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Title: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: ilwakeboarder87 on August 27, 2012, 03:33:00 PM
So I decided to no longer buy any dip and when I was out then it was time to quit. Smoked for about 3 years and as a way to quit smoking I started dipping. (Yeah genius there... 'bang head' )

So now after about a year and a half of dipping... it's time to quit.

It has been since this Saturday the 25th around 2pm that i've had anything to dip. So i'm now just past two days and wow... this seems like it's going to be a whole lot harder then I expected. My mind is going crazy, I found an old can that was completely empty and started to try and get ANYTHING I could out of it. That kind of woke up me even more that I have a serious problem but still does not make this easier. I was a ninja dipper, trying not to let anyone know what I was doing. Even would try to hide it from my fiance. She found out multiple times and I would tell her that I quit. (Which I really didn't... had the intention to but not the follow though)

On the way home from lunch today at work, I stopped by a gas station. Just like I would do everyday. But sat there for a minute and just said no. I want victory over an addition that has run me and my habits for toooooo long.

I'm asking for some help and don't know what you can give me except... You can do it.

Little background to why this may be hard for me.
Number 1: Everyone can attest to the addictive nature of Nicotine.
Number 2: I have an oral fixation thing. I can explain it this way... I sucked my thumb until I was in middle school and almost a freshmen in high school. (Wow, what a nerd... who does that?) Yeah well that was me. So this is a battle that I know is going to be a tough one but am asking for any type of help possible.

I've tried to quit before and used the beef jerky grounded up stuff and it helped but not completely. So then I went to sunflower seeds.... WAY to much salt and my mouth was getting sore from it. Gum... well... my jaw hurts.
:unsure:

So thank you for the forum, i'm happy to be posting here on my road to being free. Just could use some help along the way.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: jakeryan2410 on August 27, 2012, 03:59:00 PM
good luck brother. Its tough. I'm a week in. It was ALOT harder for me to quit dip than smokes. I was extremely frustrated, and had alot of withdrawal effects like insomnia.

But I am exactly 7 days in and I'm feeling better. I would recommend using your nervous energy to figure out a new way to satisfy that oral fixation without harming your body or introducing another addictive element to your life.

Possibly hard candy? Maybe drink water? whatever you do, dont go for that dip. The first 2-5 days were the hardest for me. By day 3 I was at my most frustrated level, but it did ease up. I am a relatively NEW quitter, but after 1 week, I can tell you its best to keep busy, and drink alot of water.

Post roll on this site too!
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: ilwakeboarder87 on August 27, 2012, 04:27:00 PM
Thank you, i'm seriously needing and wanting to quit this time.

What do you mean by posting roll?
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Bean on August 27, 2012, 04:47:00 PM
Quote from: ilwakeboarder87
Thank you, i'm seriously needing and wanting to quit this time.

What do you mean by posting roll?
Click on the Welcome Center link above and read what roll call is and why we do it. Then post yourself...Day 2.

Congrats on a great choice. If you can't figure it out, just post here that you need help and a mod will be in touch.

Stay strong, brother!
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: copingwithoutcopen on August 27, 2012, 06:52:00 PM
Check your inbox brotha. If it were easy anyone could do it. Please don't expect to poison yourself for years and think you can skate through your quit. The first few days are the worse but it does get easier. Every day you quit, you win. Your success is up to you. Give me or any other one of these bad ass quitters a call if there is anything you need.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Wt57 on August 28, 2012, 01:41:00 AM
You could always start sucking your thumb again!
'crackup'
Sorry I couldn't resist! For me the oral fixation was harder than the addiction I think. After nearly 40 yrs of having a mouth of dirt it was just uncomfortable not to have something in there. I used fake dip constantly for 2 months and then without even recognizing what happened I quit using it. I still keep it available and use it occasionally. Pm me. For support or questions
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: eric71 on August 28, 2012, 05:15:00 AM
Quote from: Wt57
You could always start sucking your thumb again!
'crackup'
Sorry I couldn't resist! For me the oral fixation was harder than the addiction I think. After nearly 40 yrs of having a mouth of dirt it was just uncomfortable not to have something in there. I used fake dip constantly for 2 months and then without even recognizing what happened I quit using it. I still keep it available and use it occasionally. Pm me. For support or questions
How's your yoga? Sorry, even worse than the sucking your thumb comment. It's gonna be hell for a little while son. You gotta man up and hate the fact you poisoned yourself this long. You need to take ownership of your quit and guard it like a rottweiler in front of a warehouse. Get mad, embrace these days and don't ever let them become a distant memory. You want to do this once and do it right THIS time.

