OF KTC!
First, 'Finger' , now that that is out of the way.....
I have always been amazed at the realism of these dreams. Before my first one I could not remember any dreams I had in a long time. Then these hit and just like you said the sights, smells, and tastes make it 100% real. The bitch is just trying to get in any way possible. The great news is that you are right on track and this is perfectly normal. The even better news is that you have surrounded yourself with an army of badass quitters! Keep killing it one day at a time!
Congrats on saving jobs and a facility regardless of what our so called public servants fuck up in Washington! You are a unsung hero to 200 employees that get to go to work tomorrow. Huge win today!
It's unbelievable how realistic they seem. When I had my first one, I was so convinced I caved when I woke up that it took me a good five minutes to realize that it had only been a dream. No dream ever feels as real as a dip dream, but this is why we come here, to beat that bitch into the ground.
EM - these dreams are unbelievable and shake me when I have one. All part of the healing and you are a rock star!
EM- Day 60-80 quitters may experience a funk. " the 70's funk"
It's short- keep putting up +1 and it will pass soon enough.
Back to basics now. have a plan. protect your quit.
You've climbed too far to look back now
Thanks for the insight into what to expect from the 70's funk!
The scariest part of Emulator's post to me was Evil's avatar standing over him! Talk about nightmare fuel!
^^^^^ says the creepy little clown dude :-)
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Day 70- Yea. Find me self in the middle of a funk. The vets stated there may be a funk around this time, well I found it. The craving is back and like day one some raging accompanied with some signs of depression. Not too interested in people places or things but trying to concentrate on pushing through the funk, it sometimes has gotten down to second by second but non the less I push forward in my quit. I am now looking forward to tomorrow just because I know it will be another day quit and if I keep pushing one day at a time then the funk will eventually go away... it has been hanging on for several days now and continues to this minute. I am making this journal to look back myself and somehow think it may help someone in the future. If you don't like it you are welcome to SUCK IT !!!. For now I just want to be left alone.
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Day 70- Yea. Find me self in the middle of a funk. The vets stated there may be a funk around this time, well I found it. The craving is back and like day one some raging accompanied with some signs of depression. Not too interested in people places or things but trying to concentrate on pushing through the funk, it sometimes has gotten down to second by second but non the less I push forward in my quit. I am now looking forward to tomorrow just because I know it will be another day quit and if I keep pushing one day at a time then the funk will eventually go away... it has been hanging on for several days now and continues to this minute. I am making this journal to look back myself and somehow think it may help someone in the future. If you don't like it you are welcome to SUCK IT !!!. For now I just want to be left alone.
You know the drill. Been here done that. I highly recommend a good steak and ice cream. After this funk u might want to look into that hof coin. Quit with u any day bro.
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Day 70- Yea. Find me self in the middle of a funk. The vets stated there may be a funk around this time, well I found it. The craving is back and like day one some raging accompanied with some signs of depression. Not too interested in people places or things but trying to concentrate on pushing through the funk, it sometimes has gotten down to second by second but non the less I push forward in my quit. I am now looking forward to tomorrow just because I know it will be another day quit and if I keep pushing one day at a time then the funk will eventually go away... it has been hanging on for several days now and continues to this minute. I am making this journal to look back myself and somehow think it may help someone in the future. If you don't like it you are welcome to SUCK IT !!!. For now I just want to be left alone.
You know the drill. Been here done that. I highly recommend a good steak and ice cream. After this funk u might want to look into that hof coin. Quit with u any day bro.
Keep pushing, you got this. It will get better.
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Day 75 of my quit: I feel my quit getting stronger while emerging out of the "That 70's funk". Life stress make it worse but hey that's life. JBradley, thanks, G hope things are good for you, Bigron.. keep on keepin on, Slug.go your a professional quitter :) . Exnuke, union, Exaggie,srans, rdad,sams83, skoal monster,appogeammo, mogul, EW,thanks. PP I watch your post bro.. I quit with you. Pinched more boobs please. HOF is closing in on the April Resolute Bastards (I never liked that word) Guess we can pick one of the Vets and call them "Daddy" any takers? ... Hate the thought of Evil_Won's avatar being my Daddy though.........
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Day 75 of my quit: I feel my quit getting stronger while emerging out of the "That 70's funk". Life stress make it worse but hey that's life. JBradley, thanks, G hope things are good for you, Bigron.. keep on keepin on, Slug.go your a professional quitter :) . Exnuke, union, Exaggie,srans, rdad,sams83, skoal monster,appogeammo, mogul, EW,thanks. PP I watch your post bro.. I quit with you. Pinched more boobs please. HOF is closing in on the April Resolute Bastards (I never liked that word) Guess we can pick one of the Vets and call them "Daddy" any takers? ... Hate the thought of Evil_Won's avatar being my Daddy though.........
Hey Em...nice work! 75 is a lovely number!
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Day 75 of my quit: I feel my quit getting stronger while emerging out of the "That 70's funk". Life stress make it worse but hey that's life. JBradley, thanks, G hope things are good for you, Bigron.. keep on keepin on, Slug.go your a professional quitter :) . Exnuke, union, Exaggie,srans, rdad,sams83, skoal monster,appogeammo, mogul, EW,thanks. PP I watch your post bro.. I quit with you. Pinched more boobs please. HOF is closing in on the April Resolute Bastards (I never liked that word) Guess we can pick one of the Vets and call them "Daddy" any takers? ... Hate the thought of Evil_Won's avatar being my Daddy though.........
Hey Em...nice work! 75 is a lovely number!
75 is fantastic, Em!
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Day 75 of my quit: I feel my quit getting stronger while emerging out of the "That 70's funk". Life stress make it worse but hey that's life. JBradley, thanks, G hope things are good for you, Bigron.. keep on keepin on, Slug.go your a professional quitter :) . Exnuke, union, Exaggie,srans, rdad,sams83, skoal monster,appogeammo, mogul, EW,thanks. PP I watch your post bro.. I quit with you. Pinched more boobs please. HOF is closing in on the April Resolute Bastards (I never liked that word) Guess we can pick one of the Vets and call them "Daddy" any takers? ... Hate the thought of Evil_Won's avatar being my Daddy though.........
Em -
I had some of "That 70's Funk" also. Just pulling out of it the last 24 hrs or so. Good to leave that bitch behind.
Quit w/ you any day!
