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Title: i am done
Post by: gusiam2 on April 22, 2012, 02:03:00 AM
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Wt57 on April 22, 2012, 02:35:00 AM
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!! You are addicted to nicotine, that's what is wrong with you. Everyone here is just like you. KTC can help you quit that shit 1 day at a time, if you can't quit for 1 day you are a pussy, I'll bet you've got balls, you said you got kids! Good guess on my part hah. Don't quit for your fatherless kids or your widowed wife quit for yourself, prove you are a man that can take control his own life. Shove that shit right up big tabaccos ass. Think about this day without it--------your dead!!!!!! 3 weeks ago tonight I was in exactly the same place you are! I cried as I took control of my life for the first time in over 38 years and flushed 3 full cans of Copenhagen down the crapper where it belonged. Help is here if you reach out for it, I'm not going to say its easy but possible. Pm me
Ah hell with the pm go to your inbox my # is there call me now!
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Mthomas3824 on April 22, 2012, 02:42:00 AM
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
I'll tell you what is wrong with you. You're addicted to poison. You probably started between 6thand 9th grade right? You're probably wondering if I'm psychic. I'm not. I'm a damn addict just like you. Only I quit 39 days ago.

I understand what you feel. I was there. The real question is are you tired of giving your loyalty, money, and days of worship to a false god known as tobacco?

You were nervous that you might have cancer and dodged a bullet. The amount of money you gave to tobacco could purchase a car with all the bells and whistles! What did tobacco give you in return?

A temporary buzz and an addiction to a carcinogen. That is a shitty deal!

No excuse or desire to chew, ever trumps the reason to quit. You should take all that fucking poisonous deceptive evil in a can and flush it now. I don't hate addicts but I despise the addiction.

If you choose to quit, I will be here and a strong support while you break the shackles and free yourself. It is hard but so enlightening. It will suck but you will come to embrace it.

First you have to love yourself to want to quit. You can't and shouldn't doi it for family or God. You have to be clear that it is your decision to quit. Second, post roll in July and introduce yourself to the team. Three, when you wake up in the morning, post roll. Repeat.

If you love giving tobacco your money and loyalty and the bitch owns your ass. I regret it for you and your families sake because you chose bondage. Like I said, I am an addict. I love addicts but despise tobacco. If you won't quit, I can't be friends with you because I am at war and tobacco is my enemy.

I chose to quit, but KTC is the true program that has worked. It is simple and an effective concept. It isn't a country club. It is a virtual hospital of pain, therapy an healing.

I hope you choose to quit. That means you find value in you. Once you detox and get the nicotine out of your system, tobacco will look more like a one legged hooker with warts vs. the seductive mistress you see now.

I can promise you this because I am an addict that kicked the nic bitch out of my life 39 days ago. You can be successful at controlling your addiction.

