KillTheCan.org Accountability Forum
Community => Introductions => Topic started by: oxman on June 23, 2014, 10:11:00 AM
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So it's day 1 folks, and after spending the weekend with my brother in law and fellow closet dipper, we have both decided to hang up the varsity jacket. He told me about this site over the weekend, I've been looking for an excuse to quit, and well,... here I am. Had my last lipper last night before bed, tossed a 1/2 can of Griz this morning, and after 2 cups of coffee into the morning I am DYING for a dip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Here's to the next few months of glorious hell trying to kick a habit that's been a close and personal friend of mine since I was 16 years of age (42 now.) This sucks.....but then again, so does cancer.
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I'm on day 2...feel like putting my face through this computer monitor and chewing on the shards of glass
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Oxman, please read the welcome center and learn how to post roll in September. September has some bad ass quitters in it who love to help new quitters, but you have to promise to them and us that you are nic free today. all day. Get your quit on Ox.
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I'm on day 2...feel like putting my face through this computer monitor and chewing on the shards of glass
Why no roll or intro thread? Sending PM, September get on this.
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I'm on day 2...feel like putting my face through this computer monitor and chewing on the shards of glass
Why no roll or intro thread? Sending PM, September get on this.
Welcome to the fog. Read this site and go ALL IN. Post roll every day first thing when you wake up. For the first few days/weeks I read the site often. Posted in my intro etc. When I felt a bad crave I looked at my name on roll. It helps because there is no way I was/am going to break a promise. There were times where I was watching the seconds go by on my watch. Every second that went by without Nic was a win!! There was no way I was going to waste those seconds I earned by caving!!! It was not easy for me but damn is it worth it!! i quite everyday. I only worry about today.
Badass quitters on this site. Listen my friend and you will do this.
If you need a number let me know, I will give you mine.
Quitter123
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Oxman,
Dude, welcome to the Sultans (I think)...if you quit yesterday, your day 100 would be 30 September, and that would make you one of the LAST Sultans.
If you need help posting roll, ask....
Decide, commit, post, honor, repeat....
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Ox, welcome to the shittiest best decision ever. The next few days are gonna suck but know you're not alone. Post roll every damn day. You wouldn't believe how much it will mean to you. Take charge, embrace the suck, and quit like fuck. Pm me if you need a #. I'm always available to text someone to keep them from caving. Sultan Strong brother
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Ox,
Welcome lets get a few things straight its not a habit its an addiction and it is gonna suck but you can do it. We do it here one day at a time ODAAT, don't worry about months, quit for today the rest will follow just keep adding up +1's. Read as much as you can and stay close to the site. Build you a strong foundation to support the rest of your quit on it. Learn everything about your enemy the nic bitch she will whisper to you, when she calls you pull the trigger and call for help and you will have a herd of addicts there. Make sure you get numbers from you class and whoever you want to add to your quit. if you need anything PM me.
Trauma 434
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Well Ox has one post today and that is this intro around 8am. You still quit OX? Did you cave today already? Quitting isn't for everyone, someone needs to die of cancer I guess or lose some of their face to keep the plastic surgeons in business. If you are still quit, awesome....Post Roll Sir if you are nicotine free. If you caved, then you have a decision to make. Either get on the train or get off but you will find support here if you decide to get on board. It is tough love but quitting is serious business around here.
This place works because we post roll, it is the life blood of KTC and to succeed you will need to post roll. It is your promise to quit for 24 hours. You promise yourself and us for those 24 hours to stay nicotine free and then you repeat. If you have a set hanging then you will be a man of your word and keep your promise to us and yourself.
In your intro you seem to be worried about the next couple months. Lets just worry about today or maybe even the hour. We don't quit for months or years here at KTC, we quit for today. Nobody gives 2 shits about tomorrow, we might be dead.
We will be here when you are ready.
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Well Ox has one post today and that is this intro around 8am. You still quit OX? Did you cave today already? Quitting isn't for everyone, someone needs to die of cancer I guess or lose some of their face to keep the plastic surgeons in business. If you are still quit, awesome....Post Roll Sir if you are nicotine free. If you caved, then you have a decision to make. Either get on the train or get off but you will find support here if you decide to get on board. It is tough love but quitting is serious business around here.
This place works because we post roll, it is the life blood of KTC and to succeed you will need to post roll. It is your promise to quit for 24 hours. You promise yourself and us for those 24 hours to stay nicotine free and then you repeat. If you have a set hanging then you will be a man of your word and keep your promise to us and yourself.
