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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: rustaf on April 01, 2011, 11:58:00 PM
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Day 1 is almost over. I forgot how bad the withdrawals were at first. I started to chew in college with buddies. I was hooked right from the get go. I've been chewing for pretty close to 20 years now. I started with skoal wintergreen, progressed to kodiak and cope, I had been chewing grizzly up until today. I have attempted to quit in the past with some limited success after giving in to stress and not having enough support. I have always cheeked my chew which has kept a lot of people that I know from realizing that I chewed. It was convenient for working in an office because I just swallowed that nasty shit anyway.
I've had enough. I have a 3 year old kid who watches me put a big fatty in and I am teaching him everyday. My daughter will be a year old in June and I sure as hell don't want her seeing me chew. I will be 39 years old next month and I don't want to be at my kids wedding with one fucking jaw. It's enough. My wife is a great source of support and I have come clean to a lot of family and friends that I was chewing with the hopes that that will keep me honest.
This isn't for my wife, or my kids, or for my family. It's time I did this shit for myself. If they benefit from it great, but this is all about me having had enough of putting that shit in my mouth every waking hour for close to 20 years.
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Day 1 is almost over. I forgot how bad the withdrawals were at first. I started to chew in college with buddies. I was hooked right from the get go. I've been chewing for pretty close to 20 years now. I started with skoal wintergreen, progressed to kodiak and cope, I had been chewing grizzly up until today. I have attempted to quit in the past with some limited success after giving in to stress and not having enough support. I have always cheeked my chew which has kept a lot of people that I know from realizing that I chewed. It was convenient for working in an office because I just swallowed that nasty shit anyway.
I've had enough. I have a 3 year old kid who watches me put a big fatty in and I am teaching him everyday. My daughter will be a year old in June and I sure as hell don't want her seeing me chew. I will be 39 years old next month and I don't want to be at my kids wedding with one fucking jaw. It's enough. My wife is a great source of support and I have come clean to a lot of family and friends that I was chewing with the hopes that that will keep me honest.
This isn't for my wife, or my kids, or for my family. It's time I did this shit for myself. If they benefit from it great, but this is all about me having had enough of putting that shit in my mouth every waking hour for close to 20 years.
Here are some links you may find helpful...
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A how to get started by Remy:
index.php?showtopic=1360 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=1360)
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Quit Groups, What do they mean, by SOS
index.php?showtopic=88 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=88)
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Roll call, why we do it your word by LOOT.
index.php?showtopic=120 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=120)
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What to Expect when you quit.
http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp)
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Symptoms of Quitting dip and chew
http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/symptoms.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/symptoms.asp)
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Contract to give up...
http://www.killthecan.org/facts/contract.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/facts/contract.asp)
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Smokeless alternatives
http://killthecan.org/yourquit/alternatives.asp (http://killthecan.org/yourquit/alternatives.asp)
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Words of Wisdom, Read them all
index.php?showforum=41 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=41)
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May 2008 TTFers
index.php?showtopic=1179 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=1179)
Read this group from the very first post to the very last post.
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How to post roll.
index.php?showtopic=50 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)
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How to Post ROLL CALL - Roll Call Instructions
Step 1 - Find the last (MOST RECENT) Roll Call
Step 2 - Hit the "Quote" button in the upper right hand corner.
Step 3 - Click your mouse ANYWHERE in The bottom Box
Step 4 - Hit Ctrl and "A" at the Same time so it looks like THIS
Step 5 - Hit Ctrl and "X" at the same time so there is NOTHING in Either Box
Step 6 - Click your mouse in the TOP BOX
Step 7 - Hit Ctrl and "V" at the same time to Past the info into the top box AND ADD YOUR info to the bottom of the list
Step 8 - Hit ADD REPLY below the bottom box
Step 9 - Go back to the 1st unread post, check to see that the last few people to post are still on your roll call. Keep your word.
PM me if you need help. I am glad you joined us. Get ready for support.
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Welcome to the quit club. Enjoy the pain of the suck and do it once this last time. Use the site and invest in the community.
