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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: macgregor on April 07, 2014, 05:25:00 PM
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Hi, my name is Gregory I'm 35 yo. I know that maybe it may be a little bit strange , my english is not as good as yours beacause I'm from Poland. I'm on this website because I think this is the best place for me right now. In my country chewing is no as common as in US or Sweden but I've been hooked. Someday when I was maybe 17 years old I've started smoking cigarettes and I think, it was the first day of my nic addiction. After couple of years I quit this shit but addiction was there all the time.
So one day friend of mine gave me some dip and I started to chew. In my country I can't buy tobacco in shops etc but there is a internet shops when I'm buying this shit.
I've tryied scoal, copenhagen , red man , grizzly, timberwolf but my favorite is swedish snus called Thunder. It's strong snus and that's why my addiction is very strong I thing.
My life is full of troubles and sometimes I feel that's Thunder is the only good thing in my life.
I know that's bullshit what I've posted but sometimes I really feel like that.
Now when I'm posting this I've half can of thunde beside me and pinch of it in my mouth.
I want this day is the last day of dipping for me. I count at you and tommorow I want to join quiting group.
So... I don't know If I will be able to post roll and things like that because of my english but I will try cause I need this.
Greetings from poland to everyone on this site
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Hi, my name is Gregory I'm 35 yo. I know that maybe it may be a little bit strange , my english is not as good as yours beacause I'm from Poland. I'm on this website because I think this is the best place for me right now. In my country chewing is no as common as in US or Sweden but I've been hooked. Someday when I was maybe 17 years old I've started smoking cigarettes and I think, it was the first day of my nic addiction. After couple of years I quit this shit but addiction was there all the time.
So one day friend of mine gave me some dip and I started to chew. In my country I can't buy tobacco in shops etc but there is a internet shops when I'm buying this shit.
I've tryied scoal, copenhagen , red man , grizzly, timberwolf but my favorite is swedish snus called Thunder. It's strong snus and that's why my addiction is very strong I thing.
My life is full of troubles and sometimes I feel that's Thunder is the only good thing in my life.
I know that's bullshit what I've posted but sometimes I really feel like that.
Now when I'm posting this I've half can of thunde beside me and pinch of it in my mouth.
I want this day is the last day of dipping for me. I count at you and tommorow I want to join quiting group.
So... I don't know If I will be able to post roll and things like that because of my english but I will try cause I need this.
Greetings from poland to everyone on this site
Welcome, Gregory! Here is how to post roll and some other interesting items.
index.php?showforum=13 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13)
You can and must post roll every with your July 2014 Quit Group. Since you're in Poland, you'll probably be one of the first ones to post every day!
Visit around the site and show up in Live Chat, upper right.
We're glad you're here!
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Make the good thing in your life your quit! One day at a time my polish friend.
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So I have no way out now... Here is new day and in the morning i'm going to join the quiting group
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So I have no way out now... Here is new day and in the morning i'm going to join the quiting group
Did you quit yet or what? Just quit man. It's a decision.
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It sounds like you are planning on quitting tomorrow. Why not right now?
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It sounds like you are planning on quitting tomorrow. Why not right now?
What are you doing bro? Are you stuffing your pie hole with gobs and gobs of that nasty ass dick weed snuff the night before you quit? What the hell are you going to benefit from that? Toss all that shit in the toilette and go post your day one. We dont wait for tomorrows or weekends to quit bro, we quit Every Damn Day. Stop all the weak talk and lets get it man. Ill quit with you right now!
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Now when I'm posting this I've half can of thunde beside me and pinch of it in my mouth.
Are you kidding me!? That's an insult to this house bro. That's not how we play here. Flush that shit now. Get rid of it.
Until you do... This isn't the place for you.
You wanna quit. That's why you're here. Why not now? Now is always better. Tomorrow always breeds another tomorrow and you'll find some addict excuse to keep going. How do you know that between this moment and the morning isn't the final straw that turns healthy skin cells into cancerous skin cells?
Quit. Now. We'll help.
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Now when I'm posting this I've half can of thunde beside me and pinch of it in my mouth.
Are you kidding me!? That's an insult to this house bro. That's not how we play here. Flush that shit now. Get rid of it.
Until you do... This isn't the place for you.
You wanna quit. That's why you're here. Why not now? Now is always better. Tomorrow always breeds another tomorrow and you'll find some addict excuse to keep going. How do you know that between this moment and the morning isn't the final straw that turns healthy skin cells into cancerous skin cells?
Quit. Now. We'll help.
'troll'
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Now when I'm posting this I've half can of thunde beside me and pinch of it in my mouth.
Are you kidding me!? That's an insult to this house bro. That's not how we play here. Flush that shit now. Get rid of it.
Until you do... This isn't the place for you.
You wanna quit. That's why you're here. Why not now? Now is always better. Tomorrow always breeds another tomorrow and you'll find some addict excuse to keep going. How do you know that between this moment and the morning isn't the final straw that turns healthy skin cells into cancerous skin cells?
Quit. Now. We'll help.
'troll'
I was thinking the same thing WT. Nothing to see here.
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No, you didn't understand me. In my country time is diffrent. For example here is 9.45 am and I just woke up. That's why I wrote yesterday that I want to quit today - 8 april 2014. So now I'm going to start my day one.
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No, you didn't understand me. In my country time is diffrent. For example here is 9.45 am and I just woke up. That's why I wrote yesterday that I want to quit today - 8 april 2014. So now I'm going to start my day one.
Did you quit yet?
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No, you didn't understand me. In my country time is diffrent. For example here is 9.45 am and I just woke up. That's why I wrote yesterday that I want to quit today - 8 april 2014. So now I'm going to start my day one.
Did you quit yet?
Nice job posting roll. You will never regret quitting.
How about sharing some things about your great country with us non-polanders? Pretty much all that I know about Poland is that the place makes great vodka and hot lookin women. Sounds like a good place to live if you ask me!
You have posted your word to yourself and all if us that today you will not use nicotine. You can do anything for a day... You can do this. Stay on this site as much as you can, especially chat if possible. But remember, this is a one day at a time fight. And today you have given your word.
Today's gonna be bumpy my friend. Remember today always. As you will never have to relive this again.
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Hi now I'm on bicycle trip and I'm using my phone to add this post so it's little bit harder than on pc. About vodka and women.., Well, I'm not sure but I think that are only fairy tales. Maybe you fan find prettygirl but I think that In each country there are the pretty and ugly ones. Yes I've given my word to You and I'will not chew anymore. My. Post roll is a little messy cause I copied instead of cut. Next will be better
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I quit with you today Gregory, it was only 100 years ago my family was in Poland, so let's you and I quit today.
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I'm with you buddy! Quit strong today!
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Thanks for good words... Cravings becomes stronger and stronger and I'm afraid, because it's only my first day...
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Thanks for good words... Cravings becomes stronger and stronger and I'm afraid, because it's only my first day...
What are you afraid of?
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...of cravings, getting nervous, etc... I'm just afraid
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...of cravings, getting nervous, etc... I'm just afraid
Do not be afraid... Be stronger than a stupid weed! Make your promise every day by posting roll, then keep that promise for the day! Repeat daily. Do not worry about tomorrow, just quit one day at a time! I'll quit with you ! You can do this like everyone else here does!
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...of cravings, getting nervous, etc... I'm just afraid
be afraid of death, jaw loss, gum disease, or other things that are the real side effects
The cravings can be crushed with physical exercise, drinking lots of water, use fake dip or cinnamon candies if you have to.
PM me and we can exchange phone numbers, text me or call me anytime. If I can get to day 267 you can too. I am an addict and as soon as I learned that I figured out how to change that one day at a time.
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...of cravings, getting nervous, etc... I'm just afraid
be afraid of death, jaw loss, gum disease, or other things that are the real side effects
The cravings can be crushed with physical exercise, drinking lots of water, use fake dip or cinnamon candies if you have to.
PM me and we can exchange phone numbers, text me or call me anytime. If I can get to day 267 you can too. I am an addict and as soon as I learned that I figured out how to change that one day at a time.
You made a pledge to thousands of fellow quitters today that you would not use nicotine. You have nothing to be afraid of. You have an army of quit brothers at your side. All we ask is that you honor your pledge and do it every day without fault. We got your back. I'm quit with you today.
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It's not easy but thanks gór those words :)
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It's not easy but thanks gór those words :)
It sucks what we did to ourselves. But, if quitting was was easy no one would be a user... Because deep down everyone wants to quit. It isn't cool. It isn't safe. Beautiful women do not find it to be sexy. It is expensive. It will kill you. And it is really a filthy addiction.
This fight is do worth it you've got a bunch of bad asses of quit that have replied to you. They will help you win one day at a time. All that you have to do is post your promise and keep your word. This group will move mountains to help you.
As for the copy vs cut... I think I jacked up roll got a month at first! Don't worry about it... Someone will fix it if you mess it up. Just make sure your name is on that list first thing. Then lean on your team.
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I know it... to day is my second day and now I think that I feel a little better, but my mind is playing tricks with me... I know that i'm addicted and I've to stay strong
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I know it... to day is my second day and now I think that I feel a little better, but my mind is playing tricks with me... I know that i'm addicted and I've to stay strong
Day 2 is better than day one, but since you have posted for today you can mark any worries about today off your list too. You are doing great. Keep up the exercise and water and soon your body will be nicotine free. For the first time in a long long time.
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Mac, you got this, halfway through the mega-suck. Get mad at the NIC bitch and quit!
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It's second day i I feel I miss this fu...ing weed. It's crazy but I feel just that way... I'm hanging on with you all
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you got it mac...and change your thinking man! You don't miss it! You miss ice cream and sex...you are addicted and that is the nicotine telling you that you "miss" her. She's a dumb whore who's literally trying to kill you. reach down grab your sac and hold on tight...it takes balls to quit.
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you got it mac...and change your thinking man! You don't miss it! You miss ice cream and sex...you are addicted and that is the nicotine telling you that you "miss" her. She's a dumb whore who's literally trying to kill you. reach down grab your sac and hold on tight...it takes balls to quit.
Quitter above nailed it my friend. You don't miss it, you only want a fix. Start reading everything you can on nicotine/addiction. Learn your enemy it knows you. Knowledge is power.
Dig deep and take that life back. One day at a time,, that's all you have to quit for. You can quit for one day, right?? I got nothing better to do today, so i'll be quit with you all day.
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I'll be quit with you bro :) no matter how hard id it. This day I'm free
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I'll be quit with you bro :) no matter how hard id it. This day I'm free
Hang in there, Mac. You can do this. I quit with you today.
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I'll be quit with you bro :) no matter how hard id it. This day I'm free
Hang in there, Mac. You can do this. I quit with you today.
Day 3 Greg! Your body is about to experience nicotine freedom for the first time in many many years. Nicotine is going to make a final bad ass attack to lure you back. But your name is on the July roll this morning, so your success today is assured based on your integrity. Fight like hell and enjoy your minute by minute victory.
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Hey, Today I feel fine, it's a little strange but I feel much better than yesterday :)
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That's because you are WINNING! One day at a time...i bet you a buffalo nickel you'll feel better tomorrow then you do today!
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Hey, Today I feel fine, it's a little strange but I feel much better than yesterday :)
Every day you will fell better, there will be some off days that don't feel euphoric but they will all feel better.
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Greg - how's day 4 going? Welcome to a nic free weekend!
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Hi, I haven't posted roll yet cause I've got some things to do today but i will post roll imediately after I'm back home. Day 4 is ok. What's the best thing in quiting My feeling od taste us back
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Posting roll is one of the most important things you do because it's your promise to yourself and the group that you will not use nicotine today. For myself, I found posting roll first thing in the morning to really help me get thru the day nic free. Quit on!
mb289
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Greg, it is 930 am here in the US Midwest, so it is afternoon in your great country. Posting roll is free insurance to protect your great results. It matters to you, to me, and to all of us on this site. See, when I see your name on roll I can know... Greg is on day 4 but he has given his word... And I know he is a man with integrity and honor, so today he is golden.
Right now, we are worried about you.
Please make posting roll your A top top #1 priority of the day. It makes the whole KTC team stronger. And please get your name on today's roll. This is too important to take risks.
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Greg, it is 930 am here in the US Midwest, so it is afternoon in your great country. Posting roll is free insurance to protect your great results. It matters to you, to me, and to all of us on this site. See, when I see your name on roll I can know... Greg is on day 4 but he has given his word... And I know he is a man with integrity and honor, so today he is golden.
Right now, we are worried about you.
Please make posting roll your A top top #1 priority of the day. It makes the whole KTC team stronger. And please get your name on today's roll. This is too important to take risks.
and too piggy back on workintown...if you can come on your intro page and post something you should be able to post roll...just sayin
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ok, Forgive me that I'm late today... I just thought that I can post a roll from my smartphone but I can"t so I had to wait untill I get may PC. I know that I gave you my word and I won't forget of it. Thank you for your support and care
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ok, Forgive me that I'm late today... I just thought that I can post a roll from my smartphone but I can"t so I had to wait untill I get may PC. I know that I gave you my word and I won't forget of it. Thank you for your support and care
Mac, I totally respect this. You tried posting on your phone, wasn't able to do it, but posting roll was important enough to find 2 minutes to hop on your PC when you got home to get that name on the board.
Doesn't sound so hard to me. Macgregor gets it, and this simple task and dedication to this task makes you a badass. Well played kid.
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Hey it's not so simple... I can write something on my phone - it's true but I couldn't post roll because on my phone I can't copy / cut and paste and I need this to post a roll. I've tryied many times but I couldn't work it out. So I had to wait for my PC
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Greg, it is 930 am here in the US Midwest, so it is afternoon in your great country. Posting roll is free insurance to protect your great results. It matters to you, to me, and to all of us on this site. See, when I see your name on roll I can know... Greg is on day 4 but he has given his word... And I know he is a man with integrity and honor, so today he is golden.
Right now, we are worried about you.
Please make posting roll your A top top #1 priority of the day. It makes the whole KTC team stronger. And please get your name on today's roll. This is too important to take risks.
and too piggy back on workintown...
if you can come on your intro page and post something you should be able to post roll...just sayin...
Hey it's not so simple... I can write something on my phone - it's true but I couldn't post roll because on my phone I can't copy / cut and paste and I need this to post a roll. I've tryied many times but I couldn't work it out. So I had to wait for my PC
i guess i wouldn't know...my phone is something out of the late 90's. I am sure though you could ask around here and find someone that can help you post from your Iphone. I'm not that guy but i'm sure there's some around.
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Hey it's not so simple... I can write something on my phone - it's true but I couldn't post roll because on my phone I can't copy / cut and paste and I need this to post a roll. I've tryied many times but I couldn't work it out. So I had to wait for my PC
exchange phone numbers with a fellow quitter, befriend them and perhaps they will post roll for you via the text.
Just saying there are lots of options. The hard mounted phone in my truck (with that cute curly antennae) and the bag phone I have don't text or surf the net but my fellow quitters can for me.
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Hey it's not so simple... I can write something on my phone - it's true but I couldn't post roll because on my phone I can't copy / cut and paste and I need this to post a roll. I've tryied many times but I couldn't work it out. So I had to wait for my PC
exchange phone numbers with a fellow quitter, befriend them and perhaps they will post roll for you via the text.
Just saying there are lots of options. The hard mounted phone in my truck (with that cute curly antennae) and the bag phone I have don't text or surf the net but my fellow quitters can for me.
I have quit with you four days in a row Greg. I admire and respect your attitude and response. Steakbomb called it right - you are a badass. Quit on!
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5 days of solid quit macgregor! 5 days of winning ! These wins spill over into other psrts of your life too. All of the time, energy, money, the lying to yourself about your addiction... It all adds up to a sense of freedom that you are earning. And the freed up time allows focus on yourself and what you love instead of feeding a dangerous addiction. Congratulations on your first weekend of quit!
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and remember, you no longer have nicotine in your system...and you never have to again! One day at a time
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The fifth day wasn't good. I have been thinking about chewing many times. I don't know why but today cravings were strong and I was sad. And nervous. It was hard day but I stayed clear. Day like this remember me that I will always be addicted. Thanks for your support
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The fifth day wasn't good. I have been thinking about chewing many times. I don't know why but today cravings were strong and I was sad. And nervous. It was hard day but I stayed clear. Day like this remember me that I will always be addicted. Thanks for your support
Good job on 5 days my friend. Today might be tough and you always will be an addict but; these days will not last forever. The new you will be one bad dude. The new you will not be :( . The new you will be proud of what he's accomplished. The new you will get through a day without giving the poison a second thought. This is well worth it. You got my word on that.
