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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: jzzyzag01 on September 25, 2013, 02:10:00 PM
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My quit date is 9/22/13. The biggest reason for the quit is so I am around for my wife and two kids as they grow up. The Kern letter is truly a scary reminder of just how bad this thing can get before we realize what is happening.
I'll fess up that my wife doesn't know that I've used for several years so my quit will be mainly with the support of you guys. This is another reason for the quit as I'm tired of sneaking them and hiding the cans, bottles, etc., constantly worrying what she would say if she found them.
Gradually the chew has ingrained itself in many aspects of my life and I didn't realize just how many aspects until recently. I've found myself craving one in the shower, playing golf, watching TV, working, driving, etc. Just about every imaginable situation where my wife and kids weren't around, I had a dip in. The thing that really started to bother me at the end was how I was finding ways to get away from them so that I could have a dip. Enough was enough and I'm ready to put this thing away.
The toughest part will probably be my buddies that still chew. The addiction started and festered with these guys and hanging with them without a can will be tough, but I'm ready to do it. One quote I've found helpful on the main site is that cancer isn't worth the 10 minute buzz. Agreed.
Thank you guys for being here and I look forward to getting to that HOF with y'all and giving the can the "suck-it" in December.
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You can't call yourself a quitter yet...suffering must come first...lol....
You are in for one nasty fight but you have the tools here to make it.
Read everything on here, post roll call each morning and don't dip. Wow....that sounds so easy, doesn't it?
Go load yourself up with gum, mints, fake chew, seeds and beef jerky. Also get some member phone numbers right now, they will help you through the rough parts.
Next, exercise to exhaustion every single day and drink so much water that you feel like you may bust. Both of these will help. I am a cycling freak so during the first several weeks I lived on my bike and stayed overtrained. Surprisingly, you feel about the same when you are overtrained as you do during the fog so somehow, it made it better.
The wife part is tricky as she is going to see the changes in you. It's probably time to put your big boy pants on and come clean. Then make sure your wife reads about what you are going through. 99% chance that you are going to be a short fussed dick for the next 3-4 weeks. Try not to take it out on her and the kids. Get on here and take it out on us, we will be fine.
I quit with you.
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You can't call yourself a quitter yet...suffering must come first...lol....
You are in for one nasty fight but you have the tools here to make it.
Read everything on here, post roll call each morning and don't dip. Wow....that sounds so easy, doesn't it?
Go load yourself up with gum, mints, fake chew, seeds and beef jerky. Also get some member phone numbers right now, they will help you through the rough parts.
Next, exercise to exhaustion every single day and drink so much water that you feel like you may bust. Both of these will help. I am a cycling freak so during the first several weeks I lived on my bike and stayed overtrained. Surprisingly, you feel about the same when you are overtrained as you do during the fog so somehow, it made it better.
The wife part is tricky as she is going to see the changes in you. It's probably time to put your big boy pants on and come clean. Then make sure your wife reads about what you are going through. 99% chance that you are going to be a short fussed dick for the next 3-4 weeks. Try not to take it out on her and the kids. Get on here and take it out on us, we will be fine.
I quit with you.
Thanks Paradigm. I've been running like crazy this week to get over that crave first thing in the morning and it's actually helped. I'm so worried about my legs shaking I forget that I used throw a dip in around the same time.
Today I choose to quit because today is the only day I have control over today. Tomorrow is a new day and when tomorrow is today, I'll control it too, but not until then. I will win this fight with today...
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You can't call yourself a quitter yet...suffering must come first...lol....
You are in for one nasty fight but you have the tools here to make it.
Read everything on here, post roll call each morning and don't dip. Wow....that sounds so easy, doesn't it?
Go load yourself up with gum, mints, fake chew, seeds and beef jerky. Also get some member phone numbers right now, they will help you through the rough parts.
