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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: dipbegone on December 15, 2015, 09:57:00 PM
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Shit, I was in such a damn fog when I found this site I never drafted an intro. I am 68 days in at this point, but I want to get this down as a journal of the journey that will continue ODAAT. My immediate brethren in the DOG house have provided a tremendous amount of support. Some deeply involved vets like Wastepanel, pab, kramer, drome, have layed the groundwork for my quit.
Unlike most, I never tried to quit in 24 years of pounding the Cope poontang. The day I fingered her for the last time was a friday. Picked my 5 yr old up from school and immediately we were playing catch in the yard. I reached for the ninja can location (my sock) and my stomach sank....i had one or two dips left and had forgot to stop on way home. I told Bryce we had to stop catch, load up and go to the store. The look he gave me was one that drove me to walk away from the poison. At that moment, I threw away the remaining can and went back to catch. A few nights later, while fucked up from the suck, I found KTC. Having never been on a forum, and fucked from withdrawal, I was beyond lost. Now, as I get closer to the HOF, i can't believe how good freedom feels.
Quit on, see all again here at my HOF intro!
Dipbegone (DBG)
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Shit, I was in such a damn fog when I found this site I never drafted an intro. I am 68 days in at this point, but I want to get this down as a journal of the journey that will continue ODAAT. My immediate brethren in the DOG house have provided a tremendous amount of support. Some deeply involved vets like Wastepanel, pab, kramer, drome, have layed the groundwork for my quit.
Unlike most, I never tried to quit in 24 years of pounding the Cope poontang. The day I fingered her for the last time was a friday. Picked my 5 yr old up from school and immediately we were playing catch in the yard. I reached for the ninja can location (my sock) and my stomach sank....i had one or two dips left and had forgot to stop on way home. I told Bryce we had to stop catch, load up and go to the store. The look he gave me was one that drove me to walk away from the poison. At that moment, I threw away the remaining can and went back to catch. A few nights later, while fucked up from the suck, I found KTC. Having never been on a forum, and fucked from withdrawal, I was beyond lost. Now, as I get closer to the HOF, i can't believe how good freedom feels.
Quit on, see all again here at my HOF intro!
Dipbegone (DBG)
DBG 24 year's of your life wasted on that disgusting shit! I'm so damn proud of you! You are getting a small taste of freedom. The great thing about you is you seen the look on your sons face and done something about it,YOU QUIT! Stay focused, use the tools, keep helping others and you will never see that look again. My kids were grown with kids of there own before I quit, that was weak of me and very selfish. Quit on my friend and keep paying it forward!
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Shit, I was in such a damn fog when I found this site I never drafted an intro. I am 68 days in at this point, but I want to get this down as a journal of the journey that will continue ODAAT. My immediate brethren in the DOG house have provided a tremendous amount of support. Some deeply involved vets like Wastepanel, pab, kramer, drome, have layed the groundwork for my quit.
Unlike most, I never tried to quit in 24 years of pounding the Cope poontang. The day I fingered her for the last time was a friday. Picked my 5 yr old up from school and immediately we were playing catch in the yard. I reached for the ninja can location (my sock) and my stomach sank....i had one or two dips left and had forgot to stop on way home. I told Bryce we had to stop catch, load up and go to the store. The look he gave me was one that drove me to walk away from the poison. At that moment, I threw away the remaining can and went back to catch. A few nights later, while fucked up from the suck, I found KTC. Having never been on a forum, and fucked from withdrawal, I was beyond lost. Now, as I get closer to the HOF, i can't believe how good freedom feels.
Quit on, see all again here at my HOF intro!
Dipbegone (DBG)
DBG 24 year's of your life wasted on that disgusting shit! I'm so damn proud of you! You are getting a small taste of freedom. The great thing about you is you seen the look on your sons face and done something about it,YOU QUIT! Stay focused, use the tools, keep helping others and you will never see that look again. My kids were grown with kids of there own before I quit, that was weak of me and very selfish. Quit on my friend and keep paying it forward!