In your intro you seem to be worried about the next couple months. Lets just worry about today or maybe even the hour. We don't quit for months or years here at KTC, we quit for today. Nobody gives 2 shits about tomorrow, we might be dead.
We will be here when you are ready.
so much promise...one and done
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Solid support, fellas. Just talked to him on the phone, he's still in. We just need to get him a little more forum savvy.
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Solid support, fellas. Just talked to him on the phone, he's still in. We just need to get him a little more forum savvy.
He is clearly foggy as shit. Just posted an update in daveknights intro. Foggy means quit! Quit on OX.
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Moved it for him....
Today is my day and I am thankful as hell my brother in law turned me onto this site. Grizzly was the worst thing to ever fucking happen to me. Kodiak was getting pricey and I was getting tired of shelling out almost 5 bucks a tin a day....I had quit to get life insurance (cold) for 3 months and then I came across the Grizz.....put that damn varsity jacket back on and boy did she fit well... Damnit i truly hate the shit and everything about it. I hate hiding it from my kids, pretending I am hiding it from my wife and that she doesn't know that when I retire down to my man cave I am immediately packing a tin. Hate fucking everything it stands for, because it stands for lies, dishonesty and nothing but a bad future.. Starting at 16 was a long time ago ( hell who am I kiding, I had my first leaf of beach nut in the 4th grade wearing my George Brett cleats and playing baseball) and at 42, I can see my 50's right around the corner and they don't include teeth....I tried to start yesterday and I fell off the horse the very first day damnit. Justified that I couldn't quit cold, 1 a day till the tin is gone,...yeah that's it,....ease into it. So I threw in a lip per last night for all of 10minutes after making a good first day of it. Now today I am anxious, my head hurts, I am angry with my 2 boys and over reacting to stupid shit. Oh and my skin is fucking itchy on my arms..(that's a new one on me.) I am flushing the remainder of said tin, cowboying up and taking the gosh damn panties off. I love my wife, I love my boys and I love myself too damn much to be a slave to this shit. Thanks Joel for the reach out brother....damn....this sucks!
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Moved it for him....
Today is my day and I am thankful as hell my brother in law turned me onto this site. Grizzly was the worst thing to ever fucking happen to me. Kodiak was getting pricey and I was getting tired of shelling out almost 5 bucks a tin a day....I had quit to get life insurance (cold) for 3 months and then I came across the Grizz.....put that damn varsity jacket back on and boy did she fit well... Damnit i truly hate the shit and everything about it. I hate hiding it from my kids, pretending I am hiding it from my wife and that she doesn't know that when I retire down to my man cave I am immediately packing a tin. Hate fucking everything it stands for, because it stands for lies, dishonesty and nothing but a bad future.. Starting at 16 was a long time ago ( hell who am I kiding, I had my first leaf of beach nut in the 4th grade wearing my George Brett cleats and playing baseball) and at 42, I can see my 50's right around the corner and they don't include teeth....I tried to start yesterday and I fell off the horse the very first day damnit. Justified that I couldn't quit cold, 1 a day till the tin is gone,...yeah that's it,....ease into it. So I threw in a lip per last night for all of 10minutes after making a good first day of it. Now today I am anxious, my head hurts, I am angry with my 2 boys and over reacting to stupid shit. Oh and my skin is fucking itchy on my arms..(that's a new one on me.) I am flushing the remainder of said tin, cowboying up and taking the gosh damn panties off. I love my wife, I love my boys and I love myself too damn much to be a slave to this shit. Thanks Joel for the reach out brother....damn....this sucks!
Dude. George Brett was my hero! Did you have the Spot Bilt cleats? I had a pair of those.
Welcome to quit.
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Foggy is the absolute right word for it.. Wow. Yeah, I had the spot cleats. Used to think they were the coolest things ever and with a wad of beach it in my cheek like the big boys....I was a fricking rockstar. Dumped the tin this evening with my wife, just about fucking cried. Not for the dip, no, because I had to admit to her that I am a pos liar. All in gentleman. Good friend called me out and told me to cowboy up. Thanks CLW.
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Foggy is the absolute right word for it.. Wow. Yeah, I had the spot cleats. Used to think they were the coolest things ever and with a wad of beach it in my cheek like the big boys....I was a fricking rockstar. Dumped the tin this evening with my wife, just about fucking cried. Not for the dip, no, because I had to admit to her that I am a pos liar. All in gentleman. Good friend called me out and told me to cowboy up. Thanks CLW.
