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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Gelas on January 03, 2011, 12:34:00 PM
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Right now, I honestly feel that life might not be worth living without dip. Everything I do is based on having a dip before, during, or after. ThatÂ’s how fucking addicted I am. I love dip. ItÂ’s so fucking delicious. I want to rub Grizzly mint all over my fucking body just to absorb its sweet delicious juices. The only reason I havenÂ’t dipped since Friday night is because IÂ’ve used nicotine lozenges. I havenÂ’t even really fucking quit. Anytime it gets tough I pop in a lozenge. Hell, theyÂ’re almost as good as my precious, wonderful dip. IÂ’m too much of a fucking pussy to go all the way. IÂ’m a huge fucking pussy faggot asshole motherfucker who is afraid of life without dip.
Are we allowed to say stuff like that on here?
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Welcome you "huge fucking pussy faggot asshole motherfucker".....I have lots to say but Ill limit it to a couple of high points and let my fellow quitters take on the other issues.
First, You have to make a committment to yourself and really want to quit or you will fail. When you are ready (and NOW is the perfect time) you need to put the lozenges away and begin the painful process of removing the toxins of tobacco from your body. It will take three horribly, painful, shitty, days. We refer to this process as the SUCK. After those three days, life begins to improve. NOBODY can do this for you....Grab those NUTS and hold on (It helps to get real fucking mad at UST for addicting you to this shit then turning you out like a whore to get them money).
Second, Dont romanticize the shit. I dipped for 24 years and there is nothing sexy, awesome, cool, or even desirable about spitting into a fucking bottle. You are an ADDICT (So am I) NEVER forget that brother. I cannot quit for you. You must do this alone and for YOURSELF! However, you have me and about 6000 brothers and sisters here to give you a helping hand or a punch to the nuts if you need it.
Make the committment TODAY and begin the rest of your life free of this addiction. Ill see you in the HOF.
MOA
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Right now, I honestly feel that life might not be worth living without dip. Everything I do is based on having a dip before, during, or after. ThatÂ’s how fucking addicted I am. I love dip. ItÂ’s so fucking delicious. I want to rub Grizzly mint all over my fucking body just to absorb its sweet delicious juices. The only reason I havenÂ’t dipped since Friday night is because IÂ’ve used nicotine lozenges. I havenÂ’t even really fucking quit. Anytime it gets tough I pop in a lozenge. Hell, theyÂ’re almost as good as my precious, wonderful dip. IÂ’m too much of a fucking pussy to go all the way. IÂ’m a huge fucking pussy faggot asshole motherfucker who is afraid of life without dip.
Are we allowed to say stuff like that on here?
Yeah, you are allowed to say alot here. What you can't do is use nic and be part of this group. You are part of the way to where you need to be. You know your an addict. You see your situation. The question is, are you ready to change? Ready to be free?
Go cold turkey. Go to the April 2011 group and post roll with your promise not to use today. The thing is: YOU have to want it. YOU have to be commited to change. Your "precious, wonderful dip" will keep you captive until it eventually kills you. Don't come in here and make nicotine sound like it is your long lost lover. It is a curse, it is a killer and this site is full of people who have choosed freedom.
SO.......... are you ready?
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I give you guys so much credit for being quit, so I'm sorry if my references to dip as "delicious" were insulting. Dip is horrible, horrible stuff. We all know that. But maybe I should wait until I have a more serious conviction before I quit the lozenges? I mean, I have to work all week. With teenagers. Are the withdrawal affects so bad that I should call in sick?
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You are not addicted to dip, you are addicted to nicotine. There is no simple way, there is no magic bullet. You need to understand that you are not going to fix years of stupid one week. You will eventually have to go back to work.
You have to make the decision to start sometime, nic candies are only prolonging your pain. Nicotine will have to be eliminated from your body at some point.
Might as well start now.
Your choice.
And if you ever say that dip is delicious on this forum again, I will give you a cyber punch in the forehead. Now get to quitting.
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I give you guys so much credit for being quit, so I'm sorry if my references to dip as "delicious" were insulting. Dip is horrible, horrible stuff. We all know that. But maybe I should wait until I have a more serious conviction before I quit the lozenges? I mean, I have to work all week. With teenagers. Are the withdrawal affects so bad that I should call in sick?
You can use this thread, and this thread only to chronicle your lozenge cessation program if you'd like....but you can't post roll in the quitter's section.
So. Tell the class your plan for kicking the lozenges first....then we can discuss your inability to participate in life without nicotine. By the time you finish your lozenge program, maybe you'll be prepared to post a Day 1. :rolleyes:
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I give you guys so much credit for being quit, so I'm sorry if my references to dip as "delicious" were insulting. Dip is horrible, horrible stuff. We all know that. But maybe I should wait until I have a more serious conviction before I quit the lozenges? I mean, I have to work all week. With teenagers. Are the withdrawal affects so bad that I should call in sick?
I cant be insulted my brother...dont sweat it. I think that their is a valid concern about quitting your lozenges. Because thats when your metal is tested. Like I said before you MUST be committed. If you are ready (why wait? The next dip may widow your wife and orphan your children) then flush the shit and get ready for a bare knuckled, old fashioned, dirty fist fight with the nicotene bitch for a few days. While it is gonna suck (no way around that) prepare for the battle. Buy seeds, life-savers, gum, fake snuff, etc. and fight the good fight. There is never a good time to quit. We all have stress from work, family, etc. So jump on in brother. My advice is that if you need to take a week off to begin your quit then do it! Thats a small price to pay to get your life back. Read the site from cover to cover and stay close (check out live chat). Also read about what to expect in the coming days, weeks, and months. You got this bro!
MOA
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I give you guys so much credit for being quit, so I'm sorry if my references to dip as "delicious" were insulting. Dip is horrible, horrible stuff. We all know that. But maybe I should wait until I have a more serious conviction before I quit the lozenges? I mean, I have to work all week. With teenagers. Are the withdrawal affects so bad that I should call in sick?
They are bad! As bad as a headache! As bad as feeling dizzy! As bad as being constipated! as bad as cramps, sweat, rage, depression......only thing to make it all better is to have a stronger commitment! How bad do you want this?
Stop making the excuses! Your teenagers aren't putting this shit in your lips, you are! Your job is not putting this shit in your lip you are... Life is not forcing you to chew, life goes on with or without it...question is, Will you be around?
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WOW! Gelas you got the attention of some heavy lifters here: Loot, Red Train, Dr. Banner....You must have struck a nerve....Get to quitting son you DEFINATELY got the right support!
MOA
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I give you guys so much credit for being quit, so I'm sorry if my references to dip as "delicious" were insulting. Dip is horrible, horrible stuff. We all know that. But maybe I should wait until I have a more serious conviction before I quit the lozenges? I mean, I have to work all week. With teenagers. Are the withdrawal affects so bad that I should call in sick?
Gelas, you'll receive a significant amount of shit on this site for using a crutch of any sort - though the debate ranges on all forms. The one constant you will hear is that we don't want you posting role with any form of nicotine in your system - that includes lozenges, patches, anal suppositories or any other form of the drug. That being said, you don't need that shit. Make the decision to quit, grab your nuts and make a commitment to this group and be a man of your word - thats all there is to it.
As for choosing the best time - its here and now. There won't be a better time, and you'll always find an excuse of some sort. Everyone here has had to battle the first week during whatever it is that they do for a living. Not to insult you, but dealing with teenagers, while stressful I have no doubt, is nothing compared to some of our brothers in the military who've quit while on duty in Iraq/Afghanistan - tons of respect for you guys btw.
Throw out the gum, post role, join us - you'll have 6,000 plus allies in your fight. If you decide to keep dipping for now and come back at a better time we'll write you off - you won't be back.
Make the right choice.
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Thanks everybody. I know not to post on roll call until I've quit nicotine, not just dip, and that's why I posted here.
My plan was to continue the lozenges until Thursday night, then on Friday morning post roll call. That way I can be sick at home, not at work- at least for the initial withdrawal.
I've also made my own fake dip from crushed raisins (I always thought chew had a raisin-y smell) coffee grounds and habanero Tabasco sauce (for the burn). It's pretty good.
Thanks also for the advice about not romanticizing dip- the more I do, the more I feel like it is impossible to quit. I need to start seeing it for what it is.
On a positive note, my mouth feels so much better already.
In case anyone is interested, my tobacco use has been:
14-18: 15-20 Cigarettes per week, occasional dip with friends, moving up to a pack-a-day by the age of 18
18-27: Kodiak Ice then Grizzly Mint, about a tin every other day and a pack of smokes every two days
28: Tin a day of Grizzly Mint, occasional cigarette while social drinking
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You must want this more than anything else in your life at this moment. It will be very uncomfortable at first. Then things will get better as long as you remain quit. You have no idea how great things will be when you are nicotine free. Right now, wether you know it or not, you are a slave.
If your word of honor means anything, you can do this.
Balls in your court.
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Thanks everybody. I know not to post on roll call until I've quit nicotine, not just dip, and that's why I posted here.
My plan was to continue the lozenges until Thursday night, then on Friday morning post roll call. That way I can be sick at home, not at work- at least for the initial withdrawal.
I've also made my own fake dip from crushed raisins (I always thought chew had a raisin-y smell) coffee grounds and habanero Tabasco sauce (for the burn). It's pretty good.
Thanks also for the advice about not romanticizing dip- the more I do, the more I feel like it is impossible to quit. I need to start seeing it for what it is.
On a positive note, my mouth feels so much better already.
In case anyone is interested, my tobacco use has been:
14-18: 15-20 Cigarettes per week, occasional dip with friends
18-27: Kodiak Ice then Grizzly Mint, about a tin every other day and a pack of smokes every two days
28: Tin a day of Grizzly Mint, occasional cigarette while social drinking
only interested in when and how you are going to quit!
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Sorry about that! I meant I am not interested in how many different/same forms of nicotine you injested thourghout your career as an addict....Yes You are an ADDICT!
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That's ok, Doc. And I know I'm an addict. The lozenges aren't making me better- in fact, when I first used them and went back to tobacco my use doubled, so I don't know why I'm using them now.
It's too late to post roll call today because I've already had nicotine today and that wouldn't be fair to the others. I really want to wait until Friday, but maybe I'm just being a pussy again?
I'm going to give some serious thought to posting tomorrow (which essentially means I won't). I'm not going to post today because I'm not ready yet. Friday is the day I've chosen. I'm going to post Friday.
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That's ok, Doc. And I know I'm an addict. The lozenges aren't making me better- in fact, when I first used them and went back to tobacco my use doubled, so I don't know why I'm using them now.
It's too late to post roll call today because I've already had nicotine today and that wouldn't be fair to the others. I really want to wait until Friday, but maybe I'm just being a pussy again?
I'm going to give some serious thought to posting tomorrow (which essentially means I won't). I'm not going to post today because I'm not ready yet. Friday is the day I've chosen. I'm going to post Friday.
The instant you quit is your day 1, even if it is 11:59 at night, that is your day 1.
Commit to quit right now and post day 1 right now.
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That's ok, Doc. And I know I'm an addict. The lozenges aren't making me better- in fact, when I first used them and went back to tobacco my use doubled, so I don't know why I'm using them now.
It's too late to post roll call today because I've already had nicotine today and that wouldn't be fair to the others. I really want to wait until Friday, but maybe I'm just being a pussy again?
I'm going to give some serious thought to posting tomorrow (which essentially means I won't). I'm not going to post today because I'm not ready yet. Friday is the day I've chosen. I'm going to post Friday.
write it down on paper! Now! As far as Friday, You have given your word to see us on Friday.... be a man of your word!
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and yes, you are being a pussy. Go read other introductions where someone planned to quit on a certain day and we got them to quit right now. Go find one of those guys who would not say thank you to all of us who got him to quit right now.
We all had nicotine in our systems when we posted day 1.
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That's ok, Doc. And I know I'm an addict. The lozenges aren't making me better- in fact, when I first used them and went back to tobacco my use doubled, so I don't know why I'm using them now.
It's too late to post roll call today because I've already had nicotine today and that wouldn't be fair to the others. I really want to wait until Friday, but maybe I'm just being a pussy again?
I'm going to give some serious thought to posting tomorrow (which essentially means I won't). I'm not going to post today because I'm not ready yet. Friday is the day I've chosen. I'm going to post Friday.
The instant you quit is your day 1, even if it is 11:59 at night, that is your day 1.
Commit to quit right now and post day 1 right now.
Kinda sucks how we keep taking away your excuses eh?
Just fuckin do it. There will be no good time. Only right now.
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I'm a man of my word. This Friday I will post roll call.
I just go to the April 2011 board and reply that I will not use tobacco- or nicotine in any form- that day?
