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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: dmizzax on April 27, 2010, 05:14:00 PM
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Yesterday, day 1 seemed so simple I thought as I woke up today. Today, day 2 it's getting the best of me. First of all, I feel like I'm waking around in circles looking for my lost puppy. Keys, phone, wallet - check, check, check. It's the missing can of skoal that's driving me nuts. Then after lunch, Christ sake, I thought I was going to have a melt down. It's what comes next and it was driving me crazy not to satisfy the urge.
I'm not going to cave, trust me. I want to be quit and I want to be proud of it. Denying myself the satisfaction of quenching the habit is a mother f...... today.
See you guys at roll call tomorrow.
Dave Miller
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Yesterday, day 1 seemed so simple I thought as I woke up today. Today, day 2 it's getting the best of me. First of all, I feel like I'm waking around in circles looking for my lost puppy. Keys, phone, wallet - check, check, check. It's the missing can of skoal that's driving me nuts. Then after lunch, Christ sake, I thought I was going to have a melt down. It's what comes next and it was driving me crazy not to satisfy the urge.
I'm not going to cave, trust me. I want to be quit and I want to be proud of it. Denying myself the satisfaction of quenching the habit is a mother f...... today.
See you guys at roll call tomorrow.
Dave Miller
You could post this in your group as well. Trust me. Just do it.
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Yesterday, day 1 seemed so simple I thought as I woke up today. Today, day 2 it's getting the best of me. First of all, I feel like I'm waking around in circles looking for my lost puppy. Keys, phone, wallet - check, check, check. It's the missing can of skoal that's driving me nuts. Then after lunch, Christ sake, I thought I was going to have a melt down. It's what comes next and it was driving me crazy not to satisfy the urge.
I'm not going to cave, trust me. I want to be quit and I want to be proud of it. Denying myself the satisfaction of quenching the habit is a mother f...... today.
See you guys at roll call tomorrow.
Dave Miller
You could post this in your group as well. Trust me. Just do it.
3 days of hell and the fog will begin to life. I did exactly as you - wandered around looking for what I "forgot" and it always turned out to be the fucking can. No more bitch :) It gets better - you can get through this and this is where ROLL is so important.
I couldn't quit but I damn sure could keep my word. Post if first thing in the morning then all you have to do is keep your word. Subtle difference but it worked well for me - still does!
One day at a time!
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Yesterday, day 1 seemed so simple I thought as I woke up today. Today, day 2 it's getting the best of me. First of all, I feel like I'm waking around in circles looking for my lost puppy. Keys, phone, wallet - check, check, check. It's the missing can of skoal that's driving me nuts. Then after lunch, Christ sake, I thought I was going to have a melt down. It's what comes next and it was driving me crazy not to satisfy the urge.
I'm not going to cave, trust me. I want to be quit and I want to be proud of it. Denying myself the satisfaction of quenching the habit is a mother f...... today.
See you guys at roll call tomorrow.
Dave Miller
You could post this in your group as well. Trust me. Just do it.
3 days of hell and the fog will begin to life. I did exactly as you - wandered around looking for what I "forgot" and it always turned out to be the fucking can. No more bitch :) It gets better - you can get through this and this is where ROLL is so important.
I couldn't quit but I damn sure could keep my word. Post if first thing in the morning then all you have to do is keep your word. Subtle difference but it worked well for me - still does!
One day at a time!
Stay Strong bro. I think to my self how easy it would be to cave. Then I think how hard it would be to do this again. Day 3 should be called Day of utter Suck!