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Community => Introductions => Topic started by: RagingJew on May 17, 2010, 11:58:00 AM
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Hi, I just quit.
Life is hell.
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Hi, I just quit.
Life is hell.
lifes fantastic, nicotine addiction is hell. embrace the suck
sm
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Hi, I just quit.
Life is hell.
It sure will be for awhile. But life will get significantly better.
Check your (Inbox 1) upper right corner of your screen.
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Hi, I just quit.
Life is hell.
Life is hell when you have to answer to an addiction before you can consider anything else. Way to over-power that first desire to not quit...read everything you can on the site...learn from following the examples set by many of your new brothers and sisters.
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Hi, I just quit.
Life is hell.
lifes fantastic, nicotine addiction is hell. embrace the suck
sm
Embrace the suck.
HOOYAH
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Hi, I just quit.
Life is hell.
It sure will be for awhile. But life will get significantly better.
Check your (Inbox 1) upper right corner of your screen.
I appreciate the links. Thank you.
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Hi, I just quit.
Life is hell.
Life is hell when you have to answer to an addiction before you can consider anything else. Way to over-power that first desire to not quit...read everything you can on the site...learn from following the examples set by many of your new brothers and sisters.
Roger that.
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Roger that.
HOOYAH
What's your military background?
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Navy, recently retired.
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Welcome aboard sailor...
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Welcome aboard sailor...
I don't like to admit it but I thought I was the only Raging jew around here?
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Navy, recently retired.
What the fuck is up with that HOOYAH Army doggie bullshit, then?
Aye Aye, Chief! is more along your lines, isn't it?
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Navy, recently retired.
What the fuck is up with that HOOYAH Army doggie bullshit, then?
Aye Aye, Chief! is more along your lines, isn't it?
HOORAH, HOOYAH, it's all the same shit to me. I heard both my whole career.
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Navy, recently retired.
What the fuck is up with that HOOYAH Army doggie bullshit, then?
Aye Aye, Chief! is more along your lines, isn't it?
HOORAH, HOOYAH, it's all the same shit to me. I heard both my whole career.
Semper Fi
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Welcome aboard sailor...
I don't like to admit it but I thought I was the only Raging jew around here?
Don't worry man, I'm a Sephard. Most Jews tell me that dosen't even count.
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you post roll yet?
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you post roll yet?
huh?
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you post roll yet?
huh?
Posted by LOOT December 9, 2006.Roll call is the most important thing you will do here. That one simple act will be what makes this quit different than any other attempt. Roll call, quite simply, is a promise to your brothers that you will be Nicotine Free for that day.
We require a simple “one day at a time” philosophy. Make roll call, concentrate on today and today only. We’ll work through the troubles of today with you. We’ll worry about tomorrow when it gets here.
Roll call will build accountability with your brothers. You know that the man next to you in line is going through or has dealt with the exact same things you are. Lean on the knowledge of those who have walked that road. Develop relationships with them and especially the guys in your home group. These people will save your life if you let them.
If you follow this simple advice you’ll be amazed. You have lied to, cheated on, and stole time from every single person you hold dear. You take roll call seriously, and you will find that total strangers will give your quit more accountability than any “real” person in your world.
If you want to quit, deep down, really want to quitÂ…roll call is the cornerstone you will build your quit house on. Be loyal to yourself, your group, and ultimately to QSX as a whole and you shall have the freedom you desire. Guaranteed.
It was among the many links I sent you via PM (Inbox 1).
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you post roll yet?
huh?
Posted by LOOT December 9, 2006.Roll call is the most important thing you will do here. That one simple act will be what makes this quit different than any other attempt. Roll call, quite simply, is a promise to your brothers that you will be Nicotine Free for that day.
We require a simple “one day at a time” philosophy. Make roll call, concentrate on today and today only. We’ll work through the troubles of today with you. We’ll worry about tomorrow when it gets here.
Roll call will build accountability with your brothers. You know that the man next to you in line is going through or has dealt with the exact same things you are. Lean on the knowledge of those who have walked that road. Develop relationships with them and especially the guys in your home group. These people will save your life if you let them.
If you follow this simple advice you’ll be amazed. You have lied to, cheated on, and stole time from every single person you hold dear. You take roll call seriously, and you will find that total strangers will give your quit more accountability than any “real” person in your world.
If you want to quit, deep down, really want to quitÂ…roll call is the cornerstone you will build your quit house on. Be loyal to yourself, your group, and ultimately to QSX as a whole and you shall have the freedom you desire. Guaranteed.
