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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: TEAMKEOKI on October 22, 2010, 03:18:00 PM
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i finally threw out my last can 18 days ago!!!!
1. best friends father was diagnosed with cancer a few weeks back. he is going through hell.
2. 34 year old father of 2 kids that mean everything to me. saw my 4 year old son act like he was spitting into a bottle the other day.
this site has helped. thanks for all the support i have recieved so far.
stay strong!
'Remshot' kill the wabbit
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i finally threw out my last can 18 days ago!!!!
1. best friends father was diagnosed with cancer a few weeks back. he is going through hell.
2. 34 year old father of 2 kids that mean everything to me. saw my 4 year old son act like he was spitting into a bottle the other day.
this site has helped. thanks for all the support i have recieved so far.
stay strong!
'Remshot' kill the wabbit
I am glad to see you here brother. I know it sucks but you can do this. You are stronger than the Nic. Hailey and Cole will get to enjoy Daddy that much longer too. Remember you call me whenever you need to. It gets easier.
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i finally threw out my last can 18 days ago!!!!
1. best friends father was diagnosed with cancer a few weeks back. he is going through hell.Â
2. 34 year old father of 2 kids that mean everything to me. saw my 4 year old son act like he was spitting into a bottle the other day.Â
this site has helped. thanks for all the support i have recieved so far.
stay strong!
'Remshot' kill the wabbit
I am glad to see you here brother. I know it sucks but you can do this. You are stronger than the Nic. Hailey and Cole will get to enjoy Daddy that much longer too. Remember you call me whenever you need to. It gets easier.
THANKS BROTHER
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Welcome to the site. You have made the right choice. No matter what happens keep that shit outta your face.
You got this. Let us know if you need anything.
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Welcome to the site. You have made the right choice. No matter what happens keep that shit outta your face.
You got this. Let us know if you need anything.
thanks. great to know i have help
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Welcome to the site. You have made the right choice. No matter what happens keep that shit outta your face.Â
You got this. Let us know if you need anything.
thanks. great to know i have help
You have more help than you can imagine.
These fine quitters in here will do whatever it takes to help you stay quit. Give them your word, keep your word and they will stand and fight with you daily.
Make no mistake this is a fight for your life. You know have 6000 bad ass quitters to assist you.
Sing out if you need help.
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I went to public school, so my math isn't always the best. By my calculations, you would be posting 277 days today instead of a 2.
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i finally threw out my last can 18 days ago!!!!
1. best friends father was diagnosed with cancer a few weeks back. he is going through hell.
2. 34 year old father of 2 kids that mean everything to me. saw my 4 year old son act like he was spitting into a bottle the other day.
this site has helped. thanks for all the support i have recieved so far.
stay strong!
'Remshot' kill the wabbit
Ditto number 2 on your list. Back in September last year, one of my 2-year-olds walked by me and my wife, spit on the ground, smiled real big, and said "Like daddy!". He felt real proud of himself and I have never... NEVER felt like more of a failure as a parent. That hit me with a serious blow. It was the turning point in my life that forced me to engage in a battle that had brewing for 19 years. 297 days later, I can recall that feeling just like it happened yesterday. Keeps me focused.
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
Team,
I can't put into words how proud I am of your quit. Let's keep it going day by day.
Still the avatar, yet you have not revealed who's boobies those are.
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
Team,
I can't put into words how proud I am of your quit. Let's keep it going day by day.
Still the avatar, yet you have not revealed who's boobies those are.
They're his moobs.
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can.  All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
Team,
I can't put into words how proud I am of your quit. Let's keep it going day by day.
Still the avatar, yet you have not revealed who's boobies those are.
They're his moobs.
Today is the only day that matters...The last 235 days I have not used nicotine, and don't get me wrong-I'm proud of that. If I threw in a dip right now- those 235 days would not mean anything- Today is the only day that earns us the right to say "I'm quit"!
congrats on your 91!
Proud to be quit with you
Dale
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I like quitting with those two units. We request that you continue to post roll daily. Seriously, great job. Proud to quit with you.
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
^_^
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
^_^
Should have taken his own advise......
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This dooshbag really caved?
No real surprise to LOOT. He never accepted any personal accountability for his last cave. It was a matter of time. Just like it is just a matter of time before he strolls in here, acting like he knows it all, and posts up yet another....1. Then, he'll get back on his little quit island where he'll stay until he realizes he's too big of a waste....and caves again.
Gutless. Spineless. Hopeless.
Piss off TK.
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I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
And knowing is half the battle...
T....k...doosh
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I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
And knowing is half the battle...
T....k...doosh
This guy a multiple choker?
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I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
And knowing is half the battle...
T....k...doosh
This guy a multiple choker?