Right now you are making your way to a door. This door is hard to get to and open. Settle in, keep your head pointed forward and make your way to the door. You will get there one day at a time and you will love what's on the other side. Keep your chin up and :( will turn to :D .
Beautiful day to be free my friend. If you made it 5 you can damn sure make it 6. I recommend a steak and ice cream on this fine Saturday evening. Need anything let me know.
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The fifth day wasn't good. I have been thinking about chewing many times. I don't know why but today cravings were strong and I was sad. And nervous. It was hard day but I stayed clear. Day like this remember me that I will always be addicted. Thanks for your support
Yeah sounds like me on day 5 and now I'm closing in on day 50 so you can and will do it too.
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I saw those messages and it makes me stay strong for another day. One day at time :)
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You will never have to relive day 5 again. You poisoned your brain for a long time with the most addictive substance on earth. The pain of today is very worth it. All of the people replying to you have been in your shoes. This many quitters in the same corner cheering you on can't be wrong.
We aren't.
You will never regret this. Stay strong, one day at a time.
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Mac - congrats on getting one if the worst, and yet the best, weeks of your life behind you! Glad to see you posted up this morning after yesterday's upgrades. You've got a strong quit building, one day at a time!
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Mac - congrats on getting one if the worst, and yet the best, weeks of your life behind you! Glad to see you posted up this morning after yesterday's upgrades. You've got a strong quit building, one day at a time!
Hi Mac, You have a lot of superb quitters helping you! Your first quit week is a great thing brother. Congrats. You will have good and bad days but trust me the good days become more frequent and the bad days become farther apart. You are doing this and there are a lot of us that want you to succeed! Keep posting roll everyday, make friends that you can lean on when you need help, and study about our addiction. Knowledge is power my friend!
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It wasn't nice week but I'm still quiting. Today I've quarelled with my ex wife, we have yelled AT each other nad after that I had a very strong craving for tobacco. Now I feel a little better but things like that remembers me how thin that line is... If I didn't quit couple od days ago, propably today I would chew half a can...
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It wasn't nice week but I'm still quiting. Today I've quarelled with my ex wife, we have yelled AT each other nad after that I had a very strong craving for tobacco. Now I feel a little better but things like that remembers me how thin that line is... If I didn't quit couple od days ago, propably today I would chew half a can...
You hit that right on the head... it's a very thin line sometimes. You're doing the right things to distance yourself from that though. Stay strong bro... in case you haven't noticed... you're winning!
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It wasn't nice week but I'm still quiting. Today I've quarelled with my ex wife, we have yelled AT each other nad after that I had a very strong craving for tobacco. Now I feel a little better but things like that remembers me how thin that line is... If I didn't quit couple od days ago, propably today I would chew half a can...
You hit that right on the head... it's a very thin line sometimes. You're doing the right things to distance yourself from that though. Stay strong bro... in case you haven't noticed... you're winning!
Sounds like you got 2 bad things out of your life! Seems kinda crazy to think that not that long ago you were choosing to let a fight with the ex give you an excuse to load your lip with a cancer causing plant. Those days are over.
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It wasn't nice week but I'm still quiting. Today I've quarelled with my ex wife, we have yelled AT each other nad after that I had a very strong craving for tobacco. Now I feel a little better but things like that remembers me how thin that line is... If I didn't quit couple od days ago, propably today I would chew half a can...
You hit that right on the head... it's a very thin line sometimes. You're doing the right things to distance yourself from that though. Stay strong bro... in case you haven't noticed... you're winning!
Sounds like you got 2 bad things out of your life! Seems kinda crazy to think that not that long ago you were choosing to let a fight with the ex give you an excuse to load your lip with a cancer causing plant. Those days are over.
Good job. You got one thing wrong with your statement. Your statement about not being a nice week.
Got a statement of my own. The way i see it. 1st thing, how long has it been since you went a whole week without the poison. 2nd question. How long has it been since you've been a whole week without because you were quit. No intention of using again?
Where you live is a long ways from my home town in Florida, but the way i see things you have made it a week without one of the most addictive drugs known to man. That's one week you haven't spent your hard earned money on something that has only done one thing for you. TAKE! That's one week you haven't used the poison as a tool to fix what it can't. The poison takes, breaks, and lies. This has been a week to be proud. A week of your life being yours.
Be proud of you accomplishment. Freedom my friend, smell it, taste it and feel it. I for one am proud of you. Suck in that dignity that belongs to you. Quit with you my friend.
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Yes but I thought that it wasn't excuse but a reason, one of many reasons. But deep inside me I think that maybe you're right and It was excuse to follow my addiction
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Yes but I thought that it wasn't excuse but a reason, one of many reasons. But deep inside me I think that maybe you're right and It was excuse to follow my addiction
Some people call a "reason" a "trigger." Hunting = trigger. Stress = reason. Yard work = trigger. Fishing = reason.
Triggers are something that guns have. Every time you load poison in your face you are pulling a trigger.
And there is no logic (aka reason) to pull that trigger. Thus it is an excuse to follow your addiction. You are doing great, macgregor. You are getting there one day at a time. Keep it up! Proud to quit with you today.
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Yes , there should be no excuses , triggers, reasons for thing like this shit. I don't want to load my face with this poison. Yesterday i have red some informations about cancer caused by smokeless tobacco and it was horrible. People who has lost their tongues, throats , jaws . I don't want be one of them so I hope I'll be clear for the rest of my life. Now i can say that I will not use tobacco today :) Thanks for your support it's good to have you by my side .
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Macgregor! It is your second weekend of freedom! There have been some bumpy days, but each day the light gets just a little brighter. How are things going?
Be proud of this accomplishment. The positivity will spill over to other parts of your life.
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Hey, I'm fine. I feel great beacause of quiting - it's true. Sometimes I have some realy strong cravings and sometimes. Sometimes my mind is playing tricks with me and want to make me to use tobacco but I'm staying clean. In this week I had some bumpy days but I think that if I could work it out without a nic I can do so in the future. I'm looking forward another weekend without tobacco but today I promise not to use nic today... ODAAT
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Hey, I'm fine. I feel great beacause of quiting - it's true. Sometimes I have some realy strong cravings and sometimes. Sometimes my mind is playing tricks with me and want to make me to use tobacco but I'm staying clean. In this week I had some bumpy days but I think that if I could work it out without a nic I can do so in the future. I'm looking forward another weekend without tobacco but today I promise not to use nic today... ODAAT
The mind games you can overcome macgregor. It sounds like a hollow promise right now... But they get much easier to deal with, and fast. Be patient and remember them vividly. The memories will help fuel some hatred of what nicotine did to you and that will help you down the road.
You are killing it one day at a time. Keep on quittin on dude.
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Stay the course, stay the quit. I am still new and having hard bumpy days, but I am dedicated and I QLF EDD. I quit with you.
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Hi,
It's 19 th day of my quiting. I'm writing this post because things doesn't go good. I thing i'm losing strenght... It was bumpy week for me and i thought couple times of chewing. I'm staying clean so far but like i said slowly i'm losing strenght.. and now i think that snus will be the best thing to heal my mind. I know that's it's crazy but i think this way ...
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Hi,
It's 19 th day of my quiting. I'm writing this post because things doesn't go good. I thing i'm losing strenght... It was bumpy week for me and i thought couple times of chewing. I'm staying clean so far but like i said slowly i'm losing strenght.. and now i think that snus will be the best thing to heal my mind. I know that's it's crazy but i think this way ...
Check your Inbox (top right corner)
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Hi,
It's 19 th day of my quiting. I'm writing this post because things doesn't go good. I thing i'm losing strenght... It was bumpy week for me and i thought couple times of chewing. I'm staying clean so far but like i said slowly i'm losing strenght.. and now i think that snus will be the best thing to heal my mind. I know that's it's crazy but i think this way ...
Check your Inbox (top right corner)
Losing strength? Hell no you aren't losing strength! You are gaining freedom. One day at a tie macgregor. Forget about yesterday. You'll never have to relive that day again and any misery that day or the ones before you were full of... Unless of course you were to give in to nicotine. You won't do that though... Because you posted your word.
No one. NO ONE NEEDS NICOTINE. No to live. Not to perform. Not to work. Not to anything. It doesn't make you stronger. It doesn't make you wiser. It doesn't improve your focus. It just takes... Slowly but surely it takes from you until you have nothing left to give. You are approaching a turning point my friend. You can do this. If some weak ass like me can, I know a bad ass like you can. And you will - your word is sacred.
I'm proud to quit with you today macgregor.
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Hi,
It's 19 th day of my quiting. I'm writing this post because things doesn't go good. I thing i'm losing strenght... It was bumpy week for me and i thought couple times of chewing. I'm staying clean so far but like i said slowly i'm losing strenght.. and now i think that snus will be the best thing to heal my mind. I know that's it's crazy but i think this way ...
Check your Inbox (top right corner)
Losing strength? Hell no you aren't losing strength! You are gaining freedom. One day at a tie macgregor. Forget about yesterday. You'll never have to relive that day again and any misery that day or the ones before you were full of... Unless of course you were to give in to nicotine. You won't do that though... Because you posted your word.
No one. NO ONE NEEDS NICOTINE. No to live. Not to perform. Not to work. Not to anything. It doesn't make you stronger. It doesn't make you wiser. It doesn't improve your focus. It just takes... Slowly but surely it takes from you until you have nothing left to give. You are approaching a turning point my friend. You can do this. If some weak ass like me can, I know a bad ass like you can. And you will - your word is sacred.
I'm proud to quit with you today macgregor.
You want to know one of the worst feelings ever? You want to lose every bit of dignity you've been taking back for 19 days. Suck it up brother. 19 days is a new beginning.
Snus, what is that crap anyways. You make it sound like it's a can of bliss, happiness and wealth.
Like everything will get better if you go spend you're hard earned money on it, place it in your pie hole and suckle with it. Complete opposite my friend. You want the taste of failure and death, YOU GO RIGHT AHEAD!
By the way, you have posted roll today, so that cave will have to wait. Unless your word isn't worth a sh@@. Quit with you today.
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Today I'll be clean... I know it. Maybe cravings will be over tomorrow. I hope so, but now I feel strange. I feel like 3 rd day of quiting...
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Today I'll be clean... I know it. Maybe cravings will be over tomorrow. I hope so, but now I feel strange. I feel like 3 rd day of quiting...
You keep plugging away. Trust me, you got not one better thing to do then keeping this quit top priority.
Do whatever it takes to get through the bad days. Fake, candy, gum, suck on your thumb or maybe even a pacifier. Do whatever it takes! There is no cave brother, that doesn't exist for you anymore. The more the mind believes that the easier this quit becomes. There is no going back. Your in this for the long hall, so settle in and keep your head pointed forward. Nothing back there but a smelly, slave making can of death. You need anything let me know. How bad do you want this?
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Macgregor! Nice job with the +1s! Let's get an update from you! This is a great place to document your progress and look back on some of the misery nicotine brought to your life. Glad to see you posting every day!
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Happy birthday macgregor! Your first birthday of freedom in a hell of a long time. A first, big milestone. One day at a time!
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Happy birthday macgregor! Your first birthday of freedom in a hell of a long time. A first, big milestone. One day at a time!
He hasn't posted since the 12th after posting every day beforehand. Doesn't bode too well.
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Happy birthday macgregor! Your first birthday of freedom in a hell of a long time. A first, big milestone. One day at a time!
He hasn't posted since the 12th after posting every day beforehand. Doesn't bode too well.
I've posted for him - he messaged me early in the week that he would be away from the internet a few days and asked that I post for him daily. That bodes very well.
Macgregor is rock solid on his birthday - day 39.
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Happy birthday macgregor! Your first birthday of freedom in a hell of a long time. A first, big milestone. One day at a time!
He hasn't posted since the 12th after posting every day beforehand. Doesn't bode too well.
I've posted for him - he messaged me early in the week that he would be away from the internet a few days and asked that I post for him daily. That bodes very well.
Macgregor is rock solid on his birthday - day 39.
Oh good. I checked his recent posts and didn't see any. Good To hear.
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Happy birthday my Polish brother, or, as they say in Poland, Wszystkiego najlepszego z okazji urodzin !!!
Proud to be quit with you today, and STO LAT to ya!
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Hi,
I'm back on board. Thanks for your greetings and I' want you to know that I'm still quiting. I'm still clean. I could't post for last four days because I was away from internet and even my phone just as Worktowin said. I want to thank him for his support and helping me with posting. Thank you my friends .
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Hello.
Today I think I have to share my feelings about quiting with people who are quiting with me. I'm on 68 day of my quiting and I feel strange. I thought that cravings died many days ago but I was wrong. Today is saturday and since wednesday I've very strong cravings. I'm still clean so far but I feel a little bit worse that couple days ago... and I'm thinking about dipping very often :(
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Hello.
Today I think I have to share my feelings about quiting with people who are quiting with me. I'm on 68 day of my quiting and I feel strange. I thought that cravings died many days ago but I was wrong. Today is saturday and since wednesday I've very strong cravings. I'm still clean so far but I feel a little bit worse that couple days ago... and I'm thinking about dipping very often :(
This is normal and it will pass. Spend extra time on the KTC message board today. Get into chat. We are here for you.
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I've red abot it on KTC but I thought that it will starts at 70- 90 day not now. I think that the symptoms of withdrawal will grow up :(
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I've red abot it on KTC but I thought that it will starts at 70- 90 day not now. I think that the symptoms of withdrawal will grow up :(
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I've red abot it on KTC but I thought that it will starts at 70- 90 day not now. I think that the symptoms of withdrawal will grow up :(
G,
Im on day 4.
I just spent the last 40 minutes reading the story of your quit from day 1.
You inspired me. Now, 27, min ago you post that youre having a tough time.
Bullshit......go find that set of balls that got you to day 68.
If you think this is tough, evidently you have forgotten day 4.
You stick close to your support here.
Joe C
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Hello Joe ,
I'm happy that I can inspire You it is imortant to me . And what you wrote is supporting me in this tough time. I remember my 4 day and I think that it was the worst day of my quitting, but I have to tell You that fifth day was easy. I remember those days very clearly...Thanks for your message and your support :)
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I've red abot it on KTC but I thought that it will starts at 70- 90 day not now. I think that the symptoms of withdrawal will grow up :(
G,
Im on day 4.
I just spent the last 40 minutes reading the story of your quit from day 1.
You inspired me. Now, 27, min ago you post that youre having a tough time.
Bullshit......go find that set of balls that got you to day 68.
If you think this is tough, evidently you have forgotten day 4.
You stick close to your support here.
Joe C
Greg,
You posted your word. Craves suck but it really doesn't matter. Cause today is covered. No crave will make you break your word. Nicotine sucks. One day at a time you are taking your life back.
By the way, every crave is a reminder of a battle that you are winning. Own the win.
You've got this. You gave your word.
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Hello Michael, my friend
Yes I gave the word to everybody on this side. That is why I'm still here. I'm still looking forward day 100 and than I will write my HOF speech but now I now that the road i still long and tough. I didn't now that 68 th day can be tough - it's crazy shit...
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Hello Michael, my friend
Yes I gave the word to everybody on this side. That is why I'm still here. I'm still looking forward day 100 and than I will write my HOF speech but now I now that the road i still long and tough. I didn't now that 68 th day can be tough - it's crazy shit...
Not all that long ago I was in your shoes. When you are miserable, and make no mistake... Craves are miserable... It is hard to believe you will ever break free. Will the craves leave? I dunno Greg. Once in a while I still experience one. But my brain is trained to remember my commitment to my word, my complete hatred if the Kodiak bear, and the incredible sense of freedom that I have knowing that I am winning at something that was previously a lifetime of losing. You will get there one day at a time. It is so worth the battle.
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Hello Michael, my friend
Yes I gave the word to everybody on this side. That is why I'm still here. I'm still looking forward day 100 and than I will write my HOF speech but now I now that the road i still long and tough. I didn't now that 68 th day can be tough - it's crazy shit...