Great post! And congrats on your quit approachin 100. Keep it up and stay strong! Never go back.
Idaho Spuds
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Damn DGB, that had to have been some look your son gave you to stop you dead in your Cope tracks! Speaking for myself i was in the clutches of that nic bitch so deep i didnt care when those situations came up. It was the late night trips to the gas station to get a can that made me realize i was basically a junky. Doing things i didnt want to do just to get one more chew in before bed.
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Shit, I was in such a damn fog when I found this site I never drafted an intro. I am 68 days in at this point, but I want to get this down as a journal of the journey that will continue ODAAT. My immediate brethren in the DOG house have provided a tremendous amount of support. Some deeply involved vets like Wastepanel, pab, kramer, drome, have layed the groundwork for my quit.
Unlike most, I never tried to quit in 24 years of pounding the Cope poontang. The day I fingered her for the last time was a friday. Picked my 5 yr old up from school and immediately we were playing catch in the yard. I reached for the ninja can location (my sock) and my stomach sank....i had one or two dips left and had forgot to stop on way home. I told Bryce we had to stop catch, load up and go to the store. The look he gave me was one that drove me to walk away from the poison. At that moment, I threw away the remaining can and went back to catch. A few nights later, while fucked up from the suck, I found KTC. Having never been on a forum, and fucked from withdrawal, I was beyond lost. Now, as I get closer to the HOF, i can't believe how good freedom feels.
Quit on, see all again here at my HOF intro!
Dipbegone (DBG)
Same here brother. 25 years and the thought never crossed my mind. I'm here for you and proud of your decision. Let me know if I can help.
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Shit, I was in such a damn fog when I found this site I never drafted an intro. I am 68 days in at this point, but I want to get this down as a journal of the journey that will continue ODAAT. My immediate brethren in the DOG house have provided a tremendous amount of support. Some deeply involved vets like Wastepanel, pab, kramer, drome, have layed the groundwork for my quit.
Unlike most, I never tried to quit in 24 years of pounding the Cope poontang. The day I fingered her for the last time was a friday. Picked my 5 yr old up from school and immediately we were playing catch in the yard. I reached for the ninja can location (my sock) and my stomach sank....i had one or two dips left and had forgot to stop on way home. I told Bryce we had to stop catch, load up and go to the store. The look he gave me was one that drove me to walk away from the poison. At that moment, I threw away the remaining can and went back to catch. A few nights later, while fucked up from the suck, I found KTC. Having never been on a forum, and fucked from withdrawal, I was beyond lost. Now, as I get closer to the HOF, i can't believe how good freedom feels.
Quit on, see all again here at my HOF intro!
Dipbegone (DBG)
DBG 24 year's of your life wasted on that disgusting shit! I'm so damn proud of you! You are getting a small taste of freedom. The great thing about you is you seen the look on your sons face and done something about it,YOU QUIT! Stay focused, use the tools, keep helping others and you will never see that look again. My kids were grown with kids of there own before I quit, that was weak of me and very selfish. Quit on my friend and keep paying it forward!
Great post! And congrats on your quit approachin 100. Keep it up and stay strong! Never go back.
Idaho Spuds
Great intro man. Congrats on having the ballz to take back your freedom. Well done
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69. Had to journal this day or I wouldn't be a guy. Just like a good fart will always be funny. I'm at that stage where cravings are gone, but there is some boredom in the quit. Reading guys ahead I was prepared. My plan is to keep active here to shake down the boredom. Talking to u guys keeps it real
DBG
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69. Had to journal this day or I wouldn't be a guy. Just like a good fart will always be funny. I'm at that stage where cravings are gone, but there is some boredom in the quit. Reading guys ahead I was prepared. My plan is to keep active here to shake down the boredom. Talking to u guys keeps it real
DBG
You're doing great man. I'm very proud of you.
