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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Dlaw0415 on February 13, 2017, 05:37:00 PM
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Hello,
I am no different than most of you already on this site. I am an addict. Plain and simple. I have been a slave for the past 10+ years. Slowly poisoning myself a little more every 2 hours or so. I easily went through a can a day...
My story may be different from yours though. I have never really wanted to quit in the past. Even after my wife told me that if she caught me lying to her and dipping again she would leave with my son. I always chose my addiction over anything else.
How do you pick an addiction over your own child?
How do you pick an addiction over your wife?
I am ready to quit, for myself and for my family. I will not allow my son to grow up the way that I did in a split household because of stupid decisions.
I quit with all of you today.
Dlaw
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welcome aboard dlaw...like you, my son is very motivating aspect in my quit. You are making the best decision for yourself and your family. Just dont rage on them when times get tough.. Stay very close to this site. Do alot of reading. Let reading and coming to this site replace your dip. im currently on day 91 and went through a can a day myself easy for close to 15 years. You can do this, and glad to have you aboard
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Welcome Dlaw....glad you found us!
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Dlaw is on roll!
You get your life back....ODAAT.
It's a slow... Cool... Proven Way!
Spend time here.
You can do this.
I Quit with you.
Rawls 817
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Welcome take one day at a time and enjoy the suck, you only have to do it once.
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Day 3:
The fog is real... Trying to remain positive and remember why I am doing this. I have been a slave for too long. I don't remember what freedom tastes like but I'm sure it is sweet.
I quit today.
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Day 3:
The fog is real... Trying to remain positive and remember why I am doing this. I have been a slave for too long. I don't remember what freedom tastes like but I'm sure it is sweet.
I quit today.
Freedom fucking rocks! Bear down, you are almost there!
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You're doing great Dlaw! The fog sucks. No question about that. It will get better...much better. There were many days that I sat at my desk staring into space doing absolutely nothing. I had to tell myself over and over that staying quit is more important than anything elseÂ…even work. Stick with it! Reach out if you need help.
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Day 3 Update:
The fog seems to have lifted quite a bit. Grabbed some seeds at lunch and that helped a lot with the craves. Drinking water non-stop and wearing out the urinal... Feeling much better than this morning.
ODAAT
Staying quit.
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That's it my friend take charge of the Quit. You will hit highs and lows but trust me when I tell you no longer being a slave to finger banging a can is just pure awesome. Remember the suck so you only live it once. Welcome to the 1st 3 days of freedom
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Get digits... phone numbers from your group. One day they will be a lifeline for you, or you will be one for them!
If you want mine, I'm a pm away and will gladly share. Keep quitting one day at a time...
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Day 4:
I have been trying to get up earlier in the morning for as long as I can remember. I just never had the discipline to make myself get up when I wanted to.
The past 4 days I have forced myself to get up earlier and enjoy the "suck". The first time I read that term it really stuck with me. The idea of liking something that makes you feel horrible doesn't seem pleasant. Then I remembered that I have been an addict for 10 years and have been doing that exact thing every time I dipped.
So I am going to enjoy it. Even if I don't want to, I am going to. I only have to go through this once and it is something that I have to do.
Fortunately the fog is lifting and I seem to have a little more energy. Only negative today is the fact that my head feels extremely congested.
Keep on keeping on.
ODAAT
I quit today.