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Day 80- ODAAT NAFAR- I am one with my quit.... I look and see the struggles of the the newer people and want to tell them , like I have been told a thousand times, It will get better. Thanks guys. I don't like seeing people cave, I have seen the passion burn in the words of the vets and newbies like myself when someone loses direction. I have learned that the vets can see it coming a mile away. Apparently the psychosocial "Tells" from the posters have been zeroed in by a few of the vets that monitor the site. All I know is that my quit will succeed and I want others to succeed as well. When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days but for now I must train my mind and have a look back to what was, remember the struggles etc in other words remember the past,. For those who do not remember the past are doomed to repeat it......That is a fact friends so I will always remember the difficult struggles in the first few days and weeks . If you have not written your quit diary then you are invited to read mine or any others like mine that I have found on the site. As God is not dead... my quit is not dead... I believe in my quit with all my soul.. as I believe that God has placed you fuckers in my path to help me to help myself. Thanks....Robbie
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Day 80- ODAAT NAFAR- I am one with my quit.... I look and see the struggles of the the newer people and want to tell them , like I have been told a thousand times, It will get better. Thanks guys. I don't like seeing people cave, I have seen the passion burn in the words of the vets and newbies like myself when someone loses direction. I have learned that the vets can see it coming a mile away. Apparently the psychosocial "Tells" from the posters have been zeroed in by a few of the vets that monitor the site. All I know is that my quit will succeed and I want others to succeed as well. When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days but for now I must train my mind and have a look back to what was, remember the struggles etc in other words remember the past,. For those who do not remember the past are doomed to repeat it......That is a fact friends so I will always remember the difficult struggles in the first few days and weeks . If you have not written your quit diary then you are invited to read mine or any others like mine that I have found on the site. As God is not dead... my quit is not dead... I believe in my quit with all my soul.. as I believe that God has placed you fuckers in my path to help me to help myself. Thanks....Robbie
Isn't it amazing how much we have changed in 80 days?
Proud to be quit w/ you Em!
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Day 80- ODAAT NAFAR- I am one with my quit.... I look and see the struggles of the the newer people and want to tell them , like I have been told a thousand times, It will get better. Thanks guys. I don't like seeing people cave, I have seen the passion burn in the words of the vets and newbies like myself when someone loses direction. I have learned that the vets can see it coming a mile away. Apparently the psychosocial "Tells" from the posters have been zeroed in by a few of the vets that monitor the site. All I know is that my quit will succeed and I want others to succeed as well. When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days but for now I must train my mind and have a look back to what was, remember the struggles etc in other words remember the past,. For those who do not remember the past are doomed to repeat it......That is a fact friends so I will always remember the difficult struggles in the first few days and weeks . If you have not written your quit diary then you are invited to read mine or any others like mine that I have found on the site. As God is not dead... my quit is not dead... I believe in my quit with all my soul.. as I believe that God has placed you fuckers in my path to help me to help myself. Thanks....Robbie
Isn't it amazing how much we have changed in 80 days?
Proud to be quit w/ you Em!
Good job guys.
A pair of 80 day quit studs here^^^^!
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
Sounds like a great plan emasculated. Never seen that one not work..... 'B.S.'
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
Sounds like a great plan emasculated. Never seen that one not work..... 'B.S.'
80 days is awesome, but you still have a lot of learning to do.
You are feeling like a boss right now, which is good, but PLANNING to drift away from roll is flat dumb. Any time someone says that, it's a red flag.
Please explain why you would do such a thing.
Recently I've seen some people come crawling back in here after drifting away from roll and the site. Don't be one of those people. Learn from their mistakes. You are smarter than this.
Quit on...
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
Sounds like a great plan emasculated. Never seen that one not work..... 'B.S.'
80 days is awesome, but you still have a lot of learning to do.
You are feeling like a boss right now, which is good, but PLANNING to drift away from roll is flat dumb. Any time someone says that, it's a red flag.
Please explain why you would do such a thing.
Recently I've seen some people come crawling back in here after drifting away from roll and the site. Don't be one of those people. Learn from their mistakes. You are smarter than this.
Quit on...
Awe Emulator, I expected more out of you than this. Don't be one of those guys that takes what he wants and doesn't pay a shred of it forward. There are new guys coming in that could use your support, not just once every 5 days. Im not your mom or dad but I suggest that you stop this path of complacency and get back with the program. Post roll EDD with us my friend!
Winter Green
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
Sounds like a great plan emasculated. Never seen that one not work..... 'B.S.'
80 days is awesome, but you still have a lot of learning to do.
You are feeling like a boss right now, which is good, but PLANNING to drift away from roll is flat dumb. Any time someone says that, it's a red flag.
Please explain why you would do such a thing.
Recently I've seen some people come crawling back in here after drifting away from roll and the site. Don't be one of those people. Learn from their mistakes. You are smarter than this.
Quit on...
Awe Emulator, I expected more out of you than this. Don't be one of those guys that takes what he wants and doesn't pay a shred of it forward. There are new guys coming in that could use your support, not just once every 5 days. Im not your mom or dad but I suggest that you stop this path of complacency and get back with the program. Post roll EDD with us my friend!
Winter Green
Why would you even put this up so the world can read it EM? After all the trials you've went thought while quitting. Makes no sense! I would like to see an answer to jbradley's question. WTF!
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
Sounds like a great plan emasculated. Never seen that one not work..... 'B.S.'
80 days is awesome, but you still have a lot of learning to do.
You are feeling like a boss right now, which is good, but PLANNING to drift away from roll is flat dumb. Any time someone says that, it's a red flag.
Please explain why you would do such a thing.
Recently I've seen some people come crawling back in here after drifting away from roll and the site. Don't be one of those people. Learn from their mistakes. You are smarter than this.
Quit on...
Awe Emulator, I expected more out of you than this. Don't be one of those guys that takes what he wants and doesn't pay a shred of it forward. There are new guys coming in that could use your support, not just once every 5 days. Im not your mom or dad but I suggest that you stop this path of complacency and get back with the program. Post roll EDD with us my friend!
Winter Green
Why would you even put this up so the world can read it EM? After all the trials you've went thought while quitting. Makes no sense! I would like to see an answer to jbradley's question. WTF!
Em is a damn fine quitter. I read it that he was going to quit posting on his intro thread so much after 100 days.
Em, please clarify.
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
Sounds like a great plan emasculated. Never seen that one not work..... 'B.S.'
80 days is awesome, but you still have a lot of learning to do.
You are feeling like a boss right now, which is good, but PLANNING to drift away from roll is flat dumb. Any time someone says that, it's a red flag.
Please explain why you would do such a thing.
Recently I've seen some people come crawling back in here after drifting away from roll and the site. Don't be one of those people. Learn from their mistakes. You are smarter than this.
Quit on...
Awe Emulator, I expected more out of you than this. Don't be one of those guys that takes what he wants and doesn't pay a shred of it forward. There are new guys coming in that could use your support, not just once every 5 days. Im not your mom or dad but I suggest that you stop this path of complacency and get back with the program. Post roll EDD with us my friend!
Winter Green
Why would you even put this up so the world can read it EM? After all the trials you've went thought while quitting. Makes no sense! I would like to see an answer to jbradley's question. WTF!
just as i told another guy on here about posting after reaching the hof...i did that...and i was just like you...very proud peacock...if you look at my quit group of june...you will see i'm on day 4. Do with that what you will, just be very careful.