Next, exercise to exhaustion every single day and drink so much water that you feel like you may bust. Both of these will help. I am a cycling freak so during the first several weeks I lived on my bike and stayed overtrained. Surprisingly, you feel about the same when you are overtrained as you do during the fog so somehow, it made it better.
The wife part is tricky as she is going to see the changes in you. It's probably time to put your big boy pants on and come clean. Then make sure your wife reads about what you are going through. 99% chance that you are going to be a short fussed dick for the next 3-4 weeks. Try not to take it out on her and the kids. Get on here and take it out on us, we will be fine.
I quit with you.
Thanks Paradigm. I've been running like crazy this week to get over that crave first thing in the morning and it's actually helped. I'm so worried about my legs shaking I forget that I used throw a dip in around the same time.
Today I choose to quit because today is the only day I have control over today. Tomorrow is a new day and when tomorrow is today, I'll control it too, but not until then. I will win this fight with today...
I was the ultimate ninja addict. Started dating my wife 9/20/01, got married 9/4/04 and NEVER got caught once. I was like you; paranoid about her finding a can hidden in the back of a drawer, or finding a spitter burried in the center console of my car, or finding a shard stick in my teeth. Trying to hide my disgusting addiction was just as nerve-racking as worrying about cancer.
I used as a ninja and tried quitting as a ninja, but that didn't work out very well. Around day 28, Mrs Evil and my girls called me out for being a dick. My wife assumed I was leaving her since I was so angry all the time. At dinner, my daughter said, "dad doesn't look happy anymore with us". Fuck! I had talked to other former ninjas and they all said to come clean. "Get the wife on your side."
So, that night I came clean. Admitting my addiction went over like a loud wet fart in church. She was pissed and by "chick logic" said I had lied by omission, or something like that, for our entire relationship. Tensions were high for a few days but deep inside I felt relief. I wasn't hiding ANYTHING from her or my family for the first time EVER!
Now, 351 days later she is starting to get it. She knows that I have hundeds of numbers of quitters in my phone and that I will get raunchy, sick, and perverted texts at all hours of the night. She knows that if a quitter comes to Chicago I will drop what I'm doing and meet them in person. She now understands that KTC and the people that make this online environment a warm-blooded community are the main reason that I have remained clean.
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You can't call yourself a quitter yet...suffering must come first...lol....
You are in for one nasty fight but you have the tools here to make it.
Read everything on here, post roll call each morning and don't dip. Wow....that sounds so easy, doesn't it?
Go load yourself up with gum, mints, fake chew, seeds and beef jerky. Also get some member phone numbers right now, they will help you through the rough parts.
Next, exercise to exhaustion every single day and drink so much water that you feel like you may bust. Both of these will help. I am a cycling freak so during the first several weeks I lived on my bike and stayed overtrained. Surprisingly, you feel about the same when you are overtrained as you do during the fog so somehow, it made it better.
The wife part is tricky as she is going to see the changes in you. It's probably time to put your big boy pants on and come clean. Then make sure your wife reads about what you are going through. 99% chance that you are going to be a short fussed dick for the next 3-4 weeks. Try not to take it out on her and the kids. Get on here and take it out on us, we will be fine.
I quit with you.
Thanks Paradigm. I've been running like crazy this week to get over that crave first thing in the morning and it's actually helped. I'm so worried about my legs shaking I forget that I used throw a dip in around the same time.
Today I choose to quit because today is the only day I have control over today. Tomorrow is a new day and when tomorrow is today, I'll control it too, but not until then. I will win this fight with today...
I was the ultimate ninja addict. Started dating my wife 9/20/01, got married 9/4/04 and NEVER got caught once. I was like you; paranoid about her finding a can hidden in the back of a drawer, or finding a spitter burried in the center console of my car, or finding a shard stick in my teeth. Trying to hide my disgusting addiction was just as nerve-racking as worrying about cancer.
