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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: PCMS on February 04, 2015, 04:09:00 PM
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But, man, I love my 2 kids and wife a bit more.
On day 3 right now.
Took my first one summer of my 7th grade year. Clearly remember my buddy David pulling out a can of Skoal Bandits and introducing me to my 32 year habit. Copenhagen has been my best friend now for 3 decades.
Not going to lie....love everything about dipping. Except of course for the recent sore that didnt go away for about 5 days. Turned out to be simply a ulcer, but, it was a wake up call. Every dipper has had it: that moment when your laying in bed at night thinking about that little pain in your mouth: Hoping its nothing -- telling yourself its nothing.
So anyway, its just me and my Nicorette 4mg at the moment. Hell, last night I found a can with a little in it. Scooped it right up and stuck it in. Think I was close to Nicotene overdose. Not a good sensation
Found this site. I'm encouraged.
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But, man, I love my 2 kids and wife a bit more.
On day 3 right now.
Took my first one summer of my 7th grade year. Clearly remember my buddy David pulling out a can of Skoal Bandits and introducing me to my 32 year habit. Copenhagen has been my best friend now for 3 decades.
Not going to lie....love everything about dipping. Except of course for the recent sore that didnt go away for about 5 days. Turned out to be simply a ulcer, but, it was a wake up call. Every dipper has had it: that moment when your laying in bed at night thinking about that little pain in your mouth: Hoping its nothing -- telling yourself its nothing.
So anyway, its just me and my Nicorette 4mg at the moment. Hell, last night I found a can with a little in it. Scooped it right up and stuck it in. Think I was close to Nicotene overdose. Not a good sensation
Found this site. I'm encouraged.
Holy shit. Are you kidding me? This is like the example of not succeeding and not quitting.
1. Dump your chew and nicotine gum, this is a nicotine free site...
2. You need to learn to hate chew/nicotine, it has been controlling you for your whole life.
3. First, you need to love yourself more than chew... quit for yourself first then your family
4. Read this: http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm (http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm)
5. You are playing roulette with your chew, next spot won't go away....
Read up on this site, you are a addict and right now someone who loves chewing, more then himself or his family
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But, man, I love my 2 kids and wife a bit more.
On day 3 right now.
Took my first one summer of my 7th grade year. Clearly remember my buddy David pulling out a can of Skoal Bandits and introducing me to my 32 year habit. Copenhagen has been my best friend now for 3 decades.
Not going to lie....love everything about dipping. Except of course for the recent sore that didnt go away for about 5 days. Turned out to be simply a ulcer, but, it was a wake up call. Every dipper has had it: that moment when your laying in bed at night thinking about that little pain in your mouth: Hoping its nothing -- telling yourself its nothing.
So anyway, its just me and my Nicorette 4mg at the moment. Hell, last night I found a can with a little in it. Scooped it right up and stuck it in. Think I was close to Nicotene overdose. Not a good sensation
Found this site. I'm encouraged.
Hey PCMS,
Glad you're here. There's hope, but we need to get some things out of the way real fast.
You're not quit, you're not even stopped, you're still using. You've simply traded one form of nicotine, for another. We QUIT cold turkey here. No gum, no patches, no NRT (nicotine replacement therapy). You need to get rid of the rest of your Nicorette, and QUIT. It's gonna suck big balls. Your body needs to readjust to what normal is. This process is known as "The Suck". 3 days and the nicotine is out of your system. 72 hrs of hell, for a opportunity at freedom.
This intro will draw a lot of attention and I suggest you read what everyone of these quitters write to you.
Are you serious about quitting? Or do you just want to trade dip for gum/patches?
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But, man, I love my 2 kids and wife a bit more.
On day 3 right now.
Took my first one summer of my 7th grade year. Clearly remember my buddy David pulling out a can of Skoal Bandits and introducing me to my 32 year habit. Copenhagen has been my best friend now for 3 decades.
Not going to lie....love everything about dipping. Except of course for the recent sore that didnt go away for about 5 days. Turned out to be simply a ulcer, but, it was a wake up call. Every dipper has had it: that moment when your laying in bed at night thinking about that little pain in your mouth: Hoping its nothing -- telling yourself its nothing.
So anyway, its just me and my Nicorette 4mg at the moment. Hell, last night I found a can with a little in it. Scooped it right up and stuck it in. Think I was close to Nicotene overdose. Not a good sensation
Found this site. I'm encouraged.
Holy shit. Are you kidding me? This is like the example of not succeeding and not quitting.
1. Dump your chew and nicotine gum, this is a nicotine free site...
2. You need to learn to hate chew/nicotine, it has been controlling you for your whole life.
3. First, you need to love yourself more than chew... quit for yourself first then your family
4. Read this: http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm (http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm)
5. You are playing roulette with your chew, next spot won't go away....
Read up on this site, you are a addict and right now someone who loves chewing, more then himself or his family
Hey PCMS,
Glad you're here. There's hope, but we need to get some things out of the way real fast.
You're not quit, you're not even stopped, you're still using. You've simply traded one form of nicotine, for another. You've even admitted you took a dip last night. And seemed somewhat proud of your nicotine consumption. 3 quit days my ass. We QUIT cold turkey here. No gum, no patches, no NRT (nicotine replacement therapy). You need to get rid of the rest of your Nicorette, and QUIT. It's gonna suck big balls. Your body needs to readjust to what normal is. This process is known as "The Suck". 3 days and the nicotine is out of your system. 72 hrs of hell, for a opportunity at freedom.
This intro will draw a lot of attention and I suggest you read what everyone of these quitters write to you.
Are you serious about quitting? Or do you just want to trade dip for gum/patches?
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But, man, I love my 2 kids and wife a bit more.
On day 3 right now.
Took my first one summer of my 7th grade year. Clearly remember my buddy David pulling out a can of Skoal Bandits and introducing me to my 32 year habit. Copenhagen has been my best friend now for 3 decades.
Not going to lie....love everything about dipping. Except of course for the recent sore that didnt go away for about 5 days. Turned out to be simply a ulcer, but, it was a wake up call. Every dipper has had it: that moment when your laying in bed at night thinking about that little pain in your mouth: Hoping its nothing -- telling yourself its nothing.
So anyway, its just me and my Nicorette 4mg at the moment. Hell, last night I found a can with a little in it. Scooped it right up and stuck it in. Think I was close to Nicotene overdose. Not a good sensation
Found this site. I'm encouraged.
Holy shit. Are you kidding me? This is like the example of not succeeding and not quitting.
1. Dump your chew and nicotine gum, this is a nicotine free site...
2. You need to learn to hate chew/nicotine, it has been controlling you for your whole life.
3. First, you need to love yourself more than chew... quit for yourself first then your family
4. Read this: http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm (http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm)
5. You are playing roulette with your chew, next spot won't go away....
Read up on this site, you are a addict and right now someone who loves chewing, more then himself or his family
^^^^^ YES!!! ^^^^
Do exactly as I-Spuds says. And click on the KillTheCan.org link above. Read everything there. Learn how and why we post roll. Then do it.
Nicorette is just a different way an addict gets their fix. Nic gum is BULLSHIT. Flush ALL of that, post roll and read. You have a ton to learn here. And the guys here are exactly who you need to learn it from.
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But, man, I love my 2 kids and wife a bit more.
On day 3 right now.
Took my first one summer of my 7th grade year. Clearly remember my buddy David pulling out a can of Skoal Bandits and introducing me to my 32 year habit. Copenhagen has been my best friend now for 3 decades.
Not going to lie....love everything about dipping. Except of course for the recent sore that didnt go away for about 5 days. Turned out to be simply a ulcer, but, it was a wake up call. Every dipper has had it: that moment when your laying in bed at night thinking about that little pain in your mouth: Hoping its nothing -- telling yourself its nothing.
So anyway, its just me and my Nicorette 4mg at the moment. Hell, last night I found a can with a little in it. Scooped it right up and stuck it in. Think I was close to Nicotene overdose. Not a good sensation
Found this site. I'm encouraged.
Holy shit. Are you kidding me? This is like the example of not succeeding and not quitting.
1. Dump your chew and nicotine gum, this is a nicotine free site...
2. You need to learn to hate chew/nicotine, it has been controlling you for your whole life.
3. First, you need to love yourself more than chew... quit for yourself first then your family
4. Read this: http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm (http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm)
5. You are playing roulette with your chew, next spot won't go away....
Read up on this site, you are a addict and right now someone who loves chewing, more then himself or his family
^^^^^ YES!!! ^^^^
Do exactly as I-Spuds says. And click on the KillTheCan.org link above. Read everything there. Learn how and why we post roll. Then do it.
Nicorette is just a different way an addict gets their fix. Nic gum is BULLSHIT. Flush ALL of that, post roll and read. You have a ton to learn here. And the guys here are exactly who you need to learn it from.
You DO NOT love dipping! You love not going through withdrawals. You have a lot to learn about this addiction but the good thing is at least you have found the place to learn everything you need to know and get the support to quit. Take the first step and get rid of everything nicotine. Cold turkey is the way to go. 3 days and its out of your system. Then its all mind games after that. Be stronger and smarter than a weed.
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But, man, I love my 2 kids and wife a bit more.
On day 3 right now.
Took my first one summer of my 7th grade year. Clearly remember my buddy David pulling out a can of Skoal Bandits and introducing me to my 32 year habit. Copenhagen has been my best friend now for 3 decades.
Not going to lie....love everything about dipping. Except of course for the recent sore that didnt go away for about 5 days. Turned out to be simply a ulcer, but, it was a wake up call. Every dipper has had it: that moment when your laying in bed at night thinking about that little pain in your mouth: Hoping its nothing -- telling yourself its nothing.
So anyway, its just me and my Nicorette 4mg at the moment. Hell, last night I found a can with a little in it. Scooped it right up and stuck it in. Think I was close to Nicotene overdose. Not a good sensation
Found this site. I'm encouraged.
Holy shit. Are you kidding me? This is like the example of not succeeding and not quitting.
