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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: SummersEve on February 25, 2013, 10:04:00 PM
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I'm a douche for the following reasons:
1) I let myself try snus at around age 30
2) The first time I quit snus I shifted over to nicotine gum after a month of being nic free
3) When the nic gum wasn't "enough" I was right back for more of that General Snus
4) I didn't come here right away when I hit that two can a day mark and "stopped" the first time
5) I spent approximately $12 per day on General Snus, a product that comes with bold warnings like "Warning: this product may cause mouth cancer" and "Warning: this product may cause tooth loss" for significant stretches of the past 3 years
6) Because there is only one place near me that regularly has the stuff, I would concoct ridiculous lies to my wife about why I had to go near that store
7) I lied to my wife about how much I used
8) In order to keep my wife from seeing how much I used, if we were out together like at shopping or at the airport, I would "get lost" from my wife and look around like a terrorist or common prole shoplifter in order to sneak a lipper in without her seeing
9) Because I used snus, I gutted gallons of spit infused with pure shit (I had a snus in almost every waking moment save for first 30 minutes of day when wife was too close)
I could go on, but from reading the posts on here, you guys probably know a bunch of the rest of the story. I got a horrible cold last week and the phlegm was horrific. I cut down to 5-10 snus in the days I was worst, but on Friday I bought another 5 pack of General. Sunday night around 7, I realized that even though I was "taking it easy" on the snus while I was sick, I had gone through 2 and a half cans in approximately 48 hours and it disgusted me so bad that I threw out my tobacco and came straight here.
Had a lot of moments today where I was thinking "man, I wish I had a lipper in right now" but I think I just associated like every damn I thing I did with having some tobacco in.
Hey General Snus: 'Finger' 'Finger' 'Finger'
I also hope the EU slaps that export ban on your product so that no one else gets caught up in that shit like I did.
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I'm a douche for the following reasons:
1) I let myself try snus at around age 30
2) The first time I quit snus I shifted over to nicotine gum after a month of being nic free
3) When the nic gum wasn't "enough" I was right back for more of that General Snus
4) I didn't come here right away when I hit that two can a day mark and "stopped" the first time
5) I spent approximately $12 per day on General Snus, a product that comes with bold warnings like "Warning: this product may cause mouth cancer" and "Warning: this product may cause tooth loss" for significant stretches of the past 3 years
6) Because there is only one place near me that regularly has the stuff, I would concoct ridiculous lies to my wife about why I had to go near that store
7) I lied to my wife about how much I used
8) In order to keep my wife from seeing how much I used, if we were out together like at shopping or at the airport, I would "get lost" from my wife and look around like a terrorist or common prole shoplifter in order to sneak a lipper in without her seeing
9) Because I used snus, I gutted gallons of spit infused with pure shit (I had a snus in almost every waking moment save for first 30 minutes of day when wife was too close)
I could go on, but from reading the posts on here, you guys probably know a bunch of the rest of the story. I got a horrible cold last week and the phlegm was horrific. I cut down to 5-10 snus in the days I was worst, but on Friday I bought another 5 pack of General. Sunday night around 7, I realized that even though I was "taking it easy" on the snus while I was sick, I had gone through 2 and a half cans in approximately 48 hours and it disgusted me so bad that I threw out my tobacco and came straight here.
Had a lot of moments today where I was thinking "man, I wish I had a lipper in right now" but I think I just associated like every damn I thing I did with having some tobacco in.
Hey General Snus: 'Finger' 'Finger' 'Finger'
I also hope the EU slaps that export ban on your product so that no one else gets caught up in that shit like I did.
'clap'
Welcome. Loved your intro and name.
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Great intro. Give me a shout if you need anything. It will get easier as the days go on.