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Day 1 is almost over. I forgot how bad the withdrawals were at first. I started to chew in college with buddies. I was hooked right from the get go. I've been chewing for pretty close to 20 years now. I started with skoal wintergreen, progressed to kodiak and cope, I had been chewing grizzly up until today. I have attempted to quit in the past with some limited success after giving in to stress and not having enough support. I have always cheeked my chew which has kept a lot of people that I know from realizing that I chewed. It was convenient for working in an office because I just swallowed that nasty shit anyway.
I've had enough. I have a 3 year old kid who watches me put a big fatty in and I am teaching him everyday. My daughter will be a year old in June and I sure as hell don't want her seeing me chew. I will be 39 years old next month and I don't want to be at my kids wedding with one fucking jaw. It's enough. My wife is a great source of support and I have come clean to a lot of family and friends that I was chewing with the hopes that that will keep me honest.
This isn't for my wife, or my kids, or for my family. It's time I did this shit for myself. If they benefit from it great, but this is all about me having had enough of putting that shit in my mouth every waking hour for close to 20 years.
Hey rustaf,
Welcome. You can do this. How do I know? Because I am doing this and I'm just an average guy who used skoal lc/ griz for 30yrs. I see you posted roll. That's important because it's more than just giving us your status, it's a promise that you make new every morning first thing. It's a promise to all of us that you will not use for today. Tomorrow you will wake up and post a new promise not to use. You see, quits happen one day at a time.
The most intense part of your quit is going to be the next 72 hours as nicotine leaves your system. You can do this. Read all you can on this site, go through the links that Scowick posted for you. Read "what to expect when you quit" and "symptoms of quitting dip and chew". Stick with it and keep your word.
Proud to be quit with you
30yr
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Day 1 is almost over. I forgot how bad the withdrawals were at first. I started to chew in college with buddies. I was hooked right from the get go. I've been chewing for pretty close to 20 years now. I started with skoal wintergreen, progressed to kodiak and cope, I had been chewing grizzly up until today. I have attempted to quit in the past with some limited success after giving in to stress and not having enough support. I have always cheeked my chew which has kept a lot of people that I know from realizing that I chewed. It was convenient for working in an office because I just swallowed that nasty shit anyway.
I've had enough. I have a 3 year old kid who watches me put a big fatty in and I am teaching him everyday. My daughter will be a year old in June and I sure as hell don't want her seeing me chew. I will be 39 years old next month and I don't want to be at my kids wedding with one fucking jaw. It's enough. My wife is a great source of support and I have come clean to a lot of family and friends that I was chewing with the hopes that that will keep me honest.
This isn't for my wife, or my kids, or for my family. It's time I did this shit for myself. If they benefit from it great, but this is all about me having had enough of putting that shit in my mouth every waking hour for close to 20 years.
Whether you quit or not, the best you can hope for is to have one jaw at your daughters wedding.. just kidding.
You sound just like me, 20 year dipper...late 30's....toddlers...hiding it from people...
this isn't easy, but it is so worth it. I have been quit for almost 200 days and I have never felt better.
my only regret is that I didn't find this site sooner.
let me know if you need anything...you sound like you have your head in the right place. just post roll everyday and read everything on this site.
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I really started to question myself about why I chewed when I ran a 10k race a couple of years ago with a chew in. I played league soccer last summer and kept a chew in most games.
It's morning of day two. My jaw is sore from chewing so much gum. Slept like shit, heading to Denver with the family to go to the aquarium. Might be a long one. Driving was always a must have chew time. Sunflower seeds and beef jerky are the in the works. Luckily it's only a couple hour drive down there.
Glad I found this resource.
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Dear Daddy-
I wish you could have been there today to see me in my Ballet Recital, I felt like a princess. But your addiction was too strong for you to deny.
I wish you were here to hold me and tell me there was no “Boogie man” under my bed. But you put your addiction first.
I wish you were here to teach me to drive a car. But tobacco would not let you.
I wish you could have seen my high school graduation today, I sure missed you. But you chose to continue to use tobacco over your family.
I wish you could have been here tonight and met my prom date, I think I am in love. But your resolve to quit dip was not strong enough.
I wish you were here to help me move into my dorm room at college, I think I will like it here. But you chose to continue to use tobacco.