1. Dump your chew and nicotine gum, this is a nicotine free site...
2. You need to learn to hate chew/nicotine, it has been controlling you for your whole life.
3. First, you need to love yourself more than chew... quit for yourself first then your family
4. Read this: http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm (http://caringbridgeclassic.org/mn/tomkern/history.htm)
5. You are playing roulette with your chew, next spot won't go away....
Read up on this site, you are a addict and right now someone who loves chewing, more then himself or his family
Hey PCMS,
Glad you're here. There's hope, but we need to get some things out of the way real fast.
You're not quit, you're not even stopped, you're still using. You've simply traded one form of nicotine, for another. You've even admitted you took a dip last night. And seemed somewhat proud of your nicotine consumption. 3 quit days my ass. We QUIT cold turkey here. No gum, no patches, no NRT (nicotine replacement therapy). You need to get rid of the rest of your Nicorette, and QUIT. It's gonna suck big balls. Your body needs to readjust to what normal is. This process is known as "The Suck". 3 days and the nicotine is out of your system. 72 hrs of hell, for a opportunity at freedom.
This intro will draw a lot of attention and I suggest you read what everyone of these quitters write to you.
Are you serious about quitting? Or do you just want to trade dip for gum/patches?
WOW, you love your wife and KIDS, pull your big boy pants up and throw all that shit away and get your QUIT on here! We have all been there, yes the first 4 days "SUCK" but almost 2 weeks in now for and it was and is so worth it. Get on board, post roll, get involved with fellow quitters and read all you can, KTC does work IF you want it to!
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Where you at PCMS?
Your "Best Friend" is death.
Think about what these BA quiters are telling you. Find a real reason too quit. Throw it away, or be ready to handle someone else tucking your kids into bed. The next soar in your mouth maybe, your last....
I will say one positive thing.... You are here for a reason... Time you shut up.... And listen to some people that can help you become the person your suppost to be.
You sound big and strong dipping cope for thirty years... Come in here... I'll show you strong...
You want respect???
Flush it all NOW... not later, not one more..... NOW, and make something positive happen.
I'll be waiting your response.
Rawls 'Popcorn'
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QOGTFO
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This guy has lots of work to do and lots mindset adjustment to accomplish. I wouldn't wager much on this one. We will see.
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Wow. OkayÂ….
Read these responses couple times each. I appreciate the quasi hard core stuff. I think I like this place.
So dump the gum? Really? Gdam, thats some real contrary advice to most espoused outside this site. But its not advice Im going to ignore. I just got up and tossed the gum in the outside can. Its G O N E
Yesterday, I had a pinch. TodayÂ…..well its my first day without.
No gum, No can.
Tomorrow: Day 1
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But, man, I love my 2 kids and wife a bit more.
On day 3 right now.
Took my first one summer of my 7th grade year. Clearly remember my buddy David pulling out a can of Skoal Bandits and introducing me to my 32 year habit. Copenhagen has been my best friend now for 3 decades.
Not going to lie....love everything about dipping. Except of course for the recent sore that didnt go away for about 5 days. Turned out to be simply a ulcer, but, it was a wake up call. Every dipper has had it: that moment when your laying in bed at night thinking about that little pain in your mouth: Hoping its nothing -- telling yourself its nothing.
So anyway, its just me and my Nicorette 4mg at the moment. Hell, last night I found a can with a little in it. Scooped it right up and stuck it in. Think I was close to Nicotene overdose. Not a good sensation
Found this site. I'm encouraged.
So let me guess if you hadn't found that little sore we wouldn't be reading this intro. Guess what my friend that's bullshit! You don't love dipping thats the addict in you talking! Hope like hell for your sake that little sore is just a little scare! Think about what your saying! I love my family but I love sticking this nasty,stinking shit in my mouth! Not knowing if this next dips gonna be the best one I've ever had or the last time I will have a lip to put one in! I'm not trying to scare you Im being very realistic! Romanticising about dip is a sickness and I would say get your ass in here and get started while you still got time! Good friend once told me know why there's not many 50 year old dippers there all DEAD! Your best bet would be sign up read everything you can in here appreciate all the help your able to get from here because I'm thinking this your last hope! I'm normally not this hard on beginners but damn you scare me!
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Wow. OkayÂ….
Read these responses couple times each. I appreciate the quasi hard core stuff. I think I like this place.
So dump the gum? Really? Gdam, thats some real contrary advice to most espoused outside this site. But its not advice Im going to ignore. I just got up and tossed the gum in the outside can. Its G O N E
Yesterday, I had a pinch. TodayÂ…..well its my first day without.
No gum, No can.
Tomorrow: Day 1
You should read the article about the law of addiction on this website. It explains why we can't chew nicotine gum or consume nicotine in any form for the rest of our lives. We are both addicts. As soon as we consume nicotine we feed the addiction cycle.
Look this thread is going to catch a lot of negative attention. Just remember everyone is here to help even if some people are also tearing you a new one.
Navigate over to May 2015 and post your day one there.
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Quasi??? This is not quasi anything. We quit nicotine like fuck every god damned day here. You're either in or your out. What's it gonna be boy?
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Pcms, these doods speakith the truth. The only folks who'd tell you to quit one of the most addictive chemicals known to man, with the same chemical, are the folks who profit from said logic. Cold turkey eliminates the prolonged agony of withdrawal. It can suck for three days or thirty... Luckily, the quitters before us figured it all out and all we have to do now is follow along.
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Wow. OkayÂ….
Read these responses couple times each. I appreciate the quasi hard core stuff. I think I like this place.
So dump the gum? Really? Gdam, thats some real contrary advice to most espoused outside this site. But its not advice Im going to ignore. I just got up and tossed the gum in the outside can. Its G O N E
Yesterday, I had a pinch. TodayÂ…..well its my first day without.
No gum, No can.
Tomorrow: Day 1
Wow Okay.. Right back at ya.
Good Morning Sunshine!
So now you got your nuts in one hand and some feeling crazy in the other. Welcome to KTC.
In the " Welcome center " section go read numbers 1-4.
Today we are going to learn to post roll call. It's your promise to other guys, just like you, that you will not touch nicotine in the next 24 hours. Its all about standing on your word?
You will be posting roll in May 2015, try and get that done today and then early tomorrow morning.
I am sending you my digits in your PM box (top right hand corner - in box).
Give me a shout, I will be happy to walk you through it.
Regarding the headache and shaking... Drink water and go exercise, walk, run, push-ups anything... Then drink more water.
We can flush the poison out of your body in 3 days.... You just have to be responsible for the next 24 hours one hour or minute at a time.
Eat gum, seeds, candy, what ever is slower than you... What ever it takes to keep the s@#t out of your mouth.
And last... Keep reading here and swallowing the coolaid... These men and women care about you and your family.... And so do I
I quit with you today... All day!
Rawls
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Wow. OkayÂ….
Read these responses couple times each. I appreciate the quasi hard core stuff. I think I like this place.
So dump the gum? Really? Gdam, thats some real contrary advice to most espoused outside this site. But its not advice Im going to ignore. I just got up and tossed the gum in the outside can. Its G O N E
Yesterday, I had a pinch. TodayÂ…..well its my first day without.
No gum, No can.
Tomorrow: Day 1
Wow Okay.. Right back at ya.
Good Morning Sunshine!
So now you got your nuts in one hand and some feeling crazy in the other. Welcome to KTC.
In the"Intro" section go read numbers 1-4.
Today we are going to learn to post roll call. It's your promise to other guys, just like you, that you will not touch nicotine in the next 24 hours. Its all about standing on your word?
You will be posting roll in May 3015,try and get that done today and then early tomorrow morning.
I am sending you my digits in your PM box (top right hand corner - in box).
Give me a shout, I will be happy to walk you through it.
Regarding the headache and shaking... Drink water and go exercise, walk, run, push-ups anything... Then drink more water.
We can flush the poison out of your body in 3 days.... You just have to be responsible for the next 24 hours one hour or minute at a time.
Eat gum, seeds, candy, what ever is slower than you... What ever it takes to keep the s@#t out of your mouth.
And last... Keep reading here and swallowing the coolaid... These men and women care about you and your family.... And so do I
I quit with you today... All day!
Rawls
grow a pair, get with real living and "be quit" One day at a time. Take back your life or be a slave. It's your choice. Just make up your mind Today. Just Today. ODAAT.
We were not born with the poison in our mouths. Nic is a robber. kill the robber daily! We do. You can Too...you gotta really want to though.
Welcome to the best of your life.
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Wow. OkayÂ….
Read these responses couple times each. I appreciate the quasi hard core stuff. I think I like this place.
So dump the gum? Really? Gdam, thats some real contrary advice to most espoused outside this site. But its not advice Im going to ignore. I just got up and tossed the gum in the outside can. Its G O N E
Yesterday, I had a pinch. TodayÂ…..well its my first day without.
No gum, No can.
Tomorrow: Day 1
Honestly though I went the nicotine gum route and it was just a waste of time and money...
All it ends up doing is delaying the process... as soon as I stopped the gum I went right back to craving dip, cigs, etc...
If I had it to do over again I definitely would have gone cold turkey from the tobacco and not spun my wheels with the gum
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Wow. OkayÂ….
Read these responses couple times each. I appreciate the quasi hard core stuff. I think I like this place.
So dump the gum? Really? Gdam, thats some real contrary advice to most espoused outside this site. But its not advice Im going to ignore. I just got up and tossed the gum in the outside can. Its G O N E
Yesterday, I had a pinch. TodayÂ…..well its my first day without.
No gum, No can.
Tomorrow: Day 1
Honestly though I went the nicotine gum route and it was just a waste of time and money...
All it ends up doing is delaying the process... as soon as I stopped the gum I went right back to craving dip, cigs, etc...
If I had it to do over again I definitely would have gone cold turkey from the tobacco and not spun my wheels with the gum
Well PCMS,
You really stirred up the Hornets nest, nice now what are you going to do about it? You said in your very first line that you had a beautiful wife and kids right? Whose going to take care of them when your gone? Once the cancer takes over and you have no lip to kiss that wife and kids with what next? These things are real and happen eveyday to addicts like you and me who aren't a big enough badass to grab the nic bitch by her hair and cunt punt her out of the way. You said you loved dipping well she has a hold of you until you hate it.
