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I Mhave been chewing for the past 14-15 years, and decided that yesterday was it. After my 4 year old walked up with my can of griz and told me "here dad you need this", I decided that I can't let something else run my life. That I need control.
So far I am doing alright until I woke up 2 hours early craving a pinch. I feel like I am going to chew threw my arm. I never new how much of a hold it had on me. This Shit sucks ass.
Here's to day 2 taking it one hour at a time.
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I know the feeling of chewing your arm off. You are in for the fight of your life buddy. But it is indeed your very life that you are taking back. Nicotine addiction is pure slavery. Bondage at its purest. No more nicotine is the only way out. You can do this macher. I quit with you today.
Read this site like your life depends on it. Figure out what it means to post roll. Check in with me later via PM. Figure it out man, I already sent you one.
Ryan
481 days quit after a lifetime of slavery and dozens of failed attempts. It can be done. We will help you.
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Like IG2h says, this is the fight of your life. Failure is not an option. I see you posted roll this morning, excellent. You are now bound by your word today. Make it through today, get up the next day and do it again. I quit with you today.
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Hey man. Nice job posting roll and posting roll early today. That is your daily promise to us that you will not use today. Do whatever it takes except using nicotine. I used seeds and atomic fireballs personally but some people really like the fake stuff. Take this one day, one hour, at a time, and I know you can do it.
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I Mhave been chewing for the past 14-15 years, and decided that yesterday was it. After my 4 year old walked up with my can of griz and told me "here dad you need this", I decided that I can't let something else run my life. That I need control.
So far I am doing alright until I woke up 2 hours early craving a pinch. I feel like I am going to chew threw my arm. I never new how much of a hold it had on me. This Shit sucks ass.
Here's to day 2 taking it one hour at a time.
Congrats you made a great choice. But that's the easy part. Quitting dipping is a huge task, which is why we break everything down one day at a time. You can definitely fight through any given day. Deal with tomorrow, tomorrow. I am quit today, that I can promise you...You can do the same. Expect the first 10 days or so to be the worst. It will get better. Remember, everyone on this site quit dipping the exact same way you will, if we can do this you can do this as well. Embrace the suck...Good luck.
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It will suck until it doesn't, hang tough. I use flavored toothpicks when I get stressed. I quit with you today.
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Fireballs my friend! I'm 42 days in I think my mouth is still recovering from all the fireballs I ate in the first couple weeks. One day at a time man..don't worry about day2..worry about today. Tomorrow will take care of itself.
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I Mhave been chewing for the past 14-15 years, and decided that yesterday was it. After my 4 year old walked up with my can of griz and told me "here dad you need this", I decided that I can't let something else run my life. That I need control.
So far I am doing alright until I woke up 2 hours early craving a pinch. I feel like I am going to chew threw my arm. I never new how much of a hold it had on me. This Shit sucks ass.
Here's to day 2 taking it one hour at a time.
Congrats...Day 2 is huge. You're lucky...your 4 yr old for gave you the wake-up call. My "ah-ha" moment was similar. I was watching one of those "Remembering 9-11" shows. They interviewed a 10 yr old little boy...he had been 2 -3 yrs old when the towers came down killing his father. He described how life had been tough without his dad, how the other dads tried their best to fill in, etc. He said he only had a few vague memories of his dad and some pics. I was watching this with my 3 yr old boy in my lap and a fucking dip in my lip?!!!
That dad lost his life through no fault of his own, and here I was with a fucking dip in my lip?!!! That was it. I got angry at nicotine, at addiction, at myself. I realized that my addiction was going to torture my little boy and family if I didn't do something about it.
So, I spit that shit out right then and there. I didn't know how I was going to do it, but I was good and goddam determined to get rid of nicotine. I welcomed the fog. I wanted to feel the suck. I wanted to go toe to toe with the Nic Bitch to really experience how hard quitting was...and compare it to that little boy's pain.
I developed a healthy hatred towards tobacco and a singularity of purpose on controlling my addiction. There were hard days. Of course, not as hard as disfiguring surgery and feeding tubes. Not as hard as losing to cancer. Not as hard as saying goodbye to loved ones. And certainly not as hard as that little boy wishing he could play catch with his own dad...just one goddam time. But yes, quitting was hard...especially early on. The headaches, anxiety, constipation and sleeplessness...those were hard. But those passed...and they will for you too.
You're lucky because you GET to go through the fog. You GET to feel the suck. You GET to thank your little man for the wake-up call at some point in the future. I'm lucky because my little hero had the guts to be interviewed on TV. Almost every time I post I think of that little boy and thank God for giving him the courage to do that interview. That, and the folks here at KTC, have made all the difference in my life. All you have to do is post roll, read all you can, and repeat.
YOU GOT THIS, BROTHER!!!
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One day at a time Wannemacher. It will be tough at first - but each day gets better. Just focus on the current day - that is the task at hand.
Great decision that you will never regret! I am on day 16 (after 30+ years of a tin a day). It gets better and better everyday. Plow through the rough patches, find your alternate "go to" - seeds, gum, mints, fireballs, licorice, beef jerky. Anything but nicotine
Happy to help if you need me - PM me if you want my contact information
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Holy fuck balls today sucks. Ever since I woke up the day has been a battle. Craving like a mother fucker, trying not to blow up on people, chewing gum seeds jerky candy and anything else I can get my hands on.
The inside of my while mouth feels like I spent the night sucking on sandpaper, my jaw and teeth are killing me, and my motivation and energy is close to a -10.
Welcome to the suck I guess, it's time to nut up and Shut up. See you bright and early at roll.
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Holy fuck balls today sucks. Ever since I woke up the day has been a battle. Craving like a mother fucker, trying not to blow up on people, chewing gum seeds jerky candy and anything else I can get my hands on.
The inside of my while mouth feels like I spent the night sucking on sandpaper, my jaw and teeth are killing me, and my motivation and energy is close to a -10.
Welcome to the suck I guess, it's time to nut up and Shut up. See you bright and early at roll.
This is all your body quivering after having a drug removed from it. It doesn't know how to react so much like a toddler it is acting out, trying to make you go back to "normal". You can do this. My advice is keep using this intro just like you have, it will serve as a journal for you later in your quit when you start to forget these days.
It really does get better, you have to want it bad, and just when you do you will begin to see that tobacco and nicotine have fucked up your mind and body for a logn time.
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Holy fuck balls today sucks. Ever since I woke up the day has been a battle. Craving like a mother fucker, trying not to blow up on people, chewing gum seeds jerky candy and anything else I can get my hands on.
The inside of my while mouth feels like I spent the night sucking on sandpaper, my jaw and teeth are killing me, and my motivation and energy is close to a -10.
Welcome to the suck I guess, it's time to nut up and Shut up. See you bright and early at roll.
This is all your body quivering after having a drug removed from it. It doesn't know how to react so much like a toddler it is acting out, trying to make you go back to "normal". You can do this. My advice is keep using this intro just like you have, it will serve as a journal for you later in your quit when you start to forget these days.
It really does get better, you have to want it bad, and just when you do you will begin to see that tobacco and nicotine have fucked up your mind and body for a logn time.
Just remember, quitting won't kill you, but putting that shit in you lip, will kill you. Every time you think you "need" a dip, imagine your son handing you the can.
It sucks, but only for now. Retrain your body and set yourself free from the Nic Bitch's deadly grip!
Stay strong. We all quit with you today.
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Holy fuck balls today sucks. Ever since I woke up the day has been a battle. Craving like a mother fucker, trying not to blow up on people, chewing gum seeds jerky candy and anything else I can get my hands on.
The inside of my while mouth feels like I spent the night sucking on sandpaper, my jaw and teeth are killing me, and my motivation and energy is close to a -10.
Welcome to the suck I guess, it's time to nut up and Shut up. See you bright and early at roll.
This is all your body quivering after having a drug removed from it. It doesn't know how to react so much like a toddler it is acting out, trying to make you go back to "normal". You can do this. My advice is keep using this intro just like you have, it will serve as a journal for you later in your quit when you start to forget these days.
It really does get better, you have to want it bad, and just when you do you will begin to see that tobacco and nicotine have fucked up your mind and body for a logn time.
Just remember, quitting won't kill you, but putting that shit in you lip, will kill you. Every time you think you "need" a dip, imagine your son handing you the can.
It sucks, but only for now. Retrain your body and set yourself free from the Nic Bitch's deadly grip!
Stay strong. We all quit with you today.
Hang in there brother! If we can do this, you can. Embrace the suck and rage against the nic bitch. She is trying to deprive your wonderful little boy from having a father! Break the hard times down into moments you can handle. Just focus on the now and breath deep. Remember that the crave will pass with or without nicotine. But, with it they will never get better.
