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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: ppolcyn on January 27, 2012, 11:45:00 AM
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Just thought I would introduce myself.
My name is Paul and I just quit this morning. I have dipped since 1991. I have tried quitting many times and hope this time I succeed.
About me:
I am 34 and I am a high school science teacher and high school football coach.
I have 4 kids and a wonderful wife.
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Just thought I would introduce myself.
My name is Paul and I just quit this morning. I have dipped since 1991. I have tried quitting many times and hope this time I succeed.
About me:
I am 34 and I am a high school science teacher and high school football coach.
I have 4 kids and a wonderful wife.
Welcome to the fun, Paul!
Let me correct one thing before you get started. We don't use the word "try" around here. We "do". We put every ounce of energy into quitting. Also, the word "hope" in this context is not very popular either. If you follow the procedures and principles applied in this site you will be able to quit.
Head over to the WELCOME CENTER (red link at the upper left of the page) and read everything there, especially on posting roll. Remember that this is a nicotine free site, meaning that we quit cold turkey. No nic gum; no nic patches; no tobacco!
You'll be in the May 2012 Pre HOF Group: index.php?showtopic=5841 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=5841)
If you need anything else, just shout.
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Know what it means to post roll.
Keep your word.
You can do this
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made it 2 hrs so far
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made it 2 hrs so far
That is something to build on.
Can we get three?
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Hang tough Paul!
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Over 3
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Hang in there Paul. The first 2 or 3 days are pretty rough, I know, Thats where I'm at now. But I can already feel a difference.
One day at a time brother. one day at a time......
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Over 3
You can do this! It's your life you're fighting for!!
If you need to, get into CHAT and get some help.
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failed
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failed
Failed? FAILED?!?! Are you kidding me? You posted roll today...I saw it. Did they not explain what that means at orientation? You promised to not use today. And you couldn't keep your word?
Guess what cupcake, this is not the place to announce 'Failed'. Get your sorry ass into the May group and explain that you are such a pussy that you couldn't keep your word 12 lousy hours. Then you get some numbers. Then you make a decision that you will do this. And for God's sake...post roll...again...and keep your word!!!!!
That is, if you are actually a man.
Or are you a pussy?
'Meow'
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You fucking kidding me? 3 hours?
How bad do you want this bro? Honestly. Do you want to quit? Do you see a guy who is strong and can overcome? Its takes balls and conviction to do this. You got to believe that you can do can face this fear. 3 hours? Guys have faced cancer and not caved. They've gone through divorces and not caved. Please tell me what catastrophe was avoided by you shoving cancer candy into your pie hole?
Man up.
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failed
Failed? FAILED?!?! Are you kidding me? You posted roll today...I saw it. Did they not explain what that means at orientation? You promised to not use today. And you couldn't keep your word?
Guess what cupcake, this is not the place to announce 'Failed'. Get your sorry ass into the May group and explain that you are such a pussy that you couldn't keep your word 12 lousy hours. Then you get some numbers. Then you make a decision that you will do this. And for God's sake...post roll...again...and keep your word!!!!!
That is, if you are actually a man.
Or are you a pussy?
'Meow'
Wow, 3 whole hours huh? I could go on an on, but why bother? If you can't live up to your word for one freaking day, why would I even bother....
On a bright note Gator is back!!!
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failed
Failed? FAILED?!?! Are you kidding me? You posted roll today...I saw it. Did they not explain what that means at orientation? You promised to not use today. And you couldn't keep your word?
Guess what cupcake, this is not the place to announce 'Failed'. Get your sorry ass into the May group and explain that you are such a pussy that you couldn't keep your word 12 lousy hours. Then you get some numbers. Then you make a decision that you will do this. And for God's sake...post roll...again...and keep your word!!!!!
That is, if you are actually a man.
Or are you a pussy?
'Meow'
Wow, 3 whole hours huh? I could go on an on, but why bother? If you can't live up to your word for one freaking day, why would I even bother....
On a bright note Gator is back!!!
There are things gator can't ignore...and some fogtard failing himself is one of them.
'bang head'
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Made it through my new day one (yesterday) and am hanging in there.
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Made it through my new day one (yesterday) and am hanging in there.
You put your word down that you are quit today?
If so, do you truly appreciate what that means? What it means in terms of effort? What that means in terms of finding solutions and enduring pain? Do you know what tools are on this site to help with these tasks?
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No pain
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u can do this polcyn
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leave the attitude and the excuses at the door. Post roll every damn day and invest in your quit by building relationships in here to help you protect your quit. If you want to blow everyone off w the tough guy, whoa is me, I have problems no one else faces you might seriously reconsider the whole accountability thing that this brotherhood demands.
Is this how much your quit is worth to you - please re-think and repost in Apr 14 and in May 12 remember those guys???
To answer the three questions:
1. What happened? I caved
2. Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk
3. Changes? I can comfortably walk and work now. and I understand that each person is struggling just as I am; but together we can make it
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leave the attitude and the excuses at the door. Post roll every damn day and invest in your quit by building relationships in here to help you protect your quit. If you want to blow everyone off w the tough guy, whoa is me, I have problems no one else faces you might seriously reconsider the whole accountability thing that this brotherhood demands.
Is this how much your quit is worth to you - please re-think and repost in Apr 14 and in May 12 remember those guys???
To answer the three questions:
1. What happened? I caved
2. Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk
3. Changes? I can comfortably walk and work now. and I understand that each person is struggling just as I am; but together we can make it
Ok here is another chance for an education because if you do not learn from this past incident then how can you really ensure yourself some success as you move forward.
"What happened? I caved" - well no sh*t, but better explain yourself. What was the situation. What were you doing, who all was around. Remember that a lot is the situation that you put yourself in. Maybe a thought to stay away from this situation in the future.????
"Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk" - ok a little better, but why not strong? What did you NOT DO? Come on look deep inside.
I will not respond to the 3rd item other than you need to think about it more. If you do not plan to keep from failing, you will fail.
Now I the time, you have fallen, but how you get back up will say a heck of a lot more about you....lets have it say good things
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leave the attitude and the excuses at the door. Post roll every damn day and invest in your quit by building relationships in here to help you protect your quit. If you want to blow everyone off w the tough guy, whoa is me, I have problems no one else faces you might seriously reconsider the whole accountability thing that this brotherhood demands.
Is this how much your quit is worth to you - please re-think and repost in Apr 14 and in May 12 remember those guys???
To answer the three questions:
1. What happened? I caved
2. Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk
3. Changes? I can comfortably walk and work now. and I understand that each person is struggling just as I am; but together we can make it
Ok here is another chance for an education because if you do not learn from this past incident then how can you really ensure yourself some success as you move forward.
"What happened? I caved" - well no sh*t, but better explain yourself. What was the situation. What were you doing, who all was around. Remember that a lot is the situation that you put yourself in. Maybe a thought to stay away from this situation in the future.????
"Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk" - ok a little better, but why not strong? What did you NOT DO? Come on look deep inside.
I will not respond to the 3rd item other than you need to think about it more. If you do not plan to keep from failing, you will fail.
Now I the time, you have fallen, but how you get back up will say a heck of a lot more about you....lets have it say good things
If quitting were easy, we wouldn't need KTC. Fuck comfortable. I'll take alive and cancer free over comfortable any day of the week. Apparently you're more concerned with being comfortable. Fuck that.
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leave the attitude and the excuses at the door. Post roll every damn day and invest in your quit by building relationships in here to help you protect your quit. If you want to blow everyone off w the tough guy, whoa is me, I have problems no one else faces you might seriously reconsider the whole accountability thing that this brotherhood demands.
Is this how much your quit is worth to you - please re-think and repost in Apr 14 and in May 12 remember those guys???
To answer the three questions:
1. What happened? I caved
2. Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk
3. Changes? I can comfortably walk and work now. and I understand that each person is struggling just as I am; but together we can make it
Ok here is another chance for an education because if you do not learn from this past incident then how can you really ensure yourself some success as you move forward.
"What happened? I caved" - well no sh*t, but better explain yourself. What was the situation. What were you doing, who all was around. Remember that a lot is the situation that you put yourself in. Maybe a thought to stay away from this situation in the future.????
"Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk" - ok a little better, but why not strong? What did you NOT DO? Come on look deep inside.
I will not respond to the 3rd item other than you need to think about it more. If you do not plan to keep from failing, you will fail.
Now I the time, you have fallen, but how you get back up will say a heck of a lot more about you....lets have it say good things
If quitting were easy, we wouldn't need KTC. Fuck comfortable. I'll take alive and cancer free over comfortable any day of the week. Apparently you're more concerned with being comfortable. Fuck that.
The only thing interesting thing in this thread is seeing some of the OGs of the Old School offering ppPaul their help 2 years ago. I still get goosebumps seeing souli, lube, keddy, ready, and gator's names. Pp didn't get it then, and appears he doesn't now.
"Their aint no school like the old school, and special butterflies with wee little scrotums need not apply...."
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leave the attitude and the excuses at the door. Post roll every damn day and invest in your quit by building relationships in here to help you protect your quit. If you want to blow everyone off w the tough guy, whoa is me, I have problems no one else faces you might seriously reconsider the whole accountability thing that this brotherhood demands.
Is this how much your quit is worth to you - please re-think and repost in Apr 14 and in May 12 remember those guys???
To answer the three questions:
1. What happened? I caved
2. Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk
3. Changes? I can comfortably walk and work now. and I understand that each person is struggling just as I am; but together we can make it
Ok here is another chance for an education because if you do not learn from this past incident then how can you really ensure yourself some success as you move forward.
"What happened? I caved" - well no sh*t, but better explain yourself. What was the situation. What were you doing, who all was around. Remember that a lot is the situation that you put yourself in. Maybe a thought to stay away from this situation in the future.????
"Why? I was not strong enough to deal with not being able to work or walk" - ok a little better, but why not strong? What did you NOT DO? Come on look deep inside.
I will not respond to the 3rd item other than you need to think about it more. If you do not plan to keep from failing, you will fail.
Now I the time, you have fallen, but how you get back up will say a heck of a lot more about you....lets have it say good things
If quitting were easy, we wouldn't need KTC. Fuck comfortable. I'll take alive and cancer free over comfortable any day of the week. Apparently you're more concerned with being comfortable. Fuck that.
The only thing interesting thing in this thread is seeing some of the OGs of the Old School offering ppPaul their help 2 years ago. I still get goosebumps seeing souli, lube, keddy, ready, and gator's names. Pp didn't get it then, and appears he doesn't now.
"Their aint no school like the old school, and special butterflies with wee little scrotums need not apply...."
This is your third (that I know of) attempt. Are you trying to break a record?
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Thanks for the support.
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Thanks for the support.
The support is there for the taking my friend, but you do have to reach for it.
You on the other hand still are acting all macho hostile with the concept that others can help you be accountable if you let them. In my book that means your are damn near quitting on your own while being surrounded by bad ass quitters willing to help.
I have never figured out why people show up on this forum but refuse to follow the recipe layed out here. It is proven to work, yet some insist on doing it "their" way despite ZERO chance their way works (otherwise they would be quit).
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Thanks for the support.
The support is there for the taking my friend, but you do have to reach for it.
You on the other hand still are acting all macho hostile with the concept that others can help you be accountable if you let them. In my book that means your are damn near quitting on your own while being surrounded by bad ass quitters willing to help.
I have never figured out why people show up on this forum but refuse to follow the recipe layed out here. It is proven to work, yet some insist on doing it "their" way despite ZERO chance their way works (otherwise they would be quit).
We just want to make sure you're comfortable....
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Well, then help me
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Well, then help me
Well I can't quit for ya bud. Shoot me a PM and I'll give my digits. Fair warning, I hold quitters accountable for all actions and I don't except bullshit excuses. It's quit or not quit in my world. I'm happy to light the way for you.
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Well, then help me
Here's some helpful advice...
Pull your fucking head out of your ass and decide if you are IN or if you are OUT. You want to do this, then do it all the way. NO half ass efforts, because they get half assed results, as proven by past performance.
I'll help you as much as possible. PM me anytime with whatever you need. You wanna swap digits, you have specific question, you want to to tell me to fuck off...I don't care as long as it's helping you to stay quit.
A LOT of guys and gals here can help you out, but ultimately it will be you who has to do the heavy lifting. We can't be with you all day to make sure you do the right thing.
I'm all in to help you, but are you all in to quit?
Up to you, Sport.
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Well, then help me
Well I can't quit for ya bud. Shoot me a PM and I'll give my digits. Fair warning, I hold quitters accountable for all actions and I don't except bullshit excuses. It's quit or not quit in my world. I'm happy to light the way for you.
I sent you a pm. Same warning as CS, if I have your number I will use it and I don't tolerate addict excuses or special behaviors. But I will help if you are willing to invest more in your own quit than you have so far...
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Well, then help me
Here's some helpful advice...
Pull your fucking head out of your ass and decide if you are IN or if you are OUT. You want to do this, then do it all the way. NO half ass efforts, because they get half assed results, as proven by past performance.
I'll help you as much as possible. PM me anytime with whatever you need. You wanna swap digits, you have specific question, you want to to tell me to fuck off...I don't care as long as it's helping you to stay quit.
A LOT of guys and gals here can help you out, but ultimately it will be you who has to do the heavy lifting. We can't be with you all day to make sure you do the right thing.
I'm all in to help you, but are you all in to quit?
Up to you, Sport.
Even though you called me a "cocksucker" your first day back, when I was trying to figure out if you were a lurker or a caver and help you out, I too am willing to help.
But I will NOT meet you halfway. I am on the path, and I will not leave it. I will help you get on it. As has been said below - you are either quit, or not. All in or all out.
If you are serious, shoot me a PM with your number. Post with MY group every day. Read some older threads back to front. More importantly, bond with your group - you can be a tale of woe or an example of why buy in is so important here.
Up to you bud. No room on these rafts for special butterfly's (though we are all a little special. 'help' )
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What am I doing differently?
1. All tobacciana has been removed from anywhere I go
2. I saved a picture of the contract (printing things out just aint my style) and I have to send a copy of that to my wife before I can ever dip again (AINT FUCKING HAPPENING)
3. I got some veterans' numbers and have touched base with coach steve
4. I honestly wanted to quit. I know people are gonna jump on me for that. Want in one hand and shit in the other... I get it. But you guys know what I mean.
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What am I doing differently?
1. All tobacciana has been removed from anywhere I go
2. I saved a picture of the contract (printing things out just aint my style) and I have to send a copy of that to my wife before I can ever dip again (AINT FUCKING HAPPENING)
3. I got some veterans' numbers and have touched base with coach steve
4. I honestly wanted to quit. I know people are gonna jump on me for that. Want in one hand and shit in the other... I get it. But you guys know what I mean.
Keep it up. That's it.
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thanks for helping me out guys!!!
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Motherfuckers, I quit!!!!!!
No more snuff!
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thanks for helping me out guys!!!
The only accomplishment so far is you have now accepted some peer support. :D This is a marathon, not a sprint. We will help you stack up the quit days, but you have to keep putting in the effort...
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Motherfuckers, I quit!!!!!!
No more snuff!
Today....pp. No more snuff TODAY. I quit TODAY motherfuckers.
I am getting that tingly peepee feeling that someone is kind of getting it....
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Welcome to WQLF, no snuff radio, bitches!!!!!!
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Welcome to WQLF, no snuff radio, bitches!!!!!!
WQLF - I presume this is Quit Like Fuck!
I like it!
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Whatever you do as a newbie, make sure you get people's numbers.
It fucking works. I thought I was about to die, so I hit j2b and cbird up and like fucking magic I survived.
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It is fucking hilarious. I just spent 25 minutes trying to figure out when my 100th day is. I teach high school physics with trigonometry yet, it took me that long to count to 100. Fog bitches!!!
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Whatever you do as a newbie, make sure you get people's numbers.
It fucking works. I thought I was about to die, so I hit j2b and cbird up and like fucking magic I survived.
Way to GO!!! That's how you do it!!
As for figuring days, check out the quitilator link in feb 14's roll thread. It figures them out for you. I think grizclaws made it.
Keep getting thru this you are doing it right.
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You made your promise today. We quit like fuck.
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It gets better if you just get through today over and over again. One day at a time adds up to spots where you don't even think about the poison anymore, but you need to QLF until it gets easier, and then be ready to QLF when it gets hard again. You have had enough day 1s and you know how bad it sucks.
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It is fucking hilarious. I just spent 25 minutes trying to figure out when my 100th day is. I teach high school physics with trigonometry yet, it took me that long to count to 100. Fog bitches!!!
This made me laugh. Thanks. I remember the fog, so glad to be so far from that. I definitely wouldn't recommend a college class in math while your in the first stages of quit.
It's worth it man,, every little second of it. Remember these days. Soak them in so you will never forget. Need another number let me know.
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Oh yes I quit like fuck!!!
But it ain't easy for me. I know, boo hoo.
That dirty fucking hag is calling. Lurking in the fog of my quit. I turn around as she places her ghastly grip on my shoulder. As I feel her cold embrace, I pull out a big WQLF and smash her right in the fucking mouth. Not today bitch!!!
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It is fucking hilarious. I just spent 25 minutes trying to figure out when my 100th day is. I teach high school physics with trigonometry yet, it took me that long to count to 100. Fog bitches!!!
