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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: AngryNickCage on July 19, 2015, 11:07:00 AM
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...where Nick Cage sees his new face and starts screaming f you to everyone in the room?
That's how I am with my family right now
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...where Nick Cage sees his new face and starts screaming f you to everyone in the room?
That's how I am with my family right now
What the hell? Did your family make you stick that shit in your mouth? No. So why jump there shit? Post roll now, you gonna need some help. We all been through this, you got to man up, walk away, it gets better but takes awhile. You wanna get pissed at someone come on here bitch, cuss, scream whatever we will probably give the shit right back to you but believe me it works! The price for advice is post up and join us, we need you almost as bad as you need us! I quit with you today!
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...where Nick Cage sees his new face and starts screaming f you to everyone in the room?
That's how I am with my family right now
What the hell? Did your family make you stick that shit in your mouth? No. So why jump there shit? Post roll now, you gonna need some help. We all been through this, you got to man up, walk away, it gets better but takes awhile. You wanna get pissed at someone come on here bitch, cuss, scream whatever we will probably give the shit right back to you but believe me it works! The price for advice is post up and join us, we need you almost as bad as you need us! I quit with you today!
^^^^^LISTEN TO THIS MAN!!!
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I'm in a "quit for them" situation and I am absolutely not on board at all. But I'm going to do it so they will all leave me the fuck alone
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thats sad to hear I don't know why you wouldn't want to quit for yourself. Do you care about you health? Your future?
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I'm in a "quit for them" situation and I am absolutely not on board at all. But I'm going to do it so they will all leave me the fuck alone
Well then, I hate to be that guy, but I'm guessing your QUIT won't last. That's the cold hard honest truth. This almost exclusively works for the people that QUIT for themselves!
Will they be the ones that experience heavy withdrawal symptoms, worse than a hangover, for the first week and sporatically for at least a month?
Will your family be the ones that lose the ability to eat real food, or have part of your elbow for a jaw? Will they be going through chemo when that cancer switch flips?
It makes no sense to me now that I'm truly QUIT to quit this Devil Drug for anyone but myself. I got into this mess to start with, and I climbed out of it like a fucking man. Man up and QUIT for yourself...... I'm still thanking myself 195 days later... It will be the best decision I make all year, HANDS DOWN.... no contest at all. I'm in your corner but you gotta adjust your attitude towards this.
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You gotta quit for you, bro. Otherwise, you will always sneak some in, then it will be back to a can a day or whatever you were. We've all been there. Maybe you should inventory why exactly you don't want to quit. Are you scared of failure, temporary withdrawal symptoms, or what. Do you enjoy paying to poison yourself. Do you enjoy being controlled by something other than yourself. Instead of fighting your family, how about you sack up and fight for your fucking life.
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You gotta quit for you, bro. Otherwise, you will always sneak some in, then it will be back to a can a day or whatever you were. We've all been there. Maybe you should inventory why exactly you don't want to quit. Are you scared of failure, temporary withdrawal symptoms, or what. Do you enjoy paying to poison yourself. Do you enjoy being controlled by something other than yourself. Instead of fighting your family, how about you sack up and fight for your fucking life.
I've been here 204 day's and that was one of the sorriest,lamist post I ever read! You are a Selfish asshole! I hope you quit and your family don't have to take care of you if something happens. Your wasting your time here! That attitude don't have a snowball chance in hell getting this done! I hope I pissed you off because you did me, that's just pathetic!
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Do you see the connection here? The reason you're getting pissy with your family is because you're "quitting for them". In your mind, they're the reason you can't have your nicotine pacifier. They're the reason your body is going haywire because it wants its fix. They nagged you into quitting, and now it's all their fault. They, they, they. And while I'm an optimist, I'm also a realist. People who quit for others start thinking "I'll just try to hide my addiction instead" and fall right the hell off the wagon. I'm not wishing that on you, but that's how things like this play out - or your loved ones start encouraging you to buy a can just so you stop being a prick. Happens all the time. Stories like that are unfortunately not in short supply around here.
Conversely, when you make your quit about yourself, there's no one to be mad at. Instead, you feel an amazing sense of pride that you're saving your own life.
I hope you find some reasons to quit dipping. I've gone ahead and found 100 to begin with for you. (http://www.killthecan.org/facts-figures/the-top-100-benefits-of-quitting-dip/)
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thats sad to hear I don't know why you wouldn't want to quit for yourself. Do you care about you health? Your future?
I figure I've had a good run. If I live another 20 years, I'll be in my late 50's. That's not so bad right? Kids will have graduated college. They wouldn't have to worry about me in a nursing home.
If I kept dipping, they wouldn't have to deal with a bitchy, grumpy bastard who misses his precious goddamn Skoal
FUCK!
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thats sad to hear I don't know why you wouldn't want to quit for yourself. Do you care about you health? Your future?
I figure I've had a good run. If I live another 20 years, I'll be in my late 50's. That's not so bad right? Kids will have graduated college. They wouldn't have to worry about me in a nursing home.
