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Title: 2nd Attempt
Post by: catfish1 on June 09, 2013, 10:00:00 PM
Im one day into my second attempt. Fell of the wagon a while back. I am determined to kick habit for good this time. Used cope and grizzly 30 years.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: DennyX on June 09, 2013, 10:18:00 PM
Quote from: catfish1
Im one day into my second attempt. Fell of the wagon a while back. I am determined to kick habit for good this time. Used cope and grizzly 30 years.
For the same reason I'm not going to wish you good luck, I'll point out that there is no "attempt". We don't try or attempt - we just do. If you have posted your sacred promise on roll call then you will not use today because you are a man of integrity. There are thousands here that have done this and gone before you, read everything and learn about your addiction, and do this one day at a time. See you on roll....
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: Wt57 on June 09, 2013, 10:45:00 PM
Quote from: DennyX
Quote from: catfish1
Im one day into my second attempt. Fell of the wagon  a while back. I am determined to kick habit for good this time. Used cope and grizzly 30 years.
For the same reason I'm not going to wish you good luck, I'll point out that there is no "attempt". We don't try or attempt - we just do. If you have posted your sacred promise on roll call then you will not use today because you are a man of integrity. There are thousands here that have done this and gone before you, read everything and learn about your addiction, and do this one day at a time. See you on roll....
I want to point out a very important word that Denny used: "Addiction" compared to the word you used 'habit'!
Addiction is going to be with you forever. Addiction is the compulsive need for and use of a habit-forming substance (as heroin, nicotine, or alcohol) characterized by tolerance and by well-defined physiological symptoms upon withdrawal.
Habit is A recurrent, often unconscious pattern of behavior that is acquired through frequent repetition.

I often made the same mistake in my life as a using addict. I always thought that I could abandon dipp by changing my habit. That's why I've always failed in the past. When I accepted that I am and always will be a fricking addict I started experiencing success when I linked that with my daily promise. Catfish I was overwhelmed to think that I was such a weak ass and had been at this for so long. There are many of us that have been slaves for 30 + years, (for me 40+). Pm me if I can assist you.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: flynniej15 on June 10, 2013, 08:48:00 AM
Cat - looking for you in Roll Call with the Sept Sluts...

Just do it man - dump any tins you have left and call it quit...
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: DennyX on June 10, 2013, 08:54:00 AM
Quote from: flynniej15
Cat - looking for you in Roll Call with the Sept Sluts...

Just do it man - dump any tins you have left and call it quit...
My morning: wake up, get coffee, post roll myself, check September roll call for catfish. No catfish on roll, check last time he logged on. Yesterday at 6pm. Hope to see ya on roll here in a bit, I guess it is early still. Maybe sleeping in....?
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: DennyX on June 10, 2013, 08:05:00 PM
Quote from: DennyX
Quote from: flynniej15
Cat - looking for you in Roll Call with the Sept Sluts...

Just do it man - dump any tins you have left and call it quit...
My morning: wake up, get coffee, post roll myself, check September roll call for catfish. No catfish on roll, check last time he logged on. Yesterday at 6pm. Hope to see ya on roll here in a bit, I guess it is early still. Maybe sleeping in....?
My afternoon: come home, chase kids. Kids settled down, wife making dinner. Check intro thread to see if catfish has posted. Hasn't. Checked last time YOU logged on: today, 3pm.

Ok, let's cut to the chase. Your call, pull up your panties and dump your cans - flush them - or crawl back in bed with nic and just embrace the fact that she will be your mistress forever. She's a tough mistress too. Whether ninja dipper or you openly dip, she pulls no punches. You know that, thats why you came here and posted this intro. Here you stand at a crossroads. Take your life back, one day at a time with the help of your September quit group, or business as usual: killing yourself slowly and being owned daily by a weed. At least post back here and let us know what your decision is, or shoot me a pm.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: 30yraddict on June 10, 2013, 09:07:00 PM
Quote from: DennyX
Quote from: DennyX
Quote from: flynniej15
Cat - looking for you in Roll Call with the Sept Sluts...

Just do it man - dump any tins you have left and call it quit...
My morning: wake up, get coffee, post roll myself, check September roll call for catfish. No catfish on roll, check last time he logged on. Yesterday at 6pm. Hope to see ya on roll here in a bit, I guess it is early still. Maybe sleeping in....?
My afternoon: come home, chase kids. Kids settled down, wife making dinner. Check intro thread to see if catfish has posted. Hasn't. Checked last time YOU logged on: today, 3pm.

Ok, let's cut to the chase. Your call, pull up your panties and dump your cans - flush them - or crawl back in bed with nic and just embrace the fact that she will be your mistress forever. She's a tough mistress too. Whether ninja dipper or you openly dip, she pulls no punches. You know that, thats why you came here and posted this intro. Here you stand at a crossroads. Take your life back, one day at a time with the help of your September quit group, or business as usual: killing yourself slowly and being owned daily by a weed. At least post back here and let us know what your decision is, or shoot me a pm.
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I am determined to kick habit for good this time
Determined means you are sick of living as you are. Determined means that you are tired of lying to family and friends. Determined means that you are sick of poisoning your body with crap that will not only kill you, but make you suffer along the way. Determined means you are throwing off the shackles of slavery to be a free man. Determined says "HELL NO! I WILL NOT USE NICOTINE TODAY!