Yea, I did the same thing and I am an accountant.....what will really make you laugh is finding out that if you scroll right on the accountability spreadsheet to Column HS.....your HOF date is already calculated for you. 'embarrassed'
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
Spend some saved dip money on flowers for the lady. She deserves it. Way to stay quit.
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
Stop taking it out on her, come here and vent if needed. You have to keep focused on what got you in this position, a poisonous weed in a can that we let rule our lives for far too long.
It can also be helpful to have her come here and read through the spousal section so that she knows what to expect.
Keep it up it gets better.
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
You are a real quitter man. Option 1: bed down with the Nic Bitch....and get to bed down with your wife too. Option 2: bed down with neither but curl up on the couch with your blankie and your quit.
Option 2 every damn day!
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
You are a real quitter man. Option 1: bed down with the Nic Bitch....and get to bed down with your wife too. Option 2: bed down with neither but curl up on the couch with your blankie and your quit.
Option 2 every damn day!
hey hope you are having her read on here the spousal support and the what to expect, so she knows its the nic playing with your head instead of you just being a jerk.
hell even have her jump into our live chat, or do it together let her ask us questions
and always remember you did this to yourself so DO NOT take anything out on her. bring it in here to the site and to your brothers.
stay strong and in this case stay soft as well (soft not weak)
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
You are a real quitter man. Option 1: bed down with the Nic Bitch....and get to bed down with your wife too. Option 2: bed down with neither but curl up on the couch with your blankie and your quit.
Option 2 every damn day!
hey hope you are having her read on here the spousal support and the what to expect, so she knows its the nic playing with your head instead of you just being a jerk.
hell even have her jump into our live chat, or do it together let her ask us questions
and always remember you did this to yourself so DO NOT take anything out on her. bring it in here to the site and to your brothers.
stay strong and in this case stay soft as well (soft not weak)
I don't think she'll like the Paul with cancer either. Then the question becomes, what is best for Paul, quit or not quit?
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
You are a real quitter man. Option 1: bed down with the Nic Bitch....and get to bed down with your wife too. Option 2: bed down with neither but curl up on the couch with your blankie and your quit.
Option 2 every damn day!
hey hope you are having her read on here the spousal support and the what to expect, so she knows its the nic playing with your head instead of you just being a jerk.
hell even have her jump into our live chat, or do it together let her ask us questions
and always remember you did this to yourself so DO NOT take anything out on her. bring it in here to the site and to your brothers.
stay strong and in this case stay soft as well (soft not weak)
I don't think she'll like the Paul with cancer either. Then the question becomes, what is best for Paul, quit or not quit?
Quitters are sporadic with emotions. Your brain and body are rewiring and you probably are an absolute dick.
You lady didn't stuff your face full of the crap. So she doesn't deserve your wrath, rage, etc. I agree with coach, have her read spousal support.
Link to spousal support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
Tell her you are sorry and how much she means to you. How much you need her to support and understand.
Then when you are pissed, come here and write. Just like you did. This is a safe place to vent and rage. We get it and there is some good fights here. It is good for those in the fight and better than reality TV.
Never again should you get her to the point where the dipper is a better alternative than a quit dickhead. You need to blow off steam do it here. It may be hard sometimes but family, go out of your way to appreciate and thank them for helping you quit.
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
You are a real quitter man. Option 1: bed down with the Nic Bitch....and get to bed down with your wife too. Option 2: bed down with neither but curl up on the couch with your blankie and your quit.
Option 2 every damn day!
hey hope you are having her read on here the spousal support and the what to expect, so she knows its the nic playing with your head instead of you just being a jerk.
hell even have her jump into our live chat, or do it together let her ask us questions
and always remember you did this to yourself so DO NOT take anything out on her. bring it in here to the site and to your brothers.
stay strong and in this case stay soft as well (soft not weak)
I don't think she'll like the Paul with cancer either. Then the question becomes, what is best for Paul, quit or not quit?
Best for Paul is to quit like fuck.
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I guess I am acting like quite the fucking jerk. My wife and I were riding in the car a little bit ago and she said that she was gonna buy me a can of snuff because the Paul on snuff is a lot more tolerable. She pulled into the gas station but before she could get it, I stole her purse from her and locked her out (more likely, locked me in) without any money. I would not give her purse back but I let her back in and she drove us home. She is mad as hell at me, but I ain't quitting my quit.
Probably have to sleep on the couch tonight guys but it will be worth it.
You are a real quitter man. Option 1: bed down with the Nic Bitch....and get to bed down with your wife too. Option 2: bed down with neither but curl up on the couch with your blankie and your quit.
Option 2 every damn day!
hey hope you are having her read on here the spousal support and the what to expect, so she knows its the nic playing with your head instead of you just being a jerk.
hell even have her jump into our live chat, or do it together let her ask us questions
and always remember you did this to yourself so DO NOT take anything out on her. bring it in here to the site and to your brothers.
stay strong and in this case stay soft as well (soft not weak)
I don't think she'll like the Paul with cancer either. Then the question becomes, what is best for Paul, quit or not quit?
Quitters are sporadic with emotions. Your brain and body are rewiring and you probably are an absolute dick.
You lady didn't stuff your face full of the crap. So she doesn't deserve your wrath, rage, etc. I agree with coach, have her read spousal support.
Link to spousal support (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
Tell her you are sorry and how much she means to you. How much you need her to support and understand.
Then when you are pissed, come here and write. Just like you did. This is a safe place to vent and rage. We get it and there is some good fights here. It is good for those in the fight and better than reality TV.
Never again should you get her to the point where the dipper is a better alternative than a quit dickhead. You need to blow off steam do it here. It may be hard sometimes but family, go out of your way to appreciate and thank them for helping you quit.
What Mthomas says X 100!
I was an absolute dickwad in my first 6 months. (I just verified this with my wife).
I bit my customers heads off. (dumb)
Blew up on my wife for no reason. (real dumb)
Was angry all day and miserable too. (years of poison addiction will do that)
It gets better...I promise You!
My wife loves me for who I am suppose to be now.
Your wife loves you too. We were "NOT" born with this poison in our mouths!
You're just gonna have to channel your anger/mood swings, etc...into exercising, yelling while running around the yard singing mary had a little lamb! Whatever it takes to move the shit out of your head for the moment.
The wife, the customers, all family are innocent...We are the addicts, period
Keep quitting ODAAT and NAFAR and the anger/mood swings will pass.
I promise.
I quit with You today.
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I hate the fucking world right now. But I honestly love you guys here. I just found a previously lost can. That bitch was calling hard. I did something that made me feel like puking. I opened the full can and dumped that motherfucker in the toilet. I am sick and cold right now. But I fucking promised not to.
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I hate the fucking world right now. But I honestly love you guys here. I just found a previously lost can. That bitch was calling hard. I did something that made me feel like puking. I opened the full can and dumped that motherfucker in the toilet. I am sick and cold right now. But I fucking promised not to.
Putting another nail in her coffin!
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I hate the fucking world right now. But I honestly love you guys here. I just found a previously lost can. That bitch was calling hard. I did something that made me feel like puking. I opened the full can and dumped that motherfucker in the toilet. I am sick and cold right now. But I fucking promised not to.
Turn some of that hate onto nicotine. It's not the world that has you all fucked up. It's years of poisoning yourself that jacked your brain up.
Yep I said POISON, because that is what nicotine is...a toxic POISON.
Point some of your anger her way. She's the one that did you ugly for all those years.
The world is a beautiful place, especially when you are poison free!
Quit on....
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You bastards have got me just as hooked on quitting as I was addicted to dipping. Thanks!!!!
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You bastards have got me just as hooked on quitting as I was addicted to dipping. Thanks!!!!
mwaa-ha-ha! (evil laugh)-
Welcome to the club!
Seriously, i'm still hooked, 91 days in. Better to be hooked on this than about anything else, right? It's really common that peopel live on the site early on in successful quits, so i think you are doing it right. Keep building it, piece by piece man, you can do this too.
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You bastards have got me just as hooked on quitting as I was addicted to dipping. Thanks!!!!
mwaa-ha-ha! (evil laugh)-
Welcome to the club!
Seriously, i'm still hooked, 91 days in. Better to be hooked on this than about anything else, right? It's really common that peopel live on the site early on in successful quits, so i think you are doing it right. Keep building it, piece by piece man, you can do this too.
Most of us worked very hard at feeding our addictions to the point of stupidity. Why wouldn't everyone put in as much effort to be a quitter? Just wishing you were quit will not make it so...
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You bastards have got me just as hooked on quitting as I was addicted to dipping. Thanks!!!!
mwaa-ha-ha! (evil laugh)-
Welcome to the club!
Seriously, i'm still hooked, 91 days in. Better to be hooked on this than about anything else, right? It's really common that peopel live on the site early on in successful quits, so i think you are doing it right. Keep building it, piece by piece man, you can do this too.
Most of us worked very hard at feeding our addictions to the point of stupidity. Why wouldn't everyone put in as much effort to be a quitter? Just wishing you were quit will not make it so...
Tell me about it T-Cell.
------- Just check out this loser with over 8700 posts. He must be living in his mother's basement drinking rice beer....wait a minute.....
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You bastards have got me just as hooked on quitting as I was addicted to dipping. Thanks!!!!
mwaa-ha-ha! (evil laugh)-
Welcome to the club!
Seriously, i'm still hooked, 91 days in. Better to be hooked on this than about anything else, right? It's really common that peopel live on the site early on in successful quits, so i think you are doing it right. Keep building it, piece by piece man, you can do this too.
Most of us worked very hard at feeding our addictions to the point of stupidity. Why wouldn't everyone put in as much effort to be a quitter? Just wishing you were quit will not make it so...
Tell me about it T-Cell.
------- Just check out this loser with over 8700 posts. He must be living in his mother's basement drinking rice beer....wait a minute.....
'crackup'
You forgot to mention looking like a penis with teeth...
FUCS!
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You bastards have got me just as hooked on quitting as I was addicted to dipping. Thanks!!!!
mwaa-ha-ha! (evil laugh)-
Welcome to the club!
Seriously, i'm still hooked, 91 days in. Better to be hooked on this than about anything else, right? It's really common that peopel live on the site early on in successful quits, so i think you are doing it right. Keep building it, piece by piece man, you can do this too.
Most of us worked very hard at feeding our addictions to the point of stupidity. Why wouldn't everyone put in as much effort to be a quitter? Just wishing you were quit will not make it so...
Tell me about it T-Cell.
------- Just check out this loser with over 8700 posts. He must be living in his mother's basement drinking rice beer....wait a minute.....
'crackup'
You forgot to mention looking like a penis with teeth...
FUCS!
you all are in need of serious 'help'
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You bastards have got me just as hooked on quitting as I was addicted to dipping. Thanks!!!!
mwaa-ha-ha! (evil laugh)-
Welcome to the club!
Seriously, i'm still hooked, 91 days in. Better to be hooked on this than about anything else, right? It's really common that peopel live on the site early on in successful quits, so i think you are doing it right. Keep building it, piece by piece man, you can do this too.
Most of us worked very hard at feeding our addictions to the point of stupidity. Why wouldn't everyone put in as much effort to be a quitter? Just wishing you were quit will not make it so...
Tell me about it T-Cell.
------- Just check out this loser with over 8700 posts. He must be living in his mother's basement drinking rice beer....wait a minute.....
'crackup'
You forgot to mention looking like a penis with teeth...
FUCS!
you all are in need of serious 'help'
When we put as much effort into quitting as we did using, we win. Keep up the work.
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Nine days in and I can definitely tell a difference. Leukoplakia is starting to go away. I am fucking stoked.
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Nine days in and I can definitely tell a difference. Leukoplakia is starting to go away. I am fucking stoked.
Awesome, you got this today! I quit with you!
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Nine days in and I can definitely tell a difference. Leukoplakia is starting to go away. I am fucking stoked.
Awesome, you got this today! I quit with you!
Good job on 9. It's far from over.
Build your quit knowledge. Learn addiction/nicotine. There is lots of information on this site. Knowledge is power. Learn you're enemy, you can bet it knows you.
I noticed your name on the intros. Good job, the more your involved the more it becomes necessary to stay quit. It's harder to to walk out unnoticed when 5, 10, even 15 brothers have your number and are watching your back. Need another number let me know. Quit with you today.
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Saved over $50 in ten days.
Gonna take my wife and the kids to a movie tonight with it.
Holy shit, I have never watched a movie in the theater without a dip in my lip. Should be interesting.
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Saved over $50 in ten days.
Gonna take my wife and the kids to a movie tonight with it.
Holy shit, I have never watched a movie in the theater without a dip in my lip. Should be interesting.
Hey i got you there man. I posted about my first dip free movie, and then California Slim told me he posted about the same thing. Take some candy/seeds/whatever, and enjoy your freedom from the shit of it all- like hiding the used dip, smuggling it in, where to spit, etc.
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Saved over $50 in ten days.
Gonna take my wife and the kids to a movie tonight with it.
Holy shit, I have never watched a movie in the theater without a dip in my lip. Should be interesting.
I assure you that dipping had nothing to do with the outcome of the movie. It didn't make the popcorn taste better and didn't keep the coke from spilling on your shirt. If the movie is bad you can put you head back and take a nap without worrying about the poison going down the airway.
As a matter of fact the people that work at the the theater will appreciate not having to pick up your spit cup you leave behind.
Great job on your quit. Quit with you today.
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Saved over $50 in ten days.
Gonna take my wife and the kids to a movie tonight with it.
Holy shit, I have never watched a movie in the theater without a dip in my lip. Should be interesting.
I assure you that dipping had nothing to do with the outcome of the movie. It didn't make the popcorn taste better and didn't keep the coke from spilling on your shirt. If the movie is bad you can put you head back and take a nap without worrying about the poison going down the airway.
As a matter of fact the people that work at the the theater will appreciate not having to pick up your spit cup you leave behind.
Great job on your quit. Quit with you today.
Water, dill pickle seeds, twizzlers, and balls. The Family Vadge enjoyed "Frozen" - although I recommend you let mrs pp smuggle in your goodies. Movie theater snacks straight rape your wallet. Great work today pp.
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We take advantage of the free refills on pop and popcorn at our theatre.
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Just got Copenhagen coupons in the mail. I am gonna burn them later.
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Just got Copenhagen coupons in the mail. I am gonna burn them later.
Got mine last week....ripped them up with great joy!!! $3.00 off mouth cancer....fuck UST
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Just got Copenhagen coupons in the mail. I am gonna burn them later.
Got mine last week....ripped them up with great joy!!! $3.00 off mouth cancer....fuck UST
yeah Fuck US Tobacco.
I will never kneel, worship of be a servant of US Tobacco and Nicotine. My can humping days are over and I am Free!
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Just got Copenhagen coupons in the mail. I am gonna burn them later.
Got mine last week....ripped them up with great joy!!! $3.00 off mouth cancer....fuck UST
yeah Fuck US Tobacco.
I will never kneel, worship of be a servant of US Tobacco and Nicotine. My can humping days are over and I am Free!
Send them to me. I will wipe my ass with them. Might mail them back to "Return to Sender"
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Just got Copenhagen coupons in the mail. I am gonna burn them later.
Got mine last week....ripped them up with great joy!!! $3.00 off mouth cancer....fuck UST
I got the extra special birthday death coupon for $5.00 off.
Fuck them
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Just got Copenhagen coupons in the mail. I am gonna burn them later.
Got mine last week....ripped them up with great joy!!! $3.00 off mouth cancer....fuck UST
I got the extra special birthday death coupon for $5.00 off.
Fuck them
I hate the poison. I hated it this morning and continued through lunch. I hated it at dinner and still hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much my plan will be to wake up tomorrow and start hating it again. I'll quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me. Glad to be quit with all you tobacco haters tonight.
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Just got Copenhagen coupons in the mail. I am gonna burn them later.
Got mine last week....ripped them up with great joy!!! $3.00 off mouth cancer....fuck UST
I got the extra special birthday death coupon for $5.00 off.
Fuck them
I hate the poison. I hated it this morning and continued through lunch. I hated it at dinner and still hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much my plan will be to wake up tomorrow and start hating it again. I'll quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me. Glad to be quit with all you tobacco haters tonight.
Now your building some serious quits! :D
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Just got Copenhagen coupons in the mail. I am gonna burn them later.
Got mine last week....ripped them up with great joy!!! $3.00 off mouth cancer....fuck UST
I got the extra special birthday death coupon for $5.00 off.
Fuck them
I hate the poison. I hated it this morning and continued through lunch. I hated it at dinner and still hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much my plan will be to wake up tomorrow and start hating it again. I'll quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me. Glad to be quit with all you tobacco haters tonight.
Now your building some serious quits! :D
Love it. Copenhagen "hating AND quitting" going on here. Yeah!
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I am about to go off. My youngest daughter said, "daddy, you want some snuff, don't you?"
Then I looked at her and she said, "ha, ha, you can't have any. "
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I am about to go off. My youngest daughter said, "daddy, you want some snuff, don't you?"
Then I looked at her and she said, "ha, ha, you can't have any. "
She's right! You can't ! hahahhahahahaha!!!!!!!!
Its midnight.... another day down and you kept your promise! Quit on.
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I am about to go off. My youngest daughter said, "daddy, you want some snuff, don't you?"
Then I looked at her and she said, "ha, ha, you can't have any. "
She's right! You can't ! hahahhahahahaha!!!!!!!!
