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Title: hurting - but hanging
Post by: fat lip on January 10, 2010, 11:13:00 PM
look, first post here - so I dont know if I am doing this right or following the proper rules or even psting in the right place...here the facts, I have been a dipper since 1981, yup I am an old fart - JV baseball I started, with Skoal, then on to Cope through the army and collage, Skoal LC Mint has gotten me through grad school and about everthing else for the last 20 years....

I aint kidding I am hurting - I love the shit - no secrets there. Look I have my MBA my CPA I work in a buttoned down office. Oh man, I would shut my office door and put a fatty in. the best....I quit thursday after the texas game...why did I quit after 28 years??? why?? it hurts man what am I doing? truth is, my family wants me too - I want to too but I miss it.

I really hope you all do well, I wish I could offer words of inspiration - I havent caved and gone to 7-11 , but I am literally minute to minute...thought to thought.

sounds pathetic when I re-read this but its too true. Hw much do I want it? How much self discipline do I have?

How about you? Be strong brothers...Be strong.
Title: Re: hurting - but hanging
Post by: Skoal Monster on January 12, 2010, 12:36:00 AM
Go here

http://www.outdoortexan.com/warning.htm (http://www.outdoortexan.com/warning.htm)

now read these

http://www.killthecan.org/facts/jennykern.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/facts/jennykern.asp)
http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/tomkern/ (http://www.caringbridge.org/mn/tomkern/)

now print this and put it in your wallet and read every time you miss your minty can of cancer.

http://www.killthecan.org/facts/contract.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/facts/contract.asp)

If you still wanna dip sign it and hand it to your family.

Your in April 2010, go to quit groups find April 2010 in the top four groups.

Hit Add Reply

Cut the stuff in the bottom box (not copy)
Paste it to the top box
Add your name and days quit
Repeat tomorrow

This is your pledge to stay quit for the day, Just this day. It's your word.

sM
Title: Re: hurting - but hanging
Post by: GlennFtheKodiak on January 12, 2010, 09:41:00 AM
Quote from: fat
look, first post here - so I dont know if I am doing this right or following the proper rules or even psting in the right place...here the facts, I have been a dipper since 1981, yup I am an old fart - JV baseball I started, with Skoal, then on to Cope through the army and collage, Skoal LC Mint has gotten me through grad school and about everthing else for the last 20 years....

I aint kidding I am hurting - I love the shit - no secrets there. Look I have my MBA my CPA I work in a buttoned down office. Oh man, I would shut my office door and put a fatty in. the best....I quit thursday after the texas game...why did I quit after 28 years??? why?? it hurts man what am I doing? truth is, my family wants me too - I want to too but I miss it.

I really hope you all do well, I wish I could offer words of inspiration - I havent caved and gone to 7-11 , but I am literally minute to minute...thought to thought.

sounds pathetic when I re-read this but its too true. Hw much do I want it? How much self discipline do I have?

How about you? Be strong brothers...Be strong.
I only fear you are not at the point yet where the quit is for you. I commend you for quitting but it sounds more to me it is for other people not you.

Most of us, well all of us, "loved" the shit too, but I'm going to go out on a limb here and say that most of us, by the time we got here, did not love it anymore. You still love it. I can't fault you for that, but those are your words.

One thing you have going for you, you said you reread your Intro and were pretty disgusted. It is pretty disgusting to be held hostage by that shit. Minute to minute? Are you a bigger man than that or will you let this stuff control you forever?

We are here to help.

Follow SM's advice. Read everything.
Title: Re: hurting - but hanging
Post by: Rook on January 12, 2010, 01:26:00 PM
This place rocks fatlip. And don't worry...I wanted to kill myself after Thursday's BCS debacle. Embrace 'The Suck.' This site WILL Help. Get some phone #'s (Pm me if you want mine) and I'll be your wing. SM and FtheKodiak are Vets here. I'm a relative Rook(ie) going on 2 months. Post roll and lean on your bros and sisters.
Title: Re: hurting - but hanging
Post by: Skoot on January 21, 2010, 10:21:00 AM
I wonder what happened to this guy (fat lip)? 1 post then pooof, gone. _
Title: Re: hurting - but hanging
Post by: greg40 on January 21, 2010, 10:35:00 AM
Quote from: Skoot
I wonder what happened to this guy (fat lip)? 1 post then pooof, gone. _
Happens quite a bit. It just proves to me that not everyone has as big of balls as we quitters do. Fuck him and his faggot, caving ways. Come back, fatlip, when you are ready to grow a set of balls and kick the nic-whore out of your life, you fucking pussy!!!! 'Finger'
Title: Re: hurting - but hanging
Post by: donewithapinch on January 21, 2010, 09:52:00 PM
Quote from: greg40
Quote from: Skoot
I wonder what happened to this guy (fat lip)? 1 post then pooof, gone. _
Happens quite a bit. It just proves to me that not everyone has as big of balls as we quitters do. Fuck him and his faggot, caving ways. Come back, fatlip, when you are ready to grow a set of balls and kick the nic-whore out of your life, you fucking pussy!!!! 'Finger'
pathetic drug addict unwilling to face his problem - I've only been there 5,000 times myself - but today I am quit