I wish you could have been around to give me words of encouragement on my wedding day and walk me down the aisle, it would have meant the world to me. But you were not strong enough to put down snuff once and for all.
I wish you were here today to hold your first grandchild, you know he has your eyes. But tobacco was too important to you.
I wish you had never used tobacco daddy, my life would have been much happier.
I love you and miss you,
Your daughter
I am quit today and tomorrow....MOA
I wrote this some time back but I thought it might help your quit. You got this thing my brother.
MOA
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Dear Daddy-
I wish you could have been there today to see me in my Ballet Recital, I felt like a princess. But your addiction was too strong for you to deny.
I wish you were here to hold me and tell me there was no “Boogie man” under my bed. But you put your addiction first.
I wish you were here to teach me to drive a car. But tobacco would not let you.
I wish you could have seen my high school graduation today, I sure missed you. But you chose to continue to use tobacco over your family.
I wish you could have been here tonight and met my prom date, I think I am in love. But your resolve to quit dip was not strong enough.
I wish you were here to help me move into my dorm room at college, I think I will like it here. But you chose to continue to use tobacco.
I wish you could have been around to give me words of encouragement on my wedding day and walk me down the aisle, it would have meant the world to me. But you were not strong enough to put down snuff once and for all.
I wish you were here today to hold your first grandchild, you know he has your eyes. But tobacco was too important to you.
I wish you had never used tobacco daddy, my life would have been much happier.
I love you and miss you,
Your daughter
I am quit today and tomorrow....MOA
I wrote this some time back but I thought it might help your quit. You got this thing my brother.
MOA
Strong medicine right there Kemo Sabe. Thanks for sharing MOA and write that down somewhere rustaf.
Stay strong Bro.
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Dear Daddy-
I wish you could have been there today to see me in my Ballet Recital, I felt like a princess. But your addiction was too strong for you to deny.
I wish you were here to hold me and tell me there was no “Boogie man” under my bed. But you put your addiction first.
I wish you were here to teach me to drive a car. But tobacco would not let you.
I wish you could have seen my high school graduation today, I sure missed you. But you chose to continue to use tobacco over your family.
I wish you could have been here tonight and met my prom date, I think I am in love. But your resolve to quit dip was not strong enough.
I wish you were here to help me move into my dorm room at college, I think I will like it here. But you chose to continue to use tobacco.
I wish you could have been around to give me words of encouragement on my wedding day and walk me down the aisle, it would have meant the world to me. But you were not strong enough to put down snuff once and for all.
I wish you were here today to hold your first grandchild, you know he has your eyes. But tobacco was too important to you.
I wish you had never used tobacco daddy, my life would have been much happier.
I love you and miss you,
Your daughter
I am quit today and tomorrow....MOA
I wrote this some time back but I thought it might help your quit. You got this thing my brother.
MOA
Strong medicine right there Kemo Sabe. Thanks for sharing MOA and write that down somewhere rustaf.
Stay strong Bro.
Agreed. Should be in Words of Wisdom.
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rustaf, you've got a lot of support in here already. And pay attention to what they have said...all sound advice.
Sounds like you are off on the right foot and have your marching orders...now it's time to show you know how to stay in step...
One of the key things that makes this site successful at helping all of us stay quit is by providing us a place to STAY ACTIVE IN OUR QUIT. In my humble opinion, the BEST thing you can do to help yourself in this quit is to stay as active as possible on this site - read, read, read. Post roll every day and post comments, bitches, thoughts, fears, dreams....whatever...just stay active in your quit and get involved in the quit of your brothers and sisters
If you need a number, ask...mine is there for you
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Dear Daddy-
I wish you could have been there today to see me in my Ballet Recital, I felt like a princess. But your addiction was too strong for you to deny.
I wish you were here to hold me and tell me there was no “Boogie man” under my bed. But you put your addiction first.
I wish you were here to teach me to drive a car. But tobacco would not let you.
I wish you could have seen my high school graduation today, I sure missed you. But you chose to continue to use tobacco over your family.
I wish you could have been here tonight and met my prom date, I think I am in love. But your resolve to quit dip was not strong enough.