Not all that long ago I was in your shoes. When you are miserable, and make no mistake... Craves are miserable... It is hard to believe you will ever break free. Will the craves leave? I dunno Greg. Once in a while I still experience one. But my brain is trained to remember my commitment to my word, my complete hatred if the Kodiak bear, and the incredible sense of freedom that I have knowing that I am winning at something that was previously a lifetime of losing. You will get there one day at a time. It is so worth the battle.
Remember that any day free is better than any day as a slave.
You are winning the battle today. Yes, you will have ups and downs. That is life. You are actually living life today without poison running thru your veins. Your crave thoughts of dip is the old you... it is where you would have ran during this time to cope with life. You are retraining your body mind every day. You are learning to live today without that poison. And you can do it!
Keep battling. Today is no different that day 1 or day 50 - do what you need to do to stay quit, use your tools and keep your word! Proud to be quit with you today.
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Hello Michael, my friend
Yes I gave the word to everybody on this side. That is why I'm still here. I'm still looking forward day 100 and than I will write my HOF speech but now I now that the road i still long and tough. I didn't now that 68 th day can be tough - it's crazy shit...
Not all that long ago I was in your shoes. When you are miserable, and make no mistake... Craves are miserable... It is hard to believe you will ever break free. Will the craves leave? I dunno Greg. Once in a while I still experience one. But my brain is trained to remember my commitment to my word, my complete hatred if the Kodiak bear, and the incredible sense of freedom that I have knowing that I am winning at something that was previously a lifetime of losing. You will get there one day at a time. It is so worth the battle.
Remember that any day free is better than any day as a slave.
You are winning the battle today. Yes, you will have ups and downs. That is life. You are actually living life today without poison running thru your veins. Your crave thoughts of dip is the old you... it is where you would have ran during this time to cope with life. You are retraining your body mind every day. You are learning to live today without that poison. And you can do it!
Keep battling. Today is no different that day 1 or day 50 - do what you need to do to stay quit, use your tools and keep your word! Proud to be quit with you today.
Do Not Give Up!!!! My days in the 60 to 80 range were the worst of my quit(like many others). Sitting at 237 days and glad I stayed quit and stayed involved here. It is so worth it!!
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You've been quiet macgregor! How is lifevtreating you now that you are nicotine free for damn near 3 months?!?
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Hello, I haven't noticed your posts. I don't know how it happened - maybe I've looked only to inbox ?? It's a little bit better but I still have craves which are stronger that at early days of my quiting. Now I have a motivation to stay stron to my 100 day but what now?? Sometimes I wonder If I will stay strong after that ?
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Hello, I haven't noticed your posts. I don't know how it happened - maybe I've looked only to inbox ?? It's a little bit better but I still have craves which are stronger that at early days of my quiting. Now I have a motivation to stay stron to my 100 day but what now?? Sometimes I wonder If I will stay strong after that ?
Sure you can, you are my July brother! Promise to keep posting roll for another 100, or commit to the 365 challenge in January 2014. I owe my quit to the KTC. not sure about you, but posting roll is what keeps me quit some days, that and the support I get my fellow quitters!
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Hello, I haven't noticed your posts. I don't know how it happened - maybe I've looked only to inbox ?? It's a little bit better but I still have craves which are stronger that at early days of my quiting. Now I have a motivation to stay stron to my 100 day but what now?? Sometimes I wonder If I will stay strong after that ?
Sure you can, you are my July brother! Promise to keep posting roll for another 100, or commit to the 365 challenge in January 2014. I owe my quit to the KTC. not sure about you, but posting roll is what keeps me quit some days, that and the support I get my fellow quitters!
Right now is a tough point in your journey. Jake Frawley sent me a message when he was around 80 saying that he was tired... Like fighting a never ending war. Last week I got a completely different message from him... Talking about how great life is now.
It will get better. It will get easier. And when it does, you are gonna love life.
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Hello, I haven't noticed your posts. I don't know how it happened - maybe I've looked only to inbox ?? It's a little bit better but I still have craves which are stronger that at early days of my quiting. Now I have a motivation to stay stron to my 100 day but what now?? Sometimes I wonder If I will stay strong after that ?
Sure you can, you are my July brother! Promise to keep posting roll for another 100, or commit to the 365 challenge in January 2014. I owe my quit to the KTC. not sure about you, but posting roll is what keeps me quit some days, that and the support I get my fellow quitters!
Right now is a tough point in your journey. Jake Frawley sent me a message when he was around 80 saying that he was tired... Like fighting a never ending war. Last week I got a completely different message from him... Talking about how great life is now.
It will get better. It will get easier. And when it does, you are gonna love life.
Believe me it will continue to get better and better the more days you put up those constant +1s.
Remember the people here on the site, live life with them (your brothers). We used to live life as an addictive slave, always running out and making sure we had our next fix. Well lets live the quit life and get that next fix of goodness, of laughs from one another.
You got this, never forget what you have gone through, and now you are seeing a small bit of how good it can get, keep it up.
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100!!!!
Congratulations macgregor! It has been quite a journey, and I have enjoyed being on the ride with you. The first hundred days are tough. Mostly struggle, but every moment is a win after damn near a lifetime of losing. Your addict brain is reprogramming how to cope and function, but today is a day of celebration! You have achieved what not a lot of people achieve. This brotherhood works, so I will celebrate with you today (I'll try to find some polish sausage and some good vodka) and give you my word today! But I will also look for you on roll tomorrow and beyond. July needs you, and you need them. One day at a time you are taking your life back from a bad ass enemy.
Congratulations!
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Nice job on 100 greg...awesome accomplishment bud
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Gratz on the HoF Mac!
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Macgregor,
I sent you a PM earlier today congratulating you on hitting the hall but I want to encourage you that this is only the beginning brother. I too quit with you the rest of the July DD group back on April 10th of this year. You gotta wrap your mind around this quit embrace this KTC crowd my friend. I know that you live overseas in Poland but we're all in this battle together regardless of what nation we represent. I applaud you for making it this far. I challenge you to join me on the hunt to 200. We can will beat this demon but lets face it together. I quit with you ALL!
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Macgregor,
I sent you a PM earlier today congratulating you on hitting the hall but I want to encourage you that this is only the beginning brother. I too quit with you the rest of the July DD group back on April 10th of this year. You gotta wrap your mind around this quit embrace this KTC crowd my friend. I know that you live overseas in Poland but we're all in this battle together regardless of what nation we represent. I applaud you for making it this far. I challenge you to join me on the hunt to 200. We can will beat this demon but lets face it together. I quit with you ALL!
This is a wise friend, Greg. Posting is free insurance. The best and only free insurance I have. Plus, this place is awesome. Protect your quit !
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Thanks for all good words... I'm posting so far... and I'm thinking about the HOF speech... But now I know that this 100 days is onlya beggining...
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Thanks for all good words... I'm posting so far... and I'm thinking about the HOF speech... But now I know that this 100 days is onlya beggining...
One day at a time! Every day is another reason to celebrate. The wins keep getting easier too. Keep going macgregor! I quit with you today!!!
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It is not a good time for my quiting. I don't know why but i feel that I can fuck it up in the nearest future... I did not write my hall of fame speech so far but I ve got very strong cravings. I'm on the KTC everyday and everyday I'm posting but I feel that I can loose :(
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It is not a good time for my quiting. I don't know why but i feel that I can fuck it up in the nearest future... I did not write my hall of fame speech so far but I ve got very strong cravings. I'm on the KTC everyday and everyday I'm posting but I feel that I can loose :(
Mac, you have gone 100+ days brother, go back to minute by minute if you have to. You have all of the tools with you, use them again to get you over this rough spot.
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It is not a good time for my quiting. I don't know why but i feel that I can fuck it up in the nearest future... I did not write my hall of fame speech so far but I ve got very strong cravings. I'm on the KTC everyday and everyday I'm posting but I feel that I can loose :(
Mac, you have gone 100+ days brother, go back to minute by minute if you have to. You have all of the tools with you, use them again to get you over this rough spot.
MacGregor! How the hell are you man?
Here are a few things to think about... you are quit 115 days today. How many days did you poison your brain? A lot more than 115! It is going to take time to heal... it won't happen overnight -it is a process. The process doesn't take 100 days. It takes everyone a different amount of time.
Here is what I do know. I know that your word is as good as gold. You are a man of your word. And I look, every day, to make sure that your name is on that July roll call. Because if your name is on that list then you are clean for that day. Tomorrow... who cares? Worry about that tomorrow. When you stop posting, you stop quitting.
Read the last line again Greg... every person that I can think of that has posted a second day one on KTC has done so because they stopped posting. Why on earth anyone would stop is beyond me... some people just don't get it. You do. Keep posting.
Dude, I wasn't healed at day 100... not even close. I'm not "cured" now. I'll never be cured... I'll always be an addict. But I'll tell you this... what you are experiencing now is not what your future looks like. The time after 100 is typically a down time in a quit. Normal. But bright days are ahead.
In the meantime... you have 105 posts in 115 days. Consider reaching out to a new quitter. Nothing will amplify your resolve more than fighting in the trenches with a comrade that is struggling. Plus... it reminds you of the bullshit of your early days. The days that, 115 days in, you have kinda forgotten about. Go back and read some of your early posts while you are at it. You are healing Greg...
Have a great weekend. You can do this. One day at a time.
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It is not a good time for my quiting. I don't know why but i feel that I can fuck it up in the nearest future... I did not write my hall of fame speech so far but I ve got very strong cravings. I'm on the KTC everyday and everyday I'm posting but I feel that I can loose :(
Mac, you have gone 100+ days brother, go back to minute by minute if you have to. You have all of the tools with you, use them again to get you over this rough spot.
MacGregor! How the hell are you man?
Here are a few things to think about... you are quit 115 days today. How many days did you poison your brain? A lot more than 115! It is going to take time to heal... it won't happen overnight -it is a process. The process doesn't take 100 days. It takes everyone a different amount of time.
Here is what I do know. I know that your word is as good as gold. You are a man of your word. And I look, every day, to make sure that your name is on that July roll call. Because if your name is on that list then you are clean for that day. Tomorrow... who cares? Worry about that tomorrow. When you stop posting, you stop quitting.
Read the last line again Greg... every person that I can think of that has posted a second day one on KTC has done so because they stopped posting. Why on earth anyone would stop is beyond me... some people just don't get it. You do. Keep posting.
Dude, I wasn't healed at day 100... not even close. I'm not "cured" now. I'll never be cured... I'll always be an addict. But I'll tell you this... what you are experiencing now is not what your future looks like. The time after 100 is typically a down time in a quit. Normal. But bright days are ahead.
In the meantime... you have 105 posts in 115 days. Consider reaching out to a new quitter. Nothing will amplify your resolve more than fighting in the trenches with a comrade that is struggling. Plus... it reminds you of the bullshit of your early days. The days that, 115 days in, you have kinda forgotten about. Go back and read some of your early posts while you are at it. You are healing Greg...
Have a great weekend. You can do this. One day at a time.
You are Amazing dude. You have a lot of followers amazing.
I would recend buying a gaming console as it has helped me staY quit bit with a head set because I started dipping and smoking more when I just played games bit when I talked to people it strengthen my quit. I would love to get a ban of people from here to gaming consoles.
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Now... It's very hard time for me. I think that I will not be strong enough to work it out. Now I think that I'll fuck it, than I will start again...
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Now... It's very hard time for me. I think that I will not be strong enough to work it out. Now I think that I'll fuck it, than I will start again...
one problem + nicotine = 2 problems
check you inbox
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Hey brother, whatever it is that you're going through will only be made worse by caving. You've come too far for that.
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Now... It's very hard time for me. I think that I will not be strong enough to work it out. Now I think that I'll fuck it, than I will start again...
Macgregor!
You are a strong link in my chain of quit. We all rely on each other in these times. So know that you can do anything for a day, and that nicotine won't do a damn thing to help... But that it will kill you.
This is a great forum to share your concerns or problems, as someone here has had the same problems you are facing. Let it out. Let us help.
You are one of us. You are our brother. And you cannot and will not let us down, one day at a time. Post roll. Keep your word. You can do this Greg.
Worktowin
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Now... It's very hard time for me. I think that I will not be strong enough to work it out. Now I think that I'll fuck it, than I will start again...
one problem + nicotine = 2 problems
check you inbox
It is not a good time for my quiting. I don't know why but i feel that I can fuck it up in the nearest future... I did not write my hall of fame speech so far but I ve got very strong cravings. I'm on the KTC everyday and everyday I'm posting but I feel that I can loose :(
two similar posts here - you hit the hall recently and are going through some funk. We are not cured when we hit a specific number of days quit. Change up your routine - add some physical, mental or personal goal you want to improve on along with battling nicotine. Go look into the Wildcard Section or Getting My Act Together and see if there is a secondary group you should post with.
Caving is not an option for me - your profile says Poland and that's a long commute to kick you in the ass but don't piss away 100+ days of quit!!!
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You don't know what I'm talking about... This is the strongest craving ever. It's not a life trouble.. I 've to face the strongest trigger in my life. I 've been thinking about it all the time nad know I have to face it. I'm sweating and I'm feeling exactly as on third Day
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You don't know what I'm talking about... This is the strongest craving ever. It's not a life trouble.. I 've to face the strongest trigger in my life. I 've been thinking about it all the time nad know I have to face it. I'm sweating and I'm feeling exactly as on third Day
The fact that you reached out tells me that you don't want to cave. I don't care what it is. We all face triggers...all the time. This is when you gotta grow a set and fight through that shit. You're on here, and that's good. Get your phone out and start texting and calling people. This is why you have those numbers.
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You don't know what I'm talking about... This is the strongest craving ever. It's not a life trouble.. I 've to face the strongest trigger in my life. I 've been thinking about it all the time nad know I have to face it. I'm sweating and I'm feeling exactly as on third Day
The fact that you reached out tells me that you don't want to cave. I don't care what it is. We all face triggers...all the time. This is when you gotta grow a set and fight through that shit. You're on here, and that's good. Get your phone out and start texting and calling people. This is why you have those numbers.
please enlighten me as I you're right I don't understand ^^^ Dude is in Poland so calling is $$$$$
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Caving now will be extremely regretful. Stay quit.
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You don't know what I'm talking about... This is the strongest craving ever. It's not a life trouble.. I 've to face the strongest trigger in my life. I 've been thinking about it all the time nad know I have to face it. I'm sweating and I'm feeling exactly as on third Day
Trust me Greg, I do know.
We all know.
Nicotine only does one thing. It takes away the withdrawal of not using nicotine. You are in a tough time. Right after hof is tough. But it gets better. Better days are ahead. If you break your word, dude you start the whole cycle over from the beginning. Talk about sweat... That makes me sweat thinking about it.
Get down and do 50 Push-ups. Then do 50 more. Do Yem until your shoulders can't move again. Then do sit-ups. Trust me... It will help.
It will not be like this forever Greg. I give you my word. And I never break my word. Post roll kept word.
I've quit hard with you since day 1. Trust me!
Michael
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Get on to CHAT (http://chat.killthecan.org/)
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Get on to CHAT (http://chat.killthecan.org/)
we're waiting
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ok dude just came across this thread now....you are bout 120 days there is a huge funk some people go through....you hit the HOF now you don't see any real milestones in front of you.....well let me tell you it only gets better, there are many many milestones ahead just hang in there use your tools call someone call me I will send you my number in your PM...text someone talk about pointless items let the crave go and move on you posted roll so today you have given your word. check your inbox
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ok dude just came across this thread now....you are bout 120 days there is a huge funk some people go through....you hit the HOF now you don't see any real milestones in front of you.....well let me tell you it only gets better, there are many many milestones ahead just hang in there use your tools call someone call me I will send you my number in your PM...text someone talk about pointless items let the crave go and move on you posted roll so today you have given your word. check your inbox
Greg get in chat. Now.
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ok dude just came across this thread now....you are bout 120 days there is a huge funk some people go through....you hit the HOF now you don't see any real milestones in front of you.....well let me tell you it only gets better, there are many many milestones ahead just hang in there use your tools call someone call me I will send you my number in your PM...text someone talk about pointless items let the crave go and move on you posted roll so today you have given your word. check your inbox
Greg get in chat. Now.