Keep posting here and on roll and before you know it, it won't suck as bad. You are winning!
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#1 Spence.. WOOF WOOF
#2 Thanks guys its awesome to see how people have your back when your feeling down.
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#1 Spence.. WOOF WOOF
#2 Thanks guys its awesome to see how people have your back when your feeling down.
All you gotta do is reach out, brother.
Don't worry, if you stick around, which I'm sure you will, you can return the favor several times over.
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Hang tough, you can do this! Bean said it all very well, so I can't add to that, but we are here for you. Reach out or PM me or someone else. I'll quit with you today!
mb289
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I Mhave been chewing for the past 14-15 years, and decided that yesterday was it. After my 4 year old walked up with my can of griz and told me "here dad you need this", I decided that I can't let something else run my life. That I need control.
So far I am doing alright until I woke up 2 hours early craving a pinch. I feel like I am going to chew threw my arm. I never new how much of a hold it had on me. This Shit sucks ass.
Here's to day 2 taking it one hour at a time.
Congrats...Day 2 is huge. You're lucky...your 4 yr old for gave you the wake-up call. My "ah-ha" moment was similar. I was watching one of those "Remembering 9-11" shows. They interviewed a 10 yr old little boy...he had been 2 -3 yrs old when the towers came down killing his father. He described how life had been tough without his dad, how the other dads tried their best to fill in, etc. He said he only had a few vague memories of his dad and some pics. I was watching this with my 3 yr old boy in my lap and a fucking dip in my lip?!!!
That dad lost his life through no fault of his own, and here I was with a fucking dip in my lip?!!! That was it. I got angry at nicotine, at addiction, at myself. I realized that my addiction was going to torture my little boy and family if I didn't do something about it.
So, I spit that shit out right then and there. I didn't know how I was going to do it, but I was good and goddam determined to get rid of nicotine. I welcomed the fog. I wanted to feel the suck. I wanted to go toe to toe with the Nic Bitch to really experience how hard quitting was...and compare it to that little boy's pain.
I developed a healthy hatred towards tobacco and a singularity of purpose on controlling my addiction. There were hard days. Of course, not as hard as disfiguring surgery and feeding tubes. Not as hard as losing to cancer. Not as hard as saying goodbye to loved ones. And certainly not as hard as that little boy wishing he could play catch with his own dad...just one goddam time. But yes, quitting was hard...especially early on. The headaches, anxiety, constipation and sleeplessness...those were hard. But those passed...and they will for you too.
You're lucky because you GET to go through the fog. You GET to feel the suck. You GET to thank your little man for the wake-up call at some point in the future. I'm lucky because my little hero had the guts to be interviewed on TV. Almost every time I post I think of that little boy and thank God for giving him the courage to do that interview. That, and the folks here at KTC, have made all the difference in my life. All you have to do is post roll, read all you can, and repeat.
YOU GOT THIS, BROTHER!!!
Bean, Only half of what you said showed up on my phone. I know what your saying, we just found out a close friend has throat and lung cancer from smoking like a chimney for the last God only knows how long. And I have seen the scars that guys have on their faces from different surgeries caused by dipping. Honestly, deciding to quit isn't the hard part for me, it ignoring that stupid nic voice in the back of my head saying stop at the gas station and get a can on your way home, go look in your tackle box there might be a can there (there's not its at the bottom of the river), blah blah blah blah blah. I don't know how many times (in my own head thank God) I have said shut the bleep up, I got this. Like you said brother the fog, the suck, the pain aint crap when I think about my kids with out me, or some D-bag taking my place. I don't care what kind of pain I have to go threw to be there for them.
Every time i start to crave I just jump on here and read about some the vets and their stories or surf the HoF for a little while until it goes away. I am 95% sure that I got this but its that last 5% that brings right back there to KTC and to all you guys. With all the support I have received in 3 days I can't wait to help dish some out in 100+
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I Mhave been chewing for the past 14-15 years, and decided that yesterday was it. After my 4 year old walked up with my can of griz and told me "here dad you need this", I decided that I can't let something else run my life. That I need control.
So far I am doing alright until I woke up 2 hours early craving a pinch. I feel like I am going to chew threw my arm. I never new how much of a hold it had on me. This Shit sucks ass.
Here's to day 2 taking it one hour at a time.
Congrats...Day 2 is huge. You're lucky...your 4 yr old for gave you the wake-up call. My "ah-ha" moment was similar. I was watching one of those "Remembering 9-11" shows. They interviewed a 10 yr old little boy...he had been 2 -3 yrs old when the towers came down killing his father. He described how life had been tough without his dad, how the other dads tried their best to fill in, etc. He said he only had a few vague memories of his dad and some pics. I was watching this with my 3 yr old boy in my lap and a fucking dip in my lip?!!!
That dad lost his life through no fault of his own, and here I was with a fucking dip in my lip?!!! That was it. I got angry at nicotine, at addiction, at myself. I realized that my addiction was going to torture my little boy and family if I didn't do something about it.
So, I spit that shit out right then and there. I didn't know how I was going to do it, but I was good and goddam determined to get rid of nicotine. I welcomed the fog. I wanted to feel the suck. I wanted to go toe to toe with the Nic Bitch to really experience how hard quitting was...and compare it to that little boy's pain.
I developed a healthy hatred towards tobacco and a singularity of purpose on controlling my addiction. There were hard days. Of course, not as hard as disfiguring surgery and feeding tubes. Not as hard as losing to cancer. Not as hard as saying goodbye to loved ones. And certainly not as hard as that little boy wishing he could play catch with his own dad...just one goddam time. But yes, quitting was hard...especially early on. The headaches, anxiety, constipation and sleeplessness...those were hard. But those passed...and they will for you too.
You're lucky because you GET to go through the fog. You GET to feel the suck. You GET to thank your little man for the wake-up call at some point in the future. I'm lucky because my little hero had the guts to be interviewed on TV. Almost every time I post I think of that little boy and thank God for giving him the courage to do that interview. That, and the folks here at KTC, have made all the difference in my life. All you have to do is post roll, read all you can, and repeat.
YOU GOT THIS, BROTHER!!!
Bean, Only half of what you said showed up on my phone. I know what your saying, we just found out a close friend has throat and lung cancer from smoking like a chimney for the last God only knows how long. And I have seen the scars that guys have on their faces from different surgeries caused by dipping. Honestly, deciding to quit isn't the hard part for me, it ignoring that stupid nic voice in the back of my head saying stop at the gas station and get a can on your way home, go look in your tackle box there might be a can there (there's not its at the bottom of the river), blah blah blah blah blah. I don't know how many times (in my own head thank God) I have said shut the bleep up, I got this. Like you said brother the fog, the suck, the pain aint crap when I think about my kids with out me, or some D-bag taking my place. I don't care what kind of pain I have to go threw to be there for them.
Every time i start to crave I just jump on here and read about some the vets and their stories or surf the HoF for a little while until it goes away. I am 95% sure that I got this but its that last 5% that brings right back there to KTC and to all you guys. With all the support I have received in 3 days I can't wait to help dish some out in 100+
Great decision. Be an example to your kid. This is the first step. Congrats on 2 days of freedom! You can do this today!
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Holy fuck balls today sucks. Ever since I woke up the day has been a battle. Craving like a mother fucker, trying not to blow up on people, chewing gum seeds jerky candy and anything else I can get my hands on.
The inside of my while mouth feels like I spent the night sucking on sandpaper, my jaw and teeth are killing me, and my motivation and energy is close to a -10.
Welcome to the suck I guess, it's time to nut up and Shut up. See you bright and early at roll.
Like the attitude. Glad to see you have some fight in you. Take each small victory and use those victories to make your quit even stronger. Every time you refuse to give in to one of your triggers, you are taking the power away from that trigger in the future. Focus on today and let every minute strengthen your quit.
Embrace the suck and remember these moments.
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You are right on track macher. Stay the course. Embrace the suck, you only have to do this once.
There is no TRY, only DO. Only QUIT.
Ryan
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Right, the suck is getting better, the cravings are getting further apart, but the big test is to come. I have just about made it through the week but have yet to touch a weekend. This one is going to pretty much on the down low. Maybe have a beer at home, so it shouldn't be to tough. Unless I get outside working then it will be really bad. I picked up an extra pack of gum and bag of seeds to keep me going.
I did find a can last night that I missed on my clean out, when I went to dump it out the smell of the wintergreen about made my yack. How the heck did I ever shove that stuff in my lip. But on the other hand I did about shed a tear watching it dissolve into brown nothingness. I hope to God that is the last one I find. Even though I thought it was disgusting my brain wanted it, my hands wanted to shove one in, it took a very conscious effort to make sure that my body did not just go into auto mode and do what it is used to doing.
