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Title: Day 8 intro
Post by: Michael eff on January 24, 2015, 12:18:00 PM
Day 8 here. like so many others...kinda surreal after 30 years day in and day out. quit soooo many times before. this is the first cold turkey quit. very taxing physically and mentally. will this be different? don't know yet. i hope so. one hour at a time still. if i can just make it till 11, then 12, then 1 then the day will be over and it will get easier. my motivation this time is that I can either quit now or wait till I get sick and quit then. I wanna quit while I'm still lucky enough to be healthy. Wishing the rest of you luck!!!
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Idaho Spuds on January 24, 2015, 12:34:00 PM
Quote from: Michael
Day 8 here. like so many others...kinda surreal after 30 years day in and day out. quit soooo many times before. this is the first cold turkey quit. very taxing physically and mentally. will this be different? don't know yet. i hope so. one hour at a time still. if i can just make it till 11, then 12, then 1 then the day will be over and it will get easier. my motivation this time is that I can either quit now or wait till I get sick and quit then. I wanna quit while I'm still lucky enough to be healthy. Wishing the rest of you luck!!!
Congratulations on your quit! It is going to be tough but you can do it.
On KTC we don't use the words hope or luck. Post your promise to not use nicotine for one day, quit all day long, post the next morning and repeat.
Read on on the site and get active!
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Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Michael eff on January 24, 2015, 01:32:00 PM
I hear ya Spuds...thanks for the advice on the 2 words. Didn't realize it until you pointed it out. One of life's great truth's - hope is not a strategy. And if it took luck to quit would that mean we'd never drive by a convenience store again?

Let me change those parts of my intro....

will this be different? HELL YEAH

Wishing the rest of you to stay strong and stay quit!
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: pab1964 on January 24, 2015, 01:51:00 PM
Quote from: Michael
I hear ya Spuds...thanks for the advice on the 2 words. Didn't realize it until you pointed it out. One of life's great truth's - hope is not a strategy. And if it took luck to quit would that mean we'd never drive by a convenience store again?

Let me change those parts of my intro....