Its midnight.... another day down and you kept your promise! Quit on.
Priceless, but you really don't want some snuff you are just fighting lies...
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I don't know if many people around here have taken the time to think about what we have going on here.
When I do, it brings me to tears. We have a group of absolute strangers who are saving each other's lives. How fucking awesome is that? Never has anyone done so much for me without asking for anything (except for me honoring my own word) in return.
This is some pretty fucking legendary shit here. You guys are just one massive dose of almighty amazingness.
Members of my own family are not supportive like you guys are. This is both troubling and telling. First, troubling; because my own family is supposed to love me and support me. My oldest brother laughed at me in front of one of his classes when I told him that I quit dipping.
Telling; it speaks volumes about the character of the people on this site. Unconditionally loving absolute total strangers. Amazing.
Ok. I just wanted to say a deep, heartfelt thank you to everyone supporting each other on here.
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I don't know if many people around here have taken the time to think about what we have going on here.
When I do, it brings me to tears. We have a group of absolute strangers who are saving each other's lives. How fucking awesome is that? Never has anyone done so much for me without asking for anything (except for me honoring my own word) in return.
This is some pretty fucking legendary shit here. You guys are just one massive dose of almighty amazingness.
Members of my own family are not supportive like you guys are. This is both troubling and telling. First, troubling; because my own family is supposed to love me and support me. My oldest brother laughed at me in front of one of his classes when I told him that I quit dipping.
Telling; it speaks volumes about the character of the people on this site. Unconditionally loving absolute total strangers. Amazing.
Ok. I just wanted to say a deep, heartfelt thank you to everyone supporting each other on here.
Yes isn't it amazing? Don't hold your family to the same standard, they may or may not understand how hard and the commitment it takes to quit this powerful addictive poison!!!!! But we all do,,, we are all going thru it together. We do it odaat and we preach NAFAR, but most of all,,, yes you nailed it,,,, we depend on one another's promise and then keeping that word! Keep drinking the cool aid. I quit with you! Erussell day 272 and can't wait to start another odaat in the am!
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I'm proud of everyone in the April group. You bastards push me every single day. And even though this is likely one of the most difficult things I'll ever do, my brothers in quit make me look forward to it.
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I don't know if many people around here have taken the time to think about what we have going on here.
When I do, it brings me to tears. We have a group of absolute strangers who are saving each other's lives. How fucking awesome is that? Never has anyone done so much for me without asking for anything (except for me honoring my own word) in return.
This is some pretty fucking legendary shit here. You guys are just one massive dose of almighty amazingness.
Members of my own family are not supportive like you guys are. This is both troubling and telling. First, troubling; because my own family is supposed to love me and support me. My oldest brother laughed at me in front of one of his classes when I told him that I quit dipping.
Telling; it speaks volumes about the character of the people on this site. Unconditionally loving absolute total strangers. Amazing.
Ok. I just wanted to say a deep, heartfelt thank you to everyone supporting each other on here.
Addiction can be extremely lonely. I can't tell you how many people I've spoken to who had no one before KTC who they could talk to. Family members may or may not show support, but regardless, 99% of them have no idea what you are going through. The willpower it takes to not only bring yourself here, but to battle through the suck and stay QUIT, that is something only your QUIT brothers and sisters can understand and help you through.
We are QUIT together, because there is no other way. And if you drink the kool-aid, then hopefully we will be joined by this for the rest of our lives.
I QUIT with you today. Keep your hate strong for the nic bitch and never let her weasel her way into a positive light within your mind.
Oh and tell your brother to sit on a tack (:
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I don't know if many people around here have taken the time to think about what we have going on here.
When I do, it brings me to tears. We have a group of absolute strangers who are saving each other's lives. How fucking awesome is that? Never has anyone done so much for me without asking for anything (except for me honoring my own word) in return.
This is some pretty fucking legendary shit here. You guys are just one massive dose of almighty amazingness.
Members of my own family are not supportive like you guys are. This is both troubling and telling. First, troubling; because my own family is supposed to love me and support me. My oldest brother laughed at me in front of one of his classes when I told him that I quit dipping.
Telling; it speaks volumes about the character of the people on this site. Unconditionally loving absolute total strangers. Amazing.
Ok. I just wanted to say a deep, heartfelt thank you to everyone supporting each other on here.
Addiction can be extremely lonely. I can't tell you how many people I've spoken to who had no one before KTC who they could talk to. Family members may or may not show support, but regardless, 99% of them have no idea what you are going through. The willpower it takes to not only bring yourself here, but to battle through the suck and stay QUIT, that is something only your QUIT brothers and sisters can understand and help you through.
We are QUIT together, because there is no other way. And if you drink the kool-aid, then hopefully we will be joined by this for the rest of our lives.
I QUIT with you today. Keep your hate strong for the nic bitch and never let her weasel her way into a positive light within your mind.
Oh and tell your brother to sit on a tack (:
Mark this day as a mental and physical turning point when you finally pulled the mask off the nic bitch and exposed her ugly lying ass! You are learning the tools to face and beat down the bitch and I see you using them this time. Never stop sharpening your weaponry or being vigilant in protecting and strengthening your quit defense.
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I don't know if many people around here have taken the time to think about what we have going on here.
When I do, it brings me to tears. We have a group of absolute strangers who are saving each other's lives. How fucking awesome is that? Never has anyone done so much for me without asking for anything (except for me honoring my own word) in return.
This is some pretty fucking legendary shit here. You guys are just one massive dose of almighty amazingness.
Members of my own family are not supportive like you guys are. This is both troubling and telling. First, troubling; because my own family is supposed to love me and support me. My oldest brother laughed at me in front of one of his classes when I told him that I quit dipping.
Telling; it speaks volumes about the character of the people on this site. Unconditionally loving absolute total strangers. Amazing.
Ok. I just wanted to say a deep, heartfelt thank you to everyone supporting each other on here.
Addiction can be extremely lonely. I can't tell you how many people I've spoken to who had no one before KTC who they could talk to. Family members may or may not show support, but regardless, 99% of them have no idea what you are going through. The willpower it takes to not only bring yourself here, but to battle through the suck and stay QUIT, that is something only your QUIT brothers and sisters can understand and help you through.
We are QUIT together, because there is no other way. And if you drink the kool-aid, then hopefully we will be joined by this for the rest of our lives.
I QUIT with you today. Keep your hate strong for the nic bitch and never let her weasel her way into a positive light within your mind.
Oh and tell your brother to sit on a tack (:
Mark this day as a mental and physical turning point when you finally pulled the mask off the nic bitch and exposed her ugly lying ass! You are learning the tools to face and beat down the bitch and I see you using them this time. Never stop sharpening your weaponry or being vigilant in protecting and strengthening your quit defense.
Don't you mean vigorant Bird?
p.s. 'BanDog'
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I don't know if many people around here have taken the time to think about what we have going on here.
When I do, it brings me to tears. We have a group of absolute strangers who are saving each other's lives. How fucking awesome is that? Never has anyone done so much for me without asking for anything (except for me honoring my own word) in return.
This is some pretty fucking legendary shit here. You guys are just one massive dose of almighty amazingness.
Members of my own family are not supportive like you guys are. This is both troubling and telling. First, troubling; because my own family is supposed to love me and support me. My oldest brother laughed at me in front of one of his classes when I told him that I quit dipping.
Telling; it speaks volumes about the character of the people on this site. Unconditionally loving absolute total strangers. Amazing.
Ok. I just wanted to say a deep, heartfelt thank you to everyone supporting each other on here.
Addiction can be extremely lonely. I can't tell you how many people I've spoken to who had no one before KTC who they could talk to. Family members may or may not show support, but regardless, 99% of them have no idea what you are going through. The willpower it takes to not only bring yourself here, but to battle through the suck and stay QUIT, that is something only your QUIT brothers and sisters can understand and help you through.
We are QUIT together, because there is no other way. And if you drink the kool-aid, then hopefully we will be joined by this for the rest of our lives.
I QUIT with you today. Keep your hate strong for the nic bitch and never let her weasel her way into a positive light within your mind.
Oh and tell your brother to sit on a tack (:
Mark this day as a mental and physical turning point when you finally pulled the mask off the nic bitch and exposed her ugly lying ass! You are learning the tools to face and beat down the bitch and I see you using them this time. Never stop sharpening your weaponry or being vigilant in protecting and strengthening your quit defense.
Don't you mean vigorant Bird?
p.s. 'BanDog'
Good to see you drinking the koolaide Paul. We are stronger together. Don't be too hard on your family, unless you've been stuffing poison in your piehole for a while it is pretty hard to understand. I would be tempted to kick my brother in the nuts however for no support...
You have a lot of ups and downs coming still Paul. Keep building that quit so you are always prepared...
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Just wanted to say thanks to the guys who have brought me to the light:
C-bird, T-Cell, Coach Steve, Wastepanel, J2B, Ginet, Diesel, cmark, sir derek and many more; Thanx a bunch guys
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I just realized that I will never beat the Nic bitch. Every day she will try to sink her claws into me and get me to cave. I am an addict. I have a battle on my hands for the rest of my life. No matter how strong I feel my quit is, I will always be just one bad decision away from being her slave again.
Does this mean I give up? Fuck no! I will battle this whore until the day I die.
Is it a winnable war? Ultimately, no. But I can win the battle each and every day.
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I just realized that I will never beat the Nic bitch. Every day she will try to sink her claws into me and get me to cave. I am an addict. I have a battle on my hands for the rest of my life. No matter how strong I feel my quit is, I will always be just one bad decision away from being her slave again.
Does this mean I give up? Fuck no! I will battle this whore until the day I die.
Is it a winnable war? Ultimately, no. But I can win the battle each and every day.
I like the way your quit is going Paul, keep it up.
I agree, the battle will be every day for the rest of your life. But that battle gets much easier as time goes on and it simply isn't difficult to win each and every day, particularly if you only worry about today.
I disagree about winning the war though. Yes, we will all die eventually. That is inevidable. But it most likely won't be because we poisoned ourselves to death any more. I call that a win.
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I just realized that I will never beat the Nic bitch. Every day she will try to sink her claws into me and get me to cave. I am an addict. I have a battle on my hands for the rest of my life. No matter how strong I feel my quit is, I will always be just one bad decision away from being her slave again.
Does this mean I give up? Fuck no! I will battle this whore until the day I die.
Is it a winnable war? Ultimately, no. But I can win the battle each and every day.
I like the way your quit is going Paul, keep it up.
I agree, the battle will be every day for the rest of your life. But that battle gets much easier as time goes on and it simply isn't difficult to win each and every day, particularly if you only worry about today.
I disagree about winning the war though. Yes, we will all die eventually. That is inevidable. But it most likely won't be because we poisoned ourselves to death any more. I call that a win.
I picture it as more of a hill climb than fighting a war.
Unfortunately, it's a long hill. Very steep in the first few steps
Fortunately, the hill's pitch lessens the higher up you go.
Analogies are like a$$holes, everyone has one...
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I just realized that I will never beat the Nic bitch. Every day she will try to sink her claws into me and get me to cave. I am an addict. I have a battle on my hands for the rest of my life. No matter how strong I feel my quit is, I will always be just one bad decision away from being her slave again.
Does this mean I give up? Fuck no! I will battle this whore until the day I die.
Is it a winnable war? Ultimately, no. But I can win the battle each and every day.
I like the way your quit is going Paul, keep it up.
I agree, the battle will be every day for the rest of your life. But that battle gets much easier as time goes on and it simply isn't difficult to win each and every day, particularly if you only worry about today.
I disagree about winning the war though. Yes, we will all die eventually. That is inevidable. But it most likely won't be because we poisoned ourselves to death any more. I call that a win.
I picture it as more of a hill climb than fighting a war.
Unfortunately, it's a long hill. Very steep in the first few steps
Fortunately, the hill's pitch lessens the higher up you go.
Analogies are like a$$holes, everyone has one...
this is a poor way to think of it...you are never just one bad decision away...Post roll first thing every day and take the bitch of the table for that day! Your word as a man is at stake there is no way the bitch can compete with that!
please do not look ahead this early it can be very intimidating...just simply quit for today...then get up tomorrow and quit for today!
Never.Give.The.Bitch.A.Chance!
Do not ever try to fight her fair, get up every morning and kick the bitch in the gunt and move on!
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i am done.
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i am done.
What do you mean by that? Just curious.
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i am done.
What do you mean by that? Just curious.
Done posting
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i am done.
What do you mean by that? Just curious.
Done posting
For how long?
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i am done.
What do you mean by that? Just curious.
Done posting
For how long?
You going to wimp out,, take the easy road, take the road back to slavery?
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i am done.
What do you mean by that? Just curious.
Done posting
For how long?
You going to wimp out,, take the easy road, take the road back to slavery?
Whiskey Tango Foxtrot, over.
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i am done.
What do you mean by that? Just curious.
Done posting
Why?
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As a newbie pre HOF er. I get it. There is no win. We all must go to our maker, might as well help it along. should we just help tie the noose in the rope? Why don't we give up at first breath? Get laid and die like the mayfly? Wait til the pains of age start and then just call it quits?
WE DONT DO THIS BECAUSE AROUND THE CORNER THAT WE CANT SEE IS A WIN, A NEW GRANDCHILD, A MOMENT OF ENLIGHTENMENT, A REASON WE ARE NEEDED, OUR PURPOSE LIVED OVER AND OVER, A FIGHT FOR LIFE BECAUSE WE WERE MEANT TO LIVE. FLOP LIKE A FUCKING FISH ON DRY LAND, FLAP YOUR WINGS LIKE A DOWNED BIRD, GIVE IT ALL YOU HAVE SO THERE WILL BE NO REGRETS. then, easily and without thought you may go away.
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Fuck people. I am still gonna post roll. Just done typing shit.
CTFO
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I think that is cool. You know, and I get that
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I think that is cool. You know, and I get that
Yes quitting is the hardest thing most of us have ever done but it is also one of the most rewarding.... BUT ..... your quit only grows and strengthens by the amount of effort you put into it.
Post Roll Call Every Damn Day
Extra Energy - pay it forward or backward
Rinse and Repeat
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I think that is cool. You know, and I get that
Yes quitting is the hardest thing most of us have ever done but it is also one of the most rewarding.... BUT ..... your quit only grows and strengthens by the amount of effort you put into it.
Post Roll Call Every Damn Day
Extra Energy - pay it forward or backward
Rinse and Repeat
Yes, some people suck, even some quitters.
Take what you need, ignore the rest. Part of peer accountability is sharing. Write to your intro or not, that is a choice. Posting roll is not a choice if you want to be a quitter here...
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i did promise to not use today
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First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.
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First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.
Hey man! I am a rook with 30 days and I AM doing what you are doing...putting all of the things we've done in the past in the broken rear view mirror and looking ahead!
ODAAT - quitting with your angry ass today! cowboy
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First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.
Hey man! I am a rook with 30 days and I AM doing what you are doing...putting all of the things we've done in the past in the broken rear view mirror and looking ahead!
ODAAT - quitting with your angry ass today! cowboy
You don't have to look far for another idiot around here my friend. You are seeing the light bro. Good to hear. Quit with you today.
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First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.
Hey man! I am a rook with 30 days and I AM doing what you are doing...putting all of the things we've done in the past in the broken rear view mirror and looking ahead!
ODAAT - quitting with your angry ass today! cowboy
You don't have to look far for another idiot around here my friend. You are seeing the light bro. Good to hear. Quit with you today.
Another one of those idiots here. It took me 38 years of lying to myself before I was ready to quit. Shit, that is more time than half of the membership has been alive...
I really beat the hell out of myself about it too, around the number of days you have in. It fuels the rage.
But you simply can't change the past. All you can do is ensure you don't return to being that idiot user.
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First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.
Hey man! I am a rook with 30 days and I AM doing what you are doing...putting all of the things we've done in the past in the broken rear view mirror and looking ahead!
ODAAT - quitting with your angry ass today! cowboy
You don't have to look far for another idiot around here my friend. You are seeing the light bro. Good to hear. Quit with you today.
Another one of those idiots here. It took me 38 years of lying to myself before I was ready to quit. Shit, that is more time than half of the membership has been alive...
I really beat the hell out of myself about it too, around the number of days you have in. It fuels the rage.
But you simply can't change the past. All you can do is ensure you don't return to being that idiot user.
The great thing about the mind of an addict is we can fool ourselves for years...but once we get it. We get it. Start bringing the quit. Spread the word, the nic bitch is a liar.
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First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.
Hey man! I am a rook with 30 days and I AM doing what you are doing...putting all of the things we've done in the past in the broken rear view mirror and looking ahead!
ODAAT - quitting with your angry ass today! cowboy
You don't have to look far for another idiot around here my friend. You are seeing the light bro. Good to hear. Quit with you today.
Another one of those idiots here. It took me 38 years of lying to myself before I was ready to quit. Shit, that is more time than half of the membership has been alive...
I really beat the hell out of myself about it too, around the number of days you have in. It fuels the rage.
But you simply can't change the past. All you can do is ensure you don't return to being that idiot user.
The great thing about the mind of an addict is we can fool ourselves for years...but once we get it. We get it. Start bringing the quit. Spread the word, the nic bitch is a liar.
23 years I gave to the nic bitch, $33,000 give or take....yeah I'm an idiot too....