Get to reading on this site and see that there are close to 26,000 addicts that have signed up to QUIT, not stop but QUIT. I know not all make it but which one are you goitngto be? The one who sticks with it and lives a long life with the family or the next statistic? You are on the right the path, now let's just make it the only path. Post roll first thing in the morning, read whenever you get free time, use the live chat in the top right corner and get as many digits as you can from other quitters. The suck is going to be here for the first few days but man up and take your life back. See you in May 15 for roll post everyday damn day.
Sir Nope
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Lots of good help is coming your way PCMS- now its all up to you. Its hard as hell at first but its worth it beyond what you can even imagine. This is THE way to quit and stay quit. You have to jump all in though. Looks like you're determined to do that. Use the adrenaline of the quit, and the tension from the withdrawals, to fuel you. Learn all you can here- read, read, read. Then read some other quitters' intros here... see pieces of your own story everywhere. Anything your addiction has led you to, someone else has been there too. Keep reporting back here and you'll get support and insights freely shared. Quit on!! Get your life back!
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Day 1, No gum. Not digging this very much.
In four days, I had one dip: Tuesday night. Stuck it in, threw it out.
You people want me say I hate my habit. Aint gonna do it. I can handle the keyboard comandos, but I'm gonna remain an honest SOB. No insult intended there , sincerely. Me and that can have had a life long affair ( certainy dont need to tell anyone here about that).
But, in the vein of honesty: I'm making a choice. I doing my gdamn best to put my family above my own self intrest. Done that in every other regard in life with ONE singular exception. And that exception is being targeted- right now.
Appreciate most of the input, but I'm not a ' fall in line' guy. Glad my ass aint been booted yet.
And as for this Roll Call, where is it on this site?
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Day 1, No gum. Not digging this very much.
In four days, I had one dip: Tuesday night. Stuck it in, threw it out.
You people want me say I hate my habit. Aint gonna do it. I can handle the keyboard comandos, but I'm gonna remain an honest SOB. No insult intended there , sincerely. Me and that can have had a life long affair ( certainy dont need to tell anyone here about that).
But, in the vein of honesty: I'm making a choice. I doing my gdamn best to put my family above my own self intrest. Done that in every other regard in life with ONE singular exception. And that exception is being targeted- right now.
Appreciate most of the input, but I'm not a ' fall in line' guy. Glad my ass aint been booted yet.
And as for this Roll Call, where is it on this site?
Look in Quit Groups. Your month is May 2015. As for how to do the roll, there are instructions in the welcome center section I believe. Keep it up!
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Pills, patches, nic gum...ALL BULLSHIT. If you want freedom from nicotine, you already know what you have to do...quit putting fucking nicotine in your body.
Nobody can do this for you. You can ease out of addiction. It doesn't matter what a nic gum ad told you. I heard that if you go to a car dealership, they'll tell you that you need a new car. Weird how that works, huh?!!
It is also weird to see the addict's mind in action. We'll rationalize anything for just one more. You already know you need to quit using nicotine, but you'll rationalize that nic gum is okay...duh?!! I used to tell myself that it was okay to dip on Saturday night because I was going to quit on Monday anyway. Guess what I never did on Monday morning? It is embarrassing how many times I fell for my own bullshit.
And "quasi" hard core stuff? Have you read the Tom and Jenny Kern story? Jenny's Caring Bridge entries? We're not fucking around here. The part about Tom's little girl at the foot of his bed hugging his legs and pleading, "daddy, don't go!" as he took his last breath was more than quasi to me. Just think that could be your future. Or, if you're real lucky, maybe just tongue/jaw removal, feeding tubes, missing teeth, skin grafts, chemo and a sever case of the skinnies.
Cold turkey is the only way. Post roll, READ EVERYTING, and repeat. You can do this. You don't need fucking nic gum. But you do need to decide that come Hell or high water you absolutely will not put nicotine in your body today.
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Hating your addiction isnt something we want you to do(although we do). Hating tobacco and all the pushers will help you stay quit. If you keep romanticizing that it does something positive for you it'll be nearly impossible to quit for good. Remember you've trained your brain to expect regular nicotine fixes throughout the day. Its gonna be tough to get your brain out of that one track mentality but it can be done.
Nicotine does NOTHING! Its more poisonous than arsenic.... The only tobacco does is keep you addicted to tobacco.
Think about all of the millions of people that died so that the government forced the tobacco companies to put those warning labels on all tobacco products.
I want you to know that you got this...today is your first day of freedom!!
You need help someone to talk to? PM me dude you are bigger than that little can.
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What do you love about it? Pissing your money down the drain? Wondering if that spot in your mouth is going to kill you? Knowing that some corporate assholes are making tons of money off misery? You don't have a habit, you have an addiction, and you always will. What is to love about being a slave to a poison?
You say you love dipping but you love your family more. Well, you have to pick one or the other since you can't love them both. They are diametrically opposed. One brings life and one brings death.
I am only on day 36 but I had your attitude in the beginning. The last time I dipped I practically cried, it was like breaking up with a lover. But after getting through the first few days, then weeks, gaining some clarity, and reading everything I could on this site, I changed my mindset. Now I see it for the garbage that it is.
I appreciate the honesty, I'm quit with you and here for anything you need.
No half measures!
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Here's your group---- click here (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/10927055/22/?x=90)
Of you wanna quit, you'll fall in line. Save the dozy does for the line dance.
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Well, wasted enough time on this Post Roll Call task.
I must be one ignorant bastard, because even with the link coping provided and printed instructions, my ass is having issue. BTW, outside of my main occupation, I own an internet business as well. That said, I'll accept being a target on this issue of non complaince.
23 hrs ago, I found this site. Last night I threw out my gum. Within the past 5 minutes I sent a text in response to a PM.
Ive accomplished zero work today.
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YouTube video on how to post roll on an iPhone: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wfYY6ca-yGw (http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wfYY6ca-yGw)
Post roll on a PC: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Q3dQlj5Ilc (http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Q3dQlj5Ilc)
Here you go...
Hope it helps. Stay quit!
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Well, wasted enough time on this Post Roll Call task.
I must be one ignorant bastard, because even with the link coping provided and printed instructions, my ass is having issue. BTW, outside of my main occupation, I own an internet business as well. That said, I'll accept being a target on this issue of non complaince.
23 hrs ago, I found this site. Last night I threw out my gum. Within the past 5 minutes I sent a text in response to a PM.
Ive accomplished zero work today.
You'll get it brother. Never give up, never surrender. we all failed or messed up on our first roll post. Main thing is: No nic today! Period!
You really can do this ODAAT. It gets much better, I promise. There is no better place in the world than KTC to beat the nic bitch daily.
post roll....this is your word to not dip Today, just today.
honor your word all damn day
wake and repeat.
Read all you can here daily...it will give you strength.
get into chat...rant, rave, shout, scream, cuss, whatever it takes to "NOT" put the poison in your mouth Today, just today.
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Well, wasted enough time on this Post Roll Call task.
I must be one ignorant bastard, because even with the link coping provided and printed instructions, my ass is having issue. BTW, outside of my main occupation, I own an internet business as well. That said, I'll accept being a target on this issue of non complaince.
23 hrs ago, I found this site. Last night I threw out my gum. Within the past 5 minutes I sent a text in response to a PM.
Ive accomplished zero work today.
We're on the board ladies and gentlemen. The man has posted day 1.
Congrats my friend on a great decision for YOU and your family.
Rawls
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Well, wasted enough time on this Post Roll Call task.
I must be one ignorant bastard, because even with the link coping provided and printed instructions, my ass is having issue. BTW, outside of my main occupation, I own an internet business as well. That said, I'll accept being a target on this issue of non complaince.
23 hrs ago, I found this site. Last night I threw out my gum. Within the past 5 minutes I sent a text in response to a PM.
Ive accomplished zero work today.
We're on the board ladies and gentlemen. The man has posted day 1.
Congrats my friend on a great decision for YOU and your family.
Rawls
HELL YES!!! Great choice, PCMS!!! Nothing to apologize for. If you're 24 hrs in, you're on the front end of THE SUCK! You might even forget how to spell your name over the next few days. Just don't forget to post roll.
POST ROLL, READ EVERYTHING, LIVE ON THIS SITE, AND ENJOY YOUR NEW FREEDOM!!! (it gets a shit-ton better!)
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You're staying quit and that is great. But we need that roll post. I don't care how bad you fuck it up. It's the price of admission.
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You're staying quit and that is great. But we need that roll post. I don't care how bad you fuck it up. It's the price of admission.
I just looked. It is there. Nice job posting roll. But The subject line of your intro stinks. Dipping is BS and i can't stand it. To be quit you got to get that same attitude. You made the right decision to quit and get it out of your life today.
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Hey PCMS - nice post of a day one.
Remember, the only you can mess up roll is to not be on it.
It will all be a piece of cake later on. The fog messes up everything including feeling confident about posting roll. No worries. You got this and we got you.
See, quitting is really simple. I have it down to three steps.
1. post roll and make your promise
2. keep your promise all day
3. don't put that shit in your mouth
I did not however, say it was easy. You need to do the work but we are here to quit with you. We have all been a day one. We get it. Read everything you can. Spend some time on the welcome center, learn what to expect and read the rules. We can't in anyway, shape or form, have nicotine. We are addicts. Just one is too much. The single thing that helped me the most is what I will share with you now. TAKE NICOTINE OFF THE TABLE....ITS NOT AN OPTION, SO PICK SOMETHING ELSE. In all things, nicotine will not help you, it will not fix you, it will not heal you, it will not comfort you.
So - there you go....keep crushing today! I'll be here quitting like a girl all day......I already made my promise!
I don't like your "I Love Dipping" title. That is because I hate nicotine. You will get there one day and you won't like your title either. I understand it though. It's your addict speak. We all also have had that. So, it's just my two cents. Its your thread. You need to make changes as you change and grow and understand and get stronger. STRONG LIKE A CHICK ;)
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The headache is close to overwhelming. Handful of ibuprofen.
Feel like Nikki Sixx.
Heading to gym.
fk!