NICK
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I'm a douche for the following reasons:
1) I let myself try snus at around age 30
2) The first time I quit snus I shifted over to nicotine gum after a month of being nic free
3) When the nic gum wasn't "enough" I was right back for more of that General Snus
4) I didn't come here right away when I hit that two can a day mark and "stopped" the first time
5) I spent approximately $12 per day on General Snus, a product that comes with bold warnings like "Warning: this product may cause mouth cancer" and "Warning: this product may cause tooth loss" for significant stretches of the past 3 years
6) Because there is only one place near me that regularly has the stuff, I would concoct ridiculous lies to my wife about why I had to go near that store
7) I lied to my wife about how much I used
8) In order to keep my wife from seeing how much I used, if we were out together like at shopping or at the airport, I would "get lost" from my wife and look around like a terrorist or common prole shoplifter in order to sneak a lipper in without her seeing
9) Because I used snus, I gutted gallons of spit infused with pure shit (I had a snus in almost every waking moment save for first 30 minutes of day when wife was too close)
I could go on, but from reading the posts on here, you guys probably know a bunch of the rest of the story. I got a horrible cold last week and the phlegm was horrific. I cut down to 5-10 snus in the days I was worst, but on Friday I bought another 5 pack of General. Sunday night around 7, I realized that even though I was "taking it easy" on the snus while I was sick, I had gone through 2 and a half cans in approximately 48 hours and it disgusted me so bad that I threw out my tobacco and came straight here.
Had a lot of moments today where I was thinking "man, I wish I had a lipper in right now" but I think I just associated like every damn I thing I did with having some tobacco in.
Hey General Snus:Â 'Finger'Â 'Finger'Â 'Finger'
I also hope the EU slaps that export ban on your product so that no one else gets caught up in that shit like I did.
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I smell some serious quit with this one !!!! 'worship'
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I'm a douche for the following reasons:
1) I let myself try snus at around age 30
2) The first time I quit snus I shifted over to nicotine gum after a month of being nic free
3) When the nic gum wasn't "enough" I was right back for more of that General Snus
4) I didn't come here right away when I hit that two can a day mark and "stopped" the first time
5) I spent approximately $12 per day on General Snus, a product that comes with bold warnings like "Warning: this product may cause mouth cancer" and "Warning: this product may cause tooth loss" for significant stretches of the past 3 years
6) Because there is only one place near me that regularly has the stuff, I would concoct ridiculous lies to my wife about why I had to go near that store
7) I lied to my wife about how much I used
8) In order to keep my wife from seeing how much I used, if we were out together like at shopping or at the airport, I would "get lost" from my wife and look around like a terrorist or common prole shoplifter in order to sneak a lipper in without her seeing
9) Because I used snus, I gutted gallons of spit infused with pure shit (I had a snus in almost every waking moment save for first 30 minutes of day when wife was too close)
I could go on, but from reading the posts on here, you guys probably know a bunch of the rest of the story. I got a horrible cold last week and the phlegm was horrific. I cut down to 5-10 snus in the days I was worst, but on Friday I bought another 5 pack of General. Sunday night around 7, I realized that even though I was "taking it easy" on the snus while I was sick, I had gone through 2 and a half cans in approximately 48 hours and it disgusted me so bad that I threw out my tobacco and came straight here.
Had a lot of moments today where I was thinking "man, I wish I had a lipper in right now" but I think I just associated like every damn I thing I did with having some tobacco in.
Hey General Snus:Â 'Finger'Â 'Finger'Â 'Finger'
I also hope the EU slaps that export ban on your product so that no one else gets caught up in that shit like I did.
'clap'
Welcome. Loved your intro and name.
Hey douche bag, don't worry addicts will always find a way to feed the addiction! Beware that when your throat gets better you don't talk yourself into 1 more. I drove 70 - 75 miles one way for my fix, can't tell you all the lies I used to go to town. 33 years of marriage I did that to my wife. Drink deep of the quit koolaid!
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If it helps you relate to us, we are all douches. Every stinking one of us. And I doubt anybody has any reason to debate me on including them in that category. If I recall, Evil_Won actually called himself a douchebag in his HOF speech. If not, he called himself something worse. So will I when HOF time hits. Welcome, you freaking douche. :)
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Nightingale, we all have stories like yours. But that's in the past. Fuck the past and embrace NOW. NOW you are quit. Non of that shit matters anymore. We are here for you. Use us.