QLAFM
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: ilwakeboarder87 on August 28, 2012, 09:09:00 AM
Making sucking thumb comments will get you.... 'Remshot'

Thanks for the support though all.

It looks like I’ll need you all more than I thought. Last night I decided to tell my fiancé about my quitting. She already had a suspicion that I was dipping after quitting smoking but I would hide it and do it at times when she was not around. So she really didn’t have the best idea of what was going on. I can’t blame her for being upset but at the same time; isn’t the role of your spouse to be someone to uplift you when you’re down and walk through this life TOGETHER and not separate but in the same house?

With the preface that I need support and love right now through this processÂ… made me think itÂ’d be a little different instead of sleeping on the couch. She went off right away about how now she cannot trust me and how could I do this to her and bla bla bla. I told her why IÂ’m quitting, told her the story thatÂ’s posted on this board (About the dad that passed away at like 43 with 4 kids in the house.) I figured it was another took to help, but can say nowÂ… it didnÂ’t make quitting any easier. I just wanted to go grab a can from the store and call it a day. (Did not though and posted roll)

Have you all experienced a spouse that instead of supporting and being encouraging, decides to just look at themselves and not the struggle that you’re going through? Did you find the support of what you needed “here” instead of at home?

(Btw: She has never smoked, dipped, used ANY drug or really touched anything. So she doesnÂ’t understand an addiction)
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: GR8WHITEBUFFALO on August 28, 2012, 09:56:00 AM
Give her some time to process it and to catch up. If she continues to hold a grudge more than a couple of weeks and isn't supportive, maybe she isn't quite right for you. Better to find out now then later. Keep working on your quit, don't let anything or anyone get in the way. Stay quit.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Notdeadyet on August 28, 2012, 10:16:00 AM
So she's never used nicotine or any drugs and has no idea what you are battling...

You've lied to her and deceived her...

...and she's pissed.

Sounds pretty normal to me!

You need to get over yourself - quit feeling sorry for yourself - oh I'm a poor addict and need lots of support. That is the attitude of a failure. Get fired up. Focus your quit on hating the fucking tobacco companies. And buy your lady some flowers and tell her you're sorry for being a whiney douche. Get your mind right and beat this beast!

...and yes my bride of 25 years was absolutely no help in my quit.

NDY - 364 days of freedom
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Leahy16 on August 28, 2012, 10:20:00 AM
Quote from: GR8WHITEBUFFALO
Give her some time to process it and to catch up. If she continues to hold a grudge more than a couple of weeks and isn't supportive, maybe she isn't quite right for you. Better to find out now then later. Keep working on your quit, don't let anything or anyone get in the way. Stay quit.
"A couple weeks"...are you absolutely fucking crazy???

Give her a day. If she holds on to crap longer than that then she's got issues, is playing games, and will do so the entire time you are married. Way too many men put up with shit behavior from their girlfriends/fiancees and then think that might change after you get married. Wrong! It will get worse. It's a power trip. That behavior is not acceptable in an equal partnership.

Quit this shit for you and you ONLY. If you quit for her then you'll be right back on the dip after you come to your senses and send her packing...just sayin'
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: copingwithoutcopen on August 30, 2012, 06:56:00 AM
Great advice here Wake. Be thankful she's just a fiance at this point... Check out http://www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp)
and ask her to take a look. A relationship based on honesty and communication seems much more likely to succeed... Kinda the same thing that will help you succeed here. If she's not appreciative of those efforts real friggen soon, you're better off leaving her in your wake.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: copingwithoutcopen on August 31, 2012, 12:41:00 PM
Glad to hear everything is alright and you've been "crushin seeds" but here's the thing. You gotta put as much effort into your quit as you put into being an addict. We post roll early and promise our brothers that the lip poison is not an option that day. If you've got to get up 10 minutes early to make that happen so be it. I would have traveled 30 miles and killed half a day to get that fix. Compared to that, this is easy. You deserve better and your December brothers deserve better.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: J2b on January 16, 2015, 02:45:00 PM
bump....