Don't try, you do it or don't!
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Mthomas3824 on April 22, 2012, 02:50:00 AM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!! You are addicted to nicotine, that's what is wrong with you. Everyone here is just like you. KTC can help you quit that shit 1 day at a time, if you can't quit for 1 day you are a pussy, I'll bet you've got balls, you said you got kids! Good guess on my part hah. Don't quit for your fatherless kids or your widowed wife quit for yourself, prove you are a man that can take control his own life. Shove that shit right up big tabaccos ass. Think about this day without it--------your dead!!!!!! 3 weeks ago tonight I was in exactly the same place you are! I cried as I took control of my life for the first time in over 38 years and flushed 3 full cans of Copenhagen down the crapper where it belonged. Help is here if you reach out for it, I'm not going to say its easy but possible. Pm me
Ah hell with the pm go to your inbox my # is there call me now!
Well shit Wt, you got me fired up! Let's go rape some cattle and steal the women....wait I think the cattle rape us? It doesn't matter we are quit. I am glad to be quit brothers!
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Wt57 on April 22, 2012, 02:53:00 AM
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!! You are addicted to nicotine, that's what is wrong with you. Everyone here is just like you. KTC can help you quit that shit 1 day at a time, if you can't quit for 1 day you are a pussy, I'll bet you've got balls, you said you got kids! Good guess on my part hah. Don't quit for your fatherless kids or your widowed wife quit for yourself, prove you are a man that can take control his own life. Shove that shit right up big tabaccos ass. Think about this day without it--------your dead!!!!!! 3 weeks ago tonight I was in exactly the same place you are! I cried as I took control of my life for the first time in over 38 years and flushed 3 full cans of Copenhagen down the crapper where it belonged. Help is here if you reach out for it, I'm not going to say its easy but possible. Pm me
Ah hell with the pm go to your inbox my # is there call me now!
Well shit Wt, you got me fired up! Let's go rape some cattle and steal the women....wait I think the cattle rape us? It doesn't matter we are quit. I am glad to be quit brothers!
Hell if you were here I got a sheep you could have your way with
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: chitownsnus on April 22, 2012, 09:24:00 AM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!! You are addicted to nicotine, that's what is wrong with you. Everyone here is just like you. KTC can help you quit that shit 1 day at a time, if you can't quit for 1 day you are a pussy, I'll bet you've got balls, you said you got kids! Good guess on my part hah. Don't quit for your fatherless kids or your widowed wife quit for yourself, prove you are a man that can take control his own life. Shove that shit right up big tabaccos ass. Think about this day without it--------your dead!!!!!! 3 weeks ago tonight I was in exactly the same place you are! I cried as I took control of my life for the first time in over 38 years and flushed 3 full cans of Copenhagen down the crapper where it belonged. Help is here if you reach out for it, I'm not going to say its easy but possible. Pm me
Ah hell with the pm go to your inbox my # is there call me now!
Well shit Wt, you got me fired up! Let's go rape some cattle and steal the women....wait I think the cattle rape us? It doesn't matter we are quit. I am glad to be quit brothers!
Hell if you were here I got a sheep you could have your way with
I was with you guys right up till the part where you wanted to start raping farm animals. :o
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Wt57 on April 22, 2012, 09:33:00 AM
Quote from: chitownsnus
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!! You are addicted to nicotine, that's what is wrong with you. Everyone here is just like you. KTC can help you quit that shit 1 day at a time, if you can't quit for 1 day you are a pussy, I'll bet you've got balls, you said you got kids! Good guess on my part hah. Don't quit for your fatherless kids or your widowed wife quit for yourself, prove you are a man that can take control his own life. Shove that shit right up big tabaccos ass. Think about this day without it--------your dead!!!!!! 3 weeks ago tonight I was in exactly the same place you are! I cried as I took control of my life for the first time in over 38 years and flushed 3 full cans of Copenhagen down the crapper where it belonged. Help is here if you reach out for it, I'm not going to say its easy but possible. Pm me
Ah hell with the pm go to your inbox my # is there call me now!
Well shit Wt, you got me fired up! Let's go rape some cattle and steal the women....wait I think the cattle rape us? It doesn't matter we are quit. I am glad to be quit brothers!
Hell if you were here I got a sheep you could have your way with
I was with you guys right up till the part where you wanted to start raping farm animals. :o
Yea look at the time of the post! Lack of sleep was starting to take control. But I do have a sheep an she is lonely because I leave her alone.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: chitownsnus on April 22, 2012, 09:35:00 AM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: chitownsnus
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: Mthomas3824
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!! You are addicted to nicotine, that's what is wrong with you. Everyone here is just like you. KTC can help you quit that shit 1 day at a time, if you can't quit for 1 day you are a pussy, I'll bet you've got balls, you said you got kids! Good guess on my part hah. Don't quit for your fatherless kids or your widowed wife quit for yourself, prove you are a man that can take control his own life. Shove that shit right up big tabaccos ass. Think about this day without it--------your dead!!!!!! 3 weeks ago tonight I was in exactly the same place you are! I cried as I took control of my life for the first time in over 38 years and flushed 3 full cans of Copenhagen down the crapper where it belonged. Help is here if you reach out for it, I'm not going to say its easy but possible. Pm me
Ah hell with the pm go to your inbox my # is there call me now!
Well shit Wt, you got me fired up! Let's go rape some cattle and steal the women....wait I think the cattle rape us? It doesn't matter we are quit. I am glad to be quit brothers!
Hell if you were here I got a sheep you could have your way with
I was with you guys right up till the part where you wanted to start raping farm animals. :o
Yea look at the time of the post! Lack of sleep was starting to take control. But I do have a sheep an she is lonely because I leave her alone.
Bunch of crazy mofo's on this site. That's probably why I came here. :D
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Bruce on April 22, 2012, 03:19:00 PM
Quote from: chitownsnus
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: chitownsnus
Quote from: Wt57
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Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
What the fuck is wrong with you!!!! You are addicted to nicotine, that's what is wrong with you. Everyone here is just like you. KTC can help you quit that shit 1 day at a time, if you can't quit for 1 day you are a pussy, I'll bet you've got balls, you said you got kids! Good guess on my part hah. Don't quit for your fatherless kids or your widowed wife quit for yourself, prove you are a man that can take control his own life. Shove that shit right up big tabaccos ass. Think about this day without it--------your dead!!!!!! 3 weeks ago tonight I was in exactly the same place you are! I cried as I took control of my life for the first time in over 38 years and flushed 3 full cans of Copenhagen down the crapper where it belonged. Help is here if you reach out for it, I'm not going to say its easy but possible. Pm me
Ah hell with the pm go to your inbox my # is there call me now!
Well shit Wt, you got me fired up! Let's go rape some cattle and steal the women....wait I think the cattle rape us? It doesn't matter we are quit. I am glad to be quit brothers!
Hell if you were here I got a sheep you could have your way with
I was with you guys right up till the part where you wanted to start raping farm animals. :o
Yea look at the time of the post! Lack of sleep was starting to take control. But I do have a sheep an she is lonely because I leave her alone.
Bunch of crazy mofo's on this site. That's probably why I came here. :D
I heard sheep and came running....