Honestly, one of the best things you can do for your quit is to.guide a new quitter. Hell, those first few days are insane. People yell at you because you posted roll and bumped someone. People trying to get ya into group chats. All sorts of rules just being tossed at you. What's funny is what makes he this board so special is the personal interactions. Friendships in those first few days can really make a difference in a quit. I'm over 1600 days in so the fog seems real but I don't remember the day to day struggle as clearly say....somebody around 70.
It also pulls you right back into the fire and is great for yourquit. You realize all the stupidity that can steal your quit from you and how susceptible you were to it in those first days. It reinforces basic concepts daily.
Nah. You don't have to do it but I definitely recommend it.
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As I get further into my Quit, I find that its reaching out to newbies that keeps my motivation high. The quit is definitely an evolutionary process; and I look forward to what today will bring! 'archer'
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As I get further into my Quit, I find that its reaching out to newbies that keeps my motivation high. The quit is definitely an evolutionary process; and I look forward to what today will bring! 'archer'
DBG you are paying it back my friend and that's what this place is about. You never know that one simple post may be the one that gets someone over the edge and saves there quit. Or could be the one that helps in the final decision to quit the bitch and reclaim there freedom! You're doing great, keep it up,its guys like you that makes ktc work. Quit on!
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I told Bryce we had to stop catch, load up and go to the store. The look he gave me was one that drove me to walk away from the poison. At that moment, I threw away the remaining can and went back to catch
Thinking that ought to make your signature line.
Its the start of leaving a legacy that sometimes motivates the most!
You quit for you.....ODAAT.
Be a man of integrity and keep your word.
Brice one day will follow.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 399
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Rawls..how ironic I just was reading an intro thread for PMCX? and you are a HUGE part of caring more about that guy and making him accountable. Damn fine, sir, damn fine!!
Day 75 is coming to a close. My quit group of fire hydrant pissing mail man eating DOGS is approaching each BAQs HOF date. I'm going to save a lengthy reflection for MY date, but i have to quit ODAAT 25 more times before that is on my radar.
Today, i feel a long way from dip and right next door at the same time. I truly believe, keeping on KTC...reading, posting, reading is not a trigger but a REMINDER of what my pathetic existence was as a tobacco chomping fucktard. I have seen some make the excuse they quit posting EDD because it "kept dip in the front of their mind". Fuck yes, it should. But there is a difference between being in the front of my mind and WANTING it. I don't want, crave, romance about dip anymore. But i am very AWARE of the hold it had on my. Posting roll at 100 percent, will be adding a + 1 in the AM while i drain the main vein in the morning fog.
A few thank you's for this portion of the journey...My DOG quit group in its entirety; specifically JPAnthony and QTL..thanks for being in the front of my phone. Pab, Kramer, Candoit, Norm, Drome...you guys busted balls in our group and at first i thought "what a bunch of arseholes" How wrong was I. Would run in front of a bus for you Badasses! Wastepanel, well over a 1000 days quit, and makes the time to care about a new quitter. You, sir, are one raging MoFo!
Much love to all of KTC
Ryan aka DBG 'Cheers'
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Putting the final touches on my first dipless Christmas in 22 years. The combined ages of my kids = the years i fucking slaved. I can't tell you how emotionally relaxed I was today. John Polito (whyquit.com) talks of the mental calm after quitting nicotine. Well, on days like today, he's correct. There have been highs and lows...for me the anxiety was a crusher in the 40-60 day stretch.
I am so blessed to have this life. Just spent an hour reading the Kern journal. I do this at least once a week...its good medicine for me to keep the mind clear and stay focused.
Be quit my brothers and sisters.
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Approaching HOF, I sit at 99 days quit. Unlike most I have encountered, I chewed Cope for 22 years and never once stopped or attempted a quit. This is my first, and will be my only, quit. I will always be an addict, but I can now process how life is free of nicotine, craves, and anxiety. The anxiety was brutal!
Passed a big test tonight. I coach HS baseball, and by the way we are loaded...stay healthy and could make a deep run in the state tournament...have 4 kids going D1 lead by a RHP going to Vanderbilt. Anywho, we had our first offseason workout since I quit. Took a mouth full of seeds, and had more fun than ever at a practice! NO worries about the kids seeing the pack job. Our outfield coach, ironically, quit 30 days back as well. Heres to a Nic free baseball season in 2016.