Day 5 flying by waiting on day 6
1DAAT
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Right, the suck is getting better, the cravings are getting further apart, but the big test is to come. I have just about made it through the week but have yet to touch a weekend. This one is going to pretty much on the down low. Maybe have a beer at home, so it shouldn't be to tough. Unless I get outside working then it will be really bad. I picked up an extra pack of gum and bag of seeds to keep me going.
I did find a can last night that I missed on my clean out, when I went to dump it out the smell of the wintergreen about made my yack. How the heck did I ever shove that stuff in my lip. But on the other hand I did about shed a tear watching it dissolve into brown nothingness. I hope to God that is the last one I find. Even though I thought it was disgusting my brain wanted it, my hands wanted to shove one in, it took a very conscious effort to make sure that my body did not just go into auto mode and do what it is used to doing.
Day 5 flying by waiting on day 6
1DAAT
A lot of us know that feeling of revulsion and attraction at the same time! Back in the 80's the dealers used laxative to cut the coke so when a former user saw cocaine after quitting sometimes they would shat themselves! Its a bit like that.
Day 5 is awesome, keep it going, quit with you today!
Apogeeammo
PS: Smokey Mountain herbal dip is an acceptable alternative if you feel like you can't live without something in your lip. Its available at Walmart, has no nicotine, and tastes like wintergreen hammered corn silk but it helped me survive my first couple of weeks. After a while, I didn't want it anymore and I haven't used it in a long time.
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Right, the suck is getting better, the cravings are getting further apart, but the big test is to come. I have just about made it through the week but have yet to touch a weekend. This one is going to pretty much on the down low. Maybe have a beer at home, so it shouldn't be to tough. Unless I get outside working then it will be really bad. I picked up an extra pack of gum and bag of seeds to keep me going.
I did find a can last night that I missed on my clean out, when I went to dump it out the smell of the wintergreen about made my yack. How the heck did I ever shove that stuff in my lip. But on the other hand I did about shed a tear watching it dissolve into brown nothingness. I hope to God that is the last one I find. Even though I thought it was disgusting my brain wanted it, my hands wanted to shove one in, it took a very conscious effort to make sure that my body did not just go into auto mode and do what it is used to doing.
Day 5 flying by waiting on day 6
1DAAT
A lot of us know that feeling of revulsion and attraction at the same time! Back in the 80's the dealers used laxative to cut the coke so when a former user saw cocaine after quitting sometimes they would shat themselves! Its a bit like that.
Day 5 is awesome, keep it going, quit with you today!
Apogeeammo
PS: Smokey Mountain herbal dip is an acceptable alternative if you feel like you can't live without something in your lip. Its available at Walmart, has no nicotine, and tastes like wintergreen hammered corn silk but it helped me survive my first couple of weeks. After a while, I didn't want it anymore and I haven't used it in a long time.
You're doing great! Keep up the hard work. This is all about you being dedicated and focused on your quit. It is the most important thing in your life right now. Take back your life brother! Save yourself! This is for you and you alone. It will get much much better, I guarantee it. Stay strong.
I quit with you today.
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Right, the suck is getting better, the cravings are getting further apart, but the big test is to come. I have just about made it through the week but have yet to touch a weekend. This one is going to pretty much on the down low. Maybe have a beer at home, so it shouldn't be to tough. Unless I get outside working then it will be really bad. I picked up an extra pack of gum and bag of seeds to keep me going.
I did find a can last night that I missed on my clean out, when I went to dump it out the smell of the wintergreen about made my yack. How the heck did I ever shove that stuff in my lip. But on the other hand I did about shed a tear watching it dissolve into brown nothingness. I hope to God that is the last one I find. Even though I thought it was disgusting my brain wanted it, my hands wanted to shove one in, it took a very conscious effort to make sure that my body did not just go into auto mode and do what it is used to doing.
Day 5 flying by waiting on day 6
1DAAT
A lot of us know that feeling of revulsion and attraction at the same time! Back in the 80's the dealers used laxative to cut the coke so when a former user saw cocaine after quitting sometimes they would shat themselves! Its a bit like that.
Day 5 is awesome, keep it going, quit with you today!
Apogeeammo
PS: Smokey Mountain herbal dip is an acceptable alternative if you feel like you can't live without something in your lip. Its available at Walmart, has no nicotine, and tastes like wintergreen hammered corn silk but it helped me survive my first couple of weeks. After a while, I didn't want it anymore and I haven't used it in a long time.
You're doing great! Keep up the hard work. This is all about you being dedicated and focused on your quit. It is the most important thing in your life right now. Take back your life brother! Save yourself! This is for you and you alone. It will get much much better, I guarantee it. Stay strong.
I quit with you today.
Sounds like you're doing well. Keep a positive attitude because it keeps getting better everyday! Some days it may not feel like it, but it truly does keep getting better.
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Right, the suck is getting better, the cravings are getting further apart, but the big test is to come. I have just about made it through the week but have yet to touch a weekend. This one is going to pretty much on the down low. Maybe have a beer at home, so it shouldn't be to tough. Unless I get outside working then it will be really bad. I picked up an extra pack of gum and bag of seeds to keep me going.
I did find a can last night that I missed on my clean out, when I went to dump it out the smell of the wintergreen about made my yack. How the heck did I ever shove that stuff in my lip. But on the other hand I did about shed a tear watching it dissolve into brown nothingness. I hope to God that is the last one I find. Even though I thought it was disgusting my brain wanted it, my hands wanted to shove one in, it took a very conscious effort to make sure that my body did not just go into auto mode and do what it is used to doing.
Day 5 flying by waiting on day 6
1DAAT
A lot of us know that feeling of revulsion and attraction at the same time! Back in the 80's the dealers used laxative to cut the coke so when a former user saw cocaine after quitting sometimes they would shat themselves! Its a bit like that.
Day 5 is awesome, keep it going, quit with you today!
Apogeeammo
PS: Smokey Mountain herbal dip is an acceptable alternative if you feel like you can't live without something in your lip. Its available at Walmart, has no nicotine, and tastes like wintergreen hammered corn silk but it helped me survive my first couple of weeks. After a while, I didn't want it anymore and I haven't used it in a long time.
You're doing great! Keep up the hard work. This is all about you being dedicated and focused on your quit. It is the most important thing in your life right now. Take back your life brother! Save yourself! This is for you and you alone. It will get much much better, I guarantee it. Stay strong.
I quit with you today.
Sounds like you're doing well. Keep a positive attitude because it keeps getting better everyday! Some days it may not feel like it, but it truly does keep getting better.
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Right, the suck is getting better, the cravings are getting further apart, but the big test is to come. I have just about made it through the week but have yet to touch a weekend. This one is going to pretty much on the down low. Maybe have a beer at home, so it shouldn't be to tough. Unless I get outside working then it will be really bad. I picked up an extra pack of gum and bag of seeds to keep me going.
I did find a can last night that I missed on my clean out, when I went to dump it out the smell of the wintergreen about made my yack. How the heck did I ever shove that stuff in my lip. But on the other hand I did about shed a tear watching it dissolve into brown nothingness. I hope to God that is the last one I find. Even though I thought it was disgusting my brain wanted it, my hands wanted to shove one in, it took a very conscious effort to make sure that my body did not just go into auto mode and do what it is used to doing.
Day 5 flying by waiting on day 6
1DAAT
A lot of us know that feeling of revulsion and attraction at the same time! Back in the 80's the dealers used laxative to cut the coke so when a former user saw cocaine after quitting sometimes they would shat themselves! Its a bit like that.
Day 5 is awesome, keep it going, quit with you today!
Apogeeammo
PS: Smokey Mountain herbal dip is an acceptable alternative if you feel like you can't live without something in your lip. Its available at Walmart, has no nicotine, and tastes like wintergreen hammered corn silk but it helped me survive my first couple of weeks. After a while, I didn't want it anymore and I haven't used it in a long time.
You're doing great! Keep up the hard work. This is all about you being dedicated and focused on your quit. It is the most important thing in your life right now. Take back your life brother! Save yourself! This is for you and you alone. It will get much much better, I guarantee it. Stay strong.
I quit with you today.
Sounds like you're doing well. Keep a positive attitude because it keeps getting better everyday! Some days it may not feel like it, but it truly does keep getting better.
Nice win macher. Found a tin on day 5 and pitched it. That would have foiled many a quit. I guess you are in it to win it.
Thanks for the PM and the kind words, I replied with my number. Keep me posted on your success. You will get through this first weekend. I know this because you will post roll early and you will keep your word. Easy on the beers this weekend. Disinhibition will kill a quit. You are warned.
Keep it up.