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The headache is close to overwhelming. Handful full of ibuprofen to get me through.
Feel like Nikki Sixx coming off fkn smack.
Heading to gym.
fk!
Gym is an excellent choice but make sure you are pounding that water! If you can walk by a bathroom without stopping to piss, you're not drinking enough. Supplement it with the aids of gator or power. Whatever your preference. Keep it up!
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The headache is close to overwhelming. Handful full of ibuprofen to get me through.
Feel like Nikki Sixx coming off fkn smack.
Heading to gym.
fk!
Gym is an excellent choice but make sure you are pounding that water! If you can walk by a bathroom without stopping to piss, you're not drinking enough. Supplement it with the aids of gator or power. Whatever your preference. Keep it up!
Honestly dude there's probably not one guy here who didn't think they really loved this shit! But when you make it past the week or two or more of the suck you will be saying what we all said how f%#ing stupid I was! Stay fn quit! Learn to love your quit and hate the nic bitch and you just might make it! Love me or hate me I really don't care right now all I give a shit about is you being quit and staying that way! Signed keyboard commando! When your rage starts up do me a favor pm me!
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The rage is real: Right fkn now. Prob wouldn't be a bad idea to talk with someone. Its getting late. Ill just type.
Talked with Rawls earlier today. Do any of you know how ridiculous that seems to me. That some complete stranger would give a shit enough to pick up the phone and call another complete strangerÂ…over tobacco use. Its insane. This resource is insane.
Guess i'm still coming to terms with the fact that such support exists. That this site exists. I had no clue.
Since finding this yesterday, I see now that there are several other sites that are similar. But this one is mine ( if I don't get my ass banned, haha).
Heres my truth. I'm far from what most people in my circle would consider a 'dipper'. Don't fit the 'typical' mold. Educated, white collar, well paid fella with the pretty wife and two darling little kids. Could go on here, but I think you people get it. And I KNOW you get it, because I think theres a lot of people just like me right here. Talked to one today. Again, Rawls, thanks.
Regardless of what I am or am not, my ass dug into a rotting trash can 90 minutes ago and found the gum I threw out last night. All right, I f'd up.
But I also had a victory today. I coach my boys baseball team as I have for years. Middle of practice one of my coaches offered me a dip. Only you reading this can understand that situation. I couldn't see anything but that can in his hand. Why the F did he offer me a dip today? Of all days, what in Gods name made him do that today? That silver top was shining in my damn eyes.
My son was on third base and I STG I had to pry my eyes off that can and stare at my son for a moment. Then I thought of YOU bastards on here railing me. I actually laughed-- and I walked away from that offer.
My mind has yet to come to terms with that course of action. Not dipping during a baseball practice? That'd be considered utter fkn lunacy just 48 hours ago.
Tell you what else I am. I an addict. Im freaking getting that right now.
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The rage is real: Right fkn now. Prob wouldn't be a bad idea to talk with someone. Its getting late. Ill just type.
Talked with Rawls earlier today. Do any of you know how ridiculous that seems to me. That some complete stranger would give a shit enough to pick up the phone and call another complete strangerÂ…over tobacco use. Its insane. This resource is insane.
Guess i'm still coming to terms with the fact that such support exists. That this site exists. I had no clue.
Since finding this yesterday, I see now that there are several other sites that are similar. But this one is mine ( if I don't get my ass banned, haha).
Heres my truth. I'm far from what most people in my circle would consider a 'dipper'. Don't fit the 'typical' mold. Educated, white collar, well paid fella with the pretty wife and two darling little kids. Could go on here, but I think you people get it. And I KNOW you get it, because I think theres a lot of people just like me right here. Talked to one today. Again, Rawls, thanks.
Regardless of what I am or am not, my ass dug into a rotting trash can 90 minutes ago and found the gum I threw out last night. All right, I f'd up.
But I also had a victory today. I coach my boys baseball team as I have for years. Middle of practice one of my coaches offered me a dip. Only you reading this can understand that situation. I couldn't see anything but that can in his hand. Why the F did he offer me a dip today? Of all days, what in Gods name made him do that today? That silver top was shining in my damn eyes.
My son was on third base and I STG I had to pry my eyes off that can and stare at my son for a moment. Then I thought of YOU bastards on here railing me. I actually laughed-- and I walked away from that offer.
My mind has yet to come to terms with that course of action. Not dipping during a baseball practice? That'd be considered utter fkn lunacy just 48 hours ago.
Tell you what else I am. I an addict. Im freaking getting that right now.
I do believe it's all beginning to sink in for you my friend and the reasons why we take this shit so seriously. The reason why we hold such a true hatred for the nic bitch. She doesn't give a flying fuck who you are, what you do, where you're from, or what you have. All that's important to her is that you're hooked and that you keep using. The reality of the situation is that weÂ’re all addicts and we will always will be. Cessation is by no means an easy journey but when you look at it hard enough, even with a nicotine fogged mind, itÂ’s the only journey that makes sense. The users path ultimately leads to death.
It's my understanding that you dug through the garbage, found the gum you threw out yesterday, pulled it out, and then had some? That my friend is a CAVE. As you are probably well aware by this point, accountability is huge here. By posting roll, you gave your word to your group and everyone else on this site that you would not use nicotine for 24 hours. You did not follow through on your word. You need to notify your group first thing. Please know ahead of time that this will not result in a pleasant exchange. You have to keep in mind that everyone here is fighting the same fight and you need to make a decision. Are you willing to put up with the shit, dust yourself off, answer the questions that will be asked of you by your group, and then prove to yourself and your quit brothers that you can do this? Take the advice and criticism that is coming constructively and make the necessary changes. You already had small victory today when you refused that dip. Don't set yourself up for failure at home man. That's your castle. Get all nicotine products out, off property, gone. I wish you luck brother.
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The rage is real: Right fkn now. Prob wouldn't be a bad idea to talk with someone. Its getting late. Ill just type.
Talked with Rawls earlier today. Do any of you know how ridiculous that seems to me. That some complete stranger would give a shit enough to pick up the phone and call another complete strangerÂ…over tobacco use. Its insane. This resource is insane.
Guess i'm still coming to terms with the fact that such support exists. That this site exists. I had no clue.
Since finding this yesterday, I see now that there are several other sites that are similar. But this one is mine ( if I don't get my ass banned, haha).
Heres my truth. I'm far from what most people in my circle would consider a 'dipper'. Don't fit the 'typical' mold. Educated, white collar, well paid fella with the pretty wife and two darling little kids. Could go on here, but I think you people get it. And I KNOW you get it, because I think theres a lot of people just like me right here. Talked to one today. Again, Rawls, thanks.
Regardless of what I am or am not, my ass dug into a rotting trash can 90 minutes ago and found the gum I threw out last night. All right, I f'd up.
But I also had a victory today. I coach my boys baseball team as I have for years. Middle of practice one of my coaches offered me a dip. Only you reading this can understand that situation. I couldn't see anything but that can in his hand. Why the F did he offer me a dip today? Of all days, what in Gods name made him do that today? That silver top was shining in my damn eyes.
My son was on third base and I STG I had to pry my eyes off that can and stare at my son for a moment. Then I thought of YOU bastards on here railing me. I actually laughed-- and I walked away from that offer.
My mind has yet to come to terms with that course of action. Not dipping during a baseball practice? That'd be considered utter fkn lunacy just 48 hours ago.
Tell you what else I am. I an addict. Im freaking getting that right now.
I do believe it's all beginning to sink in for you my friend and the reasons why we take this shit so seriously. The reason why we hold such a true hatred for the nic bitch. She doesn't give a flying fuck who you are, what you do, where you're from, or what you have. All that's important to her is that you're hooked and that you keep using. The reality of the situation is that weÂ’re all addicts and we will always will be. Cessation is by no means an easy journey but when you look at it hard enough, even with a nicotine fogged mind, itÂ’s the only journey that makes sense. The users path ultimately leads to death.
It's my understanding that you dug through the garbage, found the gum you threw out yesterday, pulled it out, and then had some? That my friend is a CAVE. As you are probably well aware by this point, accountability is huge here. By posting roll, you gave your word to your group and everyone else on this site that you would not use nicotine for 24 hours. You did not follow through on your word. You need to notify your group first thing. Please know ahead of time that this will not result in a pleasant exchange. You have to keep in mind that everyone here is fighting the same fight and you need to make a decision. Are you willing to put up with the shit, dust yourself off, answer the questions that will be asked of you by your group, and then prove to yourself and your quit brothers that you can do this? Take the advice and criticism that is coming constructively and make the necessary changes. You already had small victory today when you refused that dip. Don't set yourself up for failure at home man. That's your castle. Get all nicotine products out, off property, gone. I wish you luck brother.
Tomorrow you must post another Day 1 in May 2015 and answer the three questions. Answering the questions is the price of readmission to your group.
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The rage is real: Right fkn now. Prob wouldn't be a bad idea to talk with someone. Its getting late. Ill just type.
Talked with Rawls earlier today. Do any of you know how ridiculous that seems to me. That some complete stranger would give a shit enough to pick up the phone and call another complete strangerÂ…over tobacco use. Its insane. This resource is insane.
Guess i'm still coming to terms with the fact that such support exists. That this site exists. I had no clue.
Since finding this yesterday, I see now that there are several other sites that are similar. But this one is mine ( if I don't get my ass banned, haha).
Heres my truth. I'm far from what most people in my circle would consider a 'dipper'. Don't fit the 'typical' mold. Educated, white collar, well paid fella with the pretty wife and two darling little kids. Could go on here, but I think you people get it. And I KNOW you get it, because I think theres a lot of people just like me right here. Talked to one today. Again, Rawls, thanks.
Regardless of what I am or am not, my ass dug into a rotting trash can 90 minutes ago and found the gum I threw out last night. All right, I f'd up.
But I also had a victory today. I coach my boys baseball team as I have for years. Middle of practice one of my coaches offered me a dip. Only you reading this can understand that situation. I couldn't see anything but that can in his hand. Why the F did he offer me a dip today? Of all days, what in Gods name made him do that today? That silver top was shining in my damn eyes.