I wish you were here to help me move into my dorm room at college, I think I will like it here. But you chose to continue to use tobacco.
I wish you could have been around to give me words of encouragement on my wedding day and walk me down the aisle, it would have meant the world to me. But you were not strong enough to put down snuff once and for all.
I wish you were here today to hold your first grandchild, you know he has your eyes. But tobacco was too important to you.
I wish you had never used tobacco daddy, my life would have been much happier.
I love you and miss you,
Your daughter
I am quit today and tomorrow....MOA
I wrote this some time back but I thought it might help your quit. You got this thing my brother.
MOA
Strong medicine right there Kemo Sabe. Thanks for sharing MOA and write that down somewhere rustaf.
Stay strong Bro.
Agreed. Should be in Words of Wisdom.
Definite words of wisdom stuff here. That choked me up a bit.
MOA- you have made my quit stronger today. Thank you.
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I appreciate all the support and advice. Makes a big difference for sure. Today wasn't as bad as yesterday but still sucked. My family and I went down to the Downtown Aquarium in Denver. I tried to enjoy it, but I was pretty much distracted and being a grumpy assed old man. My three year old drove me nuts when I was chewing, and he is even more fun now. I work on walking away and coming back when I'm more calm.
Thanks for the letter MOA, really brought it home
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I'm sitting here at work looking at all the paperwork I have to finish. I have tried to get started but this fucking fog is thick. I don't need my shit getting in the way of the people I'm supposed to be helping. Frustrated as hell this morning.
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I'm sitting here at work looking at all the paperwork I have to finish. I have tried to get started but this fucking fog is thick. I don't need my shit getting in the way of the people I'm supposed to be helping. Frustrated as hell this morning.
Yes, the fog is a terrible symptom. I remember sitting at work and not contributing. Get through it. It goes away. Addiction does not. Bunker down and get through it. This is when the nic-bitch will whisper in your ear that she can help. You want to be productive? I am hear for you. She is a liar.
Keep yelling on this board when needed.
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The fog can get thick at times. One thing that helped him is knowing that I wasn't alone. Everyone on this site has had to go through it.
There are no pills, no patches, no short-cuts, no free-passes...just plain old quitting.
You can do this, brother...you've got everyone on this site for support.
Drink lots of water, take a walk around the office, do whatever it takes...BUT STAY QUIT, brother!
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I'm sitting here at work looking at all the paperwork I have to finish. I have tried to get started but this fucking fog is thick. I don't need my shit getting in the way of the people I'm supposed to be helping. Frustrated as hell this morning.
Yes, the fog is a terrible symptom. I remember sitting at work and not contributing. Get through it. It goes away. Addiction does not. Bunker down and get through it. This is when the nic-bitch will whisper in your ear that she can help. You want to be productive? I am hear for you. She is a liar.
Keep yelling on this board when needed.
Dude! I was teaching the youth of America in that fog...Poor fucking kids..I couldnt get a damn sentence out without fucking it up...The fog lifts it gets better day by day....You just got to push through it and stay quit..You are stronger than the fog!!!
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I'm sitting here at work looking at all the paperwork I have to finish. I have tried to get started but this fucking fog is thick. I don't need my shit getting in the way of the people I'm supposed to be helping. Frustrated as hell this morning.
Yes, the fog is a terrible symptom. I remember sitting at work and not contributing. Get through it. It goes away. Addiction does not. Bunker down and get through it. This is when the nic-bitch will whisper in your ear that she can help. You want to be productive? I am hear for you. She is a liar.
Keep yelling on this board when needed.
Dude! I was teaching the youth of America in that fog...Poor fucking kids..I couldnt get a damn sentence out without fucking it up...The fog lifts it gets better day by day....You just got to push through it and stay quit..You are stronger than the fog!!!
The "fog" is the last dying gasps of the nicotine whore thats been riding your bank-account, trashing your body, and feeding you lies. Remember this feeling and embrace it.
Personally, I get a subtle enjoyment knowing that the nic-bitch has again fallen victim to a rightous and mighty Quit. Brings a smile to my face and a chubby to my soul. Fuck yeah.