I used as a ninja and tried quitting as a ninja, but that didn't work out very well. Around day 28, Mrs Evil and my girls called me out for being a dick. My wife assumed I was leaving her since I was so angry all the time. At dinner, my daughter said, "dad doesn't look happy anymore with us". Fuck! I had talked to other former ninjas and they all said to come clean. "Get the wife on your side."
So, that night I came clean. Admitting my addiction went over like a loud wet fart in church. She was pissed and by "chick logic" said I had lied by omission, or something like that, for our entire relationship. Tensions were high for a few days but deep inside I felt relief. I wasn't hiding ANYTHING from her or my family for the first time EVER!
Now, 351 days later she is starting to get it. She knows that I have hundeds of numbers of quitters in my phone and that I will get raunchy, sick, and perverted texts at all hours of the night. She knows that if a quitter comes to Chicago I will drop what I'm doing and meet them in person. She now understands that KTC and the people that make this online environment a warm-blooded community are the main reason that I have remained clean.
Evil you pretty much summed up my whole existence for the last five years with my wife. In fact, as I was reading your post, I was also thinking about her saying the same things yours did and the back and forth.
Congrats on almost a year of quits and thanks for the support. It means a lot knowing so many other guys are going thru the same stuff each and every day just like I am. Together we'll make it.
This shit is tough, but KTC is tougher. I'm tougher. Today I'll win.
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You can't call yourself a quitter yet...suffering must come first...lol....
You are in for one nasty fight but you have the tools here to make it.
Read everything on here, post roll call each morning and don't dip. Wow....that sounds so easy, doesn't it?
Go load yourself up with gum, mints, fake chew, seeds and beef jerky. Also get some member phone numbers right now, they will help you through the rough parts.
Next, exercise to exhaustion every single day and drink so much water that you feel like you may bust. Both of these will help. I am a cycling freak so during the first several weeks I lived on my bike and stayed overtrained. Surprisingly, you feel about the same when you are overtrained as you do during the fog so somehow, it made it better.
The wife part is tricky as she is going to see the changes in you. It's probably time to put your big boy pants on and come clean. Then make sure your wife reads about what you are going through. 99% chance that you are going to be a short fussed dick for the next 3-4 weeks. Try not to take it out on her and the kids. Get on here and take it out on us, we will be fine.
I quit with you.
Thanks Paradigm. I've been running like crazy this week to get over that crave first thing in the morning and it's actually helped. I'm so worried about my legs shaking I forget that I used throw a dip in around the same time.
Today I choose to quit because today is the only day I have control over today. Tomorrow is a new day and when tomorrow is today, I'll control it too, but not until then. I will win this fight with today...
I was the ultimate ninja addict. Started dating my wife 9/20/01, got married 9/4/04 and NEVER got caught once. I was like you; paranoid about her finding a can hidden in the back of a drawer, or finding a spitter burried in the center console of my car, or finding a shard stick in my teeth. Trying to hide my disgusting addiction was just as nerve-racking as worrying about cancer.
I used as a ninja and tried quitting as a ninja, but that didn't work out very well. Around day 28, Mrs Evil and my girls called me out for being a dick. My wife assumed I was leaving her since I was so angry all the time. At dinner, my daughter said, "dad doesn't look happy anymore with us". Fuck! I had talked to other former ninjas and they all said to come clean. "Get the wife on your side."
So, that night I came clean. Admitting my addiction went over like a loud wet fart in church. She was pissed and by "chick logic" said I had lied by omission, or something like that, for our entire relationship. Tensions were high for a few days but deep inside I felt relief. I wasn't hiding ANYTHING from her or my family for the first time EVER!
Now, 351 days later she is starting to get it. She knows that I have hundeds of numbers of quitters in my phone and that I will get raunchy, sick, and perverted texts at all hours of the night. She knows that if a quitter comes to Chicago I will drop what I'm doing and meet them in person. She now understands that KTC and the people that make this online environment a warm-blooded community are the main reason that I have remained clean.