One day at a time kicking the nic bitch's ass man, thats all we got!
Keep up the good work, keep getting the anger out it will pass. PM if you need another number for support brother!
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First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.
Hey man! I am a rook with 30 days and I AM doing what you are doing...putting all of the things we've done in the past in the broken rear view mirror and looking ahead!
ODAAT - quitting with your angry ass today! cowboy
You don't have to look far for another idiot around here my friend. You are seeing the light bro. Good to hear. Quit with you today.
Another one of those idiots here. It took me 38 years of lying to myself before I was ready to quit. Shit, that is more time than half of the membership has been alive...
I really beat the hell out of myself about it too, around the number of days you have in. It fuels the rage.
But you simply can't change the past. All you can do is ensure you don't return to being that idiot user.
The great thing about the mind of an addict is we can fool ourselves for years...but once we get it. We get it. Start bringing the quit. Spread the word, the nic bitch is a liar.
23 years I gave to the nic bitch, $33,000 give or take....yeah I'm an idiot too....
One day at a time kicking the nic bitch's ass man, thats all we got!
Keep up the good work, keep getting the anger out it will pass. PM if you need another number for support brother!
You are doing it now, and that is all that matters. Most of us turned good quits into stoppages before. Just keep doing what you are doing. I am quit with you all day.
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First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.
Hey man! I am a rook with 30 days and I AM doing what you are doing...putting all of the things we've done in the past in the broken rear view mirror and looking ahead!
ODAAT - quitting with your angry ass today! cowboy
You don't have to look far for another idiot around here my friend. You are seeing the light bro. Good to hear. Quit with you today.
Another one of those idiots here. It took me 38 years of lying to myself before I was ready to quit. Shit, that is more time than half of the membership has been alive...
I really beat the hell out of myself about it too, around the number of days you have in. It fuels the rage.
But you simply can't change the past. All you can do is ensure you don't return to being that idiot user.
The great thing about the mind of an addict is we can fool ourselves for years...but once we get it. We get it. Start bringing the quit. Spread the word, the nic bitch is a liar.
23 years I gave to the nic bitch, $33,000 give or take....yeah I'm an idiot too....
One day at a time kicking the nic bitch's ass man, thats all we got!
Keep up the good work, keep getting the anger out it will pass. PM if you need another number for support brother!
You are doing it now, and that is all that matters. Most of us turned good quits into stoppages before. Just keep doing what you are doing. I am quit with you all day.
Damn right to be angry.....I'm still livid at the damage that can been done by a stupid weed.....when I woke up from the fog and got pissed off,,, my quit got stronger....use the anger and REMEMBER why your angry!!! I'll quit with you today
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Working out plan not to dip this weekend.
1. No access
2. No money for me
3. No drinking (I don't drink anyway)
4. No game
5. Chat instead of watching game
6. Stuff my face all day Sunday
7. Read horror stories about dip Sunday morning
8. Ask God for strength at church
9. Call waste panel, tcell, and cbird if all else fails
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Working out plan not to dip this weekend.
1. No access
2. No money for me
3. No drinking (I don't drink anyway)
4. No game
5. Chat instead of watching game
6. Stuff my face all day Sunday
7. Read horror stories about dip Sunday morning
8. Ask God for strength at church
9. Call waste panel, tcell, and cbird if all else fails
Thats a pretty solid quit plan
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Working out plan not to dip this weekend.
1. No access
2. No money for me
3. No drinking (I don't drink anyway)
4. No game
5. Chat instead of watching game
6. Stuff my face all day Sunday
7. Read horror stories about dip Sunday morning
8. Ask God for strength at church
9. Call waste panel, tcell, and cbird if all else fails
Thats a pretty solid quit plan
I feel left out :( solid plan though.
Missing step 1 - post roll.
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sorry dude. I will call you too to get permission.
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Working out plan not to dip this weekend.
1. No access
2. No money for me
3. No drinking (I don't drink anyway)
4. No game
5. Chat instead of watching game
6. Stuff my face all day Sunday
7. Read horror stories about dip Sunday morning
8. Ask God for strength at church
9. Call waste panel, tcell, and cbird if all else fails
You also left out the old "slam junk in desk drawer" last resort trick. I mean I leave that one for last, but you can move it up on your list if you want. It is definitely the showstopper though, pretty sure no one will be caving immediately after that...
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Working out plan not to dip this weekend.
1. No access
2. No money for me
3. No drinking (I don't drink anyway)
4. No game
5. Chat instead of watching game
6. Stuff my face all day Sunday
7. Read horror stories about dip Sunday morning
8. Ask God for strength at church
9. Call waste panel, tcell, and cbird if all else fails
Thats a pretty solid quit plan
I feel left out :( solid plan though.
Missing step 1 - post roll.
I post roll first thing, before I even get out of bed. So that happens before I could even get the urge.
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Just found out my daughter has a broken hip and femur and the doctor thinks she may also have a tumor. Please pray for Hannah.
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Just found out my daughter has a broken hip and femur and the doctor thinks she may also have a tumor. Please pray for Hannah.
Sorry to hear that. Prayers up for Hannah.
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Just found out my daughter has a broken hip and femur and the doctor thinks she may also have a tumor. Please pray for Hannah.
Sorry to hear that. Prayers up for Hannah.
In my prayers for sure...sorry to hear this, Paul. Please stay strong and know that you have an entire brotherhood to fall back on forbsupport during this time.
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Just found out my daughter has a broken hip and femur and the doctor thinks she may also have a tumor. Please pray for Hannah.
Prayers. For sure!
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Just found out my daughter has a broken hip and femur and the doctor thinks she may also have a tumor. Please pray for Hannah.
Prayers. For sure!
Prayers. Keep us updated bro.
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Just found out my daughter has a broken hip and femur and the doctor thinks she may also have a tumor. Please pray for Hannah.
You can have my prayers, brother.
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Just found out my daughter has a broken hip and femur and the doctor thinks she may also have a tumor. Please pray for Hannah.
You can have my prayers, brother.
And mine too!
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Just found out my daughter has a broken hip and femur and the doctor thinks she may also have a tumor. Please pray for Hannah.
You can have my prayers, brother.
And mine too!
Done
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Sitting at the hospital with my princess. She is enough reason not to dip. Don't get me wrong, I want it bad. But, hell no. I won't chew.
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Your family is in my families prayers
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Your family is in my families prayers
Ditto. ^^^^. You're making yourself a better man for her too.
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Sitting at the hospital with my princess. She is enough reason not to dip. Don't get me wrong, I want it bad. But, hell no. I won't chew.
I know you will stay strong Paul. Prayers to your daughter.
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Prayers brother
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Hope all is well with the princess! Stay strong bro!
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Sitting at the hospital with my princess. She is enough reason not to dip. Don't get me wrong, I want it bad. But, hell no. I won't chew.
I know you will stay strong Paul. Prayers to your daughter.
Your daughter is in my family's prayers Paul. If you need anything you can pm me. I know you will stay strong brother. Always remember that 1 problem + dip = 2 problems. That being said, like i said, if you need anything let me know. And keep me updated.
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Sitting at the hospital with my princess. She is enough reason not to dip. Don't get me wrong, I want it bad. But, hell no. I won't chew.
I know you will stay strong Paul. Prayers to your daughter.
Keep strong! Prayers for your daughter.
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Sitting at the hospital with my princess. She is enough reason not to dip. Don't get me wrong, I want it bad. But, hell no. I won't chew.
I know you will stay strong Paul. Prayers to your daughter.
Keep strong! Prayers for your daughter.
Stay strong Paul
prayers
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Sitting at the hospital with my princess. She is enough reason not to dip. Don't get me wrong, I want it bad. But, hell no. I won't chew.
I know you will stay strong Paul. Prayers to your daughter.
Keep strong! Prayers for your daughter.
Stay strong Paul
prayers
thoughts and prayers to you and yours.
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Sitting at the hospital with my princess. She is enough reason not to dip. Don't get me wrong, I want it bad. But, hell no. I won't chew.
I know you will stay strong Paul. Prayers to your daughter.
Keep strong! Prayers for your daughter.
Stay strong Paul
prayers
thoughts and prayers to you and yours.
Stay strong brother. Nic won't help one iota, it'll just make stuff worse. Prayers for you and your family.
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Thanks guys. MRI and we will find out more Monday.
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Thanks guys. MRI and we will find out more Monday.
Hang in, stay strong! Thoughts and prayers for your daughter.
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no tumor
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no tumor
really good news!
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no tumor
That's good news!
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
perfect
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
perfect
Thank God! I am so glad to hear that , man.. so glad.
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
perfect
Thank God! I am so glad to hear that , man.. so glad.
Damn, Paul that is fantastic news!
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
perfect
Thank God! I am so glad to hear that , man.. so glad.
Damn, Paul that is fantastic news!
awesome news
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
perfect
Thank God! I am so glad to hear that , man.. so glad.
Damn, Paul that is fantastic news!
awesome news
Ditto!
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
perfect
Thank God! I am so glad to hear that , man.. so glad.
Damn, Paul that is fantastic news!
awesome news
Ditto!
Man, that is awesome news and I am sure a huge relief!
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
perfect
Thank God! I am so glad to hear that , man.. so glad.
Damn, Paul that is fantastic news!
awesome news
Ditto!
Man, that is awesome news and I am sure a huge relief!
Best news i have heard all day. How is her hip?
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no tumor
That's good news!
Great news!
perfect
Thank God! I am so glad to hear that , man.. so glad.
Damn, Paul that is fantastic news!
awesome news
Ditto!
Man, that is awesome news and I am sure a huge relief!
Best news i have heard all day. How is her hip?
Good news. I needed some good news today.
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Thanks again guys for the awesome support.
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How are things ?
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I have been quite busy this past week. But I feel great and quit is still good. A few craves here and there but nothing major. Gonna rededicate my quit this week and try to be more active on here.
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I have been quite busy this past week. But I feel great and quit is still good. A few craves here and there but nothing major. Gonna rededicate my quit this week and try to be more active on here.
Good to hear you are doing good.
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I have been quite busy this past week. But I feel great and quit is still good. A few craves here and there but nothing major. Gonna rededicate my quit this week and try to be more active on here.
Good to hear you are doing good.
^^^ X2. Glad to read it, and glad you'll be coming back around more. Keep building the strength, accountability, and support!
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I have been quite busy this past week. But I feel great and quit is still good. A few craves here and there but nothing major. Gonna rededicate my quit this week and try to be more active on here.
Good to hear you are doing good.
^^^ X2. Glad to read it, and glad you'll be coming back around more. Keep building the strength, accountability, and support!
Nice job! Keep that quit coming!
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I have been quite busy this past week. But I feel great and quit is still good. A few craves here and there but nothing major. Gonna rededicate my quit this week and try to be more active on here.
Good to hear you are doing good.
^^^ X2. Glad to read it, and glad you'll be coming back around more. Keep building the strength, accountability, and support!
Nice job! Keep that quit coming!
^^ what they said. its nice to recharge every once in a while.
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
Looks like a victory to me-- nice job! one more trigger defeated!
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
Looks like a victory to me-- nice job! one more trigger defeated!
I think that's a pretty big deal ppolcyn! Nice job.
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
Looks like a victory to me-- nice job! one more trigger defeated!
I think that's a pretty big deal ppolcyn! Nice job.
Congrats bro. I promise you, if you just stay focused on adding those +1's, it keeps getting easier and better. Proud to be quit with you. Awesome job !!!
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
Looks like a victory to me-- nice job! one more trigger defeated!
I think that's a pretty big deal ppolcyn! Nice job.
Congrats bro. I promise you, if you just stay focused on adding those +1's, it keeps getting easier and better. Proud to be quit with you. Awesome job !!!
Your right, for the typical person that isn't in their first few weeks of quitting one of the most addictive drugs known to man might not understand where your coming from.
On the other hand your 17, 000 + brothers and sisters here no exactly what your talking about and applaud. Proud of you.
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
Looks like a victory to me-- nice job! one more trigger defeated!
I think that's a pretty big deal ppolcyn! Nice job.
Congrats bro. I promise you, if you just stay focused on adding those +1's, it keeps getting easier and better. Proud to be quit with you. Awesome job !!!
Your right, for the typical person that isn't in their first few weeks of quitting one of the most addictive drugs known to man might not understand where your coming from.
On the other hand your 17, 000 + brothers and sisters here no exactly what your talking about and applaud. Proud of you.
Nice job, that is winning!
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
Looks like a victory to me-- nice job! one more trigger defeated!
I think that's a pretty big deal ppolcyn! Nice job.
Congrats bro. I promise you, if you just stay focused on adding those +1's, it keeps getting easier and better. Proud to be quit with you. Awesome job !!!
Your right, for the typical person that isn't in their first few weeks of quitting one of the most addictive drugs known to man might not understand where your coming from.
On the other hand your 17, 000 + brothers and sisters here no exactly what your talking about and applaud. Proud of you.
Nice job, that is winning!
Nice victory! Your money is better spent elsewhere. Quit on!
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
Looks like a victory to me-- nice job! one more trigger defeated!
I think that's a pretty big deal ppolcyn! Nice job.
Congrats bro. I promise you, if you just stay focused on adding those +1's, it keeps getting easier and better. Proud to be quit with you. Awesome job !!!
Your right, for the typical person that isn't in their first few weeks of quitting one of the most addictive drugs known to man might not understand where your coming from.
On the other hand your 17, 000 + brothers and sisters here no exactly what your talking about and applaud. Proud of you.
Nice job, that is winning!
Nice victory! Your money is better spent elsewhere. Quit on!
One victory down. Keep adding those days and keep putting your boot on that "want." Every time that "want" pops up get really pissed at it and tell her to FO. I see those cans at the station and I want to burn down the entire station. Not really for full disclosure. :ph43r:
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I know that this isnt that much of a big deal for everyone else but for me it is so back off
I went to the gas station for the first time today with money in my pocket and I had the ability to buy snuff if I wanted it. I did want it, but I didnt but any.
Before today, I havent had any money, so it was easy to not buy: today I had to see where I was.
I know I want snuff and will continue to want it, but with easy access to it, I can resist it!!!
Looks like a victory to me-- nice job! one more trigger defeated!
I think that's a pretty big deal ppolcyn! Nice job.
Congrats bro. I promise you, if you just stay focused on adding those +1's, it keeps getting easier and better. Proud to be quit with you. Awesome job !!!
Your right, for the typical person that isn't in their first few weeks of quitting one of the most addictive drugs known to man might not understand where your coming from.
On the other hand your 17, 000 + brothers and sisters here no exactly what your talking about and applaud. Proud of you.
Nice job, that is winning!
Nice victory! Your money is better spent elsewhere. Quit on!
One victory down. Keep adding those days and keep putting your boot on that "want." Every time that "want" pops up get really pissed at it and tell her to FO. I see those cans at the station and I want to burn down the entire station. Not really for full disclosure. :ph43r:
Nice win for sure, and I am with duathman here: eventually you will not want to buy a can you will want to pile them in the parking lot, spray 'em with $20 worth of unleaded, and light them somzabvitchz up! Keep +1ing it gets way better!
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ONE MONTH IN!!!!
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ONE MONTH IN!!!!
That's awesome, keep it up! And thanks for your daily support of Project Mayhem!
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ONE MONTH IN!!!!
That's awesome, keep it up! And thanks for your daily support of Project Mayhem!
Tremendous, good job. Enjoy those 30 days of freedom. You should now know and believe that you can stay quit. There will be ups and downs in your quit over the next 70 days and beyond. Keep building and improving your quit every chance you get. Increase your accountability to others, broaden it. Next up, changing that urge and longing to disgust. It is simple brain chemistry, that shit didn't do anything useful for you. It just helped your brain make those associations so you would keep using.
Good job!
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ONE MONTH IN!!!!
That's awesome, keep it up! And thanks for your daily support of Project Mayhem!
Tremendous, good job. Enjoy those 30 days of freedom. You should now know and believe that you can stay quit. There will be ups and downs in your quit over the next 70 days and beyond. Keep building and improving your quit every chance you get. Increase your accountability to others, broaden it. Next up, changing that urge and longing to disgust. It is simple brain chemistry, that shit didn't do anything useful for you. It just helped your brain make those associations so you would keep using.
Good job!
Way to kick nics ass for 30 days. I know that feels good and just let it feel good until you need to buckle down again. The days are about to really start rolling for ya. Next thing you know it will be 50. Way to be brother.
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Ok, dude, it is gonna seem like people are taking a giant shit on you right now. They did the same to me when I came crawling back.
BUT, this sort of thing, addiction to the most addicting drug out there, requires quite a bit of toughness to be able to resist.
Come clean, it may seem like people are just harping at you; however, these people on here really do care about you. And from the information we get back from your coming clean, we can help you to make sure you dont fuck up again.
So, answer the three questions.
Here's another one that I think is good as well:
Can you honestly say that you utilized every resource around here before you gave in?
Answer the questions, buy in for real this time, or stay the fuck away!
HOLY SHIT Paul, I am proud of you man! Having walked through the hot coals yourself, and then continuing each day after then giving advice like this.
Well done man, well done!
P
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Ok, dude, it is gonna seem like people are taking a giant shit on you right now. They did the same to me when I came crawling back.
BUT, this sort of thing, addiction to the most addicting drug out there, requires quite a bit of toughness to be able to resist.
