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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: dabear1985 on April 17, 2012, 12:30:00 PM
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This is day 3 for me. Day 1 - Could not sleep at all. Tried at work, and unable to get my work done. Now I am constipated.
I went to the bank Sunday night to get money for my wife for a trip and got an extra $10 to buy a can on Monday. The money is still in my wallet. I have quit before using some of the toys - gum and patch. I was dip free for about 3 years, then went to a baseball game and saw someone dipping and it started my craving. I bought a can on my way home.
I want a dip want I cut the grass, drive my car anywhere, do various projects around the house.
I want to quit for me.
Thanks for letting me vent.
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Excedrin PM helps with the sleep. Citrucel will get you uncorked In fact, after taking Citrucel, I'm pretty sure I could get in a 3 point stance make a 3-ptr with a turd.
There are no short-cuts. Everyone of us must earn our freedom. We're behind you everystep of the way, but there will be difficult times. Learn to laugh at them...actually embrace the suck. This is the only time you will ever go through this. Notice it...feel it...and remember it!!!
Stay quit, brother!
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You are right quiting isn't easy! If you find a easy way you'd be a rich enemy of big tabacco. Being hard will strengthen our quit, that is one of the reasons we hear and say to embrace the suck. I hate the suck so bad that I will never ever want to repeat it.
EMBRACE THAT SUCK
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Day 4 has been pretty good. When I got up this morning, I said to myself - "No nic bitch for me!" The morning is the hardest time of the day for me. I would usually have a dip on the way to work. Now I am drinking a huge glass of water.
My fog has subsided some. Doing some work, and when the craving comes - I face it and say fuck off.
Thanks for the help everyone.
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Day 4 has been pretty good. When I got up this morning, I said to myself - "No nic bitch for me!" The morning is the hardest time of the day for me. I would usually have a dip on the way to work. Now I am drinking a huge glass of water.
My fog has subsided some. Doing some work, and when the craving comes - I face it and say fuck off.
Thanks for the help everyone.
Keep working!
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Day 4 has been pretty good. When I got up this morning, I said to myself - "No nic bitch for me!" The morning is the hardest time of the day for me. I would usually have a dip on the way to work. Now I am drinking a huge glass of water.
My fog has subsided some. Doing some work, and when the craving comes - I face it and say fuck off.
Thanks for the help everyone.
Good stuff brother. That's the spirit. Take it one day at a time.
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Day 4 has been pretty good. When I got up this morning, I said to myself - "No nic bitch for me!" The morning is the hardest time of the day for me. I would usually have a dip on the way to work. Now I am drinking a huge glass of water.
My fog has subsided some. Doing some work, and when the craving comes - I face it and say fuck off.
Thanks for the help everyone.
Good stuff brother. That's the spirit. Take it one day at a time.
:)
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Yes quitting is hard and sucks ass but i would rather go through this hell than have half my face removed and feel like the elephant man the rest of my life or worse ,leave my wife a widow and my son without a father.Thats what keeps me going.
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Day 5 was epic.
My biggest time to dip was in the car. Well last night I spent almost 2 1/2 hours busing the kids around and did not stop and get a can. I passed two of the stores that I know would have it. That's the thing. I know every store in my town that has my type - Cop pouches. Easier to use and no clean up. I drove right past them on multiple occasions. Every time I was thinking - "I can't let my brothers in quit down. We Quit Like Fuck."
This site has helped me see what the nic does to you. It is that lady in waiting - always ready.
Thanks for all the help everyone.
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Day 5 was epic.
My biggest time to dip was in the car. Well last night I spent almost 2 1/2 hours busing the kids around and did not stop and get a can. I passed two of the stores that I know would have it. That's the thing. I know every store in my town that has my type - Cop pouches. Easier to use and no clean up. I drove right past them on multiple occasions. Every time I was thinking - "I can't let my brothers in quit down. We Quit Like Fuck."