Evil has some competition for greatest ultimate ninja dipper if there is even a title holder. I "quit" back in 2011 and made it to 100 days and celebrated with no one because no one knew I even dipped for 18 years and thought to myself what and who am I doing this for and freakin caved. Back ninja dipping again just like old times. Year later realized I have dipped enough, nicotine is poison and controls my mind and I needed help.
Enter full disclosure to Mrs. Duathman. Wrote my intro on here and let her read every word. If she walked out I was prepared to stay quit. I posted roll that day and I can keep my word. Telling my wife is the single greatest thing I ever can do to stay quit. She understands why I do stupid stuff now. Trust us. Talking about it with your wife will only help you.
Now if she freaks out and pounds the crap out of you I am sorry about that.
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I was also a dumb ass ninja dipper for over 40 years. I did get caught a couple of times but always made tearful confessions that it was a weak moment and not a regular occurance and promised it was over. When I quit 543 days ago I sat my wife of 33 years down and made her part of my quit and part of my daily commitment. She was a great support even though she didn't understand how difficult it was to quit.
Turned out I wasn't nearly as good of a ninja as I thought she had seen all my trails and hiding places but didn't want me to lie to her anymore.
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End of day 4 sucks. I'm not headed out the door to the store or anything, but tonight has been the toughest so far. Seems like it might be easier to just give in.....but then I think about all the guys in here that put so much damn time and energy into helping us all.
I'm staying quit, but this is a tough evening. Thank all of you guys for doing this and let's keep kicking the piss put of this thing.
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End of day 4 sucks. I'm not headed out the door to the store or anything, but tonight has been the toughest so far. Seems like it might be easier to just give in.....but then I think about all the guys in here that put so much damn time and energy into helping us all.
I'm staying quit, but this is a tough evening. Thank all of you guys for doing this and let's keep kicking the piss put of this thing.
If quittin was easy everybody would be doing it bro. You are a badass for quitting 4 days. Embrace the suck because you dont ever want to experience this again man. I will quit with you one day at a time. Freedom bro. That's what you are gaining with all of us.each day. I quit the same way you do. One day at a time. Lets roll.
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End of day 4 sucks. I'm not headed out the door to the store or anything, but tonight has been the toughest so far. Seems like it might be easier to just give in.....but then I think about all the guys in here that put so much damn time and energy into helping us all.Â
I'm staying quit, but this is a tough evening. Thank all of you guys for doing this and let's keep kicking the piss put of this thing.
If quittin was easy everybody would be doing it bro. You are a badass for quitting 4 days. Embrace the suck because you dont ever want to experience this again man. I will quit with you one day at a time. Freedom bro. That's what you are gaining with all of us.each day. I quit the same way you do. One day at a time. Lets roll.
Its days like this one that makes your quit stronger. The tough days make you or break you. Looks to me like you added another victory. Guess what? That means there is no reason you can't make it tomorrow. Things get better, but the thing is it will take determination and drive to get to the next door.
If you haven't, start reading brother. Learn everything you can about your addiction. There is a lot of information on this site. Learning this enemy will make you stronger.
Read through some intros. A great one to start with is this guy right above my quote (kcguy). He knows how to quit. I've seen people on this site lose wives, jobs and family members. All of them still quit. I think you can make it through a few (lot, who's counting) craves. Glad to be quit with you.
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I'm going out on a limb here and now and saying that jzzyzag01 is a man of his word and will win this fight. Heck, I'm starting to think he may even be from Texas.
4 days is something to be proud of. The nic is out of your system so it's all fun and games now...right? Well F...guess what? Your body is use to living with nic and now it's mad and is about to really fight you.
The good news is that you understand how to use your tools and you have some good fight in you. The better news is that it gets so much easier very quickly. Now, I realize that "quickly" is a very relative term- as when you are suffering minute to minute, 5 or 6 weeks seem like 100 years. In reality, 5 or 6 weeks is not a very long time.