Come clean, it may seem like people are just harping at you; however, these people on here really do care about you. And from the information we get back from your coming clean, we can help you to make sure you dont fuck up again.
So, answer the three questions.
Here's another one that I think is good as well:
Can you honestly say that you utilized every resource around here before you gave in?
Answer the questions, buy in for real this time, or stay the fuck away!
HOLY SHIT Paul, I am proud of you man! Having walked through the hot coals yourself, and then continuing each day after then giving advice like this.
Well done man, well done!
P
Some people come to pretend. Some people come to act.
NOT POPCLN! He just came to QUIT! Any questions!?!?
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Ok, dude, it is gonna seem like people are taking a giant shit on you right now. They did the same to me when I came crawling back.
BUT, this sort of thing, addiction to the most addicting drug out there, requires quite a bit of toughness to be able to resist.
Come clean, it may seem like people are just harping at you; however, these people on here really do care about you. And from the information we get back from your coming clean, we can help you to make sure you dont fuck up again.
So, answer the three questions.
Here's another one that I think is good as well:
Can you honestly say that you utilized every resource around here before you gave in?
Answer the questions, buy in for real this time, or stay the fuck away!
HOLY SHIT Paul, I am proud of you man! Having walked through the hot coals yourself, and then continuing each day after then giving advice like this.
Well done man, well done!
P
Some people come to pretend. Some people come to act.
NOT POPCLN! He just came to QUIT! Any questions!?!?
I want to pile on here too. Very nice job, it felt so good to read you giving this support, after seeing what you've been through to get here. Keep it up man you're building a very solid quit!
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Ok, dude, it is gonna seem like people are taking a giant shit on you right now. They did the same to me when I came crawling back.
BUT, this sort of thing, addiction to the most addicting drug out there, requires quite a bit of toughness to be able to resist.
Come clean, it may seem like people are just harping at you; however, these people on here really do care about you. And from the information we get back from your coming clean, we can help you to make sure you dont fuck up again.
So, answer the three questions.
Here's another one that I think is good as well:
Can you honestly say that you utilized every resource around here before you gave in?
Answer the questions, buy in for real this time, or stay the fuck away!
HOLY SHIT Paul, I am proud of you man! Having walked through the hot coals yourself, and then continuing each day after then giving advice like this.
Well done man, well done!
P
Some people come to pretend. Some people come to act.
NOT POPCLN! He just came to QUIT! Any questions!?!?
I want to pile on here too. Very nice job, it felt so good to read you giving this support, after seeing what you've been through to get here. Keep it up man you're building a very solid quit!
I'm getting a little teary-eyed here. You have come a long way PP! :D
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I would have never made the progress I have made so far without the support from you guys.
Why do I say this because, when I "tried" my way, I failed miserably multiple times.
Sometimes, I guess you just need a swift kick in the ass to get going.
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I would have never made the progress I have made so far without the support from you guys.
Why do I say this because, when I "tried" my way, I failed miserably multiple times.
Sometimes, I guess you just need a swift kick in the ass to get going.
What ^^^^^ said X 1000!
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I would have never made the progress I have made so far without the support from you guys.
Why do I say this because, when I "tried" my way, I failed miserably multiple times.
Sometimes, I guess you just need a swift kick in the ass to get going.
What ^^^^^ said X 1000!
well done Ppo,
we start with the kick, then we move to this safe (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNkpIDBtC2c)
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I would have never made the progress I have made so far without the support from you guys.
Why do I say this because, when I "tried" my way, I failed miserably multiple times.
Sometimes, I guess you just need a swift kick in the ass to get going.
What ^^^^^ said X 1000!
well done Ppo,
we start with the kick, then we move to this safe (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNkpIDBtC2c)
Some people wake up when they get slammed with the truth, others just keep lying to themselves and remain weak. Glad you are the former and have become a kick ass quitter.
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I would have never made the progress I have made so far without the support from you guys.
Why do I say this because, when I "tried" my way, I failed miserably multiple times.
Sometimes, I guess you just need a swift kick in the ass to get going.
What ^^^^^ said X 1000!
well done Ppo,
we start with the kick, then we move to this safe (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNkpIDBtC2c)
Some people wake up when they get slammed with the truth, others just keep lying to themselves and remain weak. Glad you are the former and have become a kick ass quitter.
Ppoly
I don't have any past history with you but I have been following your intro. (and read it from the very beginning)
What a transformation! Proud to be quit with you! ;Ironman:
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I would have never made the progress I have made so far without the support from you guys.
Why do I say this because, when I "tried" my way, I failed miserably multiple times.
Sometimes, I guess you just need a swift kick in the ass to get going.
What ^^^^^ said X 1000!
well done Ppo,
we start with the kick, then we move to this safe (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNkpIDBtC2c)
Some people wake up when they get slammed with the truth, others just keep lying to themselves and remain weak. Glad you are the former and have become a kick ass quitter.
Ppoly
I don't have any past history with you but I have been following your intro. (and read it from the very beginning)
What a transformation! Proud to be quit with you! ;Ironman:
Keep it up brother. Got some good quit going on in here today.
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I promise to not use nicotine in any form today. Breaking my word is not an option. I have too many brothers and sisters who have worked to fucking hard for me to fuck it up
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I promise to not use nicotine in any form today. Breaking my word is not an option. I have too many brothers and sisters who have worked to fucking hard for me to fuck it up
Damn straight!
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I promise to not use nicotine in any form today. Breaking my word is not an option. I have too many brothers and sisters who have worked to fucking hard for me to fuck it up
For a man of very few words you seem to make your point loud and clear. You may not be one our English majors but you can damn sure speak QUIT! Proud to be quit right beside you.
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I promise to not use nicotine in any form today. Breaking my word is not an option. I have too many brothers and sisters who have worked to fucking hard for me to fuck it up
Very powerful words! I quit with you.
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I actually find myself periodically looking through roll and making sure to fix it when someone has been bumped. I think that I have officially bought in by doing that.
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I actually find myself periodically looking through roll and making sure to fix it when someone has been bumped. I think that I have officially bought in by doing that.
I can appreciate this. Time spent on KTC is time invested in your quit. Its a mindset thing. Surrounding yourself with quitters, even virtually, is a powerful tool.
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I actually find myself periodically looking through roll and making sure to fix it when someone has been bumped. I think that I have officially bought in by doing that.
I can appreciate this. Time spent on KTC is time invested in your quit. Its a mindset thing. Surrounding yourself with quitters, even virtually, is a powerful tool.
Indeed. If you're on the site, checking roll, forking off in chat, then you're not dipping. Stay engaged, just another level of accountability! Well done ppol
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I actually find myself periodically looking through roll and making sure to fix it when someone has been bumped. I think that I have officially bought in by doing that.
I can appreciate this. Time spent on KTC is time invested in your quit. Its a mindset thing. Surrounding yourself with quitters, even virtually, is a powerful tool.
Indeed. If you're on the site, checking roll, forking off in chat, then you're not dipping. Stay engaged, just another level of accountability! Well done ppol
Go back and read your first couple pages. Fact; this place is lighting the way and now your changing into a new and better you. Keep heading for that door. Your going to like where you end up.
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I actually find myself periodically looking through roll and making sure to fix it when someone has been bumped. I think that I have officially bought in by doing that.
I can appreciate this. Time spent on KTC is time invested in your quit. Its a mindset thing. Surrounding yourself with quitters, even virtually, is a powerful tool.
Indeed. If you're on the site, checking roll, forking off in chat, then you're not dipping. Stay engaged, just another level of accountability! Well done ppol
Go back and read your first couple pages. Fact; this place is lighting the way and now your changing into a new and better you. Keep heading for that door. Your going to like where you end up.
'oh yeah' rock on PP! I like where you are at...
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I actually find myself periodically looking through roll and making sure to fix it when someone has been bumped. I think that I have officially bought in by doing that.
I can appreciate this. Time spent on KTC is time invested in your quit. Its a mindset thing. Surrounding yourself with quitters, even virtually, is a powerful tool.
Indeed. If you're on the site, checking roll, forking off in chat, then you're not dipping. Stay engaged, just another level of accountability! Well done ppol
Go back and read your first couple pages. Fact; this place is lighting the way and now your changing into a new and better you. Keep heading for that door. Your going to like where you end up.
'oh yeah' rock on PP! I like where you are at...
You are doing great....and joining the brotherhood!!! Good for you!!
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I actually find myself periodically looking through roll and making sure to fix it when someone has been bumped. I think that I have officially bought in by doing that.
I can appreciate this. Time spent on KTC is time invested in your quit. Its a mindset thing. Surrounding yourself with quitters, even virtually, is a powerful tool.
Indeed. If you're on the site, checking roll, forking off in chat, then you're not dipping. Stay engaged, just another level of accountability! Well done ppol
Go back and read your first couple pages. Fact; this place is lighting the way and now your changing into a new and better you. Keep heading for that door. Your going to like where you end up.
'oh yeah' rock on PP! I like where you are at...
You are doing great....and joining the brotherhood!!! Good for you!!
You're doing great. Make sure you educate yourself on the tobacco/nicotine industry (their history their death profiteering). Ratcheting up your hatred for those evil cocksuckers is helpful in cementing your quit as well.
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I actually find myself periodically looking through roll and making sure to fix it when someone has been bumped. I think that I have officially bought in by doing that.
I can appreciate this. Time spent on KTC is time invested in your quit. Its a mindset thing. Surrounding yourself with quitters, even virtually, is a powerful tool.
Indeed. If you're on the site, checking roll, forking off in chat, then you're not dipping. Stay engaged, just another level of accountability! Well done ppol
Go back and read your first couple pages. Fact; this place is lighting the way and now your changing into a new and better you. Keep heading for that door. Your going to like where you end up.
'oh yeah' rock on PP! I like where you are at...
You are doing great....and joining the brotherhood!!! Good for you!!
You're doing great. Make sure you educate yourself on the tobacco/nicotine industry (their history their death profiteering). Ratcheting up your hatred for those evil cocksuckers is helpful in cementing your quit as well.
Keep killing it big dog. Oh, and looky here, ^^^^ said cocksucker.
'crackup'
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J2B,
you aint never gonna live that one down are you?
Everyone else, in case you dont get it:
When I came back to KTC, I came in with a special butterfly attitude. J2B asked a question and immediately I called him a cocksucker. Why? Because, I was a punk and still had not flushed nicotine out of my systems (it takes a couple of days) and I was still not "quit". I was tobacco-free but I hadnt really quit. J2B was actually throwing out a life preserver out to me, and like a douche, I cut all the strings to it.
Anyway, I get it now. So, I am sorry J2B.
To rookies, listen to what these other fuckers on here have to say; the program here works if you follow it!
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J2B,
you aint never gonna live that one down are you?
Everyone else, in case you dont get it:
When I came back to KTC, I came in with a special butterfly attitude. J2B asked a question and immediately I called him a cocksucker. Why? Because, I was a punk and still had not flushed nicotine out of my systems (it takes a couple of days) and I was still not "quit". I was tobacco-free but I hadnt really quit. J2B was actually throwing out a life preserver out to me, and like a douche, I cut all the strings to it.
Anyway, I get it now. So, I am sorry J2B.
To rookies, listen to what these other fuckers on here have to say; the program here works if you follow it!
I respect the hell out of that post PP. I have respect for a man who can admit his errs. You da man.
Mogul
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J2B,
you aint never gonna live that one down are you?
Everyone else, in case you dont get it:
When I came back to KTC, I came in with a special butterfly attitude. J2B asked a question and immediately I called him a cocksucker. Why? Because, I was a punk and still had not flushed nicotine out of my systems (it takes a couple of days) and I was still not "quit". I was tobacco-free but I hadnt really quit. J2B was actually throwing out a life preserver out to me, and like a douche, I cut all the strings to it.
Anyway, I get it now. So, I am sorry J2B.
To rookies, listen to what these other fuckers on here have to say; the program here works if you follow it!
I respect the hell out of that post PP. I have respect for a man who can admit his errs. You da man.
Mogul
I agree mogul. PP is really growin on me.
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J2B,
you aint never gonna live that one down are you?
Everyone else, in case you dont get it:
When I came back to KTC, I came in with a special butterfly attitude. J2B asked a question and immediately I called him a cocksucker. Why? Because, I was a punk and still had not flushed nicotine out of my systems (it takes a couple of days) and I was still not "quit". I was tobacco-free but I hadnt really quit. J2B was actually throwing out a life preserver out to me, and like a douche, I cut all the strings to it.
Anyway, I get it now. So, I am sorry J2B.
To rookies, listen to what these other fuckers on here have to say; the program here works if you follow it!
I respect the hell out of that post PP. I have respect for a man who can admit his errs. You da man.
Mogul
I agree mogul. PP is really growin on me.
:wub:
When you hit day 100, will probably point it out again. But you are most definitely making up for it.
Now, if you REALLY want to live it down, come past with me and my may 3 balled brethren. Let us soak up some of that fresh quit, its good for us.
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J2B,
you aint never gonna live that one down are you?
Everyone else, in case you dont get it:
When I came back to KTC, I came in with a special butterfly attitude. J2B asked a question and immediately I called him a cocksucker. Why? Because, I was a punk and still had not flushed nicotine out of my systems (it takes a couple of days) and I was still not "quit". I was tobacco-free but I hadnt really quit. J2B was actually throwing out a life preserver out to me, and like a douche, I cut all the strings to it.
Anyway, I get it now. So, I am sorry J2B.
To rookies, listen to what these other fuckers on here have to say; the program here works if you follow it!
I respect the hell out of that post PP. I have respect for a man who can admit his errs. You da man.
Mogul
I agree mogul. PP is really growin on me.
:wub:
When you hit day 100, will probably point it out again. But you are most definitely making up for it.
Now, if you REALLY want to live it down, come past with me and my may 3 balled brethren. Let us soak up some of that fresh quit, its good for us.
'BanDog'
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Every day here recently, I have been getting the urge to stop at the gas station and get a can on the way to work. Thoughts keep racing through my head. "Nobody on KTC will know if you just get one." I keep hearing that over and over.
BUT, I would know!!!!
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Every day here recently, I have been getting the urge to stop at the gas station and get a can on the way to work. Thoughts keep racing through my head. "Nobody on KTC will know if you just get one." I keep hearing that over and over.
BUT, I would know!!!!
Thats just the nic bitch playing her hand of cards bro. its time to raise her ass all in, you wont use today, you gave me your word. Those urges come and go, and are far and few between. Keep up the good work, and you done right by reaching out. QLF EDD
Winter Green ;Ironman:
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Fuck no, I wont use!!!
On a side note: I was a complete bitch when I first came on this site!!!!
Excuse for this and excuse for that, WAH, WAH, WAH! Change my diaper!!
WTF! Thanx guys for straightening me out!!!
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PP - 39
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PP - 39
QLF!
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Every day here recently, I have been getting the urge to stop at the gas station and get a can on the way to work. Thoughts keep racing through my head. "Nobody on KTC will know if you just get one." I keep hearing that over and over.
BUT, I would know!!!!
Good job owning your quit!
Time to start examining WHY you want to make that stop. Break it down.
Will the dip taste wonderful? No, it will taste like shit especially after 39 days of quit.
Will it help you relax? No, it never did
Will it help you concentrate? No, it never did
Will it make you feel better? No, it will fill you with shame and self-loathing for having failed.
Will it give you anything positive at all? You know the answer.
and
Will it give me anything negative? again you know the anser.
Run those questions through your head when the nic bitch whispers in your ear. Bottom line she has nothing for you. Easy to move on...
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Every day here recently, I have been getting the urge to stop at the gas station and get a can on the way to work. Thoughts keep racing through my head. "Nobody on KTC will know if you just get one." I keep hearing that over and over.
BUT, I would know!!!!
Good job owning your quit!
Time to start examining WHY you want to make that stop. Break it down.
Will the dip taste wonderful? No, it will taste like shit especially after 39 days of quit.
Will it help you relax? No, it never did
Will it help you concentrate? No, it never did
Will it make you feel better? No, it will fill you with shame and self-loathing for having failed.
Will it give you anything positive at all? You know the answer.
and
Will it give me anything negative? again you know the anser.
Run those questions through your head when the nic bitch whispers in your ear. Bottom line she has nothing for you. Easy to move on...
I've been there many times. Never forget, you are an addict. Those thought are the addict inside trying to justify and get you to forget your honor.
When I was at that point, I did exactly what you did. I told my support about it. I even called. One time those thoughts hit me and I decided not to call...All be damned it I didn't get a text from a brother asking me if I was all right.
You have protection because of honesty. Addiction must lie to live. 100% honesty chokes and starves the addict in you.
Get pissed! Fuck the nic bitch. NO means NO. I know little nicky will poke around. from time to time but my impulse now is NO or Pause. Never a knee jerk to surrender everything I put into this separation.
Finally, It may be true that we may never know. More than likely, we will know, but what is worse...you will know, you will be a liar and your addiction will have the bigest boner and screw you! You feed your addiction and are back to being what you were sick and tired of.
So using is a greater burden on you than working to keep your word today. I hate that sneaky bitch nicotine. She is a sham, she is a killer of your mind, body and spirit. She decieves you and robs you and has control of you.
Never ever ever forget that the burden of fighting a craving and staying quit is so much more valuable and rewarding the the bruden of using and feeling like shit.