Looks like you have been here before....
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Scowick65 on January 16, 2015, 03:01:00 PM
Quote from: jost2brown
bump....

Looks like you have been here before....
I would love to read why you are back.

'Popcorn'
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Grady on January 16, 2015, 03:24:00 PM
Quote from: ilwakeboarder87
Hey guys,

I will be joining you all officially on the 20th as my first day and shaving my beard off as well. (Please don't tell me to just do it now... I have significance to the day I'm choosing).

On the 20th I'll be 10,000 days old (like to look at my life in terms of days vs years as is gives a better perspective on time I feel.) Anyways, I took a look at the time spent and crunched some numbers about my addiction. It has been around 3,000 days since my first nicotine fix and has been continuous since that. Thinking about that... that's almost 30% of my life, i've been under the influence of a drug. That is 'Crazy' to me. Can I even remember what it's like to not have it in my body? Not really to be honest since it's been so long and I can barely remember the time before nicotine. Say that every 3 days I bought a can at an average of $4.... I've lost over $4000 dollars to something that has brought what positive to my life? I could have been almost 1/2 way to the .50 BMG rifle that I dream about. 'Remshot'

Well the time has come to quit.... I'm over it. For so long, I just didn't want to deal with the quitting issues, the failure after failure after failure after failure to quit and really admitting that I was an addict. Guess the first step is admitting the problem to myself. Well that time has come, I'm tired of sore gums, bottles laying all over, staying up after my wife goes to bed to get that last pinch in before bed, and so many other things to feed and keep something that honestly, isn't that enjoyable anymore but just a habit. I'm planning and hoping for a couple children in the next few years and the last thing I want them to see is their role model / father with a disgusting habit... that's one of the big reasons it's stopping now. Among knowing what it's like to be free of an addition and never look back. I understand it'll be hard and there will be days I might want to stab something, but the time has come.

I know it's a couple days early and not my official quit/day 1, but I wanted to give you all a heads up that I am coming and excited about getting rid of this crap once and for all.

Looking forward to the next 10,000 days free.

James
I posted this in your intro for you Jimbo for everyone to see. We all thank you for the status update. It's important for retreads to have a plan and tell their story. Just answer the 3 questions and everything will be hunky dory for you.

Spread your wings. :scowick:
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Grievous Angel on January 16, 2015, 03:58:00 PM
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: jost2brown
bump....

Looks like you have been here before....
I would love to read why you are back.

'Popcorn'
Well he ain't back until the 20th .. his special day.

He told us so . . in the April quit group.

I'll suggest again that he wait until the 22nd.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Scowick65 on January 16, 2015, 04:08:00 PM
Quote from: GrievousAngel
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: jost2brown
bump....

Looks like you have been here before....
I would love to read why you are back.

'Popcorn'
Well he ain't back until the 20th .. his special day.

He told us so . . in the April quit group.

I'll suggest again that he wait until the 22nd.
FAIL.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Doc2quit4good on January 16, 2015, 04:08:00 PM
Quote from: GrievousAngel
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: jost2brown
bump....

Looks like you have been here before....
I would love to read why you are back.

'Popcorn'
Well he ain't back until the 20th .. his special day.

He told us so . . in the April quit group.

I'll suggest again that he wait until the 22nd.
Somebody please text me if he doesn't show up on the 20th. I am sure to be under stress that day knowing that he didn't make it back. His quit sounded so promising before.... 'bang head'
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Scowick65 on January 16, 2015, 04:10:00 PM
Quote from: doc2quit4good
Quote from: GrievousAngel
Quote from: Scowick65
Quote from: jost2brown
bump....

Looks like you have been here before....
I would love to read why you are back.

'Popcorn'
Well he ain't back until the 20th .. his special day.

He told us so . . in the April quit group.

