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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Harn46n2 on January 18, 2017, 01:14:00 AM

Title: Intro
Post by: Harn46n2 on January 18, 2017, 01:14:00 AM
I started this nasty habit almost 20 years ago as a way to stop smoking that sounds so crazy now. I have hit some major low points through my journey I almost lost my wife and kids multiple times because of my addiction and the lies that came after failed attempt after failed attempt. I was pretty skilled at my ninja dipping until I would finally get caught and then the process would just repeat. A few years ago my wife finally gave up on me quitting and I think she felt like I would never be able to do it.

This is my first REAL attempt to quit for ME for MY future! I feel more determined then in the past instead of thinking of ways to justify a little cheat or find a reason to just say fuck it! This time its different. I just told my wife yesterday that I was quit. She just nodded her head like oh that's nice lol I don't blame her soooo much bullshit I have spewed at her over the years. I am glad to have stumbled across KTC and am looking forward to going through this with others who will have my back and I hope I can help those who stand in need as well.
Title: Re: Intro
Post by: ChristopherJ on January 18, 2017, 06:55:00 AM
Great to see that you started an Intro Harn. You have a week under your belt, have been posting regularly and it seems that you know that you are not alone in this fight. We can do this one day at a time brother!
Title: Re: Intro
Post by: Thumblewort on January 18, 2017, 08:28:00 AM
Jump in with both feet and save your life. It works!
Title: Re: Intro
Post by: KingNothing on January 18, 2017, 11:43:00 AM
You can do this H46. This place works and I am living proof. 559 days ago there is no way I could see myself quitting for a year and a half, but I did it. I did it by quitting one day at a time and by diving in head first to everything KTC had to offer. I'd tried to quit on my own before and I'd tried to quit half-assed for this reason or that. When I first got here I jumped in with both feet because if this place didn't work, I didn't think I'd be able to ever quit. It worked.

Congrats on making a great choice today. Freedom awaits, you can do this.
Title: Re: Intro
Post by: Law1358 on January 18, 2017, 01:26:00 PM
You can do this...Just about every single one of us have felt the same way you do and have done the same things you did. Post your roll everyday, embrace the suck, and the better days will come. You already have the hatred for it, now just do it and dont ever let the nic bitch win!!one day at a time stay quit, and you will be successful...Stay close to the site and reach out to others..most peoples digits are a pm away including mine....Welcome aboard, and stay quit
Title: Re: Intro
Post by: Atown on January 19, 2017, 06:00:00 PM
Good to be in April with you Bro, all the way to the HOF and beyond. 'Cheers'