Stay strong and tell your addicted mind to please leave your head. You have your life to go live now....
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Every day here recently, I have been getting the urge to stop at the gas station and get a can on the way to work. Thoughts keep racing through my head. "Nobody on KTC will know if you just get one." I keep hearing that over and over.
BUT, I would know!!!!
Good job owning your quit!
Time to start examining WHY you want to make that stop. Break it down.
Will the dip taste wonderful? No, it will taste like shit especially after 39 days of quit.
Will it help you relax? No, it never did
Will it help you concentrate? No, it never did
Will it make you feel better? No, it will fill you with shame and self-loathing for having failed.
Will it give you anything positive at all? You know the answer.
and
Will it give me anything negative? again you know the anser.
Run those questions through your head when the nic bitch whispers in your ear. Bottom line she has nothing for you. Easy to move on...
I've been there many times. Never forget, you are an addict. Those thought are the addict inside trying to justify and get you to forget your honor.
When I was at that point, I did exactly what you did. I told my support about it. I even called. One time those thoughts hit me and I decided not to call...All be damned it I didn't get a text from a brother asking me if I was all right.
You have protection because of honesty. Addiction must lie to live. 100% honesty chokes and starves the addict in you.
Get pissed! Fuck the nic bitch. NO means NO. I know little nicky will poke around. from time to time but my impulse now is NO or Pause. Never a knee jerk to surrender everything I put into this separation.
Finally, It may be true that we may never know. More than likely, we will know, but what is worse...you will know, you will be a liar and your addiction will have the bigest boner and screw you! You feed your addiction and are back to being what you were sick and tired of.
So using is a greater burden on you than working to keep your word today. I hate that sneaky bitch nicotine. She is a sham, she is a killer of your mind, body and spirit. She decieves you and robs you and has control of you.
Never ever ever forget that the burden of fighting a craving and staying quit is so much more valuable and rewarding the the bruden of using and feeling like shit.
Stay strong and tell your addicted mind to please leave your head. You have your life to go live now....
ppocyn have a question. Have you started reading all the facts about nicotine/addiction. If you haven't start filling that head with the truths. Begin looking up anything you can and reading it?
Secondly, remember those urges go away after minutes. Time one of those craves/urges. I bet they don't last more than 5 minutes. You have come to far now brother. You have no idea whats around the corner. It is so worth it.
You have my number. You call me if you ever pull into that store. If i'm not available you call someone else. If that someone else is not available you call someone else. You call until somebody answers! Two voices are better than one.
Lastly,, you keep your word Dammit!!!!! The store is not an option. Remove it. Slam the door. If you have something prying that door open you remove it. Caving is not an option. Quit with you today.
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I will not buy chew; I promise not to.
As to answer why I am having those urges...
My guess is that has been my routine for so long that it is ingrained into my skull to drive to work, stop and get a can and chew for an hour before school starts.
I have been not leaving for school so early, that way I can spend a little bit of time with my kids before I leave. Can you believe how horrible of a fucking person I was? I spent time dipping snuff instead of seeing my kids before school. What the fuck was wrong with me?
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I will not buy chew; I promise not to.
As to answer why I am having those urges...
My guess is that has been my routine for so long that it is ingrained into my skull to drive to work, stop and get a can and chew for an hour before school starts.
I have been not leaving for school so early, that way I can spend a little bit of time with my kids before I leave. Can you believe how horrible of a fucking person I was? I spent time dipping snuff instead of seeing my kids before school. What the fuck was wrong with me?
Nothing is wrong with you. Post roll every today, be a man of your word. Don't expect how you feel today to be how you will feel tomorrow. In fact tomorrow is a non issue.
You had the thoughts but didn't act on them. That is a victory.
You made a promise and are being accountable. That is a victory.
As you rewire, the day will come that you rarely think about buying a can. The gas station....maybe you might think you need to fill up your car but thats the only thoughts that really cross my mind now.
Breath and celebrate your victory. What's wrong? You're not used to winning. Keep worring and focussing on today's quit. You'll grow to love the Wins.
Proud to be quit with you. Just remember this...."No nic, just dick" shocker
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I will not buy chew; I promise not to.
As to answer why I am having those urges...
My guess is that has been my routine for so long that it is ingrained into my skull to drive to work, stop and get a can and chew for an hour before school starts.
I have been not leaving for school so early, that way I can spend a little bit of time with my kids before I leave. Can you believe how horrible of a fucking person I was? I spent time dipping snuff instead of seeing my kids before school. What the fuck was wrong with me?
Nothing is wrong with you. Post roll every today, be a man of your word. Don't expect how you feel today to be how you will feel tomorrow. In fact tomorrow is a non issue.
You had the thoughts but didn't act on them. That is a victory.
You made a promise and are being accountable. That is a victory.
As you rewire, the day will come that you rarely think about buying a can. The gas station....maybe you might think you need to fill up your car but thats the only thoughts that really cross my mind now.
Breath and celebrate your victory. What's wrong? You're not used to winning. Keep worring and focussing on today's quit. You'll grow to love the Wins.
Proud to be quit with you. Just remember this...."No nic, just dick" shocker
Good stuff ^^^ right there. Start thinking of yourself as the victor. Hold your head high with dignity. No more is the poison making the decisions. The more you drive right by that store the easier it will get. I walk into them stores now and smile. Now i hear someone say i need a can of Grizzly i think,, what a helpless chump. Quit with you all damn day.
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Being a science teacher, I see my accountability like the layers of the earth:
1. The Crust - all of the people on the KTC website are my crust. I may not know everyone here but I am accountable to them. Because any failings on my part would hurt them.
2. The Mantle - these people are my fellow quit brothers and sisters of May 2011, April 2012, May 2012 and April 2014. I post roll with these guys/gals and promise to them that I will not use
3. The Core - These guys are my inner circle. these are the personal contacts that I have made. These are the guys I text with and who have helped to keep me in line. These guys have kept me from jumping off the ledge.
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Every day here recently, I have been getting the urge to stop at the gas station and get a can on the way to work. Thoughts keep racing through my head. "Nobody on KTC will know if you just get one." I keep hearing that over and over.
BUT, I would know!!!!
Good job owning your quit!
Time to start examining WHY you want to make that stop. Break it down.
Will the dip taste wonderful? No, it will taste like shit especially after 39 days of quit.
Will it help you relax? No, it never did
Will it help you concentrate? No, it never did
Will it make you feel better? No, it will fill you with shame and self-loathing for having failed.
Will it give you anything positive at all? You know the answer.
and
Will it give me anything negative? again you know the anser.
Run those questions through your head when the nic bitch whispers in your ear. Bottom line she has nothing for you. Easy to move on...
I love those questions. 16days ago I would have said yes, but it would have been the addict in me talking. Being 15 days quit I now am starting to understand that dip only filled the need it created and did nothing more.....
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I am now to the point that whenever anyone on here caves, I get pissed. Is that good or bad?
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I am now to the point that whenever anyone on here caves, I get pissed. Is that good or bad?
its natural to be angry when someone betrays what you hold so dear. Use that anger for good...add it to your quit fuel!
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I am now to the point that whenever anyone on here caves, I get pissed. Is that good or bad?
its natural to be angry when someone betrays what you hold so dear. Use that anger for good...add it to your quit fuel!
After all my days quit it still pisses me off when someone caves. Newbies generally are still wired to be slaves, so that is more of a case of getting their attention and then a little education on KTC quitting. But I get angry and sad when someone who knows how to quit fails. Because they choose to fail. They chose to be a slave. They chose to go back to lying to themselves and everyone else.
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Nic bitch talk. Fuck her. I just kicked her in the cunt. Dirty whore.
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Nic bitch talk. Fuck her. I just kicked her in the cunt. Dirty whore.
there is a man who is starting to understand the enemy!
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Stolen from someone who has become what I like to think of as my big brother on here:
CBirdÂ’s Top Ten
1 Quit for you. This decision to abstain from ANY and ALL NICOTINE is not based on fear or for anyone else.
2. Post roll every damn day. Affirm daily to yourself and to the brotherhood your decision to protect your quit and theirs.
3. Keep you word. Sounds simple until every hits the fan at once but if you canÂ’t look yourself in the mirror honestly then you are a weak link.
4. Hold your brothers accountable to posting and protecting their quit This will require open lines of communication.
5. Have a sense of humor. Life is serious enough and quitting sucks. We did this to ourselves so own your quit.
6. Special butterflies need not apply regardless of your life story or circumstances. Your finger print is the only unique thing about you. Follow the time tested precepts. You are not God’s gift to “quit” and KTC isn’t broken nor DOES IT NEED FIXING OR REINVENTING!
7. Take what you can and leave the rest. It’s called life – roll with the good and bad.
8. Protect your quit daily and if you have extra energy help a brother out. (old or new, we all need encouragement sometimes) the pay it backward and forward principle. Note help may include a boot in the ass every now and then or a 2x4 upside a thick foggy skull
9. No cure, pill or silver bullet to erase our history of nicotine abuse.
10. Wake up and repeat
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Stolen from someone who has become what I like to think of as my big brother on here:
CBirdÂ’s Top Ten
1 Quit for you. This decision to abstain from ANY and ALL NICOTINE is not based on fear or for anyone else.
2. Post roll every damn day. Affirm daily to yourself and to the brotherhood your decision to protect your quit and theirs.
3. Keep you word. Sounds simple until every hits the fan at once but if you canÂ’t look yourself in the mirror honestly then you are a weak link.
4. Hold your brothers accountable to posting and protecting their quit This will require open lines of communication.
5. Have a sense of humor. Life is serious enough and quitting sucks. We did this to ourselves so own your quit.
6. Special butterflies need not apply regardless of your life story or circumstances. Your finger print is the only unique thing about you. Follow the time tested precepts. You are not God’s gift to “quit” and KTC isn’t broken nor DOES IT NEED FIXING OR REINVENTING!
7. Take what you can and leave the rest. It’s called life – roll with the good and bad.
8. Protect your quit daily and if you have extra energy help a brother out. (old or new, we all need encouragement sometimes) the pay it backward and forward principle. Note help may include a boot in the ass every now and then or a 2x4 upside a thick foggy skull
9. No cure, pill or silver bullet to erase our history of nicotine abuse.
10. Wake up and repeat
:wub: You can't go wrong with Cbird guiding. Nice job PP!
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Stolen from someone who has become what I like to think of as my big brother on here:
CBirdÂ’s Top Ten
1 Quit for you. This decision to abstain from ANY and ALL NICOTINE is not based on fear or for anyone else.
2. Post roll every damn day. Affirm daily to yourself and to the brotherhood your decision to protect your quit and theirs.
3. Keep you word. Sounds simple until every hits the fan at once but if you canÂ’t look yourself in the mirror honestly then you are a weak link.
4. Hold your brothers accountable to posting and protecting their quit This will require open lines of communication.
5. Have a sense of humor. Life is serious enough and quitting sucks. We did this to ourselves so own your quit.
6. Special butterflies need not apply regardless of your life story or circumstances. Your finger print is the only unique thing about you. Follow the time tested precepts. You are not God’s gift to “quit” and KTC isn’t broken nor DOES IT NEED FIXING OR REINVENTING!
7. Take what you can and leave the rest. It’s called life – roll with the good and bad.
8. Protect your quit daily and if you have extra energy help a brother out. (old or new, we all need encouragement sometimes) the pay it backward and forward principle. Note help may include a boot in the ass every now and then or a 2x4 upside a thick foggy skull
9. No cure, pill or silver bullet to erase our history of nicotine abuse.
10. Wake up and repeat
LIKE - We need one of these buttons here.
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Stolen from someone who has become what I like to think of as my big brother on here:
CBirdÂ’s Top Ten
1 Quit for you. This decision to abstain from ANY and ALL NICOTINE is not based on fear or for anyone else.
2. Post roll every damn day. Affirm daily to yourself and to the brotherhood your decision to protect your quit and theirs.
3. Keep you word. Sounds simple until every hits the fan at once but if you canÂ’t look yourself in the mirror honestly then you are a weak link.
4. Hold your brothers accountable to posting and protecting their quit This will require open lines of communication.
5. Have a sense of humor. Life is serious enough and quitting sucks. We did this to ourselves so own your quit.
6. Special butterflies need not apply regardless of your life story or circumstances. Your finger print is the only unique thing about you. Follow the time tested precepts. You are not God’s gift to “quit” and KTC isn’t broken nor DOES IT NEED FIXING OR REINVENTING!
7. Take what you can and leave the rest. It’s called life – roll with the good and bad.
8. Protect your quit daily and if you have extra energy help a brother out. (old or new, we all need encouragement sometimes) the pay it backward and forward principle. Note help may include a boot in the ass every now and then or a 2x4 upside a thick foggy skull
9. No cure, pill or silver bullet to erase our history of nicotine abuse.
10. Wake up and repeat
LIKE - We need one of these buttons here.
Oh shit...see #6 :-)
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LOL Sam!
Nice post PP- Cbird's been a sherpa to me too- keep your quit going man, nice to know you're in the nic-fighter camp with me!
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There are others as well that have helped.
TCELL, J2B (aka cocksucker, just kidding, he gets it) Wastepanel, Coach Steve, Grizz, D2Maine, Zam and I am sure lotsa of others
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There are others as well that have helped.
TCELL, J2B (aka cocksucker, just kidding, he gets it) Wastepanel, Coach Steve, Grizz, D2Maine, Zam and I am sure lotsa of others
"Helped" is the key word. You've owned your quit and taken control one day at a time. Quit like fuck with you today Paul!
p.s. J2B is also a jizzlicker.
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
Thanks for the dose of reality!!! Sometimes I still need a reminder
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Quit wise I am fine. It is a little tough but youfuckers have my back
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
Thanks for the dose of reality!!! Sometimes I still need a reminder
just unreal...thank you for sharing!
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
Thanks for the dose of reality!!! Sometimes I still need a reminder
just unreal...thank you for sharing!
The bitch ain't playing folks. She plays for keeps. We all need to fight back with the same level of tenacity or it could be any of us on that hospital bed.
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
Thanks for the dose of reality!!! Sometimes I still need a reminder
just unreal...thank you for sharing!
The bitch ain't playing folks. She plays for keeps. We all need to fight back with the same level of tenacity or it could be any of us on that hospital bed.
Fuck tobacco
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
Thanks for the dose of reality!!! Sometimes I still need a reminder
just unreal...thank you for sharing!
The bitch ain't playing folks. She plays for keeps. We all need to fight back with the same level of tenacity or it could be any of us on that hospital bed.
Fuck tobacco
Damn straight.....fuck tobacco.....I hate it
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
Thanks for the dose of reality!!! Sometimes I still need a reminder
just unreal...thank you for sharing!
The bitch ain't playing folks. She plays for keeps. We all need to fight back with the same level of tenacity or it could be any of us on that hospital bed.
Fuck tobacco
Damn straight.....fuck tobacco.....I hate it
Thanks for posting. Yep, this shit is for real. Glad to quit with badasses who get it and help each other.
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
Thanks for the dose of reality!!! Sometimes I still need a reminder
just unreal...thank you for sharing!
The bitch ain't playing folks. She plays for keeps. We all need to fight back with the same level of tenacity or it could be any of us on that hospital bed.
Fuck tobacco
Damn straight.....fuck tobacco.....I hate it
Thanks for posting. Yep, this shit is for real. Glad to quit with badasses who get it and help each other.
Great post PP! You own it!
Most never completely grasp that quitting really is life and death until they get smacked in the face with it. Hopefully it won't be their own face/jaw/tongue they are getting smacked with while they figure it out. It took me 38 years of playing those crappy odds to figure out I had to quit...
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I don't know who all reads my intro but hopefully after this post everyone will. Last night I spent my evening crashed in the waiting room for the ICU at southen ohio medical center in Portsmouth ohio.
There was a fortyish woman crashed in there too. This morning we started talking a little and I found out her father is in really bad shape. I try not to be too nosy. She notices my jar of coffee and she sees my take a bite. She asked me why I was doing that. I told her that I recently gave up dipping snuff and that it helps me deal with it.
Immediately, she just breaks down. I am asking myself, "what the fuck did I do?"Â
After a few moments she composes herself and says "daddy's in here because of that stuff".
As we talk more, she tells me that her father has dipped for over fifty years and has cancer that has metastasized and spread throughout his body. She invited me in to see him and what I see is a skinny man who looks like he has been in a concentration camp. After a few minutes of being in there, I had to leave.
The shit just got real. I couldn't take it. I saw myself on that hospital bed.
She said the doctor said he doesn't have much time. So please pray for Missy and John
So although that was an extremely horrible situation, seeing John like that strengthened my quit one million fold.
To anyone who hasn't quit yet, just imagine yourself laying in a hospital bed as a mere fraction of what you are now and nothing can really be done to save you. To know that it isn't long until that awful ugly dirty fucking whore, the nic Bitch and her filthy fucking partner, US Tobacco takes your life away.
No fucking way. I have too much to live for!!
Paul, thanks for sharing. Very powerful. Also, I hope you being the hospital does not mean you or your loved ones are having more serious issues. I think I remember you having a scare with your daughter. Is everything OK on your side?
Thanks for the dose of reality!!! Sometimes I still need a reminder
just unreal...thank you for sharing!
The bitch ain't playing folks. She plays for keeps. We all need to fight back with the same level of tenacity or it could be any of us on that hospital bed.