If I kept dipping, they wouldn't have to deal with a bitchy, grumpy bastard who misses his precious goddamn Skoal
FUCK!
Post roll or GTFO. Work on your mindset too, it's totally wrong if you actually want to succeed. Doesn't sound like you want to.
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...where Nick Cage sees his new face and starts screaming f you to everyone in the room?
That's how I am with my family right now
What the hell? Did your family make you stick that shit in your mouth? No. So why jump there shit? Post roll now, you gonna need some help. We all been through this, you got to man up, walk away, it gets better but takes awhile. You wanna get pissed at someone come on here bitch, cuss, scream whatever we will probably give the shit right back to you but believe me it works! The price for advice is post up and join us, we need you almost as bad as you need us! I quit with you today!
Not actually doing it, just feel that way. The kids are 2 and 3. I don't want them learning that language until they are at least in kindergarten
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Ok I posted the roll thing. Just....ugh Jesus Christ this sucks
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Ok I posted the roll thing. Just....ugh Jesus Christ this sucks
If you feel angry, just do a face waterfall on them.
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Good job now want this or it will not happen! Damn 2 and 3 be a father! Damn you better be getting you a support system! I quit with you today!
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Good job now want this or it will not happen! Damn 2 and 3 be a father! Damn you better be getting you a support system! I quit with you today!
That's why the fuck I'm doing this!
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Late 50s? No thanks. I'm shooting for 80s at least. Nicotine killed my dad at 52. I was a senior in high school. Not a good way to grow up dude. I guess at least I didn't have to watch him suffer through the loss of s jaw, or a chin, the sudden heart attack was a quick nicotine inflected way to go.
Anger is pretty normal. If you are as angry as you say, you might wAnt to consider s hotel for s night or 2. The rage will pass. I was in the grips of nicotine for about 25 years after it killed my dad. I was angry, in a fog, and pretty close to having my own heart attack. Don't be a fucking jackoff moron like me dude - get your anger refocused on the fact that you have let a little chopped up plant in a round can grab your balls and lead you around like a pug dog on a bedazzled pink leash. You are in control now. But don't you dare take the fact that you are pissed at the weakness that was your life inflict anger on your wife or kids. You wanna be a shithead? Do it here and call me (or pab or grizz) whatever names you want. We can take it. But your family doesn't deserve that. They deserve a man that wants to be around for many many years to come, that loves them and protects them from evil. Like nicotine.
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I smell a fucking troll. I certainly don't smell quit. "I've had a good run"? Fuck you bro ... there are people in here losing loved ones daily. There are quitters battling cancer and chemo as we speak within these halls. I've had a good run? Get lost, no one needs your trollish ways.
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I smell a fucking troll. I certainly don't smell quit. "I've had a good run"? Fuck you bro ... there are people in here losing loved ones daily. There are quitters battling cancer and chemo as we speak within these halls. I've had a good run? Get lost, no one needs your trollish ways.
Alright well thanks, I guess
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I smell a fucking troll. I certainly don't smell quit. "I've had a good run"? Fuck you bro ... there are people in here losing loved ones daily. There are quitters battling cancer and chemo as we speak within these halls. I've had a good run? Get lost, no one needs your trollish ways.
Alright well thanks, I guess
I see you posted roll. That's a good start. Prove my troll assessment wrong bro. Reach down and grab your nuts and get to quitting. Be a stubborn fuck, and it'll come easy.
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I smell a fucking troll. I certainly don't smell quit. "I've had a good run"? Fuck you bro ... there are people in here losing loved ones daily. There are quitters battling cancer and chemo as we speak within these halls. I've had a good run? Get lost, no one needs your trollish ways.
Alright well thanks, I guess
I see you posted roll. That's a good start. Prove my troll assessment wrong bro. Reach down and grab your nuts and get to quitting. Be a stubborn fuck, and it'll come easy.
This one gonna make a really loud sound when or if I should say his head finally pops out of his anal cavity! You think you the first Billy badass we've dealt with you bad wrong. Hopefully you will come to your senses after you learn to hate this shit and realize your an addict! Guess what if you don't like me ,I don't give a shit, I'm not here to be Mr popular I'm here to help anyway I can! You really need to appreciate these guy's for giving a shit about you ,they are some badass quitters trying to help!
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We quit hard here and we quit for real. We aren't here for a blip of stoppage before the cancer cells finally start to multiply. Get your mind right...right now. This might just save your life and you can thank your family for "making you" save your life later.
Also, you think have 20 years left? Google the mortality rate and life expectancy of a person with pancreatic cancer. It ain't 20 years bro. Keep that shit out of your mouth and quit life f*ck with us today. You already posted your promise that you would do so by posting roll. Keep that promise and come back for some more tomorrow. I'll be here, and so will thousands of other bad asses to help you keep that promise. Let's do it dude.
King
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
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It is worth it. Fight for it and change your mindset that this is for you.
Money? I have saved over $3500
Teeth - mostly white now and I am not afraid to smile because of stains anymore
Convienece - Never have to worry about how many cans I have and where I put them
Family - M in-law can't bitch at me for dipping in her house. Wife off my back ( for that at least), same with kids.