Push ups
Chat
Sit ups
Water
Walk
Run
Read
You can push thru this Greg. I trust you.
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ok dude just came across this thread now....you are bout 120 days there is a huge funk some people go through....you hit the HOF now you don't see any real milestones in front of you.....well let me tell you it only gets better, there are many many milestones ahead just hang in there use your tools call someone call me I will send you my number in your PM...text someone talk about pointless items let the crave go and move on you posted roll so today you have given your word. check your inbox
Greg get in chat. Now.
Push ups
Chat
Sit ups
Water
Walk
Run
Read
You can push thru this Greg. I trust you.
And get your name on the July roll. Now. Don't be an idiot Greg. Get your name in the roll.
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ok dude just came across this thread now....you are bout 120 days there is a huge funk some people go through....you hit the HOF now you don't see any real milestones in front of you.....well let me tell you it only gets better, there are many many milestones ahead just hang in there use your tools call someone call me I will send you my number in your PM...text someone talk about pointless items let the crave go and move on you posted roll so today you have given your word. check your inbox
Greg get in chat. Now.
Push ups
Chat
Sit ups
Water
Walk
Run
Read
You can push thru this Greg. I trust you.
And get your name on the July roll. Now. Don't be an idiot Greg. Get your name in the roll.
Check your pm
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It is not a good time for my quiting. I don't know why but i feel that I can fuck it up in the nearest future... I did not write my hall of fame speech so far but I ve got very strong cravings. I'm on the KTC everyday and everyday I'm posting but I feel that I can loose :(
Future is just that friend. I'm not worried about that, I'm concerned about the now. Slow down and realize your still not there. There is no finish. I think a lot of us hit 100 and think things will be all better for ever. That,s unrealisric and not going to happen. The truth is you've just begun this journey. 100 was just the start of what's ahead.
I can tell you that 200 was a lot better than 100. At 500+ I'm thinking myself everyday for not giving in when things got tough. I wouldn't go back to that life for nothing.
Tell me something? This is for u to answer to yourself. At 120 you are still contemplating the use in the future?! When are you going to take cave all the way off the table? I took it all the way off way earlier than 120. Why is cave even a thought at this point?!?! Until you have given yourself over to the fact that the poison has no place in your life no matter what, then your intro will have entries like this.
You'll feel better after a bit. Suck it up and take cave off the table. After all you been through i can tell you that it can get a lot worse. Putting that poison back in your temple would be one of the worse feelings of failure you have ever had. Make no mistake,,,,, a failure it would be!!!
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I ll try to run for a one hour and maybe it will help me:)
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I ll try to run for a one hour and maybe it will help me:)
hang in there mac. im on day 110 and I know right after I hit my humdred I got complacent and the cravings hit like a sunofabitch. be strong and it will get better. this is a DD brother reaching out and telling you I am strong and quit today because of you my friend. pm me if you need to. im here for you mac. I know all of july is pulling for ya.
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I ll try to run for a one hour and maybe it will help me:)
hang in there mac. im on day 110 and I know right after I hit my humdred I got complacent and the cravings hit like a sunofabitch. be strong and it will get better. this is a DD brother reaching out and telling you I am strong and quit today because of you my friend. pm me if you need to. im here for you mac. I know all of july is pulling for ya.
Gregory, July is counting on you to you stay quit. We'll build a vortex in your intro if we have to.
Remember...
1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems
What's going on?
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I ll try to run for a one hour and maybe it will help me:)
hang in there mac. im on day 110 and I know right after I hit my humdred I got complacent and the cravings hit like a sunofabitch. be strong and it will get better. this is a DD brother reaching out and telling you I am strong and quit today because of you my friend. pm me if you need to. im here for you mac. I know all of july is pulling for ya.
Gregory, July is counting on you to you stay quit. We'll build a vortex in your intro if we have to.
Remember...
1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems
What's going on?
Mac, you are a badass quitter and you strengthen all of us in July. We need you in and posting man. DO NOT GO BACK TO THAT BITCH. You have come wayyy to far dude. Go run. Forrest Gump it, whatever it takes. Just stay quit my friend!
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I ll try to run for a one hour and maybe it will help me:)
hang in there mac. im on day 110 and I know right after I hit my humdred I got complacent and the cravings hit like a sunofabitch. be strong and it will get better. this is a DD brother reaching out and telling you I am strong and quit today because of you my friend. pm me if you need to. im here for you mac. I know all of july is pulling for ya.
Gregory, July is counting on you to you stay quit. We'll build a vortex in your intro if we have to.
Remember...
1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems
What's going on?
Mac, you are a badass quitter and you strengthen all of us in July. We need you in and posting man. DO NOT GO BACK TO THAT BITCH. You have come wayyy to far dude. Go run. Forrest Gump it, whatever it takes. Just stay quit my friend!
post up mac. give us your word you wont use today. minute by minute hour by hour. whatever it takes my friend.
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I ll try to run for a one hour and maybe it will help me:)
hang in there mac. im on day 110 and I know right after I hit my humdred I got complacent and the cravings hit like a sunofabitch. be strong and it will get better. this is a DD brother reaching out and telling you I am strong and quit today because of you my friend. pm me if you need to. im here for you mac. I know all of july is pulling for ya.
Gregory, July is counting on you to you stay quit. We'll build a vortex in your intro if we have to.
Remember...
1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems
What's going on?
Mac, you are a badass quitter and you strengthen all of us in July. We need you in and posting man. DO NOT GO BACK TO THAT BITCH. You have come wayyy to far dude. Go run. Forrest Gump it, whatever it takes. Just stay quit my friend!
post up mac. give us your word you wont use today. minute by minute hour by hour. whatever it takes my friend.
I am very glad to see you on the roll this am my friend. whatever you are dealing with make it julys problem too. all of us together can get through any rough patch that bitch can lay down for us. stay quit my brother. love you mac be strong.
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I ll try to run for a one hour and maybe it will help me:)
hang in there mac. im on day 110 and I know right after I hit my humdred I got complacent and the cravings hit like a sunofabitch. be strong and it will get better. this is a DD brother reaching out and telling you I am strong and quit today because of you my friend. pm me if you need to. im here for you mac. I know all of july is pulling for ya.
Gregory, July is counting on you to you stay quit. We'll build a vortex in your intro if we have to.
Remember...
1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems
What's going on?
Mac, you are a badass quitter and you strengthen all of us in July. We need you in and posting man. DO NOT GO BACK TO THAT BITCH. You have come wayyy to far dude. Go run. Forrest Gump it, whatever it takes. Just stay quit my friend!
post up mac. give us your word you wont use today. minute by minute hour by hour. whatever it takes my friend.
I am very glad to see you on the roll this am my friend. whatever you are dealing with make it julys problem too. all of us together can get through any rough patch that bitch can lay down for us. stay quit my brother. love you mac be strong.
Mac you have the tools to get thru today's crave. Hang tough we all support you. Get to chat if you need help
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Today... I 've deal with this... and I posted roll Im afraid of tommorow...
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I ll try to run for a one hour and maybe it will help me:)
hang in there mac. im on day 110 and I know right after I hit my humdred I got complacent and the cravings hit like a sunofabitch. be strong and it will get better. this is a DD brother reaching out and telling you I am strong and quit today because of you my friend. pm me if you need to. im here for you mac. I know all of july is pulling for ya.
Gregory, July is counting on you to you stay quit. We'll build a vortex in your intro if we have to.
Remember...
1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems
What's going on?
Mac, you are a badass quitter and you strengthen all of us in July. We need you in and posting man. DO NOT GO BACK TO THAT BITCH. You have come wayyy to far dude. Go run. Forrest Gump it, whatever it takes. Just stay quit my friend!
post up mac. give us your word you wont use today. minute by minute hour by hour. whatever it takes my friend.
I am very glad to see you on the roll this am my friend. whatever you are dealing with make it julys problem too. all of us together can get through any rough patch that bitch can lay down for us. stay quit my brother. love you mac be strong.
Mac you have the tools to get thru today's crave. Hang tough we all support you. Get to chat if you need help
Lots of tough days for my quit between 100 and 240 days, but nothing like the first 30 days of my quit, and there were lots more good days than bad between 100 and 240. Ever since day 240 or so I can't remember a day where my quit was hard. I can't even remember the last time I had a crave... You are so close to a better place, and you have the tools to stay quit everyday! Keep doing what got you here and you will be fine.
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Today... I 've deal with this... and I posted roll Im afraid of tommorow...
Me and all the DD'S will be here for ya mac. We WILL deal with that tommorow. See you on roll.
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Mac is in Poland which is 6 hours ahead of EST. Whoever is up early/late try to drag Mac into Chat first thing.
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Today... I 've deal with this... and I posted roll Im afraid of tommorow...
Let's worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. Just stay quit for today.
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Today... I 've deal with this... and I posted roll Im afraid of tommorow...
Have you ever once heard someone say " I'm so happy I went back to smoking, chewing, snusing!!" No
You thought you'd be cured when you hit 100 is my guess, and your more frustrated than a midget in a stuck elevator at a refried bean tasting convention
I hate it too. I was still reaching into my pocket the day I wrote my hof speech.
Wanna know the truth? Quitting sucks big green donkey balls.
But it is better than dying.
100 days of quit doesn't unravel years of addiction.
But it's a damn good start.
Every +1 brings you closer to the day you don't even think about dip.
I can't remember what a crave feels like ( day 2,022)
Your quit has no strength in it. I don't believe you understand the law of addiction, or your own addiction even. You suffer because of this.
You believe nicotine fills a void in your life. Nicotine created the void. Only quit fills it.
In any case, your going thru the 70's funk , or the post hof funk , or you have Ebola. Quit being such a pussy. Go help a bunch of guys on day three, You'll feel alot better after seeing the sorry shape they're in.
Besides if you cave I'm gonna make jokes about submarines and screen doors all over your intro,
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Today... I 've deal with this... and I posted roll Im afraid of tommorow...
Let's worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. Just stay quit for today.
This ^^^ Greg ... just this, and only this. Fight through the cravings. You, are a hardened, tested, tough son-of-a-gun who WILL NOT let the nicotine bitch tell him what to do! Stay quit, head up, eyes forward. You fucking got this bro! See you on roll tomorrow ...
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Got to get through today to be afriad of tomorrow. Then when you put your name on roll in the morning (assuming the sun rises again) then there will be nothing to be afraid of as you have given your word and we all know you are a man of your word, correct?
The only thing you really need to fear is not realizing and understanding the consequences of failure in your quit.
You must understand what it means if you fail.
Shake off the funk, hop in chat, or help out a guy in Nov that posted a day 1. Help him get to where you are now. It will help you in your quit.
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Got to get through today to be afriad of tomorrow. Then when you put your name on roll in the morning (assuming the sun rises again) then there will be nothing to be afraid of as you have given your word and we all know you are a man of your word, correct?
The only thing you really need to fear is not realizing and understanding the consequences of failure in your quit.
You must understand what it means if you fail.
Shake off the funk, hop in chat, or help out a guy in Nov that posted a day 1. Help him get to where you are now. It will help you in your quit.
A quote used by Gmann in November...
Let me tell you what you fuckin' need to hear......
Nicotine is addictive and you are an addict. You are all a bunch of big boys (or girls) and know what the fuck "addicitive" means. If you didn't, you wouldn't be here and wouldn't be seeking any type of assitance from anything or anyone.
It also means you absolutely can't have just "one". If you could...you wouldn't be an addict. And anyone who comes on here and says...."blah, blah, blah, I thought I could handle it", may as well have just said...."I'm a super-retarded dumbfuck with the common sense of 2 year-old. Please get me my pacifier. I can't control my own life....so just smack me in the head with a shovel when you're done changing my diaper because I'm not using my brain anyway."
The day you post day 1, is the day you quit. Period. Using tobacco now falls in the category of things you do not do anymore. Ever. Never. Period.
Do you put your dick in a light socket? No.
Do you spread dog shit on a wiener bun and eat it. No.
Do you masterbate to a picture of your mom? No.
Do you use tobacco? No.
Get it? Got it? Fuck it. You're done with it.
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Got to get through today to be afriad of tomorrow. Then when you put your name on roll in the morning (assuming the sun rises again) then there will be nothing to be afraid of as you have given your word and we all know you are a man of your word, correct?
The only thing you really need to fear is not realizing and understanding the consequences of failure in your quit.
You must understand what it means if you fail.
Shake off the funk, hop in chat, or help out a guy in Nov that posted a day 1. Help him get to where you are now. It will help you in your quit.
A quote used by Gmann in November...
Let me tell you what you fuckin' need to hear......
Nicotine is addictive and you are an addict. You are all a bunch of big boys (or girls) and know what the fuck "addicitive" means. If you didn't, you wouldn't be here and wouldn't be seeking any type of assitance from anything or anyone.
It also means you absolutely can't have just "one". If you could...you wouldn't be an addict. And anyone who comes on here and says...."blah, blah, blah, I thought I could handle it", may as well have just said...."I'm a super-retarded dumbfuck with the common sense of 2 year-old. Please get me my pacifier. I can't control my own life....so just smack me in the head with a shovel when you're done changing my diaper because I'm not using my brain anyway."
The day you post day 1, is the day you quit. Period. Using tobacco now falls in the category of things you do not do anymore. Ever. Never. Period.
Do you put your dick in a light socket? No.
Do you spread dog shit on a wiener bun and eat it. No.
Do you masterbate to a picture of your mom? No.
Do you use tobacco? No.
Get it? Got it? Fuck it. You're done with it.
Man Greg... This site is awesome. You've had a bunch of bad asses be direct and honest today.
We don't focus on the past. We don't worry about tomorrow. We quit today.
Today you gave my word that I won't use nicotine. I'm proud to quit with you.
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Got to get through today to be afriad of tomorrow. Then when you put your name on roll in the morning (assuming the sun rises again) then there will be nothing to be afraid of as you have given your word and we all know you are a man of your word, correct?
The only thing you really need to fear is not realizing and understanding the consequences of failure in your quit.
You must understand what it means if you fail.
Shake off the funk, hop in chat, or help out a guy in Nov that posted a day 1. Help him get to where you are now. It will help you in your quit.
A quote used by Gmann in November...
Let me tell you what you fuckin' need to hear......
Nicotine is addictive and you are an addict. You are all a bunch of big boys (or girls) and know what the fuck "addicitive" means. If you didn't, you wouldn't be here and wouldn't be seeking any type of assitance from anything or anyone.
It also means you absolutely can't have just "one". If you could...you wouldn't be an addict. And anyone who comes on here and says...."blah, blah, blah, I thought I could handle it", may as well have just said...."I'm a super-retarded dumbfuck with the common sense of 2 year-old. Please get me my pacifier. I can't control my own life....so just smack me in the head with a shovel when you're done changing my diaper because I'm not using my brain anyway."
The day you post day 1, is the day you quit. Period. Using tobacco now falls in the category of things you do not do anymore. Ever. Never. Period.
Do you put your dick in a light socket? No.
Do you spread dog shit on a wiener bun and eat it. No.
Do you masterbate to a picture of your mom? No.
Do you use tobacco? No.
Get it? Got it? Fuck it. You're done with it.
Man Greg... This site is awesome. You've had a bunch of bad asses be direct and honest today.
We don't focus on the past. We don't worry about tomorrow. We quit today.
Today you gave my word that I won't use nicotine. I'm proud to quit with you.
Mac.... You have to fight today harder than ever. You are quit bro. Do NOT give that back! You can do this.
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Got to get through today to be afriad of tomorrow. Then when you put your name on roll in the morning (assuming the sun rises again) then there will be nothing to be afraid of as you have given your word and we all know you are a man of your word, correct?
The only thing you really need to fear is not realizing and understanding the consequences of failure in your quit.
You must understand what it means if you fail.
Shake off the funk, hop in chat, or help out a guy in Nov that posted a day 1. Help him get to where you are now. It will help you in your quit.
A quote used by Gmann in November...
Let me tell you what you fuckin' need to hear......
Nicotine is addictive and you are an addict. You are all a bunch of big boys (or girls) and know what the fuck "addicitive" means. If you didn't, you wouldn't be here and wouldn't be seeking any type of assitance from anything or anyone.
