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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Swetty on July 21, 2014, 12:22:00 AM
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To my brothers that are bonded by a similar enemy. I am Swetty.
I chewed. I got addicted. I have lied to myself, my wife, my friends, my kids and to everyone with the idea that I can control the beast named Kodiak.
It ruled my day and planned my day. It entered my mind more often than the people that I love. At times, I chose spending time with bear as opposed to members of my family. Think about it? A can of Kodiak controlled how I worked, parented, ate, drank, behaved and even how I loved.
Well, 14 days ago, I fucking separated myself from this weight, mind control and eventual death. I am excited that I have come to this point. Pumped to say the least. But I am fucking scared as well. I cannot let my guard down. I have to be stronger than I have been in the last 24 years. I have to remove the bear every day from entering my body. I have to continue to hate the bear so much that I only have one choice and that is to live. Live to be free of this burden. Live to share the realities of my quit. Live to accept and acknowledge the support that my brothers provide. And live to support and honor your lives and your quit. And the life that I seek will be born everyday.
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To my brothers that are bonded by a similar enemy. I am Swetty.
I chewed. I got addicted. I have lied to myself, my wife, my friends, my kids and to everyone with the idea that I can control the beast named Kodiak.
It ruled my day and planned my day. It entered my mind more often than the people that I love. At times, I chose spending time with bear as opposed to members of my family. Think about it? A can of Kodiak controlled how I worked, parented, ate, drank, behaved and even how I loved.
Well, 14 days ago, I fucking separated myself from this weight, mind control and eventual death. I am excited that I have come to this point. Pumped to say the least. But I am fucking scared as well. I cannot let my guard down. I have to be stronger than I have been in the last 24 years. I have to remove the bear every day from entering my body. I have to continue to hate the bear so much that I only have one choice and that is to live. Live to be free of this burden. Live to share the realities of my quit. Live to accept and acknowledge the support that my brothers provide. And live to support and honor your lives and your quit. And the life that I seek will be born everyday.
Welcome aboard Swetty, I too was a slave to that Bear, and lived a pathetic life because of it. 2 weeks is a nice quit. Keep it up. Read and post often.
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To my brothers that are bonded by a similar enemy. I am Swetty.
I chewed. I got addicted. I have lied to myself, my wife, my friends, my kids and to everyone with the idea that I can control the beast named Kodiak.
It ruled my day and planned my day. It entered my mind more often than the people that I love. At times, I chose spending time with bear as opposed to members of my family. Think about it? A can of Kodiak controlled how I worked, parented, ate, drank, behaved and even how I loved.
Well, 14 days ago, I fucking separated myself from this weight, mind control and eventual death. I am excited that I have come to this point. Pumped to say the least. But I am fucking scared as well. I cannot let my guard down. I have to be stronger than I have been in the last 24 years. I have to remove the bear every day from entering my body. I have to continue to hate the bear so much that I only have one choice and that is to live. Live to be free of this burden. Live to share the realities of my quit. Live to accept and acknowledge the support that my brothers provide. And live to support and honor your lives and your quit. And the life that I seek will be born everyday.
Welcome aboard Swetty, I too was a slave to that Bear, and lived a pathetic life because of it. 2 weeks is a nice quit. Keep it up. Read and post often.
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Welcome Shwetty!
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You posted Day 14 yesterday but posted day 1 today? Was that a typo or did you cave? If you caved you've got some explaining to do!
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You posted Day 14 yesterday but posted day 1 today? Was that a typo or did you cave? If you caved you've got some explaining to do!
He fixed it.
This dude totally has the balls (http://www.hulu.com/watch/4156) to quit.
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You posted Day 14 yesterday but posted day 1 today? Was that a typo or did you cave? If you caved you've got some explaining to do!
He fixed it.
This dude totally has the balls (http://www.hulu.com/watch/4156) to quit.
ha, well done, glad that was an easy fix!
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To my brothers that are bonded by a similar enemy. I am Swetty.
I chewed. I got addicted. I have lied to myself, my wife, my friends, my kids and to everyone with the idea that I can control the beast named Kodiak.
It ruled my day and planned my day. It entered my mind more often than the people that I love. At times, I chose spending time with bear as opposed to members of my family. Think about it? A can of Kodiak controlled how I worked, parented, ate, drank, behaved and even how I loved.
Well, 14 days ago, I fucking separated myself from this weight, mind control and eventual death. I am excited that I have come to this point. Pumped to say the least. But I am fucking scared as well. I cannot let my guard down. I have to be stronger than I have been in the last 24 years. I have to remove the bear every day from entering my body. I have to continue to hate the bear so much that I only have one choice and that is to live. Live to be free of this burden. Live to share the realities of my quit. Live to accept and acknowledge the support that my brothers provide. And live to support and honor your lives and your quit. And the life that I seek will be born everyday.
Welcome Swetty! I also was a slave to that effing bear for 22 years. Like you - when I look back my entire life revolved around when I would get my next Kodiak fix. It was pathetic. I am now quit 65 days. You can do this. Just follow the plan and post roll every day.
If you need anything let me know
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To my brothers that are bonded by a similar enemy. I am Swetty.
I chewed. I got addicted. I have lied to myself, my wife, my friends, my kids and to everyone with the idea that I can control the beast named Kodiak.
It ruled my day and planned my day. It entered my mind more often than the people that I love. At times, I chose spending time with bear as opposed to members of my family. Think about it? A can of Kodiak controlled how I worked, parented, ate, drank, behaved and even how I loved.
Well, 14 days ago, I fucking separated myself from this weight, mind control and eventual death. I am excited that I have come to this point. Pumped to say the least. But I am fucking scared as well. I cannot let my guard down. I have to be stronger than I have been in the last 24 years. I have to remove the bear every day from entering my body. I have to continue to hate the bear so much that I only have one choice and that is to live. Live to be free of this burden. Live to share the realities of my quit. Live to accept and acknowledge the support that my brothers provide. And live to support and honor your lives and your quit. And the life that I seek will be born everyday.
Welcome Swetty! I also was a slave to that effing bear for 22 years. Like you - when I look back my entire life revolved around when I would get my next Kodiak fix. It was pathetic. I am now quit 65 days. You can do this. Just follow the plan and post roll every day.
If you need anything let me know
Good to see it was just a typo Swetty. I see you were the bear's bitch too, always good to meet another guy telling the bear to fuck off today!
....and lighty7 totally stole my sig quote from Diesel.... I love it. That's from my intro early on, true story bros!
Quit on brothers!! If anyone needs more accountability shoot me a message, my number is free.
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Congrats on your half a comma,
500!!
Cheers.
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Congrats on your half a comma,
500!!
Cheers.
Agree with that BAQ!
;Ironman: keep kicking ass ODAAT