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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Philly80 on June 13, 2013, 09:02:00 PM
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
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Hell yes Philly. Check your email, you've got this. Seal the deal by posting roll. Own it.
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome. 1 day at a time.
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Philly, welcome aboard brother. One-day-at-a-time, you will hear that a thousand times a day and there is nothing more true than those 5 words. One day at a time...... I quit with you today.
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Philly, welcome aboard brother. One-day-at-a-time, you will hear that a thousand times a day and there is nothing more true than those 5 words. One day at a time...... I quit with you today.
Thanks GB! That's all we can do!
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
Thanks 05wrxing, we are all in this together.
And I am packing in the Davids, mints, beef jerky, anything that doesn't have that fucking poison in there.
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
Thanks 05wrxing, we are all in this together.
And I am packing in the Davids, mints, beef jerky, anything that doesn't have that fucking poison in there.
You sound like a true grit quitter, I'll throw my support behind you everyday. Pm me if you need anything. Most important-----POST ROLL now and early everyday.
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
Thanks 05wrxing, we are all in this together.
And I am packing in the Davids, mints, beef jerky, anything that doesn't have that fucking poison in there.
You sound like a true grit quitter, I'll throw my support behind you everyday. Pm me if you need anything. Most important-----POST ROLL now and early everyday.
Bad ass man. Sounds like you get it. Drink the kool-aid here, it is a lifesaver. Literally. I'm 215 days quit. Wouldn't be here without the support and info this site offers. Quit on!
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Right on brother, that sounds like what I did. Most important: YOU'RE QUIT NOW!! Best way to quit tobacco is to not use tobacco. Proud of you. Post roll with us in the Sep group tomorrow. We're always looking for some "true grit" type folk that are up for the challenge with us!!
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
Thanks 05wrxing, we are all in this together.
And I am packing in the Davids, mints, beef jerky, anything that doesn't have that fucking poison in there.
You sound like a true grit quitter, I'll throw my support behind you everyday. Pm me if you need anything. Most important-----POST ROLL now and early everyday.
Bad ass man. Sounds like you get it. Drink the kool-aid here, it is a lifesaver. Literally. I'm 215 days quit. Wouldn't be here without the support and info this site offers. Quit on!
Posted in Roll call, I know it will be hard, its not the crave right now, its the withdrawal I am feeling, but no one said it was gonna be easy. I am quitting just for today.
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Right on brother, that sounds like what I did. Most important: YOU'RE QUIT NOW!! Best way to quit tobacco is to not use tobacco. Proud of you. Post roll with us in the Sep group tomorrow. We're always looking for some "true grit" type folk that are up for the challenge with us!!
Thanks Rizzle, I will quit with you too. Lets beat this slut down!!
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
Thanks 05wrxing, we are all in this together.
And I am packing in the Davids, mints, beef jerky, anything that doesn't have that fucking poison in there.
You sound like a true grit quitter, I'll throw my support behind you everyday. Pm me if you need anything. Most important-----POST ROLL now and early everyday.
Bad ass man. Sounds like you get it. Drink the kool-aid here, it is a lifesaver. Literally. I'm 215 days quit. Wouldn't be here without the support and info this site offers. Quit on!
Posted in Roll call, I know it will be hard, its not the crave right now, its the withdrawal I am feeling, but no one said it was gonna be easy. I am quitting just for today.
Have another shot of Kool-Aid and here's you weekend reading assignment
Highly recommend you go here: Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13), Getting Acclimated (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7614), What to Expect (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp) Top Ten List (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8382)
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
Thanks 05wrxing, we are all in this together.
And I am packing in the Davids, mints, beef jerky, anything that doesn't have that fucking poison in there.
You sound like a true grit quitter, I'll throw my support behind you everyday. Pm me if you need anything. Most important-----POST ROLL now and early everyday.
Bad ass man. Sounds like you get it. Drink the kool-aid here, it is a lifesaver. Literally. I'm 215 days quit. Wouldn't be here without the support and info this site offers. Quit on!