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
Sounds like a great plan emasculated. Never seen that one not work..... 'B.S.'
80 days is awesome, but you still have a lot of learning to do.
You are feeling like a boss right now, which is good, but PLANNING to drift away from roll is flat dumb. Any time someone says that, it's a red flag.
Please explain why you would do such a thing.
Recently I've seen some people come crawling back in here after drifting away from roll and the site. Don't be one of those people. Learn from their mistakes. You are smarter than this.
Quit on...
Awe Emulator, I expected more out of you than this. Don't be one of those guys that takes what he wants and doesn't pay a shred of it forward. There are new guys coming in that could use your support, not just once every 5 days. Im not your mom or dad but I suggest that you stop this path of complacency and get back with the program. Post roll EDD with us my friend!
Winter Green
Why would you even put this up so the world can read it EM? After all the trials you've went thought while quitting. Makes no sense! I would like to see an answer to jbradley's question. WTF!
just as i told another guy on here about posting after reaching the hof...i did that...and i was just like you...very proud peacock...if you look at my quit group of june...you will see i'm on day 4. Do with that what you will, just be very careful.
Em is a damn fine quitter. 100% poster.
I read it that he was going to quit posting on his intro thread so much after 100 days.
Em, please clarify.
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When I reach HOF I will stop posting every five days
Care to expand on this part a bit more for me? I don't understand, after 100 days of the system working you are going to turn your back on one of the fundamentals of the site? Pretty sure the saying is every damn day, not whenever I feel like it... Unless I misunderstood what you are saying I have to tell you that as a "vet" that right there is writing on the wall if I have ever seen it. I have seen it many many times before. 100% poster either decides or doesn't make an effort to post roll 1 day. Pretty soon they are missing a couple days a week. After a while it really doesn't matter if you post roll anymore. See where this is going? This starts the snowball, and I don't like where that snowball leads. There is a time and place to quit KTC 100 days is not the time to stop posting roll.
Chewie answers this pretty well. (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2450) I feel the same way. Don't make me assume.
Sounds like a great plan emasculated. Never seen that one not work..... 'B.S.'
80 days is awesome, but you still have a lot of learning to do.
You are feeling like a boss right now, which is good, but PLANNING to drift away from roll is flat dumb. Any time someone says that, it's a red flag.
Please explain why you would do such a thing.
Recently I've seen some people come crawling back in here after drifting away from roll and the site. Don't be one of those people. Learn from their mistakes. You are smarter than this.
Quit on...
Awe Emulator, I expected more out of you than this. Don't be one of those guys that takes what he wants and doesn't pay a shred of it forward. There are new guys coming in that could use your support, not just once every 5 days. Im not your mom or dad but I suggest that you stop this path of complacency and get back with the program. Post roll EDD with us my friend!
Winter Green
Why would you even put this up so the world can read it EM? After all the trials you've went thought while quitting. Makes no sense! I would like to see an answer to jbradley's question. WTF!
just as i told another guy on here about posting after reaching the hof...i did that...and i was just like you...very proud peacock...if you look at my quit group of june...you will see i'm on day 4. Do with that what you will, just be very careful.
Em is a damn fine quitter. 100% poster.
I read it that he was going to quit posting on his intro thread so much after 100 days.
Em, please clarify.
Hey Em, just trying to help you clarify this.....you mean you will stop posting in your intro thread every five days right? I know you do not mean roll....Clarify that here for the fellas. If I am not correct, you had better make my phone ring brother. You promised me 80 days ago that while I can't let you catch me, you would always be 72 hours behind me. That only works if you continue to work this program. Every day matters and to treat one day as if it were any less important then every other single day that got you here is just not gonna work for me. I know you believe that too. I know you are strong but here you are stronger. Standing with you......don't walk away.
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I beg your forgiveness because I think you misunderstand. "I will probably stop posting every five days" This simply means that I will probably stop whining every five days to the group... I will not stop posting.... just figured after a hundred days of little girl diary talk everyone probably tired of it. I will post and keep increasing the quit information on the intro but not in five day increments.... KTC is a part of my life now till the end, that $is a simple fact, There are still plenty of UST cans being finger fucked out there by people that simply do not understand what they have gotten in to...that need help.
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'zombie' 'zombie'
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I beg your forgiveness because I think you misunderstand. "I will probably stop posting every five days" This simply means that I will probably stop whining every five days to the group... I will not stop posting.... just figured after a hundred days of little girl diary talk everyone probably tired of it. I will post and keep increasing the quit information on the intro but not in five day increments.... KTC is a part of my life now till the end, that $is a simple fact, There are still plenty of UST cans being finger fucked out there by people that simply do not understand what they have gotten in to...that need help.
That's what I was hoping you meant. You are a bad ass quitter Em.
Quit w/ you EDD!
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I beg your forgiveness because I think you misunderstand. "I will probably stop posting every five days" This simply means that I will probably stop whining every five days to the group... I will not stop posting.... just figured after a hundred days of little girl diary talk everyone probably tired of it. I will post and keep increasing the quit information on the intro but not in five day increments.... KTC is a part of my life now till the end, that $is a simple fact, There are still plenty of UST cans being finger fucked out there by people that simply do not understand what they have gotten in to...that need help.
That's what I was hoping you meant. You are a bad ass quitter Em.
Quit w/ you EDD!
Glad to hear it. I would rather be wrong in this instance. Hope you got to read something new anyways. You are certainly an awesome quitter. Proud to have your back, and proud to have you on my side as well!
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I beg your forgiveness because I think you misunderstand. "I will probably stop posting every five days" This simply means that I will probably stop whining every five days to the group... I will not stop posting.... just figured after a hundred days of little girl diary talk everyone probably tired of it. I will post and keep increasing the quit information on the intro but not in five day increments.... KTC is a part of my life now till the end, that $is a simple fact, There are still plenty of UST cans being finger fucked out there by people that simply do not understand what they have gotten in to...that need help.
That's what I was hoping you meant. You are a bad ass quitter Em.
Quit w/ you EDD!
Glad to hear it. I would rather be wrong in this instance. Hope you got to read something new anyways. You are certainly an awesome quitter. Proud to have your back, and proud to have you on my side as well!
Glad to hear this. I should have known a real quitter like you don't play that. ;)
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Got to remember that I'm old and if I fart wrong I forget 10 to 20 years for a couple days... and forget the people that expect me to make any sense when talking. .... I just know that ive got to get the damn cows put up before it rains..... just kidding
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Got to remember that I'm old and if I fart wrong I forget 10 to 20 years for a couple days... and forget the people that expect me to make any sense when talking. .... I just know that ive got to get the damn cows put up before it rains..... just kidding
One other thing; there is no fault in your game. You need help you get on these boards anytime. That's what a real quitter does. That's what a man that wages war on the poison does. That's a man I'm damn proud to be quit with.