Fuck yea, you listen to wt, he's the mother f'n man! Don't think about a life time of quit, its too long (that's what she said) worry about today. After reading your intro I'm seriously doubting you have what it takes to be quit. Any dumb fuck can dip, takes some guts to quit

You have to decide, we can't do it for you, show us, your kids and most importantly show yourself you can do it...for fuck sake, if I can, you sure the hell can
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Buddy Mac on April 22, 2012, 03:46:00 PM
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
Dude on my way to put my number in your inbox.. You are at the right place. You can do this. I just spent 5 hours detailing my wife and I cars and didn't think about the shit once. There was a time when I didn't think that was possible. It is possible. One QUIT DAY AT A TIME. I will help anyway you need it.

Buddy Mac
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Dr. Bruce Banner on April 22, 2012, 04:42:00 PM
Quote from: Buddy
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
Dude on my way to put my number in your inbox.. You are at the right place. You can do this. I just spent 5 hours detailing my wife and I cars and didn't think about the shit once. There was a time when I didn't think that was possible. It is possible. One QUIT DAY AT A TIME. I will help anyway you need it.

Buddy Mac
it takes you five hiours to detail your wife? dauuuummmnnn!
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: chitownsnus on April 22, 2012, 04:52:00 PM
Quote from: Dr.
Quote from: Buddy
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
Dude on my way to put my number in your inbox.. You are at the right place. You can do this. I just spent 5 hours detailing my wife and I cars and didn't think about the shit once. There was a time when I didn't think that was possible. It is possible. One QUIT DAY AT A TIME. I will help anyway you need it.