Posted in Roll call, I know it will be hard, its not the crave right now, its the withdrawal I am feeling, but no one said it was gonna be easy. I am quitting just for today.
Have another shot of Kool-Aid and here's you weekend reading assignment
Highly recommend you go here: Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13), Getting Acclimated (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7614), What to Expect (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp) Top Ten List (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8382)
Thanks CBIRD, I will, Thanks for everyone's support so far, I feel I am in really good hands with all my Quit Brothers.
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
Thanks 05wrxing, we are all in this together.
And I am packing in the Davids, mints, beef jerky, anything that doesn't have that fucking poison in there.
You sound like a true grit quitter, I'll throw my support behind you everyday. Pm me if you need anything. Most important-----POST ROLL now and early everyday.
Bad ass man. Sounds like you get it. Drink the kool-aid here, it is a lifesaver. Literally. I'm 215 days quit. Wouldn't be here without the support and info this site offers. Quit on!
Posted in Roll call, I know it will be hard, its not the crave right now, its the withdrawal I am feeling, but no one said it was gonna be easy. I am quitting just for today.
Have another shot of Kool-Aid and here's you weekend reading assignment
Highly recommend you go here: Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13), Getting Acclimated (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7614), What to Expect (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp) Top Ten List (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8382)
Thanks CBIRD, I will, Thanks for everyone's support so far, I feel I am in really good hands with all my Quit Brothers.
Hey Philly,
Welcome...I would also read Cbirds post from yesterday his formula for success...good stuff there for you... read read read get numbers from people meet your group
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Hey, Just wanted to introduce myself, from the Philly metro area. Its been about 28 hours since I had a dip in my mouth. I have been weening myself down the last few weeks. Shorter length of time, smaller pinches. Until yesterday I could not take it anymore. I sit her with a mouth full of sunflower seeds drinking a coffee to combat the nicotine leaving my system and my ass so constipated I might need an enema to shit.
My last serious quit was a little over 10 years ago, I made it 6 fucking months and then just picked up where I left off. I have been going at for 19 years now. I wish I could go back to when I was 14 and made that decision and never put that pinch in my mouth. But we know we can only move forward and not backwards, Cant change the past, you know all those euphemisms, cop-outs whatever you want to fucking call it.
It became that I only did it by myself, when no one is around cause I was and am embarrassed. Probably the way mostly everyone feel on this forum. I am def craving it right now, but I feel good, I feel like I got some control back and have a bit more energy or a high from getting my life back, or maybe its the nicotine withdrawal playing mind tricks on me. Here is too One Day at a Time!
Welcome Philly, you've made a great decision (and live in even better). Am closeby as well as alot of other great men on the site here, so just speak up if you ever have any questions.
You Can and Will do this. I will be right beside you if you need.
Thanks SirDerek!
Sirderek is one bad ass quiiter to have on your side my friend. You need to head on over to the September 13 quit group and post roll. If you need any help at all with that or need a number just pm me. I am at day 268 and im sitting in my office with my jaw packed full of salty sunflower seeds, I used them to help me through my first few months and every now and then I still like to have em. Do whatever it takes or put whatever in your mouth as long as it is tobacco and nicotine free. I will quit with you any day.
Thanks 05wrxing, we are all in this together.
And I am packing in the Davids, mints, beef jerky, anything that doesn't have that fucking poison in there.
You sound like a true grit quitter, I'll throw my support behind you everyday. Pm me if you need anything. Most important-----POST ROLL now and early everyday.
Bad ass man. Sounds like you get it. Drink the kool-aid here, it is a lifesaver. Literally. I'm 215 days quit. Wouldn't be here without the support and info this site offers. Quit on!
Posted in Roll call, I know it will be hard, its not the crave right now, its the withdrawal I am feeling, but no one said it was gonna be easy. I am quitting just for today.
