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Title: 09/20/16
Post by: Pubby63 on September 21, 2016, 03:25:00 PM
So I am free of dip since last night. It has caused me to lie to my wife, tell my kid to get lost for a bit so she wont see me dip, plan in advance how I can get a dip in at work waste time and money.

Sick of this and sick of what it has made me do. Sick of what could happen to me and make me miss the life ahead of me.

Im 39 yrs old been dipping since high school.

That's about it, not sure what its going to feel like but it doesn't matter.
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: Prohunter on September 21, 2016, 03:32:00 PM
Welcome friend, your in the right place. I'm at 8 days so far and I will credit the people on this board for helping me through. Listen to what they tell you, post roll and for gods sake Listen to what they tell you!
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: RDB on September 21, 2016, 10:18:00 PM
Welcome. Post roll every day. Keep your promise. Refuse to cave. Reach out when you need help. Get to know the guys in your December group. Those are the basics.

Stay quit.

I'm proud to be quit with you.
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: CavMan83 on September 21, 2016, 10:27:00 PM
Welcome. The SUCK you're about to go through is exactly that. IT SUCKS. Learn to embrace just how bad it is so you NEVER want to go through it again. Also, remember that when you feel like you're about to die, nicotine withdrawal has NEVER actually killed anyone.... It just feels like it at times. Gut it out... Conquer the craves one at a time. Post roll, the sooner the better; honor that post. Repeat the next day. Get to know your quit brothers and sisters. They will, in time, become extended family. The more you read about this addiction and learn KTC's tools for conquering it, the more successful you'll be. Quit with you today.
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: FISHFLORIDA on September 21, 2016, 10:39:00 PM
Quote from: Prohunter
Welcome friend, your in the right place. I'm at 8 days so far and I will credit the people on this board for helping me through. Listen to what they tell you, post roll and for gods sake Listen to what they tell you!
^^^ He's right! Go to the welcome center and post roll.
topic/1003072/1/#new (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/1003072/1/#new)
Get ready to embrace the suck, but have no doubts, we have all been there. Let's get quit!9
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: Armydan13 on September 22, 2016, 02:17:00 AM
Welcome Brother!!

Couldn't have said it better myself! It sucks! But it is the best sucky feeling I've ever had and I'm glad to have flushed that poison out of my system.

PM me if you need anything! You can do it!
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: Pubby63 on September 22, 2016, 05:46:00 AM
Thanks for all the support.

Gotta say today I feel like ripping arms and legs off of everyone I've seen so far. Crazy thing is, no offense but I thought roll post sounded stupid....I mean how can that help?

Well I'm leaving the house and was about to turn right to the store, instead pull out my phone post roll and for shits sake it worked. I said fuck that you must be stupid, so saved my ass.

God I need to avoid confrontations at work today, that's what I'm afraid of because I feel like a ticking bomb. Guess that's why you guys call it the suck.

Anyways today's promise is made will not touch that shit.
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: FISHFLORIDA on September 22, 2016, 07:35:00 AM
Quote from: Pubby63
Thanks for all the support.

Gotta say today I feel like ripping arms and legs off of everyone I've seen so far. Crazy thing is, no offense but I thought roll post sounded stupid....I mean how can that help?

Well I'm leaving the house and was about to turn right to the store, instead pull out my phone post roll and for shits sake it worked. I said fuck that you must be stupid, so saved my ass.

God I need to avoid confrontations at work today, that's what I'm afraid of because I feel like a ticking bomb. Guess that's why you guys call it the suck.

Anyways today's promise is made will not touch that shit.
That's right!! it does work. All you need to do is keep your promise for the day like a man. You can do anything for a day. (we won't bring up that thing with the goat..) Remember to drink a ton of water and stay active! if the craving gets so bad that you don't think you can take it, log onto the site and grab so gold and start to read. You should have some digits from fellow December quitters. Text them and tell them your current state of affairs suck ass and you need some mental support!
Remember this! No one has every died quitting nicotine! They may want to shoot themselves or others but that's a whole different deal.
Lets do this!!!
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: Candoit on September 22, 2016, 07:36:00 AM
Quote from: FISHFLORIDA
Quote from: Pubby63
Thanks for all the support.

Gotta say today I feel like ripping arms and legs off of everyone I've seen so far. Crazy thing is, no offense but I thought roll post sounded stupid....I mean how can that help?