Car/office - doesn't smell like ass except when I fart
Health - I greatly reduced my risk of several types of cancer
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Yes, I would say not dying disfigured and in pain the average person can't even fathom is worth it. That alone is a good reason to stop. Also, everything Thumblewort said and so much more.
Let me ask you something bro, what are your reasons for wanting to quit? Keep in mind that's plural! We know getting your family to stop nagging you is one. What else?
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
OH fucking Waaah.... You are on Day 2, brother, you can't expect someone to wave a magic wand and you are healed. Think about how many consecutive days you put that shit in your mouth? And you are supposed to feel better on Day 2?
Embrace the suck. You have no reason to be mad at anyone but yourself, and nicotine. Exercise as much as possible, but more importantly continue to post roll early and promise your word. I agree with Thumble... you need to drastically change your attitude to be successful. Aren't you excited how much better you'll finally feel? Not having that gnawing feeling of cancer creep up every time you put one in? People will respect you way more, too. Successful quitters on this site are often very confident or even cocky, and they have every right to be. Anybody in the world can DIP.... very few can quit cold turkey. Do you want to join that exclusive group of badasses or are you gonna continue to whine and throw a tantrum?
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Yes, I would say not dying disfigured and in pain the average person can't even fathom is worth it. That alone is a good reason to stop. Also, everything Thumblewort said and so much more.
Let me ask you something bro, what are your reasons for wanting to quit? Keep in mind that's plural! We know getting your family to stop nagging you is one. What else?
I guess I want them to have peace of mind. And yeah I don't want to die young. I have two beautiful girls and the most loving and supportive wife.
Here's the thing (things). Cost is not a problem for me. I don't care what others think of how I look when I'm dipping. It feels like a betrayal of my history (grew up on a tobacco farm).
And to be honest, I don't want to end up dying of a non-tobacco reason and miss out on the sweet precious dip
But I'm going to goddamn do it
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Yes, I would say not dying disfigured and in pain the average person can't even fathom is worth it. That alone is a good reason to stop. Also, everything Thumblewort said and so much more.
Let me ask you something bro, what are your reasons for wanting to quit? Keep in mind that's plural! We know getting your family to stop nagging you is one. What else?
I guess I want them to have peace of mind. And yeah I don't want to die young. I have two beautiful girls and the most loving and supportive wife.
Here's the thing (things). Cost is not a problem for me. I don't care what others think of how I look when I'm dipping. It feels like a betrayal of my history (grew up on a tobacco farm).
And to be honest, I don't want to end up dying of a non-tobacco reason and miss out on the sweet precious dip
But I'm going to goddamn do it
I'm betting a week on your whiny ass!
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I'm going to goddamn do it
Here's the only part of your post worth a damn. I know you're in the dumps right now, but pick yourself up man, and stop STOP romanticizing your slavery to nicotine. Own this thing before it's too late.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Yes, I would say not dying disfigured and in pain the average person can't even fathom is worth it. That alone is a good reason to stop. Also, everything Thumblewort said and so much more.
Let me ask you something bro, what are your reasons for wanting to quit? Keep in mind that's plural! We know getting your family to stop nagging you is one. What else?
I guess I want them to have peace of mind. And yeah I don't want to die young. I have two beautiful girls and the most loving and supportive wife.
Here's the thing (things). Cost is not a problem for me. I don't care what others think of how I look when I'm dipping. It feels like a betrayal of my history (grew up on a tobacco farm).
And to be honest, I don't want to end up dying of a non-tobacco reason and miss out on the sweet precious dip
But I'm going to goddamn do it
I'm betting a week on your whiny ass!
Thanks, I appreciate that - dick
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Yes, I would say not dying disfigured and in pain the average person can't even fathom is worth it. That alone is a good reason to stop. Also, everything Thumblewort said and so much more.
Let me ask you something bro, what are your reasons for wanting to quit? Keep in mind that's plural! We know getting your family to stop nagging you is one. What else?
I guess I want them to have peace of mind. And yeah I don't want to die young. I have two beautiful girls and the most loving and supportive wife.
Here's the thing (things). Cost is not a problem for me. I don't care what others think of how I look when I'm dipping. It feels like a betrayal of my history (grew up on a tobacco farm).
And to be honest, I don't want to end up dying of a non-tobacco reason and miss out on the sweet precious dip
But I'm going to goddamn do it
I'm betting a week on your whiny ass!
Thanks, I appreciate that - dick
Listen to these vets dude, they're trying to help. If you want somebody to coddle your balls, get a prostitute. If you want to bust your addiction upside the head, quit like Pab, Invader, and these guys that are trying to help you get there. One way or the other, it's your quit.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Yes, I would say not dying disfigured and in pain the average person can't even fathom is worth it. That alone is a good reason to stop. Also, everything Thumblewort said and so much more.
Let me ask you something bro, what are your reasons for wanting to quit? Keep in mind that's plural! We know getting your family to stop nagging you is one. What else?