Way to man up with the wife, share this with her and lean on her for help:
http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/ (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
Shame led you to become a POS liar, let her know that is behind you and you really need her now. Tell everyone (and I mean every last soul you know) that you quit chewing, it helps build accountability. We will be here as well, building it with you. I quit with you today! Reach out via PM if you need my number.
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Foggy is the absolute right word for it.. Wow. Yeah, I had the spot cleats. Used to think they were the coolest things ever and with a wad of beach it in my cheek like the big boys....I was a fricking rockstar. Dumped the tin this evening with my wife, just about fucking cried. Not for the dip, no, because I had to admit to her that I am a pos liar. All in gentleman. Good friend called me out and told me to cowboy up. Thanks CLW.
Way to man up with the wife, share this with her and lean on her for help:
http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/ (http://www.killthecan.org/community/spousal-support/)
Shame led you to become a POS liar, let her know that is behind you and you really need her now. Tell everyone (and I mean every last soul you know) that you quit chewing, it helps build accountability. We will be here as well, building it with you. I quit with you today! Reach out via PM if you need my number.
Oxman, glad we got you wrangled up and posted on roll. You've made the best decision of your life. It sounds like you have the right attitude about your quitting. Focus on getting through the rest of today. Read as much as you can on this site. There is so much information here that will help you understand what you need to do to quit.
Do whatever is necessary, but keep that poison or if your pie hole. Drink as much water as you can, it helps with craves and hydration.
You've got my number inapm if you need anything.
I'm with you man!
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oxman · Today, 5:29 PM Report Post Forward
Angry as fuck at myself. Went an entire day and pussed out at 11, dug the tin out of trash and had a 10minute fricking dip that I felt shitty about and hated. Today has been a hard day and although I am anxious as hell, feel like shit, have yelled at my boys for stupid shit,....I am all in. Flushing the remainder of the tin. Tooooo fricking tempting.
Dude I can't slide you in good conscience you caved already...wtf we don't quit for the day and chew at night. You got to get your mind right.
Next you rage here on us you leave your family out of it...you poisoned yourself they didn't ever pack your lip for you you did. You need to get it together here you posted roll which means you will not use for 24 hours. You honor your word when you post that is all we have here.
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oxman · Today, 5:29 PM Report Post Forward
Angry as fuck at myself. Went an entire day and pussed out at 11, dug the tin out of trash and had a 10minute fricking dip that I felt shitty about and hated. Today has been a hard day and although I am anxious as hell, feel like shit, have yelled at my boys for stupid shit,....I am all in. Flushing the remainder of the tin. Tooooo fricking tempting.
Dude I can't slide you in good conscience you caved already...wtf we don't quit for the day and chew at night. You got to get your mind right.
Next you rage here on us you leave your family out of it...you poisoned yourself they didn't ever pack your lip for you you did. You need to get it together here you posted roll which means you will not use for 24 hours. You honor your word when you post that is all we have here.
That is a waste of a day. Why the F would you give up at the end of the day like that. Trauma is right... You need to get your head right and immediately. You got to answer the 3 questions.
What happened
Why did it happen
What are you gonna do different
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oxman · Today, 5:29 PM Report Post Forward
Angry as fuck at myself. Went an entire day and pussed out at 11, dug the tin out of trash and had a 10minute fricking dip that I felt shitty about and hated. Today has been a hard day and although I am anxious as hell, feel like shit, have yelled at my boys for stupid shit,....I am all in. Flushing the remainder of the tin. Tooooo fricking tempting.
Dude I can't slide you in good conscience you caved already...wtf we don't quit for the day and chew at night. You got to get your mind right.
Next you rage here on us you leave your family out of it...you poisoned yourself they didn't ever pack your lip for you you did. You need to get it together here you posted roll which means you will not use for 24 hours. You honor your word when you post that is all we have here.
That is a waste of a day. Why the F would you give up at the end of the day like that. Trauma is right... You need to get your head right and immediately. You got to answer the 3 questions.