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I'm sitting here at work looking at all the paperwork I have to finish. I have tried to get started but this fucking fog is thick. I don't need my shit getting in the way of the people I'm supposed to be helping. Frustrated as hell this morning.
Yes, the fog is a terrible symptom. I remember sitting at work and not contributing. Get through it. It goes away. Addiction does not. Bunker down and get through it. This is when the nic-bitch will whisper in your ear that she can help. You want to be productive? I am hear for you. She is a liar.
Keep yelling on this board when needed.
Dude! I was teaching the youth of America in that fog...Poor fucking kids..I couldnt get a damn sentence out without fucking it up...The fog lifts it gets better day by day....You just got to push through it and stay quit..You are stronger than the fog!!!
The "fog" is the last dying gasps of the nicotine whore thats been riding your bank-account, trashing your body, and feeding you lies. Remember this feeling and embrace it.
Personally, I get a subtle enjoyment knowing that the nic-bitch has again fallen victim to a rightous and mighty Quit. Brings a smile to my face and a chubby to my soul. Fuck yeah.
I was useless at work for the first week.
It will get better.
You have no idea how great things will get.
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rustaf-just in case my little blurb gets swallowed up in the ocean of posts in the quit thread, I'm going to repeat it here...
Tornadoes of Quit Jackassery-rustaf, you are a genius! 'clap' Peace
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I'm sitting here at work looking at all the paperwork I have to finish. I have tried to get started but this fucking fog is thick. I don't need my shit getting in the way of the people I'm supposed to be helping. Frustrated as hell this morning.
Yes, the fog is a terrible symptom. I remember sitting at work and not contributing. Get through it. It goes away. Addiction does not. Bunker down and get through it. This is when the nic-bitch will whisper in your ear that she can help. You want to be productive? I am hear for you. She is a liar.
Keep yelling on this board when needed.
Dude! I was teaching the youth of America in that fog...Poor fucking kids..I couldnt get a damn sentence out without fucking it up...The fog lifts it gets better day by day....You just got to push through it and stay quit..You are stronger than the fog!!!
The "fog" is the last dying gasps of the nicotine whore thats been riding your bank-account, trashing your body, and feeding you lies. Remember this feeling and embrace it.
Personally, I get a subtle enjoyment knowing that the nic-bitch has again fallen victim to a rightous and mighty Quit. Brings a smile to my face and a chubby to my soul. Fuck yeah.
I was useless at work for the first week.
It will get better.
You have no idea how great things will get.
I thought I'd do a little check in. My periods of clarity have increased. I still catch myself zoning out for long periods of time when I know I should be working on something. The running has helped me a lot. I started the first day of my quit and I'm just shy of 30 miles. Not bad I guess after having meniscus repair surgery in November.
Trying to do a better job of keeping my mouth shut. Sometimes my brain to mouth filter doesn't work very well and has a tendency to get me in trouble. Brain to finger to keyboard is another story.
My craves are pretty predictable now unlike the first week or two. After meals still kick my ass when I wander around the house looking for where I put down my tin.
I know I need to be careful of isolating myself at work and at home. Either because of feeling funky yesterday or having low bullshit tolerance I have been keeping myself away from people i work with. This isn't a good thing for me.
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I'm sitting here at work looking at all the paperwork I have to finish. I have tried to get started but this fucking fog is thick. I don't need my shit getting in the way of the people I'm supposed to be helping. Frustrated as hell this morning.
Yes, the fog is a terrible symptom. I remember sitting at work and not contributing. Get through it. It goes away. Addiction does not. Bunker down and get through it. This is when the nic-bitch will whisper in your ear that she can help. You want to be productive? I am hear for you. She is a liar.
Keep yelling on this board when needed.
Dude! I was teaching the youth of America in that fog...Poor fucking kids..I couldnt get a damn sentence out without fucking it up...The fog lifts it gets better day by day....You just got to push through it and stay quit..You are stronger than the fog!!!
The "fog" is the last dying gasps of the nicotine whore thats been riding your bank-account, trashing your body, and feeding you lies. Remember this feeling and embrace it.
Personally, I get a subtle enjoyment knowing that the nic-bitch has again fallen victim to a rightous and mighty Quit. Brings a smile to my face and a chubby to my soul. Fuck yeah.