Lot of caving going on lately. Last i heard Em was 100 percent and true to his word EDD. Proud of you bro. You keep doing what your doing. No shame in your game!
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Day 85- What can I say at this point? Days going by one at a time. Glad that you guys kick me ass in gear when I stumble in to the site. QLF,ODAAT, NAFAR I speak a new language now, its the language of quit. I quit with all today !! Vets, scared newbies, the Gheys, the whores , bimbos, even the people with great avatars with boobs.
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Day 85- What can I say at this point? Days going by one at a time. Glad that you guys kick me ass in gear when I stumble in to the site. QLF,ODAAT, NAFAR I speak a new language now, its the language of quit. I quit with all today !! Vets, scared newbies, the Gheys, the whores , bimbos, even the people with great avatars with boobs.
Congrats on 85 Em...here are some aviboobies just for you.
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Day 85- What can I say at this point? Days going by one at a time. Glad that you guys kick me ass in gear when I stumble in to the site. QLF,ODAAT, NAFAR I speak a new language now, its the language of quit. I quit with all today !! Vets, scared newbies, the Gheys, the whores , bimbos, even the people with great avatars with boobs.
Congrats on 85 Em...here are some aviboobies just for you.
Yes congrats and stay Ghey!
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Day 85- What can I say at this point? Days going by one at a time. Glad that you guys kick me ass in gear when I stumble in to the site. QLF,ODAAT, NAFAR I speak a new language now, its the language of quit. I quit with all today !! Vets, scared newbies, the Gheys, the whores , bimbos, even the people with great avatars with boobs.
Congrats on 85 Em...here are some aviboobies just for you.
Yes congrats and stay Ghey!
We should be able to bump avatars....
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Day 85- What can I say at this point? Days going by one at a time. Glad that you guys kick me ass in gear when I stumble in to the site. QLF,ODAAT, NAFAR I speak a new language now, its the language of quit. I quit with all today !! Vets, scared newbies, the Gheys, the whores , bimbos, even the people with great avatars with boobs.
Congrats on 85 Em...here are some aviboobies just for you.
Yes congrats and stay Ghey!
We should be able to bump avatars....
I want to titty fuck pinched.
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Day 85- What can I say at this point? Days going by one at a time. Glad that you guys kick me ass in gear when I stumble in to the site. QLF,ODAAT, NAFAR I speak a new language now, its the language of quit. I quit with all today !! Vets, scared newbies, the Gheys, the whores , bimbos, even the people with great avatars with boobs.
Congrats on 85 Em...here are some aviboobies just for you.
Yes congrats and stay Ghey!
We should be able to bump avatars....
I want to titty fuck pinched.
Just a little difference from your first post to day 85! LOL. You're a damn fine quitter Em.
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Day 85- What can I say at this point? Days going by one at a time. Glad that you guys kick me ass in gear when I stumble in to the site. QLF,ODAAT, NAFAR I speak a new language now, its the language of quit. I quit with all today !! Vets, scared newbies, the Gheys, the whores , bimbos, even the people with great avatars with boobs.
Congrats on 85 Em...here are some aviboobies just for you.
Yes congrats and stay Ghey!
We should be able to bump avatars....
I want to titty fuck pinched.
Just a little difference from your first post to day 85! LOL. You're a damn fine quitter Em.
Way to go Em.
You are speakin' my language of quit!
BTW Griz...think you should stick to titty fuckin' his avatar.
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Day - 90 - Ten days from HOF 4/10/2014. I have seen some of you guys and gals on the Facebook page. Ive seen better but who am I to talk. jake frawley drive the train anytime, thats my opinion. I look forward to learning more about my quit brothers and sister as time goes on... ODAAT NAFAR QLFEDD.
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Day - 90 - Ten days from HOF 4/10/2014. I have seen some of you guys and gals on the Facebook page. Ive seen better but who am I to talk. jake frawley drive the train anytime, thats my opinion. I look forward to learning more about my quit brothers and sister as time goes on... ODAAT NAFAR QLFEDD.
Not sure about the rest, but I'm shredded and hung like a garage door.
6'3" stick of dynamite with an 10-3/4" wick.
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Day - 90 - Ten days from HOFÂ 4/10/2014. I have seen some of you guys and gals on the Facebook page. Ive seen better but who am I to talk. jake frawley drive the train anytime, thats my opinion. I look forward to learning more about my quit brothers and sister as time goes on... ODAATÂ NAFAR QLFEDD.
Not sure about the rest, but I'm shredded and hung like a garage door.
6'3" stick of dynamite with an 10-3/4" wick.
Spit it out Diesel, that's not yours!
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Day - 90 - Ten days from HOFÂ 4/10/2014. I have seen some of you guys and gals on the Facebook page. Ive seen better but who am I to talk. jake frawley drive the train anytime, thats my opinion. I look forward to learning more about my quit brothers and sister as time goes on... ODAATÂ NAFAR QLFEDD.
Not sure about the rest, but I'm shredded and hung like a garage door.
6'3" stick of dynamite with an 10-3/4" wick.
Spit it out Diesel, that's not yours!
Stay Ghey Diesel, More of Pinched's boobs for me.
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i am an addict :( now and forever.
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i am an addict :( now and forever.
Hey Em! Why the long face? Being an addict is part of us but does not have to define us anymore. Being a quitter we've are taking our freedom back, for that you should be proud. Your coming up a nice milestone, you HOF day. I'm headed to chat if there is a bigger issue you need someone to talk to.
Fuck Nicotine 'Finger'
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i am an addict  :( now and forever.
Hey Em! Why the long face? Being an addict is part of us but does not have to define us anymore. Being a quitter we've are taking our freedom back, for that you should be proud. Your coming up a nice milestone, you HOF day. I'm headed to chat if there is a bigger issue you need someone to talk to.
Fuck Nicotine 'Finger'
Every day that you control this addiction is a win. In time, winning becomes pretty easy. At first it is hard. We lost the battle for many years... And you will soon begin to love all of the winning after years of losing.
Trust me.
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i am an addict  :( now and forever.
Hey Em! Why the long face? Being an addict is part of us but does not have to define us anymore. Being a quitter we've are taking our freedom back, for that you should be proud. Your coming up a nice milestone, you HOF day. I'm headed to chat if there is a bigger issue you need someone to talk to.
Fuck Nicotine 'Finger'
Every day that you control this addiction is a win. In time, winning becomes pretty easy. At first it is hard. We lost the battle for many years... And you will soon begin to love all of the winning after years of losing.
Trust me.
Em, being an addict fucking sucks! Being a comfortably recovered addict ODAAT is fucking cool! If you weren't a recovering nic addict you never would have met all these new brothers and sisters! 'winker'
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i am an addict :( now and forever.
I'm sure you are a lot of things. Nicotine addict just happens to be one of them. You going to let that define you, or are you going to pull your head out of your ass, man the fuck up, and just accept the fact that you are addicted to nicotine and get on living your life as a free man.