Today you were not determined. Get off of your knees and fight as if your life depends on it. Cause there is a pretty good chance that it does.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: Diesel2112 on June 10, 2013, 10:06:00 PM
Quote from: catfish1
Im one day into my second attempt. Fell of the wagon a while back. I am determined to kick habit for good this time. Used cope and grizzly 30 years.
Sounds like fucking Eor from winnie the pooh.

Show some balls my man.

You have some rock solid adivce from some heavy hitters of quit.

MAN THE FUCK UP EOR.

OR

Continue to be a fucking slave and die a miserable death..
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: Erussell on June 11, 2013, 12:30:00 AM
Catfish didn't see you post roll yet, just doit man. Stop hoping, wishing, and or dreaming! Just decide to quit and do it man. Post roll today!
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: Radman on June 11, 2013, 07:49:00 AM
Quote from: Erussell
Catfish didn't see you post roll yet, just doit man. Stop hoping, wishing, and or dreaming! Just decide to quit and do it man. Post roll today!
^^^^ What he said x2.

Stop attempting and forget about the dang wagon. This is not a habit, it's an addiction. There is a difference, and not realizing that differentiation is why you have failed in the past.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: srans on June 11, 2013, 07:54:00 AM
Quote from: catfish1
Im one day into my second attempt. Fell of the wagon a while back. I am determined to kick habit for good this time. Used cope and grizzly 30 years.
I thank he wants to keep adding to the 30 plus fellas. He doesn't see through the lies of the poison. He can't see the great life that's awaiting.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: flynniej15 on June 11, 2013, 08:17:00 AM
Quote from: srans

I think he wants to keep adding to the 30 plus fellas. He doesn't see through the lies of the poison. He can't see the great life that's awaiting.
Maybe the preacher got him to login on Sunday -

Maybe just was not ready....hope to see you back Cat and posting roll buddy.

I created a profile - but needed to get my head straight before I could say I was quit, did not want to begin if my resolve was not there and I was not quit for me/ lay the blame on anyone else.

I hope this is all you are doing and you will be back - PM me anytime you are ready to be quit and not playing games.

flynnie
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: Wt57 on June 11, 2013, 09:26:00 AM
Hey fish I see you logged on this morning but still no post! Get with the program, drink the quit koolaid you can be a quitter.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: catfish1 on June 11, 2013, 09:40:00 AM
Day 3 and I feel like im winning. Withdrawals almost over. Now I have to avoid triggers. This was problem last time.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: jayd41 on June 11, 2013, 10:07:00 AM
Quote from: catfish1
Day 3 and I feel like im winning. Withdrawals almost over. Now I have to avoid triggers. This was problem last time.
I am on day 35 and i can tell you this...you have miles to go driver, before you talk about winning...you are in a fight, and you kicked the physical withdrawals ass, but the war really begins now...the mental war wages now...and it doesn't last no 3-5 days...every day is a fight...and she will rear her ugly head when you least expect her too...the most important thing...remember the previous 3 days and how hard they were.

You got this man...just remember, one day at a time...every day you are nic free you win that day. Get through this one, and worry about tomorrow's fight when you wake up.

Congrats on the first 3 days...it is an important milestone.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: srans on June 11, 2013, 10:26:00 AM
Quote from: jayd41
Quote from: catfish1
Day 3 and  I feel like im winning. Withdrawals almost over. Now I have to avoid triggers. This was problem last time.
I am on day 35 and i can tell you this...you have miles to go driver, before you talk about winning...you are in a fight, and you kicked the physical withdrawals ass, but the war really begins now...the mental war wages now...and it doesn't last no 3-5 days...every day is a fight...and she will rear her ugly head when you least expect her too...the most important thing...remember the previous 3 days and how hard they were.

You got this man...just remember, one day at a time...every day you are nic free you win that day. Get through this one, and worry about tomorrow's fight when you wake up.

Congrats on the first 3 days...it is an important milestone.
Listen to jayd bro. Now get on over to September and post roll. We are here to support you, but we ask one thing in return. We post roll for accountability. This is a promise not to use each day.

Now for the triggers i recommend you welcome them with open arms. Once you post roll them triggers shouldn't mean anything because you are a man of your word right? I'll be watching for that post my friend. I quit with you today.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: syndrome on June 11, 2013, 01:23:00 PM
Quote from: catfish1
Day 3 and I feel like im winning. Withdrawals almost over. Now I have to avoid triggers. This was problem last time.
man i rote this afore and i will rite it agin and agin...
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reed up in the welcome center how to post up roll. then you post up roll erly in the day. thaats your word you aint touchin nickateen all day. then you keep your word. simpel and hard all at once. you got questyuns you can ask here or you can pm me.

if you just came here to post a quick one liner well you got the rong place. thats the twiter.

if you wanna give me statis up dates you got the rong place. thats the face book.

now crap or get off the pot.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: Matt F on June 11, 2013, 02:51:00 PM
Just in case you're hard of hearing:


POST ROLL (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=50)


I'm reiterating what syndrome and the others have said. Do it catfish1 it's your promise for today to quit.

I quit with you today.
Title: Re: 2nd Attempt
Post by: DennyX on June 11, 2013, 08:49:00 PM
Hey catfish, nice job on day 3! If you can decipher what syndrome wrote below, I recommend taking his advice and reading the welcome center start to finish. This place is about accountability, and the primary way we do that is through roll call. So if you aren't interested in roll call then why drop the one liners in here? Post roll, I dare you. It's step 1 to taking your life back and stomping nic in the ground.

I quit with you today. Now go post your sacred promise with September.