My son was on third base and I STG I had to pry my eyes off that can and stare at my son for a moment. Then I thought of YOU bastards on here railing me. I actually laughed-- and I walked away from that offer.
My mind has yet to come to terms with that course of action. Not dipping during a baseball practice? That'd be considered utter fkn lunacy just 48 hours ago.
Tell you what else I am. I an addict. Im freaking getting that right now.
I do believe it's all beginning to sink in for you my friend and the reasons why we take this shit so seriously. The reason why we hold such a true hatred for the nic bitch. She doesn't give a flying fuck who you are, what you do, where you're from, or what you have. All that's important to her is that you're hooked and that you keep using. The reality of the situation is that weÂ’re all addicts and we will always will be. Cessation is by no means an easy journey but when you look at it hard enough, even with a nicotine fogged mind, itÂ’s the only journey that makes sense. The users path ultimately leads to death.
It's my understanding that you dug through the garbage, found the gum you threw out yesterday, pulled it out, and then had some? That my friend is a CAVE. As you are probably well aware by this point, accountability is huge here. By posting roll, you gave your word to your group and everyone else on this site that you would not use nicotine for 24 hours. You did not follow through on your word. You need to notify your group first thing. Please know ahead of time that this will not result in a pleasant exchange. You have to keep in mind that everyone here is fighting the same fight and you need to make a decision. Are you willing to put up with the shit, dust yourself off, answer the questions that will be asked of you by your group, and then prove to yourself and your quit brothers that you can do this? Take the advice and criticism that is coming constructively and make the necessary changes. You already had small victory today when you refused that dip. Don't set yourself up for failure at home man. That's your castle. Get all nicotine products out, off property, gone. I wish you luck brother.
Tomorrow you must post another Day 1 in May 2015 and answer the three questions. Answering the questions is the price of readmission to your group.
Weak shit. Dumpster diving for NIC gum. I think you're full of shit and have no intention of quitting. Inexcusable and weak. You are a giant pussy. I knew I wouldn't bet a fucking dime on you. Pathetic. As matter of fact please don't bother answering te three questions because it's just going to be more of your fucking horse shit that nobody wants to hear. You are better off as a slave because you obviously have zero balls. Fuck off. You just shit all over Rawls who took the time to speak with you. Unbelievable. Do you understand honor? You sound like a worthless piece of shit.
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Did you print this and sign it and give it to your wife and kids:
http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures ... o-give-up/ (http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures/contract-to-give-up/)
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Ha ha. Quite certain that someone who fit the colorful and jagged adjectives in that rant would not have made the admission. In that vein, dishonesty would be bliss around here.
Moving on: I'm commited and motivated this morning.
Worst thing about my 2mg piece of gum was that it slightly -- only slightly --- reduced the withdraw. So, I cheated to no real avail. In short, I fkd up for no reason. Im accepting these symtoms as a challange. Its sucks, but seriously, what else is going to happen. Its got to get worse than this.
Biggest problem is lack of concentration at this office. This is turning into day 2 of no productivity. Think Im going to call it a day, doing no good here.
Oh and guess what today is...and has been forever: Tobacco Store Friday. Wont be making that stop today.
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You don't listen. You don't take this place seriously. You don't care about your quit. You don't care if you make a mockery of how hard it is to quit. You don't respect yourself enough to quit. You sure as hell don't respect any of us that try to help. You are weak. You are not ready. You get no more of my time.
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Not going to lie....love everything about dipping.
If you love everything about dipping, you should love its consequences as well.
Come on, man. You love making more time than anything else in this world for a silly weed? You like the nasty aspects like dumpster diving, recycling, and saws to the face? You like chiseling away a pocket in your lip that never goes away?
Get real man, and get on board. Quitting because of a sore in your mouth is weak and will lead you to a temporary stoppage. That's it. Quitting isn't a momentary decision. It's a decision made every moment. Yeah, that first moment is special but it means shit if you go back on it.
Fuck this withdrawal whining. Nut up. Drink tons of water. Read what quitters here have to say. Become one. Right now, all you have in the pool is one toe. Jump on in if you want to be quit.
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You don't listen. You don't take this place seriously. You don't care about your quit. You don't care if you make a mockery of how hard it is to quit. You don't respect yourself enough to quit. You sure as hell don't respect any of us that try to help. You are weak. You are not ready. You get no more of my time.
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PCMS, this site is the only thing that has helped me quit chew. I've tried the gum, patches, weaning, and cold turkey without this site and nothing has worked in the last 17 years. I'm now on day 25 thanks to KTC and its members and I've had to fight my ass off every single day to get to this point. These people here are the only one's that get how shitty the quit can be and the only ones that are willing to take the time to support your quit in a meaningful way. That's rare man as you acknowledged in one of your earlier posts. It can blow you away. You have people here who are rooting for you, but not for long if there's the slightest indication that you're too weak. People just don't have time for it. You're going to either have to sack up and show you give a shit or try out another site.
Rooting for you man
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Look brothers and sisters the man is a white collar worker who obviously is pretty well off and doesn't want to listen to a bunch of red neck addict hillbillies! Maybe he can hire a personal shrink who doesn't understand shit about what kind of person it takes to quit this shit! You have obviously never had to work hard at much and this shit is gonna require a little time and energy and a lot of effort in which case I don't think your man enough to accomplish but theres one thing I can promise you,YOU can't buy a quit! Good luck and I hope none of your golfing buddies seen your ass in the dumpster!
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Some of you have gotten pretty close to a big FU. But your so damn wrong - And I'm not here for that.
Personal information warrants being attacked, huh? Okay. Starting to see how some operate.
Great job on creating an enviroment thats condusive to honesty. In reality, being honest and opening up here gets you dog walked.
I have quit!
Not loving dipping at the moment.
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Turn your idiotic thought process around and act like a man instead of a Podunk teenage dumbass. Ginet is a bad ass chick. Her figurative nutsack weighs 10 times your actual nutsack. Pitiful. Don't waste our time. Get serious or fuck off.
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Some of you have gotten pretty close to a big FU. But your so damn wrong - And I'm not here for that.
Personal information warrants being attacked, huh? Okay. Starting to see how some operate.
Great job on creating an enviroment thats condusive to honesty. In reality, being honest and opening up here gets you dog walked.
I have quit!
Not loving dipping at the moment.
We take this extremely seriously... This a step in the right direction; "Not loving dipping at the moment. "
You are not a special butterfly :scowick: you are just an addict like the rest of us.
No one wants you to Fuck off and everyone here wants you to quit, you just need to change your frame of mind, and realize that KTC succeeds because of the tough love and accountability.
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Some of you have gotten pretty close to a big FU. But your so damn wrong - And I'm not here for that.
Personal information warrants being attacked, huh? Okay. Starting to see how some operate.
Great job on creating an enviroment thats condusive to honesty. In reality, being honest and opening up here gets you dog walked.
I have quit!
Not loving dipping at the moment.
We are trying to make it conducive to quitting. You only need to be honest to yourself.
You couldn't make it one day without jumping into a fucking dumpster for nic. How does that sound to you? It doesn't appear you have control to me; seems you let nic control you.
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Some of you have gotten pretty close to a big FU. But your so damn wrong - And I'm not here for that.
Personal information warrants being attacked, huh? Okay. Starting to see how some operate.
Great job on creating an enviroment thats condusive to honesty. In reality, being honest and opening up here gets you dog walked.
I have quit!
Not loving dipping at the moment.
I am starting to see a bit of anger. I have learned over the past few months that we need a bit of anger to get through the first 3 to 5 days, just channel it towards the nicotine. See the link in my signature to a long article about what nicotine addiction does and how it works.
And as a warning, for me, I did not feel better until about day 20 when my sleep started to improve. My sleep was so bad that I often slept in the spare bedroom so I would not keep my wife up all night. About the only time I felt good was during and after exercise.
So you see, this quit can be hard. The knowledge, stories, and experience of this site is useful in getting through the misery. But know this: each minute of misery is another minute of healing.
Also in my sig should be links to videos on how to post roll. They were useful for me.
I hope you jump back in stronger for the experience and with a stronger quit.
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If you put your name on roll here then go back on your word I really don't know what more there is to say about your character. But I'm sure your flippant horseshit excuse will be enlightening to us assholes here. BTW, we have seen it all. You are definitely nothing special.
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Some of you have gotten pretty close to a big FU. But your so damn wrong - And I'm not here for that.
Personal information warrants being attacked, huh? Okay. Starting to see how some operate.
Great job on creating an enviroment thats condusive to honesty. In reality, being honest and opening up here gets you dog walked.
I have quit!
Not loving dipping at the moment.
You think I'm saying this shit to get my jollies honestly I feel like I'm wasting a lot of valuable time on some thick head when I could be helping someone who really wants to quit! Remember I'm using my time for someone I don't even know. Get serious with us are these guy's will crucify your ass because are goal is to stay quit and help you do the same not take friends! I will say I have meet some fine ass friends on here! Get serious or move on!
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Ha ha. Quite certain that someone who fit the colorful and jagged adjectives in that rant would not have made the admission. In that vein, dishonesty would be bliss around here.
FYI: you get zero bonus points for being an honest pussy. FWIW: anyone who lies around here about caving is a piece of shit and they know it. They just slip away like little worms. This place is about honor, brotherhood, and accountability. It's how we are successful. Unsuccessful people make excuses. But they really don't have honor. It's that simple. Only the strong survive.
What are you?
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You "love" a substance that has you so under its yolk of slavery that you crawled into the garbage for a 2 mg piece of FUCKING GUM?!??! Please tell me you realize that is the equivalent of "loving" your highschool girlfriend that uses you for cash and booze and sucks off your best friend in front of the whole school.
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Ha ha. Quite certain that someone who fit the colorful and jagged adjectives in that rant would not have made the admission. In that vein, dishonesty would be bliss around here.
FYI: you get zero bonus points for being an honest pussy. FWIW: anyone who lies around here about caving is a piece of shit and they know it. They just slip away like little worms. This place is about honor, brotherhood, and accountability. It's how we are successful. Unsuccessful people make excuses. But they really don't have honor. It's that simple. Only the strong survive.