I'm a nicotine addict too, and always will be. Big fucking deal. I'm so much more than that, that I'm not even going to waste my time dwelling on that. I got bigger things to focus on. I got a life to live.
Quit on...
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i am an addict  :( now and forever.
I'm sure you are a lot of things. Nicotine addict just happens to be one of them. You going to let that define you, or are you going to pull your head out of your ass, man the fuck up, and just accept the fact that you are addicted to nicotine and get on living your life as a free man.
I'm a nicotine addict too, and always will be. Big fucking deal. I'm so much more than that, that I'm not even going to waste my time dwelling on that. I got bigger things to focus on. I got a life to live.
Quit on...
I am a douche bag....life goes on:-) QLF with you today!!!!
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i am an addict :( now and forever.
So, I just hopped on the HOF train 15 days ago and once the dust settled, the pats on the back were in, I posted a reflection. For me, it encapsulates everything this site has taught me.
I am an addict, but today, I am not addicted.
ODAAT, NAFAR, QLFEDD Â…all encapsulated in that single sentence. Gives me the chills thinking how many people KTC has empowered to make that statement.
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i am an addict  :( now and forever.
I'm sure you are a lot of things. Nicotine addict just happens to be one of them. You going to let that define you, or are you going to pull your head out of your ass, man the fuck up, and just accept the fact that you are addicted to nicotine and get on living your life as a free man.
I'm a nicotine addict too, and always will be. Big fucking deal. I'm so much more than that, that I'm not even going to waste my time dwelling on that. I got bigger things to focus on. I got a life to live.
Quit on...
I am a douche bag....life goes on:-) QLF with you today!!!!
You and me, may be nicotine addicts, but we did what very few are able to accomplish. WE QUIT!!!!
Turn that :( into :) and lets finish this day the same we started it. QUIT!!!!
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i am an addict  :( now and forever.
I'm sure you are a lot of things. Nicotine addict just happens to be one of them. You going to let that define you, or are you going to pull your head out of your ass, man the fuck up, and just accept the fact that you are addicted to nicotine and get on living your life as a free man.
I'm a nicotine addict too, and always will be. Big fucking deal. I'm so much more than that, that I'm not even going to waste my time dwelling on that. I got bigger things to focus on. I got a life to live.
Quit on...
I am a douche bag....life goes on:-) QLF with you today!!!!
You and me, may be nicotine addicts, but we did what very few are able to accomplish. WE QUIT!!!!
Turn that :( into :) and lets finish this day the same we started it. QUIT!!!!
Emulator. It's good you have realized that you are an addict and that you always will be. So are the rest of us. We are here for you brother.
Assignment for today: get Bobby McFerrin's classic "Don't Worry, Be Happy" stuck in your head.
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Day 95-Im a quitter, that's the long and short of it. I proud to be quit today thanks guys. from the bottom of my heart. Jlud007, D2maine, srans,diesel and Grizz you guys are ok..
Sometimes life just sucks. That's a given: How you handle it determines the character of the man/woman. I think of ppolcyn and others that have met difficulties while dealing with their quit.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQUfeature=kp (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU&feature=kp)
problem+nicotine= 2 problems
Thanks you bunch of Ghey bastards !!!!
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Day 95-Im a quitter, that's the long and short of it. I proud to be quit today thanks guys. from the bottom of my heart. Jlud007, D2maine, srans,diesel and Grizz you guys are ok..
Sometimes life just sucks. That's a given: How you handle it determines the character of the man/woman. I think of ppolcyn and others that have met difficulties while dealing with their quit.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQUfeature=kp (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU&feature=kp)
problem+nicotine= 2 problems
Thanks you bunch of Ghey bastards !!!!
Really proud to be quit with you today Emulator!
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Day 95-Im a quitter, that's the long and short of it. I proud to be quit today thanks guys. from the bottom of my heart. Jlud007, D2maine, srans,diesel and Grizz you guys are ok..
Sometimes life just sucks. That's a given: How you handle it determines the character of the man/woman. I think of ppolcyn and others that have met difficulties while dealing with their quit.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQUfeature=kp (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU&feature=kp)
problem+nicotine= 2 problems
Thanks you bunch of Ghey bastards !!!!
Really proud to be quit with you today Emulator!
Proud to be quit with you. Remember, "you can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one".
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Day 95-Im a quitter, that's the long and short of it. I proud to be quit today thanks guys. from the bottom of my heart. Jlud007, D2maine, srans,diesel and Grizz you guys are ok..
Sometimes life just sucks. That's a given: How you handle it determines the character of the man/woman. I think of ppolcyn and others that have met difficulties while dealing with their quit.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQUfeature=kp (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU&feature=kp)
problem+nicotine= 2 problems
Thanks you bunch of Ghey bastards !!!!
Really proud to be quit with you today Emulator!
Proud to be quit with you. Remember, "you can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one".
I may not know much but i do know this. I got nothing better to do then remain quit with you today.
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Day 95-Im a quitter, that's the long and short of it. I proud to be quit today thanks guys. from the bottom of my heart. Jlud007, D2maine, srans,diesel and Grizz you guys are ok..
Sometimes life just sucks. That's a given: How you handle it determines the character of the man/woman. I think of ppolcyn and others that have met difficulties while dealing with their quit.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQUfeature=kp (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU&feature=kp)
problem+nicotine= 2 problems
Thanks you bunch of Ghey bastards !!!!
Really proud to be quit with you today Emulator!
Proud to be quit with you. Remember, "you can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one".
I may not know much but i do know this. I got nothing better to do then remain quit with you today.
Quit with you brother on good days and those that are less than good as well!! As a life mentor and dear friend used to say, "Son, I consider any day my feet hit the floor to be a good day, the alternative just isn't very attractive to me".
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Congrats on reaching HOF Em!!! Rock star quit in here!!! QLF today and everyday!
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Congrats on reaching HOF Em!!! Rock star quit in here!!! QLF today and everyday!
Emulator, you are a great quitter man. Welcome aboard the train. Keep kicking ass
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Congrats on reaching HOF Em!!! Rock star quit in here!!! QLF today and everyday!
Emulator, you are a great quitter man. Welcome aboard the train. Keep kicking ass
Niiiice job!
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
Congrats on HOF! Proud to quit with you!
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
Congrats on HOF! Proud to quit with you!
Awesome job! Enjoy your day and keep it going!
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
Congrats on HOF! Proud to quit with you!
Awesome job! Enjoy your day and keep it going!
Hi Em! I am very proud of you! Smiling for you today! Luv! Hey, sneak back here, the back of the train....I have an awesome window seat saved for you....back here with the cool kids :)
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Congrats on your accomplishment, but dont get too comfortable as the road is a lifelong commitment but you sir should be proud as hell of your progress.. Continue to QLF ODDAAT!!