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Today is my 120 or 4th month of Quit. Thinking back to those early days, an acronym helped me many a dark moment...GDTBA or Great Day To Be Alive. For me, there is a story behind the saying. September 22nd, 2014, my Assistant Superintendent lost his life in a motor vehicle accident. He was 26 years old with his entire life yet to live. He was a beacon of energy and light, and lived his life to the fullest each day. Hell, an old fart like me quietly lived through his exploits! This motto was one he took serious, serious enough to have tattooed on this inner bicep...from arm pit to elbow. Knowing he was gone and my addicted ass was still ticking, I thought of that motto and it helped push through many a tough time.
So, Michael, thanks for being a huge part in my quit...still touching lives.
RB
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Reading your intro made me think back to the beginning of my quit 2042 days ago. My little boy asked me to quit at his baseball practice and I threw away that tin and haven't looked back since! Way to go mang(Tony Montana) voice lol. Glad to be quit with you!
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2nd floor. One dY of being quit. Tomorrow I will decide to be quit again and promise you guys the same! I can't thank my FoGs enough, especially JP QTL Sam and the Vets I lean on Candoit, Wastepanel, Pab o rooski!!, TJschu , Mac and Ink. You all have a special place in my quit!
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2nd floor. One dY of being quit. Tomorrow I will decide to be quit again and promise you guys the same! I can't thank my FoGs enough, especially JP QTL Sam and the Vets I lean on Candoit, Wastepanel, Pab o rooski!!, TJschu , Mac and Ink. You all have a special place in my quit!
DBG + 200 = BA
Congrats Brother.
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2nd floor. One dY of being quit. Tomorrow I will decide to be quit again and promise you guys the same! I can't thank my FoGs enough, especially JP QTL Sam and the Vets I lean on Candoit, Wastepanel, Pab o rooski!!, TJschu , Mac and Ink. You all have a special place in my quit!
DBG + 200 = BA
Congrats Brother.
Congratulations my friend! Thanks for your support also! It damn well helps!
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2nd floor. One dY of being quit. Tomorrow I will decide to be quit again and promise you guys the same! I can't thank my FoGs enough, especially JP QTL Sam and the Vets I lean on Candoit, Wastepanel, Pab o rooski!!, TJschu , Mac and Ink. You all have a special place in my quit!
DBG + 200 = BA
Congrats Brother.
Congratulations my friend! Thanks for your support also! It damn well helps!
When you reached out to me, it damn near knocked me over. But proud to be kwittn with you, odaatedd.
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In a day late, but in nonetheless. Congrats on 200, DBG. I'm super proud to be quit with you, man. cowboy
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In a day late, but in nonetheless. Congrats on 200, DBG. I'm super proud to be quit with you, man. cowboy
Keep kicking some serious ass man.
Very proud of you.
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In a day late, but in nonetheless. Congrats on 200, DBG. I'm super proud to be quit with you, man. cowboy
Keep kicking some serious ass man.
Very proud of you.
Belated Congrats on the second floor man! keep on killing it ODAAT EDD!!! Proud to quit with you!
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
Proud to call you a brother and a friend! Congratulations, 1 year is huge!
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
Proud to call you a brother and a friend! Congratulations, 1 year is huge!
Doing it backwards but doing it right! Thanks for inviting me into your quit web DBG! :)
The nice thing about 365 is that the 4th floor is so close. Then you'll start thinking about your HOF anniversary. It's a sweet spot but don't get complacent. B)B
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
Proud to call you a brother and a friend! Congratulations, 1 year is huge!
Doing it backwards but doing it right! Thanks for inviting me into your quit web DBG! :)
The nice thing about 365 is that the 4th floor is so close. Then you'll start thinking about your HOF anniversary. It's a sweet spot but don't get complacent. B)B
One year Rocks.... Well done Sir!