Keep in mind, I am no expert and I am just going off of what I have experienced the past 67 days. My "suck scale" looked something like this:
Day 1-3: bad fog, my brain didn't work at all. Very little sleep and couldn't take a dump to save my life. I wanted a dip every second of each day.
Day 4-10: Pretty much out of the fog but bad, bad cravings and headache every second of the day
Day 11-14: My cruise control days, I didn't think about dipping much and craves were few and far between. Sleeping good but too much.
Day 15-21 Starting to get my energy level back up. Craves about 2-4 per day and short. The first thing every morning, I started to get an empty and sick feeling in my stomach when I thought about not being able to dip. Started losing my temper easily.
Day 22-25 No real changes, cruising along but feeling a little depressed. I started learning how to hate my addiction and was really mad about it.
Day 26- 30: Wow, I was starting to gain a lot of weight. Weird how I replaced Cope with Ice Cream and cake. I don't even eat sweets but here I am 10 lbs heavier. I don't care, I'm not dipping and the craves are mild.
Day 31-38: Freaking fog was back, some nasty craves and my temper way out of control. WTF!
Day 39-60: The roller coaster days. Mod craves followed by no craves, bad temper and mild depression. A difficult time but I was not giving up at this point.
Day 61-67: The best days by far. Seldom think about dip, temper is way better, sleeping like a normal person and just feeling pretty darn good. I am stacking up these good days to recharge my batteries and prepare for the next round of fights.
Now back to the wife thing; my wife knew I quit and what I was going through and she still has asked me two times if I was leaving her since I quit dipping. My personality has changed but it's slowing getting better. Don't make your wife wonder what's wrong. Do the right thing.
I quit with you my brother. I have PM'd you my number if you need to text or talk.
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Way to post roll today. You fought last night brother. That is a big W for you. If you did it last night you can finish today as well. Don't let that piece of crap poison can beat you today. The hell with it. You can do this bro! QLF!
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Welcome JZ, like so many others apparently I was a :ph43r: too. But yes though you may not want to admit it, tell everybody you know IRL that you're quit. THey might not believe it at first but yes they can be a great comfort support when you post roll each day make it one more day free clean you'll have people to celebrate with :)
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
I think you are getting really close to hating the NB. Once you really, deep in your heart hate her and what she has done to you, things get easier.
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
There is no such thing as "just one"! Whether it be a can, a pinch... an addict can't have one. You ever watch an alcoholic fall off the wagon. It is a mess! That is you and me... we are on the quit wagon brother. We ain't fallin off.
Tell that nic B to get the heck off your shoulder and let's stay quit. All else fails, just stare at your avatar for a few minutes. It seems to help me.
You got this bro!
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
Being eye to eye with the nic-bitch is like meeting a woman from the internet on a blind date. Beforehand she will tell you how pretty she is and make it sound all nice in your head, but when you see her for what she is, you see Medusa.
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
You are doing it. Keep up the fight. DOn't be afraid to use your out loud voice to get the nic-bitch to leave. An out loud "fuck you, I am quit" right off the bat can keep the bitch induced crave from getting its claws in.
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
Being eye to eye with the nic-bitch is like meeting a woman from the internet on a blind date. Beforehand she will tell you how pretty she is and make it sound all nice in your head, but when you see her for what she is, you see Medusa.
Your doing great friend. You're making your way to a door. This door is hard to get to and not easy to open. I can't tell you how long it will take you to get to the door, but i can promise you'll get there. You'll like what's on the other side. Stay the course. Keep your head pointed forward and push through. Nothing back there for you except slavery. Quit with you today.
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
There is no such thing as "just one"! Whether it be a can, a pinch... an addict can't have one. You ever watch an alcoholic fall off the wagon. It is a mess! That is you and me... we are on the quit wagon brother. We ain't fallin off.
Tell that nic B to get the heck off your shoulder and let's stay quit. All else fails, just stare at your avatar for a few minutes. It seems to help me.
You got this bro!
Crap, now I just want some milk....