I'll suggest again that he wait until the 22nd.
Somebody please text me if he doesn't show up on the 20th. I am sure to be under stress that day knowing that he didn't make it back. His quit sounded so promising before.... 'bang head'
epic FAIL.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: ilwakeboarder87 on January 16, 2015, 04:35:00 PM
@GrevousAngel @candoit @TucoÂ’s Grill @slug.go @Scowick65 @doc2quit4good

Fuck you!

Feel free to delete my account, I will not be back around with people like you present.

Do people go to AA and get told basically to fuck off? No… it’s called a “SUPPORT” group for a reason. They have people to walk through the process with them knowing that even if they stumble they will be embraced and made better because of it. Waiting to “Tear you a new one” or is bullshit and not supportive at all to someone that truly is at a point where they wanted to seek help and be part of a community to quit. But that community is full of a bunch of ass heads. I’ll find support and a group somewhere else where people actually give a shit about the person behind posting then trying to one up and be the big man on campus stroking their ego. Glad I took the time to write out a message that meant something to me and you guys were just dicks about it. Damn my bad for not reading every fucking post on the forum and remember every rule… ever heard manners and being polite? I mean you must have just been perfect and the first time you quit went perfectly….. never had any issues at all and the first time you though of quitting… it just happened. I bet that you just woke up one day and decided today is the day. Glad you remember what it’s like to be the one getting over an addiction and your decision day. Glad you remember how much it meant to have someone by your side fighting with you then trying to find any reason to tear you down.

Why IÂ’m back is because I stumbled and for a long time felt ashamed to come back because I was having trouble again. That I failed the guys I was part of in the group but I am done with nicotine and don't give a crap what you guys think. IÂ’ve already made the decision no matter what pain comes from quitting, iÂ’m done. My bad for wanting to have some meaning behind it in 4 days and something that I could remember on my birthday of 10,000 days. PLENTY of website with tips for quitting smoking suggest planning a quit date and sticking to that. Well that's what I'm doing...

@all the rest of you that are supportive and making it day by dayÂ… keep going youÂ’re an inspiration to me. IÂ’ll be right along with you but sorry call me emotional, I donÂ’t like to be associated with a bunch of assholes. So my roll will not be posted here.

Stay Quit
James
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: J2b on January 16, 2015, 04:59:00 PM
Quote from: ilwakeboarder87
@GrevousAngel @candoit @TucoÂ’s Grill @slug.go @Scowick65 @doc2quit4good

Fuck you!

Feel free to delete my account, I will not be back around with people like you present.

Do people go to AA and get told basically to fuck off? No… it’s called a “SUPPORT” group for a reason. They have people to walk through the process with them knowing that even if they stumble they will be embraced and made better because of it. Waiting to “Tear you a new one” or is bullshit and not supportive at all to someone that truly is at a point where they wanted to seek help and be part of a community to quit. But that community is full of a bunch of ass heads. I’ll find support and a group somewhere else where people actually give a shit about the person behind posting then trying to one up and be the big man on campus stroking their ego. Glad I took the time to write out a message that meant something to me and you guys were just dicks about it. Damn my bad for not reading every fucking post on the forum and remember every rule… ever heard manners and being polite? I mean you must have just been perfect and the first time you quit went perfectly….. never had any issues at all and the first time you though of quitting… it just happened. I bet that you just woke up one day and decided today is the day. Glad you remember what it’s like to be the one getting over an addiction and your decision day. Glad you remember how much it meant to have someone by your side fighting with you then trying to find any reason to tear you down.

Why IÂ’m back is because I stumbled and for a long time felt ashamed to come back because I was having trouble again. That I failed the guys I was part of in the group but I am done with nicotine and don't give a crap what you guys think. IÂ’ve already made the decision no matter what pain comes from quitting, iÂ’m done. My bad for wanting to have some meaning behind it in 4 days and something that I could remember on my birthday of 10,000 days. PLENTY of website with tips for quitting smoking suggest planning a quit date and sticking to that. Well that's what I'm doing...

@all the rest of you that are supportive and making it day by dayÂ… keep going youÂ’re an inspiration to me. IÂ’ll be right along with you but sorry call me emotional, I donÂ’t like to be associated with a bunch of assholes. So my roll will not be posted here.