Well I'm leaving the house and was about to turn right to the store, instead pull out my phone post roll and for shits sake it worked. I said fuck that you must be stupid, so saved my ass.

God I need to avoid confrontations at work today, that's what I'm afraid of because I feel like a ticking bomb. Guess that's why you guys call it the suck.

Anyways today's promise is made will not touch that shit.
That's right!! it does work. All you need to do is keep your promise for the day like a man. You can do anything for a day. (we won't bring up that thing with the goat..) Remember to drink a ton of water and stay active! if the craving gets so bad that you don't think you can take it, log onto the site and grab so gold and start to read. You should have some digits from fellow December quitters. Text them and tell them your current state of affairs suck ass and you need some mental support!
Remember this! No one has every died quitting nicotine! They may want to shoot themselves or others but that's a whole different deal.
Lets do this!!!
If your going to go on a rampage, please PM me first I have a list of suggested topics.
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: Thumblewort on September 22, 2016, 02:10:00 PM
Quote from: Candoit
Quote from: FISHFLORIDA
Quote from: Pubby63
Thanks for all the support.

Gotta say today I feel like ripping arms and legs off of everyone I've seen so far. Crazy thing is, no offense but I thought roll post sounded stupid....I mean how can that help?

Well I'm leaving the house and was about to turn right to the store, instead pull out my phone post roll and for shits sake it worked. I said fuck that you must be stupid, so saved my ass.

God I need to avoid confrontations at work today, that's what I'm afraid of because I feel like a ticking bomb. Guess that's why you guys call it the suck.

Anyways today's promise is made will not touch that shit.
That's right!! it does work. All you need to do is keep your promise for the day like a man. You can do anything for a day. (we won't bring up that thing with the goat..) Remember to drink a ton of water and stay active! if the craving gets so bad that you don't think you can take it, log onto the site and grab so gold and start to read. You should have some digits from fellow December quitters. Text them and tell them your current state of affairs suck ass and you need some mental support!
Remember this! No one has every died quitting nicotine! They may want to shoot themselves or others but that's a whole different deal.
Lets do this!!!
If your going to go on a rampage, please PM me first I have a list of suggested topics.
Rage on, it means you are quitting AND healing. Just make sure you bring it here, and not on your loved ones. You can call me a dickhead if you want, I haven't had a new quitter rage on me in months! Bring it bro!
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: pab1964 on September 22, 2016, 04:16:00 PM
Quote from: Thumblewort
Quote from: Candoit
Quote from: FISHFLORIDA
Quote from: Pubby63
Thanks for all the support.

Gotta say today I feel like ripping arms and legs off of everyone I've seen so far. Crazy thing is, no offense but I thought roll post sounded stupid....I mean how can that help?

Well I'm leaving the house and was about to turn right to the store, instead pull out my phone post roll and for shits sake it worked. I said fuck that you must be stupid, so saved my ass.

God I need to avoid confrontations at work today, that's what I'm afraid of because I feel like a ticking bomb. Guess that's why you guys call it the suck.

Anyways today's promise is made will not touch that shit.
That's right!! it does work. All you need to do is keep your promise for the day like a man. You can do anything for a day. (we won't bring up that thing with the goat..) Remember to drink a ton of water and stay active! if the craving gets so bad that you don't think you can take it, log onto the site and grab so gold and start to read. You should have some digits from fellow December quitters. Text them and tell them your current state of affairs suck ass and you need some mental support!
Remember this! No one has every died quitting nicotine! They may want to shoot themselves or others but that's a whole different deal.
Lets do this!!!
If your going to go on a rampage, please PM me first I have a list of suggested topics.
Rage on, it means you are quitting AND healing. Just make sure you bring it here, and not on your loved ones. You can call me a dickhead if you want, I haven't had a new quitter rage on me in months! Bring it bro!
I'll help you out! Come at me bro! I love newbs that are foggy and hate even the air they breathe. So bring your raging ass in here, I guarantee you we can help you. What I'm really trying to say is don't be a pussy. You feel that rage man up walk away or you could always try the Chester drawers, that works 100 % of the time. Rage on you foggy dipshit! I quit with you today!
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: Pubby63 on September 23, 2016, 11:39:00 AM
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Thumblewort
Quote from: Candoit
Quote from: FISHFLORIDA
Quote from: Pubby63
Thanks for all the support.