Fuck tobacco
Damn straight.....fuck tobacco.....I hate it
Thanks for posting. Yep, this shit is for real. Glad to quit with badasses who get it and help each other.
Great post PP! You own it!
Most never completely grasp that quitting really is life and death until they get smacked in the face with it. Hopefully it won't be their own face/jaw/tongue they are getting smacked with while they figure it out. It took me 38 years of playing those crappy odds to figure out I had to quit...
wow really makes you want to quit thanks for sharing
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There are others as well that have helped.
TCELL, J2B (aka cocksucker, just kidding, he gets it) Wastepanel, Coach Steve, Grizz, D2Maine, Zam and I am sure lotsa of others
"Helped" is the key word. You've owned your quit and taken control one day at a time. Quit like fuck with you today Paul!
p.s. J2B is also a jizzlicker.
Hey, if it keeps you quit 'winker'
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Thanx.
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you can have just one. you have quit for almost 50 days. good job, celebrate with aa dip.
^^^^ thoughts this morning
Geez, the nic bitch just wont let go.
FUCK YOU!!!!
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you can have just one. you have quit for almost 50 days. good job, celebrate with aa dip.
^^^^ thoughts this morning
Geez, the nic bitch just wont let go.
FUCK YOU!!!!
I was driving in to work this morning and I had that same thought come into my head. After 253 days... "you can have just one"... I still happens to me during the week.
As soon as those thoughts enter my mind... I quickly regroup, laugh at how stupid it is and tell the Nic B to F off!
The first week of my quit I'd dwell on those thoughts... at week 50 it got a little easier to beat back... at 253 it is a lot easier to knock it out.
We are addicts and we need to work the plan EDD! Never a time for let down. Even at day 253... I am a stupid ass decision away from throwing my hard earned quit down the drain. Not gonna happen today. No F-in way. I posted roll and I will keep my word. Quit with you today!
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you can have just one. you have quit for almost 50 days. good job, celebrate with aa dip.
^^^^ thoughts this morning
Geez, the nic bitch just wont let go.
FUCK YOU!!!!
I was driving in to work this morning and I had that same thought come into my head. After 253 days... "you can have just one"... I still happens to me during the week.
As soon as those thoughts enter my mind... I quickly regroup, laugh at how stupid it is and tell the Nic B to F off!
The first week of my quit I'd dwell on those thoughts... at week 50 it got a little easier to beat back... at 253 it is a lot easier to knock it out.
We are addicts and we need to work the plan EDD! Never a time for let down. Even at day 253... I am a stupid ass decision away from throwing my hard earned quit down the drain. Not gonna happen today. No F-in way. I posted roll and I will keep my word. Quit with you today!
Still there at day 752, but it is almost just a broken record clip or 60's sitcom laugh track at this point. I expect it, and it sounds the same every time. It sounds hollow and pathetic, damn near laughable. I brush her aside almost without thought. But the deal is you have to kick her ass every single time. She only has to win once.
Build that quit to massive proportions.
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Angry as fuck at cavers in June 14.
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Angry as fuck at cavers in June 14.
Caving still pisses me off. But many are just newbie/foggy fuckers who show up here still pathetic slaves to their addiction. They don't believe they can quit so they can't. The nic bitch still totally owns them. Many you can help by getting their attention and telling them the truth. Others are simply not ready to quit, despite thinking/wishing they were when they signed up. But many cavers do come back to be bad ass quitters, so reaching out to them might strengthen your quit as well. Cavers I just find sad that they didn't think they could be free...
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Five fucking Oh
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Five fucking Oh
Paul, well fought! The battle rages on but we f'in got this:-) Fifth step on your way to the first floor of HOF!!!
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Nice work on 50 Paul. You've got a harcore quit going.
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'BanDog'
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Congrats on the Five OH!!! B)
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Doing great! 50 is no small feat, and it's getting stronger every day!
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When the addicted mind gets on stage. Recall how you felt when you were done with that act!
Only today is your battle. Its a battle you can win. Tomorrow? Forget about it. When its here then we can worry.
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Nice 50 Paul! Great job owning and building your quit!
'oh yeah'
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Nice 50 Paul! Great job owning and building your quit!
'oh yeah'
Fantastic Paul!!!
You're a rock star!!
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Just wanted to give a few shout outs:
For some stupid reason, I had a crave from hell. I texted J2B and CBird and also went in chat, where Pinched, p.23 and a recent retread talked me down.
Hopefully somebody reads this and takes this advice:
If you get a crave, reach out so you dont cave. The guys on here help and only ask that you help someone else when they need talked down from the ledge
This place is cool as fuck!!!
so thanks J2B, CBrird, Pinched, p.23, and recent retread!!
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Just wanted to give a few shout outs:
For some stupid reason, I had a crave from hell. I texted J2B and CBird and also went in chat, where Pinched, p.23 and a recent retread talked me down.
Hopefully somebody reads this and takes this advice:
If you get a crave, reach out so you dont cave. The guys on here help and only ask that you help someone else when they need talked down from the ledge
This place is cool as fuck!!!
so thanks J2B, CBrird, Pinched, p.23, and recent retread!!
well done PP way to use your quit tools!
excellent!!! (http://youtu.be/TAryFIuRxmQ)
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
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TY WG
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
What the fuck? Winter Green has been nothing but an outstanding brother who regularly steps up to take point in our group. He motivates and castigates as necessary. Please tell me that wasn't someone from March WG.
I quit with you any day WG.
;Ironman:
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
What the fuck? Winter Green has been nothing but an outstanding brother who regularly steps up to take point in our group. He motivates and castigates as necessary. Please tell me that wasn't someone from March WG.
I quit with you any day WG.
;Ironman:
WG and PP are bad asses in my book. I was there, but missed a lot of it because my wife was yapping and I was trying to read it on my iPhone. Anyway, don't let ANYONE fuck with your quits! Protect your own quits like they are the most valuable things in the world.
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
What the fuck? Winter Green has been nothing but an outstanding brother who regularly steps up to take point in our group. He motivates and castigates as necessary. Please tell me that wasn't someone from March WG.
I quit with you any day WG.
;Ironman:
WG and PP are bad asses in my book. I was there, but missed a lot of it because my wife was yapping and I was trying to read it on my iPhone. Anyway, don't let ANYONE fuck with your quits! Protect your own quits like they are the most valuable things in the world.
WG, and as the rest of you say, only YOU own your own quits. No one can take that away. I don't know if I was there or not when that went down or I may have missed something. I would have defended any of you in this thread if saw someone was questioning your quits.
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
What the fuck? Winter Green has been nothing but an outstanding brother who regularly steps up to take point in our group. He motivates and castigates as necessary. Please tell me that wasn't someone from March WG.
I quit with you any day WG.
;Ironman:
WG and PP are bad asses in my book. I was there, but missed a lot of it because my wife was yapping and I was trying to read it on my iPhone. Anyway, don't let ANYONE fuck with your quits! Protect your own quits like they are the most valuable things in the world.
WG, and as the rest of you say, only YOU own your own quits. No one can take that away. I don't know if I was there or not when that went down or I may have missed something. I would have defended any of you in this thread if saw someone was questioning your quits.
I wish I would have been there as well. Mod or not, WG is a badass quitter and I would have said something as well.
Paul, glad you were there too stick up for WG. Badass quitters need badass backup sometimes.
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
What the fuck? Winter Green has been nothing but an outstanding brother who regularly steps up to take point in our group. He motivates and castigates as necessary. Please tell me that wasn't someone from March WG.
I quit with you any day WG.
;Ironman:
WG and PP are bad asses in my book. I was there, but missed a lot of it because my wife was yapping and I was trying to read it on my iPhone. Anyway, don't let ANYONE fuck with your quits! Protect your own quits like they are the most valuable things in the world.
WG, and as the rest of you say, only YOU own your own quits. No one can take that away. I don't know if I was there or not when that went down or I may have missed something. I would have defended any of you in this thread if saw someone was questioning your quits.
I wish I would have been there as well. Mod or not, WG is a badass quitter and I would have said something as well.
Paul, glad you were there too stick up for WG. Badass quitters need badass backup sometimes.
I too am sorry I missed that. WG you know that I got your back and I always have. Paul I am also very glad to seer the transformation that you too have made. Both of you are great quitters, living your quits one day at a time, no one can ask for more than that.
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
What the fuck? Winter Green has been nothing but an outstanding brother who regularly steps up to take point in our group. He motivates and castigates as necessary. Please tell me that wasn't someone from March WG.
I quit with you any day WG.
;Ironman:
WG and PP are bad asses in my book. I was there, but missed a lot of it because my wife was yapping and I was trying to read it on my iPhone. Anyway, don't let ANYONE fuck with your quits! Protect your own quits like they are the most valuable things in the world.
I'm piling on here. Everyone in this entire little circle jerk is a strong assed quitter that i've watched from the beginning and gotten a lot of solidity in my own quit because guys like this are here. I know for damned sure any one of you guys would "Step" up and do whatever it takes to help another bro, meaning ME if i needed it, stay quit. And that means keeping yourselves quit too. Hearing people questioning any of you here, and PP at this point in his quit, triggers my urge to come to the defense. Another part of me realizes, though, that it's just words and probably motivated by jealously or something if anyone could even think of a challenge. That or they simply don't know any of you enough to even begin to make a judgment like that.
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
What the fuck? Winter Green has been nothing but an outstanding brother who regularly steps up to take point in our group. He motivates and castigates as necessary. Please tell me that wasn't someone from March WG.
I quit with you any day WG.
;Ironman:
WG and PP are bad asses in my book. I was there, but missed a lot of it because my wife was yapping and I was trying to read it on my iPhone. Anyway, don't let ANYONE fuck with your quits! Protect your own quits like they are the most valuable things in the world.
I'm piling on here. Everyone in this entire little circle jerk is a strong assed quitter that i've watched from the beginning and gotten a lot of solidity in my own quit because guys like this are here. I know for damned sure any one of you guys would "Step" up and do whatever it takes to help another bro, meaning ME if i needed it, stay quit. And that means keeping yourselves quit too. Hearing people questioning any of you here, and PP at this point in his quit, triggers my urge to come to the defense. Another part of me realizes, though, that it's just words and probably motivated by jealously or something if anyone could even think of a challenge. That or they simply don't know any of you enough to even begin to make a judgment like that.
Guess I'll jump in a bit too, from what I have seen WG and PP you guys are doing what it takes to stay quit. I support you both, I struggled early, stumbled and came back strong and continue to make the commitment to all of you each day.
Like any large group however there are differences in opinion, especially when it comes to caving. Sometimes you gotta let a veteran busting your chops roll off your back. Take what you need and leave the rest, don't let it affect your quit going forward or keep you out of chat.
Quit on brothers!
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I'd like to bring Paul up. My quit was questioned tonight by somebody, and not one single person said anything besides myself. And Paul.......this sumbitch not only talks the talk but he walks the walk. He stood up in the name of my quit, which most of you know is harder than a priest at a boys basketball camp. There arent may people that will put there neck on the line for somebody elses quit, But Paul is one of them. If I was in April, I'd be reaching out and gettn this guys number, He could save your life, He has walked this road before, as have I. He knows how to quit. Thanks PP you made my quit stronger tonight.
Winter Green~~94
awesome from you guys. Live chat was bullshit tonight. Like a fucking crazy house. Even I couldn't stand it. that is saying something. Winter Green, I am one of your biggest fans. Thanks for being quit and no matter what, I quit with you.
Chris
Completely turned off by Chat last night. Mod was a douche. Railing on WG was completely uncalled for. What a zoo!
What the fuck? Winter Green has been nothing but an outstanding brother who regularly steps up to take point in our group. He motivates and castigates as necessary. Please tell me that wasn't someone from March WG.
I quit with you any day WG.
;Ironman:
WG and PP are bad asses in my book. I was there, but missed a lot of it because my wife was yapping and I was trying to read it on my iPhone. Anyway, don't let ANYONE fuck with your quits! Protect your own quits like they are the most valuable things in the world.
I'm piling on here. Everyone in this entire little circle jerk is a strong assed quitter that i've watched from the beginning and gotten a lot of solidity in my own quit because guys like this are here. I know for damned sure any one of you guys would "Step" up and do whatever it takes to help another bro, meaning ME if i needed it, stay quit. And that means keeping yourselves quit too. Hearing people questioning any of you here, and PP at this point in his quit, triggers my urge to come to the defense. Another part of me realizes, though, that it's just words and probably motivated by jealously or something if anyone could even think of a challenge. That or they simply don't know any of you enough to even begin to make a judgment like that.
Guess I'll jump in a bit too, from what I have seen WG and PP you guys are doing what it takes to stay quit. I support you both, I struggled early, stumbled and came back strong and continue to make the commitment to all of you each day.
Like any large group however there are differences in opinion, especially when it comes to caving. Sometimes you gotta let a veteran busting your chops roll off your back. Take what you need and leave the rest, don't let it affect your quit going forward or keep you out of chat.
Quit on brothers!
I had one jackass in chat chastise me for something well outside of my quit. It was very personal and hit a nerve that had me wanting to find them and introduce their ass to my boot. However two other Veteran quitters jumped on me and helped calm me down. Then I realized that that person was right about some things but we were arguing about interpretation of items.
Plus it reminded me of an old saying I used to hear from my grandfather all the time "he who argues with an idiot sounds like an idiot too"
Take the good, and discard the bad. There is more good than bad here and this outpouring of support for both of you is better than bad it's good.
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I heard there was someone logging into chat using the call sign pp. I heard he was talking about being on day four and having a safety can. Well that sumbitch aint me. I guess I will have to start logging on with a password. I usually just go PP and log in as a guest. But i am gonna have use a name with a password.
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I cant catch a fucking break in chat.
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I heard there was someone logging into chat using the call sign pp. I heard he was talking about being on day four and having a safety can. Well that sumbitch aint me. I guess I will have to start logging on with a password. I usually just go PP and log in as a guest. But i am gonna have use a name with a password.
Yes there was, and we knew it wasn't you.
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I heard there was someone logging into chat using the call sign pp. I heard he was talking about being on day four and having a safety can. Well that sumbitch aint me. I guess I will have to start logging on with a password. I usually just go PP and log in as a guest. But i am gonna have use a name with a password.
Its the same retarded fuck thats always trolling around in there. He was banned a while back. I believe they said his name was theboss I like to call him dumbfuk for short
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You're quitting like a pro brother, screw that other ass, and fuck nicotine ! I'll quit with you!!
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I heard there was someone logging into chat using the call sign pp. I heard he was talking about being on day four and having a safety can. Well that sumbitch aint me. I guess I will have to start logging on with a password. I usually just go PP and log in as a guest. But i am gonna have use a name with a password.
Its the same retarded fuck thats always trolling around in there. He was banned a while back. I believe they said his name was theboss I like to call him dumbfuk for short
Yup, don't sweat it pp!
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It is starting to get not as shitty (I was gonna say easier, but that would be a lie) being around people who are finger fucking the nic bitch.
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It is starting to get not as shitty (I was gonna say easier, but that would be a lie) being around people who are finger fucking the nic bitch.
I agree. I'm a day behind you PP and my boss still dips in front of me regularly. When I see him reach for it I turn my head and hold my breath so I don't smell it (I think that is a big trigger for me). Sounds funny when I say it now, imagining myself with cheeks full of air trying not to breathe. Better than a cheek full of shit.
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It is starting to get not as shitty (I was gonna say easier, but that would be a lie) being around people who are finger fucking the nic bitch.
It will continue to get less shitty.
Got some dooshers who have go to have a dip in at all times. Even assholes at school functions for our kids.
One tool bag kept spitting his brown jizz into the sink of the school kitchen.
Looked like a god damn idiot.
His wife had this look of shame and embarrassment every time he let loose and turned on the water to faucet to wash it down the drain.
You don't want to be "that guy" ever again.
That guys a fucking shit stain.
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It is starting to get not as shitty (I was gonna say easier, but that would be a lie) being around people who are finger fucking the nic bitch.
It will continue to get less shitty.
Got some dooshers who have go to have a dip in at all times. Even assholes at school functions for our kids.
One tool bag kept spitting his brown jizz into the sink of the school kitchen.
Looked like a god damn idiot.
His wife had this look of shame and embarrassment every time he let loose and turned on the water to faucet to wash it down the drain.
You don't want to be "that guy" ever again.
That guys a fucking shit stain.
I'm to the point now where it just plain disgusts me to see someone dipping. I feel sorry for them too. They're so pathetic and they don't even know it.
So happy to be quit of that shit. NAFAR.
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We've overcome the NB and we're staying that way.
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Day 59: everything is fucking crazy right now. Want to smash in my skull. Feeling bipolar as fuck.
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Day 59: everything is fucking crazy right now. Want to smash in my skull. Feeling bipolar as fuck.
http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/wha ... t-dipping/ (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Hang tight. The roller coaster will change directions again. Crazy ride will be over before you know it.
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Day 59: everything is fucking crazy right now. Want to smash in my skull. Feeling bipolar as fuck.
http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/wha ... t-dipping/ (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Hang tight. The roller coaster will change directions again. Crazy ride will be over before you know it.
Great reference Sco, required reading.
Stay the course Paul. Funks will come and go, but you have the tools to get through good times and bad now. The timeline in the reference is pretty accurate for many quitters, you won't stay in the funk forever.
