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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: Sins on November 01, 2016, 09:03:00 AM
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So been needing to do this and well havnt so here goes...
Day 12 and feel like complete hell not physically but for sure mentally. battle of emotions as life is becoming harder and trying me in every way. I question everything and feel like im relearning myself. Who am I? What do I want? Where to go? I think know myslef pretty well I mean we been together 29 years now!!
The high on life is over and im banging my head on a wall woundering what the hell am I doing??
very in the dumpster flushing my self in the pooper!!!
Better days tomorrow!!!!
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Your body is healing, all I can say is that it does get better! Hang tough. Do you have other quitter's digits yet? Texting is a great support tool.
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Your body is healing, all I can say is that it does get better! Hang tough. Do you have other quitter's digits yet? Texting is a great support tool.
Get active, and invest in your quit daily.
If you don't post roll one day will you be missed?
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Your body is healing, all I can say is that it does get better! Hang tough. Do you have other quitter's digits yet? Texting is a great support tool.
Get active, and invest in your quit daily.
If you don't post roll one day will you be missed?
^^^ agreed. I suggest you read, read, read here on the site, in the intros and knowledge center. Learn how the quit goes, and how we do it here to assure success. If you really jump in and build your quit here, by posting here like you did, regularly, and by making a network, you can get through this crap the addiction is giving you. Every hour is another victory. Keep slogging through it, and breath in the relief when it comes. It does come, at times. It keeps getting better.
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So been needing to do this and well havnt so here goes...
Day 12 and feel like complete hell not physically but for sure mentally. battle of emotions as life is becoming harder and trying me in every way. I question everything and feel like im relearning myself. Who am I? What do I want? Where to go? I think know myslef pretty well I mean we been together 29 years now!!
The high on life is over and im banging my head on a wall woundering what the hell am I doing??
very in the dumpster flushing my self in the pooper!!!
Better days tomorrow!!!!
Congrats my brother on the quit, best decision you have ever made. After a few days/weeks you will think you made a bad decision to quit, don't let your emotions run your mind. If you don't understand now, you will later.
I post and ghost a lot, dealing with life after dip and it gets better.
I've been where you are now, trying to figure who you are and basically starting life over again.
If you need someone to talk to about anything, HMU, I think I've been through it all and the other side is looking beautiful.
PM me if you need to chat
Cope30 - 444
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I was right there with you dude. thought I was going fucking insane, followed by long bouts of depression. I really wanted to drive my car into a wall at high speeds.
this too shall pass. Embrace the suck. I promise you you're almost over the first hurdle.
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Thank You all for kind words and wisdoms. I couldnt do it alone!!!
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Thank You all for kind words and wisdoms. I couldnt do it alone!!!
Sins this shit ain't easy. Jump on with both feet and stay one step ahead of the ole nic bitch. I use to think these people were full of shit talking like the nic bitch exiisted. But i can promise you she is by far my worst enemy and I have to stay sharp every day. Get this done, own this quit, it's yours. Make posting a priority, Early EDD ODAAT! I quit with you today
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Thank You all for kind words and wisdoms. I couldnt do it alone!!!
Some strong truth in those words.
Ever want to talk about a road less traveled...... Im your huckleberry!
I Quit with you today.
Post Roll.
Rawls 715
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Day 13
Feels good to be awake and moving. Today will be a good day as i feel normal human again!!!
thanks everyone for not making me feel alone and standing with me the kind words make it lots better!!! im getting there slowly and im sure the knock me back down will come back...
Stay quit!!!
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Day 13
Feels good to be awake and moving. Today will be a good day as i feel normal human again!!!
thanks everyone for not making me feel alone and standing with me the kind words make it lots better!!! im getting there slowly and im sure the knock me back down will come back...
Stay quit!!!
You aren't alone my friend. That is the difference this time. This time you are quit. And quit with a group of thousands of others that understand and appreciate how hard, but also how rewarding, this is. Right now all that you can see is the hard, but the reward is coming.
You are doing great. Welcome aboard!
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Great intro title sins! Glad you decided to post it.
I quit with you today.
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These are the days you are building your quit foundation. Make it strong enough, and soon you'll have a life with an unbreakable quit base. Posting roll daily and having a network of quitters is how you build it.
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Day 14
feeling like a million bucks happy today see how day goes.
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Day 14
feeling like a million bucks happy today see how day goes.
Yessir! Love the energy. Keep going you're doing great! Man let me tell you, this quit thing is the real deal! I dipped 38 years and have been quit through the grace of God and ktc for 677 days and wow! Wish I hadn't wasted so much of my life. Being a recovering nic addict is a helluva lot better than being a slave. Quit on my friend!
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Day 14
feeling like a million bucks happy today see how day goes.
Yessir! Love the energy. Keep going you're doing great! Man let me tell you, this quit thing is the real deal! I dipped 38 years and have been quit through the grace of God and ktc for 677 days and wow! Wish I hadn't wasted so much of my life. Being a recovering nic addict is a helluva lot better than being a slave. Quit on my friend!
Freeeeeeeedommmmm! 'sos2'
Keep at it Sins, the best is yet to come, but it's worth it.
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Hang in there Sins. There will be good and bad days for sure. Know the main thing is you are on your way to complete and beautiful freedom.
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Still feeling like a million bucks?