It also means you absolutely can't have just "one". If you could...you wouldn't be an addict. And anyone who comes on here and says...."blah, blah, blah, I thought I could handle it", may as well have just said...."I'm a super-retarded dumbfuck with the common sense of 2 year-old. Please get me my pacifier. I can't control my own life....so just smack me in the head with a shovel when you're done changing my diaper because I'm not using my brain anyway."
The day you post day 1, is the day you quit. Period. Using tobacco now falls in the category of things you do not do anymore. Ever. Never. Period.
Do you put your dick in a light socket? No.
Do you spread dog shit on a wiener bun and eat it. No.
Do you masterbate to a picture of your mom? No.
Do you use tobacco? No.
Get it? Got it? Fuck it. You're done with it.
Man Greg... This site is awesome. You've had a bunch of bad asses be direct and honest today.
We don't focus on the past. We don't worry about tomorrow. We quit today.
Today you gave my word that I won't use nicotine. I'm proud to quit with you.
Mac.... You have to fight today harder than ever. You are quit bro. Do NOT give that back! You can do this.
I quit w/ you Mac. I know the funk that you're describing I'm in the same boat. 120 days quit I get the itch to go buy a can often. Today I woke up w/ a sore throat that reminded me of my dip days it reminded me that I've come too far. You've come too far. All of July has come too far. You CANNOT throw in the towel now. Go for a run. Do whatever it takes to get your head back in the game.
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Got to get through today to be afriad of tomorrow. Then when you put your name on roll in the morning (assuming the sun rises again) then there will be nothing to be afraid of as you have given your word and we all know you are a man of your word, correct?
The only thing you really need to fear is not realizing and understanding the consequences of failure in your quit.
You must understand what it means if you fail.
Shake off the funk, hop in chat, or help out a guy in Nov that posted a day 1. Help him get to where you are now. It will help you in your quit.
A quote used by Gmann in November...
Let me tell you what you fuckin' need to hear......
Nicotine is addictive and you are an addict. You are all a bunch of big boys (or girls) and know what the fuck "addicitive" means. If you didn't, you wouldn't be here and wouldn't be seeking any type of assitance from anything or anyone.
It also means you absolutely can't have just "one". If you could...you wouldn't be an addict. And anyone who comes on here and says...."blah, blah, blah, I thought I could handle it", may as well have just said...."I'm a super-retarded dumbfuck with the common sense of 2 year-old. Please get me my pacifier. I can't control my own life....so just smack me in the head with a shovel when you're done changing my diaper because I'm not using my brain anyway."
The day you post day 1, is the day you quit. Period. Using tobacco now falls in the category of things you do not do anymore. Ever. Never. Period.
Do you put your dick in a light socket? No.
Do you spread dog shit on a wiener bun and eat it. No.
Do you masterbate to a picture of your mom? No.
Do you use tobacco? No.
Get it? Got it? Fuck it. You're done with it.
Man Greg... This site is awesome. You've had a bunch of bad asses be direct and honest today.
We don't focus on the past. We don't worry about tomorrow. We quit today.
Today you gave my word that I won't use nicotine. I'm proud to quit with you.
Mac.... You have to fight today harder than ever. You are quit bro. Do NOT give that back! You can do this.
I quit w/ you Mac. I know the funk that you're describing I'm in the same boat. 120 days quit I get the itch to go buy a can often. Today I woke up w/ a sore throat that reminded me of my dip days it reminded me that I've come too far. You've come too far. All of July has come too far. You CANNOT throw in the towel now. Go for a run. Do whatever it takes to get your head back in the game.
No doubt that regret and anger will be the overwhelming feeling you get if you put that shit in your lip again.
Regret that you gave in and let yourself and all on this site down. And then anger that you don't magically feel "better" and that you pissed 120 days of hard work away. Even more anger will come when you realize that you now have to decide if you want to start at day 1 again or go back to being controlled by the can, something you must not have enjoyed considering you are here.
Fight throught this. I guarantee you will feel pride, strength, and relief that you beat the bitch back when she was throwing the kitchen sink at you.
We've all been here, it Fucking SUCKS. But this funk will pass and you will feel better. When you do you will be able to look back on this and use it as a learning experience. Getting through this will make your quit stronger.
As you can see you don't have to do this alone. Nobody here wants to see you fail and we are all here for you.
Use us.
You got this, bro.
Quit on...
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Glad to see your name on the July roll. No matter what today brings, you will keep you word.
You had a lot of great wisdom handed to you yesterday from some bad ass quitters. One day at a time you will heal. Listen to these guys Greg. Reaching out to help a new guy in his intro... Posting in others intros... Chat... The exercise... All of this is part of the healing process.
Nice win yesterday. And today.
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Yesterday was not Easy... I was close to loose, very close
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Yesterday was not Easy... I was close to loose, very close
I am glad to see you on roll this morning mac. that is the first step. minute by minute....hour by hour. you have the resources and the people behind you. together lets get this quit done. ill be here if you need anything. .
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Yesterday was not Easy... I was close to loose, very close
Dude. What's really going on? Are you determined to stay quit? I hope so. Come on man, stick your foot up the nic bitch's pussy with a fucking steel toe and get on with this day.
You make that pledge and you are good for today. You are quit. No more dwelling on it. Do something else.
I am quitting with you today.
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Yesterday was not Easy... I was close to loose, very close
Dude. What's really going on? Are you determined to stay quit? I hope so. Come on man, stick your foot up the nic bitch's pussy with a fucking steel toe and get on with this day.
You make that pledge and you are good for today. You are quit. No more dwelling on it. Do something else.
I am quitting with you today.
Agree with grizz. Yesterday you didn't post roll first thing. Ktc rule 1.... Post roll first thing. Once your name is on roll you take caving off the table. Because you aren't a liar. Very concerned for you macgregor. This works... Just get your name in roll first thing and put one foot in front of the other. Caving at this stage of the game is incomprehensible. Letting your July brothers down is not an option.
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Yesterday was not Easy... I was close to loose, very close
Dude. What's really going on? Are you determined to stay quit? I hope so. Come on man, stick your foot up the nic bitch's pussy with a fucking steel toe and get on with this day.
You make that pledge and you are good for today. You are quit. No more dwelling on it. Do something else.
I am quitting with you today.
Agree with grizz. Yesterday you didn't post roll first thing. Ktc rule 1.... Post roll first thing. Once your name is on roll you take caving off the table. Because you aren't a liar. Very concerned for you macgregor. This works... Just get your name in roll first thing and put one foot in front of the other. Caving at this stage of the game is incomprehensible. Letting your July brothers down is not an option.
Mac, you and I have been up and down the quit path for over 100 days, you are stronger than the nic bitch. You are July strong!
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You know all the reasons you've quit. Here is a list of all the reasons to use today.
I'm sorry,, I've got nothing!!!!! 120 days and you were contemplating the use of the poison again?! Get your head out of your ass my friend!!!!! See you tomorrow at roll.
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Today I'm quitting, but I feel that my addiction iż strong. And there is another thing in quiting. To yesterday I nad been thinking that my life without nic is exactly the same - maybe without one thing - the nicotine. TODAY I realized that if I want to quit forever I have to change whole my life od maybe it's big part - and it's one od the best part od my life which I shared with the nic... And it really sucks!!
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Today I'm quitting, but I feel that my addiction iż strong. And there is another thing in quiting. To yesterday I nad been thinking that my life without nic is exactly the same - maybe without one thing - the nicotine. TODAY I realized that if I want to quit forever I have to change whole my life od maybe it's big part - and it's one od the best part od my life which I shared with the nic... And it really sucks!!
Skoal monster is right. You need to stop for a minute. You aren't quitting for the rest of your life. You are quitting for today.
Nicotine didn't do one good thing for you. It didn't make one thing in your life better. It was there when you had some good times, but it was along for the ride, it wasn't the cause if the goodness.
One day at a time! Quit for today. Post roll first thing, keep your word. Forget about yesterday... That is over. You won! Stop worrying about tomorrow or next Tuesday or next year... We just quit for today!
Srans is also right. No goodness comes from nicotine. Stop romanticizing it macgregor. You've come too far. These bad asses have your back. Enjoy your day of freedom.
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I'm going to the lake with my son now, I'll be here at evening
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Today I'm quitting, but I feel that my addiction iż strong. And there is another thing in quiting. To yesterday I nad been thinking that my life without nic is exactly the same - maybe without one thing - the nicotine. TODAY I realized that if I want to quit forever I have to change whole my life od maybe it's big part - and it's one od the best part od my life which I shared with the nic... And it really sucks!!
I'm at 500+ and I still quit one day at a time. There is no forever,, it gives me a headache to even consider!
Now,, what part of your life was so great because of the poison? Tell me,, i would like to know. Tell me why the poison has got you thinking it is so important that there is part of your life that will never be the same because it's not there anymore. Your making me shed tears here. You got me thinking that maybe i'm starting to miss something. Hell, I might have to rethink this whole quitting thing!
NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!! F@@@ that!
You go ahead and go back if you think it's that important. As for me and the rest of these bad ass quitters, we're staying the course. We're not giving the poison one more fuuu@@@@@ing dollar. We're not giving it one more day of our lives. I don't know about you, but I was tired of the poison being number one in my life. Helllll no!!!!!!
If that's what you want,,, so be it. At day 120 you really need to evaluate things. Have you read all the information on the poison. Have you started building the hate it deserves. It doesn't deserve your want and desire. It deserves your hate.
I hate the poison. I hate it this morning and i'll hate it for lunch. I'll continue hating it at dinner. I enjoy hating it so much i'll wake up tomorrow hating it. Join me,, Quitting becomes so much easier. Start reading on Nicotine/addiction. Learn your enemy, it's clear you haven't read anything.
Best parts of your life are without the poison. GET THAT STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW!!!
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Greg - When I feel a crave or the desire to dip again, I imagine how the day after dipping will be for me. I would have to tell my wife, my kids, my co-workers that knew I had quit. Also my extended family and friends in my circle of life that up until now have been super proud and supportive of my quit. I eventually would have to log back into KTC. And that would be absolutely horrible. We've all seen how that plays out. I could not imagine being on the receiving end of the barrage of anger and betrayal posts from my quit month brothers. But all that pales in comparison to the toughest part of all. Looking in the mirror at yourself. Knowing what you have done. Knowing what you could have been. Knowing that you did not give it your all. Knowing that you let yourself down. It makes no sense to dip. Convince yourself of this - it is easier to stay quit. It's the right thing to do. Dip or snus is off the table, it's simply not an option.
Be strong Greg.
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Today I'm quitting, but I feel that my addiction iż strong. And there is another thing in quiting. To yesterday I nad been thinking that my life without nic is exactly the same - maybe without one thing - the nicotine. TODAY I realized that if I want to quit forever I have to change whole my life od maybe it's big part - and it's one od the best part od my life which I shared with the nic... And it really sucks!!
Please explain this.
You have to change your whole life? Why?
You need to take a long look in the mirror and decide if you really want this. You sound like someone on a crash course back to the can. You sound weak as hell.
Man the fuck up and dig deep.
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Today I'm quitting, but I feel that my addiction iż strong. And there is another thing in quiting. To yesterday I nad been thinking that my life without nic is exactly the same - maybe without one thing - the nicotine. TODAY I realized that if I want to quit forever I have to change whole my life od maybe it's big part - and it's one od the best part od my life which I shared with the nic... And it really sucks!!
Please explain this.
You have to change your whole life? Why?
You need to take a long look in the mirror and decide if you really want this. You sound like someone on a crash course back to the can. You sound weak as hell.
Man the fuck up and dig deep.
Come on man. You know that shit will do nothing good for you. Think back to the day you decided to quit. Those reasons are still true today.
Your life is better for quitting. You don't waste money, you are healthier, your mouth is in better condition and so on. Things are NOT the same now as they were when you dipped last.
I think you are having some other troubles in your life. Just remember if you cave because of those troubles after you spit it out you will STILL HAVE those problems. It will solve nothing. It will fix nothing but it WILL once again begin to kill you and possibly take years away of time with your son and family.
Steady yourself, put your head down like a bull and push thru the day. Just post roll and Make it thru one day.
YOU ARE STRONG.
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Today I'm quitting, but I feel that my addiction iż strong. And there is another thing in quiting. To yesterday I nad been thinking that my life without nic is exactly the same - maybe without one thing - the nicotine. TODAY I realized that if I want to quit forever I have to change whole my life od maybe it's big part - and it's one od the best part od my life which I shared with the nic... And it really sucks!!
Please explain this.
You have to change your whole life? Why?
You need to take a long look in the mirror and decide if you really want this. You sound like someone on a crash course back to the can. You sound weak as hell.
Man the fuck up and dig deep.
Come on man. You know that shit will do nothing good for you. Think back to the day you decided to quit. Those reasons are still true today.
Your life is better for quitting. You don't waste money, you are healthier, your mouth is in better condition and so on. Things are NOT the same now as they were when you dipped last.
I think you are having some other troubles in your life. Just remember if you cave because of those troubles after you spit it out you will STILL HAVE those problems. It will solve nothing. It will fix nothing but it WILL once again begin to kill you and possibly take years away of time with your son and family.
Steady yourself, put your head down like a bull and push thru the day. Just post roll and Make it thru one day.
YOU ARE STRONG.
Well, Gregory, I'm not sure how your life without nicotine is no better. Sure kicking the nic bitch to the curb doesn't solve all of our problems, but neither does feeding the addiction. I'm not familiar with the post-HOF funk that vets talk about, but I think it wise that we listen.
If you have other parts of your life that you want to improve, check out the non-dipping topics on the "Getting my act together" page. Weight loss, exercise, meditation, ANYTHING else is worth a try. I just don't believe that life was as good when you were hooked to the can.
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Greg - When I feel a crave or the desire to dip again, I imagine how the day after dipping will be for me. I would have to tell my wife, my kids, my co-workers that knew I had quit. Also my extended family and friends in my circle of life that up until now have been super proud and supportive of my quit. I eventually would have to log back into KTC. And that would be absolutely horrible. We've all seen how that plays out. I could not imagine being on the receiving end of the barrage of anger and betrayal posts from my quit month brothers. But all that pales in comparison to the toughest part of all. Looking in the mirror at yourself. Knowing what you have done. Knowing what you could have been. Knowing that you did not give it your all. Knowing that you let yourself down. It makes no sense to dip. Convince yourself of this - it is easier to stay quit. It's the right thing to do. Dip or snus is off the table, it's simply not an option.
Be strong Greg.
Mac, please re-read this ^^^^^ post. It cannot be said any better. I have rough days as well. Last week I went out with the boys and saw a midnight movie, and the nic bitch whispered in my ear "no one will know". And it wasn't the fact I was quit that day, it was what Done4 said. Why would I waste 121 days at the time to have who knows how much more slavery, and total and complete humiliation on top of it?
I can't speak for anyone, but quitting has been one of the top 3 hardest things I have ever done. I can't imagine going back to a day 1. Fear shouldn't be a factor in a quit, but it is for me - I fear caving as much as I feared quitting , and I will fight daily to be quit for 24 hours.
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I hope my death is long from now. But when I go I want to do it with style. Like a stone cold pimp. With Grace.......
Not, like Tom Kern, listening to my children wailing " Daddy Please don't go" as I breathe my last breath from self induced cancer.
I watched my boy hit his first home run last year, his triumphant face is etched in my soul. It was fucking magnificent.
Not, Like Tom Kern- his son didn't get to look up and see his fathers smiling face, his dad chose suicide on the installment plan.
I will take my girls to College and walk them down the aisle, I will be there when they have their first date, Prom, graduation,to hug, all of it.
I will watch my son grow into a man, without the burden of losing his father. I will teach him to hunt and fish, and garden and write poetry to woo bitches. I'll be there.
I'll hold my wife's hand as we grow old together or for as long as the universe sees fit to keep me around, And I will die smiling because I lived the best life I could have.
I will most likely will die of something ridiculously stupid, but it will not be death by nicotine. I could never knowingly do that to the people I love.
Besides, I'm a chicken shit. Dying from mouth cancer is akin to being autopsied while your still living. First maybe they take your tongue , then your cheek or jaw , then neck most likely. The radiation has been described as a BBQ, and CHEMO? Well that's a special little hell I'd prefer to opt out of. No thanks.