It was among the many links I sent you via PM (Inbox 1).
LOOT is wise. Ok, I posted, but not sure if I did it right
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Welcome aboard sailor...
I don't like to admit it but I thought I was the only Raging jew around here?
Don't worry man, I'm a Sephard. Most Jews tell me that dosen't even count.
LOL, I don't even know what that means. I so don't count either. I think I am really Irish anyway.
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Welcome aboard sailor...
I don't like to admit it but I thought I was the only Raging jew around here?
Don't worry man, I'm a Sephard. Most Jews tell me that dosen't even count.
LOL, I don't even know what that means. I so don't count either. I think I am really Irish anyway.
To tell the family secret - my mother was a Dutch.
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Welcome aboard sailor...
I don't like to admit it but I thought I was the only Raging jew around here?
Don't worry man, I'm a Sephard. Most Jews tell me that dosen't even count.
LOL, I don't even know what that means. I so don't count either. I think I am really Irish anyway.
To tell the family secret - my mother was a Dutch.
dutch rudder? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0VRvey8Egg (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0VRvey8Egg)
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Shit, did I let my squid out again?
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Who let the squid out?
Whoomp, whoomp, whoomp...
Welcome aboard sailor...
I don't like to admit it but I thought I was the only Raging jew around here?
Don't worry man, I'm a Sephard. Most Jews tell me that dosen't even count.
LOL, I don't even know what that means. I so don't count either. I think I am really Irish anyway.
To tell the family secret - my mother was a Dutch.
dutch rudder? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0VRvey8Egg (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0VRvey8Egg)
The fucking Dutch Rudder cracks my ass up EVERY fucking time!
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Congrats on the best decision you'll ever make, RJ...I saw you posted in the STL-area Quitter's Get-Together thread. Whereabouts do you live in the area?
As for the suck...water, seeds, water, hard candy, water, etc.
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Congrats on the best decision you'll ever make, RJ...I saw you posted in the STL-area Quitter's Get-Together thread. Whereabouts do you live in the area?
As for the suck...water, seeds, water, hard candy, water, etc.
those little coffee straws....they're small enough not to hurt your jaw by chewin on em all day, cheap (most of the time free at convienient stores), No salt to eat up your mouth, not flavored to give ya bad breath..........just sayin, I'm a straw guy myself. :D
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Congrats on the best decision you'll ever make, RJ...I saw you posted in the STL-area Quitter's Get-Together thread. Whereabouts do you live in the area?
As for the suck...water, seeds, water, hard candy, water, etc.
those little coffee straws....they're small enough not to hurt your jaw by chewin on em all day, cheap (most of the time free at convienient stores), No salt to eat up your mouth, not flavored to give ya bad breath..........just sayin, I'm a straw guy myself. :D
They work wonders
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@ Mitch
I'm not sure if my PM got to you. I grew up southside but moved to Huntsville Alabama after I got out of the Navy (I promised my wife;).
I Try to come back in town atleast once a month.
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Day 4 has come and gone...chest deep in the suck...still quit to the core...FUCK YEAH
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This guy inspired the shit out of me : index.php?showtopic=3357 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=3357)
Days 1 - 9
Days 1 - 4: Absolute shit. I yelled at my son for no good reason, I smarted off to my wife for no good reason, and I damn near pissed off my boss...for good reason.
Days 5 - 7: Cravings have subsided a bit, but my appetite has skyrocketed. My brother recommended drinking fruit-juice to help keep my bloodsuger up.
Days 8 - 9: Cravings are all but gone, but the triggers remain. I find myself daydreaming about chewing. My wife is sending me random photos of her breasts to keep my mind occupied. Fapped at work twice in the past 7 days. Fuck yeah.
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This guy inspired the shit out of me : index.php?showtopic=3357 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=3357)
Days 1 - 9
Days 1 - 4: Absolute shit. I yelled at my son for no good reason, I smarted off to my wife for no good reason, and I damn near pissed off my boss...for good reason.
Days 5 - 7: Cravings have subsided a bit, but my appetite has skyrocketed. My brother recommended drinking fruit-juice to help keep my bloodsuger up.
Days 8 - 9: Cravings are all but gone, but the triggers remain. I find myself daydreaming about chewing. My wife is sending me random photos of her breasts to keep my mind occupied. Fapped at work twice in the past 7 days. Fuck yeah.
we all have emails here too, forward those pictures.