Mike A- I understand what you're saying and appreciate your enthusiasm. I might not even have nicotine tonight- but I'm not going to make a promise unless I know I can keep it. So I'm going to wait until Friday.
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I'm a man of my word. This Friday I will post roll call.Â
I just go to the April 2011 board and reply that I will not use tobacco- or nicotine in any form- that day?
Mike A- I understand what you're saying and appreciate your enthusiasm. I might not even have nicotine tonight- but I'm not going to make a promise unless I know I can keep it. So I'm going to wait until Friday.
Two points:
1. If you quit now, all of the nicotine will be out of your system by Friday. I'm certainly not saying it will be rainbows and unicorns after that...but its a start.
2. What happens if you can't keep your promise? Are you testing the waters to see if you are committed? Ask yourself. Dabbling in quit doesn't work. Dive in head first, drink the kool-aid and don't reinvent the wheel. There is no other way.
Come on...you know you want to. You gonna let MikeA call you a pussy?
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I'm a man of my word. This Friday I will post roll call.Â
I just go to the April 2011 board and reply that I will not use tobacco- or nicotine in any form- that day?
Mike A- I understand what you're saying and appreciate your enthusiasm. I might not even have nicotine tonight- but I'm not going to make a promise unless I know I can keep it. So I'm going to wait until Friday.
That's pussy addict speak.....if I had waited until the right time, the signs were in the right angle, my kids were grown, job got less stressfull and all the other bullshit excuses I can almost say with certainty that my quit would have come from removal of half my face. And I bet I would have found an excuse not to stop then....just do it....there will never be a better time than now!
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I'm a man of my word. This Friday I will post roll call.
I just go to the April 2011 board and reply that I will not use tobacco- or nicotine in any form- that day?
Mike A- I understand what you're saying and appreciate your enthusiasm. I might not even have nicotine tonight- but I'm not going to make a promise unless I know I can keep it. So I'm going to wait until Friday.
How did you ever apply for a job? Decide which school to go to? What to eat for dinner? I am not attacking you......but seriously, if you don't have a pair, grow a pair...damnit man! "I will not make a promise until I am sure I can keep it"!??!?
How about commitment? where's the commitment?
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I'm a man of my word. This Friday I will post roll call.Â
I just go to the April 2011 board and reply that I will not use tobacco- or nicotine in any form- that day?
Mike A- I understand what you're saying and appreciate your enthusiasm. I might not even have nicotine tonight- but I'm not going to make a promise unless I know I can keep it. So I'm going to wait until Friday.
That's pussy addict speak.....if I had waited until the right time, the signs were in the right angle, my kids were grown, job got less stressfull and all the other bullshit excuses I can almost say with certainty that my quit would have come from removal of half my face. And I bet I would have found an excuse not to stop then....just do it....there will never be a better time than now!
There is no tomorrow
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UC_1U7xgAeY (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UC_1U7xgAeY)
SFW
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
More addict talk.....
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
you are miserable now! Stay logged on, plugged in here and you will never be alone.... there is always someone here to bitch too....yell at...ask advice from.
We just see to many people say they will post on another day, never to be heard from again....
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
More addict talk.....
Seriously. We have heard this all before. Hell, we were there.
We are here now = quit = free.
We are trying to get you here.
I know your scared shitless. Your heart is thumping. You have no idea how you can possibly give it up, like you would be cutting off a limb.
I GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You can do this.
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
More addict talk.....
Because we know what it takes.
Please tell me that you are not too big of a pussy to walk over to the toilet, dump your nic candies in it, and flush.
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Well, I at least have to wait until I'm home from work to do that, since only a few of my candies are here.
This is going to fucking suck.
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
More addict talk.....
Because we know what it takes.
Please tell me that you are not too big of a pussy to walk over to the toilet, dump your nic candies in it, and flush.
and we have seen your type come and go many times. The ones who quit now are still here. The ones who wait usually never make it because they will always quit "tomorrow"
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This is going to fucking suck.
Yes it will....but use that to stay quit.
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Well, I at least have to wait until I'm home from work to do that, since only a few of my candies are here.
This is going to fucking suck.
Your employer doesn't provide you with a bathroom?
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Well, I at least have to wait until I'm home from work to do that, since only a few of my candies are here.
This is going to fucking suck.
No, what you are looking for is 1 last perfect dip on that long drive home. There is no 1 last perfect dip. It does not exist.
Since you have now decided to quit today, get it done right now!!
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Keep the excuses coming...this is kinda fun. Plus, I'm bored.
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I can do this all day. So can the rest of us.
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I can do this all day. So can the rest of us.
shit I knew I was unemployed, you too?
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I can do this all day. So can the rest of us.
shit I knew I was unemployed, you too?
Real close Dr., real close.....
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No, we have a bathroom but the majority of my lozenges are at home. I don't have any dip so I'm not going to have that "one last dip". I did that Friday night and it wasn't that great, then my girlfriend threw away the rest of the can.
I just don't want to post and then break it right away. Are you all essentially saying that I'll never be ready to quit, and I have to just do it?
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Well I'm leaving work now. See you all in a bit. And thanks.
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OK, OK, I give up! Im an addict and I am making excuses so that I dont have to face the fact that I am scared to give you men my word that I will quit. So, I will quit NOW. I have thrown all of my nicotene in all forms into the toilet and flushed them. I am a bad motherfucker and I CAN do this! Now, how do I post my first official Roll Call and join you bad motherfuckers?
Signed:_______________________
It really is that easy!
MOA
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Are you all essentially saying that I'll never be ready to quit, and I have to just do it?
I think he finally understands.
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No, we have a bathroom but the majority of my lozenges are at home. I don't have any dip so I'm not going to have that "one last dip". I did that Friday night and it wasn't that great, then my girlfriend threw away the rest of the can.
I just don't want to post and then break it right away. Are you all essentially saying that I'll never be ready to quit, and I have to just do it?
yes
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No, we have a bathroom but the majority of my lozenges are at home. I don't have any dip so I'm not going to have that "one last dip". I did that Friday night and it wasn't that great, then my girlfriend threw away the rest of the can.
I just don't want to post and then break it right away. Are you all essentially saying that I'll never be ready to quit, and I have to just do it?
You can't post and the break the promise right away, its against the rules. So, if you post......you have to be a man of your word.....today. Then repeat tomorrow.
And yes, I am saying that...just go do it.
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You are a man of your word, no?
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Come on, I'm feeling especially helpful today. I may lose interest by Friday.
Waiting......
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Gelas has left the building. Probably sucking the shit out of a nic lozenge or some shit. Damn yoose a buncha pushy mofos. It's like you were all trying to save a dudes life or sumpin.
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Gelas has left the building. Probably sucking the shit out of a nic lozenge or some shit. Damn yoose a buncha pushy mofos. It's like you were all trying to save a dudes life or sumpin.
Yeah....you guys are pushy.
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I'm a man of my word. This Friday I will post roll call.
I just go to the April 2011 board and reply that I will not use tobacco- or nicotine in any form- that day?
Mike A- I understand what you're saying and appreciate your enthusiasm. I might not even have nicotine tonight- but I'm not going to make a promise unless I know I can keep it. So I'm going to wait until Friday.
So, you will come up with 9,000,000 excuses to keep on dipping, including the famous sandy vagina excuse. In addition to MikeA calling you a pussy, I call you a pussy. Quit now. Or come Friday you'll push it back to next friday. Do you really think we don't know what we're talking about? We've all done it and know. Nic is making you think like an asswipe, so immediately take the dip out, flush all tins and sit back and ride the ride.
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Are you all essentially saying that I'll never be ready to quit, and I have to just do it?
I think he finally understands.
are you fucking stupid? sheeez, listen to them now, believe them later! No better time to quit than right now.
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Are you all essentially saying that I'll never be ready to quit, and I have to just do it?
I think he finally understands.
are you fucking stupid? sheeez, listen to them now, believe them later! No better time to quit than right now.
somebody got a fishing pole? there's that fish again!!!
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THIS IS CLASSIC!
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Well I'm home. It's nice to see you were all so optimistic about what I did since the time of my last post.
I thought having a quit plan was a good thing? I have a plan and I want to stick to it. You fuckers are trying to get me to deviate from my plan. What the fuck?
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Well I'm home. It's nice to see you were all so optimistic about what I did since the time of my last post.
I thought having a quit plan was a good thing? I have a plan and I want to stick to it. You fuckers are trying to get me to deviate from my plan. What the fuck?
no, they are trying to get you to start now, not later. The next dip could be the one that kills you, not the one on Thursday night before you quit on Friday.
It is going to suck no matter when you do it, so why keep putting it off? Embrace the suck and get it over with.
*sitting back down to watch this unfold*
'Popcorn'
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Well I'm home. It's nice to see you were all so optimistic about what I did since the time of my last post.
I thought having a quit plan was a good thing? I have a plan and I want to stick to it. You fuckers are trying to get me to deviate from my plan. What the fuck?
A quit plan IS a good thing. A planned quit is not.
Here is your quit plan
#1 Post roll right now and early every day that you will not use nicotine that day
#2 get numbers of quit brothers in your group
#3 call said brothers if you feel the urge to cave
#4 get their permission before using nicotine
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Well I'm home. It's nice to see you were all so optimistic about what I did since the time of my last post.
I thought having a quit plan was a good thing? I have a plan and I want to stick to it. You fuckers are trying to get me to deviate from my plan. What the fuck?
I did not see a roll post from you. If you did not intend to use nic, that should have been the first thing you did. What else were we supposed to think. Really.
Hell, if posting roll call is so hard for you to commit to then I don't give you much chance of staying quit. I am not trying to run you off or piss you off. You must understand that we are not your enemy here. NICOTINE is.
We see it. You don't.
Grab our hands. We know the way. Stop resisting.
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Well I'm home. It's nice to see you were all so optimistic about what I did since the time of my last post.
I thought having a quit plan was a good thing? I have a plan and I want to stick to it. You fuckers are trying to get me to deviate from my plan. What the fuck?
our "quit plan" is what we do so that we don't quit our quit! I plan what MY consequences will be if I DECIDE that I dont want to quit the nic bitch any more. As far as your quit, just fucking do it!
Simple - Yes
Easy - Fuck no!
(I stole that quote from someone else on here, dont remember who)
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You all make very good points, and I am definitely not going to dip. In fact, I agree with what you are saying for the most part. But, I work with the public and I'd like to have the worst three days of my withdrawal occur on the weekend, where kids aren't wondering why Mr. M is shaky and sweating profusely, or whatever happens.
I can deal with the withdrawal, I'm just not fucking ready right now. I'm ready to do it Friday, because that's the fucking day I picked for ME.
Is that totally fucking unreasonable???
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
Gelas,
do you know why these guys are like this believe it or not we do care about you and want you to quit now and not friday. We have all been there and we all know tomorrow never comes. We know how powerful the nic bitch is and some solid ass quitters are telling you to quit now. I promise you will be glad you did. Email me if yolu need anything.
Luke
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
Gelas,
do you know why these guys are like this believe it or not we do care about you and want you to quit now and not friday. We have all been there and we all know tomorrow never comes. We know how powerful the nic bitch is and some solid ass quitters are telling you to quit now. I promise you will be glad you did. Email me if yolu need anything.
Luke
There are millions of tomorrows and each with their own excuse, but only one today!
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You all make very good points, and I am definitely not going to dip. In fact, I agree with what you are saying for the most part. But, I work with the public and I'd like to have the worst three days of my withdrawal occur on the weekend, where kids aren't wondering why Mr. M is shaky and sweating profusely, or whatever happens.
I can deal with the withdrawal, I'm just not fucking ready right now. I'm ready to do it Friday, because that's the fucking day I picked for ME.
Is that totally fucking unreasonable???
yes 'Crazy'
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You all make very good points, and I am definitely not going to dip. In fact, I agree with what you are saying for the most part. But, I work with the public and I'd like to have the worst three days of my withdrawal occur on the weekend, where kids aren't wondering why Mr. M is shaky and sweating profusely, or whatever happens.
I can deal with the withdrawal, I'm just not fucking ready right now. I'm ready to do it Friday, because that's the fucking day I picked for ME.
Is that totally fucking unreasonable???
One more thing, the first 3 days are the suck but the cravings and the rage do not go away after this weekend. So your work with the "public" will still have an infulence on you next week. Hopefully that will not make you cave and waste your weekend of quit.
If you want to quit, quit but dont make up a lame ass excuse when you cave. The "public" can be harsh but cancer fuckin kills.
now where is my popcorn.......
