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Title: Got Damn!
Post by: Rob302 on February 07, 2015, 06:49:00 PM
'help' ive known about this place for a lonnggg time! and browsed this place with plenty dip in my mouth countless times.

I started dipping when I was in Afghanistan during my time in the Marine Corps in 2010. Ive tried to quit multiple times but something in me this time I can feel it.. i just dont want to turn back for real ..

I have not had a dip since last night ...and went all day today getting my ass whooped! My symptoms were so bad.. I was amazed at the severity of them today.. it was ridiculous.. Ive been like in this un-Godly hazy feeling that comes on in waves all day...

Things such as Herbal Tea and Smokey Mountain-- do quell the symptoms for me a bit.. also playing video games.. gives me ease -- I just want this "fog" to be over... these has got me over the edge right now i cant lie... Once this is over... I will be okay but for right now ... at times.. i second guess for a split second .. but i dont want to go back!!!
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: Thumblewort on February 07, 2015, 08:27:00 PM
My advice is too read the Welcome Center thread and learn how to post roll. I implore you to make a very smart decision and become a quitter.
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: Rob302 on February 07, 2015, 08:51:00 PM
Quote from: Thumblewort
My advice is too read the Welcome Center thread and learn how to post roll. I implore you to make a very smart decision and become a quitter.
Thank you very much. Im going to look up how to post roll in a bit. Im def all in to become a quitter.
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: Rawls on February 07, 2015, 09:27:00 PM
Appreciate your service young man. Come on in here and let's us pay you back. Folks in here just might save your life in return.
Stay in here and read as much as you can... Words of wisdom area.. Go read other people's intro... See how they fought the fight, it will help you prepare to fight your battles.
Proud of you for stepping up and doing what you know down in side is right.
I quit with you today.
Learn to post roll ASAP. Play video next week.
Rawls
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: pab1964 on February 07, 2015, 10:08:00 PM
Quote from: Rawls
Appreciate your service young man. Come on in here and let's us pay you back. Folks in here just might save your life in return.
Stay in here and read as much as you can... Words of wisdom area.. Go read other people's intro... See how they fought the fight, it will help you prepare to fight your battles.
Proud of you for stepping up and doing what you know down in side is right.
I quit with you today.
Learn to post roll ASAP. Play video next week.
Rawls
Thanks for being the man you are giving your time for me and mine! Now I know your man enough to handle this but helluva lot easier with help from a bunch of people on your side that has and still going through what you are! We're all addicts here realizing you are will help shed some light on why this shits so hard! Fog, rage headaches and craves worth every damn second for your freedom! You fought for us now will help you fight this battle!
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: Rob302 on February 07, 2015, 10:18:00 PM
Quote from: Rawls
Appreciate your service young man. Come on in here and let's us pay you back. Folks in here just might save your life in return.
Stay in here and read as much as you can... Words of wisdom area.. Go read other people's intro... See how they fought the fight, it will help you prepare to fight your battles.
Proud of you for stepping up and doing what you know down in side is right.
I quit with you today.
Learn to post roll ASAP. Play video next week.
Rawls
Thank you for your kind words. Of course it was an honor to serve without a doubt. Im all in with this thing here it was very rough earlier. But, since I posted my introduction everything has become more manageable honestly. Im not bouncing off the holds holding back from buying dip .. Its a little rough but im doing well. Ill get on that roll call ASAP!
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: Rob302 on February 07, 2015, 10:21:00 PM
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Rawls
Appreciate your service young man. Come on in here and let's us pay you back. Folks in here just might save your life in return.
Stay in here and read as much as you can... Words of wisdom area.. Go read other people's intro... See how they fought the fight, it will help you prepare to fight your battles.
Proud of you for stepping up and doing what you know down in side is right.
I quit with you today.
Learn to post roll ASAP. Play video next week.
Rawls
Thanks for being the man you are giving your time for me and mine! Now I know your man enough to handle this but helluva lot easier with help from a bunch of people on your side that has and still going through what you are! We're all addicts here realizing you are will help shed some light on why this shits so hard! Fog, rage headaches and craves worth every damn second for your freedom! You fought for us now will help you fight this battle!
I really appreciate the power of this community and what it has done for people. I have been a witness sitting in the backgrounds monitoring while I was still a user. Until, I really was serious about quitting. I really appreciate everyone sincerity within this community. It helps out sooooo much im very grateful even for the replies ive gotten on my intro ..it increases my will
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: KennyZ on February 07, 2015, 11:24:00 PM
You got this Rob! I quit with you...
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: flrednek28 on February 08, 2015, 07:19:00 AM
Rob you got this, thx for service, fellow vet here. The first 3 days are/ were the worst getting the nic bitch out of your system. Day 17 here and this site works, post roll EDD, get involved with fellow quitters and read every damn thing you can.
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: Rob302 on February 08, 2015, 07:29:00 AM
Quote from: Rob302
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: Rawls
Appreciate your service young man. Come on in here and let's us pay you back. Folks in here just might save your life in return.
Stay in here and read as much as you can... Words of wisdom area.. Go read other people's intro... See how they fought the fight, it will help you prepare to fight your battles.
Proud of you for stepping up and doing what you know down in side is right.
I quit with you today.
Learn to post roll ASAP. Play video next week.
Rawls
Thanks for being the man you are giving your time for me and mine! Now I know your man enough to handle this but helluva lot easier with help from a bunch of people on your side that has and still going through what you are! We're all addicts here realizing you are will help shed some light on why this shits so hard! Fog, rage headaches and craves worth every damn second for your freedom! You fought for us now will help you fight this battle!
I really appreciate the power of this community and what it has done for people. I have been a witness sitting in the backgrounds monitoring while I was still a user. Until, I really was serious about quitting. I really appreciate everyone sincerity within this community. It helps out sooooo much im very grateful even for the replies ive gotten on my intro ..it increases my will
Thank you Kenny!!!
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: Rob302 on February 08, 2015, 07:32:00 AM
Quote from: flrednek28
Rob you got this, thx for service, fellow vet here. The first 3 days are/ were the worst getting the nic bitch out of your system. Day 17 here and this site works, post roll EDD, get involved with fellow quitters and read every damn thing you can.
Yes, right now I am on the beginning of day 2. And things havent been fun at all. Im going to learn about this roll call right now
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: Dagranger on February 08, 2015, 05:01:00 PM
Nice job posting roll. I quit with you today.
Title: Re: Got Damn!
Post by: pab1964 on February 08, 2015, 10:49:00 PM
Congratulations rob! Post roll EDD! I'm quit with you today!