I guess I want them to have peace of mind. And yeah I don't want to die young. I have two beautiful girls and the most loving and supportive wife.
Here's the thing (things). Cost is not a problem for me. I don't care what others think of how I look when I'm dipping. It feels like a betrayal of my history (grew up on a tobacco farm).
And to be honest, I don't want to end up dying of a non-tobacco reason and miss out on the sweet precious dip
But I'm going to goddamn do it
I'm betting a week on your whiny ass!
Thanks, I appreciate that - dick
Listen to these vets dude, they're trying to help. If you want somebody to coddle your balls, get a prostitute. If you want to bust your addiction upside the head, quit like Pab, Invader, and these guys that are trying to help you get there. One way or the other, it's your quit.
Re: Cost.
I bought my wife a new Audi last summer that cost 10K less than I spit out over 25 years. Cost is an issue. I don't care if you are freaking Bill Gates... I spit out an Audi. That is insane dude. Cost is an issue unless you are a fool. It would be better to buy your beautiful little girls gold plated sneakers than intentionally give yourself cancer as a result of an addiction. And, unless I am way off base, and I'm not, your wife could figure out a way to spend the extra $$$ with no problem at all.
Day 2 is rough. You'll never have to relive Day 2 ever again.
You can do this.
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... and miss out on the sweet precious dip
Did you see The Lord of the Rings movies?
Bro... you're Gollum. So wrapped up in your precious that you can't see/won't admit that it's killing you. It's taking everything from you including your self respect and dignity.
Degenerate slavery or true freedom?... Your mindset is the key.
Own and embrace Quit.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
Got any advice for when your run of the mill random person comes up and wishes good day, and all you can think about doing is squeezing their head until it oozes the life right out of them?
I really do appreciate the encouragement (except the dickweeds) and the Gollum thing really does resonate. FUCK (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3utP44UWmY)
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... and miss out on the sweet precious dip
Did you see The Lord of the Rings movies?
Bro... you're Gollum. So wrapped up in your precious that you can't see/won't admit that it's killing you. It's taking everything from you including your self respect and dignity.
Degenerate slavery or true freedom?... Your mindset is the key.
Own and embrace Quit.
This is a fantastic analogy.
Interesting that the thing that can kill us tricks us into believing we loves it. We needs it. It tricks us!
Relevant (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhBgPEdWeKM).
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
Got any advice for when your run of the mill random person comes up and wishes good day, and all you can think about doing is squeezing their head until it oozes the life right out of them?
I really do appreciate the encouragement (except the dickweeds) and the Gollum thing really does resonate. FUCK (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3utP44UWmY)
(except the dickweeds)
All right we get the rage. We were there. We are raging addicts and couldn't function as decent human beings for the first couple of days, either.
Either way we talk about "brotherhood" here and you're coming in hot like you're on 4chan throwing out insults. Yeah that's par for the course for "the internet" and "internet forums." However this is not some random site--this just might be the most important site you've ever found. It will--literally--change your life if you do your part. Freedom is not nothing. It could also--literally--save your life.
Grow some thicker skin. Be nice. Make friends. You're going to need all the "Brotherhood" and "Accountability" this site has to offer.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
Got any advice for when your run of the mill random person comes up and wishes good day, and all you can think about doing is squeezing their head until it oozes the life right out of them?
I really do appreciate the encouragement (except the dickweeds) and the Gollum thing really does resonate. FUCK (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3utP44UWmY)
My advise is to come on here and post and rant and call us dickweeds. Why? Because I did that too. Take it out on these forums.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
Got any advice for when your run of the mill random person comes up and wishes good day, and all you can think about doing is squeezing their head until it oozes the life right out of them?
I really do appreciate the encouragement (except the dickweeds) and the Gollum thing really does resonate. FUCK (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3utP44UWmY)
My advise is to come on here and post and rant and call us dickweeds. Why? Because I did that too. Take it out on these forums.
Seconded. I talked about insults in my prior post, but we can be rough and tumble too.
We are much better targets than your family.
I only mentioned it early to make sure you get off on the right foot. There's probably a fine line between getting it out of your system and alienating those around you.
But we're prepared and used to it.
So fuck you too.
'na na'
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
Got any advice for when your run of the mill random person comes up and wishes good day, and all you can think about doing is squeezing their head until it oozes the life right out of them?
I really do appreciate the encouragement (except the dickweeds) and the Gollum thing really does resonate. FUCK (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3utP44UWmY)
(except the dickweeds)
All right we get the rage. We were there. We are raging addicts and couldn't function as decent human beings for the first couple of days, either.
Either way we talk about "brotherhood" here and you're coming in hot like you're on 4chan throwing out insults. Yeah that's par for the course for "the internet" and "internet forums." However this is not some random site--this just might be the most important site you've ever found. It will--literally--change your life if you do your part. Freedom is not nothing. It could also--literally--save your life.
Grow some thicker skin. Be nice. Make friends. You're going to need all the "Brotherhood" and "Accountability" this site has to offer.