Your call macgregor, this coin only has two sides, now you must excuse me, I have to call Grace, my wife is getting suspicious 'winker'
sM
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I hope my death is long from now. But when I go I want to do it with style. Like a stone cold pimp. With Grace.......
Not, like Tom Kern, listening to my children wailing " Daddy Please don't go" as I breathe my last breath from self induced cancer.
I watched my boy hit his first home run last year, his triumphant face is etched in my soul. It was fucking magnificent.
Not, Like Tom Kern- his son didn't get to look up and see his fathers smiling face, his dad chose suicide on the installment plan.
I will take my girls to College and walk them down the aisle, I will be there when they have their first date, Prom, graduation,to hug, all of it.
I will watch my son grow into a man, without the burden of losing his father. I will teach him to hunt and fish, and garden and write poetry to woo bitches. I'll be there.
I'll hold my wife's hand as we grow old together or for as long as the universe sees fit to keep me around, And I will die smiling because I lived the best life I could have.
I will most likely will die of something ridiculously stupid, but it will not be death by nicotine. I could never knowingly do that to the people I love.
Besides, I'm a chicken shit. Dying from mouth cancer is akin to being autopsied while your still living. First maybe they take your tongue , then your cheek or jaw , then neck most likely. The radiation has been described as a BBQ, and CHEMO? Well that's a special little hell I'd prefer to opt out of. No thanks.
Your call macgregor, this coin only has two sides, now you must excuse me, I have to call Grace, my wife is getting suspicious 'winker'
sM
Great post SM.
If this extended pity session is anything other than a planned cave, hopefully your post helps pull his head out of his ass.
Gregory- you are at a crossroads, and enough people have begged you to find reason.
Are you quit or do you want to go hump a can and get cancer?
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I hope my death is long from now. But when I go I want to do it with style. Like a stone cold pimp. With Grace.......
Not, like Tom Kern, listening to my children wailing " Daddy Please don't go" as I breathe my last breath from self induced cancer.
I watched my boy hit his first home run last year, his triumphant face is etched in my soul. It was fucking magnificent.
Not, Like Tom Kern- his son didn't get to look up and see his fathers smiling face, his dad chose suicide on the installment plan.
I will take my girls to College and walk them down the aisle, I will be there when they have their first date, Prom, graduation,to hug, all of it.
I will watch my son grow into a man, without the burden of losing his father. I will teach him to hunt and fish, and garden and write poetry to woo bitches. I'll be there.
I'll hold my wife's hand as we grow old together or for as long as the universe sees fit to keep me around, And I will die smiling because I lived the best life I could have.
I will most likely will die of something ridiculously stupid, but it will not be death by nicotine. I could never knowingly do that to the people I love.
Besides, I'm a chicken shit. Dying from mouth cancer is akin to being autopsied while your still living. First maybe they take your tongue , then your cheek or jaw , then neck most likely. The radiation has been described as a BBQ, and CHEMO? Well that's a special little hell I'd prefer to opt out of. No thanks.
Your call macgregor, this coin only has two sides, now you must excuse me, I have to call Grace, my wife is getting suspicious 'winker'
sM
Great post SM.
If this extended pity session is anything other than a planned cave, hopefully your post helps pull his head out of his ass.
Gregory- you are at a crossroads, and enough people have begged you to find reason.
Are you quit or do you want to go hump a can and get cancer?
Damn. SM is back!
This sure strengthened my quit today. Thank you!
Mac - you have been given a real gift here. Take it to heart.
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I've red the SM post very carefully-it was magnificiant. Today I'm quiting :)
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I've red the SM post very carefully-it was magnificiant. Today I'm quiting :)
Hell, yeah! Glad to hear it brother...I was starting to worry. Whatever issues you, I, and any other quitter may have are not going to improve by succumbing to the nic bitch. I quit with you today!
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I've red the SM post very carefully-it was magnificiant. Today I'm quiting :)
Hell, yeah! Glad to hear it brother...I was starting to worry. Whatever issues you, I, and any other quitter may have are not going to improve by succumbing to the nic bitch. I quit with you today!
In a little while your going to turn a major corner. You want to make this corner. Good things coming? Keep moving forward. Settle in and realize failure is not an option. That life no longer exists. To undo what has been started is incomprehensable (would suck). To many people backing you for you to fail. You got this. Make it today and tomorrow we'll start over again.
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I've red the SM post very carefully-it was magnificiant. Today I'm quiting :)
Hell, yeah! Glad to hear it brother...I was starting to worry. Whatever issues you, I, and any other quitter may have are not going to improve by succumbing to the nic bitch. I quit with you today!
In a little while your going to turn a major corner. You want to make this corner. Good things coming? Keep moving forward. Settle in and realize failure is not an option. That life no longer exists. To undo what has been started is incomprehensable (would suck). To many people backing you for you to fail. You got this. Make it today and tomorrow we'll start over again.
Good For you Mac.
I know you can do this. Stop listening to the addict in your head, just keep quitting, and the whole puzzle will fall together.
You got this
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Congratulations on 365 macgregor! You fought hard - but I promise you even brighter days are ahead. One day at a time!
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Fuck me ... you caved. So many people pulling for you, and you just let it slip away. You and only you decide if you will be weak, or strong. Your roll posting was a reflection of your mindset ... weak. Not how we do things Greg, not at all. You planned this cave for a while. Dumb-ass.
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Fuck me ... you caved. So many people pulling for you, and you just let it slip away. You and only you decide if you will be weak, or strong. Your roll posting was a reflection of your mindset ... weak. Not how we do things Greg, not at all. You planned this cave for a while. Dumb-ass.
Seriously? These weak ass cavers amaze me. They don't get it. Grab your sack and quit EDD. It's not rocket science here. It's whether or not you value your own life and whether or not you have any self-respect.
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Fuck me ... you caved. So many people pulling for you, and you just let it slip away. You and only you decide if you will be weak, or strong. Your roll posting was a reflection of your mindset ... weak. Not how we do things Greg, not at all. You planned this cave for a while. Dumb-ass.
Seriously? These weak ass cavers amaze me. They don't get it. Grab your sack and quit EDD. It's not rocket science here. It's whether or not you value your own life and whether or not you have any self-respect.
Damn it Greg.
You know how this works. I cannot believe you took a shit on all of us.
I hope you read through this whole thread. I hope that you think about all of the areas in your life where you get this level of support and commitment from ANYONE. Much less a group of total strangers. And I hope that while you sit there trying your damnedest to get your jaw eaten off that you are thinking about each of us.
Unacceptable.
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Fuck me ... you caved. So many people pulling for you, and you just let it slip away. You and only you decide if you will be weak, or strong. Your roll posting was a reflection of your mindset ... weak. Not how we do things Greg, not at all. You planned this cave for a while. Dumb-ass.
Seriously? These weak ass cavers amaze me. They don't get it. Grab your sack and quit EDD. It's not rocket science here. It's whether or not you value your own life and whether or not you have any self-respect.
Damn it Greg.
You know how this works. I cannot believe you took a shit on all of us.
I hope you read through this whole thread. I hope that you think about all of the areas in your life where you get this level of support and commitment from ANYONE. Much less a group of total strangers. And I hope that while you sit there trying your damnedest to get your jaw eaten off that you are thinking about each of us.
Unacceptable.
Dude that's so messed up! Over a year ago you made a promise busted your balls hard to stay quit and wow just one more dip! I know you feel like shit and you should, you not only screwed yourself but you shit on all your brothers and sisters! If I were you no matter how bad I felt I would crawl my ass back in here and beg forgiveness and start the save my life quit immediately! Wow that's really disappointing!
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Fuck me ... you caved. So many people pulling for you, and you just let it slip away. You and only you decide if you will be weak, or strong. Your roll posting was a reflection of your mindset ... weak. Not how we do things Greg, not at all. You planned this cave for a while. Dumb-ass.
Seriously? These weak ass cavers amaze me. They don't get it. Grab your sack and quit EDD. It's not rocket science here. It's whether or not you value your own life and whether or not you have any self-respect.
Damn it Greg.
You know how this works. I cannot believe you took a shit on all of us.
I hope you read through this whole thread. I hope that you think about all of the areas in your life where you get this level of support and commitment from ANYONE. Much less a group of total strangers. And I hope that while you sit there trying your damnedest to get your jaw eaten off that you are thinking about each of us.
Unacceptable.
Dude that's so messed up! Over a year ago you made a promise busted your balls hard to stay quit and wow just one more dip! I know you feel like shit and you should, you not only screwed yourself but you shit on all your brothers and sisters! If I were you no matter how bad I felt I would crawl my ass back in here and beg forgiveness and start the save my life quit immediately! Wow that's really disappointing!
I spent half an hour a year ago looking up "happy birthday" in Polish, and I never got a simple thank you.
I'm gonna save myself half an hour and just call you a douchebag caver, you can translate that yourself.
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Fuck me ... you caved. So many people pulling for you, and you just let it slip away. You and only you decide if you will be weak, or strong. Your roll posting was a reflection of your mindset ... weak. Not how we do things Greg, not at all. You planned this cave for a while. Dumb-ass.
Seriously? These weak ass cavers amaze me. They don't get it. Grab your sack and quit EDD. It's not rocket science here. It's whether or not you value your own life and whether or not you have any self-respect.
Damn it Greg.
You know how this works. I cannot believe you took a shit on all of us.
I hope you read through this whole thread. I hope that you think about all of the areas in your life where you get this level of support and commitment from ANYONE. Much less a group of total strangers. And I hope that while you sit there trying your damnedest to get your jaw eaten off that you are thinking about each of us.
Unacceptable.
Dude that's so messed up! Over a year ago you made a promise busted your balls hard to stay quit and wow just one more dip! I know you feel like shit and you should, you not only screwed yourself but you shit on all your brothers and sisters! If I were you no matter how bad I felt I would crawl my ass back in here and beg forgiveness and start the save my life quit immediately! Wow that's really disappointing!
I spent half an hour a year ago looking up "happy birthday" in Polish, and I never got a simple thank you.
I'm gonna save myself half an hour and just call you a douchebag caver, you can translate that yourself.
It's a real struggle to stay quit...blah, blah blah.... You have to buy in to that though! You can't stop this quit for any reason. Sorry you lost a bro July. It friggin pretty much is the only thing that pisses me off the most around here. You can't let your guard down no matter how many days you post roll...
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Today... I 've deal with this... and I posted roll Im afraid of tommorow...
Have you ever once heard someone say " I'm so happy I went back to smoking, chewing, snusing!!" No
You thought you'd be cured when you hit 100 is my guess, and your more frustrated than a midget in a stuck elevator at a refried bean tasting convention
I hate it too. I was still reaching into my pocket the day I wrote my hof speech.
Wanna know the truth? Quitting sucks big green donkey balls.
But it is better than dying.
100 days of quit doesn't unravel years of addiction.
But it's a damn good start.
Every +1 brings you closer to the day you don't even think about dip.
I can't remember what a crave feels like ( day 2,022)
Your quit has no strength in it. I don't believe you understand the law of addiction, or your own addiction even. You suffer because of this.
You believe nicotine fills a void in your life. Nicotine created the void. Only quit fills it.
In any case, your going thru the 70's funk , or the post hof funk , or you have Ebola. Quit being such a pussy. Go help a bunch of guys on day three, You'll feel alot better after seeing the sorry shape they're in.
Besides if you cave I'm gonna make jokes about submarines and screen doors all over your intro,
Where's SM anyway??
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I caved. .couple days ago. .. I'm not very happy of this fact. .. I think that I want to start this battle again and to joint another group. .. I'm writing this just to warn every of You. ..Don't You ever come back to this stupid habit because it's harder to start quiting again than the first time. ..
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I caved. .couple days ago. .. I'm not very happy of this fact. .. I think that I want to start this battle again and to joint another group. .. I'm writing this just to warn every of You. ..Don't You ever come back to this stupid habit because it's harder to start quiting again than the first time. ..
What caused you to do this Greg? Why would you actually go through the process of going to buy a tin and use? Why would you fuck July over like that? Why should we believe you won't just do that again? You had 400+ days in. It wasn't a couple of days ago ... you've been pumping your body full of nicotine for a good week now. Reach down and find your balls, and stop lying to yourself. You're an addict, and you'll fuck over people who care about your quit just for another fix. What are you going to do different? Shit, you can't even commit to quitting. "I Think that I want to start this battle again" ... Weak sauce bro, fucking weak.
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I caved. .couple days ago. .. I'm not very happy of this fact. .. I think that I want to start this battle again and to joint another group. .. I'm writing this just to warn every of You. ..Don't You ever come back to this stupid habit because it's harder to start quiting again than the first time. ..
What caused you to do this Greg? Why would you actually go through the process of going to buy a tin and use? Why would you fuck July over like that? Why should we believe you won't just do that again? You had 400+ days in. It wasn't a couple of days ago ... you've been pumping your body full of nicotine for a good week now. Reach down and find your balls, and stop lying to yourself. You're an addict, and you'll fuck over people who care about your quit just for another fix. What are you going to do different? Shit, you can't even commit to quitting. "I Think that I want to start this battle again" ... Weak sauce bro, fucking weak.
I love winning
But it makes me sick to see my friends choose to lose.
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I caved. .couple days ago. .. I'm not very happy of this fact. .. I think that I want to start this battle again and to joint another group. .. I'm writing this just to warn every of You. ..Don't You ever come back to this stupid habit because it's harder to start quiting again than the first time. ..
What caused you to do this Greg? Why would you actually go through the process of going to buy a tin and use? Why would you fuck July over like that? Why should we believe you won't just do that again? You had 400+ days in. It wasn't a couple of days ago ... you've been pumping your body full of nicotine for a good week now. Reach down and find your balls, and stop lying to yourself. You're an addict, and you'll fuck over people who care about your quit just for another fix. What are you going to do different? Shit, you can't even commit to quitting. "I Think that I want to start this battle again" ... Weak sauce bro, fucking weak.
I love winning
But it makes me sick to see my friends choose to lose.
Smedsy
.. You are writing that You don't believe me... after 400 Days I don't believe myself too. .. I thought I'm free. ..
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I caved. .couple days ago. .. I'm not very happy of this fact. .. I think that I want to start this battle again and to joint another group. .. I'm writing this just to warn every of You. ..Don't You ever come back to this stupid habit because it's harder to start quiting again than the first time. ..
What caused you to do this Greg? Why would you actually go through the process of going to buy a tin and use? Why would you fuck July over like that? Why should we believe you won't just do that again? You had 400+ days in. It wasn't a couple of days ago ... you've been pumping your body full of nicotine for a good week now. Reach down and find your balls, and stop lying to yourself. You're an addict, and you'll fuck over people who care about your quit just for another fix. What are you going to do different? Shit, you can't even commit to quitting. "I Think that I want to start this battle again" ... Weak sauce bro, fucking weak.
I love winning
But it makes me sick to see my friends choose to lose.
Smedsy
.. You are writing that You don't believe me... after 400 Days I don't believe myself too. .. I thought I'm free. ..
I'm fuckin ' weak compared with this bitch. ..
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I caved. .couple days ago. .. I'm not very happy of this fact. .. I think that I want to start this battle again and to joint another group. .. I'm writing this just to warn every of You. ..Don't You ever come back to this stupid habit because it's harder to start quiting again than the first time. ..
What caused you to do this Greg? Why would you actually go through the process of going to buy a tin and use? Why would you fuck July over like that? Why should we believe you won't just do that again? You had 400+ days in. It wasn't a couple of days ago ... you've been pumping your body full of nicotine for a good week now. Reach down and find your balls, and stop lying to yourself. You're an addict, and you'll fuck over people who care about your quit just for another fix. What are you going to do different? Shit, you can't even commit to quitting. "I Think that I want to start this battle again" ... Weak sauce bro, fucking weak.
I love winning
But it makes me sick to see my friends choose to lose.
Smedsy
.. You are writing that You don't believe me... after 400 Days I don't believe myself too. .. I thought I'm free. ..
I'm fuckin ' weak compared with this bitch. ..