This site has helped me see what the nic does to you. It is that lady in waiting - always ready.
Thanks for all the help everyone.
Driving by is hard, but stopping in is even harder. I went to the only 2 stores that carry my stuff looking for tobacco free stuff, which of course they don't have. It was tempting, but I am quit now. My resolve is strong. I really want to quit so I need to be strong.
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Day 5 was epic.
My biggest time to dip was in the car. Well last night I spent almost 2 1/2 hours busing the kids around and did not stop and get a can. I passed two of the stores that I know would have it. That's the thing. I know every store in my town that has my type - Cop pouches. Easier to use and no clean up. I drove right past them on multiple occasions. Every time I was thinking - "I can't let my brothers in quit down. We Quit Like Fuck."
This site has helped me see what the nic does to you. It is that lady in waiting - always ready.
Thanks for all the help everyone.
Driving by is hard, but stopping in is even harder. I went to the only 2 stores that carry my stuff looking for tobacco free stuff, which of course they don't have. It was tempting, but I am quit now. My resolve is strong. I really want to quit so I need to be strong.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Keep fighting. I now love to fight. We are alive and don't take shit! I know it isn't easy but what a rush when you stay quit and live another day.
Protect your quit!!!! When the crave comes, find something funny. My quit brothers always got me laughing. Go into chat, if you're in there long enough, someone starts talking about Tranny's??? I don't know if it is my luck but someone says tranny and I roll my eyes and start laughing.
Next thing you know I am laughing and not feeling the pain or crave. If that doesn't work, when in doubt, Masturbate....except a cat dies every time you do.
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Day 5 was epic.
My biggest time to dip was in the car. Well last night I spent almost 2 1/2 hours busing the kids around and did not stop and get a can. I passed two of the stores that I know would have it. That's the thing. I know every store in my town that has my type - Cop pouches. Easier to use and no clean up. I drove right past them on multiple occasions. Every time I was thinking - "I can't let my brothers in quit down. We Quit Like Fuck."
This site has helped me see what the nic does to you. It is that lady in waiting - always ready.
Thanks for all the help everyone.
Driving by is hard, but stopping in is even harder. I went to the only 2 stores that carry my stuff looking for tobacco free stuff, which of course they don't have. It was tempting, but I am quit now. My resolve is strong. I really want to quit so I need to be strong.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Keep fighting. I now love to fight. We are alive and don't take shit! I know it isn't easy but what a rush when you stay quit and live another day.
Protect your quit!!!! When the crave comes, find something funny. My quit brothers always got me laughing. Go into chat, if you're in there long enough, someone starts talking about Tranny's??? I don't know if it is my luck but someone says tranny and I roll my eyes and start laughing.
Next thing you know I am laughing and not feeling the pain or crave. If that doesn't work, when in doubt, Masturbate....except a cat dies every time you do.
A cat dies everytime u masterbate?
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Day 5 was epic.
My biggest time to dip was in the car. Well last night I spent almost 2 1/2 hours busing the kids around and did not stop and get a can. I passed two of the stores that I know would have it. That's the thing. I know every store in my town that has my type - Cop pouches. Easier to use and no clean up. I drove right past them on multiple occasions. Every time I was thinking - "I can't let my brothers in quit down. We Quit Like Fuck."
This site has helped me see what the nic does to you. It is that lady in waiting - always ready.
Thanks for all the help everyone.
Congrats, its hard. I live walking distance from a smoke shop that sells every tobacco product known to man. Stay tough, good job man
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Day 5 was epic.
My biggest time to dip was in the car. Well last night I spent almost 2 1/2 hours busing the kids around and did not stop and get a can. I passed two of the stores that I know would have it. That's the thing. I know every store in my town that has my type - Cop pouches. Easier to use and no clean up. I drove right past them on multiple occasions. Every time I was thinking - "I can't let my brothers in quit down. We Quit Like Fuck."
This site has helped me see what the nic does to you. It is that lady in waiting - always ready.
