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Title: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: Jblack57 on November 10, 2015, 08:40:00 AM
I have been in the Marines since I was 18. I started dipping around the age of 16. I am now 30 and am furious that I havent quit sooner. In my occupation nearly everyone dips/smokes. It comes with the territory. I have seen and experienced things that I have convinced my brain that only dipping can resolve. I know thats false. In my heart, I know that is false. Now I must convince my brain. God have mercy on me and undoubtedly the struggle I am about to ensue. I want this to work. I need this to work. I am ready to quit.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: Nomore1959 on November 10, 2015, 09:10:00 AM
Welcome to KTC. You will find the tools and support you need to succeed in your quit here.

Please note, lots of current and former service members are active in KTC. Marines have their own spot: topic/1006068/1/ (http://forum.killthecan.org/topic/1006068/1/)

To quit: Flush all the tobacco you have down the toilet, skip all the nicotine replacement bs, go cold turkey. It will suck for a while, but you will live through it.

then join the February 2016 quit group, a bunch of bad ass quitters that will reach 100 days with you in February. Post roll, your promise to yourself and all here that you will not use nicotine for 24 hours. Repeat that promise tomorrow morning on wake up. (I assume you are still active duty, and will have challenges posting on some occasions... these can be worked out).

share digits with your fellow quitters, build a support network.

drink lots of water, exercise, read everything on this site for information and motivation. Check out the live chat for quick answers to your questions, or just to vent through the withdrawal suck.

I quit qith you today.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: syndrome on November 10, 2015, 09:29:00 AM
Quote from: Jblack57
I have been in the Marines since I was 18. I started dipping around the age of 16. I am now 30 and am furious that I havent quit sooner. In my occupation nearly everyone dips/smokes. It comes with the territory. I have seen and experienced things that I have convinced my brain that only dipping can resolve. I know thats false. In my heart, I know that is false. Now I must convince my brain. God have mercy on me and undoubtedly the struggle I am about to ensue. I want this to work. I need this to work. I am ready to quit.
man with all them dippers round you need to make sure they no you quit and mean bizness bout quitin. well man here it is. you do this and in less then a week they wont evin want to open up there dip round you.

good to see you posted roll. quit today. come back tomorow and do it agin.
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man your coworkers are fuckin with your quit? time to teach um the tryed and true ktc way that you and your quit are not to be fucked with. next time one a those fucks offers you a dip heres what you need to do:

1. take can with big smile
2. open can
3. rotate arm at the wrist 180 degrees, there by emptyin contents of can on ground
4. step on pile of worm shit
5. twist at knee and ankel to grind worm shit back in to ground
6. replace lid
7. hand can back to coworker with a smile
8. remind him that you will be willin to help him agin any time
9. repete as nessassary til no buddy will ever offer you a dip agin. evin if you ask for it.

ps if you can piss on the worm shit thats evin better then grindin it in to the ground.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: pab1964 on November 10, 2015, 11:14:00 AM
Just so happens it's the birthday of the Marines! What better day to quit J ? Congratulations on the best decision you could ever make. It's gonna suck till it don't. But you can do this , it's alot of mind over matter. Post roll early every damn day one day at a time! Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend!
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: eyehatecope on November 10, 2015, 01:46:00 PM
Thank you for your service..

And thank you for wanting to quit!

I'm here if you need anything.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: Thumblewort on November 10, 2015, 02:41:00 PM
Quitting is easy, just don't stick that shit in your mouth, post roll, get on here when things get rough - or get some digits and text a fellow quitter.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: Jblack57 on November 10, 2015, 08:51:00 PM
My God if it hasnt been just 12 short hours. I am currently fighting a battle with myself. I keep saying Ill quit tomorrow, or Ill quit this weekend. I am driving myself crazy. I just want the urges to go away. The urge is too much.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: pab1964 on November 10, 2015, 09:01:00 PM
Quote from: Jblack57
My God if it hasnt been just 12 short hours. I am currently fighting a battle with myself. I keep saying Ill quit tomorrow, or Ill quit this weekend. I am driving myself crazy. I just want the urges to go away. The urge is too much.
Whoa! Big badass marine gonna let that little tin kick your ass! Come on man grab your sac and get this shit done! I thought Marines were tough! Come on, if you can't do this Marine I'll walk side by side with you! Pm me get my damn number, you gotta do this now or it may be 10 years from now before you try again!
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: Natro on November 10, 2015, 09:09:00 PM
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Jblack57
My God if it hasnt been just 12 short hours. I am currently fighting a battle with myself. I keep saying Ill quit tomorrow, or Ill quit this weekend. I am driving myself crazy. I just want the urges to go away. The urge is too much.
Whoa! Big badass marine gonna let that little tin kick your ass! Come on man grab your sac and get this shit done! I thought Marines were tough! Come on, if you can't do this Marine I'll walk side by side with you! Pm me get my damn number, you gotta do this now or it may be 10 years from now before you try again!
You can do this! Go for a run, down a huge glass of water. Minute by minute you've got it. Check your pms I sent you my digits shoot me a text.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: Diesel2112 on November 10, 2015, 09:12:00 PM
Quote from: Jblack57
My God if it hasnt been just 12 short hours. I am currently fighting a battle with myself. I keep saying Ill quit tomorrow, or Ill quit this weekend. I am driving myself crazy. I just want the urges to go away. The urge is too much.
The urges are a bitch, no doubt about it.

