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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: NicholasAaron on December 05, 2012, 11:40:00 AM
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My name is Nick. i had dipped before and started back again like a dumb ass. im back to the quitting board and sticking to it this time.
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My name is Nick. i had dipped before and started back again like a dumb ass. im back to the quitting board and sticking to it this time.
Why are you back to quitting?
What motivates you and makes you determined to never start dipping again?
Why do you think you never stuck with your quits in the past?
Is this time really different from your last times?
Please explain. Not for me but for you to establish your purpose so when the evil in a can calls and confidently seduces you, you would rather suffer and resist vs. surrender.
I would love to support you but I don't know if my support would be of value for us to team up.
Please explain more......
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You didn't quit before, you stopped.
You didn't go back like a dumbass, you went back like an addict.
I know, and so does everyone else here, because we are all addicts too. We will always be addicts. It's why I'm here every day posting roll and reading and pitching in. I remind myself constantly with this site and all the other crazies here that I am an addict. When I forget that, I fail.
I see you've already found your way to your quit group and posted roll. Bravo. That's the first step.
"But what are the other steps, epayne?..." You might find yourself thinking. Allow me to expound:
1. Post roll
2. Keep your word like a man
3. Repeat
Simple? Yes
Easy? No
You'll have to bring 110% to this fight. It will take everything you have to beat this back. You can never let your guard down. The nic bitch is a relentless enemy. No matter how many times you send her packing, she'll always be back. She'll bring the fight to you in so many different ways I can't possibly prepare you for them. You'll have to be ready. Being ready is as simple as posting roll. Even if you're caught without your toothpicks, seeds, gum, jelly beans, etc... You still have your word. If you didn't post roll, you haven't promised anyone anything. Then you're left with only willpower. Being an addict myself, I can tell you almost certainly that it won't be enough.
Above all remember to quit one day at a time. Fuck forever. It will take care of itself.
PM me if I can do anything to help. Welcome aboard.
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I hate having to be bound to something. enough is enough.
When i dipped in the past i will agree that i was addicted but i always assosiated it with something. i didn't have to dip all day long but once i sat down and played a video game it was time to dip. Long story short i had stopped playing video games and picked up a new hobby. With my new hobby no more dip. I took up music production and now i have actually made some money at it and have songs out there, but being coupt up in a studio for a year and half figuring out how all of this stuff worked i got tired of being in there by myself and putting my friends off. needless to say i took a break from music. I went over to a buddy's how and we stared playing the new Call of Duty and BAM!! "hey man want a pinch" i didn't the fist two times but after that i took one. been playing video games again for about 2-3 months and had been dipping that long. im back to my music and no more dip. Iv always associated it with something.
Is it different than last time? I hope so
What motivates me? Im a natural health nut. my health motivates me
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I hope so
According to SM, Hope was a fattopottomus you wished you could have had in high school. Around here we DO NOT hope, try, wish.
We Do!!!
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I hope so
According to SM, Hope was a fattopottomus you wished you could have had in high school. Around here we DO NOT hope, try, wish.
We Do!!!
Hope is for those who cannot do for themselves.
DO.
Don't hope.
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Where you been pal? Haven't seen you around much.
Weak shit.