Ryan
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Day 9 ~ Today is not easy. In fact it sucks. All around sucks. Craving hard core, pounding headache, eyes jaw and teeth hurt. I knew this would be no walk in the park but man, I can see why people cave so easily. I just want to leave work go home curl up in a ball and sleep or lay there. I have so much I need to get accomplished in the next 5 hours a but I can't seem to stay focused or on task. Slamming water like is the last drop on earth, chewing gum and seed. Man oh man this is a rough one... Hopefully tomorrow will be a little bit easier but it seems like every day after about 6 it has gotten worse and worse
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Day 9 ~ Today is not easy. In fact it sucks. All around sucks. Craving hard core, pounding headache, eyes jaw and teeth hurt. I knew this would be no walk in the park but man, I can see why people cave so easily. I just want to leave work go home curl up in a ball and sleep or lay there. I have so much I need to get accomplished in the next 5 hours a but I can't seem to stay focused or on task. Slamming water like is the last drop on earth, chewing gum and seed. Man oh man this is a rough one... Hopefully tomorrow will be a little bit easier but it seems like every day after about 6 it has gotten worse and worse
Work may suffer. Your quit cannot.
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Day 9 ~ Today is not easy. In fact it sucks. All around sucks. Craving hard core, pounding headache, eyes jaw and teeth hurt. I knew this would be no walk in the park but man, I can see why people cave so easily. I just want to leave work go home curl up in a ball and sleep or lay there. I have so much I need to get accomplished in the next 5 hours a but I can't seem to stay focused or on task. Slamming water like is the last drop on earth, chewing gum and seed. Man oh man this is a rough one... Hopefully tomorrow will be a little bit easier but it seems like every day after about 6 it has gotten worse and worse
Work may suffer. Your quit cannot.
Wannemacher - those craves last less than 3 minutes each man. I know you don't believe me so time one and prove it to yourself. It made it easier for me to live through them when I knew they wouldn't last. I also spent a lot of time curled up in the corner! Read on here and keep it going! It gets a lot better soon.
AA
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Day 9 ~ Today is not easy. In fact it sucks. All around sucks. Craving hard core, pounding headache, eyes jaw and teeth hurt. I knew this would be no walk in the park but man, I can see why people cave so easily. I just want to leave work go home curl up in a ball and sleep or lay there. I have so much I need to get accomplished in the next 5 hours a but I can't seem to stay focused or on task. Slamming water like is the last drop on earth, chewing gum and seed. Man oh man this is a rough one... Hopefully tomorrow will be a little bit easier but it seems like every day after about 6 it has gotten worse and worse
Work may suffer. Your quit cannot.
Wannemacher - those craves last less than 3 minutes each man. I know you don't believe me so time one and prove it to yourself. It made it easier for me to live through them when I knew they wouldn't last. I also spent a lot of time curled up in the corner! Read on here and keep it going! It gets a lot better soon.
AA
Work can and will suffer. My first few weeks - complete blur. Had people calling me telling me I talked to them the day before. Whatever, liars!
It sucks no doubt about it, but it does get better. SOOO much better. Hang in there.
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Day 10
Yea I don't know what it yesterday, it was just a rough one from the time I woke up from the time I went to bed. Today seems to be doing better. Life is still kinda foggy, and energy is really low at times and really high at others. I find myself biting my tongue a lot, with a 4 year old and a pregnant wife about anything can set me off in a heart beat. I feel like I have to seclude myself away from them just so I don't yell for no reason at all.
Seeds have kind of stop working, as the inside of my mouth heals if feel like they cut or scratch my fresh cheek, then the salt just burns. Gum is making my jaw hurt from chewing it nonstop, and I really don't want to go to the fake stuff this late because I feel like that would be my demise. If any of you have any suggestions, I am all ears. Something I don't really need to chew but can just shove in my lip and basically suck on. The journey to be quit is defiantly going to get harder before it gets easier but with the brotherhood of KTC I feel like there is nothing I can't do.
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Day 10
Yea I don't know what it yesterday, it was just a rough one from the time I woke up from the time I went to bed. Today seems to be doing better. Life is still kinda foggy, and energy is really low at times and really high at others. I find myself biting my tongue a lot, with a 4 year old and a pregnant wife about anything can set me off in a heart beat. I feel like I have to seclude myself away from them just so I don't yell for no reason at all.
Seeds have kind of stop working, as the inside of my mouth heals if feel like they cut or scratch my fresh cheek, then the salt just burns. Gum is making my jaw hurt from chewing it nonstop, and I really don't want to go to the fake stuff this late because I feel like that would be my demise. If any of you have any suggestions, I am all ears. Something I don't really need to chew but can just shove in my lip and basically suck on. The journey to be quit is defiantly going to get harder before it gets easier but with the brotherhood of KTC I feel like there is nothing I can't do.
Great fight so far! You got what it takes to kick nics ass every damn day... I had a real tough time with the oral fixation for the first few months. Fake dip is very helpful; I especially liked shredded beef jerky since you can park it like dip and no need to spit. Atomic fireballs are also great distraction, little burn keeps your mouth busy. Last summer I had to have a wad of fresh mint in my gob every time I cut the lawn, but any fresh herbs will do. Worst case: go find the closest sm shop and get fitted for a ball gag. Seriously, anything that is nic free is acceptable.
10 nicotine free days! You are killing it man! Keep fighting. Quit like fuck! There is a place where you won't miss the poison or even think about it that much; you just keep fighting EDD and you will get there. PM me if you need anything.
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Day 10
Yea I don't know what it yesterday, it was just a rough one from the time I woke up from the time I went to bed. Today seems to be doing better. Life is still kinda foggy, and energy is really low at times and really high at others. I find myself biting my tongue a lot, with a 4 year old and a pregnant wife about anything can set me off in a heart beat. I feel like I have to seclude myself away from them just so I don't yell for no reason at all.
Seeds have kind of stop working, as the inside of my mouth heals if feel like they cut or scratch my fresh cheek, then the salt just burns. Gum is making my jaw hurt from chewing it nonstop, and I really don't want to go to the fake stuff this late because I feel like that would be my demise. If any of you have any suggestions, I am all ears. Something I don't really need to chew but can just shove in my lip and basically suck on. The journey to be quit is defiantly going to get harder before it gets easier but with the brotherhood of KTC I feel like there is nothing I can't do.
Great fight so far! You got what it takes to kick nics ass every damn day... I had a real tough time with the oral fixation for the first few months. Fake dip is very helpful; I especially liked shredded beef jerky since you can park it like dip and no need to spit. Atomic fireballs are also great distraction, little burn keeps your mouth busy. Last summer I had to have a wad of fresh mint in my gob every time I cut the lawn, but any fresh herbs will do. Worst case: go find the closest sm shop and get fitted for a ball gag. Seriously, anything that is nic free is acceptable.
10 nicotine free days! You are killing it man! Keep fighting. Quit like fuck! There is a place where you won't miss the poison or even think about it that much; you just keep fighting EDD and you will get there. PM me if you need anything.
"I really don't want to go to the fake stuff this late because I feel like that would be my demise."
10 days is not late brother, go to walmart and get some smokey mountain. It will really help. Some people never used it, others have used it a long time. If the alternative is to start dipping the real stuff, you have nothing to lose by trying it.
Double digits is awesome man! Keep it going!
Quit with you today!
AA
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Day 10
Yea I don't know what it yesterday, it was just a rough one from the time I woke up from the time I went to bed. Today seems to be doing better. Life is still kinda foggy, and energy is really low at times and really high at others. I find myself biting my tongue a lot, with a 4 year old and a pregnant wife about anything can set me off in a heart beat. I feel like I have to seclude myself away from them just so I don't yell for no reason at all.
Seeds have kind of stop working, as the inside of my mouth heals if feel like they cut or scratch my fresh cheek, then the salt just burns. Gum is making my jaw hurt from chewing it nonstop, and I really don't want to go to the fake stuff this late because I feel like that would be my demise. If any of you have any suggestions, I am all ears. Something I don't really need to chew but can just shove in my lip and basically suck on. The journey to be quit is defiantly going to get harder before it gets easier but with the brotherhood of KTC I feel like there is nothing I can't do.
Great fight so far! You got what it takes to kick nics ass every damn day... I had a real tough time with the oral fixation for the first few months. Fake dip is very helpful; I especially liked shredded beef jerky since you can park it like dip and no need to spit. Atomic fireballs are also great distraction, little burn keeps your mouth busy. Last summer I had to have a wad of fresh mint in my gob every time I cut the lawn, but any fresh herbs will do. Worst case: go find the closest sm shop and get fitted for a ball gag. Seriously, anything that is nic free is acceptable.