Have another shot of Kool-Aid and here's you weekend reading assignment
Highly recommend you go here: Welcome Center (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showforum=13), Getting Acclimated (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7614), What to Expect (http://www.killthecan.org/yourquit/what.asp) Top Ten List (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=8382)
Thanks CBIRD, I will, Thanks for everyone's support so far, I feel I am in really good hands with all my Quit Brothers.
Hey Philly,
Welcome...I would also read Cbirds post from yesterday his formula for success...good stuff there for you... read read read get numbers from people meet your group
I'm about to go past the 48 hour mark since having my last dip. I fear that I have been getting off easy so far, not really feeling the effects yet. I keep day dreaming though about times I am dipping like I reminiscing about hanging out with my best friend. It so fucking weird, this is not a person, its a chemical, its a poison, I use to look at it as my reward, a candy or a treat. But i have had the blinds pulled over my eyes all these years. I will keep moving forward though.
Thanks to all you fellow quitters for your support so far. Especially DennyX for checking up on me earlier via text msg! Sorry I fucked roll call too, I guess that's better than not showing up at all.
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You are supposed to fuck roll up its a requirement...I didnt know I was fucking up for my first 15 days I was just trying to get my promise out there. I even posted roll in July HOF...I was just trapesing around this site foggy as fuck.
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You are supposed to fuck roll up its a requirement...I didnt know I was fucking up for my first 15 days I was just trying to get my promise out there. I even posted roll in July HOF...I was just trapesing around this site foggy as fuck.
Yep, +1
It's a right of passage. Just get your promise down somehow, send smoke signals if you need to. Then get your ass back in Sept 11 and fix our roll :)
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Just wanted give an update. Still hanging strong.
Day 2 was like an out of body experience, I really felt like I was high for most of the day. I ate so much beef jerky, I felt bad if you were walking behind me.
Today is my Day 3, I managed to fuck up roll call from my Iphone this time, Haha.
But feel a little more normal since its been 72 hours since I last ingested that poison in my system, not not sure what normal is yet either. I haven't had to really keep anything in my mouth today like seeds or mints and I just ate some fruit. and Feel ok.
Thanks again to Denny X again for checking on me again this morning. He is a bad mother fucking quitter, a soldier that you want and need by your side.
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Just wanted give an update. Still hanging strong.
Day 2 was like an out of body experience, I really felt like I was high for most of the day. I ate so much beef jerky, I felt bad if you were walking behind me.
Today is my Day 3, I managed to fuck up roll call from my Iphone this time, Haha.
But feel a little more normal since its been 72 hours since I last ingested that poison in my system, not not sure what normal is yet either. I haven't had to really keep anything in my mouth today like seeds or mints and I just ate some fruit. and Feel ok.
Thanks again to Denny X again for checking on me again this morning. He is a bad mother fucking quitter, a soldier that you want and need by your side.
You got this bro. Only guys with big balls sack up and quit. Well done sir. The nic is almost out of your body. Dont hesistate to message me if you need something.
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Just wanted give an update. Still hanging strong.
Day 2 was like an out of body experience, I really felt like I was high for most of the day. I ate so much beef jerky, I felt bad if you were walking behind me.
Today is my Day 3, I managed to fuck up roll call from my Iphone this time, Haha.
But feel a little more normal since its been 72 hours since I last ingested that poison in my system, not not sure what normal is yet either. I haven't had to really keep anything in my mouth today like seeds or mints and I just ate some fruit. and Feel ok.
Thanks again to Denny X again for checking on me again this morning. He is a bad mother fucking quitter, a soldier that you want and need by your side.
You got this bro. Only guys with big balls sack up and quit. Well done sir. The nic is almost out of your body. Dont hesistate to message me if you need something.
And the Gus with the biggest balls come from Philly. No, I do not want ringer together to compare. Fucker.
I am quit with you today. You now have my digits in your inbox. Use them. Serious.
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Just wanted give an update. Still hanging strong.