Stay Quit
James
So much addict speak, you are dying. Here is my favorite:
Quote
PLENTY of website with tips for quitting smoking suggest planning a quit date and sticking to that. Well that's what I'm doing...
See, you aint posting on one of those websites. You are posting on one that actually works. Our plan:

1) flush/destroy all nicotine products.
2) post roll
3) keep your word

See how easy it is? Bet their plans have all sorts of steps, and methods, and tricks, and blah blah blah.

Its all bullshit. What if one of the chews you stuff in your face or Virginia Slims you suck down your suck hole is the one that flips the cancer switch? How great is your plan then?

How about for your 10,000th birthday you have every bit of nicotine out of your system and are posting a day 4? Day 1 will ALWAYS be a milestone so long as you are quit. Stop playing Russian Roulette with cancer, flush your nic products, and post roll.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: CastleHusky on January 16, 2015, 05:01:00 PM
Quote from: ilwakeboarder87
@GrevousAngel @candoit @TucoÂ’s Grill @slug.go @Scowick65 @doc2quit4good

Fuck you!

Feel free to delete my account, I will not be back around with people like you present.

Do people go to AA and get told basically to fuck off? No… it’s called a “SUPPORT” group for a reason. They have people to walk through the process with them knowing that even if they stumble they will be embraced and made better because of it. Waiting to “Tear you a new one” or is bullshit and not supportive at all to someone that truly is at a point where they wanted to seek help and be part of a community to quit. But that community is full of a bunch of ass heads. I’ll find support and a group somewhere else where people actually give a shit about the person behind posting then trying to one up and be the big man on campus stroking their ego. Glad I took the time to write out a message that meant something to me and you guys were just dicks about it. Damn my bad for not reading every fucking post on the forum and remember every rule… ever heard manners and being polite? I mean you must have just been perfect and the first time you quit went perfectly….. never had any issues at all and the first time you though of quitting… it just happened. I bet that you just woke up one day and decided today is the day. Glad you remember what it’s like to be the one getting over an addiction and your decision day. Glad you remember how much it meant to have someone by your side fighting with you then trying to find any reason to tear you down.

Why IÂ’m back is because I stumbled and for a long time felt ashamed to come back because I was having trouble again. That I failed the guys I was part of in the group but I am done with nicotine and don't give a crap what you guys think. IÂ’ve already made the decision no matter what pain comes from quitting, iÂ’m done. My bad for wanting to have some meaning behind it in 4 days and something that I could remember on my birthday of 10,000 days. PLENTY of website with tips for quitting smoking suggest planning a quit date and sticking to that. Well that's what I'm doing...

@all the rest of you that are supportive and making it day by dayÂ… keep going youÂ’re an inspiration to me. IÂ’ll be right along with you but sorry call me emotional, I donÂ’t like to be associated with a bunch of assholes. So my roll will not be posted here.

Stay Quit
James
'cry'

To support is to show approval through assistance. If you want assistance in quitting tobacco use, there isn't a better venue on the internet or anywhere else. However, if it's approval that you're seeking you had better make damn sure that your ship doesn't have any leaks before you set sail, and from here it looks like you have one hell of a leaky ship.

Come back when you untuck it and you'll get your support.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Tuco on January 16, 2015, 05:07:00 PM
Quote from: ilkneeboarder87
@GrevousAngel @candoit @TucoÂ’s Grill @slug.go @Scowick65 @doc2quit4good

Fuck you!

Feel free to delete my account, I will not be back around with people like you present.

Do people go to AA and get told basically to fuck off? No… it’s called a “SUPPORT” group for a reason. They have people to walk through the process with them knowing that even if they stumble they will be embraced and made better because of it. Waiting to “Tear you a new one” or is bullshit and not supportive at all to someone that truly is at a point where they wanted to seek help and be part of a community to quit. But that community is full of a bunch of ass heads. I’ll find support and a group somewhere else where people actually give a shit about the person behind posting then trying to one up and be the big man on campus stroking their ego. Glad I took the time to write out a message that meant something to me and you guys were just dicks about it. Damn my bad for not reading every fucking post on the forum and remember every rule… ever heard manners and being polite? I mean you must have just been perfect and the first time you quit went perfectly….. never had any issues at all and the first time you though of quitting… it just happened. I bet that you just woke up one day and decided today is the day. Glad you remember what it’s like to be the one getting over an addiction and your decision day. Glad you remember how much it meant to have someone by your side fighting with you then trying to find any reason to tear you down.