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This guy inspired the shit out of me : index.php?showtopic=3357 (http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=3357)
Days 1 - 9
Days 1 - 4: Absolute shit. I yelled at my son for no good reason, I smarted off to my wife for no good reason, and I damn near pissed off my boss...for good reason.
Days 5 - 7: Cravings have subsided a bit, but my appetite has skyrocketed. My brother recommended drinking fruit-juice to help keep my bloodsuger up.
Days 8 - 9: Cravings are all but gone, but the triggers remain. I find myself daydreaming about chewing. My wife is sending me random photos of her breasts to keep my mind occupied. Fapped at work twice in the past 7 days. Fuck yeah.
we all have emails here too, forward those pictures.
I would like a copy also. 'boob'
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Welcome to the brotherhood of rogering nicotine in the ass.
Your moniker has automatically set you in a place of high regard, sir. I will now require you to stay quit. And please keep sharing your thoughts here, as well as in your quit group.
I think I am going to change my name to Flailin' Episcopalian or something
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I WILL NOT share picture of my wifes cans.
Sorry, we're kinky, but not that kinky.
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Welcome to the brotherhood of rogering nicotine in the ass.
Your moniker has automatically set you in a place of high regard, sir. I will now require you to stay quit. And please keep sharing your thoughts here, as well as in your quit group.
I think I am going to change my name to Flailin' Episcopalian or something
How about Pissed 'Piscopalian?
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
I thought jews cut their balls off when they turned 13? Isn't that the Briss at the Bar Mitzvah?
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
I thought jews cut their balls off when they turned 13? Isn't that the Briss at the Bar Mitzvah?
Lame dude. Fucking lame.
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
Add grinding your teeth and a host of other things you did not used to do. All normal stuff and part of the healing.
Make sure to plan a trip to the dentist at the 30 day mark or so.
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
Add grinding your teeth and a host of other things you did not used to do. All normal stuff and part of the healing.
Make sure to plan a trip to the dentist at the 30 day mark or so.
it all sounds normal...you can do it ya old seaman (teehee) what ship(s) were you on?
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
Add grinding your teeth and a host of other things you did not used to do. All normal stuff and part of the healing.
Make sure to plan a trip to the dentist at the 30 day mark or so.
it all sounds normal...you can do it ya old seaman (teehee) what ship(s) were you on?
Well, I was an air-dale, so mostly flattops and one small ship.
Carriers
USS Kennedy, Eisenhower, Roosevelt, Washington
Supply ship
USNS Supply
rag squadron
HSL-51(shit duty, good folks)
Sea-Duty squadron
HC-8 (decom'd)
Shore-duty
MARMC Norfolk (I think they're called NSSA now)
Various schools and traveling opportunities in between. Most fun I ever had in my life. If I could go back, I'd stay the hell away from shore-duty. Fuckers medically retired me.
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
Add grinding your teeth and a host of other things you did not used to do. All normal stuff and part of the healing.
Make sure to plan a trip to the dentist at the 30 day mark or so.
it all sounds normal...you can do it ya old seaman (teehee) what ship(s) were you on?
Well, I was an air-dale, so mostly flattops and one small ship.
Carriers
USS Kennedy, Eisenhower, Roosevelt, Washington
Supply ship
USNS Supply
rag squadron
HSL-51(shit duty, good folks)
Sea-Duty squadron
HC-8 (decom'd)
Shore-duty
MARMC Norfolk (I think they're called NSSA now)
Various schools and traveling opportunities in between. Most fun I ever had in my life. If I could go back, I'd stay the hell away from shore-duty. Fuckers medically retired me.
was all set for nrotc(scholarship) with ocs to follow when they had to do the pesky physical and dq'ed me for a heart problem. still feel i missed out on it
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
Add grinding your teeth and a host of other things you did not used to do. All normal stuff and part of the healing.
Make sure to plan a trip to the dentist at the 30 day mark or so.
it all sounds normal...you can do it ya old seaman (teehee) what ship(s) were you on?
Well, I was an air-dale, so mostly flattops and one small ship.
Carriers
USS Kennedy, Eisenhower, Roosevelt, Washington
Supply ship
USNS Supply
rag squadron
HSL-51(shit duty, good folks)
Sea-Duty squadron
HC-8 (decom'd)
Shore-duty
MARMC Norfolk (I think they're called NSSA now)
Various schools and traveling opportunities in between. Most fun I ever had in my life. If I could go back, I'd stay the hell away from shore-duty. Fuckers medically retired me.
was all set for nrotc(scholarship) with ocs to follow when they had to do the pesky physical and dq'ed me for a heart problem. still feel i missed out on it
That sucks man. You missed one hell of a ride.