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
Congrats on HOF! Proud to quit with you!
Awesome job! Enjoy your day and keep it going!
Hi Em! I am very proud of you! Smiling for you today! Luv! Hey, sneak back here, the back of the train....I have an awesome window seat saved for you....back here with the cool kids :)
Congratulations Em! Simply awesome!
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
Congrats on HOF! Proud to quit with you!
Awesome job! Enjoy your day and keep it going!
Hi Em! I am very proud of you! Smiling for you today! Luv! Hey, sneak back here, the back of the train....I have an awesome window seat saved for you....back here with the cool kids :)
Congratulations Em! Simply awesome!
Screw it..........Im drinking tonight. G hand me the Biggest bottle of tequila you can find.
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
Congrats on HOF! Proud to quit with you!
Awesome job! Enjoy your day and keep it going!
Hi Em! I am very proud of you! Smiling for you today! Luv! Hey, sneak back here, the back of the train....I have an awesome window seat saved for you....back here with the cool kids :)
Congratulations Em! Simply awesome!
Screw it..........Im drinking tonight. G hand me the Biggest bottle of tequila you can find.
You deserve it, Em! Get in the HOF, then get your ass handed to you...cruel world.
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
Congrats on HOF! Proud to quit with you!
Awesome job! Enjoy your day and keep it going!
Hi Em! I am very proud of you! Smiling for you today! Luv! Hey, sneak back here, the back of the train....I have an awesome window seat saved for you....back here with the cool kids :)
Congratulations Em! Simply awesome!
Screw it..........Im drinking tonight. G hand me the Biggest bottle of tequila you can find.
You deserve it, Em! Get in the HOF, then get your ass handed to you...cruel world.
well done Emulator. Just remember, HOF is no finish line. The party is just beginning. Freedom from nicotine, it is a lifelong journey. One day at a time.
Ryan
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Nice HUNDO. Time to get fitted for the mustard colored blazer. While it's just a milestone the hof is indeed, a place for champions.
Cograts!!!!
Congrats Em!
Outstanding, Congrats!
Congrats Em, well done brother.
Congrats on HOF! Proud to quit with you!
Awesome job! Enjoy your day and keep it going!
Hi Em! I am very proud of you! Smiling for you today! Luv! Hey, sneak back here, the back of the train....I have an awesome window seat saved for you....back here with the cool kids :)
Congratulations Em! Simply awesome!
Screw it..........Im drinking tonight. G hand me the Biggest bottle of tequila you can find.
You deserve it, Em! Get in the HOF, then get your ass handed to you...cruel world.
well done Emulator. Just remember, HOF is no finish line. The party is just beginning. Freedom from nicotine, it is a lifelong journey. One day at a time.
Ryan
Proud to see you here brother! Hoped you would have called me back today but as usual with life, one door opens while another closes. Life is throwing you some pretty big hardballs but today you have won. Take the time to celebrate your achievement even though other things have taken precedence.
Proud to quit with you today, and will see you in the morning as well.
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I just have to write this downsomewhere so here goes,
After 48 years of living and 30 of working every day never taking sick days..... I Can Not Believe That I am Unemployed. here I do not have a aclue as to what to do...
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I just have to write this downsomewhere so here goes,
After 48 years of living and 30 of working every day never taking sick days..... I Can Not Believe That I am Unemployed. here I do not have a aclue as to what to do...
It is an unnatural feeling with your work ethic. Take a little time to regroup. You have to believe that a another door will open for you. Thinking of you right now, hang tough Brother.
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I just have to write this downsomewhere so here goes,
After 48 years of living and 30 of working every day never taking sick days..... I Can Not Believe That I am Unemployed. here I do not have a aclue as to what to do...
It is an unnatural feeling with your work ethic. Take a little time to regroup. You have to believe that a another door will open for you. Thinking of you right now, hang tough Brother.
What Sam said Em! Remember how far you have come. We are here for you. Doors will open. No matter what, STAY QUIT. There is nothing good back there! Look forward.
Jerry
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Thanks guys- I will stay quit, that's not an option... I just do not understand. I have to take care of my family and I cant..... And I do not understand. What to do? I am strong in faith and pray and fully believe for as long as I am out there doing my part, good things will come to fruition. I just ask from whomever reads this to pray, pray pray. thanks again.
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Thanks guys- I will stay quit, that's not an option... I just do not understand. I have to take care of my family and I cant..... And I do not understand. What to do? I am strong in faith and pray and fully believe for as long as I am out there doing my part, good things will come to fruition. I just ask from whomever reads this to pray, pray pray. thanks again.
Prayers up for you Em. Keep the faith. I know this will pass.
Jerry
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Thanks guys- I will stay quit, that's not an option... I just do not understand. I have to take care of my family and I cant..... And I do not understand. What to do? I am strong in faith and pray and fully believe for as long as I am out there doing my part, good things will come to fruition. I just ask from whomever reads this to pray, pray pray. thanks again.
Prayers up for you Em. Keep the faith. I know this will pass.
Jerry
Hang in there Em thinking about you. I was laid off from my long time job when I was 48 years old (5 years ago). It was a total shock. However, looking back, it was almost a blessing in disguise as another better career turn came along in 3 months. It was a scary 3 months, but in the end I landed in a better place. This may sound strange, but my advice is to take a breather for a week, and don't freak out. Do something with the family that you've wanted to do, but just haven't had the time to. Then, after the week is up, get your ass on that computer and start pumping out resumes. There will be light, and it will shine on you. Take care.
ZC
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Thanks guys- I will stay quit, that's not an option... I just do not understand. I have to take care of my family and I cant..... And I do not understand. What to do? I am strong in faith and pray and fully believe for as long as I am out there doing my part, good things will come to fruition. I just ask from whomever reads this to pray, pray pray. thanks again.
Prayers up for you Em. Keep the faith. I know this will pass.
Jerry
Hang in there Em thinking about you. I was laid off from my long time job when I was 48 years old (5 years ago). It was a total shock. However, looking back, it was almost a blessing in disguise as another better career turn came along in 3 months. It was a scary 3 months, but in the end I landed in a better place. This may sound strange, but my advice is to take a breather for a week, and don't freak out. Do something with the family that you've wanted to do, but just haven't had the time to. Then, after the week is up, get your ass on that computer and start pumping out resumes. There will be light, and it will shine on you. Take care.
ZC
Hey Em, I'm pulling for you brother. You'll find something quickly, just stay focused and confident. Now that you have quit tobacco you can do anything. You are a true badass!
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Thanks guys- I will stay quit, that's not an option... I just do not understand. I have to take care of my family and I cant..... And I do not understand. What to do? I am strong in faith and pray and fully believe for as long as I am out there doing my part, good things will come to fruition. I just ask from whomever reads this to pray, pray pray. thanks again.
Prayers up for you Em. Keep the faith. I know this will pass.