Why IÂ’m back is because I stumbled and for a long time felt ashamed to come back because I was having trouble again. That I failed the guys I was part of in the group but I am done with nicotine and don't give a crap what you guys think. IÂ’ve already made the decision no matter what pain comes from quitting, iÂ’m done. My bad for wanting to have some meaning behind it in 4 days and something that I could remember on my birthday of 10,000 days. PLENTY of website with tips for quitting smoking suggest planning a quit date and sticking to that. Well that's what I'm doing...

@all the rest of you that are supportive and making it day by dayÂ… keep going youÂ’re an inspiration to me. IÂ’ll be right along with you but sorry call me emotional, I donÂ’t like to be associated with a bunch of assholes. So my roll will not be posted here.

Stay Quit
James
@ilkneeboarder87:

Extricate yourself from your shitty, counterproductive, addict thinking. Stop making nonsense plans, and start doing this shit today. Right now. No excuses.

You shit on KTC by coming here once and then caving. You shit on us again when you posted your sorry plan in the middle of our roll call without actually posting roll. You shit on our rug, and yet you want us to apologize?

If you came here to have your balls coddled with velveteen gloves while you "try" to quit again, then this is not the place for you. Not a single person will beg you to stay since your present lack of fortitude, integrity, and accountability will not mesh with how we Quit here.

"Here's to the next 10,000 days!" What the fuck does that even mean?

We quit today, one day at a time. None of this 10,000 day bullshit.

Fix your mindset. As in, completely. Then try again.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Grievous Angel on January 16, 2015, 05:20:00 PM
Quote from: ilwakeboarder87
@GrevousAngel @candoit @TucoÂ’s Grill @slug.go @Scowick65 @doc2quit4good

Fuck you!

Feel free to delete my account, I will not be back around with people like you present.

Do people go to AA and get told basically to fuck off? No… it’s called a “SUPPORT” group for a reason. They have people to walk through the process with them knowing that even if they stumble they will be embraced and made better because of it. Waiting to “Tear you a new one” or is bullshit and not supportive at all to someone that truly is at a point where they wanted to seek help and be part of a community to quit. But that community is full of a bunch of ass heads. I’ll find support and a group somewhere else where people actually give a shit about the person behind posting then trying to one up and be the big man on campus stroking their ego. Glad I took the time to write out a message that meant something to me and you guys were just dicks about it. Damn my bad for not reading every fucking post on the forum and remember every rule… ever heard manners and being polite? I mean you must have just been perfect and the first time you quit went perfectly….. never had any issues at all and the first time you though of quitting… it just happened. I bet that you just woke up one day and decided today is the day. Glad you remember what it’s like to be the one getting over an addiction and your decision day. Glad you remember how much it meant to have someone by your side fighting with you then trying to find any reason to tear you down.

Why IÂ’m back is because I stumbled and for a long time felt ashamed to come back because I was having trouble again. That I failed the guys I was part of in the group but I am done with nicotine and don't give a crap what you guys think. IÂ’ve already made the decision no matter what pain comes from quitting, iÂ’m done. My bad for wanting to have some meaning behind it in 4 days and something that I could remember on my birthday of 10,000 days. PLENTY of website with tips for quitting smoking suggest planning a quit date and sticking to that. Well that's what I'm doing...

@all the rest of you that are supportive and making it day by dayÂ… keep going youÂ’re an inspiration to me. IÂ’ll be right along with you but sorry call me emotional, I donÂ’t like to be associated with a bunch of assholes. So my roll will not be posted here.

Stay Quit
James
He mad.

He real mad.

This site isn't for everyone. I registered six months ago and didn't post a thing until January when I had had enough and was determined to quit--and not a day before.