Buddy Mac
it takes you five hiours to detail your wife? dauuuummmnnn!
'crackup'
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Buddy Mac on April 22, 2012, 04:58:00 PM
Quote from: chitownsnus
Quote from: Dr.
Quote from: Buddy
Quote from: gusiam2
my grammer is bad so bear with me. i went for a endoscopy last week and just got the results, multiple ulcers in my throat but no cancer. i want to quit but when i think about it i dont no that i can do it. i have 3 girls and a wife that need me and still i want to chew what the fuck is wrong with me. i cant think of a day without it.
Dude on my way to put my number in your inbox.. You are at the right place. You can do this. I just spent 5 hours detailing my wife and I cars and didn't think about the shit once. There was a time when I didn't think that was possible. It is possible. One QUIT DAY AT A TIME. I will help anyway you need it.

Buddy Mac
it takes you five hiours to detail your wife? dauuuummmnnn!
'crackup'
I am very thorough
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Ready on April 22, 2012, 05:17:00 PM
You can do this.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Souliman on April 22, 2012, 08:01:00 PM
Quote from: Ready
You can do this.
I'm certain Ready is right on this one.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: gusiam2 on July 07, 2012, 02:59:00 AM
I first came on this in april but i was not ready to quit. I just flushed my last can down the toilet. Thank you to all who replied to my original post. I am a dick for not quitting then.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Wt57 on July 07, 2012, 03:17:00 AM
Quote from: gusiam2
I first came on this in april but i was not ready to quit. I just flushed my last can down the toilet. Thank you to all who replied to my original post. I am a dick for not quitting then.
Yesterday is gone tomorrow is too far away! Q.U.I.T. Today and every day from now on. From one dick to another! check your inbox I'm going to send you my number

Gus you and I both joined the same time. What makes you ready now?
Learn the tools that are here! Follow directions in the welcome center and post roll in October!
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: lhelms12 on July 07, 2012, 10:36:00 AM
guisam... I am not gonna sit here and waste my time to give advice and show you the rope unless you are serious. Can't is the cancer of happening my friend. Get your shit together and let us know when you are serious.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Kubrick on July 07, 2012, 02:39:00 PM
Quote from: gusiam2
I first came on this in april but i was not ready to quit. I just flushed my last can down the toilet. Thank you to all who replied to my original post. I am a dick for not quitting then.
Why haven't you posted roll in October yet? Get to it.

If you're not sure what I mean, then read the WELCOME CENTER link above on why we post roll and how.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: lhelms12 on July 08, 2012, 07:46:00 AM
Congrats on posting roll today.... that is a huge step in the right direction! Do not let me down
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Wt57 on July 08, 2012, 09:30:00 AM
Quote from: lhelms12
Congrats on posting roll today.... that is a huge step in the right direction! Do not let me down
God job! Remember call anytime. The fog will lift and life will be better than ever. Only worry about today, if that is too much go hour by hour! Do what you have to do to
Keep that commitment we take
It damn serious!
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: mikegooch on July 08, 2012, 10:22:00 AM
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I first came on this in april but i was not ready to quit. I just flushed my last can down the toilet. Thank you to all who replied to my original post. I am a dick for not quitting then.
Welcome back sounds like you're in "that place"? I hope you are! "That Place" is the place where you are miserable if you are not dipping but more miserable if you are! It's a hell of a place to be. Today I am 28 days.. If i picked up today I would be so damn miserable that I caved.. and truthfully after almost a month.. the dip would taste like shit and I'd have to make myself do it! I could do that though! I've done it before. But today I really want to be free more than I want to be a slave.. If we can do this.. you can do this! We are serious addicts too! Gooch
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: gusiam2 on July 09, 2012, 12:50:00 AM
I feel like shit today but i now have 1 day under my belt at least i dont nave to go to work today
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Bruce on July 09, 2012, 01:23:00 AM
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I feel like shit today but i now have 1 day under my belt at least i dont nave to go to work today
You wont be feeling good for the first few days brother, you've been poisoning your body for sometime now, you didn't think this would be easy now did ya? No, you didn't...You've gotta take the correct steps and fight through each crave, because your life depends on it. Drink plenty of water, get some cranberry juice (the real shit, none of that artifical) and stay active plenty of excerise and sex (with a mate or yourself). You will get through this and you will be stronger for doing it.

