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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: discover on July 28, 2011, 10:07:00 PM
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24 hours dip free after dipping the last 12+ years
have tried numerous times before but wasn't successful or determined
head hurts but oh well got to get over it
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Its tough man I am finishing up my day 3 and I had a terrible migrane today could only read half of a word at a time. I found that keeping myself constantly busy helps so went to the gym ran 3 miles lifted, got home cooked dinner, set the table, ate, cleaned the table, Did the dishes, walked to get the mail cleaned some more and now sitting here to keep my mind busy, the whole time my wife was like What the Fuck are you doing??? It made sense after I told her what I doing and why. Keep it up and we are all here to help man.
'Crazy'
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Welcome aboard hoss.
Post roll every day and keep your word. Get to know your fellow quitters in Nov and across the board. Experience is around every bend and in every nook on this board. Seek it out, focus on the day in front of you, and move forward in that fashion.
Get a mixture of numbers....from anyone who offers. USE THEM. If you feel a crave coming that is a downhill snowball from hell then use those numbers, hop on chat, hit the gym, take a walk, use whatever you need to...but don't cave.
Other than that consider that you have made an outstanding decision...one that is frought with difficulty, but promises to return to you the years that nicotine has removed from your life.
If you need anything let me know via PM.
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You can do this, getting that shit out of your system may be one of the worst feelings that you'll ever go through. I'm on day 5 and cranky as hell, my mouth hurts and I'm sure we all have more shit to look forward to. But keeping that dip out of your mouth with guarantee that you don't have to experience the crappy changes your body has to go through ever again. We've quit, now we just have to get through the days. You can do it and we're all here with you.
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Okay Disco be thankful that this isn't another attempt. This is quit.
Welcome aboard. Let's get this done. Study what Marcus is saying there. With respect to your head hurting, I wouldn't take the "oh well" approach. I would suggest the "revel in it as a raving lunatic would" approach. Know that pain. Throw your arms around it and realize that is your head figuring out what not having poison in it is like. You are healing.
You are quit. You don't dip anymore. You have had your last dip. Right? Put your word down. Reach out.
-Soul
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day 2
sunflower seeds and beef jerkey
afternoons are the worst
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Man, you new guys rock! Keep helping each other out. You're going through the suck together and kickin' its ass! Check your stance, grit your teeth and lean into that fucker. Never forget it, so you'll only do it once.
I'm quit with you and obviously your bros here are too!
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24 hours dip free after dipping the last 12+ years
have tried numerous times before but wasn't successful or determined
head hurts but oh well got to get over it
Welcome, my man. We are all here for you if you need it. PM me if you need anything. You'll come out of this thing just fine if you think in terms of day to day.
jmiah
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comming to the end of day 2...so hard to focus on different task and people talking....havent done anything the last two days except lay on the couch with a headache, eat, went to the grocery....hope it starts to get easier
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comming to the end of day 2...so hard to focus on different task and people talking....havent done anything the last two days except lay on the couch with a headache, eat, went to the grocery....hope it starts to get easier
Keep it up.
The headache killed me for over a month. I know you don't want to hear that but that was my experience. In fact I thought that was one of the worst parts of quitting.
Day 2 is the middle of the shit storm. Don't be surprised if later tomorrow you start to feel the fog lifting. If not tomorrow it will be soon after.
Go get em'
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comming to the end of day 2...so hard to focus on different task and people talking....havent done anything the last two days except lay on the couch with a headache, eat, went to the grocery....hope it starts to get easier
Yeah, if I could take day 2 and bottle that up and give it to any enemy I've ever made...wow. Day 2 was pure shit...happy I quit and miserable as hell. You are making it through though. PM me if you need anything. It does start to feel a bit better with each day after the 3rd. Make this a one time stop in foggy hell.
jmiah 'clap'
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day 3 am going better than expected....head hurts but it was a good morning afternoons allways worse tho
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day 3 am going better than expected....head hurts but it was a good morning afternoons allways worse tho
Hey Disco - good news: the poison is almost out of your body. After the physical stuff is done, it becomes a mental game. It's a different game, one that you've got by the balls. Someone told me that 49 days ago when I was on Day 3 and it was good to know what was happening and what to expect. It gets better, quicker than you'll think, but take Soul's advice and don't EVER forget the hell you're in the middle of. You're building the foundation of the REST of your quit. Embrace this and your foundation will be strong. You can do this because all you have to do is make it through the afternoon to bedtime. Tomorrow, repeat. Just to bedtime and you're home free for that day. Proud to be quit with you today.
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day 3 in the booksprobably one of the better days....head still a bitch
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day 3 in the booksprobably one of the better days....head still a bitch
good stuff! you are doing great!
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day 3 in the booksprobably one of the better days....head still a bitch
good stuff! you are doing great!
+1 super proud of your accomplishment. You ARE doing this!
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day 4 almost in the books...today was rough and i was very emotional
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day 4 almost in the books...today was rough and i was very emotional
I don't know what you mean by "emotional," but I'd be willing to bet someone here experienced the same thing in the first week. I've heard everything from pure rage to emotional breakdowns. Feel free to give some detail and see if anyone else had a similar experience.
Day 4 is a big accomplishment. Yell if you need anything. Good to be quit with you.
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day 4 almost in the books...today was rough and i was very emotional
I don't know what you mean by "emotional," but I'd be willing to bet someone here experienced the same thing in the first week. I've heard everything from pure rage to emotional breakdowns. Feel free to give some detail and see if anyone else had a similar experience.
Day 4 is a big accomplishment. Yell if you need anything. Good to be quit with you.
Gmann, I'll tell you what my first week was like: not much rage but on the brink of tears just about all day. I'd be feeling better then the news would run a story about little old miss ross' cat stuck in the tree again and I'd be right back to tears like a sniveling bitch. For the record I've been a pretty emotionally stable person until this. Things have gotten much better but still struggle with random bouts of emotional melt downs. Discover probably lands somewhere between gmann and me (you wish, gmann!), that sound about right?
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day 5 has been good, stayed busy all day just need to get through the evening
not much stress today which was good. think about dip all the time wish i wouldstop
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I know what you mean ... you are now in the phase where the emotional and environmental triggers are going to fuck with your head.
It gets better, I promise. Hang in there, bro ... proud of you.