What happened
Why did it happen
What are you gonna do different
what no answer? I saw you on
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Trauma- posted this in a number of places. It seems like I am plugging up holes everywhere in the dam. Here is what I poseted. Again, posted in Sultans, Titans and 1 or 2 one off conversations, and like i said trying to go them all.
answer to question 1.) what happened? day Day 1 was Monday , I rolled through the day without issue and then justified to myself that I could just have 1... I had a tin that I threw in the garbage,... I could ease myself into the quit,.. Finish the tin. Question 2.) Why? I failed because I again lied. This time instead of just lying to my wife and kids, I lied to myself. Hell I didn't even have the balls to dump the remainder of that tin into the comode after I took out the lipper and felt pathetically sorry for myself. Question 3.) What you're going to do differently to keep it from happening again? This evening after I logged in, I hit my man cave, grabbed the tin, walked into the head and asked the wife to come in for a sec. I told her that indeed I had been dipping again for quite sometime, hell in truth i never quit that I was just damn good at hiding it from her. I dumped the tin into the comode with her and flushed away the last temptation that I have in the house. I am truly sorry for being as weak as I was, letting this class down, letting myself down and I am 100000% ready to be the man my kids look up to. September it is.
So that was the story and responses i made to the September Sultans that I lied to when I said I was quitting on Monday and joined their group. It's 2:50AM est right now, and am wide awake. Not craving, just awake. Actually truth be told, feeling pretty damn good. The morning is going to bring a great day and I am 1 day officially down without the poison.
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Trauma- posted this in a number of places. It seems like I am plugging up holes everywhere in the dam. Here is what I poseted. Again, posted in Sultans, Titans and 1 or 2 one off conversations, and like i said trying to go them all.
answer to question 1.) what happened? day Day 1 was Monday , I rolled through the day without issue and then justified to myself that I could just have 1... I had a tin that I threw in the garbage,... I could ease myself into the quit,.. Finish the tin. Question 2.) Why? I failed because I again lied. This time instead of just lying to my wife and kids, I lied to myself. Hell I didn't even have the balls to dump the remainder of that tin into the comode after I took out the lipper and felt pathetically sorry for myself. Question 3.) What you're going to do differently to keep it from happening again? This evening after I logged in, I hit my man cave, grabbed the tin, walked into the head and asked the wife to come in for a sec. I told her that indeed I had been dipping again for quite sometime, hell in truth i never quit that I was just damn good at hiding it from her. I dumped the tin into the comode with her and flushed away the last temptation that I have in the house. I am truly sorry for being as weak as I was, letting this class down, letting myself down and I am 100000% ready to be the man my kids look up to. September it is.
So that was the story and responses i made to the September Sultans that I lied to when I said I was quitting on Monday and joined their group. It's 2:50AM est right now, and am wide awake. Not craving, just awake. Actually truth be told, feeling pretty damn good. The morning is going to bring a great day and I am 1 day officially down without the poison.
Do you have people's phone numbers yet? Brother, you have to lean on us before you put that shit in your hole. You did lie yesterday, to your wife, kids, you....and us. Get your head straight, this site isn't a joke, and either is your life.
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Trauma- posted this in a number of places. It seems like I am plugging up holes everywhere in the dam. Here is what I poseted. Again, posted in Sultans, Titans and 1 or 2 one off conversations, and like i said trying to go them all.
answer to question 1.) what happened? day Day 1 was Monday , I rolled through the day without issue and then justified to myself that I could just have 1... I had a tin that I threw in the garbage,... I could ease myself into the quit,.. Finish the tin. Question 2.) Why? I failed because I again lied. This time instead of just lying to my wife and kids, I lied to myself. Hell I didn't even have the balls to dump the remainder of that tin into the comode after I took out the lipper and felt pathetically sorry for myself. Question 3.) What you're going to do differently to keep it from happening again? This evening after I logged in, I hit my man cave, grabbed the tin, walked into the head and asked the wife to come in for a sec. I told her that indeed I had been dipping again for quite sometime, hell in truth i never quit that I was just damn good at hiding it from her. I dumped the tin into the comode with her and flushed away the last temptation that I have in the house. I am truly sorry for being as weak as I was, letting this class down, letting myself down and I am 100000% ready to be the man my kids look up to. September it is.
So that was the story and responses i made to the September Sultans that I lied to when I said I was quitting on Monday and joined their group. It's 2:50AM est right now, and am wide awake. Not craving, just awake. Actually truth be told, feeling pretty damn good. The morning is going to bring a great day and I am 1 day officially down without the poison.
You may as well said I am weak, no reason is good enough. What I want to know is did you post roll? Because if you did then you lied to this whole community. All we have is your word and if you went back on it on day 1 then you have a lot to prove. Roll is sacred and if you went back on it that is the worst fucking lie in this place.