10 nicotine free days! You are killing it man! Keep fighting. Quit like fuck! There is a place where you won't miss the poison or even think about it that much; you just keep fighting EDD and you will get there. PM me if you need anything.
"I really don't want to go to the fake stuff this late because I feel like that would be my demise."
10 days is not late brother, go to walmart and get some smokey mountain. It will really help. Some people never used it, others have used it a long time. If the alternative is to start dipping the real stuff, you have nothing to lose by trying it.
Double digits is awesome man! Keep it going!
Quit with you today!
AA
Fight fight fight. Do not stop. I didn't start the fake until many weeks into my quit. I used it for a few months and then finally pitched it. Do whatever it takes to keep the poison out of your body. This will get better. It takes time to heal the body and the mind.
Your posts remind me so much of mine. Go read my first few weeks. You need anything you have my number.
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Day 10
Yea I don't know what it yesterday, it was just a rough one from the time I woke up from the time I went to bed. Today seems to be doing better. Life is still kinda foggy, and energy is really low at times and really high at others. I find myself biting my tongue a lot, with a 4 year old and a pregnant wife about anything can set me off in a heart beat. I feel like I have to seclude myself away from them just so I don't yell for no reason at all.
Seeds have kind of stop working, as the inside of my mouth heals if feel like they cut or scratch my fresh cheek, then the salt just burns. Gum is making my jaw hurt from chewing it nonstop, and I really don't want to go to the fake stuff this late because I feel like that would be my demise. If any of you have any suggestions, I am all ears. Something I don't really need to chew but can just shove in my lip and basically suck on. The journey to be quit is defiantly going to get harder before it gets easier but with the brotherhood of KTC I feel like there is nothing I can't do.
Great fight so far! You got what it takes to kick nics ass every damn day... I had a real tough time with the oral fixation for the first few months. Fake dip is very helpful; I especially liked shredded beef jerky since you can park it like dip and no need to spit. Atomic fireballs are also great distraction, little burn keeps your mouth busy. Last summer I had to have a wad of fresh mint in my gob every time I cut the lawn, but any fresh herbs will do. Worst case: go find the closest sm shop and get fitted for a ball gag. Seriously, anything that is nic free is acceptable.
10 nicotine free days! You are killing it man! Keep fighting. Quit like fuck! There is a place where you won't miss the poison or even think about it that much; you just keep fighting EDD and you will get there. PM me if you need anything.
"I really don't want to go to the fake stuff this late because I feel like that would be my demise."
10 days is not late brother, go to walmart and get some smokey mountain. It will really help. Some people never used it, others have used it a long time. If the alternative is to start dipping the real stuff, you have nothing to lose by trying it.
Double digits is awesome man! Keep it going!
Quit with you today!
AA
Fight fight fight. Do not stop. I didn't start the fake until many weeks into my quit. I used it for a few months and then finally pitched it. Do whatever it takes to keep the poison out of your body. This will get better. It takes time to heal the body and the mind.
Your posts remind me so much of mine. Go read my first few weeks. You need anything you have my number.
Hey, I can't describe how great I feel after only 166 days. Then I hear from Worktowin that it continues to get better! What more motivation do we need? Stay on the path Wannemacher. ODAAT! They add up fast.
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Day 12.
Today is rough, time is going slow at work, just kinda dragging on by. Had the itchy lip less today than yesterday. And less yesterday then the day before. Its right about now (after lunch) that the big craving hits. So I am here.
Sleep is getting easier for a short periods of time. I can usually hit the hay around 9 and actually be out by 10:30 then waking back up at 4 4:30 for work. My wits are getting tested at home, my wife is pregnant and about ready to pop so she is relying on me to get alot of the work around the house done and take care of her and the little dude all while 90% of the time I just want to put my fist into the wall.. Last night I went out to the garage and just started throwing stuff around just because I could. Neighbor probably thought someone was being murdered but it was just the Nic B dying, or at least being told to get out. Tomorrow morning I am suppose to take the little dude fishing as long as the weather holds out, that is going to be a huge trigger challenge. I have yet to go fishing since my quit has started. I picked up a brand new bag of seeds just for the trip. I am really hoping that the nerves calm down soon b/c when the baby is born at the end of the month (pretty close to my 30 day mark) I am going to need to have my mind straight to take care of her.
On the bright side, I have save aprox. $10 in the last 12 days, figuring it will be $20-$25 a month $240-$250 a year.
Alright back to work. Thanks for the ears.
ODAAT
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Day 12.
Today is rough, time is going slow at work, just kinda dragging on by. Had the itchy lip less today than yesterday. And less yesterday then the day before. Its right about now (after lunch) that the big craving hits. So I am here.
Sleep is getting easier for a short periods of time. I can usually hit the hay around 9 and actually be out by 10:30 then waking back up at 4 4:30 for work. My wits are getting tested at home, my wife is pregnant and about ready to pop so she is relying on me to get alot of the work around the house done and take care of her and the little dude all while 90% of the time I just want to put my fist into the wall.. Last night I went out to the garage and just started throwing stuff around just because I could. Neighbor probably thought someone was being murdered but it was just the Nic B dying, or at least being told to get out. Tomorrow morning I am suppose to take the little dude fishing as long as the weather holds out, that is going to be a huge trigger challenge. I have yet to go fishing since my quit has started. I picked up a brand new bag of seeds just for the trip. I am really hoping that the nerves calm down soon b/c when the baby is born at the end of the month (pretty close to my 30 day mark) I am going to need to have my mind straight to take care of her.
On the bright side, I have save aprox. $10 in the last 12 days, figuring it will be $20-$25 a month $240-$250 a year.
Alright back to work. Thanks for the ears.
ODAAT
You said rough, but I bet not as rough as 1 to 11 ? It will continue to get easier..Sure some days the craves will ramp up, but they will pass.
Speaking of money saved: Yesterday I transferred $125 that I saved during April (my first month) from checking to savings.. 19 years of that for me cost be about $28500 dude. Could have bought a new car!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually it's more than just $28500 cause the dollar was worth a wee bit more when I first started.
Just think, when the baby does pop, Dad will be nic free!
Quit with you Wanne
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Day 12.
Today is rough, time is going slow at work, just kinda dragging on by. Had the itchy lip less today than yesterday. And less yesterday then the day before. Its right about now (after lunch) that the big craving hits. So I am here.
Sleep is getting easier for a short periods of time. I can usually hit the hay around 9 and actually be out by 10:30 then waking back up at 4 4:30 for work. My wits are getting tested at home, my wife is pregnant and about ready to pop so she is relying on me to get alot of the work around the house done and take care of her and the little dude all while 90% of the time I just want to put my fist into the wall.. Last night I went out to the garage and just started throwing stuff around just because I could. Neighbor probably thought someone was being murdered but it was just the Nic B dying, or at least being told to get out. Tomorrow morning I am suppose to take the little dude fishing as long as the weather holds out, that is going to be a huge trigger challenge. I have yet to go fishing since my quit has started. I picked up a brand new bag of seeds just for the trip. I am really hoping that the nerves calm down soon b/c when the baby is born at the end of the month (pretty close to my 30 day mark) I am going to need to have my mind straight to take care of her.
On the bright side, I have save aprox. $10 in the last 12 days, figuring it will be $20-$25 a month $240-$250 a year.
Alright back to work. Thanks for the ears.
ODAAT
You said rough, but I bet not as rough as 1 to 11 ? It will continue to get easier..Sure some days the craves will ramp up, but they will pass.
Speaking of money saved: Yesterday I transferred $125 that I saved during April (my first month) from checking to savings.. 19 years of that for me cost be about $28500 dude. Could have bought a new car!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually it's more than just $28500 cause the dollar was worth a wee bit more when I first started.
Just think, when the baby does pop, Dad will be nic free!
Quit with you Wanne
I know I think I am more excited about welcoming that little bundle of joy in Nic free than I am about the quit itself. I never realized how nice it is to be able to go out and mow or play ball and not have to worry about that can being close.
And no today is not nearly as bad as 1,2,3 or 4. Its amazing how easy it to forget what I just went through less than a week ago. Thanks for the reminder. At least today I can focus. I quit with you too Wolfe.
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Day 12.
Today is rough, time is going slow at work, just kinda dragging on by. Had the itchy lip less today than yesterday. And less yesterday then the day before. Its right about now (after lunch) that the big craving hits. So I am here.