Just remember to show up everyday and GIVE YOUR WORD that you will not use nicotene that day. Get as many numbers as you can and use them daily. These will strengthen your quit...

PM me if you need anything, glad to be quit with you day.
Bruce
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: eric71 on July 09, 2012, 05:59:00 AM
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Quote from: gusiam2
I feel like shit today but i now have 1 day under my belt at least i dont nave to go to work today
You wont be feeling good for the first few days brother, you've been poisoning your body for sometime now, you didn't think this would be easy now did ya? No, you didn't...You've gotta take the correct steps and fight through each crave, because your life depends on it. Drink plenty of water, get some cranberry juice (the real shit, none of that artifical) and stay active plenty of excerise and sex (with a mate or yourself). You will get through this and you will be stronger for doing it.

Just remember to show up everyday and GIVE YOUR WORD that you will not use nicotene that day. Get as many numbers as you can and use them daily. These will strengthen your quit...

PM me if you need anything, glad to be quit with you day.
Bruce
Way to step up and be 1st to post roll. The first few days are rough as the physical craves from nicotine start leaving the body. Scan all the advice on here about hydration and tools of the trade to get you through the quickening. You need to embrace this feeling, man up and face it head on. PM me if you need anything. I quit with you today brother.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: gusiam2 on July 09, 2012, 10:41:00 PM
day 2 almost over. Itried to stay busy today but the only thing on my mind was my chew. Cut the lawn think of chew - pull weeds think of chew - clean the pool think of chew all day long. I new that i had posted roll and i am no liar so i made it one more day thanks for all the advise and support
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Wedge on July 09, 2012, 10:57:00 PM
Quote from: gusiam2
day 2 almost over. Itried to stay busy today but the only thing on my mind was my chew. Cut the lawn think of chew - pull weeds think of chew - clean the pool think of chew all day long. I new that i had posted roll and i am no liar so i made it one more day thanks for all the advise and support
Sam,

Its a mater of doing those things several times without chew. Even at day 2, you are still going throug withdrawls, so no matter what you do its going to be on your brain. Once you clear day 4, the nicotine is out of your system and the mind games begin. Your brain is going to say "hey, the lawn mower started, time to grab a wad" or "2 hour drive, have your can and bottle?" You have done it that way for so long, your body need to both heal and reprogram. Nicotine is a chemical that messes with your head. It takes a while to get the circuits back in place. That's where we come in. Post roll, text your bros to get through the day, sleep, repeat.

It will get better, I promise. Just keep posting roll and I will keep supporting you.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: lhelms12 on July 09, 2012, 11:21:00 PM
Quote from: Wedgie
Quote from: gusiam2
day 2 almost over. Itried to stay busy today but the only thing on my mind was my chew. Cut the lawn think of chew - pull weeds think of chew - clean the pool think of chew  all day long. I new that i had posted roll and i am no liar so i made it one more day thanks for all the advise and support
Sam,

Its a mater of doing those things several times without chew. Even at day 2, you are still going throug withdrawls, so no matter what you do its going to be on your brain. Once you clear day 4, the nicotine is out of your system and the mind games begin. Your brain is going to say "hey, the lawn mower started, time to grab a wad" or "2 hour drive, have your can and bottle?" You have done it that way for so long, your body need to both heal and reprogram. Nicotine is a chemical that messes with your head. It takes a while to get the circuits back in place. That's where we come in. Post roll, text your bros to get through the day, sleep, repeat.

It will get better, I promise. Just keep posting roll and I will keep supporting you.
Sam,

Just like wedgie says.... we have trained our minds to think that we have to have nic during those types of activities. Now we just call those triggers, but it is important to know when you typically use nic so that you are aware going into it. Also like wedgie says is that after a couple of times of completing certain activities your brain realizes that you do not have to have nicotine to complete it. This is a rewiring process.... Right now just do what ever you can to get past the fog and the physical part of the quit. We will work on the mental things later. Glad you can keep your word Sam... make me another promise tomorrow morning and I will quit again with you then.