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You all make very good points, and I am definitely not going to dip. In fact, I agree with what you are saying for the most part. But, I work with the public and I'd like to have the worst three days of my withdrawal occur on the weekend, where kids aren't wondering why Mr. M is shaky and sweating profusely, or whatever happens.Â
I can deal with the withdrawal, I'm just not fucking ready right now. I'm ready to do it Friday, because that's the fucking day I picked for ME.
Is that totally fucking unreasonable???
yes 'Crazy'
yes!! seconded
There will be days after the first 3 where you are an asshole with the shakes and sweats. What are you going to do then?
Damn, another excuse taken away.
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You all make very good points, and I am definitely not going to dip. In fact, I agree with what you are saying for the most part. But, I work with the public and I'd like to have the worst three days of my withdrawal occur on the weekend, where kids aren't wondering why Mr. M is shaky and sweating profusely, or whatever happens.
I can deal with the withdrawal, I'm just not fucking ready right now. I'm ready to do it Friday, because that's the fucking day I picked for ME.
Is that totally fucking unreasonable???
You can wait 'til Friday.
However, how can you turn your back on this kind of support?
You are fucking up by waiting...but you can't see that.
What you CAN see maybe...is that wrinkly sack between your legs. Reach down and feel it and make sure it's still there. Once confirmed, look in the mirror and tell your demons to FUCK OFF!...then, go post roll doosh.
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You all make very good points, and I am definitely not going to dip. In fact, I agree with what you are saying for the most part. But, I work with the public and I'd like to have the worst three days of my withdrawal occur on the weekend, where kids aren't wondering why Mr. M is shaky and sweating profusely, or whatever happens.Â
I can deal with the withdrawal, I'm just not fucking ready right now. I'm ready to do it Friday, because that's the fucking day I picked for ME.
Is that totally fucking unreasonable???
You can wait 'til Friday.
However, how can you turn your back on this kind of support?
You are fucking up by waiting...but you can't see that.
What you CAN see maybe...is that wrinkly sack between your legs. Reach down and feel it and make sure it's still there. Once confirmed, look in the mirror and tell your demons to FUCK OFF!...then, go post roll doosh.
Go ahead and wait 'cause you're afraid of upsetting some people.
Just know the NEXT dip you take is going to give you cancer.
Enjoy.
OR, you can quit right fucking now, and kick the Nic Bitch in the cunt.
Your move dood.
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Man you fucking people are relentless. I already said I'm a fucking pussy and that I'm too fucking weak to quit now. I don't want to quit now. I want to quit Friday, so I can be alone and miserable all fucking weekend.
If you really want to quit, you will NEVER be alone again. We're here. 24/7. That's how we roll.
Are you man enough?
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Look at this thread. 65 posts in under three hours. You can't buy support like this. Many many years of experience all telling you the same thing. This site works.
We can point you to the right path, you must walk it.
If you do return on Friday and post a day one, you will be the second one to do it that I have seen in almost three years. Long odds. Your choice.
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Do it today. Waiting is a mistake.
Dump your shit and lets get you quit !!
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Fine. I posted. I'm going to collect all the nicotine.
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That is what I like to see !!! Dump all that shit in the toilet and flush it.
Do not leave ANY in the house where you can get to it. You know as well as I do at 0200 you will be picking cans out of the trash. Get rid of it and embrace the suck.
You can do this.. we are proof !!
Nicely done...
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Fine. I posted. I'm going to collect all the nicotine.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
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Fine. I posted. I'm going to collect all the nicotine.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
HELL YES!!!!
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You had a lot of questions and not sure they all got answered.
One, should you call in sick when you quit? Well, you will be edgy - often refered to as the rage. Your concentration will be compromised - often refered to as the fog. However, you will need as many things as possible to keep you occupied. It is up to you whether you work or not. Personally, I say yes as long as you remember you will have long periods of time in the first week or ten days where you get nothing done.
Lozenges....hmmmmmmmm....there are only two real rules on this site. First, don't be a troll. Second, don't post roll with your group if you are consuming nicotine in any form. However, this does NOT mean that you are not welcome on the site. By all means post in your introduction thread and read everything on this site- hell I encourage you to spend a lot of time on this site reading and watching. There is a lot of wisdom to be found here.
Finally, waiting until friday. Couple of thoughts on this. First, I set a date when I quit: December 10, 2010. Haven't chewed since. I set that date in October sometime. Second, setting that date didn't make it any easier than if I had just quit when I set my date. In fact, it caused more anxiety and consternation. It's like waiting to jump of the cliff into the water or get out of your warm sleeping bag and dry tent on a cold and rainy morning. You know it is going to suck and but it will suck now and it will suck later. However, once you get up, get moving around, stoke the fire and make some coffee you will start feeling better. Same thing here. The sooner you quit, the sooner you get through the suck.
I chewed for 26 years and "managed" to quit. It was because of all these folks you see posting on this thread and hundreds more like them. It was because without fail, I made my promise to not use nicotine everyday. You can do this. Name is Terry. You will find me around the boards but EVERY DAY in March '10. Feel free to PM me any questions and if you need a phone number just ask.
Terry (Show)
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Fine. I posted. I'm going to collect all the nicotine.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
HELL YES!!!!
That may just be the best decision you ever made. Way to go. I will quit with you every day.
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Fine. I posted. I'm going to collect all the nicotine.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
HELL YES!!!!
That may just be the best decision you ever made. Way to go. I will quit with you every day.
Way to go!! You will not regret it
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ATTABOY GELAS!!! You will have alot of folks watching your progress now....make us proud. READ READ then READ some more...go to chat....In short, the odds of your success increase with the amount of your involvment around here. Educate yourself about the addiction that we all share. It helped me to think about my children, although the quit must be about YOU. We will provide the support...the NUTS you have to find on your own!
See you in the HOF!
MOA
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Gelas you have an all-star team of quitters who have your back.....I quit with you today. Good job telling 'Finger' to Nic.....
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Use this quit as a great lesson for those who you work with on a daily basis. Perhaps the kids you spend your time with can learn a few things when your going through the suck?
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Um, so the first fifteen or so minutes of the quit isn't bad at all. What's all this suck you guys were talking about???
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Um, so the first fifteen or so minutes of the quit isn't bad at all. What's all this suck you guys were talking about???
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Um, so the first fifteen or so minutes of the quit isn't bad at all. What's all this suck you guys were talking about???
read this
http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp)
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Um, so the first fifteen or so minutes of the quit isn't bad at all. What's all this suck you guys were talking about???
I love it! Keep the sense of humor....you'll need it.
MOA
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Look at this thread. 65 posts in under three hours. You can't buy support like this. Many many years of experience all telling you the same thing. This site works.
We can point you to the right path, you must walk it.
If you do return on Friday and post a day one, you will be the second one to do it that I have seen in almost three years. Long odds. Your choice.
No shit. Lots of posts in a short time. Look at the support!
Did anyone tell Gelas he has to blow each and every one of us? Did you guys school him on 'that part' of the site?
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Fine. I posted. I'm going to collect all the nicotine.
Awesome Gelas, I wish I would have found this place sooner than December 16th of 2010. I came here looking for info on the fake snuff and ended up dumping all my shit that night. You made the right choice today by posting roll. Make sure you post roll early tomorrow. You got this, the next few days are gonna suck, reach out to all of us for support. PM if you need anything.
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You people are sick fucks... I love it!
Just gave my girlfriend ALL of my nicotine. Also made another batch of fake dip. I'm ready for this. Fuck nicotine.
Oh, and thanks for all the support.
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You people are sick fucks... I love it!
Just gave my girlfriend ALL of my nicotine. Also made another batch of fake dip. I'm ready for this. Fuck nicotine.
Oh, and thanks for all the support.
Well done.
Now go read this HOF speech.
Pbkid's HOF speech...
index.php?showtopic=2362 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2362)
Then go read this thread from the very first post. That should keep you busy for awhile and you will see whats coming next.
April 2009 The FOQ'ers...
index.php?showtopic=2015 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2015)
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About time, sheesh.
Congrats bro, you won't regret this, I promise.
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Tell that fucking wonderful woman to flush that shit.
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Dude that is a totally horrible name to call my girlfriend but i do appreciate your enthusiasm towards quitting. I would appreciate if you didn't refer to her like that though. Thanks.
Oh, and the nicotine is gone from the house, thrown in a dumpster in town but I don't know where and I'm not looking.
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Dude that is a totally horrible name to call my girlfriend but i do appreciate your enthusiasm towards quitting. I would appreciate if you didn't refer to her like that though. Thanks.
Oh, and the nicotine is gone from the house, thrown in a dumpster in town but I don't know where and I'm not looking.
My bad. Just getting into the spirit of the thread. Way to pull the trigger.
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Dude that is a totally horrible name to call my girlfriend but i do appreciate your enthusiasm towards quitting. I would appreciate if you didn't refer to her like that though. Thanks.
Oh, and the nicotine is gone from the house, thrown in a dumpster in town but I don't know where and I'm not looking.
My bad. Just getting into the spirit of the thread. Way to pull the trigger.
Hey, that's ok man. Surprisingly I wasn't all that offended. I usually fly off the handle with shit like that but nope, you are my brother and I don't mind just simply stating what I'd like.
Thank you, Smokeyg. I'm glad we're quitting together.
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The embarrassment of being an addict is starting to set in. IÂ’m a fucking drug addict and thatÂ’s so fucked up to think about. The amazing thing is, the person who warned me most about drugs- telling me it was a one-way street- was my grandpa, the same man who would let me puff his cigar when I was just a toddler.
I don’t blame him. In his mind, and he is a medical doctor and now 94 years old, tobacco is not a problem. He always said, “I control the cigar, the cigar does not control me.” But it’s not like that with me. Maybe I don't have the willpower he has. Maybe he didn't really control the cigar after all.
Times in the past when I cut down hoping to quit, I always came back strong. I am an addict and that’s a bit depressing, knowing I’ll always be an addict. “Addict” has such a negative connotation, and it should. I’m just a bit ashamed of myself for being one. But I guess I’d rather be one and know it than be relatively ignorant of that fact like I was a few days ago.
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The embarrassment of being an addict is starting to set in. IÂ’m a fucking drug addict and thatÂ’s so fucked up to think about. The amazing thing is, the person who warned me most about drugs- telling me it was a one-way street- was my grandpa, the same man who would let me puff his cigar when I was just a toddler.
I don’t blame him. In his mind, and he is a medical doctor and now 94 years old, tobacco is not a problem. He always said, “I control the cigar, the cigar does not control me.” But it’s not like that with me. Maybe I don't have the willpower he has. Maybe he didn't really control the cigar after all.
Times in the past when I cut down hoping to quit, I always came back strong. I am an addict and that’s a bit depressing, knowing I’ll always be an addict. “Addict” has such a negative connotation, and it should. I’m just a bit ashamed of myself for being one. But I guess I’d rather be one and know it than be relatively ignorant of that fact like I was a few days ago.
HOLY SHIT MY BROTHER...I BELIEVE YOU ARE STARTING TO GET IT!!!
We are all addicts here....Now get real fucking mad at US tobacco for convincing you that their product is cool and that its something that you should do. A product that takes your money and then kills you slowly while making them richer......Forchristsake, they direct their advertising at children OUR children! 'Finger' you UST suck my big fat NON-DIPPING cock you sorry fuckers....Now back to our regular programming.
MOA
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UST and everyone associated with it are fucking assholes. Those cocksuckers make profits from death. They targeted me and my brothers. But you know what? We're going to beat those assfucks because posting roll is more powerful than their drug.
Fuck UST. Fuck the corporate executives of UST, especially. Fuck everyone who has contributed to UST's growth and development, including myself for the past 14 years.
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The embarrassment of being an addict is starting to set in. IÂ’m a fucking drug addict and thatÂ’s so fucked up to think about. The amazing thing is, the person who warned me most about drugs- telling me it was a one-way street- was my grandpa, the same man who would let me puff his cigar when I was just a toddler.
I don’t blame him. In his mind, and he is a medical doctor and now 94 years old, tobacco is not a problem. He always said, “I control the cigar, the cigar does not control me.” But it’s not like that with me. Maybe I don't have the willpower he has. Maybe he didn't really control the cigar after all.
Times in the past when I cut down hoping to quit, I always came back strong. I am an addict and that’s a bit depressing, knowing I’ll always be an addict. “Addict” has such a negative connotation, and it should. I’m just a bit ashamed of myself for being one. But I guess I’d rather be one and know it than be relatively ignorant of that fact like I was a few days ago.
Being an addict sucks. No getting around that.
What doesn't suck is being man enough to stand up to your addiction, no matter what it is.
Having the strength to beat your addiction down into submission is the greatest feeling in the world. But always remember that you are an addict and there is no such thing as "I've got this beat" or "I can handle just one".
You can't. Your an addict. SO FUCKING WHAT! Your a man and taking charge of your life.