Rawls 690
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
Proud to call you a brother and a friend! Congratulations, 1 year is huge!
Doing it backwards but doing it right! Thanks for inviting me into your quit web DBG! :)
The nice thing about 365 is that the 4th floor is so close. Then you'll start thinking about your HOF anniversary. It's a sweet spot but don't get complacent. B)B
One year Rocks.... Well done Sir!
Rawls 690
I missed it yesterday, service off and on, but congrats to you DBG on your 1 year!? badassery!
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
Proud to call you a brother and a friend! Congratulations, 1 year is huge!
Doing it backwards but doing it right! Thanks for inviting me into your quit web DBG! :)
The nice thing about 365 is that the 4th floor is so close. Then you'll start thinking about your HOF anniversary. It's a sweet spot but don't get complacent. B)B
One year Rocks.... Well done Sir!
Rawls 690
I missed it yesterday, service off and on, but congrats to you DBG on your 1 year!? badassery!
Congrats on one year quit!!
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
Proud to call you a brother and a friend! Congratulations, 1 year is huge!
Doing it backwards but doing it right! Thanks for inviting me into your quit web DBG! :)
The nice thing about 365 is that the 4th floor is so close. Then you'll start thinking about your HOF anniversary. It's a sweet spot but don't get complacent. B)B
One year Rocks.... Well done Sir!
Rawls 690
I missed it yesterday, service off and on, but congrats to you DBG on your 1 year!? badassery!
Congrats on one year quit!!
Way to be brother. You got this from the beginning, Followed the rules, and now look! Good work!
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
Proud to call you a brother and a friend! Congratulations, 1 year is huge!
Doing it backwards but doing it right! Thanks for inviting me into your quit web DBG! :)
The nice thing about 365 is that the 4th floor is so close. Then you'll start thinking about your HOF anniversary. It's a sweet spot but don't get complacent. B)B
One year Rocks.... Well done Sir!
Rawls 690
I missed it yesterday, service off and on, but congrats to you DBG on your 1 year!? badassery!
Congrats on one year quit!!
Way to be brother. You got this from the beginning, Followed the rules, and now look! Good work!
Great job! proud to be quit with you!
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Bad ass brother. 365 days of quitty goodness, be proud, I know I am. Nothing, feels as good as freedom. This freedom isnt free, costs a daily promise. Which I will gladly pay. Quit with you EDD!
Great milestone! soak it in, celebrate!
Share your thoughts at this point in quit for those behind you!
Proud to call you a brother and a friend! Congratulations, 1 year is huge!
Doing it backwards but doing it right! Thanks for inviting me into your quit web DBG! :)
The nice thing about 365 is that the 4th floor is so close. Then you'll start thinking about your HOF anniversary. It's a sweet spot but don't get complacent. B)B
One year Rocks.... Well done Sir!
Rawls 690
I missed it yesterday, service off and on, but congrats to you DBG on your 1 year!? badassery!
Congrats on one year quit!!
Way to be brother. You got this from the beginning, Followed the rules, and now look! Good work!
Great job! proud to be quit with you!
Outstanding. One year is just huge stepping stone in your quit. Congrats
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430 straight days of promising to my brothers and sisters in quit. 430 straight days of honoring that promise. Looking back at the outpouring of support from the bad assery krew gives me chills.
I'm not the first to say this...not sure if I would be quit without KTC but I KNOW I will be by posting roll and my promise.
I often spend my evenings still reading on this great site. The freedom of life without nic is something only us addicts can appreciate. You freshies; it not only can be done but is very simple. Accept the tough love. Vets are through the fog and can see the Siren for who she is. Follow the lead and beat this back every second every minute every hour every day.
You, my friends and colleagues of quit, gave me the strength to save my own life. Yesterday is gone today is promised and tomorrow taint here yet. I am quit. I will continue ODAAT.
NAFAR
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Don't want to forget this 3 day stretch.
