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Title: 4 days
Post by: Junior 37 on September 03, 2012, 09:21:00 PM
My quit date is 08/31/12. It's been four days since my last chew and I must admit I just miss it. Working in the yard today I just flat out missed it!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I've come to far to turn back now.
Title: Re: 4 days
Post by: Bruce on September 03, 2012, 09:29:00 PM
Quote from: Junior
My quit date is 08/31/12. It's been four days since my last chew and I must admit I just miss it. Working in the yard today I just flat out missed it!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I've come to far to turn back now.
Miss what? Killing yourself? Fuck the nic bitch and fuck what she does to you. Never again
Title: Re: 4 days
Post by: Morgan1 on September 03, 2012, 10:08:00 PM
Quote from: Bruce
Quote from: Junior
My quit date is 08/31/12. It's been four days since my last chew and I must admit I just miss it. Working in the yard today I just flat out missed it!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I've come to far to turn back now.
Miss what? Killing yourself? Fuck the nic bitch and fuck what she does to you. Never again
There's nothing to miss Junior. Thats trickery by the nic bitch. That's addict talk. Adjust your viewpoint and perspective. Embrace the quit - don't fight it. It will go much better for you. Celebrate every day as a victory and revel in it. You DO NOT miss that shit. You have taken your life back from a little can of poison. Run the other way with your quit held high!!!
Title: Re: 4 days
Post by: Wt57 on September 03, 2012, 11:16:00 PM
Quote from: Morgan1
Quote from: Bruce
Quote from: Junior
My quit date is 08/31/12. It's been four days since my last chew and I must admit I just miss it. Working in the yard today I just flat out missed it!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I've come to far to turn back now.
Miss what? Killing yourself? Fuck the nic bitch and fuck what she does to you. Never again
There's nothing to miss Junior. Thats trickery by the nic bitch. That's addict talk. Adjust your viewpoint and perspective. Embrace the quit - don't fight it. It will go much better for you. Celebrate every day as a victory and revel in it. You DO NOT miss that shit. You have taken your life back from a little can of poison. Run the other way with your quit held high!!!
Embrace the suck! Learn to hate that miserable shit that has controlled your life. I'm here for the long haul and always willing to lend a hand if you need something.
WT day 156
Title: Re: 4 days
Post by: Diesel2112 on September 03, 2012, 11:43:00 PM
Quote from: Junior
My quit date is 08/31/12. It's been four days since my last chew and I must admit I just miss it. Working in the yard today I just flat out missed it!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I've come to far to turn back now.
I thought the same thing early on in my quit. When someone said "you don't miss it", my first thought was "fuck you, yes I fucking do!!!!". But...as I sit here 93 days later I will tell you myself you don't miss that shit, you just THINK you do.

You've been using that shit so long that your brain gets pissed when you don't poision it on its regular schedule, thus you THINK you miss it, but there's really nothing to miss.

You miss cramming your lip full of cancer causing leaves? u miss dusting off hard earned money to kill yourself? You miss being a slave ruled by a can? You miss spitting brown shit all over the place?

A sensible person who never dipped a day in their life would scratch their head in amazement that anyone could miss one portion of this nasty habbit. Well guess what, none of those people are on this site. The people on this site have been exactly where you are now and we all want to help you beat this addiction. Because that's really what it is, an addiction and not a habbit.

Your brain needs to be reprogrammed to realize that a non nicotine existence is true freedom and the only way to live your life to the fullest. The reprogramming will not always be easy or fun but I guarantee it will be worth it. The tools are all here for you to pull it off. Its up to you if you choose to use them. Feèl free to pm me anytime. You can do this shit!!!! If I can, ANYONE can.
Title: Re: 4 days
Post by: Notdeadyet on September 04, 2012, 12:15:00 AM
Quote from: Junior
My quit date is 08/31/12. It's been four days since my last chew and I must admit I just miss it. Working in the yard today I just flat out missed it!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I've come to far to turn back now.
Hey drug addict, you miss getting your fix! You miss feeding your addiction to nicotine. You miss being a slave to a drug. You miss a sore throat, bad breath, headaches. You miss the anxiety. You miss looking like a dick wad with a fat lip. Ya, you just miss it.

Pull your head out and start hating it with a passion. Hate the murdering tobacco companies. You must burn the bridge and eliminate dip as an option. Never again. Not one.
Title: Re: 4 days
Post by: Bean on September 04, 2012, 10:21:00 AM
Quote from: Junior
My quit date is 08/31/12. It's been four days since my last chew and I must admit I just miss it. Working in the yard today I just flat out missed it!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I've come to far to turn back now.
Print this off and re-read at Day 100, or a year or two. You will laugh your ass off at yourself. I know because I thought the same thing once upon a time. I actually convinced myself that my addiction was "really more of a habit." (sound familiar?) WRONG!!! Our addictions are nothing more than a physical and mental dependency upon a chemical that will force us to undergo disfiguring facial surgery before ultimately killing us as our friends, children and family look on through tear-swollen eyes. So now...tell me, do you miss that inevitablity?!!

Four days is a good start, brother!!! But that is all it is...and it won't mean shit if you don't grow some balls and quit feeling sorry for yourself. You're not out of the fog. You still think like an addict and talk like an addict...glamorizing something that WILL KILL YOU is the dumbest thing in the world. But you don't see it that way...yet.

The good news is that you WILL see it my way. And you WILL spot future bad-ass quitters who are struggling and making the mistakes you have made. You WILL do both of these things IF you stay strong, post roll, keep your word, one day at a time.
Title: Re: 4 days
Post by: 30isEnuff on September 04, 2012, 04:17:00 PM
hey Junior 37,

Do you really want to be on your deathbed wishing you had 10 more years because you caved to nicotine?
You don't have to...just get in here and read and talk with these wonderful Men of Quit who have taken the time to post on your introduction...
Perfect strangers who give a shit about you??? sounds weird, but then again what kind of weirdo puts poison in his mouth every waking hour of his life? Dumbass dippers is what we were, smartass quitters is what we are!!!!
Good to know you Sir and I am proud to be Quit with YOU today!
'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'