What's embarrassing about that?
Stay Strong-Stay Quit!!
Brian
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I remember many years ago watching a special on HBO about these crack heads in Boston (turns out this was the documentary featuring Dicky Eklund, the brother of Mikey Ward of the "The Fighter") and thinking I was no better than them as i was sitting there with my face stuffed full of Kodiak. We are all addicts, if Kodiak or any other dip had the same affects as crack we'd have all been in the same boat.
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Ah the cool-aid!!! Congrats Gelas, nice turn around in a short period of time. Not that we hounded you or anything! You now have a massive amount of support at your fingertips, collect some numbers, make the call/text if you need to. The first few days will suck but that healthy grudge you've developed will serve you well and you'll get through this. Yup, you're an addict, so am I, so is every other dip spittin', smoke ring blowin, dip between the toes dip shit on this site. But we all have one thing in common, we've all made the decision that nothing controls our lives but us today. We wake-up everyday and we make that choice again.
I'm proud to quit with you Gelas. You need anything PM me.
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Ah the cool-aid!!! Congrats Gelas, nice turn around in a short period of time. Not that we hounded you or anything! You now have a massive amount of support at your fingertips, collect some numbers, make the call/text if you need to. The first few days will suck but that healthy grudge you've developed will serve you well and you'll get through this. Yup, you're an addict, so am I, so is every other dip spittin', smoke ring blowin, dip between the toes dip shit on this site. But we all have one thing in common, we've all made the decision that nothing controls our lives but us today. We wake-up everyday and we make that choice again.
I'm proud to quit with you Gelas. You need anything PM me.
Welcome to the show brother! Job well done. Love it.
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My faith in humanity is being restored. Together we quit. Everyday. Together we beat them.
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Boom Goes the Dynamite!!
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Now I'm fucking salivating. Fucking UST motherfuckers.
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My faith in humanity is being restored. Together we quit. Everyday. Together we beat them.
thats right. with each new member, each hour that goes by, we cheat the nic bitch and big tobacco. Fuck them forever!
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but IÂ’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
IÂ’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but IÂ’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
IÂ’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
quit being a drama queen, post a fucking day one and get back to it.
On a side note was your planned quit everything you thought it would be?
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
quit being a drama queen, post a fucking day one and get back to it.
On a side note was your planned quit everything you thought it would be?
I'm too fucking pissed to type right now so this will have to do: 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.'
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
quit being a drama queen, post a fucking day one and get back to it.
On a side note was your planned quit everything you thought it would be?
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
That about sums it all up, doesn't it?
Gelas...there is no fucking luck here.
SM is right. Quit looking for a pat on the back-side, quit being a pussy, dump the shit and get back to fucking work.
You afraid you'll be called a hypocrite? Well, the truth sucks, and it fucking hurts sometimes - welcome to real life.
Get the fuck in September and show everyone (especially yourself) that you're worth the effort.
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
quit being a drama queen, post a fucking day one and get back to it.
On a side note was your planned quit everything you thought it would be?
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
That about sums it all up, doesn't it?
Gelas...there is no fucking luck here.
SM is right. Quit looking for a pat on the back-side, quit being a pussy, dump the shit and get back to fucking work.
You afraid you'll be called a hypocrite? Well, the truth sucks, and it fucking hurts sometimes - welcome to real life.
Get the fuck in September and show everyone (especially yourself) that you're worth the effort.
Speechless
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Now to all of you people on the fence- pull out your tampons, hike up your skirts (no offense ladies), and throw the nicotine out NOW. Jump on in and make the commitment. You can do it. Reread my first post if you think you canÂ’t. I was a pathetic pussy faggot who couldnÂ’t live without dip. Now IÂ’m a badass big-balled motherfucker with a hard-on for quitting. DonÂ’t let dip own you. Own it, right now, right up its ass, balls deep. Quit with me and my brothers at KTC.
Blah blah blah blah
Hope it was worth it for you.
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but IÂ’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
IÂ’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
You make me sick.
I think your HOF speech should stay up, as a testament to those who get too fucking cocky for their own damn good.
Fuck you and the horse you rode in on. Pussy.
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IÂ’d like to start my Hall of Fame speech by recalling my first post on KTC:
"Right now, I honestly feel that life might not be worth living without dip. Everything I do is based on having a dip before, during, or after. ThatÂ’s how fucking addicted I am. I love dip. ItÂ’s so fucking delicious. I want to rub Grizzly mint all over my fucking body just to absorb its sweet delicious juices. The only reason I havenÂ’t dipped since Friday night is because IÂ’ve used nicotine lozenges. I havenÂ’t even really fucking quit. Anytime it gets tough I pop in a lozenge. Hell, theyÂ’re almost as good as my precious, wonderful dip. IÂ’m too much of a fucking pussy to go all the way. IÂ’m a huge fucking pussy faggot asshole motherfucker who is afraid of life without dip."
Spoken like a true pussy. And thatÂ’s exactly what I was. But it was one of the most honest things IÂ’ve ever written. I was a total slave to dip just like all of my brothers and sisters on this site. We were all helpless standing alone against nicotine. Only together could we overcome- and thatÂ’s exactly what me and the bad ass motherfuckers of April 2011 did. We beat the fuck out of nicotine, together.
About an hour after my first post Frazzle posted his. Desperate to share my pain but also enthusiastic to find someone to quit with, I responded to Frazzled when he announced he had flushed his nicotine lozenges:
"I am fucking honored to have you as my brother!"
And I was, and still am, honored to have Frazzled and the other April quitters as my brothers and sisters. I could never have done it without you. All of you played an essential role in my quit.
A few people reached out to me specifically and IÂ’d like to thank them now. Show gave me a lot of support, texting me my first couple nights to make sure I was doing ok. Ready has been checking in on me consistently since Day 1, and was the very first guy to contact me. NOLAQ, LOOT, Dr. Banner, and redtrain also played an enormous role in bringing me over the threshold from pussy to quitter. Smokey, I appreciate your sick, twisted sense of humor and the timeliness of all your posts, but I would still never trust you around my children. Ozwald, Andrew and Frazz- seeing you guys post everyday made me go ahead and post too. It was especially you three that I would not let down. AmericanNurse, amgdenny- you made the journey much more pleasant with your more positive approach to quitting. Xrmatty- IÂ’m proud of you, buddy. You had me scared for a minute, but you pulled through and because of that I was able to pull through. I know I missed some people so I want to stress that ALL of you were required for my successful quit.
Now to all of you people on the fence- pull out your tampons, hike up your skirts (no offense ladies), and throw the nicotine out NOW. Jump on in and make the commitment. You can do it. Reread my first post if you think you canÂ’t. I was a pathetic pussy faggot who couldnÂ’t live without dip. Now IÂ’m a badass big-balled motherfucker with a hard-on for quitting. DonÂ’t let dip own you. Own it, right now, right up its ass, balls deep. Quit with me and my brothers at KTC.
I'll put it here in his fail section. It doesn't deserve to be alongside the HOF speeches.
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
quit being a drama queen, post a fucking day one and get back to it.
On a side note was your planned quit everything you thought it would be?
I'm too fucking pissed to type right now so this will have to do: 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.'
I just sent you a PM. Dump your stash and get on over to Sept and post Day 1 NOW. I've never been more disappointed in a cave than I am right now.
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What a waste.
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I'd like to know how you plan on caving.
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I take full responsibility for my actions, but IÂ’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline.
1. a contradiction
2. Really?????why doesn't that sound like total bullshit to you?!!! Displacement of blame for a cave? Did you learn nothing about an addict's mind during your 4 months here?
3. The thing that led to your decline was your decision to fail.
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Here's an email I sent to Gelas:
Gelas,
I am not pleased about any cave, especially a planned cave...you know better than this, and you know I want you back on the site.
I'm going to skip busting your balls for now, but let me make this clear - you and I have promised for 142 days that we would be clean together. That is a long, long time my friend. There is no reason to go back. Nothing will make your life worse than nicotine. It won't make anything better.
So, please respond to me, brother. You and I share too much to let you go by the wayside. Here's what I need you to do:
1. Ditch the shit. All of it.
2. Post Day 1 in September. I will post supoprt with you every day if you need it.
3. Give me your number so I can hunt you down if you decide not to post.
Nick, you and I are tight...we talked about each other in our HOF speeches (in a very non-gay way, of course). You need to step up and be a man...grab that nutsack, whatever you were using for grinding up raisins, and let's get the quit on.
Mike
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'cs' 'gil' 'cs' 'FU' 'FU' 'FU' 'sos' 'stick' 'yak' 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.'
Fuck you Gelas!!! Stop reveling in your fucking pussiness and dump your shit! Post day 1 you bitch! I have just been through the roughest 4 days since I quit, and goddamit, I'm still quit! What the fuck is your excuse??? Nevermind, I don't want to hear it...FUCK SHIT FUCK ASS FUCK
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All I can say is FUCK YOU Gelas 'FU'
You are the same piece of shit that posted some ~5 weeks ago in April about me that
a) the Marine Corps sucks and must be full of fags if they enlisted me
b... my wife is a whore
c) my sons (ages 7 10) should be ashamed of having a father like me
d) that you're glad 'Rebel' (my first dog) is dead and that you hoped it was a slow painful death.
FUCK YOU again a thousand times you piece of garbage living in your mother's basement playing World of Warcraft at 29 while surrounded by Cheetos bags and moldy dip cups.
I'm damn easy to get along with and normally have a wonderful nature. Although, you sir can go straight to hell and fuck yourself along the way.
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Stick your foot in your mouth, quit being a pussy, and post day 1.
Talking about having big balls and being a bad ass motha don't mean shit. Now, actually walking the walk is where the men are separated from the poons.
(Just FYI.... you quit on a daily basis)
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You cavers make me stronger, I don't use your bullshit weakness as an excuse for myself.
My quit rolls on.
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not cool.
did you ever realize that newer people to the site actually take the time to read HOF speeches and take notice of who posts religiously? all so they know they're not alone, so they know someone has been through what they're going through and so they know that they can make it.
when you fuck up like you did it takes the steam out of everyone, not a good thing.
I don't know you, but you're a KTC brother...that being said, maybe you should start posting roll again at day one and remember what it's like to be new. then when you see someone in the HOF cave like a fucking pussy, maybe it'll make you stronger. if it happens again, which i doubt because that's about as low as it gets...especially when you "planned your cave"
what the fuck does that mean? pre-meditated cave?
oh, look at me, i'm in the hall of fame, i can cave when I want as long as i planned it.
you make me fucking sick to my stomach. i just puked in my mouth a little.
dick face, post roll. grow some fucking balls rebuild some credit you probably worked hard for.
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What kind of pussy, Dad of Five bullshit is this?!?
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you guys are bein way to nice to a fuck who just shit all over you. planned a fuckin cave? gelas - go find do5 and you guys can fuck eech other in the ass all you wont but dont come here and shit all over us.
man then you come in here an anounce it like its some grate thing. syndrome dont get pisst to offen but man i'd punch you in the face rite now. fuckin ass hole.
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I didn't want to post here because I really did want to take pride in my HoF day and just enjoy being nic free.
But I can't believe how pathetic this is. Honestly every cave is terrible pussy bullshit, but I honestly think this one may take the cake.
"People caving made me plan my own cave"... Really? I am nearly speechless at this comment.
Gelas, I just don't think you have it in you. Prove me wrong.
In the words of the great J2B "if its to much trouble to post roll you could always fuck off"
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
quit being a drama queen, post a fucking day one and get back to it.
On a side note was your planned quit everything you thought it would be?
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
That about sums it all up, doesn't it?
Gelas...there is no fucking luck here.
SM is right. Quit looking for a pat on the back-side, quit being a pussy, dump the shit and get back to fucking work.
You afraid you'll be called a hypocrite? Well, the truth sucks, and it fucking hurts sometimes - welcome to real life.
Get the fuck in September and show everyone (especially yourself) that you're worth the effort.
Speechless
Me too razzy....
Our group has widdled down to what I consider the "Core". Gelas, I'm much more hurt than I am mad, how dare you do this to us? We supported each other for over 140 days, and I dont take that lightly. You could have reached out to any of us. Your last post was asking if Chaos and xrmattz were really gone, then you left too, they jumped so you jumped? I just dont understand, I worked to fucking hard for my 146 days to "plan" to throw it all away, you planned it? Gonna stick your tongue in the light socket next just cause?
And don't you dare say I'm sorry, sorry is strictly for accidents, you went full head on into this, conscious of your decision and its reprecussions. You sir, are an Ass. And no longer one of my April Fool's Bad Ass Quiters who I love.
Much luck to you.
Warmest regards.
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You cavers make me stronger, I don't use your bullshit weakness as an excuse for myself.