Look, I'm not here to be a troll and I've yet to call anyone out specifically, but let's be honest being called "pathetic" and whatnot is grounds for calling a spade a spade, isn't it?
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
Got any advice for when your run of the mill random person comes up and wishes good day, and all you can think about doing is squeezing their head until it oozes the life right out of them?
I really do appreciate the encouragement (except the dickweeds) and the Gollum thing really does resonate. FUCK (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3utP44UWmY)
(except the dickweeds)
All right we get the rage. We were there. We are raging addicts and couldn't function as decent human beings for the first couple of days, either.
Either way we talk about "brotherhood" here and you're coming in hot like you're on 4chan throwing out insults. Yeah that's par for the course for "the internet" and "internet forums." However this is not some random site--this just might be the most important site you've ever found. It will--literally--change your life if you do your part. Freedom is not nothing. It could also--literally--save your life.
Grow some thicker skin. Be nice. Make friends. You're going to need all the "Brotherhood" and "Accountability" this site has to offer.
Look, I'm not here to be a troll and I've yet to call anyone out specifically, but let's be honest being called "pathetic" and whatnot is grounds for calling a spade a spade, isn't it?
Part of it was in response to your romantic notions with the dip. Romantic notions about how much you loved it, the memories you share with it--that's par for the course for new quitters.
It's also par for the course for vets to jump your ass to correct that thinking.
Thirdly it is further par for the course for you to be defensive about it.
And finally it's fairly par for the course for us to just have it out. So go for it. I got my ass kicked at Day 3.
I just want you to understand how important the folks around here will be in helping YOU make your quit successful.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Back to this. This is likely the worst part of your quit. There will be ups and downs but after 3 days supposedly the nicotine is out of your system. Getting to Day 3 for me was big psychologically--because I knew I had rid myself of nicotine. Now I just had to beat my addict brain. I've been beating it one day at a time for 197 days straight.
I do remember my Day 2 . . speaking of worth it. I spent Day 1 at home. I had a damn fever. Sweats. Just like a damn junkie.
Day 2 I went back to work--don't remember much about that day except for the drive home. Felt like shit. But I had an epiphany and then a wave of euphoria sweep over me on that drive--I was no longer a slave. I was in control, not dip. The world was now my oyster. My life would not be lived between dips. My live wold not be scheduled around dips.
I was a slave, but as shitty as I felt, I was now free.
So yea, I'm telling you this shit is worth it.
FUCKING QUIT.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
Got any advice for when your run of the mill random person comes up and wishes good day, and all you can think about doing is squeezing their head until it oozes the life right out of them?
I really do appreciate the encouragement (except the dickweeds) and the Gollum thing really does resonate. FUCK (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3utP44UWmY)
(except the dickweeds)
All right we get the rage. We were there. We are raging addicts and couldn't function as decent human beings for the first couple of days, either.
Either way we talk about "brotherhood" here and you're coming in hot like you're on 4chan throwing out insults. Yeah that's par for the course for "the internet" and "internet forums." However this is not some random site--this just might be the most important site you've ever found. It will--literally--change your life if you do your part. Freedom is not nothing. It could also--literally--save your life.
Grow some thicker skin. Be nice. Make friends. You're going to need all the "Brotherhood" and "Accountability" this site has to offer.
Look, I'm not here to be a troll and I've yet to call anyone out specifically, but let's be honest being called "pathetic" and whatnot is grounds for calling a spade a spade, isn't it?
Part of it was in response to your romantic notions with the dip. Romantic notions about how much you loved it, the memories you share with it--that's par for the course for new quitters.
It's also par for the course for vets to jump your ass to correct that thinking.
Thirdly it is further par for the course for you to be defensive about it.
And finally it's fairly par for the course for us to just have it out. So go for it. I got my ass kicked at Day 3.
I just want you to understand how important the folks around here will be in helping YOU make your quit successful.
[/quote]Check out my intro from 4 years ago man. (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/1007167/1/)
The assholes here pissed me off in the first couple days. I mean, come on...I threw the shit out! What else did they expect from me?
It takes more than a decision to quit, and you will laugh one day when you read back on what really irked you when you came here. You'll see what was said, and you'll see why it was said. Now, have some fun. Rage if you need to. But, like GA pointed out, there is a fine line between raging and alienating.
Have you read up on anything in your group? You got a ton of guys going through the same stuff you are right now.
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I posted roll again and I don't feel any better. Tell me this shit is worth it.
Nothing worth doing is easy man.
Roll is your promise not to use. It's going to suck for these first few days, but it is your job to learn the tools to stay quit. Promising yourself is a start, but you still have to fulfill that promise. It's day 2, and day 2 left me punchdrunk by the end of the day. Drink tons of water. Avoid caffeine (You jittery already?). Grab your nuts and sack up my friend.
If this shit was easy, we wouldn't need this site. We'd have all just dropped this shit like bees in a mask (https://youtu.be/-1GadTfGFvU). This is a moment by moment battle: some battles will be easier than others. Some are relentless. Be tough, and make some friends here.