However they are NOT "too much".

I've never read an obituary that said the cause of death was "dip urges". I have read many that asked for donations to the American Cancer Society in the dead persons name.

You have to grind out the urges. They will get easier as time passes. Everything is tough when you first start out. Quitting is no exception.

Hang tough, Marine. Finish what you started.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: Jpfabel1073 on November 10, 2015, 09:16:00 PM
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: Jblack57
My God if it hasnt been just 12 short hours. I am currently fighting a battle with myself. I keep saying Ill quit tomorrow, or Ill quit this weekend. I am driving myself crazy. I just want the urges to go away. The urge is too much.
The urges are a bitch, no doubt about it.

However they are NOT "too much".

I've never read an obituary that said the cause of death was "dip urges". I have read many that asked for donations to the American Cancer Society in the dead persons name.

You have to grind out the urges. They will get easier as time passes. Everything is tough when you first start out. Quitting is no exception.

Hang tough, Marine. Finish what you started.
Jblack57, you are a MARINE so you are a man of your word. You just like me posted roll today promising that you would not use today, YOU ARE A MAN OF YOUR WORD, in the end that is all that we have here at KTC. As Natro said, go do something to keep your mind occupied, if you don't the bitch will fuck with your head until you do the unthinkable. One problem + Nicotine = 2 problems.

Check your pm for digits.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: danojeno on November 10, 2015, 09:19:00 PM
Quote from: jpfabel1073
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: Jblack57
My God if it hasnt been just 12 short hours. I am currently fighting a battle with myself. I keep saying Ill quit tomorrow, or Ill quit this weekend. I am driving myself crazy. I just want the urges to go away. The urge is too much.
The urges are a bitch, no doubt about it.

However they are NOT "too much".

I've never read an obituary that said the cause of death was "dip urges". I have read many that asked for donations to the American Cancer Society in the dead persons name.

You have to grind out the urges. They will get easier as time passes. Everything is tough when you first start out. Quitting is no exception.

Hang tough, Marine. Finish what you started.
Jblack57, you are a MARINE so you are a man of your word. You just like me posted roll today promising that you would not use today, YOU ARE A MAN OF YOUR WORD, in the end that is all that we have here at KTC. As Natro said, go do something to keep your mind occupied, if you don't the bitch will fuck with your head until you do the unthinkable. One problem + Nicotine = 2 problems.

Check your pm for digits.
You've got today, brother. If you wait for tomorrow, it will never come. Many Bad Asses have walked thia path and it does get much easier. Just break it down minute by minute if you must, but don't give up. You don't need to be a slave to this weed.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: fowlmouth on November 10, 2015, 09:22:00 PM
Quote from: Jblack57
My God if it hasnt been just 12 short hours. I am currently fighting a battle with myself. I keep saying Ill quit tomorrow, or Ill quit this weekend. I am driving myself crazy. I just want the urges to go away. The urge is too much.
This is the beautiful thing: you posted your promise this morning that you will not dip today; you are good for today.

It gets easier, trust me. Not easy, but easier.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: kramer on November 10, 2015, 09:27:00 PM
Quote from: fowlmouth
Quote from: Jblack57
My God if it hasnt been just 12 short hours. I am currently fighting a battle with myself. I keep saying Ill quit tomorrow, or Ill quit this weekend. I am driving myself crazy. I just want the urges to go away. The urge is too much.
This is the beautiful thing: you posted your promise this morning that you will not dip today; you are good for today.

It gets easier, trust me. Not easy, but easier.
Agreed you quit today because you promised. And tomorrow is a new day with a new promise. Drink plenty of water, try to get some exercise in (even if it's just a walk), get into the forums here at KTC because reading is invaluable to your quit, and reach out to anyone who,pass d digits along. You can do this!

And on the reading, it's great to go into the different groups to see what they were going through at your stage. Live chat is great too. You access it clicking the live chat button in the top right side of the KTC header on any page.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: lwildma2 on November 10, 2015, 10:08:00 PM
I kept saying I'll quit tomorrow for 10 years. You got this man. Choose life and freedom over the can. I know what you are going through. Drink as much water as you possibly can. keep reading words of wisdom and hall of fame speeches on here. You came here with a hatred of nicotine. Refuel that hatred to be your drive to quit.

Reach out to me if you need it.

I am proud to quit with you today.
Title: Re: I choose to not fail this time.
Post by: Ginet on November 10, 2015, 11:28:00 PM
Welcome....to a hard battle but one you must win....the alternative is possibly death. Fact. I have decided to quit tomorrow.....for hundreds of times over the last 22 years. I always thought my birthday was good present to myself, or the new year was a perfect time to quit. The only right time is right now. You cannot risk more time....you may not have it. Quitting is hard....truly hard. However, it is very simple. Do these things. 1 Post roll and keep your promise. 2 Keep that shit out of your mouth. 3 Come back and show you me can repeat these steps.

I'll just be here quitting like a girl.

Lady G Day 682