Jerry
Hang in there Em thinking about you. I was laid off from my long time job when I was 48 years old (5 years ago). It was a total shock. However, looking back, it was almost a blessing in disguise as another better career turn came along in 3 months. It was a scary 3 months, but in the end I landed in a better place. This may sound strange, but my advice is to take a breather for a week, and don't freak out. Do something with the family that you've wanted to do, but just haven't had the time to. Then, after the week is up, get your ass on that computer and start pumping out resumes. There will be light, and it will shine on you. Take care.
ZC
Hey Em, I'm pulling for you brother. You'll find something quickly, just stay focused and confident. Now that you have quit tobacco you can do anything. You are a true badass!
In your corner Em.....anything I can do....
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Thanks guys- I will stay quit, that's not an option... I just do not understand. I have to take care of my family and I cant..... And I do not understand. What to do? I am strong in faith and pray and fully believe for as long as I am out there doing my part, good things will come to fruition. I just ask from whomever reads this to pray, pray pray. thanks again.
Prayers up for you Em. Keep the faith. I know this will pass.
Jerry
Hang in there Em thinking about you. I was laid off from my long time job when I was 48 years old (5 years ago). It was a total shock. However, looking back, it was almost a blessing in disguise as another better career turn came along in 3 months. It was a scary 3 months, but in the end I landed in a better place. This may sound strange, but my advice is to take a breather for a week, and don't freak out. Do something with the family that you've wanted to do, but just haven't had the time to. Then, after the week is up, get your ass on that computer and start pumping out resumes. There will be light, and it will shine on you. Take care.
ZC
Hey Em, I'm pulling for you brother. You'll find something quickly, just stay focused and confident. Now that you have quit tobacco you can do anything. You are a true badass!
In your corner Em.....anything I can do....
Prayer for you bro, as you request. I do see real strength in you and believe you will make your way. It must be scary in the meantime but you have depth and courage.
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I completed my HOF speech. Now I want you ghey bastards to read it. :0 ..... Quit with all of KTC Every Damn Day.
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I completed my HOF speech. Now I want you ghey bastards to read it. :0 ..... Quit with all of KTC Every Damn Day.
Will do...thanks for the link:-) How are things going?
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Doing fine, no job yet but still digging.
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I completed my HOF speech. Now I want you ghey bastards to read it. :0 ..... Quit with all of KTC Every Damn Day.
Will do...thanks for the link:-) How are things going?
Enjoyed your HOF speech Em! You're a damn fine quitter Em...
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HOF SPEECH
topic/10229741/1/#new (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/10229741/1/#new)
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HOF SPEECH
topic/10229741/1/#new (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/10229741/1/#new)
:D
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I pray " I am a quitter, I quit everyday, I know the Evil One lives in cancer and cancer in the addiction to nicotine. You are the Alpha and the Omega and give us insight to make right or wrong decisions, because it is after all our choice how we live our lives on earth....Thank you for KTC in Jesus name. "... Amen
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Loved the HoF speech, and adding you to my prayers brother. My wife was job eliminated 4 years ago cutting our income in half. She replaced that job making 1/3 of what she did, but we are still here, and you will be too.
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
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Hey congrats on the 150 and continuing to rock your quit!
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
I think we hit post at the same time....too funny, enjoy your trip!!!
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
Nice 150 Em.....The drive? You've GOT this! It's nothing. Go crush it!
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
Nice 150 Em.....The drive? You've GOT this! It's nothing. Go crush it!
Keep rocking it, Em! Gulf shores? I know you'll visit the FloraBama, I was there last month, that place has become huge! Toss a mullet for me! God bless. Drive safe.
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Gratz on the hundo and a half!
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
Nice 150 Em.....The drive? You've GOT this! It's nothing. Go crush it!
Keep rocking it, Em! Gulf shores? I know you'll visit the FloraBama, I was there last month, that place has become huge! Toss a mullet for me! God bless. Drive safe.
Enjoy the trip with the Fam Emulator. You are a solid quitter and I am proud to have you as a Brother! Driving without stinking up the car is awesome.
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
Nice 150 Em.....The drive? You've GOT this! It's nothing. Go crush it!
Keep rocking it, Em! Gulf shores? I know you'll visit the FloraBama, I was there last month, that place has become huge! Toss a mullet for me! God bless. Drive safe.
Enjoy the trip with the Fam Emulator. You are a solid quitter and I am proud to have you as a Brother! Driving without stinking up the car is awesome.
Really nice job Em. Seeing you battle through rough circumstances and continue to post roll EDD is inspiring. Keep it up man. Stellar 150.
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
Nice 150 Em.....The drive? You've GOT this! It's nothing. Go crush it!
Keep rocking it, Em! Gulf shores? I know you'll visit the FloraBama, I was there last month, that place has become huge! Toss a mullet for me! God bless. Drive safe.
Enjoy the trip with the Fam Emulator. You are a solid quitter and I am proud to have you as a Brother! Driving without stinking up the car is awesome.
Really nice job Em. Seeing you battle through rough circumstances and continue to post roll EDD is inspiring. Keep it up man. Stellar 150.
Enjoy the trip with the fam Em. And rock solid quit you got going. 150 is a sweet number. Quit with you every damn day.
ZC
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
Nice 150 Em.....The drive? You've GOT this! It's nothing. Go crush it!
Keep rocking it, Em! Gulf shores? I know you'll visit the FloraBama, I was there last month, that place has become huge! Toss a mullet for me! God bless. Drive safe.
Enjoy the trip with the Fam Emulator. You are a solid quitter and I am proud to have you as a Brother! Driving without stinking up the car is awesome.
Really nice job Em. Seeing you battle through rough circumstances and continue to post roll EDD is inspiring. Keep it up man. Stellar 150.
Enjoy the trip with the fam Em. And rock solid quit you got going. 150 is a sweet number. Quit with you every damn day.
ZC
Back from the Gulf. Lot of fishing, sitting on the beach, driving, hotels, looking for slug.go, all firsts without the nic bitch. Oh yeah she call a cople pf times but I blocked her slutty number. I am still unemployed but you know what I AM STILL NICOTINE FREE BABY.
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Hey its day 150 of my quit and time to post a note to self;Dear diary,I have posted roll every day since I quit.Some days are tougher than others but I seem to make it through with the tools that I acquired at KTC. Craves still come but are easily handled. I have been in contact with some of my quit brothers but noticed that many seem to simply disappear..... I have heard that vets talk of this and hope they are ok. Funny thing is I noticed that I keep up with my days of unemployment with my days quit since I was ..... lets say became disenfranchised on my HOF date of 4/10/2014 and remain unemployed. Today will be another first ... a six hundred mile drive without the NB. I am taking the family to gulf shores today . It should take about ten hours of driving. So on my 150th day of quit just want to say thanks again KTC. You guys rock.. JB,Ginet, EW,SpencerF,jdub,ZC,Slug,MN,rdad,srans,tarp, and all the other guys that have become family.......Em
Nice 150 Em.....The drive? You've GOT this! It's nothing. Go crush it!