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SummersEve...lol, douche...lol. I seriously can't stop laughing.
Welcome brother, post roll everyday and exchange numbers and you'll do fine. Pm me if you want mine.
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We're all douchebags. Every single one of us. But even douchebags need lovin'.
Post roll.
Keep your word.
Repeat.
Come here to rage.
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I'm a douche for the following reasons:
1) I let myself try snus at around age 30
2) The first time I quit snus I shifted over to nicotine gum after a month of being nic free
3) When the nic gum wasn't "enough" I was right back for more of that General Snus
4) I didn't come here right away when I hit that two can a day mark and "stopped" the first time
5) I spent approximately $12 per day on General Snus, a product that comes with bold warnings like "Warning: this product may cause mouth cancer" and "Warning: this product may cause tooth loss" for significant stretches of the past 3 years
6) Because there is only one place near me that regularly has the stuff, I would concoct ridiculous lies to my wife about why I had to go near that store
7) I lied to my wife about how much I used
8) In order to keep my wife from seeing how much I used, if we were out together like at shopping or at the airport, I would "get lost" from my wife and look around like a terrorist or common prole shoplifter in order to sneak a lipper in without her seeing
9) Because I used snus, I gutted gallons of spit infused with pure shit (I had a snus in almost every waking moment save for first 30 minutes of day when wife was too close)
I could go on, but from reading the posts on here, you guys probably know a bunch of the rest of the story. I got a horrible cold last week and the phlegm was horrific. I cut down to 5-10 snus in the days I was worst, but on Friday I bought another 5 pack of General. Sunday night around 7, I realized that even though I was "taking it easy" on the snus while I was sick, I had gone through 2 and a half cans in approximately 48 hours and it disgusted me so bad that I threw out my tobacco and came straight here.
Had a lot of moments today where I was thinking "man, I wish I had a lipper in right now" but I think I just associated like every damn I thing I did with having some tobacco in.
Hey General Snus:Â 'Finger'Â 'Finger'Â 'Finger'
I also hope the EU slaps that export ban on your product so that no one else gets caught up in that shit like I did.
'clap'
Welcome. Loved your intro and name.
Hey douche bag, don't worry addicts will always find a way to feed the addiction! Beware that when your throat gets better you don't talk yourself into 1 more. I drove 70 - 75 miles one way for my fix, can't tell you all the lies I used to go to town. 33 years of marriage I did that to my wife. Drink deep of the quit koolaid!
Not gonna happen. My throat felt fine Sunday night and it feels spectacular today. It's my mind that didn't feel fine. It felt dirty that when I had "slowed down" I was still going through more than a can a day.
I just thank God it was only snus, I was jonesing yesterday, but I feel great today, had a craving on the train this AM but nothing major. You guys who chewed Kodiak, Skoal, Cope and that other crap UST churns out must have a bitch of time when you stop that.
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I'm a douche for the following reasons:
1) I let myself try snus at around age 30
2) The first time I quit snus I shifted over to nicotine gum after a month of being nic free
3) When the nic gum wasn't "enough" I was right back for more of that General Snus
4) I didn't come here right away when I hit that two can a day mark and "stopped" the first time
5) I spent approximately $12 per day on General Snus, a product that comes with bold warnings like "Warning: this product may cause mouth cancer" and "Warning: this product may cause tooth loss" for significant stretches of the past 3 years
6) Because there is only one place near me that regularly has the stuff, I would concoct ridiculous lies to my wife about why I had to go near that store
7) I lied to my wife about how much I used
8) In order to keep my wife from seeing how much I used, if we were out together like at shopping or at the airport, I would "get lost" from my wife and look around like a terrorist or common prole shoplifter in order to sneak a lipper in without her seeing
9) Because I used snus, I gutted gallons of spit infused with pure shit (I had a snus in almost every waking moment save for first 30 minutes of day when wife was too close)
I could go on, but from reading the posts on here, you guys probably know a bunch of the rest of the story. I got a horrible cold last week and the phlegm was horrific. I cut down to 5-10 snus in the days I was worst, but on Friday I bought another 5 pack of General. Sunday night around 7, I realized that even though I was "taking it easy" on the snus while I was sick, I had gone through 2 and a half cans in approximately 48 hours and it disgusted me so bad that I threw out my tobacco and came straight here.