Day 2 was like an out of body experience, I really felt like I was high for most of the day. I ate so much beef jerky, I felt bad if you were walking behind me.
Today is my Day 3, I managed to fuck up roll call from my Iphone this time, Haha.
But feel a little more normal since its been 72 hours since I last ingested that poison in my system, not not sure what normal is yet either. I haven't had to really keep anything in my mouth today like seeds or mints and I just ate some fruit. and Feel ok.
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Thanks again to Denny X again for checking on me again this morning. He is a bad mother fucking quitter, a soldier that you want and need by your side.
You got this bro. Only guys with big balls sack up and quit. Well done sir. The nic is almost out of your body. Dont hesistate to message me if you need something.
And the Gus with the biggest balls come from Philly. No, I do not want ringer together to compare. Fucker.
I am quit with you today. You now have my digits in your inbox. Use them. Serious.
Good job bro. Go outside and take a look around. Your nicotine free brother. Take a look around without the poison running through your blood. See it the way it was intended. Nicotine has hijacked your senses and stolen your feelings. Now you start getting them back. A lot of work yet to do, but withdraws are over.
Now your brain will thank you because it finally is getting the oxygen it has been wanting for umpteen years. The thanks will be in the form of healing. Healing will take time my friend, but it's worth it. I quit with you my friend.
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Just wanted to give an update as I am on day 7 quit.
I am feeling pretty good overall(physically), My mind is def fucking with me now.
I have been day dreaming or fantasizing about past times dipping like I met the love of my life. Then I snap out of it and remember that I am addict, Nic is trying to pull me back in. How fucking ridiculous is this.
I have read many Intro's and stories, I see so many similarities between myself and others quitters and cavers. It is really scary especially learning I was a Ninja dipper. When I actually didn't know I was one until I got here. Its like everyone knew I did it but concealed how bad it actually was and how often I dipped, because I was ashamed of addiction and myself.
Right now I am having trouble articulating and have been the last couple days but just wanted my fellow quitters I am fighting each day and saying no to Nic.
One Day at a Time, I will Post Roll and Stay quit.
Whoops meant to add that to my existing intro.
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Just wanted to give an update as I am on day 7 quit.
I am feeling pretty good overall(physically), My mind is def fucking with me now.
I have been day dreaming or fantasizing about past times dipping like I met the love of my life. Then I snap out of it and remember that I am addict, Nic is trying to pull me back in. How fucking ridiculous is this.
I have read many Intro's and stories, I see so many similarities between myself and others quitters and cavers. It is really scary especially learning I was a Ninja dipper. When I actually didn't know I was one until I got here. Its like everyone knew I did it but concealed how bad it actually was and how often I dipped, because I was ashamed of addiction and myself.
Right now I am having trouble articulating and have been the last couple days but just wanted my fellow quitters I am fighting each day and saying no to Nic.
One Day at a Time, I will Post Roll and Stay quit.
Whoops meant to add that to my existing intro.
Every addict here has good days and bad days. Some weeks are like roller coasters. I promise you it does get better over time. PM me anytime bro. I will quit right along with you.
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Just wanted to give an update as I am on day 7 quit.
I am feeling pretty good overall(physically), My mind is def fucking with me now.
I have been day dreaming or fantasizing about past times dipping like I met the love of my life. Then I snap out of it and remember that I am addict, Nic is trying to pull me back in. How fucking ridiculous is this.
I have read many Intro's and stories, I see so many similarities between myself and others quitters and cavers. It is really scary especially learning I was a Ninja dipper. When I actually didn't know I was one until I got here. Its like everyone knew I did it but concealed how bad it actually was and how often I dipped, because I was ashamed of addiction and myself.
Right now I am having trouble articulating and have been the last couple days but just wanted my fellow quitters I am fighting each day and saying no to Nic.
One Day at a Time, I will Post Roll and Stay quit.
Whoops meant to add that to my existing intro.