Glad I didn't go shooting off at the mouth before I understood the modus operandi, otherwise I might have made a similar ass out of myself.

And the thing is, YOU ARE A RETREAD. You act as if the KTC way comes as a surprise to you.

If you want to show a bit of backbone and humility, come on back and work it the KTC way.

Otherwise, go find a kinder, gentler method.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Scowick65 on January 16, 2015, 05:38:00 PM
Quote from: GrievousAngel
Quote from: ilwakeboarder87
@GrevousAngel @candoit @TucoÂ’s Grill @slug.go @Scowick65 @doc2quit4good

Fuck you!

Feel free to delete my account, I will not be back around with people like you present.

Do people go to AA and get told basically to fuck off? No… it’s called a “SUPPORT” group for a reason. They have people to walk through the process with them knowing that even if they stumble they will be embraced and made better because of it. Waiting to “Tear you a new one” or is bullshit and not supportive at all to someone that truly is at a point where they wanted to seek help and be part of a community to quit. But that community is full of a bunch of ass heads. I’ll find support and a group somewhere else where people actually give a shit about the person behind posting then trying to one up and be the big man on campus stroking their ego. Glad I took the time to write out a message that meant something to me and you guys were just dicks about it. Damn my bad for not reading every fucking post on the forum and remember every rule… ever heard manners and being polite? I mean you must have just been perfect and the first time you quit went perfectly….. never had any issues at all and the first time you though of quitting… it just happened. I bet that you just woke up one day and decided today is the day. Glad you remember what it’s like to be the one getting over an addiction and your decision day. Glad you remember how much it meant to have someone by your side fighting with you then trying to find any reason to tear you down.

Why IÂ’m back is because I stumbled and for a long time felt ashamed to come back because I was having trouble again. That I failed the guys I was part of in the group but I am done with nicotine and don't give a crap what you guys think. IÂ’ve already made the decision no matter what pain comes from quitting, iÂ’m done. My bad for wanting to have some meaning behind it in 4 days and something that I could remember on my birthday of 10,000 days. PLENTY of website with tips for quitting smoking suggest planning a quit date and sticking to that. Well that's what I'm doing...

@all the rest of you that are supportive and making it day by dayÂ… keep going youÂ’re an inspiration to me. IÂ’ll be right along with you but sorry call me emotional, I donÂ’t like to be associated with a bunch of assholes. So my roll will not be posted here.

Stay Quit
James
He mad.

He real mad.

This site isn't for everyone. I registered six months ago and didn't post a thing until January when I had had enough and was determined to quit--and not a day before.

Glad I didn't go shooting off at the mouth before I understood the modus operandi, otherwise I might have made a similar ass out of myself.

And the thing is, YOU ARE A RETREAD. You act as if the KTC way comes as a surprise to you.

If you want to show a bit of backbone and humility, come on back and work it the KTC way.

Otherwise, go find a kinder, gentler method.


Your addiction story is not all that original. Past caves and future plans. In fact you are the 23,333rd person who has come here. We know what works and what doesn't. Hugs and planned quit dates don't work.

You can do this. Tell us why you failed. Post roll, quit and help others do balls to the walls no excuses quitting. If you can't do that cool. There is a softer gentler way elsewhere.

Don't take a seat in the life raft if you aren't serious about saving your life.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Grady on January 16, 2015, 06:47:00 PM
Wait a minute, why didn't I get a fuck you? I can't even be facetious without fucking it up. Back to the old Grady.
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Grievous Angel on January 16, 2015, 09:04:00 PM
Quote from: ilwakeboarder87
@GrevousAngel @candoit @TucoÂ’s Grill @slug.go @Scowick65 @doc2quit4good

Fuck you!
It was bugging me . . I knew I'd seen it somewhere before.

And then I remembered . .  (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaKj9iISQUE)
Title: Re: Alright so... Day two... SOB this isn't easy.
Post by: Doc2quit4good on January 17, 2015, 05:06:00 PM
OH NO!!!!! I made him go away...... Sorry KTC I'm a loser!!!

Oh wait a minute. I just came here and quit and stayed quit. No drama!!! OK, maybe a little... No FUs though ever!!!!