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
Add grinding your teeth and a host of other things you did not used to do. All normal stuff and part of the healing.
Make sure to plan a trip to the dentist at the 30 day mark or so.
it all sounds normal...you can do it ya old seaman (teehee) what ship(s) were you on?
Well, I was an air-dale, so mostly flattops and one small ship.
Carriers
USS Kennedy, Eisenhower, Roosevelt, Washington
Supply ship
USNS Supply
rag squadron
HSL-51(shit duty, good folks)
Sea-Duty squadron
HC-8 (decom'd)
Shore-duty
MARMC Norfolk (I think they're called NSSA now)
Various schools and traveling opportunities in between. Most fun I ever had in my life. If I could go back, I'd stay the hell away from shore-duty. Fuckers medically retired me.
Friggin Brown-shoe
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
Add grinding your teeth and a host of other things you did not used to do. All normal stuff and part of the healing.
Make sure to plan a trip to the dentist at the 30 day mark or so.
it all sounds normal...you can do it ya old seaman (teehee) what ship(s) were you on?
Well, I was an air-dale, so mostly flattops and one small ship.
Carriers
USS Kennedy, Eisenhower, Roosevelt, Washington
Supply ship
USNS Supply
rag squadron
HSL-51(shit duty, good folks)
Sea-Duty squadron
HC-8 (decom'd)
Shore-duty
MARMC Norfolk (I think they're called NSSA now)
Various schools and traveling opportunities in between. Most fun I ever had in my life. If I could go back, I'd stay the hell away from shore-duty. Fuckers medically retired me.
Friggin Brown-shoe
Whatsamatter black-shoe? Got tired of watching us going on liberty while you stood watch over my aircraft?
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Day 10
Ok, this is just fucked up. I'm getting ulcers in my mouth, but not where I dipped, and I have a sore throat, just no where near where I've had sore throats in the past.
It's my understanding that this kinda thing is expected, but it's making me more and more pissed at my stupid fucking 24 year old self for trying that shit in the first place. If I could only go back in time and rip my balls off... 'bang head'
i got one of those on my lip....i caused mine though, i bit the ever loving shit out of myself while i was eating lunch today
yeah it's crazy shit, tip of my tongue was numb the first couple of weeks...the ulcers are just part of the healing. Also, if you are like me and many other i suspect you are nervously chewing your gums without even realizing it.
Add grinding your teeth and a host of other things you did not used to do. All normal stuff and part of the healing.
Make sure to plan a trip to the dentist at the 30 day mark or so.
it all sounds normal...you can do it ya old seaman (teehee) what ship(s) were you on?
Well, I was an air-dale, so mostly flattops and one small ship.
Carriers
USS Kennedy, Eisenhower, Roosevelt, Washington
Supply ship
USNS Supply
rag squadron
HSL-51(shit duty, good folks)
Sea-Duty squadron
HC-8 (decom'd)
Shore-duty
MARMC Norfolk (I think they're called NSSA now)
Various schools and traveling opportunities in between. Most fun I ever had in my life. If I could go back, I'd stay the hell away from shore-duty. Fuckers medically retired me.
Friggin Brown-shoe
Whatsamatter black-shoe? Got tired of watching us going on liberty while you stood watch over my aircraft?
Nope....when I was attached to a squadron, I was a brown-shoe, too. But once you go green, you never go back to being blue...
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Day 30
The sores in my mouth have disappeared, but I'm still getting heart-burn, and not the happy kind those fuckers on the Rolaids commercials are smiling about. This was expected. The nic-bitch kept it at bay for all that time, but that shit's gone.
Fuck it.
A couple things I've noticed:
Coffee taste a whole lot better.
My wife's kisses are much sweeter.
My wife's cooking taste...different.
I no-longer get the sudden urge to rub my balls on my bosses telephone receiver.
I have more energy than usual.
I sleep more soundly.
My gums don't bleed as much after brushing my teeth.
My son doesn't tell his friends that "My Daddy eats worm-dirt.".
You know, this Quit thing is pretty nice.
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RJ, your number 4 just made me spew coffee all over my computer screen...hell yeah, I'm staying quit with you today bro'!
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Nice list. The sleep and energy ones (hand in hand) have been huge for me. I was basically perpetually sleep deprived for years. Sleep great now, and love it.
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Eventually you gums should stop bleeding completely. I started using dental floss and Biotene special mouthwash after I quit and even though I have bad gum resession, my mouth has healed and I don't have bleeding problems anymore. I used to hate to brush my teeth because of the bleeding. Nice Work on 30 days clean!!!!