The tools are here and I suggest you get real damn serious about quitting if you want support here, this is not some joke nor something we take lightly.
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Trauma- posted this in a number of places. It seems like I am plugging up holes everywhere in the dam. Here is what I poseted. Again, posted in Sultans, Titans and 1 or 2 one off conversations, and like i said trying to go them all.
answer to question 1.) what happened? day Day 1 was Monday , I rolled through the day without issue and then justified to myself that I could just have 1... I had a tin that I threw in the garbage,... I could ease myself into the quit,.. Finish the tin. Question 2.) Why? I failed because I again lied. This time instead of just lying to my wife and kids, I lied to myself. Hell I didn't even have the balls to dump the remainder of that tin into the comode after I took out the lipper and felt pathetically sorry for myself. Question 3.) What you're going to do differently to keep it from happening again? This evening after I logged in, I hit my man cave, grabbed the tin, walked into the head and asked the wife to come in for a sec. I told her that indeed I had been dipping again for quite sometime, hell in truth i never quit that I was just damn good at hiding it from her. I dumped the tin into the comode with her and flushed away the last temptation that I have in the house. I am truly sorry for being as weak as I was, letting this class down, letting myself down and I am 100000% ready to be the man my kids look up to. September it is.
So that was the story and responses i made to the September Sultans that I lied to when I said I was quitting on Monday and joined their group. It's 2:50AM est right now, and am wide awake. Not craving, just awake. Actually truth be told, feeling pretty damn good. The morning is going to bring a great day and I am 1 day officially down without the poison.
You may as well said I am weak, no reason is good enough. What I want to know is did you post roll? Because if you did then you lied to this whole community. All we have is your word and if you went back on it on day 1 then you have a lot to prove. Roll is sacred and if you went back on it that is the worst fucking lie in this place.
The tools are here and I suggest you get real damn serious about quitting if you want support here, this is not some joke nor something we take lightly.
You caved already??? Didn't you just quit the other day?? WTF?
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Everybody, I get that we have just had a fair share of drama on here but this is old news. He came out straight up and told everyone when he joined about his 10 minute dip and the guilt. He understands what's going on and to me has remedied the situation. Shit, I lied my ass off to my family, girlfriends, and even myself before I quit. This man was straight up and honest. I am proud to QLF with you brother. If you ever need some backup give me a holler.
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Everybody, I get that we have just had a fair share of drama on here but this is old news. He came out straight up and told everyone when he joined about his 10 minute dip and the guilt. He understands what's going on and to me has remedied the situation. Shit, I lied my ass off to my family, girlfriends, and even myself before I quit. This man was straight up and honest. I am proud to QLF with you brother. If you ever need some backup give me a holler.
It's about accountability!
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Everybody, I get that we have just had a fair share of drama on here but this is old news. He came out straight up and told everyone when he joined about his 10 minute dip and the guilt. He understands what's going on and to me has remedied the situation. Shit, I lied my ass off to my family, girlfriends, and even myself before I quit. This man was straight up and honest. I am proud to QLF with you brother. If you ever need some backup give me a holler.
Coming on here and pledging not to dip anymore, then digging in the trash can later that night is some pretty pathetic stuff. Hope he gets his act together and takes this shit seriously.
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Everybody, I get that we have just had a fair share of drama on here but this is old news. He came out straight up and told everyone when he joined about his 10 minute dip and the guilt. He understands what's going on and to me has remedied the situation. Shit, I lied my ass off to my family, girlfriends, and even myself before I quit. This man was straight up and honest. I am proud to QLF with you brother. If you ever need some backup give me a holler.
Nailed it. He owned up to it, has taken his licks....lets move forward.
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Everybody, I get that we have just had a fair share of drama on here but this is old news. He came out straight up and told everyone when he joined about his 10 minute dip and the guilt. He understands what's going on and to me has remedied the situation. Shit, I lied my ass off to my family, girlfriends, and even myself before I quit. This man was straight up and honest. I am proud to QLF with you brother. If you ever need some backup give me a holler.
Nailed it. He owned up to it, has taken his licks....lets move forward.
Well hopefully his feelings aren't too hurt...
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I'm not saying it isn't serious. I absolutely believe this method works. But I also see that he was totally honest about what happened. He owned up and is taking his licks. It feels like everyone is extra-testy right now because of the recent events, but we can't let those events deter new quitters. I needed help to quit and this site provided that help. It's my hope that I can help Ox in his so long as he understands the sanctity of roll and the process this site uses.