DeeBeeeGeee
single/?p=11279960t=30106725 (http://forum.killthecan.org/single/?p=11279960&t=30106725)
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Don't want to forget this 3 day stretch.
DeeBeeeGeee
single/?p=11279960t=30106725 (http://forum.killthecan.org/single/?p=11279960&t=30106725)
You poor bastard....
Quit takes on new meaning after that.
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Don't want to forget this 3 day stretch.
DeeBeeeGeee
single/?p=11279960t=30106725 (http://forum.killthecan.org/single/?p=11279960&t=30106725)
You poor bastard....
Quit takes on new meaning after that.
Bad ass DBG!!! Glad everything worked out.
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Don't want to forget this 3 day stretch.
DeeBeeeGeee
single/?p=11279960t=30106725 (http://forum.killthecan.org/single/?p=11279960&t=30106725)
You poor bastard....
Quit takes on new meaning after that.
Bad ass DBG!!! Glad everything worked out.
Good to see there are still solid citizens in this world. Glad you are still killing the quit.
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Grats on your half dangle...late to the party, but hey, ,we can still party!
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500 days ago my life revolved around a can of stanky, wet, plant leaves. Everything I did was planned around having enough and spotting the opportunities. Can in the sock so it doesn't stand out...can't wear shorts. Well fuck, when its 90 degrees that's a tough one to explain. Going to the beach...how do I put enough in a ziplock baggie to fit dry in my pocket? Clever, eh?
Now? NAFAR. Period. 500 is a cool number and I celebrate its arrival. As Candi said to me this AM...501 is even sweeter. That's how life is now. Things can be going swimmingly, suck rocks, or anywhere in between but tobacco is off the table and its plain as day to me that a problem plus the shit results in more that two problems...it results in my loss. I don't lose. I won't lose. Thank you KTC and it's fine residents.
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500 days ago my life revolved around a can of stanky, wet, plant leaves. Everything I did was planned around having enough and spotting the opportunities. Can in the sock so it doesn't stand out...can't wear shorts. Well fuck, when its 90 degrees that's a tough one to explain. Going to the beach...how do I put enough in a ziplock baggie to fit dry in my pocket? Clever, eh?
Now? NAFAR. Period. 500 is a cool number and I celebrate its arrival. As Candi said to me this AM...501 is even sweeter. That's how life is now. Things can be going swimmingly, suck rocks, or anywhere in between but tobacco is off the table and its plain as day to me that a problem plus the shit results in more that two problems...it results in my loss. I don't lose. I won't lose. Thank you KTC and it's fine residents.
Congrats and Rock on DBGone!
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500 days ago my life revolved around a can of stanky, wet, plant leaves. Everything I did was planned around having enough and spotting the opportunities. Can in the sock so it doesn't stand out...can't wear shorts. Well fuck, when its 90 degrees that's a tough one to explain. Going to the beach...how do I put enough in a ziplock baggie to fit dry in my pocket? Clever, eh?
Now? NAFAR. Period. 500 is a cool number and I celebrate its arrival. As Candi said to me this AM...501 is even sweeter. That's how life is now. Things can be going swimmingly, suck rocks, or anywhere in between but tobacco is off the table and its plain as day to me that a problem plus the shit results in more that two problems...it results in my loss. I don't lose. I won't lose. Thank you KTC and it's fine residents.
Congrats and Rock on DBGone!
Half a comma! That is Badass. Congrats!
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500 days ago my life revolved around a can of stanky, wet, plant leaves. Everything I did was planned around having enough and spotting the opportunities. Can in the sock so it doesn't stand out...can't wear shorts. Well fuck, when its 90 degrees that's a tough one to explain. Going to the beach...how do I put enough in a ziplock baggie to fit dry in my pocket? Clever, eh?
Now? NAFAR. Period. 500 is a cool number and I celebrate its arrival. As Candi said to me this AM...501 is even sweeter. That's how life is now. Things can be going swimmingly, suck rocks, or anywhere in between but tobacco is off the table and its plain as day to me that a problem plus the shit results in more that two problems...it results in my loss. I don't lose. I won't lose. Thank you KTC and it's fine residents.