Had a lot of moments today where I was thinking "man, I wish I had a lipper in right now" but I think I just associated like every damn I thing I did with having some tobacco in.
Hey General Snus: 'Finger' 'Finger' 'Finger'
I also hope the EU slaps that export ban on your product so that no one else gets caught up in that shit like I did.
I too am a douche, I have lied done/said anything to get the damn shit in my mouth. I am on day 36 and will be looking in your quit group everyday to see where you are. Post everyday even late you owe it to your self and the group of quitters here. Remember you came here we did not go looking for you. We take it serously so should you let me repeat post everyday. Please message me your number and I will respond with mine.
keep on quiting welcome aboard.
dkite
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I just thank God it was only snus, I was jonesing yesterday, but I feel great today, had a craving on the train this AM but nothing major. You guys who chewed Kodiak, Skoal, Cope and that other crap UST churns out must have a bitch of time when you stop that.
Nicotine is nicotine. Your addiction is no different than mine or Wt's or Bruce et al. We all quit one day at a time. Welcome. I have a strange affinity to your name... :ph43r:
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I just thank God it was only snus, I was jonesing yesterday, but I feel great today, had a craving on the train this AM but nothing major. You guys who chewed Kodiak, Skoal, Cope and that other crap UST churns out must have a bitch of time when you stop that.
Nicotine is nicotine. Your addiction is no different than mine or Wt's or Bruce et al. We all quit one day at a time. Welcome. I have a strange affinity to your name... :ph43r:
It's no different......except its gheyer. Quit on amigo.
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I just thank God it was only snus, I was jonesing yesterday, but I feel great today, had a craving on the train this AM but nothing major. You guys who chewed Kodiak, Skoal, Cope and that other crap UST churns out must have a bitch of time when you stop that.
Nicotine is nicotine. Your addiction is no different than mine or Wt's or Bruce et al. We all quit one day at a time. Welcome. I have a strange affinity to your name... :ph43r:
It's no different......except its gheyer. Quit on amigo.
Nic is nic. You were a douche bottle..so were we. Your are an addict...so are we. You wanna quit the shit...so do we. You're gonna have good and bad days....so are we. You still crave....so do we. You're glad you found this site...so are we.
Fact is there really is no "us" or "them" here. WE are all ONE big fucked up family looking to beat the living shit out of nicotine on a daily basis.
Snus, dip, chew, long cut, fine cut, pouches, plug, cigarettes, cigars, pipes, hookahs, roll your own, jam some tobacco up your ass..it doesn't matter. We are all addicts with the same struggles and same goal, and we support eachother no matter what.
Welcome to our fucked up family.
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I just thank God it was only snus, I was jonesing yesterday, but I feel great today, had a craving on the train this AM but nothing major. You guys who chewed Kodiak, Skoal, Cope and that other crap UST churns out must have a bitch of time when you stop that.
Nicotine is nicotine. Your addiction is no different than mine or Wt's or Bruce et al. We all quit one day at a time. Welcome. I have a strange affinity to your name... :ph43r:
It's no different......except its gheyer. Quit on amigo.
Nic is nic. You were a douche bottle..so were we. Your are an addict...so are we. You wanna quit the shit...so do we. You're gonna have good and bad days....so are we. You still crave....so do we. You're glad you found this site...so are we.
Fact is there really is no "us" or "them" here. WE are all ONE big fucked up family looking to beat the living shit out of nicotine on a daily basis.
Snus, dip, chew, long cut, fine cut, pouches, plug, cigarettes, cigars, pipes, hookahs, roll your own, jam some tobacco up your ass..it doesn't matter. We are all addicts with the same struggles and same goal, and we support eachother no matter what.