My quit rolls on.
Makes me so damn mad, I'm at a loss for words. And that don't happen often. SHIT!
All I can say is that I agree with LaQuitter. I sure won't cave now, cause I don't want to be associated with slackers like this.
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All I can say is FUCK YOU Gelas 'FU'
You are the same piece of shit that posted some ~5 weeks ago in April about me that
a) the Marine Corps sucks and must be full of fags if they enlisted me
b... my wife is a whore
c) my sons (ages 7 10) should be ashamed of having a father like me
d) that you're glad 'Rebel' (my first dog) is dead and that you hoped it was a slow painful death.
FUCK YOU again a thousand times you piece of garbage living in your mother's basement playing World of Warcraft at 29 while surrounded by Cheetos bags and moldy dip cups.
I'm damn easy to get along with and normally have a wonderful nature. Although, you sir can go straight to hell and fuck yourself along the way.
Wow. Really? This dude said all those things? I wouldn't help him quit even if he DIDN'T cave.
Unless, of course, you're also an asshole, rebeldog, and deserved it. ;)
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
quit being a drama queen, post a fucking day one and get back to it.
On a side note was your planned quit everything you thought it would be?
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
That about sums it all up, doesn't it?
Gelas...there is no fucking luck here.
SM is right. Quit looking for a pat on the back-side, quit being a pussy, dump the shit and get back to fucking work.
You afraid you'll be called a hypocrite? Well, the truth sucks, and it fucking hurts sometimes - welcome to real life.
Get the fuck in September and show everyone (especially yourself) that you're worth the effort.
Speechless
Me too razzy....
Our group has widdled down to what I consider the "Core". Gelas, I'm much more hurt than I am mad, how dare you do this to us? We supported each other for over 140 days, and I dont take that lightly. You could have reached out to any of us. Your last post was asking if Chaos and xrmattz were really gone, then you left too, they jumped so you jumped? I just dont understand, I worked to fucking hard for my 146 days to "plan" to throw it all away, you planned it? Gonna stick your tongue in the light socket next just cause?
And don't you dare say I'm sorry, sorry is strictly for accidents, you went full head on into this, conscious of your decision and its reprecussions. You sir, are an Ass. And no longer one of my April Fool's Bad Ass Quiters who I love.
Much luck to you.
Warmest regards.
To say cavers made it easy for you to cave is so far from the point of this whole site. You have lied to last person left when you cave. You have lied to yourself. I know this for me. This is my last chance to quit. I have invested everything I have this time. I have written a HOF speech. I have earned a HOF coin. I absolutely can not fail. It is not an option. Seeing people cave does not make anything easier for me. It scares the hell out of me. How is it possible to make it through the suck and then be willing to return when the resources are available to stay quit. I promise to all on this site instead of posting nomosko caved I will post nomosko is in a bad place and needs help. I know the help will come flying. "Burn the boats" "Not right now"
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You cavers make me stronger, I don't use your bullshit weakness as an excuse for myself.
My quit rolls on.
Makes me so damn mad, I'm at a loss for words. And that don't happen often. SHIT!
All I can say is that I agree with LaQuitter. I sure won't cave now, cause I don't want to be associated with slackers like this.
I've always said cavers have a place here. You are seeing it play out before your very eyes.
Right on LaQ, let the weak make you stronger.
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You cavers make me stronger, I don't use your bullshit weakness as an excuse for myself.
My quit rolls on.
Makes me so damn mad, I'm at a loss for words. And that don't happen often. SHIT!
All I can say is that I agree with LaQuitter. I sure won't cave now, cause I don't want to be associated with slackers like this.
I've always said cavers have a place here. You are seeing it play out before your very eyes.
Right on LaQ, let the weak make you stronger.
Right on, indeed.
I can't even get angry at cavers anymore. I am not on that wavelength. I am on a different level. I AM A GOD.
(Yes, a God who still craves tobacco (all this week, in fact) and is always at risk of caving, but a God who really knows how this brotherhood works and how to own this shit.)
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You cavers make me stronger, I don't use your bullshit weakness as an excuse for myself.
My quit rolls on.
Makes me so damn mad, I'm at a loss for words. And that don't happen often. SHIT!
All I can say is that I agree with LaQuitter. I sure won't cave now, cause I don't want to be associated with slackers like this.
I've always said cavers have a place here. You are seeing it play out before your very eyes.
Right on LaQ, let the weak make you stronger.
Right on, indeed.
I can't even get angry at cavers anymore. I am not on that wavelength. I am on a different level. I AM A GOD.
(Yes, a God who still craves tobacco (all this week, in fact) and is always at risk of caving, but a God who really knows how this brotherhood works and how to own this shit.)
Not only is Dean a God in the quit kind of way....he is a God in the sexy man sort of way.
Sorry .....off topic.
'embarrassed'
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Sack up. If you really think the cavers made it easy for you to cave then you sir are believing your own lies and bullshit. For a guy that started a bunch of shit early on you sure do have a way in making sure that you are still full of shit it appears. Were you looking for Chaos and XRMatt to see if they would fuck with you because you caved? If so I hope they come back soon and see your pathetic ass and pounce. Either get to quitting and grow a sack or GTFO with you bitching and moaning...
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but IÂ’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
IÂ’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
Look at me I have character because I failed so I won't try again. I caved but not out of weakness (like the other losers) but I intened to all along. I've been planning a cave for 128 days but haven't because, I remind myself daily, the next cave kills me.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but..........................
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All I can say is FUCK YOU Gelas 'FU'
You are the same piece of shit that posted some ~5 weeks ago in April about me that
a) the Marine Corps sucks and must be full of fags if they enlisted me
b... my wife is a whore
c) my sons (ages 7 10) should be ashamed of having a father like me
d) that you're glad 'Rebel' (my first dog) is dead and that you hoped it was a slow painful death.
FUCK YOU again a thousand times you piece of garbage living in your mother's basement playing World of Warcraft at 29 while surrounded by Cheetos bags and moldy dip cups.
I'm damn easy to get along with and normally have a wonderful nature. Although, you sir can go straight to hell and fuck yourself along the way.
Wow. Really? This dude said all those things? I wouldn't help him quit even if he DIDN'T cave.
Unless, of course, you're also an asshole, rebeldog, and deserved it. ;)
Dean, I certainly have my moments but I figure that at the rate I'm going St. Peter will at least hear me out. And, now that I'm quit I figure there's still a lot of 'older wiser' left to come.
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
FUCK YOU Gelas...I'm a newbie on Day 2 that has a history of quitting the quit, but NOT on here!! I really WANT to be done and I don't need pussies like you talking about how you planned your quit and saying you're sorry...that's like writing a suicide note, pulling the trigger, and leaving directions for the rest of us on how to do the same thing. Ass.
You're a disgrace to your Quit Group, don't bother hitting September 2011 unless you're serious, we don't need pansy motherfuckers like you dragging us down. There's enough suck going on for everyone right now without hearing you cry about what a piece of shit you are.
Get to quittin' fucker.
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Word of Wisdom (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=3712) pay attention.
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Some more good shit (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=2628)
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
FUCK YOU Gelas...I'm a newbie on Day 2 that has a history of quitting the quit, but NOT on here!! I really WANT to be done and I don't need pussies like you talking about how you planned your quit and saying you're sorry...that's like writing a suicide note, pulling the trigger, and leaving directions for the rest of us on how to do the same thing. Ass.
You're a disgrace to your Quit Group, don't bother hitting September 2011 unless you're serious, we don't need pansy motherfuckers like you dragging us down. There's enough suck going on for everyone right now without hearing you cry about what a piece of shit you are.
Get to quittin' fucker.
Post #8
Giv'em hell bro
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...
FUCK YOU Gelas...I'm a newbie on Day 2 that has a history of quitting the quit, but NOT on here!! I really WANT to be done and I don't need pussies like you talking about how you planned your quit and saying you're sorry...YADA, YADA, YADA. Ass.
You're a disgrace to your Quit Group, don't bother hitting September 2011 unless you're serious, we don't need pansy motherfuckers like you dragging us down. There's enough suck going on for everyone right now without hearing you cry about what a piece of shit you are.
Get to quittin' fucker.
'party' 'wave' 'party'
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...
FUCK YOU Gelas...I'm a newbie on Day 2 that has a history of quitting the quit, but NOT on here!! I really WANT to be done and I don't need pussies like you talking about how you planned your quit and saying you're sorry...YADA, YADA, YADA. Ass.
You're a disgrace to your Quit Group, don't bother hitting September 2011 unless you're serious, we don't need pansy motherfuckers like you dragging us down. There's enough suck going on for everyone right now without hearing you cry about what a piece of shit you are.
Get to quittin' fucker.
'party' 'wave' 'party'
Hell, I like this guy.... No , wait... I love this guy already. Give 'em hell, indeed, Ace. Damn, I'm proud to be quit with you. The rage feels good, huh?
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The more I think about this post the more pissed I get, it ain't an "I effed up but I wanna do it right!" it's coming in and taking a bow, or doing a victory lap because you decided being quit ain't for you. "Hey everyone take a good look at me, the next time you see me I'll only have half my face! Well, gotta go grab a pinch"
New guys guess what, being quit at day 100+ is soooo damned easy. It doesn't really take much effort just keep doing what you're doing. But being an addict at day 1, day 100, day 1000 is still tough because you have to recognize your addiction first thing each day and then remember why you are choosing to quit, or you can be an asshat and preplan your suicide by using. This dumbass decided to walk away from easy street and head back to I'masgoodasdeadalready Town. Have fun with your lipper, and buy another can because the gov't is counting on those tax revenues--they sure as shit won't be getting it from me anymore.
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH...
FUCK YOU Gelas...I'm a newbie on Day 2 that has a history of quitting the quit, but NOT on here!! I really WANT to be done and I don't need pussies like you talking about how you planned your quit and saying you're sorry...YADA, YADA, YADA. Ass.
You're a disgrace to your Quit Group, don't bother hitting September 2011 unless you're serious, we don't need pansy motherfuckers like you dragging us down. There's enough suck going on for everyone right now without hearing you cry about what a piece of shit you are.
Get to quittin' fucker.
'party' 'wave' 'party'
Hell, I like this guy.... No , wait... I love this guy already. Give 'em hell, indeed, Ace. Damn, I'm proud to be quit with you. The rage feels good, huh?
Bravo ace bravo!
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All I can say is FUCK YOU Gelas 'FU'
You are the same piece of shit that posted some ~5 weeks ago in April about me that
a) the Marine Corps sucks and must be full of fags if they enlisted me
b... my wife is a whore
c) my sons (ages 7 10) should be ashamed of having a father like me
d) that you're glad 'Rebel' (my first dog) is dead and that you hoped it was a slow painful death.
FUCK YOU again a thousand times you piece of garbage living in your mother's basement playing World of Warcraft at 29 while surrounded by Cheetos bags and moldy dip cups.
I'm damn easy to get along with and normally have a wonderful nature. Although, you sir can go straight to hell and fuck yourself along the way.
Gelas,
Your sentiments toward the Corps, ah well.. You're just an idiot..
But you totally crossed a line in my book when you said what you did about Rebeldog's dog, made it worse by attacking him in reference to his kids, and then you really stepped in it when you said that about Rebeldog's wife.
Rebeldog is a quit brother.. You attack him in jest, a whatever, we all to that.. But you attack him in a totally mean-spirited inexcuseable way, bring his wife into it and say profane and hateful things about a woman you have never met, you are done in my book.
As if that were not enough, to then plan a cave, and come back in here in a non-chalant manner, as if none of this really mattered?
No way, Gelas.. I cannot support you.
Admin's ban me if you will.. I am done with this guy.
Respectfully,
Mark
(Romandog)
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Ah, quit drama. Cavers like Gelas don't dent my quit or damage my resolve. They have no impact on what I do, it is my quit - I am the addict - I choose to stay quit. You all will too.
Maybe some of us will reach out after some ball busting and try to get him back, but ultimately it is up to Gelas to man up and deal with his problem or not.
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You cavers make me stronger, I don't use your bullshit weakness as an excuse for myself.
My quit rolls on.
Makes me so damn mad, I'm at a loss for words. And that don't happen often. SHIT!
All I can say is that I agree with LaQuitter. I sure won't cave now, cause I don't want to be associated with slackers like this.
I've always said cavers have a place here. You are seeing it play out before your very eyes.
Right on LaQ, let the weak make you stronger.