Sleep is getting easier for a short periods of time. I can usually hit the hay around 9 and actually be out by 10:30 then waking back up at 4 4:30 for work. My wits are getting tested at home, my wife is pregnant and about ready to pop so she is relying on me to get alot of the work around the house done and take care of her and the little dude all while 90% of the time I just want to put my fist into the wall.. Last night I went out to the garage and just started throwing stuff around just because I could. Neighbor probably thought someone was being murdered but it was just the Nic B dying, or at least being told to get out. Tomorrow morning I am suppose to take the little dude fishing as long as the weather holds out, that is going to be a huge trigger challenge. I have yet to go fishing since my quit has started. I picked up a brand new bag of seeds just for the trip. I am really hoping that the nerves calm down soon b/c when the baby is born at the end of the month (pretty close to my 30 day mark) I am going to need to have my mind straight to take care of her.
On the bright side, I have save aprox. $10 in the last 12 days, figuring it will be $20-$25 a month $240-$250 a year.
Alright back to work. Thanks for the ears.
ODAAT
You said rough, but I bet not as rough as 1 to 11 ? It will continue to get easier..Sure some days the craves will ramp up, but they will pass.
Speaking of money saved: Yesterday I transferred $125 that I saved during April (my first month) from checking to savings.. 19 years of that for me cost be about $28500 dude. Could have bought a new car!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually it's more than just $28500 cause the dollar was worth a wee bit more when I first started.
Just think, when the baby does pop, Dad will be nic free!
Quit with you Wanne
I know I think I am more excited about welcoming that little bundle of joy in Nic free than I am about the quit itself. I never realized how nice it is to be able to go out and mow or play ball and not have to worry about that can being close.
And no today is not nearly as bad as 1,2,3 or 4. Its amazing how easy it to forget what I just went through less than a week ago. Thanks for the reminder. At least today I can focus. I quit with you too Wolfe.
YES!! It is a great relief to get to where you are now and I'm sure it feels like a long look back to day 3! You are on the way to a great quit, keep it going by posting roll every day and checking in here regularly for feedback. It's still helping me!
Quit with you!
AA
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Day 18
It's been a few days since I have been in here posting. Things are a lot easier especially when I look back to the fog and suck. I hardly have any cravings with out a trigger of some point, mainly eating. Driving is easier, long trips are still a challenge. Fishing is a major major challenge. I think last Sunday I went through a whole bag of seed in a day just sitting there watching my bobber (or my bobber). All in all life is good. Wake up post roll as soon as I can and go about my day. I don't hear that nic wench in my ear all that often but I fear she is sitting back waiting for the time to strike. And when she does I know that I am going to be ready to fight back.
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Being prepared is the key when you KNOW triggers are coming up. I have not played poker or golfed since I have been quit, and I will have my cell with numbers at the ready if and when I get to enjoy those activities again.
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Being prepared is the key when you KNOW triggers are coming up. I have not played poker or golfed since I have been quit, and I will have my cell with numbers at the ready if and when I get to enjoy those activities again.
Agreed, preparation is 60% of the battle. IF you are going into a situation in which you KNOW you will be temped the by nic, then be prepared to be tempted. I just make sure that I have an extra bag of seeds packed or maybe a different flavor than my normal plan that way there is a different sensation there to take my mind off the crave. I have found that I still enjoy fishing, I still enjoy hiking, and everything else I have always done, I just have to pack a bag instead of a can. For the most part the people I have been out on these activities with are pretty cool about it an know that I won't want a smoke or chew. My one buddy even went out of his way so I wouldn't see him slipping in a dip. I told him when he is finally ready to quit head here, introduce himself and start posting roll.. But that it will have to be his decision to do it if he really wants it work.
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HOF BABY!
Gotta say that today is a happy day for me. 110 days ago I would have never thought of this day, but here I am. Cravings are still there, but I can somewhat control them, and know how to work through them. The though of buying a can hasn't crossed my mind in a good 60 days. In fact I find the sight of someone dipping repulsing.
100 down the rest of my life to go ODAAT!
Thanks everyone for the support.
We'll head over to Defiance, Ohio for our next stop and pick up Wannemacher, a 15 year slave to the nic-bitch. He decided to quit when his son brought him a can telling him “here dad you need this”... powerful, very powerful stuff.
I was looking forward to his answer on what his screen name means as I thought it was some type of Star Wars reference that I just didn't get. It turns out that his screen name lacks any and all creativity because it is simply his name. Wanne is a married quitter with a blue and a pink in the kids department. This bad-assed quitter is a ONE HUNDRED PRECENT POSTER who wants to thank Baller Brothers Fish, Bass, Done4Me, True and Bsrano for all of their text messages despite how ghey they really were. He shouts out a special thanks to grizzled-vet J2B and “all of his great cubed wisdom”.
When queried (yes, I used that word) about what he would want on a desert island he indicated a “Taurus”. What he didn't clarify was where he would get gas for it? I supposed he could mean a gun, but Taurus firearms are about as reliable as a Ford Taurus. His go-to porn genre is “elephant” and this fits with his most-bizarre place to have sex with himself – a graveyard. Further he apparently didn't know you're supposed to fap with your HANDS when asked which hand he fapped with. He has a sing;e tat and working on the second, which is an animated gif tat of MCO's avatar.
If a quit brother visits Defiance Ohio (god forbid) Bass does get a room in the house but AR-Fishteen will be alone in the dog house-- for the dog's safety.
This boxer wearing storm-trooper loves the countryside and is in the “rear-with-the-gear” on the human centipede and will be there bringing it up while chowing down on a Whopper from BK. Could be a bit scratchy for the person in front as he gets his Brazilian waxes at the same place that Ron Jeremy does.
Wanne failed history class in high school as indicated by his choice of Presidents: Worst – Al Gore, Best Jefferson Davis, but what he is lacking in “who was actually a President” he makes up for in knowledge about presidents daughters because he wants Chelsea over Lewinsky as long as he has a bag and the lights are off. If Hillary were around he'd whack her with Sarah Palin's gun stock. Man, I like this guy.
His best parts about being quit are not having to ninja dip and the text-threads they get rolling in June. (I think MayGhey calls it a vortex) For being such a bad-ass quitter he gets 2 tickets to his fantasy concert with Nirvana opening for The Beatles. Concert to be held in your imagination, however.
He wants you to watch HIS intro music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM)
Congrats on the Hall buddy! Good job owning your quit!"
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HOF BABY!
Gotta say that today is a happy day for me. 110 days ago I would have never thought of this day, but here I am. Cravings are still there, but I can somewhat control them, and know how to work through them. The though of buying a can hasn't crossed my mind in a good 60 days. In fact I find the sight of someone dipping repulsing.
100 down the rest of my life to go ODAAT!
Thanks everyone for the support.
We'll head over to Defiance, Ohio for our next stop and pick up Wannemacher, a 15 year slave to the nic-bitch. He decided to quit when his son brought him a can telling him “here dad you need this”... powerful, very powerful stuff.
I was looking forward to his answer on what his screen name means as I thought it was some type of Star Wars reference that I just didn't get. It turns out that his screen name lacks any and all creativity because it is simply his name. Wanne is a married quitter with a blue and a pink in the kids department. This bad-assed quitter is a ONE HUNDRED PRECENT POSTER who wants to thank Baller Brothers Fish, Bass, Done4Me, True and Bsrano for all of their text messages despite how ghey they really were. He shouts out a special thanks to grizzled-vet J2B and “all of his great cubed wisdom”.
When queried (yes, I used that word) about what he would want on a desert island he indicated a “Taurus”. What he didn't clarify was where he would get gas for it? I supposed he could mean a gun, but Taurus firearms are about as reliable as a Ford Taurus. His go-to porn genre is “elephant” and this fits with his most-bizarre place to have sex with himself – a graveyard. Further he apparently didn't know you're supposed to fap with your HANDS when asked which hand he fapped with. He has a sing;e tat and working on the second, which is an animated gif tat of MCO's avatar.
If a quit brother visits Defiance Ohio (god forbid) Bass does get a room in the house but AR-Fishteen will be alone in the dog house-- for the dog's safety.
This boxer wearing storm-trooper loves the countryside and is in the “rear-with-the-gear” on the human centipede and will be there bringing it up while chowing down on a Whopper from BK. Could be a bit scratchy for the person in front as he gets his Brazilian waxes at the same place that Ron Jeremy does.
Wanne failed history class in high school as indicated by his choice of Presidents: Worst – Al Gore, Best Jefferson Davis, but what he is lacking in “who was actually a President” he makes up for in knowledge about presidents daughters because he wants Chelsea over Lewinsky as long as he has a bag and the lights are off. If Hillary were around he'd whack her with Sarah Palin's gun stock. Man, I like this guy.
His best parts about being quit are not having to ninja dip and the text-threads they get rolling in June. (I think MayGhey calls it a vortex) For being such a bad-ass quitter he gets 2 tickets to his fantasy concert with Nirvana opening for The Beatles. Concert to be held in your imagination, however.