I was useless at work for the first week.
It will get better.
You have no idea how great things will get.
I thought I'd do a little check in. My periods of clarity have increased. I still catch myself zoning out for long periods of time when I know I should be working on something. The running has helped me a lot. I started the first day of my quit and I'm just shy of 30 miles. Not bad I guess after having meniscus repair surgery in November.
Trying to do a better job of keeping my mouth shut. Sometimes my brain to mouth filter doesn't work very well and has a tendency to get me in trouble. Brain to finger to keyboard is another story.
My craves are pretty predictable now unlike the first week or two. After meals still kick my ass when I wander around the house looking for where I put down my tin.
I know I need to be careful of isolating myself at work and at home. Either because of feeling funky yesterday or having low bullshit tolerance I have been keeping myself away from people i work with. This isn't a good thing for me.
I suggest either getting a journal and keeping how you feel each day or use this page to remind yourself how bad it sucks to stop using this shit.
There will be a day, trust me, when you feel great. When that is I cannot say but it does happen. It is on those days when you feel great and you begin to think you have this thing whipped that you need to get the journal out and read.
You are winning each day you stay clean. The rewards for your efforts are coming.. just stay quit.
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I was at my brother-in-law's wedding in Maryland over the weekend. About the only dude in the wedding party that doesn't chew was the ring bearer. Going into the weekend I knew there would be some challenges because of a lot of people dipping plus a lot of alcohol. The second night we were in town after the rehearsal dinner the festivities out by the pool began. Plenty of beer and whiskey to be had. I'm on about my 3rd beer of the evening and I see someone has left their can of cope right on the table in front of me. No problems, I got this... Keep talking with family and drinking, 4th, then 5th beer of the night. That can is still sitting on the table in front of me. That nic bitch is mocking me, telling me nobody would know, wife has gone to bed with the kids, certainly nobody I'm at the wedding with would care. But even in my drunken haze, I remember that I promised you fucks that I wouldn't dip that day. Picked that can up and threw it in the trash. I'm not sure if I would have been able to say "no" to the bitch if it wasn't for this place.
I am a quitter today and damn proud of it.
Thanks, you fuckers.
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I was at my brother-in-law's wedding in Maryland over the weekend. About the only dude in the wedding party that doesn't chew was the ring bearer. Going into the weekend I knew there would be some challenges because of a lot of people dipping plus a lot of alcohol. The second night we were in town after the rehearsal dinner the festivities out by the pool began. Plenty of beer and whiskey to be had. I'm on about my 3rd beer of the evening and I see someone has left their can of cope right on the table in front of me. No problems, I got this... Keep talking with family and drinking, 4th, then 5th beer of the night. That can is still sitting on the table in front of me. That nic bitch is mocking me, telling me nobody would know, wife has gone to bed with the kids, certainly nobody I'm at the wedding with would care. But even in my drunken haze, I remember that I promised you fucks that I wouldn't dip that day. Picked that can up and threw it in the trash. I'm not sure if I would have been able to say "no" to the bitch if it wasn't for this place.
I am a quitter today and damn proud of it.
Thanks, you fuckers.
You rule for that Rus!!! kick ass!!
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As always, your quit inspires me, Rustaf!
Proud to be quit with you,
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I was at my brother-in-law's wedding in Maryland over the weekend. About the only dude in the wedding party that doesn't chew was the ring bearer. Going into the weekend I knew there would be some challenges because of a lot of people dipping plus a lot of alcohol. The second night we were in town after the rehearsal dinner the festivities out by the pool began. Plenty of beer and whiskey to be had. I'm on about my 3rd beer of the evening and I see someone has left their can of cope right on the table in front of me. No problems, I got this... Keep talking with family and drinking, 4th, then 5th beer of the night. That can is still sitting on the table in front of me. That nic bitch is mocking me, telling me nobody would know, wife has gone to bed with the kids, certainly nobody I'm at the wedding with would care. But even in my drunken haze, I remember that I promised you fucks that I wouldn't dip that day. Picked that can up and threw it in the trash. I'm not sure if I would have been able to say "no" to the bitch if it wasn't for this place.