What are you?
I'm the guy that keeps logging back on here and reading your shit.
And I don't think they all slip away like worms. Most may, but some stay and lie, and I think u now that. Ur too smart to think otherwise.
But I did neither. And thats exactly what caused this shit storm. I FKN slipped. I FKN admitted it. And Im still FKN here. You want accountability. MF'r Ive defined it for you.
Slings and arrows, fk it. I mean FUCK IT. Sleep not been worth a damn, i got fucking bumps or sores all over my mouth/tongue. Time is going by slow one minute, FF the next. Got a real short gdam temper at the moment aint feeling my A game
SO FUCK IT. BAN ME. I posted some shit on roll then dug 2 mg gum out a filthy fucking trash can and then was dumb enuf to fucking admit it. ENLIGHTEN ME YOU FKN SAGE. You say be accountable. You preach honor. Yeah, well FK you because thats what Ive made effort to provide.
You want lies and bullshit and nothing but heel stepping to the drum beat. I aint the fucking guy.
Im on my QUIT Goddamn it.
And I going to post along as I go along. Eventually, some sorry mfr with authority who can't handle my refusal to conform will turn the gdamn light off.
Fuck it DO IT NOW. KICK ME THE FUCK OUT! !!!
YOu asked me What I am. IM A QUITTER.
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Ha ha. Quite certain that someone who fit the colorful and jagged adjectives in that rant would not have made the admission. In that vein, dishonesty would be bliss around here.
FYI: you get zero bonus points for being an honest pussy. FWIW: anyone who lies around here about caving is a piece of shit and they know it. They just slip away like little worms. This place is about honor, brotherhood, and accountability. It's how we are successful. Unsuccessful people make excuses. But they really don't have honor. It's that simple. Only the strong survive.
What are you?
I'm the guy that keeps logging back on here and reading your shit.
And I don't think they all slip away like worms. Most may, but some stay and lie, and I think u now that. Ur too smart to think otherwise.
But I did neither. And thats exactly what caused this shit storm. I FKN slipped. I FKN admitted it. And Im still FKN here. You want accountability. MF'r Ive defined it for you.
Slings and arrows, fk it. I mean FUCK IT. Sleep not been worth a damn, i got fucking bumps or sores all over my mouth/tongue. Time is going by slow one minute, FF the next. Got a real short gdam temper at the moment aint feeling my A game
SO FUCK IT. BAN ME. I posted some shit on roll then dug 2 mg gum out a filthy fucking trash can and then was dumb enuf to fucking admit it. ENLIGHTEN ME YOU FKN SAGE. You say be accountable. You preach honor. Yeah, well FK you because thats what Ive made effort to provide.
You want lies and bullshit and nothing but heel stepping to the drum beat. I aint the fucking guy.
Im on my QUIT Goddamn it.
And I going to post along as I go along. Eventually, some sorry mfr with authority who can't handle my refusal to conform will turn the gdamn light off.
Fuck it DO IT NOW. KICK ME THE FUCK OUT! !!!
YOu asked me What I am. IM A QUITTER.
Accountability here is about posting roll and honoring our word. Accountability is not about rummaging thru a trash can to find a piece of nic gum because you were too weak to stay quit. Just cuz you came back and admitted it don't mean a damn thing. We all lived that life before. A life of false promises. Figure out if you want to be here. If so, post roll and stay quit. No excuses.
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Ha ha. Quite certain that someone who fit the colorful and jagged adjectives in that rant would not have made the admission. In that vein, dishonesty would be bliss around here.
FYI: you get zero bonus points for being an honest pussy. FWIW: anyone who lies around here about caving is a piece of shit and they know it. They just slip away like little worms. This place is about honor, brotherhood, and accountability. It's how we are successful. Unsuccessful people make excuses. But they really don't have honor. It's that simple. Only the strong survive.
What are you?
I'm the guy that keeps logging back on here and reading your shit.
And I don't think they all slip away like worms. Most may, but some stay and lie, and I think u now that. Ur too smart to think otherwise.
But I did neither. And thats exactly what caused this shit storm. I FKN slipped. I FKN admitted it. And Im still FKN here. You want accountability. MF'r Ive defined it for you.
Slings and arrows, fk it. I mean FUCK IT. Sleep not been worth a damn, i got fucking bumps or sores all over my mouth/tongue. Time is going by slow one minute, FF the next. Got a real short gdam temper at the moment aint feeling my A game
SO FUCK IT. BAN ME. I posted some shit on roll then dug 2 mg gum out a filthy fucking trash can and then was dumb enuf to fucking admit it. ENLIGHTEN ME YOU FKN SAGE. You say be accountable. You preach honor. Yeah, well FK you because thats what Ive made effort to provide.
You want lies and bullshit and nothing but heel stepping to the drum beat. I aint the fucking guy.
Im on my QUIT Goddamn it.
And I going to post along as I go along. Eventually, some sorry mfr with authority who can't handle my refusal to conform will turn the gdamn light off.
Fuck it DO IT NOW. KICK ME THE FUCK OUT! !!!
YOu asked me What I am. IM A QUITTER.
Accountability here is about posting roll and honoring our word. Accountability is not about rummaging thru a trash can to find a piece of nic gum because you were too weak to stay quit. Just cuz you came back and admitted it don't mean a damn thing. We all lived that life before. A life of false promises. Figure out if you want to be here. If so, post roll and stay quit. No excuses.
Explain to us. Exactly how are you a quitter? What makes you want to be a quitter? Are you an addict? Do you have a shred of honor? What's your fucking deal? Are you full of shit or are you going to realize that this place is filled with fucking badass quitters. You are dead wrong if you think this place is filled with liars. Dead fucking wrong. I know these guys. What the fuck are you? I w still don't think you're a quitter. We shall see. Now answer the fucking three questions like you're supposed to. And do not miss roll. Roll skippers slink away like worms. They can't be trusted. Every day guys are trusted. You got a lot of proving to do. You want help??? Or are you here to act like some knowitall fuckwad? How dare you accuse my bros of being liars. How fucking dare you. Do you have a fucking ballsack?
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Interesting thread.
First, you are not alone. This addiction is the same whether you file a 1040EZ or if you are a self made bazillionaire. Trust me, there are a lot of suit wearing highly compensated dip addicts in the world. A lot.
I saw that you dug out some nicotine from the trash. Damn. I think that qualifies as hitting rock bottom. A smart educated professional successful dude picking thru the trash for a fix highlights where you are. By being honorable and honest you can dig yourself out of the hole you are in.
You have to throw yourself into Ktc. Post your promise and keep your word. You are part of something big. Others count on you and you count on them. You fucked up bad man. I mean you dug thru the trash... What you've done in the past isn't working, we are giving you the answer.
Rawls is s great man. Use the guilt that you feel after letting him down give you the strength to succeed. Prove to him and to us that his call wasn't a waste of his time. And, I want to kind of clarify what Griz said... This site is full of honorable men and women. Top notch solid honest people. Cream of the crop. And a very few sociopaths that have gotten banned. Jury is deliberating on you right now. You've got the tools and you know what to do. Take your life back man. You can do this.
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Interesting thread.
First, you are not alone. This addiction is the same whether you file a 1040EZ or if you are a self made bazillionaire. Trust me, there are a lot of suit wearing highly compensated dip addicts in the world. A lot.
I saw that you dug out some nicotine from the trash. Damn. I think that qualifies as hitting rock bottom. A smart educated professional successful dude picking thru the trash for a fix highlights where you are. By being honorable and honest you can dig yourself out of the hole you are in.
You have to throw yourself into Ktc. Post your promise and keep your word. You are part of something big. Others count on you and you count on them. You fucked up bad man. I mean you dug thru the trash... What you've done in the past isn't working, we are giving you the answer.
Rawls is s great man. Use the guilt that you feel after letting him down give you the strength to succeed. Prove to him and to us that his call wasn't a waste of his time. And, I want to kind of clarify what Griz said... This site is full of honorable men and women. Top notch solid honest people. Cream of the crop. And a very few sociopaths that have gotten banned. Jury is deliberating on you right now. You've got the tools and you know what to do. Take your life back man. You can do this.
^^^that is awesome^^^
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Interesting thread.
First, you are not alone. This addiction is the same whether you file a 1040EZ or if you are a self made bazillionaire. Trust me, there are a lot of suit wearing highly compensated dip addicts in the world. A lot.
I saw that you dug out some nicotine from the trash. Damn. I think that qualifies as hitting rock bottom. A smart educated professional successful dude picking thru the trash for a fix highlights where you are. By being honorable and honest you can dig yourself out of the hole you are in.
You have to throw yourself into Ktc. Post your promise and keep your word. You are part of something big. Others count on you and you count on them. You fucked up bad man. I mean you dug thru the trash... What you've done in the past isn't working, we are giving you the answer.
Rawls is s great man. Use the guilt that you feel after letting him down give you the strength to succeed. Prove to him and to us that his call wasn't a waste of his time. And, I want to kind of clarify what Griz said... This site is full of honorable men and women. Top notch solid honest people. Cream of the crop. And a very few sociopaths that have gotten banned. Jury is deliberating on you right now. You've got the tools and you know what to do. Take your life back man. You can do this.
^^^that is awesome^^^
Good shit by W2W. Show us your nutsack.
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Interesting thread.
First, you are not alone. This addiction is the same whether you file a 1040EZ or if you are a self made bazillionaire. Trust me, there are a lot of suit wearing highly compensated dip addicts in the world. A lot.
I saw that you dug out some nicotine from the trash. Damn. I think that qualifies as hitting rock bottom. A smart educated professional successful dude picking thru the trash for a fix highlights where you are. By being honorable and honest you can dig yourself out of the hole you are in.
You have to throw yourself into Ktc. Post your promise and keep your word. You are part of something big. Others count on you and you count on them. You fucked up bad man. I mean you dug thru the trash... What you've done in the past isn't working, we are giving you the answer.