You probably don't know me but I've been posting support in July for quite a while and just want to say you're only as weak as you think you are. True your mind is powerful and that's where the addiction is, but your body is stronger. Your must pick up the can, open it, and physically place the wad of cancer in your mouth so it's your body that must break the cycle...and your mind will follow, albeit reluctantly. You've done this before and can do it again so with no further ado, join a group and get busy quitting.
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I caved. .couple days ago. .. I'm not very happy of this fact. .. I think that I want to start this battle again and to joint another group. .. I'm writing this just to warn every of You. ..Don't You ever come back to this stupid habit because it's harder to start quiting again than the first time. ..
What caused you to do this Greg? Why would you actually go through the process of going to buy a tin and use? Why would you fuck July over like that? Why should we believe you won't just do that again? You had 400+ days in. It wasn't a couple of days ago ... you've been pumping your body full of nicotine for a good week now. Reach down and find your balls, and stop lying to yourself. You're an addict, and you'll fuck over people who care about your quit just for another fix. What are you going to do different? Shit, you can't even commit to quitting. "I Think that I want to start this battle again" ... Weak sauce bro, fucking weak.
I love winning
But it makes me sick to see my friends choose to lose.
Smedsy
.. You are writing that You don't believe me... after 400 Days I don't believe myself too. .. I thought I'm free. ..
I'm fuckin ' weak compared with this bitch. ..
You probably don't know me but I've been posting support in July for quite a while and just want to say you're only as weak as you think you are. True your mind is powerful and that's where the addiction is, but your body is stronger. Your must pick up the can, open it, and physically place the wad of cancer in your mouth so it's your body that must break the cycle...and your mind will follow, albeit reluctantly. You've done this before and can do it again so with no further ado, join a group and get busy quitting.
We make a choice each day to be free or to be a slave. Pretty simple really
Greg - it is hard to trust you. Because you chose to not give your word and fail. You are a bad ass cop. Are you honestly saying that a plant is stronger than you? Really?
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Mac, you have lost the battle with allowing a substance to control you. Think about that for a minute. Something is controlling every single aspect of your life. How you think, eat, sleep, shit. After everything that you put your mind and body through over the time that you weren't an active addict, you've chosen to let the bitch win AGAIN. You half assed your quit for quite a while, slipping from posting roll, not being active in July. Take a good hard look in the mirror Mac and make the decision, either man up or be a slave once again.
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Mac, you have lost the battle with allowing a substance to control you. Think about that for a minute. Something is controlling every single aspect of your life. How you think, eat, sleep, shit. After everything that you put your mind and body through over the time that you weren't an active addict, you've chosen to let the bitch win AGAIN. You half assed your quit for quite a while, slipping from posting roll, not being active in July. Take a good hard look in the mirror Mac and make the decision, either man up or be a slave once again.
^^^nailed it.
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I'm glad that I'm still quiting it's 400 Days behind me ;) This period of Time passed really fast
This is what you sent me on day 400. Greg, cmon. The longer you wait the harder it will be. Some people don't want to quit. But we don't half ass around here. In the United States,at least the part that I'm from, we use a phrase... Shit or get off the pot. You wanna quit? YOU ARE THE ONLY THING HOLDING YOU BACK.
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
OMG GREG!!!
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Blah blah blah.
You know better than this. Tomorrow never comes. Tomorrow there will be a new tomorrow. Quit today and the nicotine will all be out of you system by Monday. Or keep stalling.
Man up.
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
OMG GREG!!!
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Blah blah blah.
You know better than this. Tomorrow never comes. Tomorrow there will be a new tomorrow. Quit today and the nicotine will all be out of you system by Monday. Or keep stalling.
Man up.
No time like the present. Drop kick that shit today. Never put off until tomorrow what you can do today because tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
OMG GREG!!!
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Blah blah blah.
You know better than this. Tomorrow never comes. Tomorrow there will be a new tomorrow. Quit today and the nicotine will all be out of you system by Monday. Or keep stalling.
Man up.
No time like the present. Drop kick that shit today. Never put off until tomorrow what you can do today because tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
Wow.
This particular post pisses me off to no end!
You are NOT some newb whose hand we should have to hold. You are NOT someone we should have to convince. Wtf man?
I can't believe you're even contemplating slavery again. It'll kill you, y'know. Didja forget that fun li'l "side effect" of this addiction? Get your head on straight...
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
OMG GREG!!!
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Blah blah blah.
You know better than this. Tomorrow never comes. Tomorrow there will be a new tomorrow. Quit today and the nicotine will all be out of you system by Monday. Or keep stalling.
Man up.
No time like the present. Drop kick that shit today. Never put off until tomorrow what you can do today because tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
Wow.
This particular post pisses me off to no end!
You are NOT some newb whose hand we should have to hold. You are NOT someone we should have to convince. Wtf man?
I can't believe you're even contemplating slavery again. It'll kill you, y'know. Didja forget that fun li'l "side effect" of this addiction? Get your head on straight...
Wow as I sit here and read all of this I think my brother needs to check into rehab, not sure we have all the tools for him or he could go get his nuts sewn back on! Wtf! Sound like someone asking for guidance on how to learn to post. I don't know you but I've read enough to know you're weak ass better post today or you probably will die a dipper. What a shame.
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
OMG GREG!!!
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Blah blah blah.
You know better than this. Tomorrow never comes. Tomorrow there will be a new tomorrow. Quit today and the nicotine will all be out of you system by Monday. Or keep stalling.
Man up.
No time like the present. Drop kick that shit today. Never put off until tomorrow what you can do today because tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
Wow.
This particular post pisses me off to no end!
You are NOT some newb whose hand we should have to hold. You are NOT someone we should have to convince. Wtf man?
I can't believe you're even contemplating slavery again. It'll kill you, y'know. Didja forget that fun li'l "side effect" of this addiction? Get your head on straight...
Wow as I sit here and read all of this I think my brother needs to check into rehab, not sure we have all the tools for him or he could go get his nuts sewn back on! Wtf! Sound like someone asking for guidance on how to learn to post. I don't know you but I've read enough to know you're weak ass better post today or you probably will die a dipper. What a shame.
Honestly, Greg, if your next post isn't to tell us that "I AM QUIT," and this time really mean it... it isn't really appropriate for you to post here.
This site is for bad ass quitters. People that throw everything into something that is damn hard. Not for "I think I might wanna possibly it might be time in a few days to consider..." bullshit.
Quit or don't quit.
If you quit, we will be here. But you have to get your mind in the right place.
If you don't quit, don't post here.
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
OMG GREG!!!
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Blah blah blah.
You know better than this. Tomorrow never comes. Tomorrow there will be a new tomorrow. Quit today and the nicotine will all be out of you system by Monday. Or keep stalling.
Man up.
No time like the present. Drop kick that shit today. Never put off until tomorrow what you can do today because tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
Wow.
This particular post pisses me off to no end!
You are NOT some newb whose hand we should have to hold. You are NOT someone we should have to convince. Wtf man?
I can't believe you're even contemplating slavery again. It'll kill you, y'know. Didja forget that fun li'l "side effect" of this addiction? Get your head on straight...
Wow as I sit here and read all of this I think my brother needs to check into rehab, not sure we have all the tools for him or he could go get his nuts sewn back on! Wtf! Sound like someone asking for guidance on how to learn to post. I don't know you but I've read enough to know you're weak ass better post today or you probably will die a dipper. What a shame.
Honestly, Greg, if your next post isn't to tell us that "I AM QUIT," and this time really mean it... it isn't really appropriate for you to post here.
This site is for bad ass quitters. People that throw everything into something that is damn hard. Not for "I think I might wanna possibly it might be time in a few days to consider..." bullshit.
Quit or don't quit.
If you quit, we will be here. But you have to get your mind in the right place.
If you don't quit, don't post here.
Some people quit on the moment, and some quit with a solid plan. But nobody quits if the plan is a vague 'Monday or Tuesday'.
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
OMG GREG!!!
Tomorrow... Tomorrow... Blah blah blah.
You know better than this. Tomorrow never comes. Tomorrow there will be a new tomorrow. Quit today and the nicotine will all be out of you system by Monday. Or keep stalling.
Man up.
No time like the present. Drop kick that shit today. Never put off until tomorrow what you can do today because tomorrow isn't guaranteed.
Wow.
This particular post pisses me off to no end!
You are NOT some newb whose hand we should have to hold. You are NOT someone we should have to convince. Wtf man?
I can't believe you're even contemplating slavery again. It'll kill you, y'know. Didja forget that fun li'l "side effect" of this addiction? Get your head on straight...
Wow as I sit here and read all of this I think my brother needs to check into rehab, not sure we have all the tools for him or he could go get his nuts sewn back on! Wtf! Sound like someone asking for guidance on how to learn to post. I don't know you but I've read enough to know you're weak ass better post today or you probably will die a dipper. What a shame.
Honestly, Greg, if your next post isn't to tell us that "I AM QUIT," and this time really mean it... it isn't really appropriate for you to post here.
This site is for bad ass quitters. People that throw everything into something that is damn hard. Not for "I think I might wanna possibly it might be time in a few days to consider..." bullshit.
Quit or don't quit.
If you quit, we will be here. But you have to get your mind in the right place.
If you don't quit, don't post here.
Man up and quit Greg. You know it is the right choice. Don't be afraid.
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I didn't start yet but I want to start I think, sunday or Monday, just need two days to make up my mind and to prepare. ...
Hey, McPussy.
To ME, sounds to me like you're a little bitch who wants to keep snuggling up to your tin.
That's fine.
But if you're going to do that, then GET THE FUCKING OUT OF HERE.
This is a place for QUITTERS who WANT to quit. Not CAVERS who are going to THINK about quitting.
Seriously bro, get the fuck out of here. Go finger bang your precious tin some more. Hell, you'll probably stick your 1" penis into the middle of it, which is cool, it's a free country. Just take your weak ass out of here. Seems pretty obvious this place isn't for you.
This place if for the strong and you are WEAK.
GOOD LUCK to ya, bub.
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Day 1 today for you. You owe some answers to Sepember 2015 and July 2014. Here are the questions... Answer them here and post them in those 2 groups:
1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What are you going to do differently this time?
You can do this Greg. Time to own this.
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First day. .. seemed to be easy. ..but here is an evening and I'm starting to feel some cravings. .. I'm starting to miss the nic. ..
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First day. .. seemed to be easy. ..but here is an evening and I'm starting to feel some cravings. .. I'm starting to miss the nic. ..
Answer the questions....
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First day. .. seemed to be easy. ..but here is an evening and I'm starting to feel some cravings. .. I'm starting to miss the nic. ..
Answer the questions....
Greg - the fucking around stops now.
I have supported you the whole time you have been here, but you either have to quit KTC style or you will fail.
KTC style means that we have some protocol (aka rules.) When you cave, you answer 3 questions to all of us - to your old group, your new group, BUT MOST OF ALL TO YOURSELF. You dig deep and figure out why you failed.
Here are some hints to help you along the way... you had over 400 days, but you only had 440 posts. You have to work at this, building a brotherhood. You have to reach out when time get tough. YOU HAVE TO POST EVERY DAY.
You have got to start doing this right Greg. Your life depends on it. I've tried to help you for 400+ days. Now it is time to help yourself.
We want to see you succeed more than you know, but you have to want this for yourself. Stop complaining and start quitting.
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Ok... I'm answering. .. I think that in this what I will write will be the answer for every question.
You know why I'm chewing? Because I think I like it. ..and it helps me to keep peace of mind at tough days in my live...
This maybe doesn 't sound very popular here but this is the truth....If sb knows what can take a place of it please tell me , because I don't know but I know that I can get some mouth cancer from this shit or smth.
What I want to do? To be better this time?
I don't know. ..
Maybe I will try to post little bit more often. ...
so far this is the first day, tommorow will be the second one. ...
I will not dip today. ...
Of course If I would dig deeper maybe I would find so.e other reasons of my addiction. .. but the worst thing and the hardest to defeat is that I fuckin' like it. ... I'm not joking. ... this is a problem
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Ok... I'm answering. .. I think that in this what I will write will be the answer for every question.
You know why I'm chewing? Because I think I like it. ..and it helps me to keep peace of mind at tough days in my live...
This maybe doesn 't sound very popular here but this is the truth....If sb knows what can take a place of it please tell me , because I don't know but I know that I can get some mouth cancer from this shit or smth.
What I want to do? To be better this time?
I don't know. ..
Maybe I will try to post little bit more often. ...
so far this is the first day, tommorow will be the second one. ...
I will not dip today. ...
Of course If I would dig deeper maybe I would find so.e other reasons of my addiction. .. but the worst thing and the hardest to defeat is that I fuckin' like it. ... I'm not joking. ... this is a problem
No translation needed to spell out S.T.U.P.I.D.
WTF are you even doing here Greg?? You like it, then go somewhere else and ruin your face with that shit. You'll never quit something you like this much. Until you realize the power one plant has against you, you'll be powerless in the fight.
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Ok... I'm answering. .. I think that in this what I will write will be the answer for every question.
You know why I'm chewing? Because I think I like it. ..and it helps me to keep peace of mind at tough days in my live...
This maybe doesn 't sound very popular here but this is the truth....If sb knows what can take a place of it please tell me , because I don't know but I know that I can get some mouth cancer from this shit or smth.
What I want to do? To be better this time?
I don't know. ..
Maybe I will try to post little bit more often. ...
so far this is the first day, tommorow will be the second one. ...
I will not dip today. ...
Of course If I would dig deeper maybe I would find so.e other reasons of my addiction. .. but the worst thing and the hardest to defeat is that I fuckin' like it. ... I'm not joking. ... this is a problem
No translation needed to spell out S.T.U.P.I.D.
WTF are you even doing here Greg?? You like it, then go somewhere else and ruin your face with that shit. You'll never quit something you like this much. Until you realize the power one plant has against you, you'll be powerless in the fight.
We cannot help you if you don't want to help yourself.
Until you learn some hatred of this addiction that is running your life, I don't think you can be helped.
Sometimes tough love is the best medicine. With the attitude that you have, you are going to fail. Take this medicine:
Does tobacco make you appear to be sexy to your girlfriend? Does she like it when you have brown spit running down your face? Does your kid think it makes you a better father? Are you proud of yourself for using this substance?
Forget about cancer.... it is easy to dismiss that until you get it. Do you have any pride? If you don't have any pride, you have no shame, and you have no sense of wanting to better yourself.... you cannot be helped. Not here.
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I've answered the questions. .. I told the truth. .. and You don't like this truth. ..It would be better to lie. . But I don't care, I think that the worst truth is better that the best lie.
And You know what? Smedsy. .. I'm addicted, but not stupid
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I've answered the questions. .. I told the truth. .. and You don't like this truth. ..It would be better to lie. . But I don't care, I think that the worst truth is better that the best lie.
And You know what? Smedsy. .. I'm addicted, but not stupid
Sounds like you still like chew and not ready to quit. Either you want it or you don't.
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I've answered the questions. .. I told the truth. .. and You don't like this truth. ..It would be better to lie. . But I don't care, I think that the worst truth is better that the best lie.
And You know what? Smedsy. .. I'm addicted, but not stupid
Sounds like you still like chew and not ready to quit. Either you want it or you don't.
"the worst truth is better that the best lie. "
Stop lying to yourself. You don't want to quit.
Sorry Greg, that is the worst truth posted on KTC in a long time. You don't want to quit. You feel like you need to quit in order to save yourself from death. That is all. Other than that, it is managing all of your life problems.
This is sad. But it explains the difficulties you had earlier in your previous attempt, and your failure right after 400. I can't imagine winning a game that you don't want to play, even when the payoff is so great.
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Ok... I'm answering. .. I think that in this what I will write will be the answer for every question.
You know why I'm chewing? Because I think I like it. ..and it helps me to keep peace of mind at tough days in my live...
This maybe doesn 't sound very popular here but this is the truth....If sb knows what can take a place of it please tell me , because I don't know but I know that I can get some mouth cancer from this shit or smth.
What I want to do? To be better this time?
I don't know. ..
Maybe I will try to post little bit more often. ...
so far this is the first day, tommorow will be the second one. ...
I will not dip today. ...
Of course If I would dig deeper maybe I would find so.e other reasons of my addiction. .. but the worst thing and the hardest to defeat is that I fuckin' like it. ... I'm not joking. ... this is a problem
You're doomed, man.
You like it still!?!