I am a quitter today and damn proud of it.
Thanks, you fuckers.
You rule for that Rus!!! kick ass!!
Gave me some quit wood.
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This is awesome stuff man. You got your mind straight...and your ass followed. Congratulations bro. I'm real happy for you.
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I was at my brother-in-law's wedding in Maryland over the weekend. About the only dude in the wedding party that doesn't chew was the ring bearer. Going into the weekend I knew there would be some challenges because of a lot of people dipping plus a lot of alcohol. The second night we were in town after the rehearsal dinner the festivities out by the pool began. Plenty of beer and whiskey to be had. I'm on about my 3rd beer of the evening and I see someone has left their can of cope right on the table in front of me. No problems, I got this... Keep talking with family and drinking, 4th, then 5th beer of the night. That can is still sitting on the table in front of me. That nic bitch is mocking me, telling me nobody would know, wife has gone to bed with the kids, certainly nobody I'm at the wedding with would care. But even in my drunken haze, I remember that I promised you fucks that I wouldn't dip that day. Picked that can up and threw it in the trash. I'm not sure if I would have been able to say "no" to the bitch if it wasn't for this place.
I am a quitter today and damn proud of it.
Thanks, you fuckers.
Rustaf: This helps strengthen my quit!! Awesome will power brother!!!!
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I was at my brother-in-law's wedding in Maryland over the weekend. About the only dude in the wedding party that doesn't chew was the ring bearer. Going into the weekend I knew there would be some challenges because of a lot of people dipping plus a lot of alcohol. The second night we were in town after the rehearsal dinner the festivities out by the pool began. Plenty of beer and whiskey to be had. I'm on about my 3rd beer of the evening and I see someone has left their can of cope right on the table in front of me. No problems, I got this... Keep talking with family and drinking, 4th, then 5th beer of the night. That can is still sitting on the table in front of me. That nic bitch is mocking me, telling me nobody would know, wife has gone to bed with the kids, certainly nobody I'm at the wedding with would care. But even in my drunken haze, I remember that I promised you fucks that I wouldn't dip that day. Picked that can up and threw it in the trash. I'm not sure if I would have been able to say "no" to the bitch if it wasn't for this place.
I am a quitter today and damn proud of it.
Thanks, you fuckers.
You rule for that Rus!!! kick ass!!
Gave me some quit wood.
Quit Chub!!
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Just wanted to take a second to say thanks to the people that have gotten me to 100 days. It's just begun.
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This is the time and place for me to write something profound about being quit for 2 years now. But, fuck that, I'm not a profound kinda dude.
I know what has kept from using chew again and it isn't anything fancy. I put my name on the line and promise not to do something, so I don't. It isn't rocket science. It's pretty god damn simple.
Once again, thanks to everyone for the support to get me to this point.
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Congrats, sir.
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Congrats, sir.
X2 !
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X3
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every damned day brother!
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nice work rustafarian
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nice work rustafarian
X 2
I'm very proud of you.
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nice work rustafarian
X 2
I'm very proud of you.
X 3! 2 years is a great accomplishment!!!
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I alone am in charge of my quit. I will not allow the action of others determine whether or not my quit is in danger. I will use the resources and support that KTC has given me.
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I alone am in charge of my quit. I will not allow the action of others determine whether or not my quit is in danger. I will use the resources and support that KTC has given me.
I thought you said you weren't a profound kinda dude....this sound like quit Gold to me!
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Rustaf,
Congrats on 3 years of badassery.
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Rustaf,
Congrats on 3 years of badassery.
great work fatsur!!!!!
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Rustaf,
Congrats on 3 years of badassery.
great work fatsur!!!!!
'clap'
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Rustaf,
Congrats on 3 years of badassery.
great work fatsur!!!!!
'clap'
Great work on 3 years!
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Rustaf,
Congrats on 3 years of badassery.
great work fatsur!!!!!
'clap'
Great work on 3 years!
Nice job rust
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Rustaf,
Congrats on 3 years of badassery.
great work fatsur!!!!!
'clap'
Great work on 3 years!
Nice job rust
nice job...enjoy your day!