Rawls is s great man. Use the guilt that you feel after letting him down give you the strength to succeed. Prove to him and to us that his call wasn't a waste of his time. And, I want to kind of clarify what Griz said... This site is full of honorable men and women. Top notch solid honest people. Cream of the crop. And a very few sociopaths that have gotten banned. Jury is deliberating on you right now. You've got the tools and you know what to do. Take your life back man. You can do this.
^^^that is awesome^^^
Good shit by W2W. Show us your nutsack.
Keep acting like that my loving dipper few more days of raging might get your head out ofyour ass and you can realize were just trying to help a non-appreciative mfer! As you keep refering to us! Rage on you foggy bastard! Hate on but stay quit!
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Three Questions.
III Questions
3 Questions
Do they miracle their asses into my brain or are they on this site somewhere. Where/what are the questions?
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1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What are you going to do different, so it won't happen again?
Please be serious in your answers. All these people truly want you to be quit. And so do I.
Rawls
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'Popcorn'
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1. what happened.
I cheated, got weak: very simple. Needed a fixÂ….or thought I needed a fix. And I found it, in a garbage can.
2. Why did it happen
Because I let it happen. Because it was there. And I knew it was there. I am addicted to the shit and played a game, little hide and go seek. Only nothing was hidden, and I knew where it was.
And because just like right freaking now Im in bar fight. Its going to be a long day.
3. What are you going to do different, so that it won't happen again?
Piss some more people off on this site. Its very distracting.
Thats a joke, girls, calm down.
This site has kept me tobacco free since Monday. Thats an incredible accomplishment in my mind and I am grateful. VERY Grateful.
I started this process on this site with no understanding of the rules. Most of you took that as disregard or disrespect. It was neither. I still don't know what the rules are (But Ive become quite familiar with a cpl).
Im no team player, or group hug guy etcÂ….will not apologize for that.
I will apologize for any and all perceived disrespect. There are some individuals of much integrity and compassion present.
I came looking for help. As a man, Im big enuf to say I need it.
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Now, Im about to drink a double dose of N.O. Explode, pop a thermogenic and lose myself in gym for as long as possible.
Its very bad right now.
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Now, Im about to drink a double dose of N.O. Explode, pop a thermogenic and lose myself in gym for as long as possible.
Its very bad right now.
It is.
It sucks when you do it alone more.
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OK boss,
Exercise is good.. Rage on the weight.
I think you need to copy these answers (your post) and paste them in the May group. They are asking about ya.
Oh... And let's not forget to post roll. EDD early, and do it ODAAT.
Rawls out.
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Now, Im about to drink a double dose of N.O. Explode, pop a thermogenic and lose myself in gym for as long as possible.
Its very bad right now.
Gonna suck until it doesn't. You'll see it our way in about 4-5 days, then you'll go, huh. I did, I was against the grain 310 days ago just like you. Then the truth hammer changed my world.
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Now, Im about to drink a double dose of N.O. Explode, pop a thermogenic and lose myself in gym for as long as possible.
Its very bad right now.
It is.
It sucks when you do it alone more.
Alright, it is starting to sound like a quit in here. Yeah, this place can be tough but it has to be to break at 30+ year addiction.
Sweat out the poison, drink plenty of water and be ready for the nic bitch to tap you on shoulder...
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It really sucks right now, it really does. You have to get mad at the nicotine and at yourself for getting into this mess. That's part of "embrace the suck." But each minute of pain is another minute of healing.
And you may really enjoy exercising because it will create an adrenaline rush that will clear away the craving and misery of the quit (for a short while). Take Advil if you need to, from time to time. It gets much better in a week or two.
Oh...I need to tell you: for a few weeks, concentrate on food that is easily digestible. Oatmeal, fruits, vegitables, carrot sticks, etc. Your intestines need a few weeks to reprogram their neurological signaling. Why? I have no idea, but this is a nearly universal experience.
Finally...how about posting your 3 answers on the May page along with a proper roll post each a.m.?
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I have to put this here cause if I don't I will have failed the last 30 "pussies" that have come before you and failed. FUCK YOU. GET LOST. You are an attention whore. Pathetic this thread has gotten this far.
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I have to put this here cause if I don't I will have failed the last 30 "pussies" that have come before you and failed. FUCK YOU. GET LOST. You are an attention whore. Pathetic this thread has gotten this far.
I hope he's wrong but you got a lot to prove not only to us but mostly to yourself! I still don't think you have ever had to do anything for yourself and this my friend is all you! With help from these guy's if you hold up to your part!
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Hey buddy,
Been watching you from afar. Doing great! Getting along with a bunch of misfits, survived a family trip to Louisiana and nearly had a situation go bad sitting in a tobacco store parking lot? You said you drove away because of your family.
Let me give you something to think about..... If my family gave me a roll of snuff for my birthday! If they were truly OK and not scared of me chewing....
I would say NO.
Learn to quit fore yourself. Not for anybody else. Your family will be the recipient of your decision for yourself.
Proud to be quit with you today. Your doing great... ODAAT.
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Updating my into as suggested by Rawls. Its a bit overdue.
I honestly tried to forget this thread even existed as I am something close to ashamed - Embarrassed to say the least.
I jumped on this site not having a clue- not an inkling - as to what it or the people here were about. I had no understanding of the process nor any respect for the men involved in it. I took my medicine.
Not honoring the process, I'll give myself a semi pass on that--- I simply waded in without an understanding.
Not honoring the people - no, never. Fuck that: NO PASS. It still weighs heavy on my heart. I came into this house full of piss and ego and bullshit. For that gentleman-- and Ladies -- I am sorry.
I have come to realize that this a community of OUTSTANDING individuals of hard core and awesome intent. This ' group of internet strangers' has become some crazy fked up family that I rely on each day. A family that is here with me--- side by side --- fighting the fucking war.
I am honored to have remained a member of this group and am fulfilling my promise ONE DAY AT A TIME.
PCMS: Day 30
PROUD MISFIT OF MAY
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Updating my into as suggested by Rawls. Its a bit overdue.
I honestly tried to forget this thread even existed as I am something close to ashamed - Embarrassed to say the least.
I jumped on this site not having a clue- not an inkling - as to what it or the people here were about. I had no understanding of the process nor any respect for the men involved in it. I took my medicine.
Not honoring the process, I'll give myself a semi pass on that--- I simply waded in without an understanding.
Not honoring the people - no, never. Fuck that: NO PASS. It still weighs heavy on my heart. I came into this house full of piss and ego and bullshit. For that gentleman-- and Ladies -- I am sorry.
I have come to realize that this a community of OUTSTANDING individuals of hard core and awesome intent. This ' group of internet strangers' has become some crazy fked up family that I rely on each day. A family that is here with me--- side by side --- fighting the fucking war.
I am honored to have remained a member of this group and am fulfilling my promise ONE DAY AT A TIME.
PCMS: Day 30
PROUD MISFIT OF MAY
I think you got it. golf clap Now keep quitting and keep posting. we are on your team, glad to see you are finally on ours.
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Updating my into as suggested by Rawls. Its a bit overdue.
I honestly tried to forget this thread even existed as I am something close to ashamed - Embarrassed to say the least.
I jumped on this site not having a clue- not an inkling - as to what it or the people here were about. I had no understanding of the process nor any respect for the men involved in it. I took my medicine.
Not honoring the process, I'll give myself a semi pass on that--- I simply waded in without an understanding.
Not honoring the people - no, never. Fuck that: NO PASS. It still weighs heavy on my heart. I came into this house full of piss and ego and bullshit. For that gentleman-- and Ladies -- I am sorry.
I have come to realize that this a community of OUTSTANDING individuals of hard core and awesome intent. This ' group of internet strangers' has become some crazy fked up family that I rely on each day. A family that is here with me--- side by side --- fighting the fucking war.
I am honored to have remained a member of this group and am fulfilling my promise ONE DAY AT A TIME.
PCMS: Day 30
PROUD MISFIT OF MAY
I think you got it. golf clap Now keep quitting and keep posting. we are on your team, glad to see you are finally on ours.
I was glad when you came around PCMS, and am proud to call you a fellow FN' MISFIT of MAY QUIT brother!
QUIT with you today and everyday PCMS!
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Updating my into as suggested by Rawls. Its a bit overdue.
I honestly tried to forget this thread even existed as I am something close to ashamed - Embarrassed to say the least.
I jumped on this site not having a clue- not an inkling - as to what it or the people here were about. I had no understanding of the process nor any respect for the men involved in it. I took my medicine.
Not honoring the process, I'll give myself a semi pass on that--- I simply waded in without an understanding.
Not honoring the people - no, never. Fuck that: NO PASS. It still weighs heavy on my heart. I came into this house full of piss and ego and bullshit. For that gentleman-- and Ladies -- I am sorry.
I have come to realize that this a community of OUTSTANDING individuals of hard core and awesome intent. This ' group of internet strangers' has become some crazy fked up family that I rely on each day. A family that is here with me--- side by side --- fighting the fucking war.
I am honored to have remained a member of this group and am fulfilling my promise ONE DAY AT A TIME.
PCMS: Day 30
PROUD MISFIT OF MAY
I think you got it. golf clap Now keep quitting and keep posting. we are on your team, glad to see you are finally on ours.
I was glad when you came around PCMS, and am proud to call you a fellow FN' MISFIT of MAY QUIT brother!
QUIT with you today and everyday PCMS!
Nice. Way to be. Just remember, failure is no longer an option. Do something else. Nicotine is completely off the table. Stay focused on one day at a time. Congrats!
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Updating my into as suggested by Rawls. Its a bit overdue.
I honestly tried to forget this thread even existed as I am something close to ashamed - Embarrassed to say the least.
I jumped on this site not having a clue- not an inkling - as to what it or the people here were about. I had no understanding of the process nor any respect for the men involved in it. I took my medicine.
Not honoring the process, I'll give myself a semi pass on that--- I simply waded in without an understanding.
Not honoring the people - no, never. Fuck that: NO PASS. It still weighs heavy on my heart. I came into this house full of piss and ego and bullshit. For that gentleman-- and Ladies -- I am sorry.
I have come to realize that this a community of OUTSTANDING individuals of hard core and awesome intent. This ' group of internet strangers' has become some crazy fked up family that I rely on each day. A family that is here with me--- side by side --- fighting the fucking war.