He wants you to watch HIS intro music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM)
Congrats on the Hall buddy! Good job owning your quit!"
Big congrats Wanne! Enjoy the day, then get back on roll EDD and keep the quit strong!!
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HOF BABY!
Gotta say that today is a happy day for me. 110 days ago I would have never thought of this day, but here I am. Cravings are still there, but I can somewhat control them, and know how to work through them. The though of buying a can hasn't crossed my mind in a good 60 days. In fact I find the sight of someone dipping repulsing.
100 down the rest of my life to go ODAAT!
Thanks everyone for the support.
We'll head over to Defiance, Ohio for our next stop and pick up Wannemacher, a 15 year slave to the nic-bitch. He decided to quit when his son brought him a can telling him “here dad you need this”... powerful, very powerful stuff.
I was looking forward to his answer on what his screen name means as I thought it was some type of Star Wars reference that I just didn't get. It turns out that his screen name lacks any and all creativity because it is simply his name. Wanne is a married quitter with a blue and a pink in the kids department. This bad-assed quitter is a ONE HUNDRED PRECENT POSTER who wants to thank Baller Brothers Fish, Bass, Done4Me, True and Bsrano for all of their text messages despite how ghey they really were. He shouts out a special thanks to grizzled-vet J2B and “all of his great cubed wisdom”.
When queried (yes, I used that word) about what he would want on a desert island he indicated a “Taurus”. What he didn't clarify was where he would get gas for it? I supposed he could mean a gun, but Taurus firearms are about as reliable as a Ford Taurus. His go-to porn genre is “elephant” and this fits with his most-bizarre place to have sex with himself – a graveyard. Further he apparently didn't know you're supposed to fap with your HANDS when asked which hand he fapped with. He has a sing;e tat and working on the second, which is an animated gif tat of MCO's avatar.
If a quit brother visits Defiance Ohio (god forbid) Bass does get a room in the house but AR-Fishteen will be alone in the dog house-- for the dog's safety.
This boxer wearing storm-trooper loves the countryside and is in the “rear-with-the-gear” on the human centipede and will be there bringing it up while chowing down on a Whopper from BK. Could be a bit scratchy for the person in front as he gets his Brazilian waxes at the same place that Ron Jeremy does.
Wanne failed history class in high school as indicated by his choice of Presidents: Worst – Al Gore, Best Jefferson Davis, but what he is lacking in “who was actually a President” he makes up for in knowledge about presidents daughters because he wants Chelsea over Lewinsky as long as he has a bag and the lights are off. If Hillary were around he'd whack her with Sarah Palin's gun stock. Man, I like this guy.
His best parts about being quit are not having to ninja dip and the text-threads they get rolling in June. (I think MayGhey calls it a vortex) For being such a bad-ass quitter he gets 2 tickets to his fantasy concert with Nirvana opening for The Beatles. Concert to be held in your imagination, however.
He wants you to watch HIS intro music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM)
Congrats on the Hall buddy! Good job owning your quit!"
Big congrats Wanne! Enjoy the day, then get back on roll EDD and keep the quit strong!!
Welcome to the HOF! Enjoy your day, and keep your tools sharp! There are likely still some tough quit days ahead, but it gets way better!
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HOF BABY!
Gotta say that today is a happy day for me. 110 days ago I would have never thought of this day, but here I am. Cravings are still there, but I can somewhat control them, and know how to work through them. The though of buying a can hasn't crossed my mind in a good 60 days. In fact I find the sight of someone dipping repulsing.
100 down the rest of my life to go ODAAT!
Thanks everyone for the support.
We'll head over to Defiance, Ohio for our next stop and pick up Wannemacher, a 15 year slave to the nic-bitch. He decided to quit when his son brought him a can telling him “here dad you need this”... powerful, very powerful stuff.
I was looking forward to his answer on what his screen name means as I thought it was some type of Star Wars reference that I just didn't get. It turns out that his screen name lacks any and all creativity because it is simply his name. Wanne is a married quitter with a blue and a pink in the kids department. This bad-assed quitter is a ONE HUNDRED PRECENT POSTER who wants to thank Baller Brothers Fish, Bass, Done4Me, True and Bsrano for all of their text messages despite how ghey they really were. He shouts out a special thanks to grizzled-vet J2B and “all of his great cubed wisdom”.
When queried (yes, I used that word) about what he would want on a desert island he indicated a “Taurus”. What he didn't clarify was where he would get gas for it? I supposed he could mean a gun, but Taurus firearms are about as reliable as a Ford Taurus. His go-to porn genre is “elephant” and this fits with his most-bizarre place to have sex with himself – a graveyard. Further he apparently didn't know you're supposed to fap with your HANDS when asked which hand he fapped with. He has a sing;e tat and working on the second, which is an animated gif tat of MCO's avatar.
If a quit brother visits Defiance Ohio (god forbid) Bass does get a room in the house but AR-Fishteen will be alone in the dog house-- for the dog's safety.
This boxer wearing storm-trooper loves the countryside and is in the “rear-with-the-gear” on the human centipede and will be there bringing it up while chowing down on a Whopper from BK. Could be a bit scratchy for the person in front as he gets his Brazilian waxes at the same place that Ron Jeremy does.
Wanne failed history class in high school as indicated by his choice of Presidents: Worst – Al Gore, Best Jefferson Davis, but what he is lacking in “who was actually a President” he makes up for in knowledge about presidents daughters because he wants Chelsea over Lewinsky as long as he has a bag and the lights are off. If Hillary were around he'd whack her with Sarah Palin's gun stock. Man, I like this guy.
His best parts about being quit are not having to ninja dip and the text-threads they get rolling in June. (I think MayGhey calls it a vortex) For being such a bad-ass quitter he gets 2 tickets to his fantasy concert with Nirvana opening for The Beatles. Concert to be held in your imagination, however.
He wants you to watch HIS intro music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM)
Congrats on the Hall buddy! Good job owning your quit!"
Big congrats Wanne! Enjoy the day, then get back on roll EDD and keep the quit strong!!
Welcome to the HOF! Enjoy your day, and keep your tools sharp! There are likely still some tough quit days ahead, but it gets way better!
Congrats Wanne - anytime you want to swing up to Toledo, let me know. We can drive the cube over to the mexican butcher, get some steaks and have some of lake erie's finest water.
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HOF BABY!
Gotta say that today is a happy day for me. 110 days ago I would have never thought of this day, but here I am. Cravings are still there, but I can somewhat control them, and know how to work through them. The though of buying a can hasn't crossed my mind in a good 60 days. In fact I find the sight of someone dipping repulsing.
100 down the rest of my life to go ODAAT!
Thanks everyone for the support.
We'll head over to Defiance, Ohio for our next stop and pick up Wannemacher, a 15 year slave to the nic-bitch. He decided to quit when his son brought him a can telling him “here dad you need this”... powerful, very powerful stuff.
I was looking forward to his answer on what his screen name means as I thought it was some type of Star Wars reference that I just didn't get. It turns out that his screen name lacks any and all creativity because it is simply his name. Wanne is a married quitter with a blue and a pink in the kids department. This bad-assed quitter is a ONE HUNDRED PRECENT POSTER who wants to thank Baller Brothers Fish, Bass, Done4Me, True and Bsrano for all of their text messages despite how ghey they really were. He shouts out a special thanks to grizzled-vet J2B and “all of his great cubed wisdom”.
When queried (yes, I used that word) about what he would want on a desert island he indicated a “Taurus”. What he didn't clarify was where he would get gas for it? I supposed he could mean a gun, but Taurus firearms are about as reliable as a Ford Taurus. His go-to porn genre is “elephant” and this fits with his most-bizarre place to have sex with himself – a graveyard. Further he apparently didn't know you're supposed to fap with your HANDS when asked which hand he fapped with. He has a sing;e tat and working on the second, which is an animated gif tat of MCO's avatar.
If a quit brother visits Defiance Ohio (god forbid) Bass does get a room in the house but AR-Fishteen will be alone in the dog house-- for the dog's safety.
This boxer wearing storm-trooper loves the countryside and is in the “rear-with-the-gear” on the human centipede and will be there bringing it up while chowing down on a Whopper from BK. Could be a bit scratchy for the person in front as he gets his Brazilian waxes at the same place that Ron Jeremy does.
Wanne failed history class in high school as indicated by his choice of Presidents: Worst – Al Gore, Best Jefferson Davis, but what he is lacking in “who was actually a President” he makes up for in knowledge about presidents daughters because he wants Chelsea over Lewinsky as long as he has a bag and the lights are off. If Hillary were around he'd whack her with Sarah Palin's gun stock. Man, I like this guy.