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I no-longer get the sudden urge to rub my balls on my bosses telephone receiver.
OK, so that will go away???
Good to know.
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Day 37
I think I just hit that fog everybody's been talking about. I feel a little light-headed, I don't remember if I closed the garage door, and I don't feel like doing shit today.
A couple of old friends happend by: Lactose-intolerance and severe heart-burn. Naturally, like all old friends, they didn't call first, they drank all my beer and Rolaids, and left tracks in my underwear. Fuckers.
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Hang in there, it will pass. I am having a bit of a funk today myself. Stay close to the site, use your tools and reach out if you need to.
STAY QUIT
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Day 37
I think I just hit that fog everybody's been talking about. I feel a little light-headed, I don't remember if I closed the garage door, and I don't feel like doing shit today.
A couple of old friends happend by: Lactose-intolerance and severe heart-burn. Naturally, like all old friends, they didn't call first, they drank all my beer and Rolaids, and left tracks in my underwear. Fuckers.
As the way of the beer and rolaids, the funk shall pass too. You will experience more. Some a day some more but one thing about all of them - they do not last. Keep moving forward. This is your true chance to change your life.
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Fuck the fog. I'm so quit, my cock hurts.
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Fuck the fog. I'm so quit, my cock hurts.
Are you sure that's not due to spending time with Greg40?
I'm not judging - it's not my thing, but to each is own. Way to take the advise of this site and do "whatever it takes" to get thru the rough patches w/o nic.
You, sir, are serious in your quit, and going to these lengths to remain so proves it.
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Fuck the fog. I'm so quit, my cock hurts.
Are you sure that's not due to spending time with Greg40?
I'm not judging - it's not my thing, but to each is own. Way to take the advise of this site and do "whatever it takes" to get thru the rough patches w/o nic.
You, sir, are serious in your quit, and going to these lengths to remain so proves it.
...he told me he loved me.
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Fuck the fog. I'm so quit, my cock hurts.
Are you sure that's not due to spending time with Greg40?
I'm not judging - it's not my thing, but to each is own. Way to take the advise of this site and do "whatever it takes" to get thru the rough patches w/o nic.
You, sir, are serious in your quit, and going to these lengths to remain so proves it.
...he told me he loved me.
Dude you are a legend - Your post posts rock. Stay quit.
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Day 45
I haven't had a bad crave since about day 10, but this past week so far has been non-stop. I know why though; I'm an addict.
My brain is telling me I want that shit. It's a feeling like happiness, saddness, or anger, but much more primal.
Armed with this knowledge, I look the crave straight in the face and say "Fuck you.".
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Day 45
I haven't had a bad crave since about day 10, but this past week so far has been non-stop. I know why though; I'm an addict.
My brain is telling me I want that shit. It's a feeling like happiness, saddness, or anger, but much more primal.
Armed with this knowledge, I look the crave straight in the face and say "Fuck you.".
I wrote the following in my intro page right about my Day 45. Your post made me think sharing it could somehow be helpful or, at least, insightful:
"It's a very odd situation: I feel quite proud of myself and what I've accomplished thus far, but I am also deeply entrenched in a colossal quit funk. (Many of us discussed this in another thread last week.) I am in this unique, microcosmic manic-depressive state. It's a millisecond-to-millisecond experience. At one instant, I feel intoxicating bliss. The next moment, my guts feels twisted, and I want to either write a really sad, shitty poem or kill someone with my bare hands."
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Day 45
I haven't had a bad crave since about day 10, but this past week so far has been non-stop. I know why though; I'm an addict.
My brain is telling me I want that shit. It's a feeling like happiness, saddness, or anger, but much more primal.
Armed with this knowledge, I look the crave straight in the face and say "Fuck you.".
I had the crave monster fuck me over and over again in the ass around Day 45. But there was an excuse, my parents were visiting. I kept strong though, my quit makes me stronger so I can beat down the fucking crave!!
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Day 45
I haven't had a bad crave since about day 10, but this past week so far has been non-stop. I know why though; I'm an addict.
My brain is telling me I want that shit. It's a feeling like happiness, saddness, or anger, but much more primal.
Armed with this knowledge, I look the crave straight in the face and say "Fuck you.".