Kill the headlights and put it in neutral
Stock car flamin' with a loser in the cruise control
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I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
And knowing is half the battle...
T....k...doosh
This guy a multiple choker?
Kill the headlights and put it in neutral
Stock car flamin' with a loser in the cruise control
Beautiful sco. Just beautiful.
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TK = lurker
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TK = lurker
Last Activity: Jan 17, 2012, 6:29 pm
User's local time Jan 18, 2012, 7:22 am
Come on back TK...you know the drill... 'archer'
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TK = lurker
Last Activity: Jan 17, 2012, 6:29 pm
User's local time Jan 18, 2012, 7:22 am
Come on back TK...you know the drill... 'archer'
Team please come back. I could pretend to care about you, but in fact I just miss your avatar (and really fucking hate murdering tabacco companies)
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
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TK,
You need to figure out what you want from this place. You keep coming back wanting help, but you choose to leave what is working only to come back and repeat the same old shit. The definition of insantiy is doing the same thing and expecting a different result. I would call this cycle insanity.
I really hope you figure out what you are doing and beat this shit but you have to know your word means NADA right now.
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Artist in the Ambulance (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQK2DxHTCbw)
Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone
Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets
[Chorus:]
I hope that I will never let you down
I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound
Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right, I know that there's
A difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
There's a line drawn in the sand, I'm working up the will to cross it and
[Chorus]
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of always talking when there's no change
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow
Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel steal me from the
Greedy jaws of death and chance, and pull me in with steady hands
They've given me a second chance, the artist in the ambulance
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Artist in the Ambulance (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQK2DxHTCbw)
Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
And I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
They flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone
Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets
[Chorus:]
I hope that I will never let you down
I know that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound
Look around and you'll see that at times it feels like no one really cares
It gets me down but I'm still gonna try to do what's right, I know that there's
A difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
There's a line drawn in the sand, I'm working up the will to cross it and
[Chorus]
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of always talking when there's no change
Rhetoric can't raise the dead
I'm sick of empty words, let's lead and not follow
Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
Red light, can't stop so I spin the wheel
My world goes black before I feel an angel steal me from the
Greedy jaws of death and chance, and pull me in with steady hands
They've given me a second chance, the artist in the ambulance
I've seen alot of shit in my life...but this is by far they gheyest
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Go to lite, you've proven you don't belong here. You've shit on enough real quitters, try something else.
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
I think this is my favorite post of yours. Remember all the times on chat? With American Nurse no less.
Disgusting.
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Don't mean to add on, but found this when I went to post in Feb'11 on the first page...
TEAMKEOKI- 21- this site really helps you get through the tough times. stay strong!!!
So TK, when do we know for sure the 'tough times' stop? Because obiviously you think you know if you've left this site mulitple times...
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Happy 100 days if you're still quit.
Way to own this again, and yes. I'm still here.
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Happy 100 days if you're still quit.
Way to own this again, and yes. I'm still here.
Total Cumulative Posts 1,307 ( 0.08% of total forum posts )
Posts per day 1.8
Joined 21-October 10
Last Activity:Â Sep 10, 2012, 4:25 pm
User's local time Oct 7, 2012, 8:57 am
:scowick:
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Happy 100 days if you're still quit.
Way to own this again, and yes. I'm still here.
Total Cumulative Posts� 1,307 ( 0.08% of total forum posts )
Posts per day� 1.8
Joined� 21-October 10
Last Activity:� Sep 10, 2012, 4:25 pm
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The only thing he's owned is turning his back on his quit and his group. What is this the third or fourth time? Don't bother, your words mean nothing and your character is hollow.
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Some asshole reminded me that I should have been quit 1 year today. Only one person to blame for that....myself. I craved and caved twice on this site. Why you ask???? Because I didn't use what was offered on KTC. I had all the support I needed to remain quit. I did not use it.
Don't be me!!!!
I am now on day 91. I am proud of my 91 days quit. Longest I have ever been since picking up a can. All I can say is use what this site has to offer. Read all you can daily. Look at the cancer pics everyday. Use the live chat. I now know how much of an addict I actually am.
stay quit,
TK
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I was that asshole, remember it well. How bad I felt for him, how much I wanted to help him, and how much pain i felt when he threw away 18 years of friendship. Because he believed something that was never true, at least not with me.
Now I sit here posting a day 9. I wont be TeamKeoki and his repeating caves. I still love him like a brother and I still pray for him and his family. I also pray for his health.
Spoiler:
His avatar which is not showing now, was something he found on the internet. so far I am the only one that has used real tits (that i know of)
Day 9 - I quit with all of KTC, especially Jan 11, July 16 and all the special folk I have met in others. I tripped, but I am back up in the saddled. QFL
David