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Foggy is the absolute right word for it.. Wow. Yeah, I had the spot cleats. Used to think they were the coolest things ever and with a wad of beach it in my cheek like the big boys....I was a fricking rockstar. Dumped the tin this evening with my wife, just about fucking cried. Not for the dip, no, because I had to admit to her that I am a pos liar. All in gentleman. Good friend called me out and told me to cowboy up. Thanks CLW.
I remember the day I started posting, I was irritable, in a fucking haze, and I couldn't figure out how to post anything, let alone roll call. I believe CBird fixed my roll posts 3 days in a row. We all were there Oxman, and just knowing that we are still here should tell you, you can get through this, just like we did. Batten down the fucking hatches though because the first 2 weeks are a shitstorm. You just have to learn to like shitstorms.
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Everybody, I get that we have just had a fair share of drama on here but this is old news. He came out straight up and told everyone when he joined about his 10 minute dip and the guilt. He understands what's going on and to me has remedied the situation. Shit, I lied my ass off to my family, girlfriends, and even myself before I quit. This man was straight up and honest. I am proud to QLF with you brother. If you ever need some backup give me a holler.
Nailed it. He owned up to it, has taken his licks....lets move forward.
Well hopefully his feelings aren't too hurt...
CLW, I don't care what you think he took it's about Accountability. If you posted roll on day 1 and then caved you should get zero respect. If you come in here and ask for help and then shit on it, you should hear about it from every member of this site.
And yes, this is how it works here, he will continue to get wailed on until he proves he has his act together. He should be happy people give a damn after what he did.
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I'm not saying it isn't serious. I absolutely believe this method works. But I also see that he was totally honest about what happened. He owned up and is taking his licks. It feels like everyone is extra-testy right now because of the recent events, but we can't let those events deter new quitters. I needed help to quit and this site provided that help. It's my hope that I can help Ox in his so long as he understands the sanctity of roll and the process this site uses.
Maybe I'm different. I read the Welcome Center on Day 1 and understood the sanctity of roll on Day 1. Are people not reading the Welcome Center? Is it not clear enough?
I sure hope he understands it now. Sheesh.
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Everybody, I get that we have just had a fair share of drama on here but this is old news. He came out straight up and told everyone when he joined about his 10 minute dip and the guilt. He understands what's going on and to me has remedied the situation. Shit, I lied my ass off to my family, girlfriends, and even myself before I quit. This man was straight up and honest. I am proud to QLF with you brother. If you ever need some backup give me a holler.
Nailed it. He owned up to it, has taken his licks....lets move forward.
Well hopefully his feelings aren't too hurt...
CLW, I don't care what you think he took it's about Accountability. If you posted roll on day 1 and then caved you should get zero respect. If you come in here and ask for help and then shit on it, you should hear about it from every member of this site.
And yes, this is how it works here, he will continue to get wailed on until he proves he has his act together. He should be happy people give a damn after what he did.
Welcome back, shark! Er...klark.
And ditto for me.
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I guess I'm looking at it a lot different. The man could have lied and let it roll. None of us would have know any different. Did he fuck up and cave- yes. Did he own up and tell the truth-yes. We had an entire fucking gaggle of Sultans that were retreads and they've been let back in to the general population of roll.
But so help me god Ox, if you make me eat crow I will freaking hunt you down and hobble your ass. I'm a man that still values a promise and a handshake. Prove to all of us that you are too
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Since you are both new for the record lying and trying to slide by is not tolerated do you know where those people are now that lied on roll and tried to smooth it over later are? They are fucking banned so I don't suggest you try that... The guilt ate their asses up and they confessed maybe not one day or two days or even 90 days but the guilt ate them alive and they confessed.
There are lots of things to joke about but quitting is not one of them. We don't hand out participation ribbons here we kick ass and take names. You want a place where everyone sings Kumbaya and its ok to fucking hand in your day 1 jersey go to lite.
For now Ox you need to read everything you can about your enemy arm yourself fill your tool bag with tools and proceed with the program.
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Since you are both new for the record lying and trying to slide by is not tolerated do you know where those people are now that lied on roll and tried to smooth it over later are? They are fucking banned so I don't suggest you try that... The guilt ate their asses up and they confessed maybe not one day or two days or even 90 days but the guilt ate them alive and they confessed.