Gelas it is what it is. To the newbies reading this. This site works and anyone can agree with me if you use the tools provided. Gelas you did not use the tools provided so you FUCKEN LOSE. La you are right. Dammit my quit is like using the force another caver makes my quit that much stronger I love it. MCdonalds you can keep the mcrib nasty shit
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Sack up. If you really think the cavers made it easy for you to cave then you sir are believing your own lies and bullshit. For a guy that started a bunch of shit early on you sure do have a way in making sure that you are still full of shit it appears. Were you looking for Chaos and XRMatt to see if they would fuck with you because you caved? If so I hope they come back soon and see your pathetic ass and pounce. Either get to quitting and grow a sack or GTFO with you bitching and moaning...
The cavers didn't make it easy, that's not what I meant. I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe I should have just ducked out. I mentioned the cavers because I truly believe I don't deserve to be back posting in September as a Day 1...that just ain't right for the new quitters and I knew that's what people would say to do. I'm just sick of fucking quitting.
And I never said anything bad about the Marines so Romandog you can go fuck yourself. I think they're great. I said I was shocked a pussy like Rebeldog was a Marine. And he is the pussy who started shit with me so mind your own fucking business.
I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
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The more I think about this post the more pissed I get, it ain't an "I effed up but I wanna do it right!" it's coming in and taking a bow, or doing a victory lap because you decided being quit ain't for you. "Hey everyone take a good look at me, the next time you see me I'll only have half my face! Well, gotta go grab a pinch"
New guys guess what, being quit at day 100+ is soooo damned easy. It doesn't really take much effort just keep doing what you're doing. But being an addict at day 1, day 100, day 1000 is still tough because you have to recognize your addiction first thing each day and then remember why you are choosing to quit, or you can be an asshat and preplan your suicide by using. This dumbass decided to walk away from easy street and head back to I'masgoodasdeadalready Town. Have fun with your lipper, and buy another can because the gov't is counting on those tax revenues--they sure as shit won't be getting it from me anymore.
It really wasn't meant to be a victory lap. I felt like I owed it to everyone to fess up and not just disappear.
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Sack up. If you really think the cavers made it easy for you to cave then you sir are believing your own lies and bullshit. For a guy that started a bunch of shit early on you sure do have a way in making sure that you are still full of shit it appears. Were you looking for Chaos and XRMatt to see if they would fuck with you because you caved? If so I hope they come back soon and see your pathetic ass and pounce. Either get to quitting and grow a sack or GTFO with you bitching and moaning...
The cavers didn't make it easy, that's not what I meant. I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe I should have just ducked out. I mentioned the cavers because I truly believe I don't deserve to be back posting in September as a Day 1...that just ain't right for the new quitters and I knew that's what people would say to do. I'm just sick of fucking quitting.
And I never said anything bad about the Marines so Romandog you can go fuck yourself. I think they're great. I said I was shocked a pussy like Rebeldog was a Marine. And he is the pussy who started shit with me so mind your own fucking business.
I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
Goodbye Gelas.
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Sack up. If you really think the cavers made it easy for you to cave then you sir are believing your own lies and bullshit. For a guy that started a bunch of shit early on you sure do have a way in making sure that you are still full of shit it appears. Were you looking for Chaos and XRMatt to see if they would fuck with you because you caved? If so I hope they come back soon and see your pathetic ass and pounce. Either get to quitting and grow a sack or GTFO with you bitching and moaning...
The cavers didn't make it easy, that's not what I meant. I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe I should have just ducked out. I mentioned the cavers because I truly believe I don't deserve to be back posting in September as a Day 1...that just ain't right for the new quitters and I knew that's what people would say to do. I'm just sick of fucking quitting.
And I never said anything bad about the Marines so Romandog you can go fuck yourself. I think they're great. I said I was shocked a pussy like Rebeldog was a Marine. And he is the pussy who started shit with me so mind your own fucking business.
I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
Holy fucking mother fucking shit are you kidding me you ignorant fuck. You are going to hide behind the fact that you didnt post that day so you didnt break a promise....Dude you are a joke...You missed what this entire place is about...Your fucking group deserves better than that and you know it....And you are sick of quitting....Grow a sack..you know its not easy...So obviously you woud ra....ther keep dipping because you must be sick of living...It will catch up with you sooner or later....You can not be this dumb and or ignorant....And if you are I hope all the newbs see this and fucking earn from it...You are nothing to me...I would like you to stay but if you are tired of quitting fuck off see you later you selfish son of a bitch...Send me a picture when half your face is taken off....So I can send it back and say are you tired of quitting now
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Sack up. If you really think the cavers made it easy for you to cave then you sir are believing your own lies and bullshit. For a guy that started a bunch of shit early on you sure do have a way in making sure that you are still full of shit it appears. Were you looking for Chaos and XRMatt to see if they would fuck with you because you caved? If so I hope they come back soon and see your pathetic ass and pounce. Either get to quitting and grow a sack or GTFO with you bitching and moaning...
The cavers didn't make it easy, that's not what I meant. I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe I should have just ducked out. I mentioned the cavers because I truly believe I don't deserve to be back posting in September as a Day 1...that just ain't right for the new quitters and I knew that's what people would say to do. I'm just sick of fucking quitting.
And I never said anything bad about the Marines so Romandog you can go fuck yourself. I think they're great. I said I was shocked a pussy like Rebeldog was a Marine. And he is the pussy who started shit with me so mind your own fucking business.
I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
Goodbye Gelas.
Nice mustache.
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Sack up. If you really think the cavers made it easy for you to cave then you sir are believing your own lies and bullshit. For a guy that started a bunch of shit early on you sure do have a way in making sure that you are still full of shit it appears. Were you looking for Chaos and XRMatt to see if they would fuck with you because you caved? If so I hope they come back soon and see your pathetic ass and pounce. Either get to quitting and grow a sack or GTFO with you bitching and moaning...
The cavers didn't make it easy, that's not what I meant. I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe I should have just ducked out. I mentioned the cavers because I truly believe I don't deserve to be back posting in September as a Day 1...that just ain't right for the new quitters and I knew that's what people would say to do. I'm just sick of fucking quitting.
And I never said anything bad about the Marines so Romandog you can go fuck yourself. I think they're great. I said I was shocked a pussy like Rebeldog was a Marine. And he is the pussy who started shit with me so mind your own fucking business.
I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
Goodbye Gelas.
Nice mustache.
If you are still trying to burn your bridges, rest assured that you need not bother anymore. Until you get your head on straight, you do not belong here. There was a time that you took this seriously. Please respect those of us that still do. There is nothing to be gained by staying here. Goodbye Gelas.
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I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
i've seen this many, many times....
What this really means is "I surrender."
Oh, it's not about making a decision to not quit anymore. That's the reverse negative of the situation. What it means is "I just don't care about living anymore".
If it were easy we'd all be quit.
I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world, and a
Desire to enjoy it.
TCOPE
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Gelas, you suck. Don't come back here and say I'm tired of quitting. We don't care. You think you are a man by coming here and saying "I planned my cave". Well we don't care. I want a chew just as bad as you wanted one yesterday. But I chose not to. And you did. Then you bring your shit up into this house like you are a hero for caving. Well guess what, go fuck yourself. How many times have you heard that today. We don't fucking care if you are tired of quitting here. Cuz we are not. SO GO FUCK YOUR SELF, AND DON'T FUCKING COME BACK!!!
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First, I'm going to say TCOPE, I think you nailed that one on the fucking head!
I'm going to drop a big load of my own two cents on this and then I'm done.
Like Dean and LaQuitter, I don't get mad at this shit anymore. It's not worth it. You wanna cave? Go ahead. You don't damage me when you do, so fuck you and your search for shock value. There ain't a mother fucker here (or anywhere) that can MAKE me dip again.
I don't think Gelas was a guy who found himself in a bad situation and made a bad decision, fucked up, and is back to work. I remember Gelas vaguely when he came on board. He and Frazzled showed up about the same time. I watched Gelas from afar so to speak. I watched him do all the right things: he posted roll; he got engaged; he talked shit; like Dean says, he apparently put "skin in the game". He made the Hall, he wrote a speech - a good one at that.
Too bad it was all a lie.
Now, Gelas, in my opinion is not a guy that consciously lied on a daily basis when he posted roll. We saw Dad of Five do that shit for 18 days. No, in my humble opinion, Gelas never believed any of this. He didn't buy into this thing from the start. He was going through the motions.
Now, why do I believe this? Well, cuz I was the same way at first. I posted roll, and didn't really know why. I signed on everyday and tried to engage, but didn't get a whole lot of response back. For a while, I just layed back and posted. Then, it just sorta happened, but I got my head straight about this place. I know I could walk away from here and NEVER put that shit in my face again, but I won't do that for three reasons:
First, posting roll is my daily reminder for me NOT to stuff my face. It's a great reminder, and it takes me 30 fucking seconds.
Second, the camaraderie. You can't buy what we have here.
Third, Pay it Forward. This place saves my life every day. If I can help just ONE guy feel the same way (no homo), then I'm gonna stick around.
Gelas does not have his head straight, and therefore cannot be helped right now. When all of you were using, could anyone talk you out of it?
Nope.
Gelas, when you read this, know that when your shit is wired straight, you will have more support than you deserve. Until then, get your head out of your ass.
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I am beyond disappointed Gelas you piece of shit....that Sunmaid raisin lady on your avatar has more balls than you, you cunt. I hope when they remove your feeding tube from the cancer lesion that was your face, you will see how good your planned cave was you douchebag sack of cunt hair.
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I recognize that many of you who are posting on this thread have some serious history with gelas, and because I'm not a vet, maybe I have no place in this discussion. I apologize in advance if I'm stepping on toes ... I just wanted to throw a newbie perspective in the mix.
Gelas, I dont know you at all, but you just made me want to stay quit 1000% more. I will not be weak. I will not cave. I will not let this mother fucking pussy ass nic bitch control my shit for one more second.
I look forward to getting to you know all better, and I cant tell you how grateful I am for this site. Day 4 down. Lick my fucking taint nic bitch.
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Gelas, I dont know you at all, but you just made me want to stay quit 1000% more. I will not be weak. I will not cave. I will not let this mother fucking pussy ass nic bitch control my shit for one more second.
Day 4 quit trumps a day 142 cave anyday!
Well said, sir!
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I recognize that many of you who are posting on this thread have some serious history with gelas, and because I'm not a vet, maybe I have no place in this discussion. I apologize in advance if I'm stepping on toes ... I just wanted to throw a newbie perspective in the mix.
Gelas, I dont know you at all, but you just made me want to stay quit 1000% more. I will not be weak. I will not cave. I will not let this mother fucking pussy ass nic bitch control my shit for one more second.
I look forward to getting to you know all better, and I cant tell you how grateful I am for this site. Day 4 down. Lick my fucking taint nic bitch.
Peyton, this is EXACTLY why we hold cavers accountable.
Learn, be strong, stay quit.
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I recognize that many of you who are posting on this thread have some serious history with gelas, and because I'm not a vet, maybe I have no place in this discussion. I apologize in advance if I'm stepping on toes ... I just wanted to throw a newbie perspective in the mix.
Gelas, I dont know you at all, but you just made me want to stay quit 1000% more. I will not be weak. I will not cave. I will not let this mother fucking pussy ass nic bitch control my shit for one more second.
I look forward to getting to you know all better, and I cant tell you how grateful I am for this site. Day 4 down. Lick my fucking taint nic bitch.
Peyton, this is EXACTLY why we hold cavers accountable.
Learn, be strong, stay quit.
@ Peyton51...step on fucking toes if it makes you stay quit Brother...I'm only 2 days in but committed and if talking shit and reminding a twat like Gelas that he's a bigger pussy than Justin Bieber makes me stay quit, so be it.
My newbie perspective on this site is that you're fucking IN or you're fucking OUT. Today, I'm IN. Tomorrow morning when I get up I'm IN again, and every motherfucker in here that quits with me again tomorrow is a reminder that it CAN be done...I don't know them, but they know me, and they know how much suck is in day 1, day 2, day 3. You know how much suck is in day 4...I'll get there.
Newbie to Newbie, you're right, this sight is the fucking BOMB! Stay ahead of me, I hope I never catch you!
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I just finished reading this thread. My post here is the 54th reply and I have read some really really really good shit. It is a bit hard to add something to mix but I do want to try. I agree TCOPE hit it on the head. I Surrender.
When I read Gelas's posts I never really get the sense that he deep down he admits he is an addict. This is why he is just sick of fucking quitting. This is why he can write that it was other cavers that weekend his quit. Classic drug addict bullshit.
The day I admitted I was addicted to nicotine was the day I controlled nicotine instead of nicotine controlling me. It does not make quitting easy, it just means I call the shots. Me thinks this never happened for Gelas. I also wonder if that is when NOLAQ turned his quit? It is kinda like when nine said posting was no longer a choice it was a cause. Thoughts?
Never fucking again! I just burned that bridge. I quit with all of you.