I wrote the following in my intro page right about my Day 45. Your post made me think sharing it could somehow be helpful or, at least, insightful:
"It's a very odd situation: I feel quite proud of myself and what I've accomplished thus far, but I am also deeply entrenched in a colossal quit funk. (Many of us discussed this in another thread last week.) I am in this unique, microcosmic manic-depressive state. It's a millisecond-to-millisecond experience. At one instant, I feel intoxicating bliss. The next moment, my guts feels twisted, and I want to either write a really sad, shitty poem or kill someone with my bare hands."
Thats about right, cunt. Thankfully, my wife and son are out of town until Friday so I can avoid being an asshole directly to them.
I hope to kick through this by then.
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Day 69
I just drove 7.5 hours from Decatur Alabama to Saint Louis Missouri and I noticed 2 things.
OK, usually when I take this trip, by the time I reach Nashville, I'm yawning. Dosen't matter what time of day I leave, I hit that town and I get all kinds of drowsy, so before each trip, I buy a bottle of thet 5-hour energy drink and chug it when I hit Hwy 24W.
Not this time. I make it to Nashville, not tired. What the shit? Ok, I hold of on the bottle, maybe I get drowsy later. NOPE. 7 hours into the drive I hit East Saint Louis and I'm wide awake, not caffine other that a bottle of lipton sweet tea I picked up in Cadiz.
So I ask my quit bros; did nicotime have such a stranglehold on my life that it even regulated my circadian rhythm?
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Day 277
To all new quitters: You've made the right choice.
Now listen up.: Your brain is going to be lying it's ass off to you. The next few days will seem like the worst you've ever had. Headaches, mouthaches, cravings, nicotine rages, sore throats, and the dreaded munchies...and thats just the first few days, but here's the tits: It only takes a few days for all that worthless shit people call nicotine to be completely out of your system. How long it stays out will be completely up to you. Not your kids, your wife, or your dead friends; in the end it's just you. Now after those few days, you will feel better, and I think we can all promise you that. Consider though, that throughout those few days and for several more after, you will question your resolve, your brian will make up excuses for you to cave, and even your asshole friends will taunt you "Aww come on you pussy!" Chose to ignore them or fight them. Either way, if your resolve is weak and your quit is half-assed, you will continue to be nicotine's cum-dumpster. No lie.
I've been quit for about 277 days, but I'm not naive enough to believe I'm bullet proof. Oh don't get me wrong; I hate tobacco, tobacco related products, and the shit-sucking parasites who manufacture them. FUCKING...HATE THEM. That said, they didn't stop by my house when I was younger and shove a plug in my mouth. Hell, the whole time I was dipping I knew it was gonna kill me. That was my dumbass decision, as was all of ours in this community. No, each one of us will have that bitch riding along in the back of our minds for the rest of our lives and all it takes for that slut to jump up in the front seat is a moment of weakness. I have found that over time the bitch gets further and further in the back of the bus, but the bitch is still there. Her lies are a pathetic whisper at this point, but I do hear them from time to time. Regardless of what that whore says, my quit is stronger.
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DAY 337: Wait What?
I had the most vivid dip dream last night. I'm not sure if I was dipping all the way through because I only realized it shortly before I woke up. I was so real i could taste that nasty shit. I had a big fat lower-lipper and I was terrified I had just caved. No idea how it got there. I felt so damn guilty like I had just let down the planet. Abe Vigoda was chasing me down an alley screaming "CAVER! CAVER!". That old bastard could move.
Ok, I made that last part up about Abe Vigoda, but what the fuck is this? It's been nearly a year.
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DAY 337: Wait What?
I had the most vivid dip dream last night. I'm not sure if I was dipping all the way through because I only realized it shortly before I woke up. I was so real i could taste that nasty shit. I had a big fat lower-lipper and I was terrified I had just caved. No idea how it got there. I felt so damn guilty like I had just let down the planet. Abe Vigoda was chasing me down an alley screaming "CAVER! CAVER!". That old bastard could move.
Ok, I made that last part up about Abe Vigoda, but what the fuck is this? It's been nearly a year.
Its been over 3 years for me and I still have them....just not as vivid anymore. Just kind of annoying.
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I'm on my Day 5 Quit and I have not had any dreams at all. I can't wait to have them though because that will mean that I am getting some good sleep. Today I posted Roll Call and Today I am Quit. Peace
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I'm leaving KTC for a while. I have alot of needless drama and heartache going on in my life and this place is fully entrenched in all of it. I'm still quit and I have a dozen or so phone numbers , facebook contacts, and my big brother to help me keep it that way.
If I gave you my number in the past, feel free to call it at anytime. I'm still supporting quits, but it'll be just outside of kicking distance. I'll still get PM's sent directly to my email so if you still want my number drop me a letter.