Welcome to our fucked up family.
I don't think "God" wants to take any credit for the fucked up addiction we all have. He wouldn't want us to lie, cheat, and steal from ourselves our families and our friends in order to kill ourselves. It's no different than a drunk, I mean a real fucking drunk who justifies drinking a case of beer instead of polishing off a fifth. Like Diesel said Nic is Nic is Nic. It doesn't really matter how you consume it the end result is gonna turn out the same. QLF today brother, come back tomorrow and do the same.
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Hey dbag, did you give up? When you're ready, post roll and explain yourself! _
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where have you been my man? hope we didnt lose you
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I just thank God it was only snus, I was jonesing yesterday, but I feel great today, had a craving on the train this AM but nothing major. You guys who chewed Kodiak, Skoal, Cope and that other crap UST churns out must have a bitch of time when you stop that.
Nicotine is nicotine. Your addiction is no different than mine or Wt's or Bruce et al. We all quit one day at a time. Welcome. I have a strange affinity to your name... :ph43r:
It's no different......except its gheyer. Quit on amigo.
Nic is nic. You were a douche bottle..so were we. Your are an addict...so are we. You wanna quit the shit...so do we. You're gonna have good and bad days....so are we. You still crave....so do we. You're glad you found this site...so are we.
Fact is there really is no "us" or "them" here. WE are all ONE big fucked up family looking to beat the living shit out of nicotine on a daily basis.
Snus, dip, chew, long cut, fine cut, pouches, plug, cigarettes, cigars, pipes, hookahs, roll your own, jam some tobacco up your ass..it doesn't matter. We are all addicts with the same struggles and same goal, and we support eachother no matter what.
Welcome to our fucked up family.
I don't think "God" wants to take any credit for the fucked up addiction we all have. He wouldn't want us to lie, cheat, and steal from ourselves our families and our friends in order to kill ourselves. It's no different than a drunk, I mean a real fucking drunk who justifies drinking a case of beer instead of polishing off a fifth. Like Diesel said Nic is Nic is Nic. It doesn't really matter how you consume it the end result is gonna turn out the same. QLF today brother, come back tomorrow and do the same.
I hate these snus trolls.
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Not gonna happen. My throat felt fine Sunday night and it feels spectacular today. It's my mind that didn't feel fine. It felt dirty that when I had "slowed down" I was still going through more than a can a day.
I just thank God it was only snus, I was jonesing yesterday, but I feel great today, had a craving on the train this AM but nothing major. You guys who chewed Kodiak, Skoal, Cope and that other crap UST churns out must have a bitch of time when you stop that.
I hope you didn't just give up because your throat is feeling better. What's up?
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Is anyone sending this douchebag pm's or emails? If he hasn't logged onto the site since Monday the 4th he's not reading this shit. If he isn't replying, let's stop chasing a douche that doesn't want to quit here and help some others that do.
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This is really too bad. One, I would have loved to see him quit. 2. Him leaving is cutting Me and Diesel out of hours of entertainment with a name like Summerseve. Fucking comedic tradegy!! 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
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Wtf, masengale feminine flush...where did you go???!!! Did you acquire a full on fallopian fungus????
Seriously, I started to wonder about this guy when he said he thanked God he ONLY used snus, and "the rest of us" who used chew must really have it bad. Like he looking down on "us".
Despite all the advice and all the information on this site, some people still underestimate the power of NICOTINE addiction. No matter the source, nic is the thing that fucks your shit up the most. Some people still just can't come to terms with that, and I know its not easy.
I hope he comes back . I don't wish nic addiction on my worst enemy.
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This is really too bad. One, I would have loved to see him quit. 2. Him leaving is cutting Me and Diesel out of hours of entertainment with a name like Summerseve. Fucking comedic tradegy!! 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'
Its OK, he only used snus, that is much better nicotine than the really bad stuff we got hooked on. I am sure he will be fine, using the non cancer causing nicotine they put into snus.... [/Sarcasm off] He was all setup with a good name though....