Yea it is hell while your body is healing man. Pure hell. Make sure to remember how this feels. I enjoy looking back and thinking how muc resolve it takes to put yourself through it and that i was bad ass enough to do it. And it is a reminder of what I never, ever, for and fucked up reason want to experience again in my life! Keep drinking the cool aid.
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I merged both of your intros into one Philly80.
Nice job on your first week of freedom.
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I merged both of your intros into one Philly80.
Nice job on your first week of freedom.
'tough'
Don't think about your quit tomorrow. Focus on today. Tomorrow may never come and to stay undefeated with nicotine. Never think you are quitting forever. You don't know that but what you do know...You can and will keep your word today.
Tomorrow? We worry about that but not until you win your match today. If you don't win today, tomorrow will not matter to your quit.
Post roll, keep your word and after you win today, enjoy the huge victory!!!
If you are here tomorrow, simple repeat.
It hurts to start but as you get stronger, the quit gets soooo much easier. That is what you hope for but you only get to the easy parts when you quit for today. Today is your future.
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Dont indulge in the fantasy- as soon as your mind wanders there snap the fuck back to reality and remember why you are a quitter-
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Just would like to throw out an update on my quit. I am 42 days quit this did not seem possible 43 days ago. I have had some foggy days and have had some pounding headaches. I have had some good days, I have had some bad days. I post roll every day and honor my word. I think I had two Nic dreams, they were definitely weird, almost like cheating on your spouse or girlfriend. I probably had more Nic dreams, I just thank god I don't remember them. I have read a lot on this site, sometimes I need a break though and try to keep busy and keep the idea of dipping out of my head all together. There is a wealth of info here that has helped me out. I still use seeds, mints, gum, smokey mountain, and beef jerky to help with my craves and to give my mouth something to do. I have had amazing support from members in my group, the Jackwagons with the Facebook connect and a couple of Vets that have reached out to me when I began my quit.
I had some victories too, I was down the shore at the beach and was offered a fine cigar which was never me anyway, but I thought about accepting cause I didn't quit cigars, I quit dip, but I remembered I am quit from all that is nicotine. I politely turned down the offer.
And the 7-11 down the street from my apartment where I would get my two cans of Skoal Straight a day, I was purchasing some jerky and water, the cashier asked no Skoal today, I said "Nope, No Skoal for me today." I did want to say fuck you and your fucking Skoal, but regardless I looked Nic in the face and laughed.
I need to become more active in helping new quitters and all, just trying to get my head fully screwed on right now.
For anyone reading this including any Newbies read, listen to the vets, drink the KTC koolaid cause really there is no other way at combating this addiction. There are very few that can beat this by themselves. you need to accept that you are an addict, and I am addict with almost anything that gives me pleasure, and I needed KTC to fight this one. Just focus on one day at time. Post roll and honor your word.
I quit with all my brothers and sisters today!
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Just would like to throw out an update on my quit. I am 42 days quit this did not seem possible 43 days ago. I have had some foggy days and have had some pounding headaches. I have had some good days, I have had some bad days. I post roll every day and honor my word. I think I had two Nic dreams, they were definitely weird, almost like cheating on your spouse or girlfriend. I probably had more Nic dreams, I just thank god I don't remember them. I have read a lot on this site, sometimes I need a break though and try to keep busy and keep the idea of dipping out of my head all together. There is a wealth of info here that has helped me out. I still use seeds, mints, gum, smokey mountain, and beef jerky to help with my craves and to give my mouth something to do. I have had amazing support from members in my group, the Jackwagons with the Facebook connect and a couple of Vets that have reached out to me when I began my quit.
I had some victories too, I was down the shore at the beach and was offered a fine cigar which was never me anyway, but I thought about accepting cause I didn't quit cigars, I quit dip, but I remembered I am quit from all that is nicotine. I politely turned down the offer.
And the 7-11 down the street from my apartment where I would get my two cans of Skoal Straight a day, I was purchasing some jerky and water, the cashier asked no Skoal today, I said "Nope, No Skoal for me today." I did want to say fuck you and your fucking Skoal, but regardless I looked Nic in the face and laughed.