You can do this because we are.
Got any advice for when your run of the mill random person comes up and wishes good day, and all you can think about doing is squeezing their head until it oozes the life right out of them?
I really do appreciate the encouragement (except the dickweeds) and the Gollum thing really does resonate. FUCK (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3utP44UWmY)
(except the dickweeds)
All right we get the rage. We were there. We are raging addicts and couldn't function as decent human beings for the first couple of days, either.
Either way we talk about "brotherhood" here and you're coming in hot like you're on 4chan throwing out insults. Yeah that's par for the course for "the internet" and "internet forums." However this is not some random site--this just might be the most important site you've ever found. It will--literally--change your life if you do your part. Freedom is not nothing. It could also--literally--save your life.
Grow some thicker skin. Be nice. Make friends. You're going to need all the "Brotherhood" and "Accountability" this site has to offer.
Look, I'm not here to be a troll and I've yet to call anyone out specifically, but let's be honest being called "pathetic" and whatnot is grounds for calling a spade a spade, isn't it?
Part of it was in response to your romantic notions with the dip. Romantic notions about how much you loved it, the memories you share with it--that's par for the course for new quitters.
It's also par for the course for vets to jump your ass to correct that thinking.
Thirdly it is further par for the course for you to be defensive about it.
And finally it's fairly par for the course for us to just have it out. So go for it. I got my ass kicked at Day 3.
I just want you to understand how important the folks around here will be in helping YOU make your quit successful.
Check out my intro from 4 years ago man. (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/1007167/1/)
The assholes here pissed me off in the first couple days. I mean, come on...I threw the shit out! What else did they expect from me?
It takes more than a decision to quit, and you will laugh one day when you read back on what really irked you when you came here. You'll see what was said, and you'll see why it was said. Now, have some fun. Rage if you need to. But, like GA pointed out, there is a fine line between raging and alienating.
Have you read up on anything in your group? You got a ton of guys going through the same stuff you are right now.
Agreed. Go in October. Share. Get to know. It's been nearly 200 days for me. I remember. But I'm not sure I REMEMBER. Nah mean?
There are guys in there going through the exact shame shit--or are only a week or two removed. Get in there--swap some phone numbers. Start texting them everyday telling them you're quitting for the day--and they will text you back the same thing. Pretty soon you'll not want to let these guys down.
I've got one guy that's texted me nearly 200 damn days straight. You think he's going to let me go a day without out making and honoring my promise? Same for him. Pab . . a "dickweed" . . also texts me every damn day and is also important to my quit. You'll need guys like this.
So head over to October and get in a fight with them. It'll do you good.
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
I'd probably bust myself in the head for as many times as I could lift said axe. Can I check into a coma?
This was helpful. Is there anything I can do now to make this shit stop?
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
I'd probably bust myself in the head for as many times as I could lift said axe. Can I check into a coma?
This was helpful. Is there anything I can do now to make this shit stop?
Anything you can do right now to make it stop? Not really. You've just got to embrace the craves as they come and let them pass. Mind over matter. They get a hell of a lot easier to deal with when you put them into proper perspective.
You spent years and years cultivating tiny neuro-receptors in your brain that all fiend for one thing: dopamine. Guess what triggers dopamine? You got it: nicotine.
You've been at those little fucker's beck and call for god knows how long now. Until yesterday, that is.
Unfortunately, there isn't anything you can do that will make it stop. You don't undo all of those years of abuse overnight or even in a month. This shit takes time, and you'll never be cured.
The good news is that there are TONS of substitutes and things that you can use right now that will help to "scratch the itch" without actually feeding your addiction. That whole thing about cost not mattering when it comes to buying dip? Take that attitude and apply it instead towards any/all of the following:
Fake snuff
Sunflower seeds
Gum
Atomic fireballs
Hard candy
Chewing sticks
Water
Mints
There are plenty of reviews on the fake stuff found on the main site. Some folks don't like it, since it's too close to the real thing. Do whatever you think will help you and your quit best. Beyond that, if it doesn't have nic in it, go for it.
Bit by bit, it will get easier. Not because of any magic pill or trick, but because you become stronger every day as your addiction becomes weaker. There's just no substitute for time.
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
I'd probably bust myself in the head for as many times as I could lift said axe. Can I check into a coma?
This was helpful. Is there anything I can do now to make this shit stop?
Pushups to failure. Chug water. Hit the heavy bag. More water. And rant and rave on here as much as you want... turn into the Steven King of KTC if you need, we will be here listening every bit of the way bro.
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
I'd probably bust myself in the head for as many times as I could lift said axe. Can I check into a coma?
This was helpful. Is there anything I can do now to make this shit stop?
Pushups to failure. Chug water. Hit the heavy bag. More water. And rant and rave on here as much as you want... turn into the Steven King of KTC if you need, we will be here listening every bit of the way bro.
Hey my little friend, this dickweed. I'm glad you taking shit out on me. Man I must be doing something right. Remember this there some badass dudes on here wasting time or we all actually give a shit, me ,I haven't made my mind up yet. Oh yeah, what is a dickweed? You've shown me what an asswipe is. Quit on you badass raging asswipe!