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Is anyone sending this douchebag pm's or emails? If he hasn't logged onto the site since Monday the 4th he's not reading this shit. If he isn't replying, let's stop chasing a douche that doesn't want to quit here and help some others that do.
I sent an email and have had no response
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Is anyone sending this douchebag pm's or emails? If he hasn't logged onto the site since Monday the 4th he's not reading this shit. If he isn't replying, let's stop chasing a douche that doesn't want to quit here and help some others that do.
I sent an email and have had no response
Same here.
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Is anyone sending this douchebag pm's or emails? If he hasn't logged onto the site since Monday the 4th he's not reading this shit. If he isn't replying, let's stop chasing a douche that doesn't want to quit here and help some others that do.
I sent an email and have had no response
Same here.
I gave up on him already... "ain't nobody time for that".
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Is anyone sending this douchebag pm's or emails? If he hasn't logged onto the site since Monday the 4th he's not reading this shit. If he isn't replying, let's stop chasing a douche that doesn't want to quit here and help some others that do.
I sent an email and have had no response
Same here.
I gave up on him already... "ain't nobody time for that".
I gave up on him too this is really a douche bag to say the least.
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Is anyone sending this douchebag pm's or emails? If he hasn't logged onto the site since Monday the 4th he's not reading this shit. If he isn't replying, let's stop chasing a douche that doesn't want to quit here and help some others that do.
I sent an email and have had no response
Same here.
I gave up on him already... "ain't nobody time for that".
I gave up on him too this is really a douche bag to say the least.
Another one down. Who would want to go through this shit all over again? Fuck That, ill pass on the first 3 days again!
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Is anyone sending this douchebag pm's or emails? If he hasn't logged onto the site since Monday the 4th he's not reading this shit. If he isn't replying, let's stop chasing a douche that doesn't want to quit here and help some others that do.
I sent an email and have had no response
Same here.
I gave up on him already... "ain't nobody time for that".
I gave up on him too this is really a douche bag to say the least.
Another one down. Who would want to go through this shit all over again? Fuck That, ill pass on the first 3 days again!
He logged on last night:
Hey dudes, checking in. My office put a block on the ktc forum. Still nic free, sorry I haven't checked in.
Apparently, though, he doesn't understand that this site is available via the internet and not just his company's intranet. It also looks like any numbers sent to him have been lost.
Yet, somehow...someway...he got on last night. Hmmm.
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Is anyone sending this douchebag pm's or emails? If he hasn't logged onto the site since Monday the 4th he's not reading this shit. If he isn't replying, let's stop chasing a douche that doesn't want to quit here and help some others that do.
I sent an email and have had no response
Same here.
I gave up on him already... "ain't nobody time for that".
I gave up on him too this is really a douche bag to say the least.
Another one down. Who would want to go through this shit all over again? Fuck That, ill pass on the first 3 days again!
He logged on last night:
Hey dudes, checking in. My office put a block on the ktc forum. Still nic free, sorry I haven't checked in.
Apparently, though, he doesn't understand that this site is available via the internet and not just his company's intranet. It also looks like any numbers sent to him have been lost.
Yet, somehow...someway...he got on last night. Hmmm.
its a freakin miracle!
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Apparently, though, he doesn't understand that this site is available via the internet and not just his company's intranet. It also looks like any numbers sent to him have been lost.
Yet, somehow...someway...he got on last night. Hmmm.
As a fellow June quitter I want to see you succeed in your quit. A bunch of other folks on this site feel the same way and hit you up with PMs and posts on your intro page. I sent you a PM just to check in on you even though you are a total stranger. I'm new to this whole message board thing as well as quitting nicotine, but even a novice like myself can manage posting roll on a daily basis.
KTC has helped me quit for 13 days and I hope it does the same for you. Don't give us a lame excuse for not posting and at least give us the decency of a response when folks check on you. There are plenty of other people that are committed to quitting and deserve support. Don't blow this opportunity, but more importantly don't be a douche and waste our time.