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
There is no such thing as "just one"! Whether it be a can, a pinch... an addict can't have one. You ever watch an alcoholic fall off the wagon. It is a mess! That is you and me... we are on the quit wagon brother. We ain't fallin off.
Tell that nic B to get the heck off your shoulder and let's stay quit. All else fails, just stare at your avatar for a few minutes. It seems to help me.
You got this bro!
Crap, now I just want some milk....
Better than the poison!
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
There is no such thing as "just one"! Whether it be a can, a pinch... an addict can't have one. You ever watch an alcoholic fall off the wagon. It is a mess! That is you and me... we are on the quit wagon brother. We ain't fallin off.
Tell that nic B to get the heck off your shoulder and let's stay quit. All else fails, just stare at your avatar for a few minutes. It seems to help me.
You got this bro!
Crap, now I just want some milk....
Better than the poison!
But I'm on a diet. Can you have her put on an Almond milk shirt and repost her?
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
There is no such thing as "just one"! Whether it be a can, a pinch... an addict can't have one. You ever watch an alcoholic fall off the wagon. It is a mess! That is you and me... we are on the quit wagon brother. We ain't fallin off.
Tell that nic B to get the heck off your shoulder and let's stay quit. All else fails, just stare at your avatar for a few minutes. It seems to help me.
You got this bro!
Crap, now I just want some milk....
Better than the poison!
But I'm on a diet. Can you have her put on an Almond milk shirt and repost her?
Hmmm. She's at home right now so give me a minute and I'll see if she's got one....
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
There is no such thing as "just one"! Whether it be a can, a pinch... an addict can't have one. You ever watch an alcoholic fall off the wagon. It is a mess! That is you and me... we are on the quit wagon brother. We ain't fallin off.
Tell that nic B to get the heck off your shoulder and let's stay quit. All else fails, just stare at your avatar for a few minutes. It seems to help me.
You got this bro!
Crap, now I just want some milk....
Better than the poison!
But I'm on a diet. Can you have her put on an Almond milk shirt and repost her?
Hmmm. She's at home right now so give me a minute and I'll see if she's got one....
If you are too busy, I don't mind running by there and helping her change shirts. Yes, I am just a friendly guy and willing to help you out...... 'no'
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The NB is on my shoulder driving me crazy right now...."just one can" "you can quit again after that one's gone" "you can't get cancer from using once in awhile"...blah blah blah
DRIVING ME NUTS! Get the hell off me NB, you don't run my show any more. You may be persistent hag, but I'm a nut you can't crack so 'Finger' and shove it.
There is no such thing as "just one"! Whether it be a can, a pinch... an addict can't have one. You ever watch an alcoholic fall off the wagon. It is a mess! That is you and me... we are on the quit wagon brother. We ain't fallin off.
Tell that nic B to get the heck off your shoulder and let's stay quit. All else fails, just stare at your avatar for a few minutes. It seems to help me.
You got this bro!
Crap, now I just want some milk....
Better than the poison!
But I'm on a diet. Can you have her put on an Almond milk shirt and repost her?
Hmmm. She's at home right now so give me a minute and I'll see if she's got one....
If you are too busy, I don't mind running by there and helping her change shirts. Yes, I am just a friendly guy and willing to help you out...... 'no'
'Popcorn' 'boob'
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JZ, I found your intro so I could quit with you today!! Let's keep it going!
cowboy
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JZ, I found your intro so I could quit with you today!! Let's keep it going!
cowboy
Thanks man. It's been awhile since I dusted it off. QLF with you today Apo.
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I just watched the Sean Marsee story in the Words of Wisdom group. For those that haven't seen it, it's a Youtube video that is told by his younger brother about what happened to him.
Anyway, after I get done watching it and I'm all strong in my quit and everything, I see this other video on there about reversing the negative effects of dip. Sorry in advance for the following, but it's profane because I'm real fired up right now.