Congrats and Rock on DBGone!
Half a comma! That is Badass. Congrats!
Congrats on reaching the 5th floor!
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500 days ago my life revolved around a can of stanky, wet, plant leaves. Everything I did was planned around having enough and spotting the opportunities. Can in the sock so it doesn't stand out...can't wear shorts. Well fuck, when its 90 degrees that's a tough one to explain. Going to the beach...how do I put enough in a ziplock baggie to fit dry in my pocket? Clever, eh?
Now? NAFAR. Period. 500 is a cool number and I celebrate its arrival. As Candi said to me this AM...501 is even sweeter. That's how life is now. Things can be going swimmingly, suck rocks, or anywhere in between but tobacco is off the table and its plain as day to me that a problem plus the shit results in more that two problems...it results in my loss. I don't lose. I won't lose. Thank you KTC and it's fine residents.
Congrats and Rock on DBGone!
Half a comma! That is Badass. Congrats!
Congrats on reaching the 5th floor!
Sorry I missed this my friend. Congratulations and quit on sir!
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Haven't posted in here forever. Today, 700 days ago, a different but similar me walked away from the chains of the cope fiend. What a rollercoaster the first 75 days were and truly didn't feel 100% adjusted till around 160-200. Now, life is sweet and the freedom is sweeter. I no longer reach for the can in my sock, or crave the myth after a meal or any other trigger. So, now I stay vigilant. Work with other quitters to strengthen mine. Like Candy said, positive selfishness. I like that term.
Quit on you freaking house of addicts!
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Haven't posted in here forever. Today, 700 days ago, a different but similar me walked away from the chains of the cope fiend. What a rollercoaster the first 75 days were and truly didn't feel 100% adjusted till around 160-200. Now, life is sweet and the freedom is sweeter. I no longer reach for the can in my sock, or crave the myth after a meal or any other trigger. So, now I stay vigilant. Work with other quitters to strengthen mine. Like Candy said, positive selfishness. I like that term.
Quit on you freaking house of addicts!
Glad to have you keeping me accountable!
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Haven't posted in here forever. Today, 700 days ago, a different but similar me walked away from the chains of the cope fiend. What a rollercoaster the first 75 days were and truly didn't feel 100% adjusted till around 160-200. Now, life is sweet and the freedom is sweeter. I no longer reach for the can in my sock, or crave the myth after a meal or any other trigger. So, now I stay vigilant. Work with other quitters to strengthen mine. Like Candy said, positive selfishness. I like that term.
Quit on you freaking house of addicts!
Glad to have you keeping me accountable!
Congrats DBG! :)
Stick around and keep helping other folks. Seeing you hit 700 days is like quit fuel for me.
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Haven't posted in here forever. Today, 700 days ago, a different but similar me walked away from the chains of the cope fiend. What a rollercoaster the first 75 days were and truly didn't feel 100% adjusted till around 160-200. Now, life is sweet and the freedom is sweeter. I no longer reach for the can in my sock, or crave the myth after a meal or any other trigger. So, now I stay vigilant. Work with other quitters to strengthen mine. Like Candy said, positive selfishness. I like that term.
Quit on you freaking house of addicts!
Glad to have you keeping me accountable!
Congrats DBG! :)
Stick around and keep helping other folks. Seeing you hit 700 days is like quit fuel for me.
Congrats on 700!
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Haven't posted in here forever. Today, 700 days ago, a different but similar me walked away from the chains of the cope fiend. What a rollercoaster the first 75 days were and truly didn't feel 100% adjusted till around 160-200. Now, life is sweet and the freedom is sweeter. I no longer reach for the can in my sock, or crave the myth after a meal or any other trigger. So, now I stay vigilant. Work with other quitters to strengthen mine. Like Candy said, positive selfishness. I like that term.
Quit on you freaking house of addicts!
Glad to have you keeping me accountable!