There are lots of things to joke about but quitting is not one of them. We don't hand out participation ribbons here we kick ass and take names. You want a place where everyone sings Kumbaya and its ok to fucking hand in your day 1 jersey go to lite.
For now Ox you need to read everything you can about your enemy arm yourself fill your tool bag with tools and proceed with the program.
traumagent gets it. Well said.
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Gentlemen- for the last and final time. I caved on the first day. I caved on Fricking Monday. I called myself out for being a puss, for lying to myself for lying to the sultans for lying to my family. I caved. I don't care if it was for 10minutes, or 10seconds, the shit touched my lips and rather than hide like a bitch, I called myself out to a bunch of people i don't know because I do respect this group. I did so for me, not anyone else, but yes I am here for that support. I was bounced from September to October and to the Titans. I was asked on multiple different threads to own up and answer three important questions. What you are seeing is my attempt to find every f-ing thread this has been brought up on and answer those questions. Now again, I rolled into October. I rolled into the Titans. I have been nicotine free since Monday evening at 11PM est, and will continue to be NICOTINE free going forward. I truly hope this clears fucking things up. I fucked myself and I fucked my September brothers on MONDAY of the first day because I was weak. I will not make the same mistake twice with my October Titans!
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Gentlemen- for the last and final time. I caved on the first day. I caved on Fricking Monday. I called myself out for being a puss, for lying to myself for lying to the sultans for lying to my family. I caved. I don't care if it was for 10minutes, or 10seconds, the shit touched my lips and rather than hide like a bitch, I called myself out to a bunch of people i don't know because I do respect this group. I did so for me, not anyone else, but yes I am here for that support. I was bounced from September to October and to the Titans. I was asked on multiple different threads to own up and answer three important questions. What you are seeing is my attempt to find every f-ing thread this has been brought up on and answer those questions. Now again, I rolled into October. I rolled into the Titans. I have been nicotine free since Monday evening at 11PM est, and will continue to be NICOTINE free going forward. I truly hope this clears fucking things up. I fucked myself and I fucked my September brothers on MONDAY of the first day because I was weak. I will not make the same mistake twice with my October Titans!
I didn't realize the Titans had moved from Tennessee. When did every group just stop being creative and take their nick-names from sports teams??
Sorry, I digress. I wish you the best on your quit from this point forward. You see how serious everyone takes this. I have little doubt the next time you feel 'weak' you will remember that we are a group of relentless pricks.
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Gentlemen- for the last and final time. I caved on the first day. I caved on Fricking Monday. I called myself out for being a puss, for lying to myself for lying to the sultans for lying to my family. I caved. I don't care if it was for 10minutes, or 10seconds, the shit touched my lips and rather than hide like a bitch, I called myself out to a bunch of people i don't know because I do respect this group. I did so for me, not anyone else, but yes I am here for that support. I was bounced from September to October and to the Titans. I was asked on multiple different threads to own up and answer three important questions. What you are seeing is my attempt to find every f-ing thread this has been brought up on and answer those questions. Now again, I rolled into October. I rolled into the Titans. I have been nicotine free since Monday evening at 11PM est, and will continue to be NICOTINE free going forward. I truly hope this clears fucking things up. I fucked myself and I fucked my September brothers on MONDAY of the first day because I was weak. I will not make the same mistake twice with my October Titans!
Oxman I am with you. This site is made up of lots of people who caved....but to my knowledge it is not made up of many multi time cavers. I believe your sincerity, and I believe your commitment. If it helps add to your accountability know that another cave will most likely lead to a lot of regret. Get after this!
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Gentlemen- for the last and final time. I caved on the first day. I caved on Fricking Monday. I called myself out for being a puss, for lying to myself for lying to the sultans for lying to my family. I caved. I don't care if it was for 10minutes, or 10seconds, the shit touched my lips and rather than hide like a bitch, I called myself out to a bunch of people i don't know because I do respect this group. I did so for me, not anyone else, but yes I am here for that support. I was bounced from September to October and to the Titans. I was asked on multiple different threads to own up and answer three important questions. What you are seeing is my attempt to find every f-ing thread this has been brought up on and answer those questions. Now again, I rolled into October. I rolled into the Titans. I have been nicotine free since Monday evening at 11PM est, and will continue to be NICOTINE free going forward. I truly hope this clears fucking things up. I fucked myself and I fucked my September brothers on MONDAY of the first day because I was weak. I will not make the same mistake twice with my October Titans!