I need to become more active in helping new quitters and all, just trying to get my head fully screwed on right now.
For anyone reading this including any Newbies read, listen to the vets, drink the KTC koolaid cause really there is no other way at combating this addiction. There are very few that can beat this by themselves. you need to accept that you are an addict, and I am addict with almost anything that gives me pleasure, and I needed KTC to fight this one. Just focus on one day at time. Post roll and honor your word.
I quit with all my brothers and sisters today!
Now this is what I call a badass quitter. Keep doing your thing man.
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Just would like to throw out an update on my quit. I am 42 days quit this did not seem possible 43 days ago. I have had some foggy days and have had some pounding headaches. I have had some good days, I have had some bad days. I post roll every day and honor my word. I think I had two Nic dreams, they were definitely weird, almost like cheating on your spouse or girlfriend. I probably had more Nic dreams, I just thank god I don't remember them. I have read a lot on this site, sometimes I need a break though and try to keep busy and keep the idea of dipping out of my head all together. There is a wealth of info here that has helped me out. I still use seeds, mints, gum, smokey mountain, and beef jerky to help with my craves and to give my mouth something to do. I have had amazing support from members in my group, the Jackwagons with the Facebook connect and a couple of Vets that have reached out to me when I began my quit.
I had some victories too, I was down the shore at the beach and was offered a fine cigar which was never me anyway, but I thought about accepting cause I didn't quit cigars, I quit dip, but I remembered I am quit from all that is nicotine. I politely turned down the offer.
And the 7-11 down the street from my apartment where I would get my two cans of Skoal Straight a day, I was purchasing some jerky and water, the cashier asked no Skoal today, I said "Nope, No Skoal for me today." I did want to say fuck you and your fucking Skoal, but regardless I looked Nic in the face and laughed.
I need to become more active in helping new quitters and all, just trying to get my head fully screwed on right now.
For anyone reading this including any Newbies read, listen to the vets, drink the KTC koolaid cause really there is no other way at combating this addiction. There are very few that can beat this by themselves. you need to accept that you are an addict, and I am addict with almost anything that gives me pleasure, and I needed KTC to fight this one. Just focus on one day at time. Post roll and honor your word.
I quit with all my brothers and sisters today!
Now this is what I call a badass quitter. Keep doing your thing man.
I am a Nicotine Addict and I am quit with YOU today.
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I am weak, I am a junkie, I am addict but I will never give up, I am quit!
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I am weak, I am a junkie, I am addict but I will never give up, I am quit!
You are strong.
You are quit.
You can do this. We can help. All you have to do is ask. Never forget that, and never forget about the hell that was your first week. Make this promise everyday, and I guarantee you'll never, ever forget.
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I am weak, I am a junkie, I am addict but I will never give up, I am quit!
You are strong.
You are quit.
You can do this. We can help. All you have to do is ask. Never forget that, and never forget about the hell that was your first week. Make this promise everyday, and I guarantee you'll never, ever forget.
Get your head up bro. Look at the new world your building. A world where your in control, not some stupid can of dirt. I didn't look at what day your on, but I know your getting up there closer and closer to hof.
I don't know if something happened, but if it did you can handle the situation better then ever,, believe that!!!
Don't believe what your feeling sometimes,, it's just your stupid brain playing tricks. You got to reach deep and tell it how it's going to feel.
It's the weekend brother,, go to your favorite place to eat and order what ever you like. Afterwards get you some dessert,, you deserve it. Stay quit, stay strong and keep your head up. You got this.
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Half comma looks good on you Philly! 500 days of bad assed quit and counting! Proud to be a Slut with you.
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Half comma looks good on you Philly! 500 days of bad assed quit and counting! Proud to be a Slut with you.
Great job Philly. You da man. Keep on quitting brother one day at a time. HOLLA!!!!