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You're my fuckin boy Ace. You will NEVER catch me.
I'm quittin with Ace tomorrow. Lead, follow or get the fuck out of our way.
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But it is easy TCOPE with the right perspective. It ain't easy on any of us for the first couple weeks or month, but after that it is so easy with perspective. Boy that forest is big--Don't look at the forest just look at the next tree; don't quit forever just quit today or just quit the next time you drive by a gas station with a few bucks burning a hole in your pocket.
He failed not because it was hard. He just didn't know what to do with success, how to handle victory. He was so freaking selfish that he stole the freedom he'd won in life from himself and any of his loved ones.
one addict loses the battle today, another wins--both made a simple choice
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One last comment, Gelas, I hope that little statue you bought for yourself with your "savings" from quitting fits nicely up your ass!
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Congratulations to everyone for one more successful day of quit. Take pride in every success. Every new day quit is worth celebrating. You will never conquer this addiction, but that's what makes quitting so fucking cool. Every day is earned and lived to the fullest.
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Ok, at my first post in this thread I tried to give Gelas the benefit of the doubt.
Now I know the doubt was right.
Gelas is here because he knows he can not stop stuffing his face with the nic bitch. He gave up and now is a weakling.
What he is doing is trying to make all of us fall in to his failure with him. To do it, Gelas knows he can not come in here and insult us. So he must try to act sorry for failing. If he was sorry he would be posting September.
But now he is simply accepting defeat because he is a pussy loser stuffing his face for life.
I have to agree with Rebel though. Part of Gelas's problem is he is 29 and still playing WoW.
This guy needs to grow up before he will be man enough to quit dip.
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I remember Gelas vaguely when he came on board. He and Frazzled showed up about the same time. I watched Gelas from afar so to speak. I watched him do all the right things: he posted roll; he got engaged; he talked shit; like Dean says, he apparently put "skin in the game". He made the Hall, he wrote a speech - a good one at that.Â
Yep, he and I shared a HOF date. Note the past tense of this statement.
Too bad it was all a lie.
Not sure if I would go this far - NOLAQ, you're written before that there is a difference between quitting (verb) and being quit (noun). I am quit. Gelas, in a note to me, said he was "tired of quitting".
Now, Gelas, in my opinion is not a guy that consciously lied on a daily basis when he posted roll. We saw Dad of Five do that shit for 18 days. No, in my humble opinion, Gelas never believed any of this. He didn't buy into this thing from the start. He was going through the motions.
This I believe is closer to the truth. See above - being quit vs. quitting. When you're quit, you don't have to be quitting. It's already done. You've taken control back and will not allow anything to take your resolve away. When you are constantly quitting, it is like a task, some drudgery that has to be carried out. For me, posting roll is a joy, not a burden.
Gelas does not have his head straight, and therefore cannot be helped right now. When all of you were using, could anyone talk you out of it?Â
Nope.
Gelas, when you read this, know that when your shit is wired straight, you will have more support than you deserve.
Absolute, spot-on truth. Gelas, you are an ass for giving up. You are a fool for thinking that planning a cave was any better than having such bad craves and being unwilling to call someone. You had my number, but you chose not to call because you planned to do this.
Before you come back and post Day 1, please have the decency to post in April 2011 and in this thread how you plan to make this time different and successful. And take your damn HOF date out of your signature. That is a slap in the face to those of us who put another day of quit behind them.
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Gelas, if you even bother to read this know that if you head towards Sept. 2011 YOU BETTER USE YOUR SAME FUCKING SCREENNAME! There's no hiding from the truth, and the truth right now is that you're a weak-willed flaccid-cock-loving pussy, don't make it worse by posing as someone new.
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Just want to say I love what the Marines do for us, love my quit, love KTC, and hate pussy ass cavers.
Anyone with a Sun-Maid raisin avatar is a queer and just doesn't know it yet.
Gelas, get a real man's avatar, go to September, post day 1 and start over. Or you can look at pictures of Tom Brady's long hair while jacking off and dipping at the same time.
Sheesh, what a pussy.
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Just want to say I love what the Marines do for us, love my quit, love KTC, and hate pussy ass cavers.
Anyone with a Sun-Maid raisin avatar is a queer and just doesn't know it yet.
Gelas, get a real man's avatar, go to September, post day 1 and start over. Or you can look at pictures of Tom Brady's long hair while jacking off and dipping at the same time.
Sheesh, what a pussy.
Semper Fi (nsfw) (http://cdn.nickscipio.com/pod/media/2007/11/usmcbabes.jpg)
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted.
You planned to quit? Way to go fucktard. Come back and be forgiven? Think again, you will never be forgiven. Tolerated maybe, but never forgiven.
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Gelas,
I couldn't care less if you ever come back. I thought you were a shit starter and asshole while you were in April 11 and this just proves it. You are a weak-minded pussy who has no backbone. Keep stuffing turds in your lip for all I care. Hope your family is prepared to see you with half a face or withering away from the big C.
Tom
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Get up... spit that shit out and post role in Sept. It's that simple. Compared to you I am a newbie. But, I couldn't imagine coming in here and slapping all these guys in the face like that. You fucked up but you didn't own it. Own it. We all depend on each other in here. It really is life and death. So please give the situation and the rest of us some respect. Just because you don't care doesn't mean we don't. For you, and for us get up, dust yourself off and get back to it... ASAP
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Get up... spit that shit out and post role in Sept. It's that simple. Compared to you I am a newbie. But, I couldn't imagine coming in here and slapping all these guys in the face like that. You fucked up but you didn't own it. Own it. We all depend on each other in here. It really is life and death. So please give the situation and the rest of us some respect. Just because you don't care doesn't mean we don't. For you, and for us get up, dust yourself off and get back to it... ASAP
Honestly,
At this point why are we trying to get him back?
I understand trying to save a guys life. We tried.
Gelas does not want to quit. It is obvious that the "star-power" of making the HoF was all that made him want to quit.
Gelas does not want to quit, he planned a cave and did it that day. This is premeditated in which he thought about every single one of you from the time the plan started to the time he put the shit in.
This so far is the worst cave I have ever seen. Every cave is bad. But Gelas didn't just give in to the nic bitch.... He first thought about all of you, beat off on your faces, laughed about it, then picked up the can and shoved it in.
He does not belong here any longer. Even if he decides to quit again. He does not belong on this forum. There is no integrity left in him.
It is clear that there is a maturity problem with this one. He would be happy to cave again just for the attention he gets.
Go back to dipping your face off while playing WoW Gelas. We don't want your pussy ass here.
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Gelas, I hope you will respond at least to tell us all how it felt. Was it amazing? Was it like main-lining heroin? Did your brain feel like a hit-the-jackpot slot machine with 4th of July fireworks going off all at the same time? Last time I caved that's how it felt for me. That's how I know I'm an addict. No, addict doesn't say it well enough- I'm a dirty whore gutter junkie when it comes to nicotine and I would probably do just about anything short of sucking a dick to get my next fix.
I hope it was worth it. Man, was it blah? Was it just like... nothing? Just falling back into some old habit? Boy, you would have to be one sad pathetic sonofabitch to fuck yourself over for nothing.
You know why it took me so long to quit? Because I was selfish and I didn't want to go through the discomfort of quitting.
You know why ill never go back? Because I'm selfish and I don't want to go through the discomfort of quitting ever again.
I will use your failure to motivate myself.
I won't go through this bullshit again.
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This is why I never posted a HOF speech. Hitting HOF isn't "arriving". There is no end for the quitting, it takes every single day to log on here and post another day of no nicotine. Do I really think that after spending 5+ years addicted to a drug I will suddenly, after 3.5 months be cured? No! That's why there are so many quit groups on this site! That's why there are so many people on here to continue to encourage each other well past the 1 year mark.
The hardest time for me to stay quit was the first week. The second hardest was when I hit the 100 days. I felt like it was over. "Well, that was tough, now let's have a dip" was the idea running through my head. This is not a sprint, this is a long long haul that will last for many many years. I recognize that and I accept that, and I would rather spend years denying myself an addiction than caving in a day and going back to that thing that was ruining my life all along.
Gelas: Bro, we quit with you for over 100 days. We all helped each other out, and just seeing peoples' names start stacking up day after day around mine was really encouraging. That being said, you know already that when a person fails and caves it does nothing but strengthen the resolve of the group. You're not taking anyone else with you, we're going to work hard on that. When you feel like quitting again, post a Day 1 and I will be right there to quit with you. Until then, enjoy that dip, because you're paying for it with years off your life.
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This is why I never posted a HOF speech. Hitting HOF isn't "arriving". There is no end for the quitting, it takes every single day to log on here and post another day of no nicotine. Do I really think that after spending 5+ years addicted to a drug I will suddenly, after 3.5 months be cured? No! That's why there are so many quit groups on this site! That's why there are so many people on here to continue to encourage each other well past the 1 year mark.
The hardest time for me to stay quit was the first week. The second hardest was when I hit the 100 days. I felt like it was over. "Well, that was tough, now let's have a dip" was the idea running through my head. This is not a sprint, this is a long long haul that will last for many many years. I recognize that and I accept that, and I would rather spend years denying myself an addiction than caving in a day and going back to that thing that was ruining my life all along.
Gelas: Bro, we quit with you for over 100 days. We all helped each other out, and just seeing peoples' names start stacking up day after day around mine was really encouraging. That being said, you know already that when a person fails and caves it does nothing but strengthen the resolve of the group. You're not taking anyone else with you, we're going to work hard on that. When you feel like quitting again, post a Day 1 and I will be right there to quit with you. Until then, enjoy that dip, because you're paying for it with years off your life.
'clap' Well said...You sir GET IT!
MOA
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This is why I never posted a HOF speech. Hitting HOF isn't "arriving". There is no end for the quitting, it takes every single day to log on here and post another day of no nicotine. Do I really think that after spending 5+ years addicted to a drug I will suddenly, after 3.5 months be cured? No! That's why there are so many quit groups on this site! That's why there are so many people on here to continue to encourage each other well past the 1 year mark.
The hardest time for me to stay quit was the first week. The second hardest was when I hit the 100 days. I felt like it was over. "Well, that was tough, now let's have a dip" was the idea running through my head. This is not a sprint, this is a long long haul that will last for many many years. I recognize that and I accept that, and I would rather spend years denying myself an addiction than caving in a day and going back to that thing that was ruining my life all along.
Gelas: Bro, we quit with you for over 100 days. We all helped each other out, and just seeing peoples' names start stacking up day after day around mine was really encouraging. That being said, you know already that when a person fails and caves it does nothing but strengthen the resolve of the group. You're not taking anyone else with you, we're going to work hard on that. When you feel like quitting again, post a Day 1 and I will be right there to quit with you. Until then, enjoy that dip, because you're paying for it with years off your life.
'clap' Well said...You sir GET IT!
MOA
A HOF speech isn't about celebrating the final victory over addiction. I mean, that day will never come.
A HOF speech is about sharing your journey with others, maybe throw in some thank you's. New quitters are typically encouraged to read them. Stories of success are a positive influence for a new quitter.
For me, the speech was also about putting more skin in the game. It's one of the reasons I WILL NOT FAIL. It was just another step in this process that strengthened my quit. It was part of closing the door.
This is just my opinion: not writing a speech is one of those subconscious things that gives some quitters here a easier out to cave. "I didn't write a speech, I don't owe anyone here anything".
I see your point, Andrew. I just wanted to offer a different perspective.
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This is why I never posted a HOF speech. Hitting HOF isn't "arriving". There is no end for the quitting, it takes every single day to log on here and post another day of no nicotine. Do I really think that after spending 5+ years addicted to a drug I will suddenly, after 3.5 months be cured? No! That's why there are so many quit groups on this site! That's why there are so many people on here to continue to encourage each other well past the 1 year mark.
The hardest time for me to stay quit was the first week. The second hardest was when I hit the 100 days. I felt like it was over. "Well, that was tough, now let's have a dip" was the idea running through my head. This is not a sprint, this is a long long haul that will last for many many years. I recognize that and I accept that, and I would rather spend years denying myself an addiction than caving in a day and going back to that thing that was ruining my life all along.
Gelas: Bro, we quit with you for over 100 days. We all helped each other out, and just seeing peoples' names start stacking up day after day around mine was really encouraging. That being said, you know already that when a person fails and caves it does nothing but strengthen the resolve of the group. You're not taking anyone else with you, we're going to work hard on that. When you feel like quitting again, post a Day 1 and I will be right there to quit with you. Until then, enjoy that dip, because you're paying for it with years off your life.
'clap' Well said...You sir GET IT!
MOA
A HOF speech isn't about celebrating the final victory over addiction. I mean, that day will never come.