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
I'd probably bust myself in the head for as many times as I could lift said axe. Can I check into a coma?
This was helpful. Is there anything I can do now to make this shit stop?
Pushups to failure. Chug water. Hit the heavy bag. More water. And rant and rave on here as much as you want... turn into the Steven King of KTC if you need, we will be here listening every bit of the way bro.
Hey my little friend, this dickweed. I'm glad you taking shit out on me. Man I must be doing something right. Remember this there some badass dudes on here wasting time or we all actually give a shit, me ,I haven't made my mind up yet. Oh yeah, what is a dickweed? You've shown me what an asswipe is. Quit on you badass raging asswipe!
GDIAF
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
I'd probably bust myself in the head for as many times as I could lift said axe. Can I check into a coma?
This was helpful. Is there anything I can do now to make this shit stop?
Pushups to failure. Chug water. Hit the heavy bag. More water. And rant and rave on here as much as you want... turn into the Steven King of KTC if you need, we will be here listening every bit of the way bro.
Hey my little friend, this dickweed. I'm glad you taking shit out on me. Man I must be doing something right. Remember this there some badass dudes on here wasting time or we all actually give a shit, me ,I haven't made my mind up yet. Oh yeah, what is a dickweed? You've shown me what an asswipe is. Quit on you badass raging asswipe!
GDIAF
You'll fit in just fine here.
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
I'd probably bust myself in the head for as many times as I could lift said axe. Can I check into a coma?
This was helpful. Is there anything I can do now to make this shit stop?
Pushups to failure. Chug water. Hit the heavy bag. More water. And rant and rave on here as much as you want... turn into the Steven King of KTC if you need, we will be here listening every bit of the way bro.
Hey my little friend, this dickweed. I'm glad you taking shit out on me. Man I must be doing something right. Remember this there some badass dudes on here wasting time or we all actually give a shit, me ,I haven't made my mind up yet. Oh yeah, what is a dickweed? You've shown me what an asswipe is. Quit on you badass raging asswipe!
GDIAF
You'll fit in just fine here.
GDIAF= GOOD DAY I AM FINISHED?
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I bet if I gave you a dull hatchet, you could cut down a 300 year old live oak in under 30 minutes right now. This is a good thing. Hell, you might just want to go try it to get some of that nic rage out.
Two days in and you're starting to face some cold realities. The first of which is that you have been a slave to a can for a long, long time. The second is that you are seeing what direct confrontation between your addict mind and your rational mind looks like. Even now, you say you're only quitting to get your family off your back. If it weren't for them, "precious" would be face-fucking you right now. Either way, the seed has been planted. You know why you're quitting, even if it's mostly obscured behind the constant screaming for some sweet relief in a pinch of cat shit. Let the seedling grow.
Your feelings on yesterday, your past, your lineage to tobacco, all of it is an illusion masked by an addiction to a plant. It's not precious. It's pathetic. The more time and distance you put between yourself and nicotine, the more that view will start to come into focus.
Keep on posting roll. Make it your life's mission. Not because it will help you to feel better, but because it gives you a starting point for that rage you're feeling. Pissed as fuck? Good. Be pissed all you want, but you sure as shit won't let that come between you and your word.
Be pissed that you dug yourself into this deep pit that you now find yourself desperately trying to claw your way out of. Your family didn't put you there. You did. They've been yelling down from the top of the hole for quite a while it sounds like. Well, you finally stopped digging and started climbing. Keep going. Not for them. For you. They couldn't make you quit any more than they could force you to dip. All of this rests upon you.
Soon enough, you will start to feel a little better. Then you'll go back and reread that horseshit about living to 50 being "good enough" and cringe at how firmly this addiction has had you in its clutches.
Until then, keep posting roll. You can do this, because every single person that has replied to this thread has done it and continues to do it. One day at a time.
I'd probably bust myself in the head for as many times as I could lift said axe. Can I check into a coma?
This was helpful. Is there anything I can do now to make this shit stop?
Pushups to failure. Chug water. Hit the heavy bag. More water. And rant and rave on here as much as you want... turn into the Steven King of KTC if you need, we will be here listening every bit of the way bro.
Hey my little friend, this dickweed. I'm glad you taking shit out on me. Man I must be doing something right. Remember this there some badass dudes on here wasting time or we all actually give a shit, me ,I haven't made my mind up yet. Oh yeah, what is a dickweed? You've shown me what an asswipe is. Quit on you badass raging asswipe!
GDIAF
You'll fit in just fine here.
GDIAF= GOOD DAY I AM FINISHED?
Thanks, I was way off
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Angrynickcage....
Who you angry at.
Family?
Yourself?
A drug?
Maybe your just upset with the lie.
Life is not better with NICOTINE.
Whether you want to believe or not.
Truth is truth.
Lies are lies.
They will remain the same with or without you and or your perceptions.
Seek the truth and wisdom from these men and women here on KTC.