Thanks for all the help everyone.
Driving by is hard, but stopping in is even harder. I went to the only 2 stores that carry my stuff looking for tobacco free stuff, which of course they don't have. It was tempting, but I am quit now. My resolve is strong. I really want to quit so I need to be strong.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Keep fighting. I now love to fight. We are alive and don't take shit! I know it isn't easy but what a rush when you stay quit and live another day.
Protect your quit!!!! When the crave comes, find something funny. My quit brothers always got me laughing. Go into chat, if you're in there long enough, someone starts talking about Tranny's??? I don't know if it is my luck but someone says tranny and I roll my eyes and start laughing.
Next thing you know I am laughing and not feeling the pain or crave. If that doesn't work, when in doubt, Masturbate....except a cat dies every time you do.
A cat dies everytime u masterbate?
Yep. If you pull your pork. God kills a kitten. 'crackup'
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Day 5 was epic.
My biggest time to dip was in the car. Well last night I spent almost 2 1/2 hours busing the kids around and did not stop and get a can. I passed two of the stores that I know would have it. That's the thing. I know every store in my town that has my type - Cop pouches. Easier to use and no clean up. I drove right past them on multiple occasions. Every time I was thinking - "I can't let my brothers in quit down. We Quit Like Fuck."
This site has helped me see what the nic does to you. It is that lady in waiting - always ready.
Thanks for all the help everyone.
Driving by is hard, but stopping in is even harder. I went to the only 2 stores that carry my stuff looking for tobacco free stuff, which of course they don't have. It was tempting, but I am quit now. My resolve is strong. I really want to quit so I need to be strong.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Keep fighting. I now love to fight. We are alive and don't take shit! I know it isn't easy but what a rush when you stay quit and live another day.
Protect your quit!!!! When the crave comes, find something funny. My quit brothers always got me laughing. Go into chat, if you're in there long enough, someone starts talking about Tranny's??? I don't know if it is my luck but someone says tranny and I roll my eyes and start laughing.
Next thing you know I am laughing and not feeling the pain or crave. If that doesn't work, when in doubt, Masturbate....except a cat dies every time you do.
A cat dies everytime u masterbate?
Yep. If you pull your pork. God kills a kitten. 'crackup'
shit I love cats, I thought it was bad enough to have to shave my palms! Now I've got to worry about the cats?
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Day 5 was epic.
My biggest time to dip was in the car. Well last night I spent almost 2 1/2 hours busing the kids around and did not stop and get a can. I passed two of the stores that I know would have it. That's the thing. I know every store in my town that has my type - Cop pouches. Easier to use and no clean up. I drove right past them on multiple occasions. Every time I was thinking - "I can't let my brothers in quit down. We Quit Like Fuck."
This site has helped me see what the nic does to you. It is that lady in waiting - always ready.
Thanks for all the help everyone.
Driving by is hard, but stopping in is even harder. I went to the only 2 stores that carry my stuff looking for tobacco free stuff, which of course they don't have. It was tempting, but I am quit now. My resolve is strong. I really want to quit so I need to be strong.
'clap' 'clap' 'clap'
Keep fighting. I now love to fight. We are alive and don't take shit! I know it isn't easy but what a rush when you stay quit and live another day.
Protect your quit!!!! When the crave comes, find something funny. My quit brothers always got me laughing. Go into chat, if you're in there long enough, someone starts talking about Tranny's??? I don't know if it is my luck but someone says tranny and I roll my eyes and start laughing.
Next thing you know I am laughing and not feeling the pain or crave. If that doesn't work, when in doubt, Masturbate....except a cat dies every time you do.
A cat dies everytime u masterbate?
Yep. If you pull your pork. God kills a kitten. 'crackup'
shit I love cats, I thought it was bad enough to have to shave my palms! Now I've got to worry about the cats?
Bob Barker wanted us to control the pet population. He would feel happy with my efforts. Nair for men works good to keep the palms smooth.