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Title: I am done - today I quit
Post by: ffcourtney on January 28, 2014, 12:20:00 AM
Im done - day 1 all over again. Dippin for 23 years. I have stopped at at least 20 times for a week or two. Today I am done. Done with the excuses. Done with the shame of being ruled by addiction. Done with the negative health affects. Done forkin over the money. Done hiding it from people. Done stopping.

I am done. Today I quit!
Title: Re: I am done - today I quit
Post by: Diesel2112 on January 28, 2014, 12:31:00 AM
Quote from: ffcourtney
Im done - day 1 all over again. Dippin for 23 years. I have stopped at at least 20 times for a week or two. Today I am done. Done with the excuses. Done with the shame of being ruled by addiction. Done with the negative health affects. Done forkin over the money. Done hiding it from people. Done stopping.

I am done. Today I quit!
Sounds good, but the proof is in the pudding, puddin.

Post role, make your promise, honor your promise, rinse and repeat.

You get stuck along the way, have questions, need to vent, want to celebrate, or cry...come here and we will help you.

It's agonizingly easy.

Quit on...
Title: Re: I am done - today I quit
Post by: Evil_Won on January 28, 2014, 01:14:00 AM
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ffcourtney - Got weak at work.  Now today is my new start date.  I now have 7 days off to focus on my addiction.  Instead of starting day 3 I am now on day 1.
Did you answer the three questions in May 14? It's not really that easy (to post the above and call it a day). You aren't just allowed a do-over everytime you "get weak" at work. Some of us are fighting for our lives and you seem flippant and not committed to this. If you are committed to this, drink the kool-aid, post roll everyday, and honor your word. If you are not, step out and let us quit without your drama and distractions.

And "7 days off to focus on my addiction"? Is that all the time that is needed? After a solid weak are you cured? What have I been doing wrong? I was a basket case that couldn't function for the first 30 days. I was fragile as anything until day 200, and I still think about this at least 10 times a day. I least now I have 476 days of straight posting roll and weak cavers to use as fuel to get me to day 477.

So, pretty please (http://cdn.memegenerator.net/instances/400x/24062915.jpg)...

1) What happed?
2) Why did it happen?
3) What are you going to do different this time?
Title: Re: I am done - today I quit
Post by: Shorthorn on January 28, 2014, 07:12:00 AM
Quote from: ffcourtney
Im done - day 1 all over again. Dippin for 23 years. I have stopped at at least 20 times for a week or two. Today I am done. Done with the excuses. Done with the shame of being ruled by addiction. Done with the negative health affects. Done forkin over the money. Done hiding it from people. Done stopping.

I am done. Today I quit!
I am with you ffcourtney.... As a fellow May 14er, i quit with you. I will not allow u to make excuses. U are committed to never touch nic again... I will hold u to that!
Title: Re: I am done - today I quit
Post by: slug.go on January 28, 2014, 12:52:00 PM
FFCourtney, you gonna post roll today?
Title: Re: I am done - today I quit
Post by: Derk40 on January 28, 2014, 09:49:00 PM
Quote from: slug.go
FFCourtney, you gonna post roll today?
Saw you posted roll. You still owe everyone an explanation.

Saw evil_won ask you "pretty please" answer the the 3 questions.

No response. So, how bout ...

Pretty please with sugar on top... Answer the 3 questions.