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Day 59: everything is fucking crazy right now. Want to smash in my skull. Feeling bipolar as fuck.
http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/wha ... t-dipping/ (http://www.killthecan.org/your-quit/what-to-expect-when-you-quit-dipping/)
Hang tight. The roller coaster will change directions again. Crazy ride will be over before you know it.
Great reference Sco, required reading.
Stay the course Paul. Funks will come and go, but you have the tools to get through good times and bad now. The timeline in the reference is pretty accurate for many quitters, you won't stay in the funk forever.
Keep pushing PP. Stay close to KTC. You WILL turn the corner.
You are winning! Keep it up, ODAAT.
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I can't wait to get to a high number like 59. Keep on keepin' on. People like you are an inspiration to people on day 12, like me.
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I can't wait to get to a high number like 59. Keep on keepin' on. People like you are an inspiration to people on day 12, like me.
You will get there. just worry about today
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I can't wait to get to a high number like 59. Keep on keepin' on. People like you are an inspiration to people on day 12, like me.
You will get there. just worry about today
^^^^ sage advice.
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I can't wait to get to a high number like 59. Keep on keepin' on. People like you are an inspiration to people on day 12, like me.
You will get there. just worry about today
^^^^ sage advice.
We were all day 12 at one point. Can't get to day 13 unless you crush day 12. Figure out today. Learn something new. Meet more people. Keep reading. Use those "big numbers" as inpsiration, but don't dwell on them or compare your quit to those. Each journey is different but we all just do it one day at a time.
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I can't wait to get to a high number like 59. Keep on keepin' on. People like you are an inspiration to people on day 12, like me.
You will get there. just worry about today
^^^^ sage advice.
We were all day 12 at one point. Can't get to day 13 unless you crush day 12. Figure out today. Learn something new. Meet more people. Keep reading. Use those "big numbers" as inpsiration, but don't dwell on them or compare your quit to those. Each journey is different but we all just do it one day at a time.
Very sage advice.
The difference between someone with 20 days quit and someone with 2000? Just practice, nothing more. Concentrate on building your accountability each day and the plus ones will stack up all by themselves....
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Nice 60 days PP. Very nice quit you got going.
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Nice 60 days PP. Very nice quit you got going.
x2
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Nice 60 days PP. Very nice quit you got going.
x2
'Cheers' You now have set up a good foundation and you have the tools. Keep honing and expanding them... nicely done PP!
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Congrats on 60 days! Keep going
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Nice 60 days PP. Very nice quit you got going.
x2
'Cheers' You now have set up a good foundation and you have the tools. Keep honing and expanding them... nicely done PP!
Keep it rolling brother. 60 days is some good quit.
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Nice 60 days PP. Very nice quit you got going.
x2
'Cheers' You now have set up a good foundation and you have the tools. Keep honing and expanding them... nicely done PP!
Keep it rolling brother. 60 days is some good quit.
i love this number!
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2 weeks since this has been posted on.
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2 weeks since this has been posted on.
How about an update? How's the quit going?
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My quit is going fine. I find that when I get urges, it helps to get on chat and talk to noobs.
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My quit is going fine. I find that when I get urges, it helps to get on chat and talk to noobs.
Good to hear. Sounds like things are getting better. Stay vigilant, of course you already know that.
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Congrats on 75 PP! You have come a long way since day 1. You have a solid quit going, keep those +1's stacking up!
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Congrats on 75 PP! You have come a long way since day 1. You have a solid quit going, keep those +1's stacking up!
And when all is won and lost, the spoils of war are yours to keep. 'oh yeah'
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The first guys in my group are hitting the HOF today. Holy shit! It is getting close; however, I cannot see the HOF as the finish line; rather, it is just another one of the hurdles in my pathway to FREEDOM!!!!
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The first guys in my group are hitting the HOF today. Holy shit! It is getting close; however, I cannot see the HOF as the finish line; rather, it is just another one of the hurdles in my pathway to FREEDOM!!!!
Quit milestones are like birthdays... we celebrate them, but we don't want to keel over the next day end it!
Today is the most important day in your life. Enjoy it! Quit today PP. I'll join you today.
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The first guys in my group are hitting the HOF today. Holy shit! It is getting close; however, I cannot see the HOF as the finish line; rather, it is just another one of the hurdles in my pathway to FREEDOM!!!!
Quit milestones are like birthdays... we celebrate them, but we don't want to keel over the next day end it!
Today is the most important day in your life. Enjoy it! Quit today PP. I'll join you today.
Re-wiring, celebrating milestones, being free ODAAT, it doesn't get any better than this. NAFAR.
Cheers
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The first guys in my group are hitting the HOF today. Holy shit! It is getting close; however, I cannot see the HOF as the finish line; rather, it is just another one of the hurdles in my pathway to FREEDOM!!!!
Quit milestones are like birthdays... we celebrate them, but we don't want to keel over the next day end it!
Today is the most important day in your life. Enjoy it! Quit today PP. I'll join you today.
Re-wiring, celebrating milestones, being free ODAAT, it doesn't get any better than this. NAFAR.
Cheers
Celebrate the milestones, they are good markers along the quit path. But they are just markers, the quit goes on...
You've built a great quit foundation PP, always remember you are an addict and you will continue to enjoy the freedom of being nic-free!
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отÑтать жевать табак
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îòñòà òü æåâà òü òà áà ê
Let me take another sip of coffee...nope still cannot read that^^^^^...translation? LOL!
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Fuck off tobacco
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Fuck off tobacco
I knew "fuck" was in there somewhere! Have a great fucking day being quit! 'crackup'
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Fuck off tobacco
Отвали табака
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different dialect I guess. some places use табака for tobacco some just use табак
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4 more until 100!!!!
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4 more until 100!!!!
1 more will be 97. I'll have 430. Add these up and you got 527 days of nothing but quit. Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend. I'll be just as proud in 4 days.
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4 more until 100!!!!
1 more will be 97. I'll have 430. Add these up and you got 527 days of nothing but quit. Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend. I'll be just as proud in 4 days.
Nicely done Paul! You have this quit thing down!
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4 more until 100!!!!
1 more will be 97. I'll have 430. Add these up and you got 527 days of nothing but quit. Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend. I'll be just as proud in 4 days.
Nicely done Paul! You have this quit thing down!
Nice work! Keep it going!
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
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CONGRATS!!! Cant wait to join you in the Hall.
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
Congrats pp. Enjoy the view.
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
Congrats pp. Enjoy the view.
'BanDog'
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
Congrats pp. Enjoy the view.
'BanDog'
Very fine 100 days you just put together. See you on roll tomorrow.
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
Congrats pp. Enjoy the view.
'BanDog'
Very fine 100 days you just put together. See you on roll tomorrow.
What all these guys said. Way to own this quit PP. 'oh yeah'
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
Congrats pp. Enjoy the view.
'BanDog'
Very fine 100 days you just put together. See you on roll tomorrow.
What all these guys said. Way to own this quit PP. 'oh yeah'
Way to go! Keep it up!
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
Congrats pp. Enjoy the view.
'BanDog'
Very fine 100 days you just put together. See you on roll tomorrow.
What all these guys said. Way to own this quit PP. 'oh yeah'
Way to go! Keep it up!
Nice job.
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
just going by what the spreadsheet said.
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
just going by what the spreadsheet said.
No, I was premature. I left the message yesterday but didn't want to wait...
You were right on time! Congrats again.
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ok, I thought I might not be right since they hadnt written about me joining the train
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ok, I thought I might not be right since they hadnt written about me joining the train
I think the spreadsheet is off a day for you and that is what they used when mapped out the write-ups. I am sure you will be included tomorrow! Congrats again Paul!!!
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
Congrats pp. Enjoy the view.
'BanDog'
Very fine 100 days you just put together. See you on roll tomorrow.
What all these guys said. Way to own this quit PP. 'oh yeah'
Way to go! Keep it up!
Nice job.
Congrats!...."Take no prisoners, Take no shit!"
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Premature but well deserved congrats on making the HOF Paul!
'party2' 'welcome'
I'm proud of the quitter you have become. Keep that quit coming!
look who has made the Hall well done PP!
Enjoy your accomplishment PP. See you tomorrow for a +1.
Congrats on the Hundy PP!
'dance'
Nice 100 PP! Congratulations! Keep it rolling today!
Nice work Paul - learned the tools of quit in the face of adversity - keep putting them to work every damn day bro
Congrats pp. Enjoy the view.
'BanDog'
Very fine 100 days you just put together. See you on roll tomorrow.
What all these guys said. Way to own this quit PP. 'oh yeah'
Way to go! Keep it up!
Nice job.
Congrats!...."Take no prisoners, Take no shit!"
Hey PP....did you get a new 100 day tat?
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Sorry to hear about your brother's accident. I really hope he is OK.
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Sorry to hear about your brother's accident. I really hope he is OK.
Sorry to hear also....hope you and your family are ok.
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thanx guys; he will live. the passenger in the other car was life flighted and is in a coma.
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thanx guys; he will live. the passenger in the other car was life flighted and is in a coma.
all the best to a speedy health. prayers sent to you, him and families.
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thanx guys; he will live. the passenger in the other car was life flighted and is in a coma.
all the best to a speedy health. prayers sent to you, him and families.
x2 Paul.
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thanx guys; he will live. the passenger in the other car was life flighted and is in a coma.
all the best to a speedy health. prayers sent to you, him and families.
x2 Paul.
Prayers for you and your family, bro.
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150!!!!!!!
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150!!!!!!!
I love 150! Nice work PP :)
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150!!!!!!!
I love 150! Nice work PP :)
Love seeing these numbers pile up. nic bitch is getting smaller and smaller in the rear view mirror. 'Finger'
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150!!!!!!!
I love 150! Nice work PP :)
Love seeing these numbers pile up. nic bitch is getting smaller and smaller in the rear view mirror. 'Finger'
Very nice PP! Keep up the badass quit.
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150!!!!!!!
I love 150! Nice work PP :)
Love seeing these numbers pile up. nic bitch is getting smaller and smaller in the rear view mirror. 'Finger'
Very nice PP! Keep up the badass quit.
Congrats. Well done.
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150!!!!!!!
I love 150! Nice work PP :)
Love seeing these numbers pile up. nic bitch is getting smaller and smaller in the rear view mirror. 'Finger'
Very nice PP! Keep up the badass quit.
Congrats. Well done.
awesome numbers PP.....hope everything is good
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150!!!!!!!
I love 150! Nice work PP :)
Love seeing these numbers pile up. nic bitch is getting smaller and smaller in the rear view mirror. 'Finger'
Very nice PP! Keep up the badass quit.
Congrats. Well done.
awesome numbers PP.....hope everything is good
I am looking forward to putting nic that far in my past. ODAAT. I'll get there. Good job ppolcyn!
cowboy Kill the Nic cowboy
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fuck!!!! Tony Gwynn dead!!!! Fuck!!!
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working on HOF Speech
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working on HOF Speech
Very nice brother.
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back is fucked, AGAIN!!! SMH!
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over half a year!!!
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over half a year!!!
Congrats, man. I see your previous post about your back. Everything okay now?
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over half a year!!!
Congrats, man. I see your previous post about your back. Everything okay now?
great job, and just keep it up as it will continue to get better and better
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Hi PP.....I am just hanging out here on the second floor waiting for you and a few others to show up......just listen for the click clack of my heels......can't wait to see you here.
Oh yeah.....hey back pain....go 'Finger'
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re-ruptured discs
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re-ruptured discs
very sorry to hear that. hang tough brother. shout out if you need to talk.
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re-ruptured discs
very sorry to hear that. hang tough brother. shout out if you need to talk.
definitely a downer for the health. speed to get better man listen to the experts and heal well.
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in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!
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in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!
Atta boy Paul!!! Congratulations on the big 200! Proud to have you on my quit team.
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in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!
Atta boy Paul!!! Congratulations on the big 200! Proud to have you on my quit team.
great job
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in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!
Atta boy Paul!!! Congratulations on the big 200! Proud to have you on my quit team.
great job
200 - I love that number! Way to rock it PP! Quit with you again today.
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in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!
Atta boy Paul!!! Congratulations on the big 200! Proud to have you on my quit team.
great job
200 - I love that number! Way to rock it PP! Quit with you again today.
ODAAT adds up
keep trudging step by step mile by mile
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thanx guys and gal
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thanx guys and gal
Congrats Paul!
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I am pissed, let down, irritated and actually, not surprised that you just posted a day one.
Pissed because of your lack of giving a shit. Quitting is hard. It is always hard. It's easier some days than others, but it's still hard. Pissed that you are too weak to do it.
Let down because I thought you were part of my quit posse. We weren't the closest of quit partners, but we had something there that I counted on.....your word. You said you would call me if you needed help. Let down that you didn't do as you said.
Irritated to hear you just wanna bounce back in like it's okay to be on this roller coaster you choose and call it "quit". You don't fully accept what that means. You can't accept it because you don't understand it. You haven't been paying attention.
Most of all, I am not surprised. You stopped posting roll because you thought you had this shit licked. You use things like "lost my numbers" to try and rationalize that you didn't reach out to anyone. I broke my phone once. I was on Facebook asking for numbers again, telling others to ask others to send me their numbers, and going thru my inbox to write them all down again. All you had to do was log on here. You didn't loose numbers. You decided not to call.
When you put that dip in your mouth, did you pause at all to think about what you were about to do? Did you think of any of the faces you had met? Any of the people you talked to on the phone, in chat on PMs? Once it hit your lip and burn started, did you quickly take it out and log on? Or, did you sit there, feel the buzz, fulfill your craving and laugh in our faces? Once you finished your dip, did you finish the can? Buy another?
"Nothing gets in the way of my quit. Take nicotine off the table. Choose something else." ~ Ginet
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Ginet pretty well laid your ass out, so I only have one thing to add, change your fucking quit date on your profile.
P.S. your first cave on KTC was after 3 hours??? It took me longer than that to figure out how to post roll! I'm not judging you as a person because I don't know you at all, but as a quitter, you have some ground to make up.
"Hopefully" you "get it" this time.
King
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Disappointing but not surprising. Classic cave. Quit posting roll, quit giving a fuck, back to tobacco. Keep posting roll people. Keep giving a fuck. And keep quitting tobacco. Don't do this failure, stoppage, repeat shit. It's so fucking weak. Be a quitter instead.
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here you go PP the list of people who you did not even give a chance to help you...every person you listed would have done anything to help you stay quit...
this is the 3rd friggin time...bout time you figure this shit out!
(your own words from your HOF speech)
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I found may way to KTC in 2012 and 'tried' to quit. I made it less than a day and fucking caved. I 'tried' again and made it about a month, then caved again. snip
Fast forward two years to January 2014.snip
I am not going to do a day-by-day recount, so in conclusion: what worked for me? Drinking the Kool-Aid; following the well-established procedure on here; POSTING ROLL, getting numbers and staying active.
All of you motherfuckers are family to me now!!!
My thank yous:
CBird - my father on here
J2B - my favorite cs on here, LOL
T-Cell - kinda like my big brother
Gator - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Wastepanel - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Souliman - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Luby - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Sir Derek - for being an awesome supporter when in chat
Coach Steve
Diesel 2112
srans
sam83
peters6278
brettlees
zillahcowboy
KO
slug.go
D2Maine
grizzlyhasclaws
JayDubya
Emulator
Winter Green
GDubya
tarpon
kdip
Ginet - she is awesome
derk40
Lambo915- mentioned just because of the tits on his avatar
sixercountry
Klark
Loot - for being Loot
All my Resolute Bastard brothers and sisters
the guys in April 2012, May 2012, and May 2011
and many, many more
Sorry if I forgot anyone!!
Peace, love the Almighty and stay quit
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here you go PP the list of people who you did not even give a chance to help you...every person you listed would have done anything to help you stay quit...
this is the 3rd friggin time...bout time you figure this shit out!
(your own words from your HOF speech)
snip
I found may way to KTC in 2012 and 'tried' to quit. I made it less than a day and fucking caved. I 'tried' again and made it about a month, then caved again. snip
Fast forward two years to January 2014.snip
I am not going to do a day-by-day recount, so in conclusion: what worked for me? Drinking the Kool-Aid; following the well-established procedure on here; POSTING ROLL, getting numbers and staying active.
All of you motherfuckers are family to me now!!!
My thank yous:
CBird - my father on here
J2B - my favorite cs on here, LOL
T-Cell - kinda like my big brother
Gator - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Wastepanel - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Souliman - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Luby - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Sir Derek - for being an awesome supporter when in chat
Coach Steve
Diesel 2112
srans
sam83
peters6278
brettlees
zillahcowboy
KO
slug.go
D2Maine
grizzlyhasclaws
JayDubya
Emulator
Winter Green
GDubya
tarpon
kdip
Ginet - she is awesome
derk40
Lambo915- mentioned just because of the tits on his avatar
sixercountry
Klark
Loot - for being Loot
All my Resolute Bastard brothers and sisters
the guys in April 2012, May 2012, and May 2011
and many, many more
Sorry if I forgot anyone!!
Peace, love the Almighty and stay quit
I hope you get it right this time. You can't stop fighting. You did. The shiz is too strong to cut the support ties. You had some amazing support--- best to start building trust and new support again. And read the quotes in my signature line.