First off the video is called "Health Tips for Dippers." I should've stopped right there...
You know what this 20 year old business major asshole starts doing? First thing he does is throw a dip in and start the video off "right." Then he pretends to know how the cancer starts. He starts throwing around lykoplakia and cell regeneration blah blah blah.
Then he says here's what I know: You could put a jolly rancher in your lip and it would do the same thing as dip. (Wait wait it gets better, stop laughing for a second) He says the cancer forms because you're killing the surface cells in your mouth and by putting a jolly rancher in your mouth and holding it there you kill the cells just like a dip would. THEN THIS ASSHOLE GOES: IT'S NOT THE CARCINOGENS THAT CAUSE THE CANCER, IT'S THE DEAD CELLS FROM THE DIP LAYING ON THE CELLS IN YOUR MOUTH.
Finally, his advice is to drink green tea to counteract the nitrosamines and to workout. If you do all these things you won't get cancer. WHAT A F*CKING PILE OF MONKEY ASS SH*T!!! Then you go down and read the comments and there are 14 year old asking this guy, "hey man tell me straight up if chewing will give me cancer." These poor kids are getting their dip advice from a 20 year old fucking business major that claims to be able to beat cancer.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. I was so freaking fired up I just wanted to reach thru and strangle this kid. For those of you that need some fire in your belly, here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvuLTIhSD2Q (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvuLTIhSD2Q). I'm telling you though, you're are going to be flaming mad.
I'm so proud to have found KTC and earned my quit so my kids hopefully don't have to make the same speeches as Sean Marsee's brother did. I'm quit today and I'm owning my quit, and there's no way some punk kid WITH A DIP IN HIS MOUTH is gonna tell me how to bunk cancer.
Sorry for the rant, but I'm still furious. Hope you guys are too.
JZ
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I just watched the Sean Marsee story in the Words of Wisdom group. For those that haven't seen it, it's a Youtube video that is told by his younger brother about what happened to him.
Anyway, after I get done watching it and I'm all strong in my quit and everything, I see this other video on there about reversing the negative effects of dip. Sorry in advance for the following, but it's profane because I'm real fired up right now.
First off the video is called "Health Tips for Dippers." I should've stopped right there...
You know what this 20 year old business major asshole starts doing? First thing he does is throw a dip in and start the video off "right." Then he pretends to know how the cancer starts. He starts throwing around lykoplakia and cell regeneration blah blah blah.
Then he says here's what I know: You could put a jolly rancher in your lip and it would do the same thing as dip. (Wait wait it gets better, stop laughing for a second) He says the cancer forms because you're killing the surface cells in your mouth and by putting a jolly rancher in your mouth and holding it there you kill the cells just like a dip would. THEN THIS ASSHOLE GOES: IT'S NOT THE CARCINOGENS THAT CAUSE THE CANCER, IT'S THE DEAD CELLS FROM THE DIP LAYING ON THE CELLS IN YOUR MOUTH.
Finally, his advice is to drink green tea to counteract the nitrosamines and to workout. If you do all these things you won't get cancer. WHAT A F*CKING PILE OF MONKEY ASS SH*T!!! Then you go down and read the comments and there are 14 year old asking this guy, "hey man tell me straight up if chewing will give me cancer." These poor kids are getting their dip advice from a 20 year old fucking business major that claims to be able to beat cancer.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. I was so freaking fired up I just wanted to reach thru and strangle this kid. For those of you that need some fire in your belly, here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvuLTIhSD2Q (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvuLTIhSD2Q). I'm telling you though, you're are going to be flaming mad.
I'm so proud to have found KTC and earned my quit so my kids hopefully don't have to make the same speeches as Sean Marsee's brother did. I'm quit today and I'm owning my quit, and there's no way some punk kid WITH A DIP IN HIS MOUTH is gonna tell me how to bunk cancer.
Sorry for the rant, but I'm still furious. Hope you guys are too.