Helms
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: gusiam2 on July 11, 2012, 10:40:00 AM
day 3 was a test i feel like shit , in afog and my wife informs me that we have abbq to go to. I did not drink any alcohol cause if i had i would have been hittin a 7-11 for a can. The day went ok except for the one ass at the party that gets offended that someone is not drinking. Wanted to rip his head off instead i kept my distance. 3 days down a new personal record
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Wt57 on July 11, 2012, 10:50:00 AM
Quote from: gusiam2
day 3 was a test i feel like shit , in afog and my wife informs me that we have abbq to go to. I did not drink any alcohol cause if i had i would have been hittin a 7-11 for a can. The day went ok except for the one ass at the party that gets offended that someone is not drinking. Wanted to rip his head off instead i kept my distance. 3 days down a new personal record
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: eric71 on July 11, 2012, 06:49:00 PM
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: gusiam2
day 3 was a test i feel like shit , in afog and my wife informs me that we have abbq to go to. I did not drink any alcohol cause if i had i would have been hittin a 7-11 for a can. The day went ok except for the one ass at the party that gets offended that someone is not drinking. Wanted to rip his head off instead i kept my distance. 3 days down a new personal record
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Good on you man. The ability to control yourself away from drinking just fresh into the quickening took some serious resolve. Think about it, not only is this the longest you've been quit, you reached down deep and fought off another temptation in the process. Take a good look in the mirror, that's your new reputation.

I quit with you today and I'll see you at roll in the AM.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Grizzly25 on July 11, 2012, 09:46:00 PM
Quote from: Eric71
Quote from: Wt57
Quote from: gusiam2
day 3 was a test i feel like shit , in afog and my wife informs me that we have abbq to go to. I did not drink any alcohol cause if i had i would have been hittin a 7-11 for a can. The day went ok except for the one ass at the party that gets offended that someone is not drinking. Wanted to rip his head off instead i kept my distance. 3 days down a new personal record
'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Good on you man. The ability to control yourself away from drinking just fresh into the quickening took some serious resolve. Think about it, not only is this the longest you've been quit, you reached down deep and fought off another temptation in the process. Take a good look in the mirror, that's your new reputation.

I quit with you today and I'll see you at roll in the AM.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'

Great stuff brother and tomorrow will be Day4 keep the resolve and determination which will energize your quit and get you over the first couple of humps!!!

Quit on Quiter!!!
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: gusiam2 on July 12, 2012, 10:33:00 AM
day 4 is over and i feel a little better. It was my first day at work as a non user and went well. I chewed the shit out of my smokey mountain and got threw the day. Its funny ihated that shit and now i almost enjoy it. With four days down i keep thinking of how hard this has been so far and that is what helps me knowing i have this time invested i cant go back now
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: gusiam2 on July 18, 2012, 11:28:00 AM
day 11 i am now feeling a lot better mentally. i started working out with a friend and that helps alot. Yesterday i wake up and feel great and im thinking to my self i got this its over and later that night for no reason i feel pissed off at the world and want that chew. 11 days down hope it gets better
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: GR8WHITEBUFFALO on July 18, 2012, 12:43:00 PM
It does get better, I promise. Hold fast and hang tight. Stay quit. 1 day at a time.
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: Swede on July 18, 2012, 01:59:00 PM
Quote from: gusiam2
day 11 i am now feeling a lot better mentally. i started working out with a friend and that helps alot. Yesterday i wake up and feel great and im thinking to my self i got this its over and later that night for no reason i feel pissed off at the world and want that chew. 11 days down hope it gets better
It does get better... take it one day at a time! Don't think about tomorrow, just think about today! You will have ups and downs but deal with them one day at a time! I know I keep saying the same thing over and over again, but it's true, deal with today and don't worry about tomorrow! It does get better, we've all been there! And don't listen to the Nic Bitch... She will tell you anything you want to hear, but SHE IS LYING! Stay true to your quit and don't listen to the Nic Bitch! It's OK to feel pissed off! Vent on the forum, go on live chat and let them know how you feel... It helps trust me! Hang in there!
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: gusiam2 on August 09, 2012, 01:47:00 AM
day 33. - Some days i feel great and others i want to kill someone. Lots of fights with my wife all for the wrong reason thank god she puts up with me. Work is difficult without my chew but it is getting better. I want to thank you all for the support i dont post much but i do spend time on the site everyday reading. Wt thank you if not for you i would still be a nic dick
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: eric71 on August 09, 2012, 05:15:00 AM
Quote from: gusiam2
day 33. - Some days i feel great and others i want to kill someone. Lots of fights with my wife all for the wrong reason thank god she puts up with me. Work is difficult without my chew but it is getting better. I want to thank you all for the support i dont post much but i do spend time on the site everyday reading. Wt thank you if not for you i would still be a nic dick
You need anything at all, get a hold of me. I was told there is no excuse for fighting and arguing with the ones you love because of your withdrawal from your own stupid ass addiction. They did not make you into an addict, YOU did and THEY deserve the ultimate love and respect you can offer. You get pissy and want to pick a fight, look me up and we'll hash it out and get you through that moment, any way I can help you and any of our quit brethren beat back the bitch I will.