Keep rocking it, Em! Gulf shores? I know you'll visit the FloraBama, I was there last month, that place has become huge! Toss a mullet for me! God bless. Drive safe.
Enjoy the trip with the Fam Emulator. You are a solid quitter and I am proud to have you as a Brother! Driving without stinking up the car is awesome.
Really nice job Em. Seeing you battle through rough circumstances and continue to post roll EDD is inspiring. Keep it up man. Stellar 150.
Enjoy the trip with the fam Em. And rock solid quit you got going. 150 is a sweet number. Quit with you every damn day.
ZC
Back from the Gulf. Lot of fishing, sitting on the beach, driving, hotels, looking for slug.go, all firsts without the nic bitch. Oh yeah she call a cople pf times but I blocked her slutty number. I am still unemployed but you know what I AM STILL NICOTINE FREE BABY.
I just read your intro thread EM, and you have one hell of a quit going on here. Might be a tough patch coming for you and/or your quit-group around day 170. Keep your quit-group fired up. Once you get through the next little bit it gets so much better!
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FYI- Touching base its been a while..... I remain quit (From nicotine) forever. I hope all my friends at KTC are hanging tough. If you have time me and family need a few prayers,........
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FYI- Touching base its been a while..... I remain quit (From nicotine) forever. I hope all my friends at KTC are hanging tough. If you have time me and family need a few prayers,........
prayers on there way to you all
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FYI- Touching base its been a while..... I remain quit (From nicotine) forever. I hope all my friends at KTC are hanging tough. If you have time me and family need a few prayers,........
Prayers your way Brother. Been a challenging few months, hang tough.
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FYI- Touching base its been a while..... I remain quit (From nicotine) forever. I hope all my friends at KTC are hanging tough. If you have time me and family need a few prayers,........
Prayers your way Brother. Been a challenging few months, hang tough.
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FYI- Touching base its been a while..... I remain quit (From nicotine) forever. I hope all my friends at KTC are hanging tough. If you have time me and family need a few prayers,........
Hang tough brother. Good thoughts coming your way
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I have known you guys since the 1/1/14. Though I have not met any of you I think that most people here have integrity and character beyond reproach. Do not forget to respect each other in your daily lives. Im just sayin' because of the threads that I read while catching up ...... Im 49 today and have almost ten years of my life free of nicotine thanks to KTC. That is the first 9 of my life and then the year 2014,... Go with God guys.
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I have known you guys since the 1/1/14. Though I have not met any of you I think that most people here have integrity and character beyond reproach. Do not forget to respect each other in your daily lives. Im just sayin' because of the threads that I read while catching up ...... Im 49 today and have almost ten years of my life free of nicotine thanks to KTC. That is the first 9 of my life and then the year 2014,... Go with God guys.
Word. Sometimes we all need a reminder. Thanks for reminding us.
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I have known you guys since the 1/1/14. Though I have not met any of you I think that most people here have integrity and character beyond reproach. Do not forget to respect each other in your daily lives. Im just sayin' because of the threads that I read while catching up ...... Im 49 today and have almost ten years of my life free of nicotine thanks to KTC. That is the first 9 of my life and then the year 2014,... Go with God guys.
Word. Sometimes we all need a reminder. Thanks for reminding us.
This needs to stay on top.
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I have known you guys since the 1/1/14. Though I have not met any of you I think that most people here have integrity and character beyond reproach. Do not forget to respect each other in your daily lives. Im just sayin' because of the threads that I read while catching up ...... Im 49 today and have almost ten years of my life free of nicotine thanks to KTC. That is the first 9 of my life and then the year 2014,... Go with God guys.
Word. Sometimes we all need a reminder. Thanks for reminding us.
This needs to stay on top.
Back to the top. Good stuff Em!
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I have known you guys since the 1/1/14. Though I have not met any of you I think that most people here have integrity and character beyond reproach. Do not forget to respect each other in your daily lives. Im just sayin' because of the threads that I read while catching up ...... Im 49 today and have almost ten years of my life free of nicotine thanks to KTC. That is the first 9 of my life and then the year 2014,... Go with God guys.
Word. Sometimes we all need a reminder. Thanks for reminding us.
This needs to stay on top.
Back to the top. Good stuff Em!
thank you and well stated
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I have known you guys since the 1/1/14. Though I have not met any of you I think that most people here have integrity and character beyond reproach. Do not forget to respect each other in your daily lives. Im just sayin' because of the threads that I read while catching up ...... Im 49 today and have almost ten years of my life free of nicotine thanks to KTC. That is the first 9 of my life and then the year 2014,... Go with God guys.
Word. Sometimes we all need a reminder. Thanks for reminding us.
This needs to stay on top.
Back to the top. Good stuff Em!
thank you and well stated
You are always a classy man!
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Hi Em.
I miss you around here. I know you can't be here all the time but let it be known that you are missed. I would prefer your word here every day but I will equally accept it in our text messages and your vow to reach out to me when you need help. May we always be 72 hours apart in this quit journey, yet only a phone call away.
Remain strong. Quit on. EDD
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Hi Em.
I miss you around here. I know you can't be here all the time but let it be known that you are missed. I would prefer your word here every day but I will equally accept it in our text messages and your vow to reach out to me when you need help. May we always be 72 hours apart in this quit journey, yet only a phone call away.
Remain strong. Quit on. EDD
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I really love this place and yes I have not posted every day, it has been a trying year from losing my job (I posted through it) then shortly after that looking at losing my life ( I tried to post as often as I could but I did reflect on what was important.. yes posting is very important but I was spending less time on the computer and more with my three sons and wife ( I simply wanted to get in as much time as I could before ....well stuff happened). But through lots of prayers from my peeps things are better. The people here are unique for they are quitters of a different breed, they are quitters with contempt for people and companies that try to bully, trick, addict people to poison. I may not post every day there is not a day that goes by that I have not thought of each of you guys. I quit with each of you today........ Gods speed people always let the ones you love know it for there may come a day that you can not..........EM Quit for Life One Day At A Time..
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Note: I changed my pic from "Will work for food" to a more appropriate symbol for this site the Kentucky state flag and its motto "United We Stand Divided We Fall"
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Note: I changed my pic from "Will work for food" to a more appropriate symbol for this site the Kentucky state flag and its motto "United We Stand Divided We Fall"
Always glad to quit with you Emulator! Keep the faith- and great insigh re the motto.
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Just because I need the attention. I would like to say F U .
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Just because I need the attention. I would like to say F U .
What's going on?
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Just because I need the attention. I would like to say F U .
What's going on?
Nothing G. Since computer went crazy , been trying to learn how to post on phone. That was a test to see if it posted. I'm good....