Gotta say today I feel like ripping arms and legs off of everyone I've seen so far. Crazy thing is, no offense but I thought roll post sounded stupid....I mean how can that help?

Well I'm leaving the house and was about to turn right to the store, instead pull out my phone post roll and for shits sake it worked. I said fuck that you must be stupid, so saved my ass.

God I need to avoid confrontations at work today, that's what I'm afraid of because I feel like a ticking bomb. Guess that's why you guys call it the suck.

Anyways today's promise is made will not touch that shit.
That's right!! it does work. All you need to do is keep your promise for the day like a man. You can do anything for a day. (we won't bring up that thing with the goat..) Remember to drink a ton of water and stay active! if the craving gets so bad that you don't think you can take it, log onto the site and grab so gold and start to read. You should have some digits from fellow December quitters. Text them and tell them your current state of affairs suck ass and you need some mental support!
Remember this! No one has every died quitting nicotine! They may want to shoot themselves or others but that's a whole different deal.
Lets do this!!!
If your going to go on a rampage, please PM me first I have a list of suggested topics.
Rage on, it means you are quitting AND healing. Just make sure you bring it here, and not on your loved ones. You can call me a dickhead if you want, I haven't had a new quitter rage on me in months! Bring it bro!
I'll help you out! Come at me bro! I love newbs that are foggy and hate even the air they breathe. So bring your raging ass in here, I guarantee you we can help you. What I'm really trying to say is don't be a pussy. You feel that rage man up walk away or you could always try the Chester drawers, that works 100 % of the time. Rage on you foggy dipshit! I quit with you today!
Thanks for the concern! hahaha. Kind of lost the rage now I am just staring at my computer at work not getting much done shaking my leg.

I got lots of work to do but it is very hard to concentrate. That and irritable....but I have had urges but nothing I couldn't get my mind off of quickly. I am prepared with this website bookmarked and got some numbers from people already in case it gets bad.

I figure if you assholes got through it, why can't I!
Title: Re: 09/20/16
Post by: jswiss11 on September 23, 2016, 01:37:00 PM
Quote from: Pubby63
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Thumblewort
Quote from: Candoit
Quote from: FISHFLORIDA
Quote from: Pubby63
Thanks for all the support.

Gotta say today I feel like ripping arms and legs off of everyone I've seen so far. Crazy thing is, no offense but I thought roll post sounded stupid....I mean how can that help?

Well I'm leaving the house and was about to turn right to the store, instead pull out my phone post roll and for shits sake it worked. I said fuck that you must be stupid, so saved my ass.

God I need to avoid confrontations at work today, that's what I'm afraid of because I feel like a ticking bomb. Guess that's why you guys call it the suck.

Anyways today's promise is made will not touch that shit.
That's right!! it does work. All you need to do is keep your promise for the day like a man. You can do anything for a day. (we won't bring up that thing with the goat..) Remember to drink a ton of water and stay active! if the craving gets so bad that you don't think you can take it, log onto the site and grab so gold and start to read. You should have some digits from fellow December quitters. Text them and tell them your current state of affairs suck ass and you need some mental support!
Remember this! No one has every died quitting nicotine! They may want to shoot themselves or others but that's a whole different deal.
Lets do this!!!
If your going to go on a rampage, please PM me first I have a list of suggested topics.
Rage on, it means you are quitting AND healing. Just make sure you bring it here, and not on your loved ones. You can call me a dickhead if you want, I haven't had a new quitter rage on me in months! Bring it bro!
I'll help you out! Come at me bro! I love newbs that are foggy and hate even the air they breathe. So bring your raging ass in here, I guarantee you we can help you. What I'm really trying to say is don't be a pussy. You feel that rage man up walk away or you could always try the Chester drawers, that works 100 % of the time. Rage on you foggy dipshit! I quit with you today!
Thanks for the concern! hahaha. Kind of lost the rage now I am just staring at my computer at work not getting much done shaking my leg.

I got lots of work to do but it is very hard to concentrate. That and irritable....but I have had urges but nothing I couldn't get my mind off of quickly. I am prepared with this website bookmarked and got some numbers from people already in case it gets bad.

I figure if you assholes got through it, why can't I!
^^THAT'S THE SPIRIT!!^^