The Truth is the key to your cage!
Time for a New identity.
Be the one to break the chains of your past. Be the one to do it different.
Be a leader for others to follow.
Leave a legacy.
It's easy.... Just focus on now.
EDD ODAAT.
I quit with you today.
Rawls 245
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Last time here: I will try to smack some sense into you. After this I give up on you and will only bet on you in the short term.
You are the NIC bitch's bitch right now. You need to flip that shit around. Make the NIC bitch your bitch. Otherwise this is only an attempted quit, otherwise known as a stoppage. If you want to actually be quit you need to recognize, and start smashing, your enemy. The sooner the better. The longer you keep jerking off to your precious dip memories the less likely you will be successful. Focus your hate and anger. Learn the ways of quit. Join us or die.
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Last time here: I will try to smack some sense into you. After this I give up on you and will only bet on you in the short term.
You are the NIC bitch's bitch right now. You need to flip that shit around. Make the NIC bitch your bitch. Otherwise this is only an attempted quit, otherwise known as a stoppage. If you want to actually be quit you need to recognize, and start smashing, your enemy. The sooner the better. The longer you keep jerking off to your precious dip memories the less likely you will be successful. Focus your hate and anger. Learn the ways of quit. Join us or die.
Smack this - I'm a man of my word. Even if I don't agree with it, if I commit to doing something, I'm fucking doing it. Take that short bet and shove it up your ass
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Last time here: I will try to smack some sense into you. After this I give up on you and will only bet on you in the short term.
You are the NIC bitch's bitch right now. You need to flip that shit around. Make the NIC bitch your bitch. Otherwise this is only an attempted quit, otherwise known as a stoppage. If you want to actually be quit you need to recognize, and start smashing, your enemy. The sooner the better. The longer you keep jerking off to your precious dip memories the less likely you will be successful. Focus your hate and anger. Learn the ways of quit. Join us or die.
Smack this - I'm a man of my word. Even if I don't agree with it, if I commit to doing something, I'm fucking doing it. Take that short bet and shove it up your ass
Bring the rage, it means you are healing.
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Last time here: I will try to smack some sense into you. After this I give up on you and will only bet on you in the short term.
You are the NIC bitch's bitch right now. You need to flip that shit around. Make the NIC bitch your bitch. Otherwise this is only an attempted quit, otherwise known as a stoppage. If you want to actually be quit you need to recognize, and start smashing, your enemy. The sooner the better. The longer you keep jerking off to your precious dip memories the less likely you will be successful. Focus your hate and anger. Learn the ways of quit. Join us or die.
Smack this - I'm a man of my word. Even if I don't agree with it, if I commit to doing something, I'm fucking doing it. Take that short bet and shove it up your ass
Bring the rage, it means you are healing.
You're killing it nick! Keep up the fight but you may wanna check blood pressure. Rage on quitter!
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Last time here: I will try to smack some sense into you. After this I give up on you and will only bet on you in the short term.
You are the NIC bitch's bitch right now. You need to flip that shit around. Make the NIC bitch your bitch. Otherwise this is only an attempted quit, otherwise known as a stoppage. If you want to actually be quit you need to recognize, and start smashing, your enemy. The sooner the better. The longer you keep jerking off to your precious dip memories the less likely you will be successful. Focus your hate and anger. Learn the ways of quit. Join us or die.
Smack this - I'm a man of my word. Even if I don't agree with it, if I commit to doing something, I'm fucking doing it. Take that short bet and shove it up your ass
Bring the rage, it means you are healing.
You're killing it nick! Keep up the fight but you may wanna check blood pressure. Rage on quitter!
Thanks
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Last time here: I will try to smack some sense into you. After this I give up on you and will only bet on you in the short term.
You are the NIC bitch's bitch right now. You need to flip that shit around. Make the NIC bitch your bitch. Otherwise this is only an attempted quit, otherwise known as a stoppage. If you want to actually be quit you need to recognize, and start smashing, your enemy. The sooner the better. The longer you keep jerking off to your precious dip memories the less likely you will be successful. Focus your hate and anger. Learn the ways of quit. Join us or die.
Smack this - I'm a man of my word. Even if I don't agree with it, if I commit to doing something, I'm fucking doing it. Take that short bet and shove it up your ass
Bring the rage, it means you are healing.
You're killing it nick! Keep up the fight but you may wanna check blood pressure. Rage on quitter!
Thanks
Yep. Focus and channel that rage on one thing: nicotine. You don't have to prove jack shit to any of us. We aren't quitting for you. Only with you.
The only thing you have to prove that actually matters is that you are the master of your addiction, rather than the other way around.
Good job on getting yourself up on roll. After today, any remaining nicotine in your body will be broken down and flushed out. The only way to go from here is up.
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Nick, I wanted to bump your intro so you could read about those first few days and the tough love you were getting. I noticed on roll this morning you may have turned the corner a little. Stay vigilant bro, and remember how awful that first week was. Never go back. Quit all damn day with you.
King
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LOL that was this morning. It became a pretty stressful day