Chewie, thanks for everything.
-Jew
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I'm leaving KTC for a while. I have alot of needless drama and heartache going on in my life and this place is fully entrenched in all of it. I'm still quit and I have a dozen or so phone numbers , facebook contacts, and my big brother to help me keep it that way.
If I gave you my number in the past, feel free to call it at anytime. I'm still supporting quits, but it'll be just outside of kicking distance. I'll still get PM's sent directly to my email so if you still want my number drop me a letter.
Chewie, thanks for everything.
-Jew
i have no idea what you have going on right now, but i'm not really sure how KTC could be a central player in the drama. even after a year, you need to protect your quit with roll call. how many people have you seen come back after a long quit and post a day 1... because they weren't posting roll and protecting their quit? i've only been here 74 days, and i've seen at least 6-7. that scares me, and should really scare you.
stick around. post roll. take what you need from this place, and leave the rest.
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I'm leaving KTC for a while. I have alot of needless drama and heartache going on in my life and this place is fully entrenched in all of it. I'm still quit and I have a dozen or so phone numbers , facebook contacts, and my big brother to help me keep it that way.
If I gave you my number in the past, feel free to call it at anytime. I'm still supporting quits, but it'll be just outside of kicking distance. I'll still get PM's sent directly to my email so if you still want my number drop me a letter.
Chewie, thanks for everything.
-Jew
i have no idea what you have going on right now, but i'm not really sure how KTC could be a central player in the drama. even after a year, you need to protect your quit with roll call. how many people have you seen come back after a long quit and post a day 1... because they weren't posting roll and protecting their quit? i've only been here 74 days, and i've seen at least 6-7. that scares me, and should really scare you.
stick around. post roll. take what you need from this place, and leave the rest.
That there is some good advice ya heeb! If you choose to be less involved then fine, I get that. But still spend 2 minutes a day posting roll. BUT...I support you all the same.
MOA
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I'm leaving KTC for a while. I have alot of needless drama and heartache going on in my life and this place is fully entrenched in all of it. I'm still quit and I have a dozen or so phone numbers , facebook contacts, and my big brother to help me keep it that way.
If I gave you my number in the past, feel free to call it at anytime. I'm still supporting quits, but it'll be just outside of kicking distance. I'll still get PM's sent directly to my email so if you still want my number drop me a letter.
Chewie, thanks for everything.
-Jew
i have no idea what you have going on right now, but i'm not really sure how KTC could be a central player in the drama. even after a year, you need to protect your quit with roll call. how many people have you seen come back after a long quit and post a day 1... because they weren't posting roll and protecting their quit? i've only been here 74 days, and i've seen at least 6-7. that scares me, and should really scare you.
stick around. post roll. take what you need from this place, and leave the rest.
That there is some good advice ya heeb! If you choose to be less involved then fine, I get that. But still spend 2 minutes a day posting roll. BUT...I support you all the same.
MOA
I'm sure there are a number of folks who would take a text from you every day and post up roll for you. I'm one of them.
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I'm leaving KTC for a while. I have alot of needless drama and heartache going on in my life and this place is fully entrenched in all of it. I'm still quit and I have a dozen or so phone numbers , facebook contacts, and my big brother to help me keep it that way.
If I gave you my number in the past, feel free to call it at anytime. I'm still supporting quits, but it'll be just outside of kicking distance. I'll still get PM's sent directly to my email so if you still want my number drop me a letter.
Chewie, thanks for everything.
-Jew
i have no idea what you have going on right now, but i'm not really sure how KTC could be a central player in the drama. even after a year, you need to protect your quit with roll call. how many people have you seen come back after a long quit and post a day 1... because they weren't posting roll and protecting their quit? i've only been here 74 days, and i've seen at least 6-7. that scares me, and should really scare you.
stick around. post roll. take what you need from this place, and leave the rest.
That there is some good advice ya heeb! If you choose to be less involved then fine, I get that. But still spend 2 minutes a day posting roll. BUT...I support you all the same.
MOA
I'm sure there are a number of folks who would take a text from you every day and post up roll for you. I'm one of them.
Werd. Sometimes I log on here, post roll and bail without reading a damn thing. You can take what you want, but I always want my promise on the table. Having a lot of drama in my life is all the more reason for posting roll in my way of thinking. My two cents, for what their worth.
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A good, close, and personal friend handed me a shoe-horn in which I used to remove my head from my ass. I'm staying. Sorry for losing my mind.