will this be different? HELL YEAH

Wishing the rest of you to stay strong and stay quit!
Hey Michael you came to the right place my friend! I'm 50 been dipping 38 years same story as yours but I'm on 28 days of my long time dream of quitting but this time I've got this nic bitch whooped ODAAT (one day at a time). We're here to help! The more you read the more you will realize your no different than anyone else here, took me a while, well I should say till I found this site. ..We are addicts my friend! No better than alcoholic, heroine, cocaine, etc.. Scared the shit out of me! If you want this it's simple. ..Post Roll! Every Damn Day! Because that means you're promising to not only yourself but also to all the brothers here you quit for that day and that's your word! If your word means anything to you , you will make it! Help yourself and get help here!
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: canless2014 on January 24, 2015, 08:30:00 PM
Michael nice job posting roll so far and glad you are on board with our "don't hope, just quit" policy. Posting my support for you in April now. Let me know if you ever need anything.
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Michael eff on January 26, 2015, 08:25:00 PM
I own a small business....6 employees. Nothing mind blowing. Just picking up and delivering documents around town. Mellow...low stress....fairly simple stuff....usually work about 5 hours a day. Since I quit 10 days ago: 1 car accident fortunately no injuries, 1 employee admitting he is an alcoholic and entering treatment, 1 employee quit and 1 employee father died. Can't keep up with all of the bullshit. WTF? If it weren't for posting roll today would have been my cave day.
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: pab1964 on January 26, 2015, 10:30:00 PM
Quote from: Michael
I own a small business....6 employees. Nothing mind blowing. Just picking up and delivering documents around town. Mellow...low stress....fairly simple stuff....usually work about 5 hours a day. Since I quit 10 days ago: 1 car accident fortunately no injuries, 1 employee admitting he is an alcoholic and entering treatment, 1 employee quit and 1 employee father died. Can't keep up with all of the bullshit. WTF? If it weren't for posting roll today would have been my cave day.
Hey micheal I know sounds bad brother but couold be worse. Could be like some of brothers here maybe going check on bad looking spot in mouth! Keep your head up brother stay focused! Post roll every damn day stay quit one day at atime! Proud to be quit with you my brother! We all here for you! Need anything pm me for digits
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Thumblewort on January 27, 2015, 01:45:00 PM
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Quote from: Michael
I own a small business....6 employees. Nothing mind blowing. Just picking up and delivering documents around town. Mellow...low stress....fairly simple stuff....usually work about 5 hours a day. Since I quit 10 days ago: 1 car accident fortunately no injuries, 1 employee admitting he is an alcoholic and entering treatment, 1 employee quit and 1 employee father died. Can't keep up with all of the bullshit. WTF? If it weren't for posting roll today would have been my cave day.
Hey micheal I know sounds bad brother but couold be worse. Could be like some of brothers here maybe going check on bad looking spot in mouth! Keep your head up brother stay focused! Post roll every damn day stay quit one day at atime! Proud to be quit with you my brother! We all here for you! Need anything pm me for digits
There will always be stress and strife in our lives, but zero reason to poison ourselves over it. I am glad roll kept you quit, that is why I haven't missed once.
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: 30isEnuff on January 27, 2015, 02:03:00 PM
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Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Michael
I own a small business....6 employees. Nothing mind blowing. Just picking up and delivering documents around town. Mellow...low stress....fairly simple stuff....usually work about 5 hours a day. Since I quit 10 days ago: 1 car accident fortunately no injuries, 1 employee admitting he is an alcoholic and entering treatment, 1 employee quit and 1 employee father died. Can't keep up with all of the bullshit. WTF? If it weren't for posting roll today would have been my cave day.
Hey micheal I know sounds bad brother but couold be worse. Could be like some of brothers here maybe going check on bad looking spot in mouth! Keep your head up brother stay focused! Post roll every damn day stay quit one day at atime! Proud to be quit with you my brother! We all here for you! Need anything pm me for digits
There will always be stress and strife in our lives, but zero reason to poison ourselves over it. I am glad roll kept you quit, that is why I haven't missed once.
You are bigger than a cave! You are a "Quitter"!! Good job!
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Michael eff on January 29, 2015, 08:43:00 PM
Thanks for the support here guys..I wasn't looking for any sympathy or wanting anyone to feel sorry for me. my problems are my problem. what's important is posting roll! It saved my quit! Anyone reading this who just quit or is thinking about quitting...post roll day 1. make the promise to yourself first then to others that you will will stay quit!
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Michael eff on February 03, 2015, 09:55:00 AM
can someone help me out posting roll today? Cant figure it out on my phone. Today is day 18. In the April 15 group. Much appreciated!!!!
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Awkwood15 on February 03, 2015, 01:14:00 PM
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can someone help me out posting roll today? Cant figure it out on my phone. Today is day 18. In the April 15 group. Much appreciated!!!!
I got you bro. Next time post this up in the groups forum and someone will take care of you.
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Michael eff on February 03, 2015, 01:56:00 PM
Quote from: Awkwood15
Quote from: Michael
can someone help me out posting roll today? Cant figure it out on my phone. Today is day 18. In the April 15 group. Much appreciated!!!!
I got you bro. Next time post this up in the groups forum and someone will take care of you.
Geez...ok...10 4. Guess I could've posted to my group. Why didn't I think of that? Thanks for the advice! Still learning.
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: Awkwood15 on February 03, 2015, 02:00:00 PM
Quote from: Michael
Quote from: Awkwood15
Quote from: Michael
can someone help me out posting roll today? Cant figure it out on my phone. Today is day 18. In the April 15 group. Much appreciated!!!!
I got you bro. Next time post this up in the groups forum and someone will take care of you.
Geez...ok...10 4. Guess I could've posted to my group. Why didn't I think of that? Thanks for the advice! Still learning.
Hahaha you're welcome
Title: Re: Day 8 intro
Post by: pab1964 on February 03, 2015, 04:21:00 PM
Quote from: Awkwood15
Quote from: Michael
Quote from: Awkwood15
Quote from: Michael
can someone help me out posting roll today? Cant figure it out on my phone. Today is day 18. In the April 15 group. Much appreciated!!!!
I got you bro. Next time post this up in the groups forum and someone will take care of you.
Geez...ok...10 4. Guess I could've posted to my group. Why didn't I think of that? Thanks for the advice! Still learning.
Hahaha you're welcome
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