What, the actual, fuck!?!
Search deep bro... dig deep inside because if you don't change this mindset of yours... you need to leave this site and wallow in your weed of death. We don't need Charlie Brown quitters. That hurts everyone. You know what's required... belly up.
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I'm going to sleep now, but tommorow I'll post a roll... We 'll see how will it be... but Yes. .. I'm trying to dig deeper but I need some time to realise what is the main problem. ..
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Ok... I'm answering. .. I think that in this what I will write will be the answer for every question.
You know why I'm chewing? Because I think I like it. ..and it helps me to keep peace of mind at tough days in my live...
This maybe doesn 't sound very popular here but this is the truth....If sb knows what can take a place of it please tell me , because I don't know but I know that I can get some mouth cancer from this shit or smth.
What I want to do? To be better this time?
I don't know. ..
Maybe I will try to post little bit more often. ...
so far this is the first day, tommorow will be the second one. ...
I will not dip today. ...
Of course If I would dig deeper maybe I would find so.e other reasons of my addiction. .. but the worst thing and the hardest to defeat is that I fuckin' like it. ... I'm not joking. ... this is a problem
You're doomed, man.
You like it still!?!
What, the actual, fuck!?!
Search deep bro... dig deep inside because if you don't change this mindset of yours... you need to leave this site and wallow in your weed of death. We don't need Charlie Brown quitters. That hurts everyone. You know what's required... belly up.
We all liked the shit! But we all learned to hate it! If you still have the mindset that you still love it you might as well be writing days on a chalkboard because your word want mean shit. Do you have kids? Wife? You're suppose to be the man here. Put yourself in there shoes, chances are if you don't quit someone else will be taking care of your family, also it's not fair for them to have to suffer for your stupidity! After all you did this to yourself! Man up Dammit! Get involved more, post every damn day! Addict speak is stupid!
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I've answered the questions. .. I told the truth. .. and You don't like this truth. ..It would be better to lie. . But I don't care, I think that the worst truth is better that the best lie.
And You know what? Smedsy. .. I'm addicted, but not stupid
Sorry bud ... you are an addict AND you're fucking stupid. Let me spell it out for you:
- You posted last with July '14 on May 28th, following a dismal display of posting erratically.
- Then you come in there on June 8th and drop a turd on all of us, telling us you caved
- From then until yesterday, you've lurked on here reading ... all the while "thinking" about quitting again. Also, all the while stuffing shit in your lip
- You've posted a new day one in September '15, and gave no explanation to them, us here in your intro, or July '14 as to why you're here except, "You know why I'm chewing? Because I think I like it."
- Even after 400+ days stopped ... you still have zero fucking clue.
Until we can hear a loud and audible POP all the way across the ocean that signals you've finally pulled your head out of your ass, you're just another dumb-ass addict who continues to ignore the advice given to him. That, bro ... that's stupid.
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You guys are expending a ton of energy on probably the biggest pussy I've seen on this board.
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As I'm seeing such a words I'm starting to consider between who am I... If You are writing I'm the pussy then get the fuck out of here. .. I'm not asking You for spending energy here. .. and If we are talking -:we are talking, but I don't want to see such a posts here. ..so once more mr grizzlyclaws - fuck off
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Well. Are you gonna quit or keep whining about how hard it is? Sorry I called you a pussy, I guess it's all the whininess I'm seeing. Maybe im perceiving it wrong. I wish you could tell tobacco to fuck off like you have me. I'm only calling you a pussy, tobacco is taking your life and destroying your family. Does your kid deserve a wimpy addict for a father?
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You have some badass quitters stepping up to help you - even after you say you like dipping. I'm baffled. Like yourself first macgregor. If you do, even a little bit, then you will see that there is only harm from using this noxious weed.
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I didn't mean it that way. .. I told the the biggest problem in quiting is this feeling that I like it. .. this is what makes quiting hard
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That first buzz... Man I still remember it. I was about 13 years old. I stole it from my grandfather and my head spun and I thought I would throw up. I got about 10 more buzzes after that one, then just a lot of... I need to dip now feelings. After those first 10 buzzes I spent $45,000 and 25 years making damn sure than I kept the withdrawals away. Because looking back, that is all that nicotine did for me. It took the withdrawals away. Once I stopped romancing a love that didn't coexist,I came to realize the lie that nicotine is. My dad didn't catch on in time. He died at 52. Nor did my grandpa, who died at 65. I am breaking that cycle and you have the opportunity to do the same.
This place works because we quit as a team. We post every day first thing and we keep our word. We fight a common enemy. And we hate our enemy. Because it doesn't do anything to help in any facet in life except to take away the withdrawals of not using it. Greg you have the keys to the kingdom in your hands. You can do this, but you must get your mindset in the right place. Nicotine isn't your friend... Mr grizzclaws and ChristopherJ and do many others kinda busting your balls are your friends.
Anger is good if you fight the real enemy.
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I didn't mean it that way. .. I told the the biggest problem in quiting is this feeling that I like it. .. this is what makes quiting hard
Its too bad you are having trouble hating tobacco. The consensus here is that hatred for tobacco makes quitting much easier.
I guess you will die young and live your remaining unhealthy years as an active user, but at least you'll continue liking a poisonous weed. Your children will probably not be proud of you. Hopefully they don't grow up liking and using tobacco like their father. I guess with you, all we can do is hope. You seem to not have the balls to stand up to a poisonous plant.
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I didn't mean it that way. .. I told the the biggest problem in quiting is this feeling that I like it. .. this is what makes quiting hard
Its too bad you are having trouble hating tobacco. The consensus here is that hatred for tobacco makes quitting much easier.
I guess you will die young and live your remaining unhealthy years as an active user, but at least you'll continue liking a poisonous weed. Your children will probably not be proud of you. Hopefully they don't grow up liking and using tobacco like their father. I guess with you, all we can do is hope. You seem to not have the balls to stand up to a poisonous plant.
I have to go back a ways but let me think about all of things I liked too much about tobacco...
The spitter that hisses when you open the lid and gag at the smell, then spit, close, repeat...
When I tried to hold a conversation with someone with a big nasty one in. Trying not to drool out the corner of my mouth...
Thinking about dying from the shit....
Also I would say it is more than a concensus that you won't be quit until you have a healthy hate for big tobacco and what they did to you everyday!
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The second day is going to the end. .. here in Poland. I'm still quiting.
I'm still thinking about those bad and good sides of dipping. .. I think that it would take a lot of time to explain what I meaned when I told that I like it. .. but I'm sure. .. that if I would had a choice. ..in my past, I would never start with nicotine. .. The worst thing was to meet her.
This is the point. .. I hate to be addicted - this is true. ..
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This whole intro since you caved makes me want to puke. Do you want to quit or not? If you "love" dipping so much why are you here?
It isn't that hard if you really want to quit. Maybe youre not ready.
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I'm still thinking about those bad and good sides of dipping. ..
This, my friends, is what is commonly called "Epic Fail".
There is NOTHING on the "good" side of the dipping chart bro. Nothing.
I... I... don't even know what to say. I'm sad for you man.
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I'm still thinking about those bad and good sides of dipping. ..
This, my friends, is what is commonly called "Epic Fail".
There is NOTHING on the "good" side of the dipping chart bro. Nothing.
I... I... don't even know what to say. I'm sad for you man.
With this type of addict speak, I'm finding it hard believe you made it 400+ day with us. There is ZERO good reasons to use nicotine - NONE.
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Yes I know. .. this is third day of staying quit and I started to feel some cravings. .. this kind of cravings when You're feeling lack of smth. .. I know that my brain just want to have some nic in its vains but I'm really afraid of this feeling
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This whole intro since you caved makes me want to puke. Do you want to quit or not? If you "love" dipping so much why are you here?
It isn't that hard if you really want to quit. Maybe youre not ready.
Maybe You are right. .. but I'm afraid of loosing my teeth my jaw. ..
Those are things I'm afraid of. .. this bad taste which is constatly in my mouth and this feeling of being constatly tired. ... Did You have it wwhen You were chewing this shit? I've a lot more energy when I'm staying quit. ..and I'm sleeping better. ..Do You feel the same?
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This whole intro since you caved makes me want to puke. Do you want to quit or not? If you "love" dipping so much why are you here?
It isn't that hard if you really want to quit. Maybe youre not ready.
Maybe You are right. .. but I'm afraid of loosing my teeth my jaw. ..
Those are things I'm afraid of. .. this bad taste which is constatly in my mouth and this feeling of being constatly tired. ... Did You have it wwhen You were chewing this shit? I've a lot more energy when I'm staying quit. ..and I'm sleeping better. ..Do You feel the same?
Troll alert.
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There is no good side of tobacco. Over time you learned to associate the ease of withdrawal symptoms with actual pleasure. There is no pleasure in nicotine. It's all a big stupid trick. Even craves are just your tricked mind thinking about how nicotine used to ease withdrawal symptoms. Fuck nicotine, tobacco, cigarettes, vape, cigars, nic gum, losenges, and all the rest. Fuck it and quit bro. Take a shit on it and kick it to the curb. Quit being romantic and just put the hammer down today.
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I'm doing that already for three days. .. :)
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I'm doing that already for three days. .. :)
Hi Greg. Nice job on 3 days, now it is time to put together a plan to move you to the next level...
I think I have more replies to your intro than anyone else. Once you post the answers to the 3 questions - answers that are meaningful and thoughtful - I'll start replying again. Until then - I wish you the best of luck, because if you keep bucking the KTC way - you are going to have a very tough road ahead.
It is time for some tough love. You've had 3 days to answer 3 questions.
1. What happened
2. Why did it happen
3. What are you going to do differently this time
None of us want to hear... I love nicotine - it makes me feel better. Because anyone that quit for 400 days knows that is a lie. In your message to me on day 400 - when you told me that you feel great and time is flying by - you pretty much said that. So none of that bullshit.
Dig deep.
Answer the questions.
Until then - worktowin out.
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I'm doing that already for three days. .. :)
Hi Greg. Nice job on 3 days, now it is time to put together a plan to move you to the next level...
I think I have more replies to your intro than anyone else. Once you post the answers to the 3 questions - answers that are meaningful and thoughtful - I'll start replying again. Until then - I wish you the best of luck, because if you keep bucking the KTC way - you are going to have a very tough road ahead.
It is time for some tough love. You've had 3 days to answer 3 questions.
1. What happened
2. Why did it happen
3. What are you going to do differently this time
None of us want to hear... I love nicotine - it makes me feel better. Because anyone that quit for 400 days knows that is a lie. In your message to me on day 400 - when you told me that you feel great and time is flying by - you pretty much said that. So none of that bullshit.
Dig deep.
Answer the questions.
Until then - worktowin out.
Ok I'm starting with first question. ..this is long road to answer those questions fast but ok...
So ...I had a can... to be honest I had it through this 400 Days but I didn't know that I have it somwhere. .. and I found it on the bottom of some old bag... it was closed so the stuff was good enough. ..
And I know some girl. .. You kknow.and we argued. ..a little or not a little but I didn't like it. .. I care of her and I thought I'm loosing her. .. I was so angry at world and at everything that I didn't care about anything. .. anything even staying quite or not. .. so I just took this can , opened it and started to chew. .. this is what happened. .more or less
Why ? I don't know. .. cause I didn't care, I just wanted to do smth which will ease my anger. ..
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What I'm going to do differently?
Now it's 3 days of quit. .. I was quit for more than 400 - this is big difference.
For me the one way to stay quit is to be here and to text. .. writing the answers. .. this is helping me . I ' VE read those answers of some other guy. ..and he said smth like : the tobacco is not changing anytihing - and this is ok. I think so too. .. Whatever is happening chewing is no cure.
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That makes no fucking sense at all.
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What I'm going to do differently?
Now it's 3 days of quit. .. I was quit for more than 400 - this is big difference.
For me the one way to stay quit is to be here and to text. .. writing the answers. .. this is helping me . I ' VE read those answers of some other guy. ..and he said smth like : the tobacco is not changing anytihing - and this is ok. I think so too. .. Whatever is happening chewing is no cure.
You're right, nicotine doesn't solve any problems..it is a problem. The part about coming here and texting are good. Have a plan for the next bad thing that happens. There will always be something new in your life that will challenge you. It could be a fight with a girlfriend, death in the family, job loss, you name it and it may happen. Put plans in place now to deal with these and any other situations. These plans should include reaching out to others on this site. Don't go through anything alone. Make sure to take these answers to your new and old groups if you haven't already.
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Ok I will.... and I know that tobacco is not a clue or cure. ... I just have to find some other way to deal with some hard periods in my life. . I think that when I'll find some good way. .Then I will not need nicotine any more. ..
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'Crazy'
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You sound like a fucking dumb ass, not someone who had 400 days under their belt.
You obviously learned nothing in that time and still don't know which way is up. As someone said earlier, you're really starting to sound like a troll.
Best of luck to you as you try to figure out what to figure out.
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If you are as weak at year one as you were at day one, you're doing it wrong - RickDicolus
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If you are as weak at year one as you were at day one, you're doing it wrong - RickDicolus
'dance' I love that quote! Very True 'dance'
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It seems that whatever I will tell can be use against me. ..
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It seems that whatever I will tell can be use against me. ..
We all want the same thing, Greg.
To quit.
That is all. We have a common goal. To fight a fierce opponent as a group and win, one day at a time.
Every day we work to build our hated just a little more, because that hatred helps us win.
I promised that I wouldn't reply unless you answered the 3 questions, so thanks for your initial efforts at that. You still need to work on hatred of your opponent, but little by little, I'm hoping you are finding that this team is not fighting you, we are fighting nicotine. And one day at a time, with honor and honesty, we can win the fight.
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It seems that whatever I will tell can be use against me. ..
What you tell I have heard before. Most times it ends in the person going back to the can.
Don't think of it being used against you but as us recognizing a pattern to failure.
Would you rather us say nothing and sit idly by as you are lured back to addiction?
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And I'm still quiting. ..this good feeling of taste is smth what makes me feel stronger... I think that this is realy sad If You cannot feel the taste of food because of addiction. ..
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I just caught up on this train wreck. I don't have any positive words for you right now cause I think you are a fool. Someone who throws away 400 days of quit to come back and talk about liking chew is beyond my understanding. You never even had a chance in your last attempt and I barely see hope for you now. BUT, today you have helped me. You have made me look back on my quit and question wether I have enough hatred for my addiction? Do I have a solid foundation established and am I using the tools KTC has blessed me with? I can answer yes to these questions. I am confident in my quit because I remember what it was like to be a slave. I hate what it made me and took from me. I have regained integrity and pride. You can do this as well. But you will have to understand your addiction and gain a healthy hatred for it. Today I am stronger in my quit because you have reminded me what slavery is. Good luck.
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If you ever want to get another perspective on how addiction can destroy your life watch the movie "Flight" starring Denzel Washington. His character is an alcoholic pilot that goes from fame to lame to recovering addict. There are many scenes in the movie that addicts of all substances can relate to. I suggest you watch it and pay attention to the scene in which he finds the mini bar, grabs a small bottle of vodka, sets it down, pauses for a moment, and then snatches up the bottle. That's the vision I had when you found the trophy can in the bottom of that bag. You saw it, you grabbed it, you thought about your 400 days quit, and then opened that can and threw it all away.
The movie had a much better ending but you now have a chance to join the ranks of the retreads here at KTC if you choose to do so. You know it's going to suck the next few weeks but you gotta battle through it. You know this and you've done this before, so you shouldn't need direction from anyone on how to execute your final quit. You will however have to modify a few aspects of your quit strategy because you failed miserably. You'll need to post more in your group, post support roll in other groups, post in other's intros, and welcome new quitters as they stream in. You have experience as a special butterfly and a caver so you can teach other people on exactly what should not be done.
The rest is entirely up to you. You have to want to be quit, want to stay quit, and learn to absolutely vehemently hate nicotine and want to kill that bitch every time you see her. The ball is in your court buddy, whatcha gonna do now?
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MIA.
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For you guy's thinking about leaving ktc or not posting regular, read this before you make your decision!
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Caved.
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Caved.
Sad.
Time to go "try" somewhere else... KTC isn't for you.
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If you are as weak at year one as you were at day one, you're doing it wrong - RickDicolus
This Speaks volumes