Oxman I am with you. This site is made up of lots of people who caved....but to my knowledge it is not made up of many multi time cavers. I believe your sincerity, and I believe your commitment. If it helps add to your accountability know that another cave will most likely lead to a lot of regret. Get after this!
Biggest thing that I see OX, is work on that plan moving forward so that this does not happen again.
As what happens the next time you get that feeling of need? What will you do? What do you have written down to follow?
Hints: make steps, call and talk to multiple people, log on and look at this site, jump into live chat.....look at your roll promise.... (if you need more see the list that I have for my plan)
We do not accept failure, so look in that mirror as now is your time. Plan so you will not fail again.
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Thanks gentlemen!
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Thanks gentlemen!
You're welcome.
Every vet that spoke up and reamed you was justified and that is the bandwagon I ride on. I also appreciate your newbie quit brothers standing up for you...this shows me that even in the early stages of this quit, you all are creating bonds. You will all need this; you will all need to depend on this. As my legendary quit brother Sir Derek was alluding to, you need to come up with a plan should a strong craving come upon you that you are afraid you can't beat. What will be your action plan? Who will you call? How will you be accountable to your promise...for you? for your quit brothers who depend on you?
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Ox all this might have sounded harsh but that is the way it has to be we are addicts we look for the loopholes so you have you to burn the bridges and the piers there is no going back we quit only once. It has to be this way because for some reason you are the only one I can get a hold of if I have a massive crave I have to know that I can count on you and you wont say dude it just one dip. We are only as strong as the weakest link and yes it is cliché but there is a lot to that saying. So now dust yourself off and back on that quit horse and ride...We will be watching.
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Gentlemen- for the last and final time. I caved on the first day. I caved on Fricking Monday. I called myself out for being a puss, for lying to myself for lying to the sultans for lying to my family. I caved. I don't care if it was for 10minutes, or 10seconds, the shit touched my lips and rather than hide like a bitch, I called myself out to a bunch of people i don't know because I do respect this group. I did so for me, not anyone else, but yes I am here for that support. I was bounced from September to October and to the Titans. I was asked on multiple different threads to own up and answer three important questions. What you are seeing is my attempt to find every f-ing thread this has been brought up on and answer those questions. Now again, I rolled into October. I rolled into the Titans. I have been nicotine free since Monday evening at 11PM est, and will continue to be NICOTINE free going forward. I truly hope this clears fucking things up. I fucked myself and I fucked my September brothers on MONDAY of the first day because I was weak. I will not make the same mistake twice with my October Titans!
I didn't realize the Titans had moved from Tennessee. When did every group just stop being creative and take their nick-names from sports teams??
Sorry, I digress. I wish you the best on your quit from this point forward. You see how serious everyone takes this. I have little doubt the next time you feel 'weak' you will remember that we are a group of relentless pricks.
not trying to hi=jack Ox's intro, but....
the SULTANS are NOT a friggin sports team.
And MOST of the folks that reamed him out (me included) are a group of relentless pricks, there, Instigator ;)
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Oxman, how is day 3 for you?
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Day 4 brother! She is going great. How is your quit?
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My bad, gratz on 4! Should be outta the SUCK by now.
I have had 2 rough days (84 85), but I have a bunch of text brothers that propped me up yesterday, and when (if) I find my phone tonight I am certain they'll have my back as well.
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Killer post on Mollie's thread Oxman, proud to be quit with you today!
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Killer post on Mollie's thread Oxman, proud to be quit with you today!
'clap'
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Much appreciated ladies. Alas, it was all for not (or at least with her it was.) Eclipse gum firmly place in lower lip right now adn getting ready for a nother cup of coffe. Keep up the quit boys, It's only our lives right?!
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Much appreciated ladies. Alas, it was all for not (or at least with her it was.) Eclipse gum firmly place in lower lip right now adn getting ready for a nother cup of coffe. Keep up the quit boys, It's only our lives right?!
Correct. I have avoided reading the Kern's story for over 100 days, but for some reason I did today. I highly recommend it, especially for new quitters. It made my quit stronger today.
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Congrats on The Century Mark, brother. I am proud of your accomplishment and that we took this ride together. Way to cowboy up, take control and give it hell.
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Congrats on The Century Mark, brother. I am proud of your accomplishment and that we took this ride together. Way to cowboy up, take control and give it hell.
Nicely done Oxman! Congrats on the HOF bro! Remember, it's just a milestone ... keep fighting the fight, EDD.