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A good, close, and personal friend handed me a shoe-horn in which I used to remove my head from my ass. I'm staying. Sorry for losing my mind.
Wow, RJ, I missed your post on the 29th somehow....glad you are sticking around. Reach out if you need.
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Temporary insanity.
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Back to being fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional.
Still quit, but feeling fine
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Back to being fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional.
Still quit, but feeling fine
Hmm, maybe a bit more explanation? Or you're in a of a good old fashioned Jew rage moment? Still quit is good...
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Back to being fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional.
Still quit, but feeling fine
Hmm, maybe a bit more explanation? Or you're in a of a good old fashioned Jew rage moment? Still quit is good...
By my estimation, I've been quit for 940 days. Every single damn one of those days has been a fucking treasure. No rage now, just sadness. I was trying to reaffirm my quit to myself and to let others know that no matter what may come, the one thing you can control in life is your quit. There are no excuses for a cave. Not even a little. So fuck anyone who says different.
Not literally guys, keep it in your pants. I know there's some wicked good tail out thereah, but you don't need to chase it all, you know what I mean?
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Back to being fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional.
Still quit, but feeling fine
Hmm, maybe a bit more explanation? Or you're in a of a good old fashioned Jew rage moment? Still quit is good...
By my estimation, I've been quit for 940 days. Every single damn one of those days has been a fucking treasure. No rage now, just sadness. I was trying to reaffirm my quit to myself and to let others know that no matter what may come, the one thing you can control in life is your quit. There are no excuses for a cave. Not even a little. So fuck anyone who says different.
Not literally guys, keep it in your pants. I know there's some wicked good tail out thereah, but you don't need to chase it all, you know what I mean?
'crackup'
I don't know you, but like you already...full homo :wub:
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Back to being fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional.
Still quit, but feeling fine
Hmm, maybe a bit more explanation? Or you're in a of a good old fashioned Jew rage moment? Still quit is good...
By my estimation, I've been quit for 940 days. Every single damn one of those days has been a fucking treasure. No rage now, just sadness. I was trying to reaffirm my quit to myself and to let others know that no matter what may come, the one thing you can control in life is your quit. There are no excuses for a cave. Not even a little. So fuck anyone who says different.
Not literally guys, keep it in your pants. I know there's some wicked good tail out thereah, but you don't need to chase it all, you know what I mean?
'crackup'
I don't know you, but like you already...full homo :wub:
Glad to see I am not the only one.
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Back to being fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional.
Still quit, but feeling fine
Hmm, maybe a bit more explanation? Or you're in a of a good old fashioned Jew rage moment? Still quit is good...
By my estimation, I've been quit for 940 days. Every single damn one of those days has been a fucking treasure. No rage now, just sadness. I was trying to reaffirm my quit tgpo myself and to let others know that no matter what may come, the one thing you can control in life is your quit. There are no excuses for a cave. Not even a little. So fuck anyone who says different.
Not literally guys, keep it in your pants. I know there's some wicked good tail out thereah, but you don't need to chase it all, you know what I mean?
'crackup'
I don't know you, but like you already...full homo :wub:
Glad to see I am not the only one.
You know, after the experience I just had, I kinda see why fags would prefer to be fags.
I'm not switching teams or even thinking about it, its just that they probably put up with the bullshit, then decided taking a cock is less hassle. Dunno. Any you queers want to chime in?
No homo.
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Back to being fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional.
Still quit, but feeling fine
Hmm, maybe a bit more explanation? Or you're in a of a good old fashioned Jew rage moment? Still quit is good...
By my estimation, I've been quit for 940 days. Every single damn one of those days has been a fucking treasure. No rage now, just sadness. I was trying to reaffirm my quit tgpo myself and to let others know that no matter what may come, the one thing you can control in life is your quit. There are no excuses for a cave. Not even a little. So fuck anyone who says different.
Not literally guys, keep it in your pants. I know there's some wicked good tail out thereah, but you don't need to chase it all, you know what I mean?
'crackup'
I don't know you, but like you already...full homo :wub:
Glad to see I am not the only one.
You know, after the experience I just had, I kinda see why fags would prefer to be fags.
I'm not switching teams or even thinking about it, its just that they probably put up with the bullshit, then decided taking a cock is less hassle. Dunno. Any you queers want to chime in?
No homo.
It's got to be easier, but the problem I always see is that the couples usually have a masculine and feminine member.
It seems like you're going to go through all that butthurt to deal with the same issues in my opinion.