His best parts about being quit are not having to ninja dip and the text-threads they get rolling in June. (I think MayGhey calls it a vortex) For being such a bad-ass quitter he gets 2 tickets to his fantasy concert with Nirvana opening for The Beatles. Concert to be held in your imagination, however.
He wants you to watch HIS intro music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM)
Congrats on the Hall buddy! Good job owning your quit!"
Big congrats Wanne! Enjoy the day, then get back on roll EDD and keep the quit strong!!
Welcome to the HOF! Enjoy your day, and keep your tools sharp! There are likely still some tough quit days ahead, but it gets way better!
Congrats Wanne - anytime you want to swing up to Toledo, let me know. We can drive the cube over to the mexican butcher, get some steaks and have some of lake erie's finest water.
Congrats Wanne, proud to be quit with you even though you and J2B have not had showers in 3 days.
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HOF BABY!
Gotta say that today is a happy day for me. 110 days ago I would have never thought of this day, but here I am. Cravings are still there, but I can somewhat control them, and know how to work through them. The though of buying a can hasn't crossed my mind in a good 60 days. In fact I find the sight of someone dipping repulsing.
100 down the rest of my life to go ODAAT!
Thanks everyone for the support.
We'll head over to Defiance, Ohio for our next stop and pick up Wannemacher, a 15 year slave to the nic-bitch. He decided to quit when his son brought him a can telling him “here dad you need this”... powerful, very powerful stuff.
I was looking forward to his answer on what his screen name means as I thought it was some type of Star Wars reference that I just didn't get. It turns out that his screen name lacks any and all creativity because it is simply his name. Wanne is a married quitter with a blue and a pink in the kids department. This bad-assed quitter is a ONE HUNDRED PRECENT POSTER who wants to thank Baller Brothers Fish, Bass, Done4Me, True and Bsrano for all of their text messages despite how ghey they really were. He shouts out a special thanks to grizzled-vet J2B and “all of his great cubed wisdom”.
When queried (yes, I used that word) about what he would want on a desert island he indicated a “Taurus”. What he didn't clarify was where he would get gas for it? I supposed he could mean a gun, but Taurus firearms are about as reliable as a Ford Taurus. His go-to porn genre is “elephant” and this fits with his most-bizarre place to have sex with himself – a graveyard. Further he apparently didn't know you're supposed to fap with your HANDS when asked which hand he fapped with. He has a sing;e tat and working on the second, which is an animated gif tat of MCO's avatar.
If a quit brother visits Defiance Ohio (god forbid) Bass does get a room in the house but AR-Fishteen will be alone in the dog house-- for the dog's safety.
This boxer wearing storm-trooper loves the countryside and is in the “rear-with-the-gear” on the human centipede and will be there bringing it up while chowing down on a Whopper from BK. Could be a bit scratchy for the person in front as he gets his Brazilian waxes at the same place that Ron Jeremy does.
Wanne failed history class in high school as indicated by his choice of Presidents: Worst – Al Gore, Best Jefferson Davis, but what he is lacking in “who was actually a President” he makes up for in knowledge about presidents daughters because he wants Chelsea over Lewinsky as long as he has a bag and the lights are off. If Hillary were around he'd whack her with Sarah Palin's gun stock. Man, I like this guy.
His best parts about being quit are not having to ninja dip and the text-threads they get rolling in June. (I think MayGhey calls it a vortex) For being such a bad-ass quitter he gets 2 tickets to his fantasy concert with Nirvana opening for The Beatles. Concert to be held in your imagination, however.
He wants you to watch HIS intro music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM)
Congrats on the Hall buddy! Good job owning your quit!"
Big congrats Wanne! Enjoy the day, then get back on roll EDD and keep the quit strong!!
Welcome to the HOF! Enjoy your day, and keep your tools sharp! There are likely still some tough quit days ahead, but it gets way better!
Congrats Wanne - anytime you want to swing up to Toledo, let me know. We can drive the cube over to the mexican butcher, get some steaks and have some of lake erie's finest water.
Congrats Wanne, proud to be quit with you even though you and J2B have not had showers in 3 days.
Congrats and what he ^^^^^ said. From my experience with you and j2b, I have concluded that there must always be a concentration of neurotoxins in west ohio water table.
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HOF BABY!
Gotta say that today is a happy day for me. 110 days ago I would have never thought of this day, but here I am. Cravings are still there, but I can somewhat control them, and know how to work through them. The though of buying a can hasn't crossed my mind in a good 60 days. In fact I find the sight of someone dipping repulsing.
100 down the rest of my life to go ODAAT!
Thanks everyone for the support.
We'll head over to Defiance, Ohio for our next stop and pick up Wannemacher, a 15 year slave to the nic-bitch. He decided to quit when his son brought him a can telling him “here dad you need this”... powerful, very powerful stuff.
I was looking forward to his answer on what his screen name means as I thought it was some type of Star Wars reference that I just didn't get. It turns out that his screen name lacks any and all creativity because it is simply his name. Wanne is a married quitter with a blue and a pink in the kids department. This bad-assed quitter is a ONE HUNDRED PRECENT POSTER who wants to thank Baller Brothers Fish, Bass, Done4Me, True and Bsrano for all of their text messages despite how ghey they really were. He shouts out a special thanks to grizzled-vet J2B and “all of his great cubed wisdom”.
When queried (yes, I used that word) about what he would want on a desert island he indicated a “Taurus”. What he didn't clarify was where he would get gas for it? I supposed he could mean a gun, but Taurus firearms are about as reliable as a Ford Taurus. His go-to porn genre is “elephant” and this fits with his most-bizarre place to have sex with himself – a graveyard. Further he apparently didn't know you're supposed to fap with your HANDS when asked which hand he fapped with. He has a sing;e tat and working on the second, which is an animated gif tat of MCO's avatar.
If a quit brother visits Defiance Ohio (god forbid) Bass does get a room in the house but AR-Fishteen will be alone in the dog house-- for the dog's safety.
This boxer wearing storm-trooper loves the countryside and is in the “rear-with-the-gear” on the human centipede and will be there bringing it up while chowing down on a Whopper from BK. Could be a bit scratchy for the person in front as he gets his Brazilian waxes at the same place that Ron Jeremy does.
Wanne failed history class in high school as indicated by his choice of Presidents: Worst – Al Gore, Best Jefferson Davis, but what he is lacking in “who was actually a President” he makes up for in knowledge about presidents daughters because he wants Chelsea over Lewinsky as long as he has a bag and the lights are off. If Hillary were around he'd whack her with Sarah Palin's gun stock. Man, I like this guy.
His best parts about being quit are not having to ninja dip and the text-threads they get rolling in June. (I think MayGhey calls it a vortex) For being such a bad-ass quitter he gets 2 tickets to his fantasy concert with Nirvana opening for The Beatles. Concert to be held in your imagination, however.
He wants you to watch HIS intro music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQVo0dk0nRM)
Congrats on the Hall buddy! Good job owning your quit!"
Big congrats Wanne! Enjoy the day, then get back on roll EDD and keep the quit strong!!
Welcome to the HOF! Enjoy your day, and keep your tools sharp! There are likely still some tough quit days ahead, but it gets way better!
Congrats Wanne - anytime you want to swing up to Toledo, let me know. We can drive the cube over to the mexican butcher, get some steaks and have some of lake erie's finest water.
Congrats Wanne, proud to be quit with you even though you and J2B have not had showers in 3 days.
Congrats and what he ^^^^^ said. From my experience with you and j2b, I have concluded that there must always be a concentration of neurotoxins in west ohio water table.
You mean this (https://www.google.com/search?q=lake+erie+blue+green+algae&espv=2&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=ZengU7jNC42dyASL-4C4AQ&ved=0CAYQ_AUoAQ&biw=1920&bih=995) doesnt look ok to drink?
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What is it with Ohio and their waterways (http://www.clf.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/Cuyahoga-Fire1.jpg)?
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What is it with Ohio and their waterways (http://www.clf.org/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/Cuyahoga-Fire1.jpg)?
Well, its too bad we cant light lake erie on fire again. Might actually help clear the algae.
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Congrats on hitting the HOF, see you tomorrow for a plus one.
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Good job brother. You've reached a sign on the side of the road that says HOF. The journey will never end. Keep posting those +1's and you will remain quit. Any of us who think we're cured at any particular milestone are playing Russian-roulette.
Wolfe
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Congrats on one lap around the sun nicotine free! I'm damn proud to quit with you wanne!
'boob' 'Have a beer' 'Cheers' 'boob'
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Like you said brother the fog, the suck, the pain aint crap when I think about my kids with out me, or some D-bag taking my place. I don't care what kind of pain I have to go threw to be there for them.
Man this really strikes a chord for me. Reinforces my quit ten-fold. Proud to quit alongside guys like this every damn day!
King