Congrats DBG! :)
Stick around and keep helping other folks. Seeing you hit 700 days is like quit fuel for me.
Congrats on 700!
Great quit to 700 + dbg!
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Congrats on your 2 trips around the sun, dip free!
Proud to quit with you.
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Congrats on your 2 trips around the sun, dip free!
Proud to quit with you.
2 years of quitty goodness! Bad assery at it's finest!
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Congrats on your 2 trips around the sun, dip free!
Proud to quit with you.
2 years of quitty goodness! Bad assery at it's finest!
I owe it all to this kind of Accountability and support!! Proud to be quit edd
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Congrats on 2 years, let's us newbies know that we can get there someday...ODAAT.
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Congrats on your 2 trips around the sun, dip free!
Proud to quit with you.
2 years of quitty goodness! Bad assery at it's finest!
I owe it all to this kind of Accountability and support!! Proud to be quit edd
Congratulations my brother!
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Congrats on your 2 trips around the sun, dip free!
Proud to quit with you.
2 years of quitty goodness! Bad assery at it's finest!
I owe it all to this kind of Accountability and support!! Proud to be quit edd
Congratulations my brother!
Congrats on 2 years quit!!!!
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Congrats on your 2 trips around the sun, dip free!
Proud to quit with you.
2 years of quitty goodness! Bad assery at it's finest!
I owe it all to this kind of Accountability and support!! Proud to be quit edd
Congratulations my brother!
Congrats on 2 years quit!!!!
Congrats my friend.
Keep it up!
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Congrats on your 2 trips around the sun, dip free!
Proud to quit with you.
2 years of quitty goodness! Bad assery at it's finest!
I owe it all to this kind of Accountability and support!! Proud to be quit edd
Congratulations my brother!
Congrats on 2 years quit!!!!
Congrats my friend.
Keep it up!
Great milestone! Stay with us and celebrate the next one! ;) B)B
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Congrats on your 2 trips around the sun, dip free!
Proud to quit with you.
2 years of quitty goodness! Bad assery at it's finest!
I owe it all to this kind of Accountability and support!! Proud to be quit edd
Congratulations my brother!
Congrats on 2 years quit!!!!
Congrats my friend.
Keep it up!
Great milestone! Stay with us and celebrate the next one! ;) B)B
Congratulations on the 2 years
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Comma, hanger, dangle, 1,000 consecutive days Quit.
Life as a non user is more than I could have imagined. 24+ years of constant use dominated everything in my life. I want you new guys pouring through intros to see not only is this quit thing possible, but itÂ’s better than you can imagine in the early days.
Stay vigilant my fri mds.
DBG 1,000 quit
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Comma, hanger, dangle, 1,000 consecutive days Quit.
Life as a non user is more than I could have imagined. 24+ years of constant use dominated everything in my life. I want you new guys pouring through intros to see not only is this quit thing possible, but itÂ’s better than you can imagine in the early days.
Stay vigilant my fri mds.
DBG 1,000 quit
Congratulations on the dangle DBG! Well done my brother
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Comma, hanger, dangle, 1,000 consecutive days Quit.
Life as a non user is more than I could have imagined. 24+ years of constant use dominated everything in my life. I want you new guys pouring through intros to see not only is this quit thing possible, but itÂ’s better than you can imagine in the early days.
Stay vigilant my fri mds.
DBG 1,000 quit
Congratulations on the dangle DBG! Well done my brother
Awesome stuff brother! One day at a time is the way to do this. I'm proud to quit with you today! :)
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Comma, hanger, dangle, 1,000 consecutive days Quit.
Life as a non user is more than I could have imagined. 24+ years of constant use dominated everything in my life. I want you new guys pouring through intros to see not only is this quit thing possible, but itÂ’s better than you can imagine in the early days.
Stay vigilant my fri mds.
DBG 1,000 quit
Congratulations on the dangle DBG! Well done my brother
Awesome stuff brother! One day at a time is the way to do this. I'm proud to quit with you today! :)
Congrats on that comma DBG!!