A HOF speech is about sharing your journey with others, maybe throw in some thank you's. New quitters are typically encouraged to read them. Stories of success are a positive influence for a new quitter.
For me, the speech was also about putting more skin in the game. It's one of the reasons I WILL NOT FAIL. It was just another step in this process that strengthened my quit. It was part of closing the door.
This is just my opinion: not writing a speech is one of those subconscious things that gives some quitters here a easier out to cave. "I didn't write a speech, I don't owe anyone here anything".
I see your point, Andrew. I just wanted to offer a different perspective.
Agree with LA on this one all the way.
I wasn't going to write a speech at all. Then I realized that some people really found helpful stuff in the speeches. I have even seen some say that HoF speeches were one of the only things that got them through.
That's why I titles my speech: This quit is for me, the speech for you
However, if not doing a speech is what works for you then by all means keep it that way!
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I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
have fun with cancer.
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I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
have fun with cancer.
Another ones caves in, and bites the dust after giving the NIC BITCH A RIM JOB!!!! 'B.S.' 'B.S.' 'B.S.'
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Ive read this shit all day and the only thing I can come up with is Bye Motherfucker. Take your toys and go home boy because this game is for real MEN who are QUIT. You have no fuckin business playin on our playground when you cant respect our one dadgum rule. Do not come back to this site OR fear my quit because it will wreck havoc all over your little pathetic sorry ass. And that (along with not touching nicotine) I will give you my fucking word on as a MAN...something you may learn someday when it is too late...now piss off!!!
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This is why I never posted a HOF speech. Hitting HOF isn't "arriving". There is no end for the quitting, it takes every single day to log on here and post another day of no nicotine. Do I really think that after spending 5+ years addicted to a drug I will suddenly, after 3.5 months be cured? No! That's why there are so many quit groups on this site! That's why there are so many people on here to continue to encourage each other well past the 1 year mark.
The hardest time for me to stay quit was the first week. The second hardest was when I hit the 100 days. I felt like it was over. "Well, that was tough, now let's have a dip" was the idea running through my head. This is not a sprint, this is a long long haul that will last for many many years. I recognize that and I accept that, and I would rather spend years denying myself an addiction than caving in a day and going back to that thing that was ruining my life all along.
Gelas: Bro, we quit with you for over 100 days. We all helped each other out, and just seeing peoples' names start stacking up day after day around mine was really encouraging. That being said, you know already that when a person fails and caves it does nothing but strengthen the resolve of the group. You're not taking anyone else with you, we're going to work hard on that. When you feel like quitting again, post a Day 1 and I will be right there to quit with you. Until then, enjoy that dip, because you're paying for it with years off your life.
'clap' Well said...You sir GET IT!
MOA
A HOF speech isn't about celebrating the final victory over addiction. I mean, that day will never come.
A HOF speech is about sharing your journey with others, maybe throw in some thank you's. New quitters are typically encouraged to read them. Stories of success are a positive influence for a new quitter.
For me, the speech was also about putting more skin in the game. It's one of the reasons I WILL NOT FAIL. It was just another step in this process that strengthened my quit. It was part of closing the door.
This is just my opinion: not writing a speech is one of those subconscious things that gives some quitters here a easier out to cave. "I didn't write a speech, I don't owe anyone here anything".
I see your point, Andrew. I just wanted to offer a different perspective.
Agree with LA on this one all the way.
I wasn't going to write a speech at all. Then I realized that some people really found helpful stuff in the speeches. I have even seen some say that HoF speeches were one of the only things that got them through.
That's why I titles my speech: This quit is for me, the speech for you
However, if not doing a speech is what works for you then by all means keep it that way!
I have to chime in here and point out, the reason I wrote a HOF speech is because those (the HOF speeches) are what really drove home the notion that folks can quit. Hell, you never know when something you say may inspire another person to quit this nasty ass shit.
If you are worried about being bit in the ass by your HOF speech........... You haven't flipped the switch. I still quit on a daily basis, don't get me wrong, but the switch has been flipped. The reason I am typing this here is because if I ever cave in the future, I WANT people to bring this up and say, "Hey, M'Fer, look what you said. WTF changed with what you said here and what caused a cave...."
The HOF is only a milestone on the quit journey. Just like every other day is (or hitting the 3rd floor, 5th floor, comma, etc.... If you believe that once you hit a certain amount of days, you are done quitting, you are sadly mistaken. This shit ain't based upon a timeframe. It's based on doing whatever you can for one day to keep that shit out of your mouth, rinse, and repeat the same plan the next day.
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I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
Thats like saying you decided that taking a mule kick to the balls is a good idea. I bet there are other people that would volunteer to dress up as that mule too. What planet are you from? I think today I'd rather accelerate my face falling off and die young then live a long time and be happy. You are a pussy, your "promise" was when you posted day 1 the first time doucher, and you doubled down on that promise when you posted a HOF speech. 'cry' bitch
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Gelas,
You are still coming to the site. You were here this morning. Why?
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I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.
Thats like saying you decided that taking a mule kick to the balls is a good idea. I bet there are other people that would volunteer to dress up as that mule too. What planet are you from? I think today I'd rather accelerate my face falling off and die young then live a long time and be happy. You are a pussy, your "promise" was when you posted day 1 the first time doucher, and you doubled down on that promise when you posted a HOF speech. 'cry' bitch
I decided not to piss and my bladder exploded...but fuck it it's my decision.
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Gelas,
You are still coming to the site. You were here this morning. Why?
He wants us to beg him to come back or he is an attention whore.
If he is looking for a panacea he just needs to remember what it was on day 1 and 2
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Gelas,
You are still coming to the site. You were here this morning. Why?
He wants us to beg him to come back or he is an attention whore.
If he is looking for a panacea he just needs to remember what it was on day 1 and 2
Guys...this is just my opinion...but I equate this thread similar to the one about Klark's ass hole. Time for it to go away. Quit feeding this guy.
He stated below that he decided he no longer wanted to be quit. I will walk 100 miles barefoot on glass to help any quitter here. However, I will not politely gargle and beg for more when I guy pisses in my mouth and then says he doesn't want to be quit.
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Gelas,
You are still coming to the site. You were here this morning. Why?
He wants us to beg him to come back or he is an attention whore.
If he is looking for a panacea he just needs to remember what it was on day 1 and 2
Guys...this is just my opinion...but I equate this thread similar to the one about Klark's ass hole. Time for it to go away. Quit feeding this guy.
He stated below that he decided he no longer wanted to be quit. I will walk 100 miles barefoot on glass to help any quitter here. However, I will not politely gargle and beg for more when I guy pisses in my mouth and then says he doesn't want to be quit.
I agree its time to focus attention on real quitters here that need our help. If Gelas wants to come back he can post roll without any BS, take his lumps, and apologize at that time.
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This is why I never posted a HOF speech. Hitting HOF isn't "arriving". There is no end for the quitting, it takes every single day to log on here and post another day of no nicotine. Do I really think that after spending 5+ years addicted to a drug I will suddenly, after 3.5 months be cured? No! That's why there are so many quit groups on this site! That's why there are so many people on here to continue to encourage each other well past the 1 year mark.
The hardest time for me to stay quit was the first week. The second hardest was when I hit the 100 days. I felt like it was over. "Well, that was tough, now let's have a dip" was the idea running through my head. This is not a sprint, this is a long long haul that will last for many many years. I recognize that and I accept that, and I would rather spend years denying myself an addiction than caving in a day and going back to that thing that was ruining my life all along.
Gelas: Bro, we quit with you for over 100 days. We all helped each other out, and just seeing peoples' names start stacking up day after day around mine was really encouraging. That being said, you know already that when a person fails and caves it does nothing but strengthen the resolve of the group. You're not taking anyone else with you, we're going to work hard on that. When you feel like quitting again, post a Day 1 and I will be right there to quit with you. Until then, enjoy that dip, because you're paying for it with years off your life.
'clap' Well said...You sir GET IT!
MOA
A HOF speech isn't about celebrating the final victory over addiction. I mean, that day will never come.
A HOF speech is about sharing your journey with others, maybe throw in some thank you's. New quitters are typically encouraged to read them. Stories of success are a positive influence for a new quitter.
For me, the speech was also about putting more skin in the game. It's one of the reasons I WILL NOT FAIL. It was just another step in this process that strengthened my quit. It was part of closing the door.
This is just my opinion: not writing a speech is one of those subconscious things that gives some quitters here a easier out to cave. "I didn't write a speech, I don't owe anyone here anything".
I see your point, Andrew. I just wanted to offer a different perspective.
Agree with LA on this one all the way.
I wasn't going to write a speech at all. Then I realized that some people really found helpful stuff in the speeches. I have even seen some say that HoF speeches were one of the only things that got them through.
That's why I titles my speech: This quit is for me, the speech for you
However, if not doing a speech is what works for you then by all means keep it that way!
I have to chime in here and point out, the reason I wrote a HOF speech is because those (the HOF speeches) are what really drove home the notion that folks can quit. Hell, you never know when something you say may inspire another person to quit this nasty ass shit.
If you are worried about being bit in the ass by your HOF speech........... You haven't flipped the switch. I still quit on a daily basis, don't get me wrong, but the switch has been flipped. The reason I am typing this here is because if I ever cave in the future, I WANT people to bring this up and say, "Hey, M'Fer, look what you said. WTF changed with what you said here and what caused a cave...."
The HOF is only a milestone on the quit journey. Just like every other day is (or hitting the 3rd floor, 5th floor, comma, etc.... If you believe that once you hit a certain amount of days, you are done quitting, you are sadly mistaken. This shit ain't based upon a timeframe. It's based on doing whatever you can for one day to keep that shit out of your mouth, rinse, and repeat the same plan the next day.
Some good discussion right here. Some of the best things I have read in awhile. Thanks Fellas
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Gelas,
You are still coming to the site. You were here this morning. Why?
He wants us to beg him to come back or he is an attention whore.
If he is looking for a panacea he just needs to remember what it was on day 1 and 2
Guys...this is just my opinion...but I equate this thread similar to the one about Klark's ass hole. Time for it to go away. Quit feeding this guy.
He stated below that he decided he no longer wanted to be quit. I will walk 100 miles barefoot on glass to help any quitter here. However, I will not politely gargle and beg for more when I guy pisses in my mouth and then says he doesn't want to be quit.
I agree its time to focus attention on real quitters here that need our help. If Gelas wants to come back he can post roll without any BS, take his lumps, and apologize at that time.
Agreed. There are some real pipe-hitting quitters in September that need some serious support.
Who's in?
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
FUCK YOU Gelas...I'm a newbie on Day 2 that has a history of quitting the quit, but NOT on here!! I really WANT to be done and I don't need pussies like you talking about how you planned your quit and saying you're sorry...that's like writing a suicide note, pulling the trigger, and leaving directions for the rest of us on how to do the same thing. Ass.
You're a disgrace to your Quit Group, don't bother hitting September 2011 unless you're serious, we don't need pansy motherfuckers like you dragging us down. There's enough suck going on for everyone right now without hearing you cry about what a piece of shit you are.
Get to quittin' fucker.
Bump. Are there any Ace's in September 2013?
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
FUCK YOU Gelas...I'm a newbie on Day 2 that has a history of quitting the quit, but NOT on here!! I really WANT to be done and I don't need pussies like you talking about how you planned your quit and saying you're sorry...that's like writing a suicide note, pulling the trigger, and leaving directions for the rest of us on how to do the same thing. Ass.
You're a disgrace to your Quit Group, don't bother hitting September 2011 unless you're serious, we don't need pansy motherfuckers like you dragging us down. There's enough suck going on for everyone right now without hearing you cry about what a piece of shit you are.
Get to quittin' fucker.
Bump. Are there any Ace's in September 2013?
Has Gelas decided to join the fold again
I tried so hard to help him. He planned his cave and he knew it. What a fucking douche.
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Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.
I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.
I take full responsibility for my actions, but I’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.
ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.
I’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.
FUCK YOU Gelas...I'm a newbie on Day 2 that has a history of quitting the quit, but NOT on here!! I really WANT to be done and I don't need pussies like you talking about how you planned your quit and saying you're sorry...that's like writing a suicide note, pulling the trigger, and leaving directions for the rest of us on how to do the same thing. Ass.
You're a disgrace to your Quit Group, don't bother hitting September 2011 unless you're serious, we don't need pansy motherfuckers like you dragging us down. There's enough suck going on for everyone right now without hearing you cry about what a piece of shit you are.
Get to quittin' fucker.
Bump. Are there any Ace's in September 2013?
Has Gelas decided to join the fold again
I tried so hard to help him. He planned his cave and he knew it. What a fucking douche.
No, I bumped this post in association with my post in Enraged Thor's intro.
Gelas is still a little bitch.