I am honored to have remained a member of this group and am fulfilling my promise ONE DAY AT A TIME.
PCMS: Day 30
PROUD MISFIT OF MAY
I think you got it. golf clap Now keep quitting and keep posting. we are on your team, glad to see you are finally on ours.
I was glad when you came around PCMS, and am proud to call you a fellow FN' MISFIT of MAY QUIT brother!
QUIT with you today and everyday PCMS!
Nice. Way to be. Just remember, failure is no longer an option. Do something else. Nicotine is completely off the table. Stay focused on one day at a time. Congrats!
Great job manning up brother! Stay focused my brother, still got some funk ahead! Damn proud to be quit with you!
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Updating my into as suggested by Rawls. Its a bit overdue.
I honestly tried to forget this thread even existed as I am something close to ashamed - Embarrassed to say the least.
I jumped on this site not having a clue- not an inkling - as to what it or the people here were about. I had no understanding of the process nor any respect for the men involved in it. I took my medicine.
Not honoring the process, I'll give myself a semi pass on that--- I simply waded in without an understanding.
Not honoring the people - no, never. Fuck that: NO PASS. It still weighs heavy on my heart. I came into this house full of piss and ego and bullshit. For that gentleman-- and Ladies -- I am sorry.
I have come to realize that this a community of OUTSTANDING individuals of hard core and awesome intent. This ' group of internet strangers' has become some crazy fked up family that I rely on each day. A family that is here with me--- side by side --- fighting the fucking war.
I am honored to have remained a member of this group and am fulfilling my promise ONE DAY AT A TIME.
PCMS: Day 30
PROUD MISFIT OF MAY
I think you got it. golf clap Now keep quitting and keep posting. we are on your team, glad to see you are finally on ours.
I was glad when you came around PCMS, and am proud to call you a fellow FN' MISFIT of MAY QUIT brother!
QUIT with you today and everyday PCMS!
Nice. Way to be. Just remember, failure is no longer an option. Do something else. Nicotine is completely off the table. Stay focused on one day at a time. Congrats!
Great job manning up brother! Stay focused my brother, still got some funk ahead! Damn proud to be quit with you!
The funk comes and goes.
The craves are intermittent.
My sharp and short temper are a constant --- along with my promise to quit.
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Updating my into as suggested by Rawls. Its a bit overdue.
I honestly tried to forget this thread even existed as I am something close to ashamed - Embarrassed to say the least.
I jumped on this site not having a clue- not an inkling - as to what it or the people here were about. I had no understanding of the process nor any respect for the men involved in it. I took my medicine.
Not honoring the process, I'll give myself a semi pass on that--- I simply waded in without an understanding.
Not honoring the people - no, never. Fuck that: NO PASS. It still weighs heavy on my heart. I came into this house full of piss and ego and bullshit. For that gentleman-- and Ladies -- I am sorry.
I have come to realize that this a community of OUTSTANDING individuals of hard core and awesome intent. This ' group of internet strangers' has become some crazy fked up family that I rely on each day. A family that is here with me--- side by side --- fighting the fucking war.
I am honored to have remained a member of this group and am fulfilling my promise ONE DAY AT A TIME.
PCMS: Day 30
PROUD MISFIT OF MAY
I think you got it. golf clap Now keep quitting and keep posting. we are on your team, glad to see you are finally on ours.
I was glad when you came around PCMS, and am proud to call you a fellow FN' MISFIT of MAY QUIT brother!
QUIT with you today and everyday PCMS!
Nice. Way to be. Just remember, failure is no longer an option. Do something else. Nicotine is completely off the table. Stay focused on one day at a time. Congrats!
Great job manning up brother! Stay focused my brother, still got some funk ahead! Damn proud to be quit with you!
The funk comes and goes.
The craves are intermittent.
My sharp and short temper are a constant --- along with my promise to quit.
One day at a time, your life will keep getting better. You are really going to like the new you.
As far as this intro - dude it is a masterpiece. Because it tells you exactly where you were. Rock bottom. You can refer back to this and be proud of where you are today - a place of freedom and self respect. Look back and read many parts of this intro and commit that you will never again succumb to the life that nicotine had ruined before you found us. And I say ruined, because you didn't own your life before you quit. But you sure as fuck do now. Glad you stuck it out sir. It gets a whole lot better from here.
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Wow. I've never seen this intro and just opened it because m'man Worktowin just responded to it. PCMS, this is epic. This is the perfect quit. One month ago, your love affair with nicotine describes addiction to the tee. Then there is Rawls, somewhat a hero in this story, who makes this real for you. The complete stranger who cares about you being quit and shows you that tough love is given because we all want the same. From the quitter's perspective, you could make a movie out of this and you'd win an Oscar.
Dude, some of the best quitters I've met in my short 450+ days were off their rocker when they got here. Do not be ashamed of that first week. Reading your thread, and then reading that you are still here and still quit is pure inspiration. Inspiration for new quitters ...to hold the fort. Inspiration for veteran quitters ...to see what happens should we fail; reminds us of what failure will lead to. As you continue down this path, never forget that first week. NEVER. And promise yourself never to go through that again.
One last thing, symbolic in nature. Since you started off with "I love dipping" I think you should physically write out your promise to stay quit. Sign it and give it to your wife. Tell her it's your divorce papers to nicotine. You do this for you to up your accountability and it will give your wife a doctrine to make sure you keep your word.
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Wow. I've never seen this intro and just opened it because m'man Worktowin just responded to it. PCMS, this is epic. This is the perfect quit. One month ago, your love affair with nicotine describes addiction to the tee. Then there is Rawls, somewhat a hero in this story, who makes this real for you. The complete stranger who cares about you being quit and shows you that tough love is given because we all want the same. From the quitter's perspective, you could make a movie out of this and you'd win an Oscar.
Dude, some of the best quitters I've met in my short 450+ days were off their rocker when they got here. Do not be ashamed of that first week. Reading your thread, and then reading that you are still here and still quit is pure inspiration. Inspiration for new quitters ...to hold the fort. Inspiration for veteran quitters ...to see what happens should we fail; reminds us of what failure will lead to. As you continue down this path, never forget that first week. NEVER. And promise yourself never to go through that again.
One last thing, symbolic in nature. Since you started off with "I love dipping" I think you should physically write out your promise to stay quit. Sign it and give it to your wife. Tell her it's your divorce papers to nicotine. You do this for you to up your accountability and it will give your wife a doctrine to make sure you keep your word.
In the beginning of this process, I didn't mention my quit to anyone, especially my family. And most of you know exactly fkn why-- I didn't want to be accountable. I didn't want to have to explain a cave.
My coworkers were the first to realize I had quit. In my office setting, my dipping was open and apparent. NOT trying to sound like a dick here, but its my rules there. I was a PROUD and STRONG dipper. Spit cups and fucked up trash cans everywhere - people had to accept my nasty fucking addiction.
But at home around my family, I was in the habit of ninja dipping - not so much around my wife - but around my kids.
Within first week or so when I realized I was truly committed we had the talk. I told them about my commitment to live. My commitment to meet my grandkids one day and not die from a cancer riddled mouth. That was a tuff talk for a 10 and 12 year old, but a necessary one. As for my wife, she remains my best friend now of 18 years. Ive not broken a promise to her yet.
So no, its not on paper. But some things don't need to be.
What is on paper is my Quit Contract. I keep a copy on my desk, in my truck and on the refrigerator door. I read it every day, sometimes over and over and over and overÂ….
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Proud of you Brother.
PCMS + 32 days = Respect!
Quit with you EDD ODAAT.
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Proud of you Brother.
PCMS + 32 days = Respect!
Quit with you EDD ODAAT.
Respect. You've earned it man. What you just wrote is pretty F'n badass. And like the man before me said, I too am proud of you and to be quit with people like yourself.
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Proud of you Brother.
PCMS + 32 days = Respect!
Quit with you EDD ODAAT.
Respect. You've earned it man. What you just wrote is pretty F'n badass. And like the man before me said, I too am proud of you and to be quit with people like yourself.
Respect here too man. Just read this because Steak was in here. Keep it up man. Keep updating too... it's a good record and you can eventually be proud, not embarassed, of what you've been though. Just keep stacking the days up, one by one. Work2win used to tell me the same thing, and he's been right so far, 503 days later. The fogs, craves, temper- they fade, and you keep learning how to deal with them, and every once in a while you loook back and notice that life is so much more free-- just enjoy that! Like THAT man before me said, i'm proud to quit with you as well!
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PMCS, I am now about 20 min late for work because I became wrapped up in your story here. I am so proud of the progress you have made and your story has stregnthened my QLF. I was that guy, not when i was trying to quit, but that raging need a fix when i would run out, digging through the garbage, digging under the couch for a few scraps in a lost can, reminds me of what an absolute dipshit my addiction made me. Thank you for your story and keep the quit strong!
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Damn you've come a long ways got a long ways to go! Keep going remember one text, pm,post away always! Proud to be quit with you my friend!
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Damn you've come a long ways got a long ways to go! Keep going remember one text, pm,post away always! Proud to be quit with you my friend!
Loved reading through intro PCMS. See you tomorrow for another day of freedom!
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Glad you stuck with your quit and you've come to understand the process. You took a lot of shit early on and I respect the fact that you listened to people and chose to fight the good fight with your KTC brothers/sisters. Quit with you EDD.
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Just read your intro. It took me forever to figure out how to find member's topics.
Anyway, that rings a bell with my situation. A few months ago I was in a car accident (guy slammed into the rear of my car), didn't realize it at the time but it caused quite a bit of neck and muscle pain. The pain took months to build up and suddenly appeared one day while at work. I am still seeing a PT and chiropractor.
In-between all of this, I thought, this is it. I have lymphoma or a nodular goiter based on the location of the pain. I went to the PT and found out this was not the case. I've been a user for about 4 years. I always read the BS stuff that Brad Rodu and other pro harm-reduction researchers wrote. Now, after being scared shitless, I want to quit for good. I never want to actually go through what I thought was happening to me.
Goodluck man, Stay quit. I'm with you now.