Proud to be quit with you, QLAFM
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: SirDerek on August 09, 2012, 10:55:00 AM
Quote from: Eric71
Quote from: gusiam2
day 33. - Some days i feel great and others i want to kill someone. Lots of fights with my wife all for the wrong reason thank god she puts up with me. Work is difficult without my chew  but it is getting better. I want to thank you all for the support i dont post much but i do spend time on the site everyday reading. Wt thank you if not for you i would still be a nic dick
You need anything at all, get a hold of me. I was told there is no excuse for fighting and arguing with the ones you love because of your withdrawal from your own stupid ass addiction. They did not make you into an addict, YOU did and THEY deserve the ultimate love and respect you can offer. You get pissy and want to pick a fight, look me up and we'll hash it out and get you through that moment, any way I can help you and any of our quit brethren beat back the bitch I will.

Proud to be quit with you, QLAFM
I agree with Eric. Use your brothers and sisters here to help with that fighting spirit instead of the family, thats what we are here for.

If you can't reach Eric get a hold of me instead (just watch where you are grabbing.... 'crackup' )
Title: Re: i am done
Post by: skeener41 on August 09, 2012, 11:08:00 AM
Quote from: SirDerek
Quote from: Eric71
Quote from: gusiam2
day 33. - Some days i feel great and others i want to kill someone. Lots of fights with my wife all for the wrong reason thank god she puts up with me. Work is difficult without my chew  but it is getting better. I want to thank you all for the support i dont post much but i do spend time on the site everyday reading. Wt thank you if not for you i would still be a nic dick
You need anything at all, get a hold of me. I was told there is no excuse for fighting and arguing with the ones you love because of your withdrawal from your own stupid ass addiction. They did not make you into an addict, YOU did and THEY deserve the ultimate love and respect you can offer. You get pissy and want to pick a fight, look me up and we'll hash it out and get you through that moment, any way I can help you and any of our quit brethren beat back the bitch I will.

Proud to be quit with you, QLAFM
I agree with Eric. Use your brothers and sisters here to help with that fighting spirit instead of the family, thats what we are here for.

If you can't reach Eric get a hold of me instead (just watch where you are grabbing.... 'crackup' )

im on day 16 and i still get irritated and chippy, definately some weird feelings in my body, but i expect it i guess, i dipped 1.5 cans a day and even slept with it,so it had a grip on me man. ive been wooped for so long with this stuff it makes me angry that i gave my time, money and life up. no doubt it will get better, but i think the suck of it all helps me realize where i was and where i dont want to go back to.
im on day 16 and i still get irritated and chippy, definately some weird feelings in my body, but i expect it i guess, i dipped 1.5 cans a day and even slept with it,so it had a grip on me man. ive been wooped for so long with this stuff it makes me angry that i gave my time, money and life up. no doubt it will get better, but i think the suck of it all helps me realize where i was and where i dont want to go back to.