JZ
Thank you! I just watched the video also. It doesn't get much more real then that! And that is why we are all here! FUCK YOU Nic Bitch!
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I had to stop watching 2 minutes in because like, I was like, totally annoyed by like the number of times this like asshole said the word "like". I think you give this tool too much credit calling him a business major because he sits there in a concrete walled room with a tie. None-the-less, thanks for sharing because although I don't like to think that I'm better than any one person when it comes to the game of life, I do know that each quitter here at KTC is better than this douche nozzle.
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I had to stop watching 2 minutes in because like, I was like, totally annoyed by like the number of times this like asshole said the word "like". I think you give this tool too much credit calling him a business major because he sits there in a concrete walled room with a tie. None-the-less, thanks for sharing because although I don't like to think that I'm better than any one person when it comes to the game of life, I do know that each quitter here at KTC is better than this douche nozzle.
I know. Totally aggravating. He claims later in the video that he's "a business major not a doctor." I just can't believe any sane rational person could watch that and feel like that's legit. Just reaffirms the quit we have here each day.
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BUMP for JAY2thaZ/jzzyzag01
ALSO...see the December 13 spreadsheet where jzzyzag01 is MIA and has been since January 2014...
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet/ccc ... web#gid=52 (https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet/ccc?key=0ApfQ5UHg2gNydDgxdm1haUp4VkpSVjl4Ukk4dDY2VWc&usp=drive_web#gid=52)
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poofer puffer
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I just watched the Sean Marsee story in the Words of Wisdom group. For those that haven't seen it, it's a Youtube video that is told by his younger brother about what happened to him.
Anyway, after I get done watching it and I'm all strong in my quit and everything, I see this other video on there about reversing the negative effects of dip. Sorry in advance for the following, but it's profane because I'm real fired up right now.
First off the video is called "Health Tips for Dippers." I should've stopped right there...
You know what this 20 year old business major asshole starts doing? First thing he does is throw a dip in and start the video off "right." Then he pretends to know how the cancer starts. He starts throwing around lykoplakia and cell regeneration blah blah blah.
Then he says here's what I know: You could put a jolly rancher in your lip and it would do the same thing as dip. (Wait wait it gets better, stop laughing for a second) He says the cancer forms because you're killing the surface cells in your mouth and by putting a jolly rancher in your mouth and holding it there you kill the cells just like a dip would. THEN THIS ASSHOLE GOES: IT'S NOT THE CARCINOGENS THAT CAUSE THE CANCER, IT'S THE DEAD CELLS FROM THE DIP LAYING ON THE CELLS IN YOUR MOUTH.
Finally, his advice is to drink green tea to counteract the nitrosamines and to workout. If you do all these things you won't get cancer. WHAT A F*CKING PILE OF MONKEY ASS SH*T!!! Then you go down and read the comments and there are 14 year old asking this guy, "hey man tell me straight up if chewing will give me cancer." These poor kids are getting their dip advice from a 20 year old fucking business major that claims to be able to beat cancer.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. I was so freaking fired up I just wanted to reach thru and strangle this kid. For those of you that need some fire in your belly, here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvuLTIhSD2Q (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvuLTIhSD2Q). I'm telling you though, you're are going to be flaming mad.
I'm so proud to have found KTC and earned my quit so my kids hopefully don't have to make the same speeches as Sean Marsee's brother did. I'm quit today and I'm owning my quit, and there's no way some punk kid WITH A DIP IN HIS MOUTH is gonna tell me how to bunk cancer.
Sorry for the rant, but I'm still furious. Hope you guys are too.
JZ
Thank you! I just watched the video also. It doesn't get much more real then that! And that is why we are all here! FUCK YOU Nic Bitch!
Day one for me. im not sure i read your post right but keep going. set the groundwork for a healthy life and a better one today. I am a 25 year old with a 14 year addiction. i know what your going through and be tough! tell that Nic B she cant control you and enslave you anymore! I quit with you today
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Same avatar style even!